Billie Eilish via Instagram Live. (July 4, 2018)

Hi, guys! I had to mute like 3 minutes of the video because of copyright. If you hear literally nothing in some part, that’s why, lol. Sorry! Hope you enjoy the video. :-)
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* Video from wherearetheavocados on Instagram Live.
* My Instagram: igstorylive

[@indiahbrantley5049]

I for real just rewatch live streams just to hear her voice it’s the only thing that makes me feel ok 🤷🏾‍♀️

[@OhManAFatRabbit]

aww that's so cute

[@juliaj.8676]

Same ❣️

[@OhManAFatRabbit]

@@juliaj.8676 this is the cutest thing I've ever heard

[@inomkhithathomas2187]

Me too

[@sydney14333]

I listen to these while I sleep, they're like cursing lullabies

[@avam6080]

"I don't even care about what I want. I just want to be what you want." nooo billie :((

[@Rose-dz5re]

ıṅєẓ ṃ. I started crying when she said that :(

[@rubyrandolph6767]

What’s the time stamp for that

[@LandOnBolts]

37 min in

[@ultimateblong]

She's being smart though. She's trying to make money until she's old enough to do her own thing. Obviously she's trying to figure out what and who she is at this point, and doing what the people want is a smart marketable move.

[@swaginmayin4998]

@@ultimateblong tru

[@emmagee3621]

Mom: You need to go to bed now billie that's really loud Billie: ok *blasts music*

[@sngndrs]

What time is it?

[@sngndrs]

Thanks xx

[@itsafrikah2594]

What time lol?

[@MariaJesus-rj5fr]

Chobi brooo what time is it ?

[@Alexandra-xc4vs]

adventure time

[@ayamajdoub2580]

I feel like she was in such a terrible state of mind in this video. I’m so glad she’s happy now. This is making me cry Jesus Christ

[@anna-sh2qc]

fr:(

[@abigkid2236]

Ya but Jahseh (xxxtentation) did die like a couple weeks before this so but I'm so happy she's happy now

[@savthasloth]

yes oh my god. i kept breaking down seeing how hurt she was

[@delena4evertvd267]

you can see it. she wasn’t feeling well (mentally) at all :( it’s so sad. i’m so happy she’s happier now.

[@shuholic]

Right here she was with Q

[@arianaeilish1901]

when she said "you guys alright" omg I. WANT. TO. CRY.

[@AlexSharbono_]

SAME.

[@kiyah1304]

Bro I did cry

[@kayleeg7083]

Bruh I did :,/

[@natomakharashvili9555]

When was that

[@alanal3218]

Ariana Eilish awe😓

[@ellen5689]

She can sing She can dance She can draw She can write Hotel trivago

[@hannahew4738]

Lmao

[@matheo5781]

Kinda messed up there😂 but true

[@phoebeeep]

Not how it works, but alright

[@JAMIE-ru7bx]

pls tell me wat hotel trivago mean pls

[@ijustexistbro]

Fyi he or she knows that's not how it goes that's the joke in it

[@adriannamichalski3359]

"anyone wanna come over?" heck yes

[@lifeofluhk2]

When was that

[@hanka9507]

@@lifeofluhk2 1:56

[@dannydewitte4865]

Haha same

[@pa4pretty403]

Ong

[@olieb5167]

Mom: 'you need to go to bed now Billie' Billie: 'Ya ya ya ill go to bed, my bad' Billie: *continues to live stream for 33 more minutes

[@chasitygarcia2336]

Olie B and then her mom goes “ I know u so well plz go to bed”

[@ranaerden7431]

Olie B when ?

[@Ori0987]

Chasity Garcia no she says that is so loud

[@itsafrikah2594]

When?

[@lisa7607]

@@ranaerden7431 25.01

[@puffthedargon]

"Talk to me" - I wish i could Billie.. i really really wish i could just sit in a room and talk to you. About anything..

[@noheliamirabal8184]

same 🥺

[@yolandahernandez1923]

I feel you

[@dacariannadennis4531]

Felt

[@bellagenevieve]

chill that hit hard

[@UnknownUnknown-pk6ph]

