Atlas - My body is a hell [REUPLOAD]

Atlas deleted the original video. I had already previously downloaded this so I decided to upload. All credit goes to Atlas

[@stick6694]

And I've been running out of patience, my poems aren’t as clever anymore People say they're all too honest, but honesty is all I can afford Maybe loss is not a bad thing, cus' maybe I can write these songs again Or maybe now it’s just a pastime, maybe I should treat it like a friend A friend I won't see again Cus' I don't wanna die, but truly I don't wanna be alive I wish that I could vanish in my sheets, and turn into the puddles on your street Cus' I don't wanna die, but truly I don't wanna be alive I wish that I could vanish in my sheets, and turn into the grounds beneath your feet Cus’ I’ve been losing all my knowledge, sometimes I forget who I am And am at the mirror, but I don't recognize that man My mom wanted a daughter, but she’d think it was absurd Cus' as much as I feel different, family won't accept those words They won't love me if I’m her But I just wanna change, and everybody tells me it's a phaze I don't feel right as myself, with my failing mental health And I just wanna change, but everybody tells me it's a phaze And I don't feel right as myself, my body is a hell

[@flotzed]

And stupid songs about ass shaking get million views.

[@AnabolicArchives]

I'm like uhhhh a year late but the chord progression is E, A7Maj, Am

[@maryjanevelez6932]

Same

[@OK-hw9fl]

Julian Gonzalez it’s tuned down a half step as well

[@levimurdoch3918]

I'm two

[@georgeapplewhite6198]

2 years late

[@mon_key4624]

Idk abt that bc hes play a bar chord and also playing four chords but is half step down

[@lunar_ecl1ps]

This was uploaded on my birthday. The birthday that u happened to be extremely depressed on. How ironic honestly. This song brought me to tears the first time i heard it, and i just came back to it because i was humming it as i was falling asleep and decided to listen to it. I really love atlas 💕

[@denofthewolfmusic2505]

Before this, I thought I had to choose between what kind of music I want to play, but you blow that notion out of the water, like really, that range homie, like seriously that ability to transition between different music styles so fluidly is something I think no one has seen since the late and great Michael Larson.

[@Nicossuave]

Go listen to worst party ever

[@rileybrown5039]

I'm non binary myself and I've always kinda got that gender queer/ trans vibe from Atlas. Hearing this song hit me so hard and it really means a lot to me. Not suprised they took it down. It's lyrics are pretty vulnerable

[@weathertenko]

its not lyrics, he just got copyrighted bt Worst Party Ever, considing the instrumental is just their song Sub Bean Every Day

[@BeesAndSauce]

@@weathertenko *they got copyrighted

[@weathertenko]

@@BeesAndSauce yea sorry

[@nibiru2x410]

@@BeesAndSauce do we know Atlas actually goes by they/them or are you just assuming? No disrespect intended, I'm genuinely curious if Atlas has ever actually stated what they go by.

[@burgiebaps]

@@nibiru2x410 Their pronouns are in their Instagram bio

[@ajuaf.raps.]

“And my mom wanted a daughter” that line aged. It…it went places. And I’m glad Luna bloomed into a pretty flower, I didn’t know weeds could do that!

[@Saint0_0]

Luna is do beautiful I wish she still did guitar covers

[@ajuaf.raps.]

@@Saint0_0 Me too, but, tbh, her old stuff is good to consider new :]

[@ajuaf.raps.]

@@Saint0_0 also, YES ANOTHER ATLAS FAN

[@enbyrain_]

I swear I see you everywhere I go on the internet.

[@ajuaf.raps.]

@@enbyrain_ :0…..omg I love you that’s amazing!! Where u be??

[@j.filteau2688]

1) im crying 2) can somebody hook me up with these chords cause i am SHIT at playing by Ear

[@AnabolicArchives]

Jacob Filteau I'm a little late but: E, Amaj7, Am

[@user-qt1ju1pe1b]

I love them so much. I listen to this at least 3 times a day. Atlas has helped me so much.

