BERLIN, i love you

again, it's been a while (I'm months behind on videos eek!). I really really miss sharing and being consistent on youtube. I'm in space now where I genuinely want to create videos. I've been in a funky headspace for like 2 years now, and I'm so tired of having intentions for myself but not reaching them because I'm more comfortable just thinking about things, than doing things. And more comfortable being upset with myself. It's a sticky shame filled cycle and avoiding what I love worsens it. Thank you to those that have stuck around or sent me kind messages on Instagram. I hope to connect with you more, making art, sharing love, and overall being in line with what's true for me.

[@ANJAexists]

ahh excuse my typos: simpy=simply, giffy = goofy. Did I miss any other ones?

[@r.g.36]

I actually thought simpy wasn't a typo, not gonna lie I got confused too😅🥴😂

[@necrowolf1810]

Not gonna lie feeling a little simpy right now

[@safe-keeper1042]

Nah, sister, I like giffy energy. Let's go with giffy energy.

[@ressespieces8551]

I started watching when you were painting your bedroom wall.....now you are traveling the world...I am so proud just please be safe!!!❤️

[@safe-keeper1042]

Saame! I think my first Anja video was one of the murals, too! Then I just stuck around. I'm glad I did. Dunno if I'm 100% the target audience, cause I end up not watching all of them, but I love her energy and personality, and the editing and vibes of the videos in general.

[@checkpoint-charly2636]

Yes me too, that was the first and so bizar in this video she was literally dancing for my House! When I look out of my livingroom, I see Tempelhofer felt, and the entrance, haha. I think you fit better in Berlin than New York. I know many who moved from New York to Berlin.

[@mauffindafat4901]

Yeaah that time Anja and joanna seddia, but we don't know where is Joanna right know😖😖

[@hannahdigitals]

“It’s temporary and I know it so everything is sweeter and more intense” this is such a good description of the different home and communities we find in our early twenties, the length of these connections doesn’t define the impact and value of them

[@ginosko_]

That's 🧢 cause longer ones mean you care more and what is this a lesbian video?

[@embadly]

I cannot believe people live life to this extent while I struggle to get out of bed daily and literally do not leave my house except to work and THATS why I want to cry watching this. Your life is so beautiful and you deserve it so much and I’m glad you have lovely people and experiences and I know you of all people appreciate it all. I wish you well anja 🖤

[@lynnwmaina]

It will get better❤❤

[@xTerrorKittyx]

🤍 believe in yourself u can do everything u want! Just do small steps when u feel confident!

[@safe-keeper1042]

I agree, you deserve this, Anja. So happy for you.

[@merel3603]

The ending made me tear up a little!! I’ve been watching both you and Leah for THE longest time, and when I found out you two were friends I was so pleasantly surprised!! Loved this video

[@taylori-5719]

I get very lonely and I've never had close friends, watching your videos gives me hope one day I'll find people who also value the things I do and want friends

[@babymetalpink]

I can't definitely relate. I hope you find the friends you are looking for.

[@r.g.36]

I understand it can get somewhat sad, but please focus on yourself first before looking/seeking (of course if you choose to do so) someone to be your friend, (feeling lonely can be tied to your mental state it needs to be taken care of so you can get better😊) it's lenghy and important process, you don't want to trust yourself to someone who isn't worth it, compatable or isn't there for it. Take your time, work on yourself, your health both physical or mental, people will come to your life very often just choose wisely and don't get uncomfortable about being alone. Before looking friendship with someone else built a healthy, good relationship with yourself, then you'll never really be lonely but alone and alone is not always bad.😊 I hope you meet your friend and that person, would be a great companion, decent human and worthy to share a life with you.💜

[@safe-keeper1042]

I've been there. Don't lose hope

[@mariagoncalves5413]

Same....i feel like i haven't met the right people but i don't go out so i don't really have a chance to meet new people...it does feel lonely sometimes...i've been thinking about this so much this past couple years but i can't seem to change it...i did the math a couple days ago and the last time i had a friend was 10 years ago....i'm 21 now and since then i've always felt left out. I hope one day i get to have good friends.

[@AngieGiovanna]

sameeee

[@Tabsitoto]

this is so beautiful, living in germany and considering this lifestyle normal, and you made me appreciate it a thousand times more.

[@mortelicious]

In the picture, the three of you just sitting on the balcony without any clothes, just Friends enjoying the sun. This is so pure and I am really happy, that you can experience such a beautiful moment.

