Bad News + Update

This was supposed to just be an update video, but the night I recorded it, I lost my dog.... I recorded the first part a few days later then added it to the footage from before everything went down. I'm not good with death, and luckily i haven't had to deal with too much. But when it happens, it his me much harder...
RIP Chloe Sept 11, 2001 - Mar 28, 2015
Music:
Jazzy by Caleb Thomas

[@IshaAnn]

Seage... I'm really sorry to hear about Chloe. I hope you're doing okay.

[@SeageSpeaks]

Isha Ann Thank you Isha. I'm doing much better now.

[@DeeLunastelle]

So sorry for your loss Seage, its really rough when such a true companion passes. It will get a little easier over time, just got to hold on to all those good memories.

[@SeageSpeaks]

Dee Lunastelle Hey Deedee. Yeah, you're not kidding about that. And I know you're right. Im replacing all the traumatizing memories with just the good ones and trying to smile more.

[@melissalyn6785]

I'm sorry for your loss Seage! :( She was beautiful.

[@elaineleon]

So sorry Seage!! You are in my thoughts!!!

[@SeageSpeaks]

***** Thank you Elaine. :) I'll be better soon. Can't stay sad forever.

[@AsymetricSmiley]

I'm sorry to hear that Seage, I hope your doing better. Just hold on to those positive memories, things will get better in time!

[@SeageSpeaks]

Kate Thanks Kate. Thats all I can do. Im already feeling better. Was a few days of just sadness and not wanting to talk, but I realized I can't be sad forever, so i did just that. Holding on to those good memories :)

[@imTsuno]

Damn.. My condolences. I hope you can remember the good times you've had with her and get over this rough time in your life =/

[@SeageSpeaks]

Shrapnel-Sama Thank you. Yeah, Its been just over a week now and It doesnt hurt as badly. I guess the pain has turned into understanding. Plus, I can't stand still forever.

[@RjayGarcia]

Sorry to hear about your dog. Just know you're not alone dude esp. in hard times. I feel ya buddy no worries. Keep up the great work! I love all your videos!

[@SeageSpeaks]

Rjay Garcia Ey man. Thanks a lot. Its crazy, I got her just shortly after meeting you, probably. Its been a long long time. And thanks a lot. Really happy I have your support.

[@hekset]

A day after my birthday... Damn Seage, I'm so sorry man. I've dealt with death before, my advice is just to keep strong for them, and stay happy.

[@456cookielove]

Hi Seage. I just wanted to tell you that we're here for you. Take your time, listen to your heart. May Chloe rest in peace.

[@SeageSpeaks]

456cookielove Thank you. That means a lot to me.

[@Argadeux]

Sorry to hear that pal, best wishes

[@SeageSpeaks]

Argadeux Thanks a lot Argadeux.

[@BlackEscargot]

Oh no. Losing a pet is really hard, that's something I'm afraid of every day of my life. Really sad to hear about Chloe, I hope you're doing fine.

[@SeageSpeaks]

BlackEscargot I'm doing better now, thank you. The pain has turned into positive memories. Well..its turning into positive memories. Not quite there yet. It is scary... If im honest, Im afraid to have another pet, although I know my gf wants one in the future, it really scares me. Its like a tradeoff. Love and loss.... I dont know.

[@Paintingpixel]

I'm sorry Seage. Losing a pet is never easy. Hope you're doing okay.

[@hoshikou]

i no the pain my 12 y.o dog passed away a few weeks ago too. its hard, but take your time to deal and it will be ok. dont feel pressured to make vids right now. RIP Chloe.

[@SeageSpeaks]

hoshikou Aw no, you're pretty much in the same position as I am. Im really sorry to hear about your dog also. May they Rest in peace. :( And thank you so much.

[@hoshikou]

Seage Speaks ye it sucks. 6 months on from the death of my other dog, but i have 3 others to help me deal. never gets easier tho they are family. keep your chin up seage.

[@GraphixGoddess]

Take care of yourself, Seage and stay strong !!! I guess you can be thankful she was there when you came back at least.... it would have been even worse if it happened while you were overseas.

[@SeageSpeaks]

RyukinPrincess Thanks P. Yeah... part of me wishes i heard from my mum or something. Seeing it first hand really hurt. I have this visual burned into my mind that I want to erase. It was so... I dont even know the word for it...

[@GraphixGoddess]

Seage Speaks Depressing. I know. I have many a memory of that final moment... so it will stay with you but you need to push onward and try to mask those bad memories with the good ones.

[@MorbidGames666]

:'( Losing a companion is never any fun. Good luck

[@SeageSpeaks]

MakeShiftHero No its not... thank you.

[@EnzoDraws]

Sorry about your dog man :( may her rest in peace...

[@SeageSpeaks]

Enzo Thank you, Enzo.

[@AlexandoriaART]

I'm so sorry. My mutt is turning 8 this year, and I can't even imagine my life without him. Rest in peace little loved one

[@SeageSpeaks]

***** Thank you. Your pup has lots of time! Make the most of it. Make sure you make his life awesome, because without a doubt he'll do the same for you :)

[@AlexandoriaART]

Seage Speaks He does already!

[@TRUNKS298]

I'm sorry Seage. Take your time and stay strong.

[@SeageSpeaks]

TRUNKS298 Thanks Trunks. Will do.

[@SSupra2008]

12 years, sorry for you loss Seage. I am looking forward to your new work that is to come, I really could use some tips on defeating the self doubt bug so I will look forward to that videos release. On a side note I am sad I missed you while you were in Tokyo, in the future I still would like to meet you.

[@SeageSpeaks]

SSupra2008 Thanks Supra. I hope i can transfer my feelings correctly in these videos. And yeah, i really didn't have enough time when I went. But i'll be living in Japan permanently soon, so we'll make it happen for sure.

[@SSupra2008]

Seage Speaks I believe in you, I noticed a lot of motivation in these hard time from you and I really hope you can live in Japan and be with your GF for good. Japan is a great place to be and it's peaceful.

[@Helton_Silva]

aww man... sorry about your pet bro! =/

[@SeageSpeaks]

Helton Silva Thanks Helton

[@MrAsianadam]

Awh man I'm sorry Seage. :( I have a pet that im close to and I know it will really hurt to see them go...

[@SeageSpeaks]

MrAsianadam I hope your pet lives a long, full happy life! Thats the best we can do, right? :) It'll hurt, but you can be happy to know you made their lives good :) Thank you.

[@loomake1]

RIP Chloe :(

[@SeageSpeaks]

Robert Evisalu Thank you.

[@mikeysmonarchs]

Im sorry man. I wish I could do something. Man....

[@SeageSpeaks]

***** Just the love and support ive been getting is enough for me. I'm doing much better now, even though I miss her like crazy.

[@GR3GORY90]

Seage, i'm so sorry to hear about your loss. Are you going to be okay?

[@Nancy-ir9xl]

Awww Seage :(

[@SeageSpeaks]

Nancy Zhang I'm feeling much better now. :) Still miss her though. Home feels really empty without her.

[@Nancy-ir9xl]

wehh :((((

[@Tatty909]

mine died last year u.u awful..

[@SeageSpeaks]

tay stevens Im sorry to hear that. It really is.