[B-HAind] CHUNG HA 청하 X 크리스토퍼(Christopher) 촬영 비하인드

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[@chungrqin4457]

Oh god how I love the way she talks in English

[@user-lk4iv2tg5h]

청하야 언능 탈출하자!

[@ems5454]

this friendship is everything and their voices are perfect together

[@user-oy4gl5xz9q]

두분 콜라보 앞으로도 오랫동안 유지되었으면 좋겠어요 너무 좋아요

[@user-mt5ch8zc5n]

청하❤ 빨리 이시간이 지나가길 매일 기도해요

[@user-lk4iv2tg5h]

밴디트분들 계약종료하고 더 행복해보이더라 청하도 빨리 탈출해서 행복하자❤️ 그날만 기다려

[@boris8787]

Chung Ha should visit the town of Chillingbourne.

[@chungharangbyulharang0209]

I'm happy every day because of Chung Ha 💚 I'll be rooting for you for a long time. I love you

[@jomkesora2412]

Pretty queen💙💜💚😍

[@KIMKIM-wf1it]

청하야 팬들한테 미안해 하지 말고 맘 편안히 잘 지냈으면 좋겠어 울 랑둥 항상 응원해!

[@hannah-tu3fz]

Such a talented artist💕💕💕

[@__haeppy]

아니 노래 둘다 진짜 너어무 조아 돌아버려

[@503serviceunavailable]

청하 너무 예쁘다 노래 잘 듣고 있어요 레어도 빨리 듣고싶지만 레어때문에 재계약을 하진 않았으면 좋겠어요 별하랑은 앨범보다 청하 미래가 더 소중해요💚💙💜

[@user-wr2wn9mw1r]

맞아요

[@kchsam7969]

Perfect voice

[@barenrare]

진짜 예쁘다 퀸청하💕

[@user-vx6nc8rk7h]

청하야 진짜 굿바이만 기다려 건강하고 행복해야해

[@user-vd9fi3bx7i]

청하 니가 중소기업 일으켜 세운만큼 어딜 가도 성공할 것🥰

[@user-qg2dl1hd2b]

청하 언제 컴백하나요?~ 넘 보고싶다 무대에서 ㅋ

[@katt0004]

LA MEJOR

[@nusibaasaalaah1700]

wish u all the best chungha, god bless u♥

[@vasudevtiwaritales20]

Love you Chung ha ♥️

[@kchsam7969]

Love ❤

[@user-mt8ro6qu1x]

너무 예쁘다 우리 청하💛

[@deeroh3843]

청하 화이팅!

[@happyj2675]

두 음색 합 너무 좋아

[@user-vd9fi3bx7i]

청하 사랑스럽고 머쪄🥰

[@chimu6614]

Their hugs are so sweet :((

[@miyagummyonig7628]

It would be amazing if they release an album together 😭💞💞

[@Justice-qo_op]

크리스토퍼가 주위를 편하게 해주는 것 같아 보기 좋네요. 청하도 편해 보이고 해피바이러스 맞는 듯!

[@ivanmockvin4593]

Чонха ты лучшая, талантливая, прекрасная, потрясающая, идеальная и замечательная королева девушка, мы будем поддерживать и любить тебя.

[@user-fd5lp2zu6f29]

청하 예쁘다 보고싶어...

[@user-nv2df5dg5b]

청하야 항상 응원해

[@redyellowblue1]

청하야 보고싶어😭 너어 퍼포는 언제 주는건가요? 베어나온지가 넉달이 지났는데...

[@donglekim2001]

청하야 항상 응원하고 있어!

[@ara-tz7jv]

Chungha para mi es la mujer más hermosa que vi, es que no puede ser tan perfecta, estoy enamorada 💖

[@KG.P282]

청하 크리스토퍼 ~~~

[@ramba4555]

이런건 좀 빨리 줬으면 좋겠어요 소속사는 왜 청하가 행사돌때 일 안합니까? 몇년째 청하 행사를 컨텐츠로 생각하고 공백기를 행사로 떼우는거 너무 답답해요

[@lamrongpeng533]

Chungha is love

[@jonbeo597]

계약 종료만 존버 합니다🙏

[@coconut7953]

청하님 의상이랑 담담한 에티튜드도 너무 좋네요!!❤

[@WrumpyA]

CHUNG HA

[@lovemeoutloud29]

얼마 안남았겠거니 하고 기다려요😊 와우띵 비하인드 일년뒤에 푼거에 비하면 장족의 발전입니다

[@MilicaStaletovic]

OUR QUEEN

[@katt0004]

la voz más hermosa que escuché

[@maljah4174]

청하 영상들 보면 셀카 찍는 장면 종종 나오는데 뭐하나 안풀리는게 청하 영상 담긴 하드 자랑하면서 팬들은 덕질만 하라더니 덕질거리 하나 제공 안하는 소속사 답네요 이러기도 쉽지않은데 참 한결같아요 청하 영상에 좋은 댓글만 남기고 싶은데 마음같지 않네요 하도 행사만 돌리길래 계약 끝난 줄... 빠른 굿바이를 기원합니다 그리고 입털기 장인 반발자국 주섭아 너는 진짜! 벽에 똥칠할때까지 오래 살거야 끝.

[@dezzlyn]

GOOD JOB chungha

[@katt0004]

TE AMO CHUNG HA

[@jadenfreeman6147]

her english is so beautifulllll

[@Andrea-ou4gn]

Son tan lindos

[@user-eh2kh8lh2w]

언니 넘무 잘한드아ㅏㅏ

[@user-vs1kz7su3v]

와우❤ 비하인드 감사합니다❤❤

[@katt0004]

💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

[@user-jt9ln8xh2v]

하도 일을 안하길래 계약이 드디어 끝난 줄...

[@wonwild1]

I seriously just discovered your music, I love it, its absolutely fantastic! Your gold! Keep up the good work:)

[@xxxx6385]

Omg

[@jazzillescas]

Amazing ✨

[@lysharose]

싼 가래 정가 love u Chungha 🤍✨👑

[@oreore828]

이 또한 지나가리라

[@lime848]

2nd

[@katt0004]

No, I am

[@FavoriteLength]

분위기 조으다 ㅋㅋ

[@facility_blackmesa]

청하는 활동 비하인드에 대해 매우 흥분하고 있습니다. 제가 그녀에게 영감을 주기 위해 약간의 시간이 있었음에 틀림없지만 말 그대로, 그녀는 너무 아름답고 꽤 좋아 보입니다.

[@maricielovvargas2466]

que bien cantan en vivo , son re guapos

[@kchsam7969]

❤❤❤

[@user-kw4kb9nb9l]

둘이 잘어울리네...^^

[@ahgaseslvkch2864]

I regret not keeping up on Chungha’s BTS videos but hey now I have something to occupy me for the next few days

[@whalwjd]

비하인드 풀어주셔서 감사합니다^^

[@user-ej7sb1lp2l]

팬들마저 영상을 안보는 이유에대해 고민이란거 해본적 없겠죠? 일 안한다고 욕을 먹었으니 안할수는 없고 옛다 이거나 먹고 떨어져라 아닌가요? 언제적 배드보이야 당신들 소속사 간판 M자 하나 정도는 돈을 썼으니 이런말 해도 되겠죠? 진짜 싸가지 바가지에 팬들 무시는 기본이요 일처리 개판인 이곳이 빨리 망했으면 좋겠습니다 걸그룹은 제대로 활동도 못해보고 4년만에 해체시키고 고작 한다는게 누구보이그룹이요? 리셋하면 달라집니까? 소속사가 무능해서 못뜬건데 소속사도 해체해야하는거 아닌가요? 그 누구보이는 몇년이나 갈까요? 몇년후 해체할지 귀추가 주목되네요 진짜 아래 댓글처럼 재수없어요

[@luzdrobeck1306]

te amo bbe hermosa. Me encanta la química que desprenden ambos!!! Me gusta mucho que interactúen juntos. Christopher es muy divertido.

