[MV] BANG YONGGUK (방용국) - AM

BANG YONGGUK (방용국) - AM 4:44 OFFICIAL M/V
Executive Producer BANG YONGGUK
Directed by ROTTA
Co-Directed by BANG YONGGUK
Filmed X Edited by ROTTA, BANG YONGGUK
Artwork by BANG YONGGUK
Composed by BANG YONGGUK
Lyrics by BANG YONGGUK
Arranged by BANG YONGGUK
Mixed & Mastered by BANG YONGGUK
Official Twitter: / bap_bangyongguk
Official Instagram: / bangstergram
Official SoundCloud: / bangxter

[@oluwatobi6415]

He smiled the widest And got hurt the most He gave the most And was hurt inside He kept on smiling and covering up so we won't get worried He worked x10 harder than anyone else He had to live up with everyone's shitty expectation in him Yet he never complained He tried so much to make us and the members happy Forgetting his own happiness I will love you forever bang Yongguk don't even question this #AlwayswithYongguk

[@mialm8181]

#AlwaysWithYongguk #IamSorryBYG

[@oluwatobi6415]

Mial Neko you don't need to be sorry:( all we can do is give him love and support bap for this comeback

[@ilhamilham4219]

Same!

[@mialm8181]

+shawtyimma partytillthesundown Thank you! You are so nice!

[@mialm8181]

#BAPComeBack #AlwaysWithYongguk

[@babymilksnatcher]

nearly eight years after, I can finally relate to his lyrics, having reached the age he had at the time of its release, physically struck by a hellish job and the grief of losing a grandparent. forever thankful for this confession. we will get through this.

[@kimvanjole1]

Wow my last comment was posted here 8 years ago. I saw you live when you came to NYC last month. I am so happy you are doing better and you look so much happier. Take care of yourself. I will be waiting for when I can see you again. Your tour just finished and you should be going back to Korea soon. Get some rest and have the food you love. I am looking forward to your next Album. Take ur time you know ur fans have been waiting for many years for you and we are patient. I have loved you for 11 years. Getting to see you live was one of the best moments in my life. Stay healthy and be yourself.

[@FFFuji]

Dear Yongguk, I hope things are better for you now. You cut yourself loose, you're on your own, free, and everything is in your power for things to get better. Depression and anxiety does not have to be a lifetime struggle. You can get really good and these horrible feelings will just be a thing of the past. Give it enough time. If not 1 year, 5 years, if not, 20 years. Life goes on, and you can make it beautiful.

[@FFFuji]

Just watched Hikikomori MV (2019 release) and it appears Yongguk is still very much in extreme pain and it just shoots right through my heart. Sharing his pain... So sad...

[@mayi4741]

while the number 4 is seen as bad luck in some cultures, 4:44 is an “”angel number”” that means you’re being protected and you’re on the right path -that your angel is watching over you 😭 Having so much feelings knowing this little fact + reading the lyrics 😭

[@YCHTT]

Because in a few Chinese speaking languages such as Mandarin and Cantonese, the pronunciation of number 4 is the same as the sound of death. There's no supernatural explanation for that one. On the other hand, in the West, we are told number 13 is bad luck when secretly their occult communities use it. The point was they don't want laymen to know the power of number 13 so they lie to sheep about it brainwashing them it is a number of "bad luck."

[@mariaeduardaalbuquerque1830]

I am here since B.A.P debut and still here, love Bang Yongguk and always will

[@shineecarat7523]

After all this time, this song still breaks my heart. Yongguk, you are amazing and I eagerly await for new music from you. But more importantly, I want to see you smiling happily. You deserve so much happiness.

[@dae9453]

yongguk, if you're reading this comment, you're the most powerful person i've ever seen

[@XxMandyManipulatedxX]

i'm coming back to this after thinking about him a lot since he is back from military duty. i forgot how much this song and video makes me cry. i just bawled my eyes out. i have admired and loved this man since 2008. to see how happy he was, and then how sad he got as soon as he entered the idol life - that killed me. yongguk is literally one of my favorite people on this planet and to know he was suffering so much hurts me like you can't imagine. i want to take all the pain away. he looks happier these days and i truly hope he got help for his demons, he has such a beautiful soul, such an incredible heart, he's amazing. i've been lucky enough to meet him on multiple occasions and talk to him for a bit and let me tell you. the deep voice is nothing. he's the most gentle angel i've ever met. soft spoken with that deep voice and so...kind. i adore you, yongguk. you are absolutely NOT a dumb shit. i love you so much.

[@bestabsoluteperfect8961]

It's not that i hate this song but i feel so much pain when listen to this. This song bring back all those memories with what happened to them. How the company treat them really make me sad and angry. All those burden he need to carry as a leader was so hard. He need to stay strong for his member. All members relies on him bc he is a leader but whom he need to rely on? The fact all that things happened affect his mental health is so sad. but im glad rn he become much more happy and healthier. No matter what he doing im happy for him.

[@frog6654]

it’s 2022 and i’m listening to this masterpiece at 2 am 🖤

[@meh4865]

im here since bap debuted and I still here

[@ray382vk]

ughhh same♡♡♡

[@Trbldx]

This song was ahead of its time🤷🏽‍♂️

[@zillahnodalo8310]

This mv is released 6 years ago today. Happy birthday AM 4:44🎉❤️

[@esther_yushuxin]

This is not just a song.

[@natasha_jdh]

소중한 우리 용국오빠.. 우리 리더! 너의 음악을 항상 들어요. 댓글 자주 남기지 않았지만 너의 음악은 매일 매일 나와 함께 있다. 시간이 지났어도, 오빠가 받았던 상처를 지우고 싶은 내 마음은 여전히 정말 너무 크다. 우리 모두의 사랑과 응원이 오빠에게 힘을 줄 수 있으면 좋겠다 진심으로. 오빠 고생 많았어요. 정말 너무 미안했고 미안하고 또 미안해요 ㅠㅠ 그리그 모든게 다 너무너무 고마워요. 정말 항상 고마웠고 오빠한테 감사해야 하는 이유가 엄청 많아서 이 고마움을 말로는 표현할 수 없을 것 같아요. 오빠가 정말 행복했으면 좋겠어요! 가끔 힘든 날들도 있을 수도 있지만 너의 앞날이 행복하고 좋은 일만으로 가득하길 기도할게요. 힘들때 힘들다고 말해도 되고, 괜찮지 않아도 괜찮아요! 모든게 잘 될거니까. 항상 믿고 응원하는거 알죠? 오빠한테 힘이 되고 싶은 존재와 든든하고 믿을 수 있는 팬이 되고 싶어요. 진심으로 아끼고 존경합니다 방용국!! 이 댓글을 읽을 수 있는지 모르겠지만, 내가 메시지를 자주 자주 보내지 않지만, 나의 진심과 나의 응원과 애정이 너에게 닿기를 바랍니다. 앞으로도 영원히 너와 함께 있을거고 더 좋은 팬이 되줄거고 더 열심히 응원할게요. 보고싶다 오빠 곧 다시 만나자 웃으며^^ 사랑하고 존경합니당

[@smoothramen5659]

Whenever I feel down I listen to this masterpiece, it resonated with me so much, even the MV itself. You're not distracted by visuals, the majority of the video is Yongguks shadow against a white background. The message of this song is so black and white, at that moment in time all ideas of the perfect idols, the visuals, the makeup, the outfits, it was all thrown away. At that moment in time he was Yongguk and only Yongguk. It was all pure emotion. I love that about Yongguks songs, they're about being human, about the anxieties we face in a world that demands perfection, about the struggles faced by many people. More importantly, they're about Yongguk as a person, they aren't bragging about how much money he has in his bank or how much better he is than everyone else. They speak about how human he is, how he has insecurities, how there are eyes constantly judging without a break. Yongguk may be an Idol, he may be an artist, but above all that he's another human being. And that's why his pieces resonate with me so much, they're raw emotions from the mind.

