Dear God, I just lost my temper with a girl and lashed out. She has borderline and depression but it does not excuse my behavior. I know where my reaction comes from; frustration with myself for not being able to communicate properly.
@mannop96478 ай бұрын
Be kind for yourself as you would for others. I had this too bro. 4 5 months no anger but sometimes it just comes out when i am unconscious. You got this G
@luisbrito0110 Жыл бұрын
The soul ties is something really hard to disolve
@freakinccdevilleiv380 Жыл бұрын
You look like you were surfer-chad at some point
@exploreradventure4322 Жыл бұрын
The irony is, most of the young boys like me have all dopamine problems because they are firstly experiencing them. You can listen these but can’t understand if you don’t have experience. Think of it like this, would a 8 year old understand these? No. so, you get the experience, then fall deep into hell. then you watch these and understand how things work and implement mindsets to get to clear path
@BeyondTheAlchemy Жыл бұрын
Yes I was and did the same
@Retainjourney Жыл бұрын
You speak truth brethren
@kekooas Жыл бұрын
@@BeyondTheAlchemydo you counsume sugar?
@hassb00zy Жыл бұрын
the truth shall make you free ❤
@user-ub9on4ww1v Жыл бұрын
@@kekooasavoid fake sugar it hits the dopamine faster and it’s addictive
@Jordan-p7rАй бұрын
It's not even just girls I get furious on its people In general
@canadablue5590 Жыл бұрын
It's up to us to discern and allow or deny this type of woman into our lives
@muddymike11 ай бұрын
Discernment takes experience and wisdom 🎉🎉🎉
@knowbody9679Ай бұрын
You can’t always tell. They change in an instant. They are chameleons
@cameronpatrickscott11 ай бұрын
Fair play man, and you're absolutely right, i've just come out of a challenging ride, i chose to get on, and i chose to get off,theres a strong guiding feeling i took a while to act on, lessons abound, and i bless her. Have you come accross Zan Perrions work, beautiful man, i am enjoying your way, i feel we'd get on well if we ever met, and lo the magic of the internet, thankyou for your hard won perspectives.
@BeyondTheAlchemy11 ай бұрын
Thank you!
@videosystemmaewendy7500 Жыл бұрын
The way i see, most of the girls nowadays are addicted to the power game of having the attention, to share or to uphold. As most of us edge to porn, most of the them are edging to it. Though some of it may be in the subconscient level, some of them are pretty aware. They enjoy it, as we do in our ways.
@antonioarmando193810 ай бұрын
social media is the female version of Porn. Attention is more valuable than sex.
@AwakenedEmptiness Жыл бұрын
Good advice Yash. Chads bad boys or "players" do the same thing its called a roster a rotation or spinning plates.. a list as you say. Women do indeed like to keep you in there orbit as well so they can pull you towards them. With the gravity of there hold over you when they need something.. don't let anyone control you or use you. Avoid these types of men & women to have peace.
@loopswell138511 ай бұрын
She can only keep up the act for so long.. ain't that the damn truth
@TayRich934 ай бұрын
I remember having a warning type of feeling when it came to a female i knew back in 2016. A year and half go by we good up until marriage in August 2019, my life went down hill bad, Fathers judgement is something I will never forget, being tormented
@ultralyrics12 ай бұрын
I got myself trapped in a relationship with a bad narcissist. 7 years later I am finally free and ready to start new. God damn.
@chidozieezeh628421 күн бұрын
Thank you Yash
@niyas7138 Жыл бұрын
It’s funny how everything happens in divine timing. Recently I met a coworker and started to become attracted to her and I started noticing little signs that made me think she was attracted to me as well. Which made me uncomfortable this isn’t the person I wanted or anything close to how I imagined my ideal partner to be but in all the distress and confusion I’m feeling I see this and it gives me this answer and now I understand why this is happening
@Rajjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj.jjj23Ай бұрын
Update
@Billy-Moon Жыл бұрын
What you're explaining sounds like an interaction with a narcissistic women. I had the exact thing happen to me a couple of years ago
@apple1234iou Жыл бұрын
Happened to me to but I don’t know if my ex girlfriend was a narc or had BPD. Either way I was love bombed. Incredible experience but it didn’t end well. We live and learn.