[@user-kx9fc1io3t]

팬들이 기다리는게 지금 이런 때지난 비하인드 일까요 남들은 시그나오고 연말이라고 팬미에 콘서트 즐기는데 여기 소속사는 8월에 촬영한 비하인드를 이제야 꾸역꾸역 내놓네요 이거라도 감사해야 하나요 어디다 묵혀뒀는지 모르는 너어 퍼포 금방 나올것 같았던 레어앨범은 어디있나요 하다못해 정규앨범인데 수록곡 라이브클립이나 무대영상 하나 없고 코로나로 취소됐던 팬미 이제는 할 수 있는데도 기획조차 안하죠 콘서트? 여기서는 힘들다 생각하고 진작에 포기했습니다 그동안 덕질하면서 느낀건 여기 소속사는 팬들은 없어도 그만이라 생각하는거 같아요 그럼에도 팬 장사를 하려고 아이돌런칭을 계속 시도하는게 참 아이러니 하죠 팬들한테 굉장히 불친절한 회사. 덕질 만랩이 아니라 그런가 여기 소속사 참 힘드네요

[@user-wr2wn9mw1r]

맞아요. 소속사를 키운 가수의 미래를 서포트 하지않는 회사에 답답함을 느끼던중. 가수는 콘서트를 해야 더 성장하는데…

[@duk6046]

콜라보 볼때마다 드는 생각이 크리스토퍼 부인분이 어떻게 볼지가 제일 궁금하네요 ㅋ 2년전에 촬영했던 장소라 더 편하게 했을듯

[@cuptiepot4343]

Gorgeous i love her

[@sooooohi]

다비드상 담에 또 청하랑 작업해줘요ㅠㅠ

[@SweetSammy1999]

SHE IS THE SELFIE QUEEN WHAT DOES SHE MEAN 😭 😭 AND SHE IS LITERALLY THE SWEETEST

[@Actioncomicsknytewhing]

😁

[@soullessch3n908]

Byulharang💕

[@user-lw2jg7nl8w]

청하 누나 보고 싶어요

[@KAHI7AFTER]

CHUNG HA The grades have dropped recently, I hope the company can give more resources to support CHUNG HA

[@noura.Ah.ja_]

❤❤❤❤❤

[@user-om3tz8ne4m]

☺☺

[@user-ze5ml7bf9b]

좁소의 한계를 여실히 보여주는 곳 도대체 계약 언제 끝남?

[@SlowJuviaZ]

I never thought i be jealous dude seems he trying to steal our chungha 😂😡🤬

[@neuru_korea]

8:07

[@user-ze5ml7bf9b]

소속사 재수없어요

[@iamnot-there]

청하를 단독으로 보면 전혀 내 타입이 아닌데, 크리스토퍼랑 있는 모습을 보면.. 너무 청순하고 이쁘고 매력적임. 노래 목소리도 본인거랑 전혀 다르고 음악의 색깔이 달라서인지 몰라도, 완전 완전 완전 다르게 보임. 너무 사랑스럽게 보임. 노래 목소리도 완전히 다름. 여리여리하면 파워풀하면서 가창력 장난하님 . ( 본인곡에서는 전혀.. 그런매력을 못느끼겠음) 걍 크리스토퍼랑 듀오만 했으면 좋겠음.

[@deeroh3843]

뭔 개소리여... 올드팝이나 들으세요

[@AZlove815]

청하가 영어로 말할 때 뭔가 더 매력이 느껴짐.

[@devinjo2318]