[@janemartin3566]

This is a lovely rendering of true friendship and human connection!! This video is truly a piece of art, and it is so affirming to see the bond between you, Leah, and Nae. And your other friends too. The world can be such a hard place and humaning is often so confusing and hard, so it is extra sweet to take refuge in your video and be reminded of love, swings, nature, nourishment (food and otherwise), and other GOOD things. xoxoxo

[@shadowsxwarrior8831]

this video was pure ART

[@kaepiper]

Every time you post about Germany I feel such a strong urge to go and learn German and visit Berlin. It makes me so happy seeing you happy there. And I love the little comment about your bisexuality, that made me very happy as someone who is also bisexual💖

[@dustmiteprince]

You don't have to learn german to live there for a while

[@sarinaaidi3004]

this is such a beautiful video,the idea is well executed,love the voiceover and the videography and the editing. love you ANJA ❤️ i think i’ll live in berlin in 3 years and i really enjoyed watching your time there ❤️

[@jessmacdd]

i was just in germany a week and a bit ago and this video is such a nostalgic and sweet vibe for me. the part w leah at 3:27 reminded me of being in restaurants with my friend and not knowing what to choose because germany was so vegan-friendly! i've only been away for a short time and i'm already itching to go back. i miss germany. schönes video, danke anja

[@teawithleia]

Such a wholesome vlog ♡ Last year I was in Berlin for a week and the first day of this vlog was exactly what my friend and I also did! We even went to the same restaurant and park thingy 🧚🏻‍♀️

[@tinat007]

i was expecting to cry. didn’t know they would be tears of joy. you’re so amazing. i’m so happy you’re experiencing life like this. it’s beautiful, and it’s well deserved.

[@Kim-dj8ci]

i so much catch myself thinking about your videos. You let me calm down and give such sweet perceptions. I was 16 when i started watching your vids and now i’m 18 still loving all your energy’s. ty anja

[@notarielle9635]

i felt very depressed last week and i had really bad bad thoughts about my life and was nearly jealous of people who had their life already behinde them bc i saw everything negativley. Im better already and im feeling fine again but your video right here remebered me why life is absolutley beautiful and i thank your for that !

[@florinedelattre878]

I'm so proud of you. Not like me (a complete stranger) being proud of you matter, but I mean you should be very very proud of yourself. I start watching your videos while you were still at your home in the US, and now look at how much you grew up and how much you accomplished !!!! You deserve friends like Leah, you're very brave going around the world by yourself. Much love

[@RocioRose]

I loved the editing in this video! You made me feel nostalgic for a place I've never been 💌✨️

[@MrLumpi11]

This video is literally the definition of wholesomeness. Got nothing more to add ~

[@Badputzindianer]

i live in Berlin and I just want to say that life here is definetly as beautiful as shown in this video, but also has real problems, because of this image … because of the huge influx of german and international people coming here (sometimes just for the vibes/to experience that Berlin Life) housing prizes and gentrification are skyrocketing and in the central areas low income families are forced out of their longtime homes. Homelessness is really prevalent and visible in a lot of parts of the city. Even as a student it is really difficult to find something affordable.

[@korok9000]

Recently, I’ve been going through a really rough breakup and my headspace hasn’t been the best. Your videos have been such a positive constant these past few weeks, and your content never fails to inspire me to be social and active, especially at a time where I had almost lost all motivation. You are such a great creator, and I truly can’t thank you enough for what you do :)

[@summerlesan10]

ugh i love your videos so much and I started learning German this year in university to hopefully travel and meet friends with genuine people in new places

[@gogiberry9517]

need more nourishing friendships in my life like yours and Leah’s…it’s so beautiful to watch :’)

[@franciscadiazurbina3849]

This video felt so personal, thank u for sharing your art and your love with us♡♡

[@Sheytopia]

I aspire a friendship where I can just naked-cuddle on the balcony to enjoy the sun... I'm a bit envious

[@pjgr1231]

what a lovely snapshot of life anja❤i hope you're doing well and enjoying your travels!! i've been loving your updates and pictures on ig too

[@Schmalzbacken]

Was für eine wunderschöne, magische Freundschaft… das Ende hat mich ein bisschen zum weinen gebracht. Ich weiß gar nicht genau, ob es so schön oder so traurig war… in jedem Fall sehr sehr wertvoll ❤

[@apple.cheeks]

the true embodiment of friendship !!! :')

[@jenglover2909]

