I'm 30 years old atheist living with Muslim family in somalia. Enjoy I wanna say something I learned last years, if you can't control it leave it, think only for thing under your control. like I wanna cut my hair+ I wanna drink water+cooking+... *I learned a little how i make pace with myself I'm sure you do since your making something for ur self. "Loneliness it's final reform to become gold" means wisdom and knowledge BTW I hope you don't take pills for mood, it's normal to get down 👇 and up ☝️ you learn something how riding the 🌊 have fun & wishing you peace mind.