[@calicocamaroon]

If I ever wanted an autograph, it would be his. I respect him, I respect his art.

[@user-kl8kc4ip9j]

ヨングクさんは私だ初めて好きになったラッパーで、音楽の世界を広げてくれた人。ヨングクさんの音楽もそれに乗せられた想いももっと理解したい。この曲に出会えてよかった。

[@nurulatikajk]

Idk y i suddenly searching for this song again. This was the song i always listen 5years ago early morning at the bus stop waiting for the bus to take me to my workplace. It feels so close to me. Listening to it now i cant help but to cry. I didnt realise how far have i go from that moment to this present time.

[@PandaMessiah]

Stumbled across and now watching at 4:34 a.m. Should have waited 10 more minutes. Damnit.

[@woodzsgf]

I always come back to this song..

[@raindr1583]

2:36 we will always hold your hands

[@captaincherry6484]

I miss those days

[@euonymous3572]

i miss b.a.p's performance, sorry for miss you six haha

[@sassyxieorange1341]

2023.....I will always be loving and support you BYG

[@Siat008]

Just Remind people that this video is not about best rapper thing, Bang Yongguk isnt here to show off his skills to people, he made this song/mv to show how he feels during the lawsuit, to express himself during the hard times. Fuck off with this best bullshit rapper thing. Respect his feelings. Thank you, bye.

[@Shahira-wg9jn]

+Siat008 true!!

[@FloatingOnCloudNein]

he still slayed it hard though

[@kofukuebisu7568]

I still cry to this song. The simplicity of the mv allows him to portray his emotions strongly.

[@bluebajou]

Kofuku Ebisu , I only listen to this song alone, because I am crying always.

[@babziool5321]

Cringe

[@SUJUBTSWannaExoGOTIkonNCTVixxS]

@@rusudangigashvili2127 Have we Learned nothing? What happens if they kill themselves people will never stop grieving other them.

[@FloerMell]

We need more humans like Bang Yongguk. We need someone who stands for justice. Someone who thinks of those that has it worse. Someone who wants the best for everyone. Someone who is understanding. Someone who influences more than he probably knows. Someone who brings others to tears with his honest and fair thoughts. Someone who has the ability to shake others' world with his words. Someone who admits his own faults. Someone who knows the world isn't perfect, but also knows it could be better. Someone who thinks and acts on deeper thoughts on what what most hasn't even considered to be a problem. Someone who accepts people for who they are. Someone with open thoughts. Someone who breaks narrow-minded thoughts. Someone who fights against a rotten society with the ways he can. Someone who knows what he can. Someone who uses what he can for good. Someone who doesn't waste his talent. Someone who shares his talent. Someone who buries himself into others' hearts. Someone who gets people to think. Someone who makes us conscious of what we have in life. Someone who makes us accept what we don't have. Someone who is touching, kind and talented. Someone like Bang Yongguk.

[@laibakay]

FloerMell That was a beautiful comment. :)

[@jusirico]

This is so beautifuly true

[@DS-il4qd]

Your comment makes me cry... this is so beautiful and so true :,) Thank you

[@teamLNearMello]

FloerMell This is exactly the reason why I admire him so much. I believe every word in regard to Yongguk that you wrote, for I know it myself. He is surely one of a kind, a true man of integrity and fairness. His words often inspire my own.

[@EllieF_myJourney]

Your commet makes me cry.

[@Asteriae_]

Reason why everyone should love BYG. Pure talent.

[@kristina-cz8cl]

YES ! DEFINITELY🙌

[@saseen9]

yes TT

[@asmxw6793]

BYG UBIAS so far, that voice !!!

[@Asteriae_]

Julius Caesar Nice. I can't wait to hear your voice dear hater.

[@0x3nt3]

LemonCandy Jun This man... He's pure gold

[@MsFatimaB88]

🤗 You're loved. You're appreciated. You're admired. You're respected. Your cared for. You're not alone!♥️ I love you!!!!!

[@babziool5321]

Cringe

[@chloegranich-smith2562]

Ami B that's not the point you wouldn't understand.

[@chloegranich-smith2562]

Kapsel69 FUCK OFF dont you understand it's not just a song hes explaining his depression you bitch go FUCK YOU'RE SELF I'm sick of people like you.... you dont care you dont listen you dont understand you just judge

[@anyakhan1845]

@@chloegranich-smith2562 excuse me but can u plz mind ur language.. dont pretend that u r the only one thinking about him,there r alot of people other then u.

[@therandomentertainisi8581]

Same

[@bangsterbaby998]

"Right now, there are people all over the world who are just like you. They're either lonely, they're missing somebody, they're depressed, they're hurt, they're scarred from the past, they're having personal issues no one knows about, they have secrets you wouldn't believe. They wish, they dream and they hope. And right now, they are sitting here reading these words, and I'm writing this for you so you don't feel alone any more. Always remember, don't be depressed about the past, don't worry about the future, and just focus on today. If today's not so great don't worry! Tomorrow's a new chance. If you are reading this, be sure to share this around to make others feel better. Have a nice day. :)"

[@xsilentdream]

Why is Yongguk in shadow the entire time? Because all these years, all everyone really cared about was appearances. It's the nature of Kpop, everything being carefully manufactured, down to the last word, the last thread on his body. Few were allowed to see who Yongguk really was; in fact, Yongguk wasn't allowed to be himself. This, is his answer. Look beyond what the eyes can see, so you can focus on what your ears hear, what your heart feels. All his emotions are spilling out now, flooding, raw, letting us know what he really went through. Yongguk isn't sorry for being himself. He's smart - he wanted out, and he took his dongsaengs with him before it was too late. Though I do feel a twinge, because but only tor Yongguk choosing to go down the road of fame, I wouldn't have known of his intellect or artistry.

[@ksanadsw]

THIS. OMFG. THISSS.

[@AppelsinBabe]

Yup this comment explained excactly what I wanted to say. Thank you !

[@xxtoxicstoriesxx]

It is only with the heart that one can see rightly, what is essential is invisible to the eye~

[@xsilentdream]

***** ah, you flatter me.

[@Pantalewns]

bumping this comment up!!

[@mysticmessenger3189]

I broke down when he said 'Everything is going to be okay " It made me realize once again How much I miss him and B.A.P.

[@Cheekyampire18FrauHansen]

me 2 oh my god.. *cries waterfalls*

[@hizashify]

me too :( I like how despite his personal sufferings he still tries to reassure us fans. so much respect for him.

[@joannaann3821]

Bang Yongguk is one of the persons that i respect the most!I am sad and annoyed by the fact that many "fans" chose to leave this fandom and give up supporting this wonderful man and those he considers his younger brothers! B.A.P is one of the very few original kpop-groups and this is a fact!Before them..i followed two of the biggest kpop-groups but..i gave up on them because i discovered B.A.P(in 2015) and i realized that the others two lost their originality and modesty..this is my opinion!B.A.P deserves the world but it's a shame that many chose quantity over quality!

[@daph.amouslastwords2483]

I'm just thankful enough to have stanned bap and each members

[@notwerkinginthishouse8634]

@@daph.amouslastwords2483 I am kinda sad i came late But im still glad i discovered them

[@ace23spades5]

​@no twerking in this house same. I became a fan when they had already disbanded, and they were the 1st kpop I'd ever listened to🥲🥲

[@Lauraaaaaaaab]

My fans hold my two hands and hold me so I won’t fall Yes. We will never, ever let you fall!