[@almi7256]

dude i missed this song sm thank u for posting it

[@fourandx]

i used to listen to this song all the time before i came out to myself. in the back of my mind i always knew but was terrified to realize it. but ive been out for 3 years and im still sad but im doing okay. im trans and disabled and this song is so comforting to me.

[@WrestlingGames101]

got them gender dysphoria blues

[@AaronAnrky]

Awesome song! so powerful. I've been a fan for a few years and Always felt you should be so much more famous then you are, you diverse to be signed. never stop, I love your music.

[@malakai_adam]

What an incredible person.

[@ratkid6859]

There’s a train behind my house too, wow relatable video love u

[@Eden_IX]

i have been searching for this for many moons :')

[@mRibbons]

I've been obsessed with this song ever since I stumbled on it a few days ago. Its the best kind of emo. 👌

[@thewonder5676]

Thank you for helping me ive been a long time fan thank you for being there for me and im finally going somewhere in life i got accepted to collage thank you

[@gene9793]

I just watched a whole bunch of marriage proposal videos and my god do i feel lonely

[@sinnastyx]

I was desperately looking for this video on his channel before i finally decided to look for a reupload. Thank you sob

[@kimaru9767]

i love this song

[@rowgallegos5190]

i love all these fans i’ve been following atlas since 5K on soundcloud

[@chamomile8946]

Worst Party Ever?

[@user-gl8kg8bc2u]

yeah he is sampling Worst Party Ever, or am i just tripping?

[@flowerwebs]

Yeah I think he used the same chords as “sub bean every day” it’s still beautiful as fuck tho, lmao I just noticed and was now looking in the comments to see if anybody else did too

[@watzittooya428]

this song makes me cry but also bops so-

[@travisb2554]

singing birb brought me here

[@jpegcrust]

this one was always my favorite and i never knew why... LOL

[@pronnyboy4214]

i love that man

[@gwynnm8377]

This is one of my favorite songs on earthhhsns

[@mommypuke]

Holy.. I was looking for this song on his channel. Thanks I finally found it

[@5TARM4N]

cool fucking beans my dude

[@imscopez_484]

Amazing you gotta keep coming out with more man

[@mel-bc6ei]

i've always loved this song but i actuallu took the time to read the lyrics and now im crying??? it's a song about dysphoria oh my fuck now i love it 10x more

[@aprr5393]

When i first found this song i was a depressed boy and now im a depressed woman lmao

[@fritsofr9353]

Just sayin no matter what this helps a lot from things and helps you get though things that you think that you are not going too i love atlas and i love this it hits hard for me thank you atlas for singing something sooo beautiful and something that has so much meaning to certain people

[@NitroCorn]

Nice work! :)

[@wyattd8423]

I was looking for this song for a hour earlier today. Open up youtube and BAM

[@cyrus233able]

I feel bad listening to this tbh. I 100% get why they took this down, this is some really vulnerable stuff. But it's so raw & relatable I can't bring myself to not listen

[@hellohellohello4325]

Ethan M lol its not that deep. its just a copy of another bands song so he got copyright claimed lmao

[@mrkrieg1963]

carter curren worst party ever - sub bean everyday

[@OfficialCLANK]

hes a really good song writer, he knows how to say something dark but it comes off nicely. maybe just really vibe with it

[@setMaddy]

*she

[@dylanle8239]

I wish this was on spotify, I know this was basically a rip off of sub bean every day but the acoustic guitar sound and atlas' voice just sounds so much better imo

[@user-dq1qy9go4t]

no

[@bloodycherri2798]

@@user-dq1qy9go4t yes

[@nibiru2x410]

No two identical chord progressions have ever existed ever.

[@dylanle8239]

@@nibiru2x410 Not only the chord but the melody. Its pretty clear atlas drew at least subconcious inspiration from sub bean every day. had it been something as little as the same chord progressions, they wouldn't have deleted the post

[@dylanle8239]

@Arakius I would recommend you listen to sub bean everyday if you haven't. It is not just a case of the same chords, the melody is the same as well. It is not entirely the same but I think the fact is this song is basically a cover with a few added riffs and changed lyrics

[@savannadavis4447]

Um this song hits me on too personal of a level? It’s now illegal?