Oink Oink.. I am looking at Your Picture.. Not sure why I keep on looking at It.. of course.. Now Matter how much I would take a Look at your Picture.. I just wish that I am able to speak to YOU.. if the Picture can speak back and tell me what is in your Heart.. what is IN your thoughts.. for a long time.. I wanted to hear what YOU have to say.. as I would look at your Picture.. I see the Glass Jar.. it is an empty Glass jar.. and I would be looking at this Window but has a Glass wall.. I am wondering about the Door.. I have pass by the Open door.. which I came to this second Line and I see the Empty Glass Jar.. I know that it is YOU who must left it behind.. even with this Picture TOO.. Where is the Door because I only saw the first Door opened.. How can I enter.. there is this Big Window.. and inside is the Glass Wall.. I am looking around.. does the Glass wall opens and slides.. I am not sure.. How am I suppose to get Inside.. I told YOU.. I came here only for One thing.. It is Your Heart.. I want Your Heart.. I want to Hold Your Heart.. I am asking if YOU can tell me How am I suppose to go inside.. my finger touches the Glass wall.. I know that If I step closer.. I see the third Line which is very close to the second line.. I know I cross the first line which is behind me.. Please tell Me.. did YOU leave a key behind.. I am holding this Glass Jar.. and I know that If the Glass Jar is empty.. it is telling me that I am suppose to put something inside and I know that YOUR HEART can fit in.. I know that I can put Your Heart inside this Glass jar.. would you please tell me How am I suppose to get to Your Heart.. I can look through the Glass WALL.. and I do See Your Heart.. I want that Heart.. as I am holding.. my arms are wrapped around this glass jar.. it is an Empty Glass jar.. as I am looking through the Glass Wall.. with the Big Window around it.. I can hear something.. or is it someone.. I hear foot steps and I know that the foot steps is coming from Behind me.. so I turn around to look.. But.. I don't see anyone.. so I turn to look the Other way.. as I am looking through the Glass Wall.. with the Big Window around.. I see someone.. I see YOU.. YOU are inside the ROOM.. because I looked at this Picture.. YOU are wearing the same outfit and I just can't believe.. as I am looking.. I see YOU stop.. and YOU are standing by the Heart.. YOU are standing next to Your Heart.. I see YOU smile.. I see that Beautiful Smile.. YOU are so Beautiful.. and why do you have so smile like that.. how am I suppose to get close to YOU.. and I am looking down.. I am looking at Your Heart.. that is the answer.. the answer is right where my eyes are looking.. I want Your Heart.. that is the only way I can take a step closer to YOU.. But How do I get inside.. I want to get into that room.. but this Big Window.. this Glass wall.. it is stopping me to go further.. I want to walk.. I want to make few steps so that I can go closer to Your Heart.. I want your Heart.. Please tell me.. How do I get to Your Heart.. if YOU are not going to tell me.. what am I suppose to do.. if the only thing I see is this Line.. I see the third Line.. but if I take the step to the third line.. would you let me In.. would you let me get close to Your Heart.. because I want Your Heart.. YOU have given me this Glass jar.. even leaving this Picture.. WHY would you leave it out here where I am able to get the access to It.. that means YOU know that I am coming.. YOU knew that someone would stop by.. and yes.. I have come and saw the door open.. Now what I want is Your Heart.. will you please tell me that I can have Your Heart.. I am able to hold.. grab hold unto that Heart.. I want want it.. and Yes.. I need that Heart.. but.. if the second line is the only Line I can come.. and cannot pass.. I just do not want to stop right here.. so I would take the steps and goes to the third line.. do YOU see that I have come closer.. but.. I know that I am stuck.. I don't want to be stuck like this.. Please tell me what am I suppose to do next.. are YOU telling me that it is my part to figure it out.. as I would close both of my eyes.. I am holding.. my arms holding around this Glass jar.. the empty Glass jar.. I want my arms to hold like this to YOUR HEART.. I want to hold Your Heart so that YOU know that I am gentle and that YOU can feel the other side of me.. more of the softer side which I love.. I would open both eyes and I am out at Night.. as I am standing ALL alone.. I am thinking back.. before I came to this House.. before I saw the Door has opened.. Now I am standing and it is at Night.. as I am looking UP to the sky.. I am looking at the Moon.. I have the Empty Glass Jar.. my arms still holding around It.. as I am looking at the Moon.. I would ask.. WHY do I have to be the One who is standing here.. I am asking for Your Heart.. I have the empty Glass Jar.. what am I suppose to DO if I can't get any closer.. I saw Your Heart.. tell me what am I suppose to do.. I want Your Heart but it seems like YOU don't want to give it away.. my hands grab on the side of the Glass Jar.. the empty Glass Jar and my arms lifted UP high.. I want Your Heart.. if YOU are listening to Me.. I am asking.. I need Your Heart.. I need YOU.. that is why I am asking.. as I begin to look across the sky.. I start to see stars too.. it is shining and sparkles.. does it means YOU are answering through the Stars.. I am not sure because I want to know.. I need to Know.. from the back pocket.. I would pull out.. I do remember I wrote YOU a love Letter last night.. I did express my Heart as it was written.. the way my Heart feels about YOU.. and I would put the Glass Jar on the floor.. and I would open the Love Letter.. maybe this is the answer.. am I suppose to put the Love Letter inside this Glass jar.. am I suppose to give this to YOU.. would YOU please read it.. would you let me know if I tell YOU how much I love YOU.. so I put the Love Letter inside the Empty Glass Jar.. but Now.. there is the Letter inside.. as I would lift the Glass Jar.. my arms wraps around It.. my both eyes would close and I would Open the two eyes.. I am standing on the third Line.. and I would look through the Glass Wall with the Big Window around it.. and I would lift up the Glass Jar.. and I see you looking through the Glass wall and YOU see something inside.. I see YOU holding Your Heart.. Your arms wrapped around Your Heart.. Am I suppose to make a trade with YOU.. I need to Put your Heart inside this Glass Jar.. can YOUR HEART read.. I know that YOU can read.. I see you walking toward.. and I see YOU holding.. your arms around that Heart.. and I would smile.. and YOU stop by the Glass wall.. and I can see YOU closer.. I see your Heart closer.. and I know that only way YOU would open the Glass wall.. I think you are telling me.. So my hand grabs the Love Letter and I would pull it Out.. Putting the Glass Jar on the ground and I would unfold the Letter.. and I am looking at Your Heart.. and I look at YOU.. and I know that YOU want to hear what I needs to say to YOU.. AS I would Open my Mouth.. last night I could Not sleep.. I was struggling so much trying to get some rest.. I don't know why but I was toss and turning around.. I would close my eyes.. my eyes would open.. both eyes looking up at the ceiling.. I am wondering.. I am so tired.. but why couldn't I fall asleep.. there is my Pillow.. I would grab and hold unto the pillow.. thinking that it be YOU.. and try to fall asleep.. my Heart was telling me.. there is something that I must say.. I had to tell YOU something or I will not sleep.. I remember walking out.. Looking at the Moon.. and just thinking about YOU.. just missing YOU.. I would think of you day and night.. I would say.. why do you have to be so far from Me.. why can't you ever be near me.. the pain of missing YOU.. the agony of missing YOU.. wanting to see YOU close.. wanting your Heart for so long.. I want Your Heart.. after I would stand out the night.. Looking at the Moon.. looking at the stars in the sky.. after thinking of YOU.. I went back into my room.. and I would sit on the desk.. pulled out the pieces of paper with the Pen in my hand.. and I would look down.. and I wanted to say.. I know that YOU may not know me well.. and I may not know you well.. but I know that YOU can know me well.. because I keep on thinking of YOU.. if YOU are asking me.. if I don't know you well.. why would I love YOU.. How can I love YOU if I don't know you well.. it is because I do tell YOU like I know YOU.. do I have to know you well to love YOU.. I know that I still can love YOU even when YOU are so far away.. I don't think being so far or not knowing well has answers.. it is the One who Loves YOU.. when I look at YOU.. looking at your picture is enough.. but keep thinking of Us.. keep thinking of YOU and me.. and thinking of just loving YOU.. it just happens to be when I am over thinking about Us.. I want us to Happen.. I want YOU to know that Love has no barriers.. but it is the One who can truly Love that breaks down the walls.. ALL you do is wait.. all you do is knows that I love YOU.. it has no barriers or languages.. just because it is YOU.. I just want to love of being WHO you are and that is the only thing I can tell YOU.. I want Your Heart.. Let me ask you something.. why can't I just love YOU.. will you let me love YOU.. will you allow me and give me the permission to keep on going.. to continue just to love YOU.. is it my fault.. is it my heart's fault who first started to love YOU.. I just don't want you to push me away.. Please don't push me away.. I know that YOU have a Heart.. a Heart just like mine.. I know that YOUR HEART is so beautiful.. that is why I want and need Your Heart.. I be dying to tell YOU.. only YOU needs to be open to receive how much I love YOU.

[@devinjo2318]