[@Missymissy25]

Yes, so much feels ;)

[@ingirl69]

+Laura B We will never let go.

[@mariadr7321]

+Laura B Loved that lyric

[@QueennieMapula2000]

+Maria Dr Okay first of all, Tumblr brought me when I'm on mobile. Before I watched this video, I played on audio and then when I watched it (good thing I was on mobile that it has English captions in the lyrics), I cannot stop playing. The piano was like in harmony but the lyrics broke my heart. Then when I kept playing several times, I just got tear up and cry. I felt like I just want someone hold on and I also want to hold his hand. I don't even know that when I was in the mood of EXO or Baymax until now. "My fans hold my two hands and hold me so I won't fall", is my most favorite lyric part of AM 4:44 and it really pained me a LOT. All the lyrics are depressing and I was just...to tell the truth that even I love EXO, I also love B.A.P. too.. :'(

[@mariadr7321]

Me too after reading the lyrics with the song every time i hear it i tear up too

[@sam_1026]

Bang Yongguk is a person I respect and admire so much...

[@eden_v3133]

yeah same

[@mialm8181]

Go to 1M please!!

[@babziool5321]

CRINGE XDDD

[@schieekim949]

@@babziool5321 lancau hang

[@romeoa.6634]

I thought about the line “my fans hold my two hands” a lot. This is my first time watching it, and I realized that the reason I stay close to way too many people, and when I meet new people I tell them everything about me in an effort to relate to them, is because I want to be there for them. A couple years ago, depression hit me and I fell, hard. Everybody, yet nobody was there, for a year. I never told anyone, I did not want to burden people. And then, I told somebody, an outpouring of emotions, anger and sadness. They were an internet friend, we weren’t even that close but it lifted such a huge weight off my chest. I was still depressed, but not as low as before. I then discovered kpop, or BTS in particular and heard RM’s solos, and it boosted me out of depression. I was so happy, but it left scars and I occasionally relapsed. I did not want this to happen to anyone, ever, and I gained the trust of many friends, hoping they’d confide in me incase anything ever happened to them. Thank you Bang Yongguk oppa (he’s older than me, so gotta keep the honorifics!) for making me realize this.

[@simonm2423]

This man is a genius. The world needs raw artists like these, that don't foam at the mouth when they are offered fame. Yongguk doesn't demand respect from anyone, yet many Babys and people who don't even know BAP give it to him because he is just that good. He's not one to beat around the bush. He's not one to play cat and mouse. The video, however simple, was very powerful. The black silhouette (my interpretation) being Yongguk's shadow in a empty world. No individuality, just a white background and thus conformity, parading as purity ridiculing Yongguk and other "outcasts" yet itself hiding behind the blinds of "good, purity and justice". A black sheep among the flock, an outsider among the crowd. This is why I respect this man so much. I don't even have to touch on his lyrics because they speak volumes on their own. If you see this Yongguk, know that as a recent fan, I believe you are one of the most talented and brilliant artists I have ever come across. Keep doing what you love, and the fans will come. There will always be an ear to listen to what your inner voice has to say. Gamsahamnida.

[@Rosey_Posey_]

I hate how stepped on this song is. Yongukk is such an amazing lyricist and rapper, and you can tell this song is his raw and uncut feelings. The lyrics in this are beautiful, and as someone with depression, it really hit hard. It deserves a lot more attention. Especially for what he's saying about companies. This is exactly why I'm nervous about B.A.P signing on with TS again; as much as I'll be happy they're back, the way they treated them will never be forgiven and I'm worried that it'll happen again.

[@lubabanisar3093]

I fear the same thing. But I hope they have a new and better contract this time and the history won't repeat itself. I hope we can get several songs like this one in future. Honest and raw.

[@nabilaghozali2648]

dont worry, at least they are strong together so in the end of ts. They will leave and together, they might move on to a better future like highlight ❤❤

[@braincabbage]

What's this about, with the company and all that? I only got here just now from a list of Kpop songs talking about mental illness and I don't know much about BYG and his group.

[@7ornever]

foreverVanney BAP filed a lawsuit against their company (TS ent) because they were barely ever given a rest, overworked to the point of being admitted to the hospital, and then the company forced daehyun (our main vocal) out of the hospital so he could perform. The members weren't even allowed to contact their families. BAP were also paid practically nothing (i'm not talking nothing to a celebrity; i mean not even minimum wage) and they had to pay for every expense (including their hospital fees) while the company made millions off their hard work and popularity at the time. And of course the company denied everything when the lawsuit was filed. After a year + of being on hiatus, bap finally re-signed with ts (i think they were just sick of all the postponing court dates and ts dragging everything out and everything being so uncertain...ts might not be sm, but they're literally 6 average families suing a company that has millions, have paid people off to shut their mouths, as yongguk's lyrics say, and have connections). Things now are better but not good...the members still occasionally drop hints to the fans about things the company isn't letting them do/doing without telling them, and with their history fans are paying more attention to anything suspicious - daehyun's musical suddenly being canceled; yet another concert/world tour being announced (big $$$ opportunity for the company)...we love seeing them, but it's a lot of work and hard on them to be constantly traveling and performing around the world. They also miss out on fame opportunities in korea like musicals and dramas that want to cast them. that's the "short" version lol... look up *bap lawsuit* and you will find a lot more.

[@braincabbage]

thank you for taking the time to write all that out for me! It sounds awful, to think that they went through all that and partially still do... Honestly I don't know how they do it, I'd have broken down for less. It's things like this that make me really sad about the industry - I read about similar issues with sm and stardom entertainment. And to think that people like that benefit from the support for the people that they treat like shit is kinda sickening.

[@hadassapaixao634]

There are idols we admire for very superficial reasons; some are handsome, have a melodic voice or a great stage perfomance. But this guy... This guy speaks through music, his soul can be felt everytime he composes a song. I "met" Bang YongGuk when B.A.P debuted and at first my impressions were superficial, "oh, what a sexy powerful voice". But as I kept listening, I realized I had the wrong idea of him (and B.A.P too). Bang Yong Guk doesn't think music is just a way to earn money, he doesn't make music to just entertain people. He uses parts of him to make music, it's as if every song carries a bit of his experiences throughout life. He's not one of those usual shallow artists that media sells. He's a deep person that struggles and fight to live. And that's why I admire this guy so much. Never give up, leader. Never. I am in the other side of the globe, but your voice was able to reach me. That's how powerful you are. Be strong.

[@okstef4327]

Sp well spoken! Every word you wrote is what I feel since I found this wonderful person, artist, art.

[@chanheetbz98]

This commentaire is so precious.

[@Mariana-ou7lq]

I really feel every single word you wrote! 🖤

[@yuusora2415]

Hey Maddie ! I love your comment bc these are exactly my thoughts. I was actually thinking the same while listening to RM's mono mixtape. I really want to see and hear them making music together.

[@gabrielacluciuniuc3451]

We all judge others superficially at the beginning but if we wait and give others a chance we might be positively surprised.. This is the case of this wonderful human being. He overpassed all my expectations and made him love him forever. His message is so powerful! I feel blessed to be his fan

[@mistys2256]

please take this seriously. depression should be took seriorsly no matter how small it seems. Cherish them and support them while they are still here. I lost my idol, don't want you guys to feel the same no matter if they decide to date or leave please support. It's much better to feel hurt for a while than feel the pressure of suicide from your idol. Take care

[@snejanacernioglo9819]

I love how he said, " everything's gunna be alright," at the end, because everything IS going to be alright. All the hardships you may be going through will all come to an end, and everything will be alright. I'm rooting for anyone going through a tough time, you can make it, I know you will. I'm proud of you for making it so far in life!