@muddymike11 ай бұрын
Yep, love bombing for a few months… followed up by under the radar triangulating me with other men, other weird tactics I can’t wrap my mind around, gaslighting, future faking, devaluation, then I was discarded thank god. I heard this being called narcissistic personality disorder. Who knows? Somehow led me here lol.
@TitusKapaito Жыл бұрын
I have been watching your videos from Kenya. They are impacting a lot, thanks in advance bro.
@DanielLee-pl5vo Жыл бұрын
Honestly when you get to a certain level of achievement and you know what you exactly want from the relationship then the jokes on them lol
@antonioarmando1938 Жыл бұрын
Exactly it is beyond self respect. It is about wisdom and creating a compatible relationship way beyond sex.
@grindanlfwine4153 Жыл бұрын
Brother - this fable your laying out here, it’s as if you’re looking through a crystal ball on me ten years ago. So textbook. Looking back on that relationship, despite it driving me crazy, I have learnt so much from it and still am. I know for a fact there many men out there who have had the same experience. Some of my friends have..but some of them don’t seem to learn. Most High has a sense of humour! Thank you, Yashi..your content is Gold. Peace 😎
@BeyondTheAlchemy Жыл бұрын
...:)
@NB-yu4lj Жыл бұрын
If you take the lesson correctly…encountering them will make you strong💪🏾💪🏾💪🏾
@juliuskaakko Жыл бұрын
What to do when you just don't want to be alone anymore? I have been grinding and doing every kind of physical activity for years and semen retension for one year and all of it is slowly starting to wear of and I can't keep the devastating feeling of deep loneliness away anymore. Atleast not for long. When I ask what my mind wants it says that I only want even one or few true friends that I could trust and talk to. (at the moment I have no one) I keep bringing new people and new conversations to my life more and more because of my high vibration and self development but all of these people and conversations pass so fast and never come back. I don't know if this is the life I want to live. The last thing I haven't tried is to cut my dreads off and buy fancy clothing to look more normal. I feel like I might need help.
@Hahahaha_hahahah Жыл бұрын
You don’t need help. You are fine. I’m in a same situation as you are. Better alone than with low vibrational people or girl who will take your semen and than you will feel worst than you are feeling now
@BeyondTheAlchemy Жыл бұрын
@andreokvesic64 is right! just go outside and be around some women. Just seeing them is better than nothing. It will give some energetic balance. Or take a class doing something u like that has girls in it.
@oscarnoordberg9479 Жыл бұрын
Same situation here, I know exactly what u going through (even had suicidal thoughts). Eventually you will switch, at least happened to me. I like an old saying of Yash; girls are cool but God is better. It truly is, find God find yourself. You will see that the semen retention videos even get a bit boring haha. I still watch them though😂🎉❤
@sandeshkumar2489 Жыл бұрын
Not because of mental edging or in ego sometimes I don't feel like looking at some girls, is it bcoz we can sense the motives, energy ???
@BeyondTheAlchemy Жыл бұрын
good. dont look at them.
@red_ranger18197 ай бұрын
Bro you so 🔥 🔥 these videos help a lot. Little nuggets that most won’t catch but the few who do treasure, thank you friend
@BeyondTheAlchemy6 ай бұрын
🙂
@pedrogimenez3792 Жыл бұрын
And if that woman with dark energy is your mother? When you don't have bonds with the girl in question, it is easy, you just dump her. But if she is your mother what do you do? Also go away? Because it is harder.
@BeyondTheAlchemy Жыл бұрын
yes, thats a divine prescribed situation that is there to make us stronger, and teach us to hold space, and have compassion, while at the same time not compromising too much. We cant run from everything. Family bond/ karma can be strong. Sometimes we have to play the role of parent rather than vice versa.
@pedrogimenez3792 Жыл бұрын
@@BeyondTheAlchemy thank you for your words Yash. Reading your advice always helps, and yes, that is the situation in my case and it is hard because is someone you love and you are attached to, but, as you say, maybe i have to see it as if i was her parent.
@Cosmicflow9Ай бұрын
@@BeyondTheAlchemy this comment brought me so much clarity because I have mother who’s like this we don’t have a good relationship or connection and I sometimes resent her for how she was in my up bringing but I have learnt to have compassion and hold space for her. But more so I am learning to be the parent she needed. It’s also crazy to see how many woman I have attracted who are similar to her in some sort of way.