MAH MAH.. Let me please just love YOU.. I just want to ask YOU.. why can't I love YOU.. will you let me love YOU.. I can promise I can love you well.. I can love YOU the way NO Other man can love YOU.. it is because it is all YOU.. I just can't stop loving YOU.. I wrote this letter because I couldn't sleep well.. I would try to sleep.. the more I kept on trying to sleep.. I just couldn't until I get this off my chest.. to tell you what is in my Heart.. that MY Heart loves YOU.. that I love YOU.. Please.. let me just love YOU.. I am not asking you much.. I am Not asking YOU to love me but.. I just want to love YOU.. without strings attach.. just loves you because I love for who YOU are.. I need YOU.. I need your Heart.. I need Your Love too.. but I need YOU and I want YOU.. as I am standing.. by the third line.. holding the Love Letter in my hand.. I am looking through the Glass wall.. with the Big Window around it.. I see YOU on the Other side.. I am looking at YOU holding Your Heart.. arms around Your Heart.. I want Your Heart because I want YOU.. I need YOU.. Only YOU to be mine.. Please tell me that I can have this Heart.. Have your heart to be mine.. I am Looking at the Sketch Art Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. posted on the Prison Wall.. I just can't take my Eyes.. it is YOU CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. I am still waiting for YOU.. waiting for the King.. PEH HA to make a decision.. How can I live when I am Not close to YOU.. YOU are telling me to Die if I go.. But.. I am Not going to move.. I am Not going to Go because YOU know How far I came.. if I am to Die.. I rather die here in the Prison.. I rather Die knowing that it be better for Me to rest here.. than for me to be sent away.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. why are you telling me to leave.. YOU know that I have made the choice.. the Decision to come here.. to die.. only to lay my Head in your arms.. I be the most Happiest person.. just to lay my head beside YOU.. just to lay my head.. Only wishing if it were in your arms.. that is the Only One wish I have.. I told YOU.. it does Not matter.. How I live because without YOU.. it means all worth Nothing.. always I thought of YOU first.. Just let me Love YOU freely.. I am Not asking YOU to come.. but I want to go to YOU instead.. I am looking at the wall.. Looking at the Sketch Art Paper.. looking at your Picture.. I know that Now.. I need a new Picture of YOU.. it is so hard to see Your Beautiful face MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. Please.. tell the king.. ask HIM that I can stay.. I want to stay here in the Prison.. I rather stay here.. if YOU want me to GO.. I don't want to go.. why would I come here in the first place If I wanted to come some place else.. So Please.. as I am Looking at the Sketch Art Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. I would close both eyes.. just remembering.. the Prison Door Opens.. and I see you stand by the bars of the Prison Door.. and I hear the words.. I am set Free.. Your words.. YOU are telling me that YOU have spoken to your Father.. the King.. PEH HA says.. and I am kneeling.. on the fours.. LOOKING at the ground.. I hear the words.. I am released.. that I am able to get out of the Palace and I can't ever return.. but being sent away.. that I can go where ever I wanted to GO.. I am looking on the ground as I hear the mercy of the King.. and I say to YOU.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. Please close this DOOR.. I am not going to leave.. I rather stay here.. I rather rot and die here in Prison.. if I am being set free.. and telling me I can go.. GO where?? I don't want to go if I can't see YOU anymore.. If I leave.. YOU know that It hurts me more.. It hurts me more painfully.. WHY don't you take the Sword.. stab IN my back.. and Please.. pierce my Heart.. If I go.. I am going to be hurt for the rest of my Life.. I just can't.. I can't live without YOU.. I am not going to Move.. I will Not go.. before YOU let me GO.. KILL me first.. I rather die.. and go in peace.. Bury me close to my Father.. then I will go.. and Yes.. my spirit if I am able to come back.. I am going to come back to the Prison.. and I will sit here until you understand how much I love YOU.. that is WHY I rather choose to be stuck here in prison.. If I go without you.. what am I suppose to do.. YOU know that I came here.. even to stay in prison.. Just to be next.. Just to be close to YOU.. because it is so much better knowing that YOU are so close.. I can at least see YOU.. I can at least tell YOU.. if I missed YOU.. I will say to YOU.. I have missed you today.. that I want to tell YOU.. I am still in love with YOU.. will you accept my Love because I can love YOU for ever.. just please tell me Not to Go.. I don't want to go because.. what do you think is going to happen.. If I leave.. YOU know that I will come back to the Prison.. just to see YOU.. just to say to YOU I love YOU.. Just to be close to YOU.. even though I go.. I will still come.. and I will still die no matter.. that is why I have already made up my Mind.. either way I am going to die.. so if that is My faith.. to Die.. I rather die Now.. I rather die just loving YOU.. I have me sword.. it is next to the prison door.. and it be a honor if YOU are the one to pierce into my Heart.. If I can't be with YOU.. it means Nothing.. I feel nothing anyways.. so there is Nothing for me to lose anyways but that YOU know.. Your Heart knows that I love YOU.. and I am still on the fours.. LOOKING at the floor.. Please.. don't sent me away.. it hurts me more if I leave and yes.. when I miss you the most I will come back and I will still die no matter what.. I know that the King.. PEH HA is sending me away so that I won't be close too you.. but LOOK at the situation right now.. knowing what is going to happen., knowing that I have already cross the line and I even told YOUR Father knowing what is going to happen to me.. I was warned by the peers.. who did Not want me to go in this Path.. But I don't care what anyone things because I love YOU.. does Love has to have a face.. do you have to be a Prince to Love.. But I know that I am a son of a Low Born.. even I can love too.. why can't I love YOU.. why can't I just love YOU freely.. why does it has to hurt and be this Hard to love YOU.. I am Not hurting anyone.. but just letting YOU know my Heart.. that is why I am asking YOU.. with the sword.. Please pierce my Heart.. kill my Heart.. then I will Not love YOU anymore.. I just want to Love YOU.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. WHEN I go.. If I leave.. I have this fear in me.. DO you know how it feels when I am far from YOU.. away from YOU.. MAH MAH.. I would be standing at Night.. I think of YOU the Most when the Night comes UP.. I am LOOKING UP at the sky.. I am looking at the stars and I would turn to look at the MOON.. I be staring.. looking at the Moon.. and I be asking that MOON.. I am asking for YOU.. I miss you the Most when I see that MOON looks at Me.. I would reach out my arms.. stretch out my Hands.. asking the MOON.. I want YOU near.. I want you close.. why can't I be close.. why can't I hold YOU.. there arms.. it is crying.. my Heart is crying.. my Mind is dying because my arms wants to hold YOU.. HOLD you close and to tell YOU.. I want you close.. I just don't want to let Go.. my arms will hold you still and I will say.. MAH MAH.. I am missing YOU.. as I would look at the Sketch Art Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. I can feel my Heart.. it wants someone to stab Me.. stab me with a Sword.. Stab me right into my Heart because I am dying.. dying inside because I miss YOU.. I feel it the most painful.. when I would miss YOU.. I wish that YOU can have my Heart.. Please.. take my Heart because it comes to me.. it tells me how much I love YOU.. CONG JU NIM.. PRINCESS.. my Heart and these arms.. just to hold YOU.. hold you close.. I want to hear Your Heart.. I want to listen to the sound.. the beating of Your Heart.. I want to hear my Heart.. when It gets close to Your Heart.. I would tell YOU MAH MAH.. I love YOU.. why can't you ever tell me what YOU feel in your Heart.. are you just too afraid to tell me the truth.. I know YOU have a heart just like Mine.. what does YOUR Heart say to YOU.. Let me know because is it only Me who be loving YOU.. I been here.. just asking myself.. is it only Me who loves YOU.. DO you even think of Me.. Do I ever cross Your Mind.. do YOU even miss me.. How about Love me.. I am Not sure because I feel LIKE I am the one who is hurting inside.. I just want YOU to know that I never stopped loving YOU.. since the first time I saw YOU.. the first time my eyes meet Yours.. the first time YOU smiled.. I felt in my heart.. Is it YOU MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. WHY do I love some one who is greater.. why do I keep on loving YOU.. that is why I know that I can't leave.. I don't want to leave because I know I am going to miss YOU more.. I know I am going to look toward that MOON.. my Heart be heavy and like fills with Cloud.. and pours out rain shower.. where I will see my own tears run down my two cheeks.. I hate when I miss YOU.. I hate the most turning.. LOOKING at that MOON.. my arms stretching Out towards.. I miss YOU.. I need YOU.. so Please.. don't tell me to GO.. I can't go.. I will not go because I know what I will do next.. I know myself that even though you will send me.. tell me to GO.. I will come back to see YOU.. Bows and arrows fires and shoots at me.. or by the swords.. I will still come knowing I have chosen death because I would say.. I rather die if I can't see YOU.. I rather die if I can't be close to YOU.. I rather die by the Sword so that the after Life.. I can wait for YOU there.. that is why.. if you are telling me to Go.. Please.. KILL me first.. I rather die by the sword here.. and I will wait for YOU there so that I can love you which I could not here.

[@devinjo2318]