0:00 because I’m in love with you 2:25 because I’m in love with you (again) 4:00 heart by Omar Apollo 4:12 Place We Won’t Walk by Bruno Major 6:02 “You guys alright? You feel okay?” 6:57 “talk to me” and I’m Sorry by Ameer Vann 7:47 “I just wish I wasn’t broken” 8:21 She’s Mine Pt. 1 by J. Cole 8:45 “love y’all” 9:53 Book drawing 11:48 Focus by H.E.R. 14:00 From the Dining Table by Harry Styles 14:55 Start of song I don’t know with Billie singing 15:08 Slip by Elliot Moss 18:26 She shows her book again 20:02 CONTACTS by BROCKHAMPTON 21:30 Mourn by Corbin 24:24 MOOD CHANGE idk what this song is called :( 25:00 Motiv8 by J. Cole 26:14 The Less I Know The Better by Tame Impala 27:34 “You gotta stay breathing” 31:02 The Beach by The Neighborhood 32:55 The Motive Used To Be The Melody by Sango & Xavier Omär 35:22 Red lights 35:40 “If I ever go” :( 39:23 Billie talks during song I don’t know the name of 44:22 another song idk Billie talks over 48:01 ANOTHER song I wish I knew 51:00 Stand Still by Sabrina Claudio 55:43 Quiet song idk ;/ its so pretty 58:30 16 seconds... oh and bye I made this for me and others. I come here for peace of mind and distraction. if anyone knows the songs I don’t know PLEASE tell me. Just comment it below and if you have a part you love just leave the time stamp and I’ll add it. I love you guys so much and stay alive. |-/ Vent below if needed and I’ll respond if I see it.

[@erraticskul]

Omfg you're a hero

[@UnknownUnknown-pk6ph]

Karbonara 🤍🤍🤍

[@josiefrh7183]

24:24 is energy by jean deaux :)

[@abdullahmuhammad1489]

44:22 is indulge me by moses sumney

[@maddyh16]

thank you sm omg

[@olieb5167]

oMG the fact that all of the drawings she showed in the live were PIxiLAteD TRigGeRS mE

[@irmam891]

this girl is my everything

[@lucyl4903]

Mine too

[@H_Camille]

Same 😩

[@lifeofluhk2]

My world my heartbeat💟🌍

[@daddylin3196]

I just need a girlfriend with her personality and I am the happiest person ever🥺

[@leaniederwolfsgruber1119]

Same🥺

[@kehuv867]

Billie: “you guys alright?” Me: why the flurk r you asking that to me girl? r YOU alright?

[@jaylabrezhae]

I've been depressed for mad long and when I discovered BILLIE my whole life changed she made me a little happier

[@snowyslimes4206]

Jayla Middleton your gonna be ok. Just know that

[@eyes4kismet]

felt this, still going through it tho

[@sadieh.7163]

that is my life story in a sentence

[@victoriacederlind8251]

This was 2-3 weeks after Jahseh’s death, obv shes sad people...luv her tho

[@zjalapai9806]

RIP avocados wtf lmao this isn’t true at all

[@olgav1468]

who is Jahseh?Pls I want to know

[@zjalapai9806]

dfgdse okkj xxxtentacion

[@olgav1468]

@@zjalapai9806 thanks

[@melindavahlsten2949]

Yeeyee Brothers yo what the fuck r you sayin😂

[@kyarnithomas4946]

When she stated talking about leaving us I cried my eyes out 😭

[@l.a.y.l.a.y__]

Kyarni Thomas I did 2😭😭

[@riannatasha7729]

same

[@kendall4291]

Kyarni Thomas sameeeeeeeeee

[@valeriebakalets8371]

Same... I started screaming Billie no! My mom came in and I got in trouble.

[@lacktoastandtallorrent7186]

Kyarni Thomas wHeN?!

[@angelinabilzom9680]

16:42 *jumps through screen*

[@ilililbaby1180]

ANGELINA BILZOM Lol

[@br_indump]

meeeeeee

[@shadowtheruler0]

XD I wish I could

[@smellmyfingers6902]

Lol I love this live and the people in the comments like u

[@fiona7951]

ANGELINA BILZOM i just want to hug her so much

[@kristenfoundas4175]

it makes me really sad thinking about how she was in a really bad place then and we were so close to losing her

[@ninako1935]

34:06 her voice and everything ugh she's perfect

[@AndreasDelleske]

Nina we all are. If we would only see.

[@rebbecahagh]

her taste in music 💆🏽‍♀️

[@sophieeardley8458]

I made a playlist of all her radio shows and other songs she has suggested or made playlists including, here is the link open.spotify.com/playlist/49cpVT1LFwgAc5aCvnfOx0?si=6fMiC0j5RxydEfiC4z-F7g

[@peanutbutter8439]

46:47 "I need your babies" "oh honey no no"

[@choz2382]

peanut butter she’s saving them for a special someone aw 🥺

[@bootzi458]

peanut butter “I’m saving my babies for a special someone” my heart just shriveled up into a little raisin

[@lizbethgunther7814]

I would commit suicide.