[@Bee-es1ys]

I don't like how people treat this like it was just a "depressing" or "sad" song. He threw his heart down into this, and you can tell he was in a lot of pain. Stop saying things like "he should collab with xxx since he's good at writing sad things". This could have been an extremely serious issue - depression is a real and very serious danger, especially when you're being mistreated - and I hope that he is doing better now and that he is prepared for what will happen if he goes back. Also, I still cry every time I hear this song. It's absolutely fantastic. At least out of his pain came something inspiring and beautiful.

[@mialm8181]

Go to 1M please!!

[@kinageez]

I may not understand the language he is speaking, but I understand his emotion, his passion, & his heart. I understand that he has faith in humanity, I understand that he's striving to change the world even if he's only just one person. I don't understand his language and I admit, it frustrates me more than anything, but I don't have to understand, because I know that he's Bang Yongguk, and what he speaks is the truth. If he's able to make my heart break, & tears roll down my face, even tho I don't know what he's saying, all in just a music video of black and white, not even showing his facial expressions, than I know that my brain doesn't need to understand, language is not a barrier, the mind is. Music is a universal language, by which Yongguk speaks the most beautiful. Never has an idol made me cry before, and now I don't need to keep telling myself I love Bang Yongguk because, now I know my love for him is true. Thank you Yongguk, for being my first true love. People may think I'm overreacting, but true love doesn't mean you have to physically be with a loved one, Yongguk is everywhere I go, in my heart and in my mind. I say that's true love, and I know Yongguk loves me too, because he loves everyone. Have a blessed day. ♥️

[@sone7990]

ShineeHeart12 I don't think Language would ever stop a song with this much emotion put into it.

[@CherryBlossom-fb9ev]

What you said really touched me and it's all true, the same happened to me... I didn't even know what he said but I had to cry & then I searched for an English translation & was so stunned by this lyrics. Good job Yongguk

[@sarahm.3365]

mrsmescudi Your comment made me cry. Thank you for this comment.

[@p0emie]

mrsmescudi For the comment you made, thank you, from the bottom of my heart. I hope you have a nice day dear

[@kimnj7385]

u made me cry darlin'

[@Waejoohyuned]

"The Lyrics i put my heart into isn't worth reading to them, everyone wants to chase for money and fame, in the end my lyrics are trash letters" this part... oh my THIS PART... THIIISSS PARTTT... if you didnt feel anything form this part then you must be one of the enormous amount of people BYG is referring to... jeez BYG is beyond imagination

[@viola5194]

whoever ends up with him will be the luckiest person out there

[@suzansayshello]

My respect for Yongguk has no bounds. His strength, compassion, and passion leave me in awe.

[@mialm8181]

Go to 1M please!!

[@milcarodriguez4992]

yo reproduzco todos los dias pero no alcanza, este video ya tiene casi dos años y no llega al millon DX mejor hagamos un proyecto para lograrlo.

[@mialm8181]

+Milca Rodriguez Llevo desde septiembre animando a la gente a verlo, simplemente porque creo que merece más reconocimiento, y sobretodo porque son letras profundas, creo que vale la pena dar a conocer a la gente quien es Bang Yongguk. Hay vídeos menos profundos con mas visitas, me dolía personalmente que este vídeo no tuviese más visitas. Gracias por tu esfuerzo y tu tiempo reproduciéndolo todos los días, eres una persona generosa y amable. Te lo agradezco de todo corazón. Ojalá llegue al millón, no pierdo la esperanza, quiero que otros que no son BABYZ o que no conocen el Kpop, conozcan la profundidad de Yongguk, y por ende, la de B.A.P. Se ha convertido en un deseo personal. No perdamos las esperanzas, sigamos luchando juntos.

[@mialm8181]

+Milca Rodriguez Un proyecto para lograrlo decías en tu comentario: #AlwaysWithYongguk #Yongguk444MV Yo no tengo facebook, ni Twitter, pero quien lo tenga, si ponemos estos hastags, tal vez la gente vaya a ver que eso de "444MV" no se me ocurre otra frase ahora mismo.

[@milcarodriguez4992]

opino exactamente igual que vos, yo tenia una cuenta en instagram dedicada a las frases de Yongguk pero esta inactiva porque me quede sin celu y sin compu, ahora tengo una netbook de mi papa pero es muy lenta, Las visitas suben todos los dias pero muy lento... es una lastima. Si te creas una cuenta seria mas facil ya que podriamos organizar algo con las Bangster o un proyecto pero creo que seria mas conveniente luego de que terminen promociones B.A.P ya que muchas Babyz estan organizando muchos proyectos para ayudar a dar a conocer el album que Yongguk creó. yo reproduzco todo a la vez pero mejor si lo hacemos cuando terminen las promociones, siento que ahora no se van a unir porque estan reproduciendo los teaser, ademas de que los proyectos tienen premios asi que las Babyz estan dedicando mas tiempo a esos proyectos, ojala el album sea un exito :) esta es mi cuenta en IG: milca0192 ahi subo frases de Yongguk si te creas una cuenta pasala porfa :)

[@Natsukashi7]

Low key wanted to tear up because I miss his voice. TSent better get things straight because I want my boys back. #BAPfighting

[@lnhr908]

Gina D low key?

[@angeltombeng4250]

Cmon Bap I miss u ...I WANT MY DAEHYUN BACK

[@Cheekyampire18FrauHansen]

nah.. i dont know... now i would prefer him like a solo artist tho... this is amazing i mean.. this track ♥ it is like we take a look in his soul and i like that.. its touching my heart and.. i want to hug him and cry and say :" I'm here for you, always here to support you, dont be sad". Holy Fuc*!

[@123123xxangelxx]

Gina D I wish another company that's more fair and trustworthy would take them. I miss B.A.P.

[@az012338]

DeYa Jung Me too. I think they can go under Tablo's new label. Tablo said he would take in different type of style of music, so B.A.P. would be better under them. #JUSTICEFORBAP #BAPfighting

[@pariswow2131]

it's been 3 years and I still listening to BYG songs- well people should sleep on bed not to BYG talent. stan talent stan BYG, stan BYG stan KING

[@rachellyndsey7040]

Love the lyrics, loved his last reassurance at the end! Everything's going to be alright! Of course it is, the ones that love your music are going to stand behind you and support you and BAP no matter what! Wishing you and the boys the best of luck!

[@Havinellaaa]

Where can I find the english sub? Please help me!!!

[@rachellyndsey7040]

Sorry I don't know, I just had my boyfriend translate it to me. I'm sure one of the bap subbers will get to it.

[@Havinellaaa]

Russian BABYz omg thank you so mutchh!!!! Those lyrics are deeep!!!

[@Havinellaaa]

Just want to give a BIG FUCK to TSEnternainment! I hope you all suffer a painfull death!!! Making 6 peoples lifes miserable just because of money!! Thats just cruel and inhumane!!!

[@ordinaryzz3319]

Yes fuck ts

[@shannontsl]

If this is the real Bang Yong Guk then omg I love him even more now.

[@shafiqahshamshul3363]

shanomnomnom yes~ this is the real yongguk :)

[@hannahshennawi180]

Ikr I miss all of Bap too

[@user-le4qo4nn1c]

How to even hold my tears when listening to this while reading the lyrics? I-I don't know.... All I know is as a loyal baby, I would not leave the precious man... I do respect him.