MAH MAH.. so Please MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. do me a favor.. let me stay here in the prison as I am waiting for the execution.. I rather die there.. and as I am looking at the Floor.. I do hear you say something.. and the prison door closes.. I know that YOU are angry with me.. frustrated because I heard your voice.. How You raised UP that I am set Free.. the King has demanded that I am released.. and I hear the foot steps leaving.. and I stood in this position.. until YOU are gone.. I just don't want to go.. what am I going to do without YOU MAH MAH.. If I can't see you again.. I just can't live a life without seeing YOU.. I know that I be missing YOU.. I be missing YOU so Bad.. and I can't handle a day without Your presence.. but here.. in Prison.. I do see You come and going.. I get to hear YOU.. I get to see YOU close.. and I am smiling each time YOU leave.. even though right Now YOU are angry.. I want you to Know it is because I loved YOU.. because I still love YOU.. WHY do you want me to GO.. WHY are you sending me away.. I don't want to go.. I don't want to leave YOU because I know I will be here again.. in the same place.. all over the same situation.. that is why I rather still if I am going to come back.. WHY can't you see my Heart.. why can't you see me as I am.. Please.. MAH MAH.. don't be angry with me.. as I lift UP my Head.. looking at the prison wall.. looking at the sketch Art paper.. Picture of YOU.. my tears would flow Out.. as two lines runs down.. I just want YOU to know that I love YOU.. why can't you accept the way it is.. why can't you accept my Heart.. accept the Love I want to give YOU.. why can't you see My Heart the way it is.. Please.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. I love YOU.. YOU know How much I love YOU.. that is why I am asking YOU.. If I can stay.. let me live in this Prison for the rest of my life until I die in here.. I am going to die anyways.. Out there or here.. so Please.. Know that this has to end some How.. my arms are stretching out.. hands opens.. I want to Hold YOU.. my eyes are looking at the prison wall.. the sketch Art Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. I want you close.. I want YOU Near.. I need YOU so that I can tell YOU How much I love YOU.. Please.. here is my arms.. if you need someone to hold YOU close and needs a shoulder.. I am here.. lean on me so that I can tell YOU.. YOU can.. I have a shoulder so that I can tell YOU.. it is alright to cry.. it is alright to stay close.. it is alright because I love YOU.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. Princess.. I want to be here.. to Be everything YOU want me to be.. so Please.. tell the King.. PEH HA.. try to convince HIM.. it is alright for Me.. send the execution to the Prison.. so that I may die by his sword.. as I am waiting for the end.. I can dream right.. I can dream that One day I can see YOU right.. that I am able to stand on the side line and at least Wave as YOU pass By.. I can at least show YOU.. LOOK.. this Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. I have been holding this for a Long Time.. Just wishing and dreaming and loving YOU.. I am not asking YOU to love me.. my intentions were never about YOU.. but I wanted at least to let YOU Know.. I have been here.. I have been loving YOU and missing YOU.. I am not asking you for Your Hand.. but.. at least to know that I love YOU and Never stopped loving YOU.. I am a low born from a Slave parents.. how can I even wish or Dream of.. when YOU belong to a Prince.. even though I know that it may never work Out but at least I can tell YOU.. I can say what is in my heart.. I love YOU right.. will you accept my Heart.. will you accept my Love.. will you give me the permission to speak.. to tell YOU.. to tell YOUR HEART.. How much I love YOU.. I know that I don't belong with YOU.. I know that from my Heart.. but NO matter how Low and How far I am at.. I know that I can Love.. I can always love YOU even you may Not receive It.. Like this Sun Flower.. you have left it on this Ground.. WHEN I saw this Sun Flower.. it broke me into Two.. I cried looking at this Sun Flower laying by himself.. it was with his Family of Sun Flower but I had to pull this Away to give it to YOU.. NOW.. this Sun Flower is laying on this Ground in this Garden Alone.. when I saw this Sun flower laying in this Garden.. it reminded of Me.. SO much Like me who also needs Love.. who also desire to be loved and to also who can Love.. But YOU have to be willing to accept my Heart.. my Love.. I am only asking for a Chance.. a Chance for me to Love YOU.. but Look.. I feel like this Sun Flower and Yes.. I do deserve because I am a Low Born person.. but I do have feelings and emotions too.. I do know How to say and write to YOU and tell you the deeper root of my Heart because I love YOU.. why can't you see this from Me.. WHY can't you give me the permission to Love YOU.. I am asking you something if I can do.. I can love you.. only give me a Chance.. My two hands holding the Sketch Paper.. Picture of YOU.. I take a look.. I miss YOU.. I miss you where I want to tear my Chest open.. and Show you my Heart.. I miss you where.. I want to hold my Heart in my hand and show YOU this Heart.. How much I love YOU.. How can I show YOU if you are not Looking.. I want to show YOU that I Love you.. But YOU needs to show UP so I can speak direct to Your Heart.. will you let me Love YOU.. will you allow me to Love YOU.. GIVE me the permission so that I can love you freely.. A distance behind me.. I did not know that YOU were there.. YOU were on the Horse.. sitting.. I am in the garden.. still crying.. Looking at the Sun Flower on the Floor.. I am looking down.. my tears are hitting on the Sun Flower.. WHY can't I love YOU.. even though I can be thrown into Prison.. even though I can die by the King.. even though My life is at stakes.. it does not matter because I just love YOU.. YOU can hang me.. YOU can burn me with Fire.. YOU can shoot Bow and Arrow at me or die by the sword.. I just don't care the way I die but at least.. before I die.. Let me Love YOU.. Help me to love YOU freely before I die.. but YOU have to allow me.. give me the permission so that I can love you before I am gone.. WHY can't you be here.. WHY did you leave me and I am aching like this.. WHY show UP.. Now I am here looking at the Sketch Paper.. picture of YOU.. I knew that YOU were the CONGJU NIM.. because I would look at this Picture every night.. every morning so that I don't forget YOUR beautiful Face.. How can I not know who YOU are.. SO I would look at this Sketch Paper.. Picture of YOU.. just wishing like right Now.. Just waiting if YOU will ever show UP or will come to this Garden.. TO show me who you are because I know I am able to tell YOU who I am and WHO I love.. just show UP I need YOU.. CONGJU NIM.. My Princess.. Where are YOU.. I am at this Garden waiting for YOU.. CONG JU NIM.. Please come and allow Me.. give me the permission to Love YOU so that I can tell YOU.. that my Love is Not over yet.. it has just begun.. as I am looking down on the ground.. and I have stopped crying.. Just looking at this Sun Flower.. WHY did you leave this Flower like this.. WHY didn't you take him Home with YOU.. this SUN FLOWER belongs to YOU.. it is Not suppose to be here with me.. WHY.. tell me WHY did you leave this Flower here.. Now the Flower is dying slowly.. but Only YOU can bring it back alive.. I can hear the Foot steps walking.. Behind me I am hearing.. and grows louder every step of the way.. and As I hear the Steps stop.. I turn back my head to look.. I just can't believe it.. is my Eyes be lying.. am I suppose to see things I am not suppose to be seeing.. and My head looks UP.. and I see YOU.. It is My Princess.. CONGJU NIM.. I am on the fours.. head looking on the ground.. When did you get here.. Don't tell me that YOU heard my words speaking.. were you here for a Long time.. Tell me that YOU just came right Now.. and I hear your voice.. I lifted up my head.. and I got up.. and I showed you the Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. I am so sorry for being such a Fool.. I know that I was not suppose to have this with me.. I know that I am unable to have this with me.. If YOU want to take this Sketch Paper.. Picture of YOU.. YOU can have it.. YOU can take it with YOU.. I see that YOU gave it back.. and As I look at your eyes.. I know that YOU have to go soon but CONGJU NIM.. before YOU go.. Can I tell you something that I had in my heart for a Long time.. that I never stopped loving YOU.. and I was talking to this.. and my head back to look down.. the Sun Flower.. I was telling this Flower my Heart.. I was telling that Flower.. How much I loved YOU and Missed YOU.. wishing that YOU were here.. and I was torn in my heart for YOU to be leaving that Flower.. I gave you this Sun Flower for a reason.. to Smile on days are Hard.. difficult days will come.. but when YOU look at this Sun Flower.. He is going to say to YOU.. I love YOU.. because that is His Name.. His Name is I LOVE YOU because it came from My Heart giving it to YOU as the One who I love.. YOU know that I love YOU right.. YOU know that I missed YOU right.. I know that I am not Allowed to love YOU.

[@devinjo2318]

