[Hook] It's cold in my heart Like a fool in December I'm forcing a smile Everything's just fine And I I remember It wasn't always like this I wasn't always like... I wasn't always like...this [Verse One] It didn't start on the day of diagnosis It started when the pain inside you got noticed You struggled alone for so many years Fightin' for acknowledgement from every one of your peers But you were brushed aside, crushed to find They didn't care You wrestle with somethin' they don't know is there And every nightmare seems like it's right there In front of you You try to ignore it like you always do But it's been gettin' much harder Your days gettin' darker You try to look ahead But the light just moves farther If only someone knew What it's like to be you Your life might improve But it's not like they do The illness isn't always apparent Sometimes it's unseen Invisible assailants Takin' peices of me Suddenly, there will be nothin' left You nearly suffocate every time You try to take a breath [Hook] It's cold in my heart Like a fool in December I'm forcing a smile Everything's just fine And I I remember It wasn't always like this I wasn't always like... I wasn't always like...this [Verse Two] Have you ever felt scared of your own mind? Have you ever felt different from your own kind? Have you ever felt lost in depths of darkness Can't find the light, because you lost it This is for every kid in the back of the classroom Sittin' alone for shit your ass can't fathom Go ahead, ask 'em, "What's so tough?" And they'll look at you and say "My best is never enough..." You see, we try so hard Pushin' through cuts from the garbage We try to take shelter in same place as artists But where ever art is, it oughta be guarded 'Cause every day it's suffering from cuts From the garbage That rules the nation Every day we go to bed feelin' used and vacant 'Cause the truth is takin' Way too damn long to hit the minds of those who can change it Can't get help, they say we're fakin' [Hook] It's cold in my heart Like a fool in December I'm forcing a smile Everything's just fine And I I remember It wasn't always like this I wasn't always like... I wasn't always like...this
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Bars were written! 😄
@ErikCopperMusic2 жыл бұрын
@@BeatsWithHooks Thank you! And I just realized how rude it was to just drop lyrics and dip lmao this beat is great! I purchased a lease for it yesterday. :)
@charitynewman81912 жыл бұрын
Hey did you already make a song with these I would love to use them
@SteveoSheppard77 Жыл бұрын
Hate to do other peoples lyrics but i love this can i use it please
@roynewman3430 Жыл бұрын
Fire bro
@pureverb2 жыл бұрын
This is literally amazing. I love the hook and vocals, the beat is incredible OG. I’ll be buying this
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Thanks a lot Pure. Love to hear it 🙏🏽
@Semperfi17222 жыл бұрын
Absolutely amazing beat
@Semperfi17222 жыл бұрын
So how much would a beat like this go for ..
@Cixqo2 жыл бұрын
I love it
@shizok80642 жыл бұрын
FREEK is the freaking best out. live love peace. another banger. u r beyond human!!! good work
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Too kind, too kind...🙏🏼
@danielnolte12602 жыл бұрын
This is just amazing I need this bad!!
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Haha thanks Daniel
@danielnolte12602 жыл бұрын
@@BeatsWithHooks na thank you I needed this I'm puttin somethin with it rn
@waxgotthembeats2 жыл бұрын
Amazing work
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Tnx Wax
@KhanRaps2 жыл бұрын
Amazing... I'll use this... You're an amazing producer
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
You can get it @ freekvanworkum.net
@tellaoluwatobaibrahim2 жыл бұрын
🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽 yes sir
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
🙏🏽
@miebeats40572 жыл бұрын
Hi, I totally love what you're doing here man. This here is hard 🔥🔥🔥 Keep doin' what you do.
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Thanks Mie, I appreciate it a lot
@sarawinta8 ай бұрын
Bloody f ing hell this is amazing best yet I think
@BeatsWithHooks8 ай бұрын
Thanks Sara :)
@mohdhamirulbujang2 жыл бұрын
Nice beat brother 🔥🔥🔥🔥
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Preciate it bro
@VisionTheLyricalOne2 жыл бұрын
Bro this is amazing! Like really good!🔥💯❤️🔥
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Ha, glad to hear you like it Frano
@dice63382 жыл бұрын
This is haaaaaard!!!!
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
🙏🏽🙏🏽
@sylvesterpereira82122 жыл бұрын
Ayooo.....Nice 😎💯🔥 the hook sounds like a cameo for a character in a Batman movie or like an end credit scene . lovely Freak dope mahnn
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Haha it has a bit of a mystique character for sure. Thank you Syl, once again ✌🏽🙏🏽
@beaudizzle2 жыл бұрын
Sheesh. Wow.
