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and i've been running out of patience
my poems aren't as clever anymore
people say they're all too honest
but honesty is all i can afford
and maybe loss is not a bad thing
'cause maybe i can write these songs again
or maybe now it's just a pastime
maybe i should treat it like a friend
a friend i won't see again
i don't wanna die
but truly i don't wanna be alive
i wish that i could vanish in my sheets
and turn into the puddles on your street
'cause i don't wanna die
but truly i don't wanna be alive
i wish that i could vanish in my sheets
and turn into the ground beneath your feet
'cause i've been losing all my knowledge
sometimes i forget who i am
and i'm in the mirror
but i don't recognize that man
and my mom wanted a daughter
but she'd think it was absurd
'cause as much as i feel different
family won't accept those words
they won't love me if i'm her
but i just want to change
and everybody tells me it's a phase
i don't feel right as myself
with my failing mental health
and i just want to change
but everybody tells me it's a phase
i don't feel right as myself
my body is a hell