MAH MAH.. but I want to break the rules from Now On.. that it does not matter what Happens to me.. as Long as YOU give me this Permission to Love YOU.. that is the only ONE and Last request I am asking of YOU.. WILL you allow me to Love YOU.. Please.. give me the permission that I can Love you.. I am not asking YOU to ever love me.. YOU don't have too because I choose to Love YOU.. BUT Please allow me that I can because.. I do.. I do love you.. I never stopped loving you.. I want to love you right Now.. how about right Now.. tonight.. can I love you.. Please accept and give me YOUR Permission CONGJU NIM.. Walking through the Garden is many flowers out in the field.. from Daises.. to roses.. Blue bonnets.. and Sun Flowers.. I see even the Dandelions all around and across this Field in the Garden.. I look at this One Flower as I am walking across the field and I stop.. It is my Favorite.. it is the Sun Flower.. when I see this Flower.. always seems to make me smile and I think of YOU.. because Not just being so Beautiful.. Not just being so sweet.. but My Heart is glad.. I get so Happy when I see this Flower because.. just the colors shines Out to reach into my Heart.. I would bend to lower.. I grab by the Stem.. I break it off.. I want to show YOU this heart of Mine.. I want to tell YOU.. For a long time.. I have been waiting for a day for YOU to show up.. I want to give this Flower to YOU.. I stand Up straight and I toward the Sun.. I wonder if YOU can help me.. Help me to call My Princess.. NEH CONJU NIM.. Make this Day so SUNNY that My Princess.. YOU would come out to join me.. and I turn and I walk away from the Garden.. as I am walking Off.. I stop.. I see a Beautiful Horse.. and As I look Up.. I just can't believe.. when I look UP.. I see YOU.. I see the Princess.. and I would lower myself.. and bend.. CONG JU NIM.. I see many of the Servants.. Maid servants and male servants.. all the noble men and guards behind YOU.. even the Generals of the Palace all came out.. all Lowers themselves.. One of the Maid servants runs to Help YOU off this Horse.. and I am just breathe taken by Your Beauty.. I am wondering.. why to this Garden.. I am wondering.. from all the places out where the Princess.. YOU can go.. why here.. I am Just Nobody.. just a person who take cares of this Garden.. but My Heart.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. DO you know How much I love YOU.. I am Not sure if you know this.. that I do love YOU so much that It is so Hard to explain.. if only you know how much I love you.. I wonder how the out come would be like.. if YOU just trust and believe my words.. that I just can't stop.. I remember.. One night.. I would be walking alone.. I began to think about YOU MAH MAH.. I would stand still.. and started to think of YOU.. Pulling out the Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. I wanted to run to YOU.. I wanted to get close to YOU.. But I just didn't know How.. walking alone.. I was going back to the Garden.. for some reason.. I end UP being by the Garden.. and only thing is that I would see YOU.. of course YOU were not present.. it was when YOU told me that YOU never loved Me and wanted me to Go.. it would be several days that would pass By.. I felt so Sick.. felt like I caught a Flu.. from the cold.. it felt so cold everywhere.. I just could Not but I remember looking at the Garden.. I wanted to run.. I wanted to Hide.. go as far as I can to never.. but for some reason I just could Not leave the Garden at the Moment.. as I looked up the Hill and started to walk up the Hill.. I would say.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. WHY would you hurt Me.. why don't you want to see me anymore.. what Have I done to YOU.. what Wrong have I done.. why.. and I would LOOK UP.. as I would keep on walking UP on the Hill and reach to the top of the Hill.. as I would stand and I turn to look at the Tree.. I wanted to see YOU.. and I would call out your Name.. looking at the Tree.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. I know that YOU do not want to see me any more.. I know that YOU wanted me to Leave.. YOU told me to GO but what if I just can't do that.. what if I would disobey your Words because I rather choose to Love YOU instead.. would you throw me in prison.. would YOU put me in chains.. would you call the Special Guards or Your Body guards to Kill me.. I would rather Die by their swords if I have too but Please don't tell me to Leave.. Don't tell me to Go because I just can't leave YOU.. YOU know why.. it is because I keep on seeing YOU.. I just can't stop but seeing YOU everywhere I go.. then How can you tell me to GO.. so As I stand on the Hill top.. I looked at this same tree.. and I thought about YOU.. it does Not matter because what If my love is stronger for YOU.. I don't know until I keep on trying.. but if I give UP now I will never know what could.. YOU can put me in chains.. YOU can put me in Prison.. YOU can even tell the Special Guards or the Body Guards to use their Swords to strike me down.. then I will surely die if I have too but I want You to always remember that I never stopped loved YOU.. before anything can happen to me.. I want you to know by my actions How much I love you before all these things can take its place.. So I looked at this tree.. Looking at the Art Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. As I am looking at this tree.. I would turn my Head to look at You who was standing Next to Me.. My Hand holding to Your Wrist.. and I would say.. Tell me.. Do you love YOU.. why can't you give me your answers.. I want to know do YOU love me.. YOU already know My Heart.. YOU know how much I love YOU because I just can't stop loving YOU.. so what Am I suppose to do Now.. I have told YOU already many times that my hand does Not want to let go of Your wrist.. I just can't let YOU go.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. I know that I can be in seriously trouble for Loving YOU.. and there are some lines YOU just can't cross but.. I think I have already crossed It.. so Now.. what am I suppose to DO.. You are the one who brought me to this Place.. I was Not thinking about the Garden.. was Not thinking about the Hill top or this Tree.. but Yes.. I have already made UP my mind which is to Love YOU as much as I can.. as long as I can breathe and as long as I can live.. I tried many times Not to love YOU.. I tried to Quit loving YOU and saying NO to YOU many times during the Nights.. but I would struggle many times When I tried to say No.. so what am I suppose to do Now.. How many times do I have to erase YOU off My mind and Heart but does Not Go.. I would pull your wrist.. but YOU would be turning away.. I could not see Your eyes because YOU were looking the Other way.. I am wondering.. WHY can't YOU tell me.. am I suppose to just act like it is Nothing when it is everything to Me.. and I would turn too look at the Palace.. I wonder what would be like If I was born differently.. it I was born from a Rich.. or High Noble family line.. How about from the Royal Family line.. But would I love you the same way as I am doing Now.. will the Class matter at all.. But I am sure it would been better if it was that way.. that is why I am so Hurt.. Why can't you just accept my Heart.. why can't you just accept me just the way I am.. not to think differently.. all I just want to do is Give YOU all my All.. to Love YOU.. and to love YOU more.. why can't YOU just accept me just the way I am.. who can just Love you freely because I love YOU.. Please accept My Heart.. Please accept my Love.. as I turn to Look at YOU.. and Our eyes would meet and I just can't believe.. It is the Princess.. YOU are really my Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. as I would Hear the foot steps walking UP the Hills.. I see the few Guards walking UP.. and I stood there as they reach to the Top of the Hill and they stop.. looking at Me.. my hand holding to Your wrist.. and I know that I can't let it Go.. I can't let YOU go because I hate missing YOU.. I hate losing YOU and just wondering but I knew that these Special Guards came to escort YOU.. back to the Palace YOU had to go.. but.. why does My Heart feels like it is breaking.. Why did the Princess.. CONG JU NIM brought me back to this Garden.. knowing that the Guards knew where this was.. as the Two guards walk closer.. the swords would be drawn to my neck.. telling me that I needed to let Your Wrist go.. But I know that if I let this Go.. I am not sure when I would see YOU.. will I see YOU again.. will this be my last time seeing YOU.. is it suppose to end UP over like this.. why is My Heart breaking into pieces.. My hand opens as I release.. and two lines of tears would flow Out from the eyes as I would watch YOU.. I see two more Special Guards walking UP and four Guards starts to walk.. I would watch YOU.. and I would say.. MAH MAH.. Is it really suppose to end this Way.. CONG JU NIM.. are YOU really leaving me Again.. and my hand presses on my Chest.. Do you know that YOU have been hurting My Heart.. MAH MAH.. and I see YOU not looking back.. standing in the Center of the Four Guards.. wearing a White Dress.. I see YOU walking down the Hill Top.. and I am standing.. MAH MAH..WHY did YOU come to this Tree.. why did YOU bring me back to the Garden if YOU knew they are going to come to take YOU.. WHY leave me like this.. and I don't hear NO words.. I don't hear anything.. I am watching YOU walking down the Hill.. My Hand presses on my chest Hard and I would go down on my two knees.