@glockxbeats77412 жыл бұрын
💯💯💯💯💯
@apparentlylivin2 жыл бұрын
Been waiting for this and you didn't disappoint. Thank you
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Youre most welcome! Thank you for being here 🙏🏽🖤
@RileyXmusic2 жыл бұрын
Damn man if we can take it back I still didn’t really get any riches but I def grew up in rags, I remember we used to take our clothes to the laundromat in the same garbage bags, I had to work 10 times as hard as the average person just to make it to the middle class, amazed at how many obstacles I had to get passed, but I’m glad I didn’t get caught up in the riff raff, cause I coulda ended up on a different path, I wasn’t always like this, sometimes I look back and laugh, cause I almost sold my soul but it’s still.. Cold in my heart *chorus*
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
🔥
@alexalex-pz6qz2 жыл бұрын
Bro i love your beat so much ..i am trying to learn beat making ...can you give toutrails for beginners please ??🥺🥺
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Would love to man, maybe in time....
@DoubleEntendreMusic Жыл бұрын
(Verse 1) every now and then i look back to when i had zen in the past i felt like a 10 now i feel like a five sometimes i question why i'm alive how can i thrive, were is my drive i need to switch up the gears dry up the tears cuz i struggle with my past all the drama like a cast cuz life is not a musical, it's not a blast life isn't beautiful, it's a mask i'm tired of putting on a fake smile i'm tired of feeling like life's a trial so i guess it's time for change time to rearrange the life i live cuz my energy is slipping like water through a siv (sieve) you wouldn't recognize the man i've become hollow and dark, like a cave without the sun i have to fake it so my pain doesn't come, through the cracks in my heart, nothing can fix not even glue (Verse 2) this is the life that i live, the cards that i drew i gotta pretend that i'm ace, when i'm feeling blue like the sky, cuz i, wanna feel hope, so what do i do do i stay true to the path that i'm down do i keep up pretense, and never a frown and play as the clown my emotions are a tide, i'll try not to drown like a ship going down cuz i am a king in need of a crown i'm trapped in my head, there's echos all around i'm screaming for help, but there's never a sound i feel like i'm falling and i'm nearing the ground my spirit's almost gone, like a dog in the pound i need liberation, from the situation that i'm in cuz my life feels like trash, it belongs in the bin but i will not falter, in the end i'll win and i will be happy again, wearing my skin
@wendzeg2 жыл бұрын
Could You Ever Make An Aggressive Piano Beat , I Feel It Would Bee Gold Looove Your Beats
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Ill add it to the list :) - any specific references you're thinking of?
@ryderw.72072 жыл бұрын
Exact ...
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Yessir
@thedeeprot2 жыл бұрын
👍👍👍
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Tnx Dee!
@Austinshore20052 жыл бұрын
If I use one of your beats with hooks and upload a song but it’s royalty free and I put (ft. Beats with hooks) in the title would that be okay
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Some of my beats with hooks are free for non profit use. Credit please as follows: "prod by Freek van Workum".
@PodcastShortTalks2 жыл бұрын
Manic with my thoughts while I question, who is god, Only Find myself to lose me, Then I fight for what Is lost, It's confusing what I'm losing When I'm searching for the plot If you gave me my Identity, I guess the battles lost, Who Am i the devil only tells me what I am is not Wheres the bigger picture, Can you figure cuz I pray and I'm a sinner, who am I but a beginner When my time is skipping thinner, Pick up a knife,
@wendzeg2 жыл бұрын
Pick Up A Knife & Give Up , But My Life’s A Big 1 , So I Think Imma Have To River ,, And Just Run ,
@wendzeg2 жыл бұрын
Rip Up The Pages Start A New 1 ,, Just So I Could What ,,I’m Meant To Do what-do-you-want ,, to give pain ,try-to Make Love ,, And Then Leave…Ou Boohoo ,Look-At-My-Pupils Do I Look Too-“” someone can keep going im done
@koolaid19822 жыл бұрын
😎✊🏾🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Thanks KA
@russellwillett84 Жыл бұрын
I wish I could go back to who i used to be Shit honestly I cant even remember who I used to be I've been living in a false reality Now I'm losing grip everything around me is unraveling They keep saying everything will be alright I honestly don't know how much longer I can fight These days are long and the nights are longer Is this where I really belong cause I feel like imma goner I lived life high and I lived it sober I thought I gets better but i feel the same i wish it was over.