[@idk875]

@@lizbethgunther7814 What does it mean ??

[@roksanaczaja3882]

@@lizbethgunther7814 are u okay now??

[@keyannaporter9857]

She needs to watch out for her mental health before anyone else she sounds so depressed but I can tell she loves her fans so damn much❤️💕

[@mikayla7944]

Keyanna Porter She says she is not depressed anymore and she is happy😃😃😃

[@sydney14333]

@@mikayla7944 she's happier, I'm not trying to be rude or anything but I'm pretty sure you can you can't just get rid of depression.

[@AndreasDelleske]

Keyanna Porter she just dares to feel what is. We should protect her.. and us.

[@duh9772]

@@sydney14333 she said shes not as depressed anymore like she used to be. shes in a great place, loves life, happy, and where she is. and im super glad that my baby is feeling well and being comfortable where she was at- cause before she didnt want the fame- she didnt like it but now she loves it. 💙

[@paulinaberg2757]

Billie: i want someone really bad but i cant Have them. Me: Me every Day thinking of you

[@bilsleftkneecap1136]

Felt

[@unknownspot1306]

Yeah, Me too

[@dacariannadennis4531]

Felt that

[@jeyjeyrivera2622]

Wowwww hit too close to home

[@Koutountouu]

Me

[@victoriarose3658]

billie needs to release a playlist of music she listens to because wow i love everything in this video

[@sophieeardley8458]

Hey I know this is so late! But she has 2 radio shows and I have a playlist of all the songs in them and any playlist she has made

[@sophieeardley8458]

@@ik5s open.spotify.com/playlist/49cpVT1LFwgAc5aCvnfOx0?si=zNxnYdaTTS-AqbaMI2_klw this is the link. I'm pretty sure it's public

[@cadhla9681]

@@sophieeardley8458 THANK YOU 😘

[@sophieeardley8458]

@@cadhla9681 no problem, hope it helped x

[@paganpoetry5931]

She has two radio shows in apple music one called me and dad radio and other called groupies have feelings too

[@anastasiamcavoy2801]

Billie: *"and you guys are my people, so don't think of yourself of anything less"* Me: *still sobbing* *sobbing intensifies*

[@matheo5781]

2:34 She’s singing her unreleased song “Because I’m in love with you”!!!!

[@joyanna5218]

“Because I’m in love with you”***

[@matheo5781]

Joyanna whoops

[@qawierahman5957]

Shhhh don't let the locals find out

[@nimraasim7964]

Woah

[@rosemaryayata7661]

Its a cover

[@savei_.0598]

Ugh when she said she dosent wish there were more people like her that hit me

[@alexiskerns8606]

When she said, "I'm not gonna leave you", I started to cry bc of X.

[@Urfavegirlali]

Sameee

[@zoeycarson6650]

Yea me too

[@marshal8143]

This live is the saddest thing I’ve ever watched

[@annabelcao7899]

20:20 oh my god i melted

[@drilonkolica2044]

Same OMFG

[@yashminjamal9555]

Yeah

[@may8101]

Sameeeeee 🥺

[@kay-tt8dn]

OMG IM LITWRALLT CRYING

[@ayamajdoub2580]

It’s the year 2020... during quarantine.... and we can’t have her Bc social distancing... SHE PREDICTED THE CORONA

[@BirdsofSt4rs]

35:40 BILLIE 🥺 u got my crying :((

[@anastasiamcavoy2801]

Same.

[@omllila2407]

I actually cried :o omg tho that got me

[@dreamingdawn5968]

😭

[@candymonkeyreal]

She got me crying at the start

[@candymonkeyreal]

WAIT WTH 😭😭😭 NOOO

[@04082001ify]

I'm starting to cry non-stop after she blows the candles........and started talking about 'going away'....I don't like that, I don't want you to ever go Billie......

[@tarheel777100]

"Be everything I'm not."

[@melo2214]

In the beginning was so calming.. she looked sad tho

[@may8101]

It was a few weeks after X passed :(((((

[@olieb5167]

The end when she said she was 'so scared', that was so sad. With that song in the background too😭

[@rjmaglapuz1367]

Dude, she making me cry dfq : ((

[@kiyah1304]

Me to bro

[@melo2214]

“Are u guys alright...you feel okay” awww😭😍 this makes me saddd Edit: wow so many likes haha

[@sydneykate11]

i hope she doesn’t harm herself sometimes i wonder if thats why she wears certain clothes and it worries me a lot edit: i wrote this comment way before billie came out and said that she used to self harm in that interview. please stop commenting about it.