[@marieizhang]

He changed his YT Channel name for Baag ! For those who don't know, he has a pseudonym as a composer "Andrew Baag", he produced VIXX's Love me Do (:

[@justastan5240]

Idk but I've always attached Bang Yongguk to the word "respect"

[@mialm8181]

Youngjae is Daehyun's Princess Go to 1M, please! 1Million of views

[@justastan5240]

Um sorry what do you mean?

[@mialm8181]

Youngjae is Daehyun's Princess 1 Million of views

[@dylanwest723]

his solo stuff is fucking amazing

[@mialm8181]

Go to 1M please!!

[@dimiiuiu3547]

bANG Yongguk is actually the best singer and rapper ive ever heard

[@Feelkkari]

The devastating news about Jonghyun could have easily been our fandom as well. Please take the time to show Shawols some support as well as let our boys know how much we love them and are there for them.

[@SUJUBTSWannaExoGOTIkonNCTVixxS]

I dread everyday that this I could lose another Idol I adore. Thanks for this comment.

[@marinvenet0]

I’m literally in tears it’s been hard after he left and it’s not the same and I stumbled into this mv once again and I just want to thank you all Baby’s who show support to all of us

[@adistoriya]

Your fans hold your two hands.. always.

[@ilhamilham4219]

Always

[@mialm8181]

raindrmax Go to 1M, please!

[@yoodoyoo]

symbolism my dear young friends that dont understand why you only see his silhouette. the word of the day is SYMBOLISM

[@ksanadsw]

This.

[@pinknymphet]

i just love this song so much. yes, the meaning is very poignant and the subject matter is quite upsetting but when you can relate to it, it means so, so much and hits home much harder. this song means so much to me. yongguk means so much to me. i think it's a very beautiful thing when you're reminded that even idols, celebrities, these people we hold to such high esteem are still people like us; their struggles are the same, their emotions are the same, we are all still the same. yongguk is an artist, nothing less, and his mind is so beautiful. the lyrics of yamazaki actually reflect the lyrics of this song but in a more 'devil-may-care' way, like he's finally learned to deal with how he's feeling and overcome them, and can now even mock them, in a way. but he never forgets where he came from, and i love that so much. i'm so glad to see him grow as an artist, as a musician, as a performer, as a person. i have nothing but respect for him and will be listening to his music for a loooong time.

[@Feelkkari]

This song made me appreciate Bang Yongguk's talent in a way I never could with BAP. Not that BAP's songs are bad (obviously I love them) but they had to be radio/crowd friendly. Everyone in BAP is INSANELY talented but we'll never see their full potential because of it. And it's not just TS Ent doing it - Minzy left 2NE1 because she was a friggen genius at dancing/singing but they would rather concentrate on giving CL a single than a chance for her to show off all her skills because she wasn't marketable. Like Yongguk mentioned in the song, the adults tossed his lyrics aside like trash because it's not good for profit. He tried to grow with BADMAN but because the reception wasn't good, TS Ent made BAP do a more mainstream friendly song like 1004. I liked 1004 but it definitely did not feel like BAP's heart was in it, like they were doing it just for success and money. On top of that, this song showed how much Yongguk, the person who can't stand injustice, held his feelings in for the sake of his BAP members. In Asian culture, the number 4 is considered VERY unlucky and means "death" so it drives even deeper his depression and self loathing and anger. But even at the very end, he thinks of his fans and tries to assure them that everything will be ok. He won't kill himself if only for the sake of everyone else. I can't help but be worried that Yongguk returned to TS Ent for the sake of BAP. He was never one for fame and he probably would be fine going back to being an underground rapper but he knew his dongsaengs would be devastated. He knows just how loyal they are to him and he couldn't sacrifice their dreams for his sake. All I can say is, if TS Ent screws with BAP again, the fury they saw from BABYZ during the lawsuit will be nothing compared to what they'll see from us this time around.

[@VengefulHanyou]

+kagnomi Thank you so much for this text. ♡ It made me cry like a baby but you put such perfect words for the whole situation. #ForeverwithBAP

[@JannaBanana]

Hi. I've been out of the loop for about 2 years. Care to explain what happened with B.A.P and their company? Bang Yong Guk is one of my two very favourite korean artists (the other one being Zion. T) and this song made me realize he just wants to do his thing, his music, and will most likely end up doing so. And I'll be happy for him. He's a great person. Most people tend to forget idols are adults too and have their own tastes. But this is industry managed so... yeah. It's work for him and a way to keep making music so he keeps on going. But I see how frustrated he is. If only they would let him create more... man, the albums would go from amazing to fucking legend. Ah~

[@sexxygummybearr]

+Jannathejoker basically, TS ent. worked b.a.p too hard and didn't give them enough room to express themselves as artists. they rejected songs yongguk wrote bc they deemed it too dark and not as profitable as pop songs. they also forced b.a.p to do several comebacks each year, didn't take into consideration their music styles, gave each member only about $16,000 for 3 years that they were idols, and disrespected the parents after an attempt for an intervention/negotiation. officially, they were sued for slave contracts and unfair profit distribution. this happened in November 2014 I believe. in August 2015, b.a.p and TS came to an agreement/compromise and dropped the lawsuit, continuing with the contract on the condition that they're treated better and that the members are allowed a larger role in the production/composition of the music they put out. let's just hope that TS is following through with their end of the deal after dragging b.a.p to hell and back with the unfair treatment and legal battle.

[@ReilaAyami]

Personally, if I were them, I will go into independent label and work things out from there, since they have great supporters from BABYZ, example Jay Park (ex. 2PM). Furthermore they can be more successful than now, just need you all to support or why not Yongguk do it as the "side project" instead. Post it in KZbin or Ipod music and see how much download or see he could get. And if still the company choose to be arrogant about the statics, then that when the BABYZ can voice out. I do not know much about Kpop thing and the process, so I not sure what will the effect. I am more into Jrock so I know the struggle they first started, bitter sweet success, many of these successful band started from independent label. Its take alot of hard work and dedication which BAP already has it. Leap the faith and I believe they will success. I have see it before and I dare to comment it.

[@MidnightElf123]

dang I agree with you wholeheartedly. I don't even know what to say

[@bells5533]

It breaks my heart to learn he's been suffering from panic disorder. I know that everything that he does puts pressure on himself, but I didn't realize how much pressure and stress. It must be scary having panic attacks, not knowing what's going on all of a sudden. Bang Yongguk is my role model. I almost started crying when I heard the news. I'm not upset that he won't be promoting. I'm RELIEVED he won't be promoting. He will get the proper treatment he needs, and not have to worry about practicing or not getting the sleep he needs. Bang Yongguk gives me hope in humanity, and because of his personality and mindset, it's been passed onto B.A.B.Ys which gives me an even greater hope in humanity. I pray he gets better, and I want him to take all the time in the world to do so. B.A.B.Y love you Bang Yongguk. I love you Bang Yongguk. ❤️

[@mialm8181]

#AlwayswithYongguk #Yongguk444MV Go to 1M !!!!

[@mejibrayfuuto9667]

Bella DiPuccio it is really scary to have panic attacks, I know exactly how Yongguk feels

[@bells5533]

Mejibray Fuuto I'm sorry *hugs*

[@mialm8181]

Bella DiPuccio Go to 1M, please!

[@mokalee8636]

The profound deepness in this song got tearing up like I’m not gonna play around with this song and make a funny comment cuz you just really cant with this song but damn man like shit this is so real on so many levels

[@studytoreachsuccess]

Yes, exactly!!!

[@shootingstarrr781]

We hit 1M yahhhhooooooo congratulations to BYG I'm sooooo haaappppy for him 😭😭💔 this song means a lot to me ♥️♥️ .. I wish he will read our comments and smile .. I feel sooo proud and happy and I Can Not Describe mY feelings 😭

[@hanhorror]

The lyrics to this... damn. "The assholes who ruined this are living with their bellies full" So heartfelt. Does this video mean he's on a new label though?