@RobynDonLimitless2 жыл бұрын
I'm a hit with this I feel it. Producer send ur info, please
@alexalex-pz6qz2 жыл бұрын
bro which daw are u using ??
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Cubase!
@Jaddaukofficial2 жыл бұрын
Bro can I use this for non profit please? Just wrote a song to it an would love to release it
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Hey Jadda, i have many free ones but this isnt one of them. If you like you can purchase this @ freekvanworkum.net
@Jaddaukofficial2 жыл бұрын
Ok thanks bro il make the purchase 👍🏻
@TooGii7052 жыл бұрын
Forst view
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
🖤
@omosowhafaemmanuel81432 жыл бұрын
Can I use this beat for song please? I'm an Upcoming Artist from Nigeria. I so want to Vibe on it. And upload it on streaming platforms
@Nhmusicoffish2 жыл бұрын
You need to purchase a lease or else you’ll run into major problems with the beat maker if you upload it without a lease to streaming platforms
@summerking7018 Жыл бұрын
I want to buy this
@BeatsWithHooks Жыл бұрын
You can buy it here: bsta.rs/c354ee557
@cringe41372 жыл бұрын
when is the next one Bro
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Usually on Monday but lately I've been adding on Thursdays as well.
@saddoc44022 жыл бұрын
Yea, Everythings fine, guess you caught me in another lie, but I don't want you to worry to much cause I always find a way out, either with drugs to numb this pain or burial sight to burry it all away, The kid I used to be you would never even guessed I was the same person, went through so much change I forget who I used to be, Funny kid with no pain so I try to look back on where this comes from but I don't even know, woke up with a broken heart, on a lonly day, I see there's nobody I can talk to bout this pain, In the back of my head I dwell, talking to my demons trying to recover, no effect yet but I dream of the progress to some soon, I see the way I'm changing everyday, Yea, I wasn't always like this, wasn't always stuck in my head fighting wars that can't be seen on the outside
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Another one
@rickycooper30762 жыл бұрын
Man I'm gassed it's lit I'm out again second time in the county jail no bail but ehh I'm running home on release make it in the town ND then See some smoke driftin up my friend must be cooking out I can't miss a chance at a real burger after soy and under servings , say yo look who out Get an yo I'm sorry bout Nan, smile disappeared, what ya talking bout man? Take my bike , okay thanks I'll bring it back , racing home see my brothers face collapse I was only gone a month or two at the max It happened days after I went in ....thoughts fostered fillin no I can't for the first time in my life I realized that I can't save everyone ...but that doesn't mean I can't
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
niec one RIcky
@宇阳王-m9m2 жыл бұрын
Who Lyrics???
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Lyrics? Me :)
@rickisra14682 жыл бұрын
Hm
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
🤔
@jjaalien3005 Жыл бұрын
I only heard 1 beat of yours i like idk why you make so much soft sht
@BeatsWithHooks Жыл бұрын
Lots of street leaning records on here as well though, not sure how you're browsing?
@Rockwell2much2 жыл бұрын
I wasn't always a player I wasn't always a gamer I wasn't always getting played I got sick of it. I wasn't always a bad guy. I wasn't always so mad guy. I wasn't always on your team when you said you where on mine then left a knife in my back I pulled it out and gave it right back. I wasn't always winter till the year no one had my back I was sleeping in an igloo I spend hours on building trying to stay out of this icy wind it wasn't always like this. My heart feels like it's been turning pistons in my chest 💔 even thou my engine is broke at least I haven't blow my mind for all the times it's been like this I suffer by the hands of a bitch? It wasn't always like this
@iambatman2382 жыл бұрын
LEEETTTTSSS FUCKING GO. Sorry I'm late joker was threatening to blow up a hospital again
@MisterRawgers2 жыл бұрын
Who’s on the hook?
@feminazislayer2 жыл бұрын
Ummmm, it's like it's custom tailored for slayer....
@BeatsWithHooks2 жыл бұрын
Lets goooooo
@michalebasile4482 жыл бұрын
Son unos XX18LIKE.Uno de los mejoresh conciertos Mañas no 3 se l 💯💞😍