[@joshkeough6695]

i’m always thinking are you alright

[@SgtRamen]

the mentally ill in this world is an epidemic, and those who suffer from it have my pity. I wish them better existences.

[@laylarayl7817]

I just get those 3 chords stuck in my head oooof

[@healedatonce]

i love them so much

[@thesupremeleaderofmonkeys7755]

Them?

[@astro.mp3348]

@@thesupremeleaderofmonkeys7755 atlas is nonbinary and uses they/them!

[@amvmaker6993]

bless you omg

[@angelinaherron1829]

I love them black nails :)))

[@aidannothing6668]

Thank you so much for pointing that out, watched so many times but never seen it before. You've blown my mind at 1:17 in the morning.

[@microwafel9907]

honestly not my favorite song from atlas, but he does sing the best here

[@nibiru2x410]

Thanks a ton for the reupload but did you really need to watermark someone else's work? lol

[@frag_manz]

i fucking love the guitar in this song holy hell

[@_meldrop_]

Me coming back to remember the song that saved my life

[@shady_fuckwad__4533]

I hope you're doing better now

[@Sunflwrd]

im old i haven't listened to atlas in a while but he deleted it for a reason because it sounded too much like another artist so he deleted it so

[@sembi_]

this is gold

[@doo6z]

hey buddy

[@sembi_]

samuel kirby eyy, fancy seeing u here

[@riviviver]

my mom wanted a daughter.

[@mongel9211]

You are who you are, hombre.

[@riviviver]

@@mongel9211 😌

[@notian7265]

i wish they still made music so much but they still reposts on soundcloud so as long as they’re still here i’m fine

[@riasgremory9111]

New album out

[@notian7265]

@@riasgremory9111 i saw i’m super excited

[@charlottedonnahoe2526]

HES CRYINGGG😞

[@hotep360]

Charlotte Donnahoe they’re* That’s literally what the songs about man

[@park2027]

@@hotep360 but you just called Charlotte a man

[@nicetryskeleton]

Is this loss?

[@aerogoth4457]

hi i'm new here. question: is atlas closet trans? i genuinely want to know, since i'm not sure if they posted about it previously (using they since idk the gender they identify with yet)

[@lieutenant_lucky_rocks]

Maybe Loss Is Not A B a d Thing

[@bignuts10]

LuckyK god fucking damnit

[@sl0th259]

this comment is bad

[@Okaytonny]

love this song man your not the only one

[@christiango604]

Does anyone have the tabs for the riffs they do at the end?

[@GloomyMermaid]

If you guys like this you should check out sub bean everyday by worst party ever

[@zarbworld]

Can someone tell me the song this was very similar to? I know its the reason he deleted this song.

[@stalkr9155]

Sub Bean every day by Worst party ever

[@codywise7489]

Please upload to Spotify

[@AurraKo]

lmao i didnt know why i related to this song as a kit. and now im trans xD (im also in pain)

[@AurraKo]

atlas youre pretty

[@whateverforevermusic]

bet he listens to worst party ever

[@thesupremeleaderofmonkeys7755]

whatever forever they

[@drewcard5057]

I fucken loves this shitttttt

[@rxpapi]

im always thinking are you alrighhtttt

[@pabloburgos6374]

Chords? I cant see clearly

[@carsonmichael6926]

pablo burgos I hear E Amaj7 Amin, but I don’t have an instrument to make sure I’m right, just my first hearing

[@yungdreamer9748]

Atlas is truly amerzing, i really hope he's okay

[@sashahandle]

FUCK WHY DID I JUST FIND THIS SONG

[@michaelbrieger1035]

Put this on Spotify plzzzz

[@vincent66683f]

try soundcloud it's on there

[@tacolegs2833]

Post-nut depression be like

[@whatamiwatching2183]

These chords are very much the exact same as Sub Bean Everyday by Worst Party Ever wtf lol

[@fordquantity-topics]

I busk I'd love to play this but If I sang the hook about dieing I may get stabbed

[@williamsmidt5391]

Do you do drugs? Just asking not trying to be rude or anything.