Started crying as soon as I pressed play, you've reminded me of my love for Berlin, its energy, the people and how great it'll be to go back. Just what I needed after a long period of challenging anxiety

[@miggy4mayor]

Omg not me getting so emotional over this, the editing is gorgeous Anja

[@maryseptihet]

I think you have really come to terms with who you are and your identity and that has benefitted your life in so many ways, likely in ways you would never imagine - acceptance of ourselves is a dream only some of us can wish for and it is just so lovely to see you on your journey Anja. I do not know you and we have never met but I am so proud of you 🫶🏻✨

[@anna-pc6nj]

I need a look book of all you and Leah’s fits oml!!! Please

[@steffi3874]

This video is so full of love. It's wam hearted and beautiful. I really like the way how you see this world so bright and magical.

[@hellazein]

Your thoughts are my acid trip, even sober, but always a trip to have the existentialism hit so hard lol love your videos!

[@plantlove3006]

I‘ve got tears in my eyes 🥺 so so cool that you get to be yourself and travel and meet new people and share parts of your lifetime with them, you’ve been sad in ny and it’s so beautiful to see you happy now, so happy for u 💛 hope you‘ll meet a lot of awesome people on your next adventure

[@katyk066]

this was such a lovely insight into your adventures and berlin itself! excited for more to come

[@vamps233]

You and your content are a part of my life that I never knew I needed.

[@sarinaaidi3004]

her friends are everything 💗💗

[@asl5923]

It's obvious how much Leah means to you. I hope everyone finds their Leah in this life

[@jenwombatexcelsior]

Leah was so positive and you could tell she had a real impact on your life....love that for you guys! 🤘😎🤘

[@Tinashahmoradi]

Literally crying my eyes out you look sooooooo happyyyy

[@JuliaHojgaard1D]

Literally chills. Such a great video Anja, thank you, i loved it!

[@tobiokageyama1152]

i cant thank you enough for posting, i have ocd and the thoughts were literally like consuming me but travel videos like this always calm me down!! i looooove your content, also dont apologise for not posting regularly its totally fine

[@carolindmann1395]

ur so inspiring, ur videos literally make me enjoy life more

[@coffiemug]

so happy for u finding & creating love

[@underpressure.]

I love berlin so much

[@TM-zn5gh]

Your videos always bring me joy because it helps me notice my surroundings and how beautiful they are, I love you so much

[@danasucic7157]

i've just come home to melbourne after a big europe stint and missing it so much. this is so wholesome and beautiful, gives me hope that one day soon i will return

[@sophiacharlie]

This brought me to tears :o I love your little philosophy on life

[@Mindestlohn666]

Anja is just out there living her life. i love it so much!

[@drawdedilaurentis810]

i left berlin last month and this video moved me :. bittersweet memories but berlin is a special place :)

[@jah3053]

So I had to catch up to all your video from the past year! Your life is so beautiful. Your adventures and journeys are amazing truly. ❤️

[@rain2646]

this made me cryyy

[@porcelanek2701]

1:13 is a gorgeous shot that I feel like says so much.

[@samgale7526]

you're a breath of fresh air anja

[@safe-keeper1042]

fr

[@MadelineLovesYou100]

you inspire me SO much to travel to Europe! Lovely video, and I hope you’re having a good time! 🥰

[@Haywagen]

this video brought be so much safety, love, joy and reassurance. i love you guys so so much

[@QuotingCourtney]

I followed you two years ago to watch you paint murals on your bedroom wall and man, what a journey I didn’t expect to take!

[@chrii8s]

i love you so much, thank you for inspiring me

[@blake_oliveiraaa]

Loveee lovvvee the editing in this vid, very much cute collage video diary fast, loving the small detailssss

[@wafflesmet]

Loved you true description / info in the video. It’s very inspiring and motivating to be more aligned with myself

[@user-zp6qt1cn3f]

I’m from Germany and when they were wondering what pushing the swing in German means, I was like yeah what do we actually call it? 😂 it’s “kannst du mir Anschwung geben?” Or “ich gebe dir Anschwung” At Least in northern Germany I guess 🤷🏻‍♀️

[@necrowolf1810]

Anschuppsen würd ich sagen

[@lemaka5117]

I'd say "anschubsen"!