[@MilieLitre]

I don't think so, he just made everything by himself, like indie and underground artists do.

[@lymli]

hanhorror no sounds he's at new label but sounds B.A.P broke up :(

[@jasminekau3948]

lYmli lYmli i think B.A.P is under a new label but they didn't break up. ^^ if you look in fansites you'll see they're still together :)

[@lymli]

Absolute6 if they're in a new label, they won't be anymore b.a.p, ts is the one with the copyright? wtvr, is the only kpop band I care and love

[@xMORGANisAkittyx]

lYmli lYmli No, chances are they will keep their name. The same thing happened with Block B and they are still Block B, right?:^) I'm sure they'll keep their names. As a group, they aren't going anywhere.

[@assamitia]

I want say "thank you" for this song. I know this feeling, when you cannot sleep at almost 5 in the morning, and thinkingthinkingthinkingthinkingthinking. And this thoughts not always good. When you think about ppl around you, about your live and yourself. Like you cannot breathe... Alot of my friend cryed after your song. Because is real. You make real music with real lyrics. That's what we really love. I'm with you. We're with you. Not only in Korea, remember this. Please, stay with us, don't close your heart, make good music, real lyrics about your feelings. Your music can change someones life, gave power or hope. Just do your things. Everything gonna be alright. We promise.

[@JustLoveMusic-1004]

I agree! Fighting!

[@nabanitaghosh6638]

After Jonghyun oppa I am feeling Yongguk oppa's song the most. This song does a bang right in the heart.

[@altrsushi166]

huh like i come here daily when i feel down and when my depression or anxiety hits me and i just cry to this and remember how strong this beautiful human being is so that's how he inspires me and motivates me to stay strong and do better and i just love him so much...

[@miin__99]

Why are tears running down my face...? Even though he doesn't need the pity, our hands will always be open for him.For our Bbang

[@eden_v3133]

well said!

[@mialm8181]

Go to 1M please!!

[@kuby4winner327]

Inner Circle is here to support. The lyrics made my cry. " My Fans hold my two hands and hold me, so I won't fall" Yongguk is an true artist. With this video we all could just focus on his music and his lyrics. I'll be here and wait. Like you said : ' Everything's gonna be alright '

[@anhthuvu96]

After read your comment with the part of lyric, I can't stop loving him.

[@shafiqahshamshul3363]

SJ Kay thanks cause support bap

[@LoLoToTo920]

InnerCircle right here too ! Supporting all the way (:

[@umiprea]

I hope when HIGH GROUND comes full circle, they'll have BAP! Juseyo!

[@kuby4winner327]

Spread the YongGuk love everyone 👍😊

[@lolabin1346]

Oppa I'm really depressed and I really want to die but these words you wrote is helping me to stay strong thank you 💔 i wish you are okay these days

[@FaraHyda]

to a person that I always looks up to, Bang Yongguk.. I always feel depress, I try so hard not to show it to people around me, doesn't matter people I know in real life or online.. I always seen as someone who have a good life since I always laugh and seems like someone with no worries where in reality I hide it deep in my heart. whenever I listen to this song, I burst into tears. living with mom, my dad ignored us for almost 10 years. now that I've start working, every responsible has passed to my shoulder. my brothers doesn't seems to care, I basically pay everything for my house. work life isn't any better, hypocritical, office politics, backstabber, selfish person are everywhere. there's one time I feel like giving up, but I know I can't, I still have to look after my mom. I still have dream to catch on. this song is almost the same as what I've always wanted to say but I just couldn't utter it to anyone. I'm not someone who's good with words, I barely speak up my thought because I know no one ever care to listen. the pain in my heart can never be shared with anyone, because the wound is too deep, even it looks like it hasrecovered there's the inner wound still there.. However Yongguk, your music always give me hope, a hope that one day, just one fine day everything will turns up to be fine. I don't want to give up before that, and I hope you don't too.

[@1Mehtap1]

+Fara Hyda I'm glad that you won't give up. Your dreams and goals are worth fighting for even if you have to do everything on your own.

[@kirsty6696]

💔 I hope you find even more strength

[@FaraHyda]

+1Mehtap1 yeah, I'm stubborn I basically force myself to keep trying.. thank you tho, for your kind words :)

[@FaraHyda]

+Belle Fleur thank you for your kind word. I will, for the sake of my mom and my future, I will.

[@kirsty6696]

👍💪

[@strawberrykiss2951]

I cried. I really miss bap.. miss dae dae eat. Byg low note. Zelo dancing. Himchan fab. Youngjae smile. Jong up dork. :( still waiting!!! Hwaiting oppa.. everything will be alright.

[@fufu-jh]

Me too I cried............ i miss them so much - i miss his voice ( i love his voice) ................... It's INSANE

[@monamounani8494]

Me too

[@4444sari]

Me too T-T, I miss Yongguk wide smile and HyunJae moment

[@strawberrykiss2951]

awww.. Everytime I play this song It always like a knife making my heart bleed. Am i still normal :( I really felt the sadness and pain of yongguk here. Can I ask an update on their lawsuit? I really want them to join bighit entertainment because right now I think that BTS company is the best company now. hehehe.

[@strawberrykiss2951]

I can feel the weight of his sadness through this song. Like when BI rap climax. WEW.. I can fee; th weigh he's carrying right now. He felt the he is responsible for his dongsaengs.. awww I really hope they comeback.. still crying.

[@leticiaramos4227]

I can't believe people still sleeping on this masterpiece. Bang Yongguk deserves the whole world even we know he already has it. Everything is gonna be alright, babe we'll always hold your two hands and embrace your unique soul.

[@therandomentertainisi8581]

Who still crys while listening to this song because you can understand this pain he feels and reflect yourself in his song ? Only me ? Am I the only one who finds herself and feels the same way ? Okay. Good to know it. Edit: ı will always support and love you. I'm very thankful to know you and I hope you will find you're happiness. I wish only a bright future for you and only happy memories for you. You're always loved remember that I know how depression is and most people feel totally lost, alone when the darkness catches them but you're not alone you have us even you have me. I feel you're pain through this music and know that I'm always by your side. Not only because I'm a baby it's because of I know what you're going through. I think it should be a come in thing to help always the people around you who needs it. Who feels the same way ?

[@rbray4832]

Me,when i heard this song,i really want to burn TS

[@therandomentertainisi8581]

@@rbray4832 i still wanna kick their butt to be honest and shit in front of their entertainment seriously how could they do this to him ? To them ??? I feel so sorry for all of them. I feel also so bad for not being able to see them as a group even once in my life before because I found them to late. I never knew that last year would be their last. The moment I found it out I was crushed I felt so bad to not be able to see them to tell all of them it's okay we always are here for you no matter what you all gonna do. I hope I see them at least once in their solo concert. I want to tell them so much. To tell him so much. I want to day thank you and all of this hopefully I can do it one day. How about you ?

[@ckyrajbanks]

As a loyal BABY please I beg all of you, please , this video deserves more views so please DO NOT REUPLOAD.

[@titaniaGIGANTE]

I just found out that Bang Yong Guk is longtime underground rapper Jepp Blackman...I mean, I NEVER listened to BAP not once but I've followed Jepp since I was a teenager...I'm surprised by how young he is now. Guess I have to catch myself up on BAP now...

[@Shahira-wg9jn]

+titania GIGANTE info for you - Bap will make a comeback on 16 November 2015 and their showcase on 15 November 2015 :) Yongguk instagram is- Bangstergram

[@Choufleurderose]

This post is old now. But have you listened to B.A.P's songs ? Did you like them ?