[@devinjo2318]

MAH MAH.. YOU should not be here.. YOU know that I am going to die soon.. I am a criminal.. and YOU have no rights to be here.. I have been charged and death is my sentence.. Please.. YOU should stay away from this CRIMINAL.. and I am so sorry.. I have wronged YOU.. I should not told YOUR Father.. PEH HA! the King about my heart and my love for YOU.. I should of kept silent and to myself but I just couldn't hold back.. I choose to die anyways so I just had to tell Your Father.. PEH HA! the King.. If I am going to die and be charged any ways and I had nothing to lose anyways.. I have chosen to die.. that is why I told HIM the truth.. even though I should not.. and I would not hear any words from YOU.. I would only hear the papers.. the letters flipping and YOU asked me.. when did I learn how to write.. where did I learn.. and I am looking on the floor.. both fours.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. My father taught me.. my grandfather was a Nobleman.. but he was charged and stripped off.. and became a slave.. but my grandfather was a swordsman and taught my father.. my father taught me how to read and to write.. he showed me the characters.. and I would start to study and learn being taught by my father.. My father told me that he had to give me everything before he goes and knew that something was going to happen to him.. so my father passed down the knowledge and I started to study and learn very hard under his guidance.. and I wanted to give YOU these letters.. I had no other ways to send but.. my Heart.. My Heart kept on telling me to tell YOU.. to tell YOU what is really going inside.. I rather die right now then go through this Pain.. this pain of loving YOU is killing me more.. that is why I am just waiting.. I am asking YOU.. when YOU see my body laying on this prison cell.. please.. take my body beside.. you know the garden.. please put my body next to my father.. He gave me everything so I want to be with my father.. I been writing all these letters soon I was sentenced to death.. and knowing my time is coming near.. so I wanted to tell YOU.. at least you know how I feel about you.. when I am gone.. and long ways apart.. at least these letters is going to tell YOU a story.. about a MAN.. a Low born.. from a slave family.. what hurts me the most is that I can't be with YOU.. I want to be with YOU.. I want to be the one who loves YOU.. I just wish that I can.. but it seems like it won't work out.. I wanted to focus on loving YOU.. but only way is to tell you through these letters that I write.. too tell YOU I will never stop loving YOU.. even if I die.. I still will love YOU.. even if my body goes into the grave.. my spirit will be with you.. I be loving you then.. but you have to promise me.. take my body back to the garden.. bury me next to my father.. without my father.. I wouldn't be able to write.. How can I come this very.. my father is the one who taught me.. and that is why I am able to tell you this very day.. I could of sat in the prison cell silent.. but.. I knew.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. I have this urgency to tell YOU.. I love YOU.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. I LOVE YOU.. My grandfather served the King.. PEH HA.. He became the CHIEF GENERAL and became the Noble for Your Father.. PEH HA.. the King.. my father told me that I could dream like my grandfather.. because He was unable too do.. and that is why he started to teach me.. until I saw YOU.. and I just couldn't stop dreaming.. but dreaming to be with YOU.. to love YOU more and more.. I wanted you to know that is How much I love YOU MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. YOU are the only One who I love.. I have written a lot of letters.. LOOK at the letters.. see how much I have written because I wanted to tell YOU.. my heart is that much filled.. of course there is a part of History of what I been through.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. as I would look at YOU through the Bars.. I see you turn around.. and there was a Messenger for the King.. and I see you giving the Letters to the Messenger for the King.. PEH HA and he bows his head and turns and walks off and I see you turn to look at me.. and YOU tell me to raise Up.. but I would just stay on my fours.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. PLEASE.. when I die.. take my body and take it to the garden.. the bed of flowers.. and next to my father.. I want to be close to my father when I die.. but if I am able to go on.. I want to be near YOU.. too love YOU.. even this Prison Cell.. YOU may thing am I holding anything against.. NO.. because at least I am near YOU.. I am still inside the King's palace.. I know that I could of been thrown outside.. but still being a part of the King's palace.. just wanting to see YOU is all I had in mind.. all I had in my heart.. of course I asked myself.. I was doubting about you ever show up.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. thank you so much for the visit.. just your presence.. your smile is all I wanted to see from YOU.. on this very night.. it is cold.. so please.. YOU should go back to the chambers.. why did YOU show UP.. WHY KEEP ON HURTING ME.. my Heart.. A small box.. and I open the top Lid of the Box.. The SUN FLOWER is laying inside.. I still feel the Rain falling Down.. I hear the Thunder roar and Lightening flashes through the dark sky.. as I am being soaked Wet and I am looking at the SUN FLOWER.. I know that the third time can be the WINNING TIME.. and I put the TOP LID over the small box.. and I turn and LOOK UP at the TOP CHAMBER.. as I look up at the window.. I see YOU standing in your room and YOUR EYES meets mine.. I am Now a Soldier.. guarding the door of the Palace.. and I think YOU see me.. and I am not sure if YOU recognize me at ALL.. I see your figure disappear.. I am not sure if YOU KNOW WHO IS loving YOU.. I have come all this way because I love YOU.. I want to be close too you My Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. as I get UP.. the rain slows down.. and I am guarding the Palace door.. For a long time.. I been loving YOU.. I am not sure how many years went by.. day and Night.. I would be standing by the Tree that was in the garden.. someone told Me.. if YOU wait by the Tree and YOU make a wish of loving someone.. it will happen.. SO I would be waiting by that tree.. when I first heard the news.. I would be looking at the Sketch Paper.. picture of YOU.. wishing and praying that it would be you.. but Now.. I am here.. still I am waiting for YOU.. Not in the garden.. Not underneath the tree.. But by the Palace Gate.. I know that I have come Long ways.. I would ask the MOON.. WILL YOU LOVE ME.. WILL you see the Heart of Mine how much I love YOU.. would you know how many days.. weeks months has passed by.. years went by.. I be loving YOU STILL.. waiting and waiting for the Princess.. CONG JU NIM to know how much I LOVE YOU.. would you ever know this Heart of Mine.. still.. but much closer.. I am here still be loving YOU.. I love YOU.. I love you like there is NO tomorrow.. I love YOU like today is my last day.. It can be the last breathe I take.. I am able to tell YOU.. Princess.. I never stopped loving YOU.. if YOU are asking me WHY do I love YOU.. it is because YOU are just really YOU.. My Princess.. NEH CONG JU NIM.. because to my Heart.. to my eyes.. I see YOU as the Princess.. I see YOU as the ONE who is the best.. I just wanted to say.. I love YOU.. even I miss YOU so Much.. missing YOU but still loving YOU.. I love YOU.. I am standing by the Palace Gates.. Watching through the Night.. A guard who is next to me looks at me and tells me the One Window.. When I look back.. That is Your Chamber.. Where CONG JU NIM sleeps.. I am Looking UP.. I see the Dark Skies.. I see the Stars twinkling High Above.. I am missing YOU.. I am thinking about YOU.. the More I keep on missing YOU.. I keep on thinking.. The Guard Next to me says.. I am so Crazy.. What if the King finds Out about this.. What if the Queen Finds Out.. It is going on my Death Row.. and I look at the Moon.. I see Your Beautiful Face.. So beautiful.. and I reach on the back Pocket.. pulling Out is the Sketch Paper.. the Drawing of YOU.. I wish that I can see YOU right Now.. I wish that I can tell YOU HOW MUCH I miss YOU.. I miss you so bad.. feels Like I am going to have an Heart Attack.. DO YOU NOT KNOW HOW much I love YOU.. as both hands are Holding the Sketch Paper.. the drawing.. this Picture of YOU.. I am wondering.. WHEN can I see YOU again.. can it be really Soon.. I need YOU.. I need YOU close.. and I want to tell YOU.. put your hand on my Chest.. right here is where my Heart is at.. Can YOU feel how Fast My Heart is running.. How Fast my Heart can beat when YOU are so Close.. Please tell me.. my Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. Can I go to Your Chamber.. I need to see YOU right Now.. I need to tell YOU.. How much I need Your Love.. and see YOUR PRESENCE.. I miss YOU.. I really Miss YOU my Princess.. as I turn to LOOK back.. I look UP at the Window.. I am wondering.. Are YOU sleeping.. Are YOU sleeping.. Please come to the Window.. if YOU look Down.. I am sure YOU will find the Smaller Gate.. I am here waiting for YOU.. and I am waiting to see if YOU would ever come BY the window.. can I at least say Hi to YOU.. I know that I am a Lowly Born.. and I have NO rights to Love YOU.