@DanMorgan-bh5fvАй бұрын
@@BeyondTheAlchemyThanks Yash for this wisdom I've been battling for years how to reconcile my mother. I'll just see her more as a child and talk to her that way.
@33TRG Жыл бұрын
Yash, can you make a video on Angel numbers and what role it has one's journey? I have seen repeated numbers mostly like 111 and recently 69. Can you share your experience with Angel numbers/signs. It would be great to hear your perspective on it.
@desmoran2049 Жыл бұрын
Yea i have that right now and have no idea what i should do.
@papadaya3540 Жыл бұрын
Haha yeah thanks for this one! Imagine when you've managed to get kids with 2 different women like this.. man, it's been and still is a long way out of that grip 😁
@BeyondTheAlchemy Жыл бұрын
Yes I have a friend of 30 years who has done that with 5 different women. He’s 73 years old now and just did it again a couple years ago. All his income for his whole life went to child support 🙂
@papadaya3540 Жыл бұрын
haha holy shit!
@EnergyLeaf Жыл бұрын
need to master edging definitely not easy but up for a challenge
@mkwhole Жыл бұрын
Awesome man, funny and enlightening. Thank again
@gumfun2 Жыл бұрын
i feel like i’ve lost the ability to do introspection; like when i try to tell my mind to, it dodges it. it’s like my mind dodges everything right now or it doesn’t engage
@BeyondTheAlchemy Жыл бұрын
yes thats normal because the mind is running now because higher consciousness has activated. U have to go through this inner war for awhile.
@TayRich934 ай бұрын
Life 🙏🏾😌💓 keep up the vids bro
@mattpallett1 Жыл бұрын
Happened to me yesterday
@Oseanacoceanblue Жыл бұрын
Thanks 🙏
@gbrlslzr23 Жыл бұрын
appreciate how raw you are. a little goes a long way
@havanaaffair3267 Жыл бұрын
FACTS! ❤
@therealaugustine9849 Жыл бұрын
Absolutely agree with you man! Your videos are inspiring!
@Hippieofdubai3 ай бұрын
Love your content
@Incognito144 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for the advice
@N28-h9m Жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing . For some reason , when i have a train of thought similar to you about subtle games by women , i used to think i there is something wrong with me . I start to notice these subtle power games and at times it also included my close relatives and even at times 14-15 year olds . ! ...have times i could not even put myself to sleep. And then i start thinking i am just causing myself pain by depriving me of pleasure . also heard somewhere that thoughts lead to nothing but more thoughts . And this used to convince me to just break the streak. i didn't have those thoughts after that but i felt empty and not in a good way. Also do u have a video covering thoughts vs insights ?
@BeyondTheAlchemy Жыл бұрын
good. you may find some videos you like on my other channel- spiritual renaissance
@OnlyDimitri Жыл бұрын
Totally needed this.
@Imsanthisismychannnelhi Жыл бұрын
I had interesting experiences regarding dark energy and the age of women. In contrast to your view of finding more connection with older women, I've lived the opposite. Usually younger girls vibrate with my state, and if they do something nasty, they apologize and return up to my state. On the contrary, older women are more confrontational, more ego, more mind, more expectations. So when they notice that I'm not going to fold into their energy, it's the end of the interaction. Of course, I'm not gigolo, so that's my observations over just a couple of interactions so far. And I do have older female friends that are great and very spiritual.
@BeyondTheAlchemy Жыл бұрын
yes
@BeyondTheAlchemy Жыл бұрын
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@Phoenix-rz7tk Жыл бұрын
Hello, First of all I believe that sex is more sacred than we think. I understood about that at very young age. So I would not have sex till I find someone I really love, but my concern is that if I find the love ones has lost virginity to other people should I leave the partner? What is your thoughts? I’m not religious nor westerners.
@invenomious Жыл бұрын
Do you think woman can sense a guy on semen retention?
@BeyondTheAlchemy Жыл бұрын
they sense higher vibes (they dont know its retention)
@AhmedRaza-zc4zl Жыл бұрын
yash i got premature ejaculation because of trying to release quickly during my childhood..is my live over..cuz i am not married yet
@BeyondTheAlchemy Жыл бұрын
It’ll all work later. Just Do the healthy lifestyle and semen retention.
@peopleunited6137 Жыл бұрын
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