[@sd-cy2cl]

I don’t think so.. she can’t really wear long pants and sleeves performing, since it gets hot and she’s jumping around. someone would see.

[@kayleeg7083]

I know. I worry about her. :’(

[@brooklynlockhart6336]

cutie patoodie thighs tho. I mean if they're where the pants/shorts don't move I'm sure she could but I don't think she does

[@Ori0987]

Omg bro it’s a mf style

[@sydneykate11]

Helena Aleksandra i agree and i love her style, i just worry bc i care about her

[@Thebig-nq5jn]

Is anyone going on a Billie marathon for quarantine?! I am. I’m so proud of Billie and how far she’s come! I love her so much!!!

[@RiversideMudFucker5611]

Los p

[@BCS1105]

35:40 onwards is fucking heartbreaking. I’m glad that Billie’s in a better place now than she was in this video.

[@ALI-dn3wt]

fr

[@SADFACENT_]

"I'm saving my babies for a special someone" 😟😭

[@ellaedits_3490]

Ya gurls Broken OMG no😥😫

[@lacktoastandtallorrent7186]

BLOHSHWRTH which is meeee

[@NevaehKennae]

BLOHSHWRTH can’t wait

[@alyssafang5354]

when

[@kaithlynchin6531]

Istg I’m so happy she got out of depression because i don’t know what I really would’ve done without Billie in my life rn

[@marissa1798]

i literally want her to sing me to sleep every night

[@lifeofluhk2]

Like a little baby

[@hannahew4738]

Its iconic how many songs i just put on my when your lonely playlist from this one live..

[@victoriarose3658]

Red Salad546 can you share the playlist

[@alainasaginar4784]

I CANT FIND ALL THE SONGS.....please help I've only found a couple

[@sara-bz3uv]

@@alainasaginar4784 Ameer Vann - I'm sorry J. Cole - She's Mine pt. 1 H.E.R - Focus Harry Styles - From the Dining Table Elliot Moss - Slip BROCKHAMPTON - CONTACTS Corbin - Mourn J.Cole - Motiv8 Tame Impala - The Less I Know the Better The Neighborhood - The Beach

[@carriepsychic7048]

@@sara-bz3uv thx !

[@h.h3110]

Sara there is also the places we wont walk - bruno major

[@azuraydewolfe3875]

I'm in love with someone that doesn't know I exist life's great

[@reyl2230]

i miss this, and no i’m not talking about how sad she was, i just miss being this close to her.

[@molge6026]

I need her playlist wow

[@alainasaginar4784]

IKR I can barely understand her sometimes when she says the title of the songs or I can barely hear the lyrics/understand them to find the title of the song

[@rowdyngreen9955]

Alaina Saginar shazam them☺️

[@earth222ari]

i have a playlist on spotify with 300+ songs that i know she listens to my spotify is arionna gaither

[@rowdyngreen9955]

avocado namjoon could u pls reply with the link that takes me there so i get the right one thank youuu

[@rowenabucal1761]

try groupies have feelings too.. some of her playlist..

[@makaylasanchez6740]

When she,asked are we alright and ok 😭 she said talk to me this whole live is so sweet. Much love for Billie

[@Sweetoof_]

if im everything shes not ill be nothing

[@tasiam5017]

I don't get it

[@marib.364]

that’s the beauty in it. you are somebody, you’re you-not her.

[@tasiam5017]

@@marib.364 I actually had to think about that for a sec lol

[@kenedypark9058]

Verbalbutterfly he or she are saying like she is everything so if he or she are everything she ISNT then he or she will be nothing .. I hope that made sense hhah

[@OhManAFatRabbit]

um sorry what

[@luvvvv.m0]

15:57 Whoever tf said it come outside we ain’t gone jump you.

[@sabina7148]

Right!we just wanna talk on y tf u said that shi !

[@zoecarcia4196]

did you screen record this on a microwave

[@monchichi024]

zoe carcia low*

[@AndreasDelleske]

This one is actually a potato. Nice.

[@shadowtheruler0]

XD

[@_kxtelyn._]

No it's a dr pepper can

[@instagramlive2712]

LMAO. Actually it was Billie’s signal, I only downloaded the video 🤭

[@sydney14333]

Billie:Anybody wanna come over? Me:**packs all of stuff** Yesss, BYE MOM I'M LEAVING Mom:it's that damn Billie Me:yes... yes it is **SLAMS DOOR** I'm sorry I just kinda had to

[@AndreasDelleske]

S y d 1 0 1 hehe. If you‘d really go, you know you need no stuff.