[@hellohellohello4325]

heroin

[@lovepixies]

This sounds like Worst Party Ever

[@stfukai1]

it is, that's why she took it down

[@lovepixies]

@@stfukai1 ohh makes sense, ty!

[@TERRY-fh3rr]

Yo Can someone give me the full lyrics I try to learn this song 🙏🙏🙏

[@hellohellohello4325]

Tom Havana how bout you just listen to it

[@TERRY-fh3rr]

hello hellohello my English is not really good 😂😂

[@thesupremeleaderofmonkeys7755]

Do it yourself.Fuckface

[@yeosangmybeloved]

Any other trans people here in the comments who thought this song was extremely relatable??😂😭

[@blueberrydes9414]

LastGhostOn Earth is atlas trans??

[@brandon_montero]

@@blueberrydes9414 idk but Ive had the feeling hes either trans or gay but does that really matter

[@blueberrydes9414]

Brandon Monteor same but no it doesn't matter at all. I love this man :))

[@justaboatnerd1110]

Brandon Monteor He is gay

[@justaboatnerd1110]

Des is Litty He is gay He told his fans before through Instagram

[@underslept_6893]

uhm I'm unsure, but Atlas is gay right?

[@iixzy.6131]

...when-

[@tagggz9556]

They're non binary attracted to men afaik

[@healedatonce]

they're pan

[@NoodleZelda]

nonbinary and bisexual or pan

[@charliesutton5349]

Friendly reminder this song is a copy of Sub Bean Every Day - Worst Party Ever

[@redduck9393]

Musically, mostly. Lyrically, they accomplish very different things.

[@charliesutton5349]

@@redduck9393 Lyrics seem very creative and seem to mean a lot to a lot of people. Just a shame that everything else is stolen.

[@redduck9393]

@@charliesutton5349 true. I think he more than made up for it by deleting it off his main channel and apologizing.

[@t.4822]

Does anyone know why they keep deleting great songs like this one??

[@weathertenko]

Coffee and a Kookie he copied Worst Party Ever.

[@t.4822]

@@weathertenko Thats a band. idk how he copies an entire band in one song, but uh, yk

[@weathertenko]

Coffee and a Kookie the song is Sub Bean Every Day

[@aaronflorian8150]

A loser named Tate he copied worst party ever lmao

[@imperatorroma5012]

This song describes me perfectly, my family wanted me to be a daughter, my temper has been deteriorating, people say that I’m not good enough, and I’ve been forgetting a lot of elements of my personality and hobbies. My parents don’t care if I’m hurt inside. I don’t feel right alone when I’m most like myself.

[@blueberrydes9414]

Lyrics please someone??

[@mehmetsaidak9408]

Dude why dont you publish a professional album? People would listen your music

[@lildrewy1255]

2x speed 1:57

[@aaronflorian8150]

My boy copied worst party ever.

[@ratass1525]

yeah that's why it was taken down

[@onevoice1900]

Don't quit your day job.

[@dominichayden4528]

this is just Worst Party Ever

[@thelastblacknight6922]

Song was ripped off by my friends band

[@thesupremeleaderofmonkeys7755]

Shut up no it was not

[@melon2913]

stealing art is lame.

[@gore4351]

melon how is he stealing this? he gave all credit in the bio and it says "reuploaded"

[@aaronflorian8150]

lvk atlas stole the song

[@perrocruzado]

This is a super rip off of a song btw the original is wayyyy better

[@perrocruzado]

its called sub bean everyday by worst party ever. but idk you might like this version better but i just dont like it because i know its a rip off

[@Delusia]

roblox pfp

[@justaboatnerd1110]

cruz delgadillo Rip Off??? Tf? He stated he never heard of sub bean And he even went out of his way to delete his much more personal and relatable version for a mediocre “oRiGiNaL”

[@s_murphy_games]

BROKEN BEARINGS don’t care if it’s more ReLaTaBlE it’s still fucking stealing

[@justaboatnerd1110]

Rednose HE STATED HE’S NEVER HEARD OF WORST PARTY EVER! But an Inbred like yourself can’t comprehend what that means. But like I said Atlas made it better, He didn’t steal it he simply made a better song and you are just getting butthurt about.