[@_cherry_marly_]

Meine Oma hat oft ein Lied gesungen beim Schaukeln: Oma willst du schaukeln, dann gebe ich dir Schwung. Komm gib mir Schwung mein junges Herz, dann werd ich wieder jung. 🥰 Also anschwung geben oder abstoßen. Oder anschaukeln

[@catcherry.x6702]

anschubsen is my go to word

[@DamnatAverill]

"more comfortable being upset with myself" - Anja! love this from your description

[@lukaspolak6737]

This Video is so amazing! You can literally see how much effort and work you put into this. Sending some love and hugs to you from southern Germany

[@Anna-ys3bc]

you make me fall in love with my city again

[@heykilian6751]

berlin loves you

[@ClaireCraig]

This is so beautiful!!

[@juderenee3004]

I can't wait to have friendships like this and truly enjoy my life, you inspire me so much anja!!

[@milky.chocolate5813]

man I wish I had friends like that :,)

[@learning__hebrew]

Same. I thought I could find friends like these in uni but now I’m in uni and I’m alone again :)

[@milky.chocolate5813]

@@learning__hebrew I feel you :( hope it gets better for you tho !!

[@nalinikratzin9334]

100% same, I just wrote a kinda-depressive text while sitting in my university's cafeteria alone aboit how I had always imagined to have/meet lots of friends at uni and how now after 3 years of studying I have none

[@learning__hebrew]

@@nalinikratzin9334 omg I feel you girl. I just really wanna hug u🫶🏼

[@nalinikratzin9334]

@@learning__hebrew well, I'm in Germany so that might be difficult But thx a lot for the kindness. I guess a lot of us students are going through that - it's just that you don't see us that much because we're not the loud ones

[@koolaidcloud216]

The ending with the montage of Leah

[@vicif7974]

Anja listen to Berlin blues by Alice phoebe lou!!!!! You will love this song❤️❤️ Have a nice day

[@lisamarie4519]

The editing is sooo well done! Don‘t worry about any spelling mistakes, who cares? I really can see how much love and effort you put in your videos so it‘s totally understandable that you need a little longer time for it! Don‘t feel stressed

[@sadiegriffin6238]

You truly, deeply, inspire me. Thank you.

[@gogiya41195]

Anja, your videos remind me of that warm feeling I get when I watch films by Cameron Crowe. I love the way you choose to express yourself, your authenticity, your words, your music choices, and your art. If you are ever in Israel, I would love to say hello to you

[@user-sl6yj2or1p]

Das war wunderschön!

[@asmaa_vlog_85]

I just randomly found her channel in my recommendation now i'm obsessed with her videos She's so freaking talented.♥️🍡💗💗💕🍨🍨🥰🥰💖🍧🍭💘🥳🎡🎂💞

[@learning__hebrew]

Same. I just love Anja. Btw my name is Anya too 😻

[@mariaoost4449]

i love the work you put in to editing your video's, thanksss

[@raquarterntsch]

This video captures the wonder and beauty and strife and hasty echoey endings of traveling so well

[@angelicnic777]

anja this is beautiful. so beautiful. thank you

[@rh3930]

God I’m so in love with these girls

[@afistfulofvideos]

This was so lovely! I'm so happy you have happiness in your life!

[@goethefaust3504]

Omg this video was so sooo wholesome!!!

[@edwardleecaliforniausa]

Anja I loved your channel always and your vlogs is amazing

[@sunshell]

i needed this

[@melhgh5659]

I would watch this video forever if it didn't end

[@katja8559]

loved the editing vibes 😍😍😍

[@lokes350]

made me cry

[@Vollgas333]

wow this video is so sweet und so well done

[@justlenny5525]

Another nice chapter of this channel/of your life, can't wait for the next

[@valentinavapaux]

why did I never see u in berlin🥺

[@maud959]

This gives me so much hope

[@allthosepajamas4116]

This video is so wholesome and beautiful and inspiring and makes me happy

[@monapirotte8453]

This video just filled me with joy

[@lunabrinkmeier2366]

i simply just love your videos

[@tinaarz]

this was such a beautiful video🥺❤

[@skylarsa]

Your editing is beautifully done❤️

[@Zehra-qe3it]

I’ve just found your channel like 40 mins ago and I’ve been watching your latest videos, I’m feeling like we’re alike so that made me want to be friends with you. Idk what the fate will offer but if you also want to meet a (newly and really glad) viewer of yours, I’m a student in Istanbul and would like to meet with you

[@ANJAexists]

aww i'm so happy you're hereeee

[@earthling9891]

we say „anschaukeln“ ahahaha when you push the swing :)

[@lindakurtenbach6644]

0:45 the word you're looking for is "anschubsen" :)