[@hoisang]

THIS is reason enough why you never should stop writing. You are amazing, Bang Yong Guk.

[@neenu157]

It's 4:30am now. Gonna watch it the MV exactly at 4:44 *fighting BAP*

[@neenu157]

Neenu Vinod No i can't wait

[@Proffessor5394]

Have no idea what he is rapping about but i feel like crying

[@otakupanda358]

Proffessor5394 The lyrics have a very deep meaning they made me cry. baptrans.tumblr.com/post/115418938540/lyrics-bang-yongguk-am-4-44

[@eliselisemusics]

Proffessor5394 Go to read lyrics, it's the more important here :S

[@Ana-wy3ku]

If this song is a human, I want to hug him so tight. Because damn, I want to cry after listening him.

[@stardustgirl323]

Bang Yongguk, is a person that overcame too much in life. He came by many obstacles and still he struggle for finding what he seeks, his dreams, this man deserves the world, because of his passion which is fire flaring from his eyes, his dedication that is interpreted through every blood sweat and tear he shed and still shedding on his march for the glory and triumph. 👑💎 👑💎 👑💎 👑💎 Dear Yongguk Oppa, What's written above as a preamble is true, pouring out of my soul and everyone else's, it witnesses as well all the pain you had to endure for us, we are always so grateful for all your efforts, this letter is to appreciate your efforts. In this world one is always endangered with hate and suffering, nothing comes by easily, and you are well comprehensive regarding this fact. You represent such a great inspiration to all of us your fans, your soul is a very beautiful one, to us you are beyond that handsome man, you are that very good friend and brother. Leader-nim, you are the best when it comes to leadership. Your art is a very reassuring and awakening art to us, your words are wings by which we can fly high, and reach our skies. We all cannot forget how much you care about us all, you are a very precious person, a golden crown ornamented with good manners as diamonds, rubies, sapphires and emeralds. Leader-nim, WE LOVE YOU, AND THANK YOU FOR ALL!! Your loyal fan, With love.

[@user-nw8qr8tf9i]

Beautifully said!

[@lanyloveJJ]

what he means by "To my grandfather’s arms I will go back"... The lyrics are so deep..

[@laibakay]

LanyJ He was very close to his grandparents, and they've passed away a long time ago. I think it means that he wants to go back to him so he can feel protected.

[@kpopkolorado2925]

it reads like a suicide note to me. the level of depression and despair in the lyrics is really surprising.

[@lanyloveJJ]

yes.. I got goosebumps while read it. However I trust him and I believe he will not do that stupid thing.

[@wowmiauu]

I want to wrap a blanket around him and hug him really tight, but gentle at the same time

[@mialm8181]

You are wonderful!

[@caitlinb35]

Here after news of Yongguk not renewing with TS, and I can say I am so happy he finally fucking did it. I will be waiting for ot6 to be reunited once again on the side of freedom.

[@MsFatimaB88]

Honest music♥️ helps and inspires others. Thank you BYG for being inspirational.

[@babziool5321]

Ami B cringe

[@nexdance]

Kapsel69 can you stop please

[@galaxyheaven]

_When you’re feeling the loneliest and having a hard time from this world_ _I will pat your shoulder you can lean into me then_ _However, whenever I am having a hard time so that you won’t even be interested_ _Get far away from me, all the words of comfort is meaningless_ _Why?_ _The meaning of ‘hurt’ to me, no way only to the people full of lies_ _Everynight I suffer through nightmares, leave me alone_ _i’m just doin ma things_

[@kpopspace9849]

+galaxy heaven This lyrics omg So perfect !

[@galaxyheaven]

Kpop Space Mr.Bang is perfect!

[@VictoriaBajorek]

those were the lyrics that hit me hard the most

[@TheLili1998]

Am I the only one thinking Rap Monster and Bang Yongguk should make a song together?? That's real talent right there with enough sincerity and emotions to make you tear up. Wow... How much I missed his voice. I miss B.A.P... :/ I'm an exo fan supporting you all b.a.p fans! stay strong! ♡

[@seoulmoonchild3288]

ABSOLUTELY Agree with the collaboration between Bang Yongguk and Rap Monster omg! thanks for supporting BAP, fellow EXO-L XD i'm an EXO-L too and i'm just happy seeing EXO-L's supporting other group. P.S : i would love collab between Rap Monster and BYG yet my biggest wishes is that BAP and BTS under the same company! XD

[@TheLili1998]

Tokyo Ghoul259 I know right? Usually all you hear about Exo-L's is bad stuff about sasaengs and fans disrespecting other groups or having fan wars, so it's nice to see the other side of us actually supporting other groups and other fandoms and helping out. ^-^ Literally, it's my dream to see them both work together, it'd be the most perfect thing ever. They'd probably rank first in all charts and sell out all their albums because of how good and amazing it would be! Let's hope! ;u;

[@seoulmoonchild3288]

Dalia J yeah i know right TT~TT it's kind of sad seeing fellow other EXO-L disrespecting other group but in the same time i'm happy when there's a supporting EXO-L who's respect other group. music might be have difference genre and all, yet it's still a music and we have to respect music in all kind of genre. either its KPOP or American Music, it's still a music. music is our escape from cruel world not battle.how we supposed to escape from cruel world if even in music's world also has a battle? (lol sorry for my bad english anyway) omg XD if BTS X BAP's collaboration happened, i swear i'm gonna died! XD please come to my funeral later if that happened, okay? XD

[@yehete]

NOPE, You aren't the only one! I would love to see those two collab one day!

[@ObeyKhadija]

they "kind" of have a song together just look up Yong Guk, Zelo & Rap monster, Suga & Jenissi, Kidoh & 4MC - Champion, Show Champion

[@meibi6241]

Anyone who suffer or have suffered from depression can understand how deep his lyrics are.

[@teresamarcella9871]

Why not many see and realize how talent is yongguk. :( Yongguk pls show up more ♡

[@xiumilk]

I love the lyrics to this so, so, so much. He's basically throwing it out there that he wants more than what TS was giving, he wants to make music that is his own; and his own music is something from the heart that has meaning. But B.A.P has always been very honest, especially with First Sensibility and them announcing that it was made because they needed to target a larger audience. However, I see, and I'm sure many others can tell as well, that BYG has bigger concerns that that of fame. He has empathy towards the world and seeks change. When so many famous people do good deeds, they make it charity, but BYG has this intangible way of standing side by side with those in need rather than just dropping in and saying "I'm famous so hi, have I changed your world yet?". He wants to disregard those that sit with "fat bellies", a symbol usually used for the greed for money and prosperity, and tell the world what he wants them to hear rather than the idiocy that people call "writing" these days, writing that has no meaning nor purpose, writing with empty words. After researching about the mention to his grandfather, the song just became that much more personal. BYG is one of those world changers that dig beneath your skin, telling you straight up what he wants you to know. He puts in his personal experiences because, as many know, that is sometimes the only way to get people to connect. I've read that the watch at the beginning is his grandfather's and it just ties everything into such a impactfully depressive circle. I also am obsessed with the music video and the instrumental. Yes, repetitive. Yes, minimalistic. Yes, non-traditional within the k-pop grounds. But it just shows so much; there is so much to be interpreted. Perhaps he feels his true self is hidden in the lights of fame, where he can not write lyrics based on his heart and talent. And the flashes of light in the darkness showing the actual BYG could be showing that we can only see glimpses of him through the darkness, the shrouded lies of media. The record shaped as a heart could symbolize his passion for music, something he holds on to. Not to mention the eerie piano that just makes me shiver. All in all, the music video combined with the music and BYG's voice, it has a powerful impact. Even without knowing the translation, it's so obvious he is rapping about something he is passionate about. It's even more obvious that it is a serious and unrelentingly heart-wrenching topic to him. I can't imagine the music we would be listening to if he had complete freedom with writing. He could be, he is, changing the world, impacting it even more that he already has. Honestly, I want to just pick at every detail as an aspiring English major but I feel like this is long enough. ;;

