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Iโm literally pausing the video rn to write this to you that today seeing you cry makes me feel like i am following the right person because its hard to have the courage to actually showing your vulnerabie side. โAdulting is Hard but you make it easy for me Deemdโ Cheer up !!!โค
Omggg seeing you cry breaks my heart. I hope youโre feeling better now, Deemd!! Thank you for being transparent about dealing with anxiety. I go through phases as well where it really overwhelms me. I just let it all out by crying and letting myself feel it and I find it really helpful. ๐ค Take care of yourself! Fighting ๐ค๐ค๐ค
hi, deemd. it's been a long time since i last watched your uploads, and this was the first one in a while. thank you for the comfort that you bring. i just want to say, as someone who has anxiety and also randomly cries, it definitely does not make you any less of a person. we can only wish for perfect days but those days rarely happen on their own, sometimes we need to make them happen. may you stay healthy and well. cry if you must, it's not something to be ashamed of. all the best, always!
This just shows how much of a person you are and not just a KZbin person, if that cafe worker continues to be that way I would ask to talk to his boss like what! I really dislike people who discriminate. ๐ I hope you are doing better now, everyone needs a good cry now and then, it was just your turn!! Sending hugs from usa!!
@lia_marichi62813 ะฐะน ะฑาฑััะฝ
thank you for showing your vulnerabilities in this video! recently i was diagnosed with depression, insomnia and anxiety-so its been a rough time. But watching this felt good. I always watched your videos because you seem like youve got it all together and all is good. But this video was a reminder that not everyone has it good and itโs okay to be down sometimes. Thank you xx ๐ฉท
I really appreciate the part about your anxiety. Have been watching your vlogs for a long time and am going through a peak of anxiety today at work and decided to watch your vlog to get my mind off things during my lunch break. You including that made me feel very seen as even though my anxiety isn't bad daily, when it is it makes me feel a bit powerless and vulnerable to the world. I wish you luck
Iโm glad you uploaded the video. Sometimes it can feel like everyone else is coping and weโre the only ones who arenโt so itโs helpful to see that we all have our ups and downs. Sometimes things can build up and it can be the smallest thing that tips us over the edge and makes us cry. Donโt be too hard on yourself! You did a really good job off picking yourself up and getting back on task so be proud off that ๐ค๐ฅฐ
@user-og6br1vi5w4 ะฐะน ะฑาฑััะฝ
Deemd-nim! It's my first time posting a comment here after silently watching you for the past few years. I wanted to say that I fully understand what you went through. Usually it happens because of all the piled up stress and anxiety, it just takes a small incident to trigger a breakdown. You have been too strong for too long. Please do not be harsh on yourself for even crying. Thank you for being so vulnerable with us. You have been faithfully showing us what's like to be a normal human, this video is the ultimate expression for me.
Seeing you cry reminds me that all of us are struggling and there are just days things just donโt go well and you feel like shit. Thank you for sharing this with us โค hope you find things that gives you strength just like how your videos gives me strength ๐ช
Iโve been watching your vlogs for a really long time now and itโs was really enjoyable to see someoneโs ordinary life, small events and so on. Truly inspiring. And this time when I saw you crying it almost hit me like a bus with realization that you too have struggles. Ended up crying with you. Thank you for putting that image on the internet. Even though I truly sympathize your feelings I suddenly felt seen. ๋ค๋ ์จ, ๊ฐ์ฌํฉ๋๋ค.
์ธ๋, your openness is so touching ๐ญ๐ ..sending positive vibes your way โฃ๏ธ you've got a supportive community here !!!! WE ALL LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
@bellabyeol4 ะฐะน ะฑาฑััะฝ
even though i don't usually comment on your vlogs, i watch them all and i look forward to every one. thank you for all your hard work in filming, editing, and sharing them with us ๐ฉท you're such an inspiration to so many people.
@AmandaPace854 ะฐะน ะฑาฑััะฝ
As someone who has suffered really bad anxiety in the past, I wanted to thank you so much for being so honest about it and even including the clip. It is so important to normalise mental health struggles and, since you have a huge target of viewers I'm extremely thankful for this, means a lot ๐
I feel like you're the only person who has made me cry even when I didn't even actually see you cry ๐ญ sending you lots of love ๐๐๐
@rosalindzhang4 ะฐะน ะฑาฑััะฝ
As an international student about to start my master's degree in Europe in September, I totally resonate with your anxiety. Thank you for sharing the true version of yourself. Your videos always make me calm and refreshed. LOVE from Beijingโค
When you started crying it just broke my heart but also made me realise โweโre all in the same boat trying ,crying and dealing lifeโ, thank you for sharing it with usโฆit makes me feel more connected with you but itโs on you if you want to share it with us or not ,weโre fine with anything ๐คTake care deemd sister and writing this while sleeping with fever and runny nose all by myself but i will be fine and tomorrowโs gonna be a good and healthy dayโจBe healthy everyoneโค
deemd its ok to ne not ok. U are the go to person when i am anxious/ feeling sad. Your videos give me a warm hug. dont worry and its ok to cry on things. we are always gonna be there for u.
Thank you for showing us your vulnerable side! We all have a lot of ups and downs in life so itโs totally normal to have a crying session here and there. Itโs better to cry than to hold it all in. I will pretend nothing happens when watching you in the future but remember you have a lot of supporters so hang in there! We all love you โค
iโm writing this 2 weeks later, iโm really sorry for what youโre going through but i totally understand sometimes without realizing we hold things in and then the emotions come out at the most random times, no matter how stupid the situation is. i struggle with anxiety as a high school student, i admire your strength. thank you for sharing. i hope things get better for you and take care.๐ฉท
I am sorry for the rude chef at the cafe :( and thank you for always being authentic and honest about your struggle. I am also currently studying abroad and I found comforts watching your vlogs. I wish you well in everything you do. Sending hugs and positive energy to your direction.
@Jww0nie2534 ะฐะน ะฑาฑััะฝ
Hi deemd I am a Chinese fan also living in the UK now. I really like your contents and look forward to your vlogs every now and then. I've been rooting for you for more than two years now! your vlogs really helped me a lot when I feel anxious about studying or just doing chores... it is very moving to see you expose your vulnerable side with us. I hope you feel better now with your anxiety issue.. I will support you always
@avlycar63934 ะฐะน ะฑาฑััะฝ
even things that seem inconsequential to others or even yourself can just be that tip of the iceberg that gets those tears flowing! cherish the feeling of being able to just let it all out, if you try too hard to keep it all in sometimes you find yourself on the other end wishing you could cry over those little things and get some relief! anyone watching who would judge someone who is still up making their bed while crying isnt worth a place in your head. from a fellow anxious person to another, i hope this season of your life is kind to you and that you remember to be kind to yourself as well even when itโs hard โค๏ธ