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MAH MAH.. but what can I do when My Heart does Not listen to Me.. Does Not listen to my Voice or Hear my Words.. It just does what the Heart do the Best.. to Love YOU.. can I please Love YOU.. and I turn to Look down.. this Sketch Paper.. the drawing of YOU.. this Picture.. I would feel so Sad.. because It has no colors.. just a Black and white.. but if it had some colors.. I think it would Hurt me More than YOU.. because loving YOU always Hurts my Heart.. I am wondering.. Do you think about Me.. or maybe YOU are just too busy in life that YOU HAVE no time to think.. But.. it seems like I am waiting for the next Military Camp.. and SOON it opens the door.. I am going to join to become in the Army Forces.. I can hear the Crumbling.. I see the Clouds forming and The Sky Grew Dark.. As I can see light rains falling from the Sky.. and has Become chilly.. I roll the Sketch Paper and Put it back into the back pocket.. As I look UP.. I am looking at the Moon.. Do you see me.. I see the Light on the Chamber.. if YOU are not asleep right Now.. can YOU Please come closer.. and I would turn to Look back.. and I see YOU.. standing by the Window and I see YOU looking at the Moon.. we are both Looking at the Same Moon.. CONG JU NIM.. if you can lower your head and Look down.. I am sure YOU can find a Figure.. a man who is standing Out.. who is guarding through the Rain.. Can YOU Please Look down.. and I would be Looking back.. LOOKING at Your Chamber.. the Window.. and I would wait for awhile.. But it seems Like YOU don't look down.. so I turn around.. LOOKING UP.. it is okay.. It is Alright if YOU don't look down.. YOU don't have to because YOU WILL not find anything down here.. as I look UP.. looking at the Moon.. How do YOU feel CONG JU NIM.. we are Both looking at the same MOON at this Night.. Of course I did not know that the Chamber back there was Your ROOM.. I just heard it today.. a new Guard has come and has replaced the Old Guard.. and He told me that the Chamber back there belongs to YOU.. when I heard about it.. IT took me by a surprise.. I wanted to turn back.. Open this gate and RUN towards that Window.. of course it is way HIGH up on tower.. But.. I wanted to let YOU know.. I came here for YOU.. I wanted to come to Protect YOU.. even though I may not be able to do Much.. at least I wanted to show YOU.. I am here.. A lot closer then YOU think.. as I keep on looking at that Moon.. I feel the rain drops coming.. and lightly.. as I am getting wet through the Night.. I am missing YOU.. we are here so Close but so Far because I want to be with YOU.. why can't I be with YOU.. as I turn to Look back.. I look UP towards the Chamber window.. I see YOU still there.. and I see Your Head Lowers to look down.. I am not sure if YOU know this is me.. and I see Our eyes meet.. but.. Seems like YOU don't recognize Me.. I see you turn your head away and YOU leave the Window.. I hope that YOU know it is me who was looking at YOU from the distance.. YOU are so Beautiful.. makes my heart wants to cry because I know you are so beautiful.. Breathe taking Beautiful.. so Hard to breathe after I saw Your Eyes.. Now.. I am wondering.. WHY did I even turn to Look back.. all it does it hurt me More.. In pain I feel so much of missing YOU but Wanting YOU.. needing Your love.. WHY can't YOU love Me.. Why can't YOUR HEART feel what I feel.. Can I give YOU my Heart CONG JU NIM.. do YOU want the Heart I have inside of Me.. so that When I give it to YOU and Put inside of YOU.. you are able to know HOW MY heart was feeling all this TIME.. It hurts.. it hurts so bad because I want Your Love.. I need Your Love as much as I love YOU.. why can't you feel the same as Me.. WHY do I must suffer.. and Now.. knowing YOU are so Close.. it hurts Me.. WHY keep hurting Me.. WHY keep on loving YOU when It hurts me so Bad.. I want YOU to know My Heart.. so One day it can Kick Your Heart and YOU can say.. It hurts.. that is How my Heart feels right Now.. someone kicked my Heart and It.. I fall on both Knees.. on the Outer court of the Palace.. I look at YOU.. and I know I just can't.. I want to die.. it is better for me to die.. I see the King seated.. and On the Judgment seat.. PEH HA!! Special Guard surround me.. and I scream from my Heart.. PEH HA!! YOUR MAJESTY.. I know I must Die.. But before I go to my own graves.. I want to share and testify before I go.. can YOU please give me Your ears to listen.. I turn to face and I look at YOU.. MAH MAH!! CONG JU NIM.. my wrists are in chains and I would show YOU these chains.. it means nothing to Me.. these chains means Nothing.. AM I INNOCENT to love YOU.. If I am to put to death because I love YOU.. Please.. PUT me down and take me to my own graves.. and I turn to face the King.. PEH HA!! I know I was told.. I am not suppose to Love CONG JU NIM.. Someone told me not to go far.. and I know what I have done is wrong.. I am going to say I am so sorry to Love MAH MAH.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. I did Not want to love but.. I started too.. and I still do Love CONG JU NIM.. and I would turn to face YOU.. YOU are wearing that White dress.. But why.. I can't forget the first time I saw YOU in that White Dress.. it was long ago before I even knew YOU.. I remember my Father would take me to the Palace.. I was a young boy.. he got me riding on a horse.. and He as pulling on the side coming to the Palace and it was a long travel.. as my father stopped.. a gate and with bars.. and I remember my father would tell me.. there is the Princess.. CONG JU NIM. and I would look through the bars.. and I would see a little girl running out.. with a white dress.. the maids and male servants are chasing after the Princess.. My Father looks at me and tells me.. He had to attend the Princess.. he was a part of the service.. and I am sitting on the horse.. I remember I got off the Horse.. and the guards opens the gate.. and I walk with my father next to Him.. that was the first time I saw YOU MAH MAH.. I am Not sure if YOU remember me.. I was with my Father and He told me to have respect and honor for the Princess.. this is MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. and I would stand next to my father and I would bow my head 90 degrees to give YOU respect as the Princess of the Nation.. I stood there.. I am standing here before the Princess.. and My Father knows the Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. my father would walk with you.. and there were several other male servants and Maids around.. I saw YOU for the first time.. I saw YOU twirl in circle with the White dress.. I remember YOU were smiling.. the sun was shining.. I just can't believe how Beautiful YOU really looked.. I could not say a word because I was very shy.. YOU would be running around and more of the maids and male servants are chasing after YOU.. I am thinking.. YOU are so Fierce and Bold.. I watched a MAID fall on the ground cause she could not catch YOU.. I stood there.. a Princess.. CONG JU NIM is not afraid.. is not shy.. and I remember when YOU stopped running.. YOU started to order the Maids and the Male servants.. they would all look on the floor.. and I saw YOU MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. in the white dress.. YOU walked into Your Chamber.. my Father told me.. this is where you stayed.. and It was so huge.. the palace that I remembered.. my Father would put me back on the Horse and as we would go back Home.. He would be on the side walking.. and I be sitting on top of the Horse.. He would share all kinds of stories what he had to face when he was with YOU.. attending YOU to service for the King but was put in charge over the servants.. he was the Head of the servants but still a servant.. and my father told me that One day he is going to bring YOU.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM to the garden.. I am looking at you with my chains on the wrist.. DO YOU NOT remember.. I still remember like it had happened yesterday.. How come YOU don't remember me when I was at the outer court of Your Chamber.. my Father was the Head of the servants.. and I would turn to look at the King.. PEH HA!! DO you not remember my father.. My Father worked in the king's service but he was with Your Daughter.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. He would take care of PRINCESS.. and I turn to look at YOU.. and my Heart.. it is breaking if YOU don't remember when I was there.. I saw YOU in the same white dress.. I saw YOU and YOU would twirl around in circles.. and I can't never forget Your Smile.. that smile I still can see in the back of my mind.. and I would look on the ground.. I would go out at night.. to the garden I would walk alone.. looking at the bed of flowers.. and I would think of YOU.. and the images in my mind started to POP like pictures.. I would see YOU in that white Dress.. twirling around.. with your smile.. YOUR JOY.. Your true happiness.. I want that Love.. I want it too.. How you would be in charge and taking actions.. I would stand in the night.. by the bed of flowers.. I wanted to see YOU.. I wanted to be where YOU were.. I wasn't happy where I was at.. LOOK at me.. I am a Low Born.. son of a servant.. who wants to be born to a Low born.. I want something More.. and as I look at the bed of flowers.. I would cry.. cry because I am a slave.. why do I have to be like this.

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