[@chigujeongbok]

Thank you! That was a brilliant interpretation of it. Very deep.. just like our Gukkie :)

[@LuminousLilith]

Finally, I have the courage to post for this work of art...Yes I looked up the English translation after seeing the video. My heart broke into tons of new ways. His voice is so raw I knew the song was deep before reading the translation. Bang Yongguk is, has always been the real deal indisputably a legit lyricist/Rapper. Try and challenge that and you are a buffoon lacking reason. This song is very much who he really is. Deep, emotional, raw, open, utterly devastating yet totally empowering and uplifting. They took control and power from him yet he is saying F**K you I am taking it all back! (sorry) I said it before will say it over and over again, he is a quiet man but when he graces us with a little glimpse into his soul it is Mind Blowing. Some people may not grasp it but that's the beauty of it. He talks about what he's lost but also that there is beauty in tragedy because he will get back on track to where he needs to be, to be alright. From the ashes rises the Phoenix. I believe in Bang Yongguk, his choices and his actions. I was so angry, disgusted and so damn sad but then at the end when Bang said, "I'm just doing my thing...everything's going to be alright I exhaled. It is like I released all of those negative painful feelings and just like that I felt better. I have been going through difficult times but slowly things are changing and I understand Bang's feeling a little. This song is precious oxygen and I think Bang needed to release this not only for himself but for us Babyz and fans too. They, B.A.P, have had to walk a very fine line. There is a fine line between love and hate. What price are you willing to pay to make it? In the end, is it really worth it? Bang, my Heart felt Thanks. Oppa I always said you have a light so bright, so intense, you can, scratch that, you WILL Light the dark universe. You already took the first step when you were born. Your heart is too precious, your soul too crucial to be lost. Oh the tears but of relief because I know without a doubt my Bang, our Bang is still here fighting not only for himself but for Kim Himchan, Jung Daehyun, Yoo Joungjae, Moon Jongup and Choi Junhong. Ottoke I Love them so much everything that happens to them I feel it is happening to someone I know personally, closely. And P.s B.A.P is IRREPLACEABLE! Groups may come and go, may have wins it doesn't matter to me. B.A.P is B.A.P and no one is going to change that. They were the ones who brought a certain unduplicated style and it started to take flight again after it was absent from "kpop" scene. I say this to the haterz spreading a lot of bull. To all of my Babyz out there, I humbly bow down to you all for not letting B.A.P burn out from here, articles, and websites!

[@JustLoveMusic-1004]

OMO i'm crying! I relate sooo much! Babyz are beautiful souls just like our precious B.A.P.! Hang in there BABYZ and B.A.P we will become stronger by overcoming this bump! Smile B.A.P. and Babyz, a better future will come to us! I believe it!

[@LuminousLilith]

Just Love Music! Babyz hug* I am with you all the way hun! I know it is coming. I can feel it down to my bones.

[@rairasa9305]

***** im dying

[@LuminousLilith]

Yumira Sakira Oh don't say that. =( We have each other to help us get through it. I have faith that in the end B.A.P will prevail. We have to be strong and keep positive even though it is easier said than done. I know this all too well. (Baby huge warm hug)

[@rairasa9305]

***** *babys hug* thank u! let's pray for bap..tomorrow is the day.. :')

[@predatorkitten]

This is real music here, y'all. The outpouring of real, raw emotion and experiences is the most powerful thing. I feel his soul in these tracks and it pulls on the aspects of myself that can relate. Shoutout to you, my dude. We love you. We appreciate you. We. See. You. Just doing your thing. . . And I am 100% here for calling out those who contributed to the struggle. I am so glad all of you got out. So so glad.

[@user-oi3xl8gw7v]

I'm streaming this because the people need to be saved by this song

[@eatyourkimchi]

Always loved Bang Youngguk's gorgeous deep voice. Looking forward to more solo stuff!

[@krishmabuwakul2088]

Okay, I just love how you can tell which one of you is commenting just based off of what you said in the comment. Call me obsessed with your videos if you must, but it makes me giggle.

[@907570714]

It would be great if a TL;DR was done based on these lyrics! There's a lot of things that Yongguk expresses and I'm sure the both of you know all too well of the way K-pop stars are "manufactured". It would be nice to know how you both think of the lyrics. :)

[@Kamitube]

Bang Yong Guk is pouring his heart out in such an emotional track and all you can come up with is how you love his gorgeous voice?? Wow. Guess you didn't even bother to check the lyrics. Let alone the correct spelling of his name. A shame this is one of the top comments.

[@sexyangel072]

@Elina Please get over yourself. Only you would turn a nice comment to something hateful. I'm sorry, but just because they commented on something they love doesn't mean they have to comment on everything. If you don't like it move on

[@krishmabuwakul2088]

Elina88x Also pointing out that they _live_ in korea, so they _know_ korean so they don't really have to check the lyrics because they understand them, which gives them full freedom to say whatever they want!

[@SHINeeSahra]

Came here after hearing that he got panic disorder and now I'm bawling my eyes out. I just want to say to all of you who are reading this, please show your support to B.A.P. We have to make them win for this comeback, for Yongguk's sake. He worked so hard that it led him to this condition. I want to show him how thankful I am to him, for bringing me up during my hard times. And I want me and us to be there for him now. They need us all together, Please support B.A.P fellow Babyz. They need us. Instead of tagging him/B.A.P in sad stuff, lets be positive and support them.Yongguk would want us to be there for the rest of B.A.P, since he can't be there for them during this promotion. He is truly the best leader and I don't care what others say. He is the best leader and role model! #GetwellsoonYongguk

[@melisunjoo]

I am back! After learning that this is in your first album, I had to come back here. There was no other option

[@lanebo8276]

BYG never disappoints honestly, but some of these lyrics are pretty dark. I hope he's doing alright, mentally, because I know the lawsuit must be hard on him and the boys. I just hope they know that the fans will always stick by them, no matter what they chose to do after this shit is over.

[@shafiqahshamshul3363]

Jay Torres i always be with them

[@Smiles1471]

Yeah the lyrics are dark - Yongguk has really been suffering. It's hard to hear, but still I am grateful he is sharing such beautiful & deep emotions....it takes a strong person to do that

[@Bl00DCrystal333]

He has an outlet and, it is his music. There is a lot, of what people don't understand, goes on behind the smiles and the mask, he refers to, is the smile. They must all share the weight, of having to please every one, fans, managers, parents. the lyrics, are a cry for help. I hope people understand, this is the only way he can share how he feels. I hope he takes the love from his fans, all their fans. I hope we all can show them, we care for them as a human being, not just a product of a industry, which does not let them have the freedom, of life. Health, happiness, and family is what they need, to heal. A taste of being free, to express themselves, how they want. I wish nothing but, happiness, and love for all these men of B.A.P. Please show support, by letting them breath, and take a breath of fresh air, seems like he is suffocating, underneath the weight of it all. Just my opinion. You are correct, we must stick by their side.

[@bluebrightstar1117]

after i saw the eng sub i cried , Bang Yong Guk is really great & i can't help but love him this is my favorite song now

[@shafiqahshamshul3363]

kawaii taemin lets always support him together :') i want to promote this song more!!!

[@calleyneef456]

kawaii taemin I cried to