[@smellmyfingers6902]

Bro u made me laugh for like ten mins! Lol😁🤣🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂

[@lifeofluhk2]

Lnao😂

[@KenoSNeal]

🤣🤣🤣🤣

[@stellajade]

OMG when she started talking about going 😭😭😭

[@alanal3218]

Stella Harris when was that?

[@jade-8421]

when

[@damndestiny]

I love rewatching her live-streams and falling asleep to her voice 🥰

[@blewhsh3171]

she was soooooo sad here I am glad she's happy now oh my god

[@lolstudio1947]

Yeah ikr but I kinda miss this era😢

[@kiaralee2972]

I love how she's checking in on us even tho she feels terrible the way i'm in love with her

[@delena4evertvd267]

you can almost hear the “cause i’m not” in her head after she asks “you guys alright? you guys okay?” :( i’m happy she’s happier now.

[@matt-hl1fz]

bro she looks so saddddd

[@paulinaberg2757]

Billie: anyone wanna Come over?? Me: HELL YEAH

[@msmangos_9425]

She’s everything to live for❤️

[@wolfiegirlwildfire8549]

She cares about us just as much as we care about her

[@adriannamichalski3359]

"billie im lesbian for you" 17:25 was that a smirk????

[@babybills8426]

Qawie Rahman that she is evil and she’s doing it

[@smellmyfingers6902]

@@babybills8426 doing what?!?

[@Yanamarrie._]

Qawie Rahman she messing with people's feelings 😡✨

[@kirbykult2983]

@@Yanamarrie._ bro she's not telling them to like her she cant controll that stuff, she's just gave a smirk because she's flattered

[@bootzi458]

she literally said in this live she’s not gay but it is a little funny haha she’s so cute

[@emilywilliams9347]

24:50 “That’s way to loud” “Haha Sorry” 😂😂😂

[@SafeHavenEquineandCanine]

You can literally hear her house viberating😂😂😂

[@nagon5793]

Im always sad and depressed but when i watch Billie i just dream away, feeling happy

[@Ellie-rg7zb]

Who else legit cried at 35:40?

[@yashminjamal9555]

I cried

[@selenaselenaselenaselenape7939]

Ellie Blackwell she had me crying the whole time the hell

[@chadluckern8092]

Shes way more talented then she even realizes or anyone else but ya she definitely has gone through something but shes so intune with the world an life shes an old soul but ya give her a few years I think she isn't at her full potential but ya I love how deep she is an ya shes young soon as she turns 25 to 30 that's when she'll be at her full potential I mean shes very talented now but wait till she matures or grows

[@goatedwiththesauce641]

At 16:45 who else hugged their screens? xx

[@kamariking438]

Hannah Bache meee

[@billieavacado5158]

Same

[@may8101]

Hannah Bache me 🥺

[@ellainecorollo2113]

Me

[@atcjgfdjfvtgjgemstones6099]

Hannah Bache MEHHH

[@sadieh.7163]

does anyone else just watch these and start crying thinking about what shes feeling inside and what her mental state is and how broken she's feeling in this?

[@anna-sh2qc]

YESSS:(

[@nina.nowhere]

I can’t believe this live is 2 years old the world was so unbelievably different for Billie and the rest of the world in good and bad ways

[@amyahartis2516]

i always rewatch this live and its so sad. the “ if i ever go” part makes me cry everytime like im crying while writing this🥺

[@sarachanqour5976]

I miss everything about this

[@monivv]

I’ve watched billie’s lives so many times that I literally know what she’s gonna say Do i regret it? Nah bro

[@4usprosperity]

😨💥🙏🙏😨😨😨😨😨🤕no you 🙏💥🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🙏🙏💥🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🪟🏃‍♂️🌎🚘😨

[@cunt2361]

this live always brings me so much comfort

[@aniandhristina5409]

watching this two years later and not even 1 min into it, the emotions hit me like a truck

[@jennlca]

i miss her and these lives so much :( the nostalgia

[@user-td3gx3jh2y]

Oml she is so good at drawing I actually can’t with her, love her soooo much

[@tatyyav]

hearing billie say that shes trying her best to stay with us and she's trying her best makes me sad. "no days are guaranteed" thats so sad. im so proud of how far my bby has came and how she's happy now🥺 im so glad she's okay now❤

[@Meriale46]

Billie is such a sweet girl... it breaks my heart to see her so sad. But I understand her melancholy all too well having suffered through decades of depression. As the mother of a daughter myself, she makes me want to take care of her. Give her a big warm hug and tell her it gets better. I know this is 2 years ago and she's much happier now but had I seen this back then I would want to comfort her. Billie has a good family... a brother, Mother, and father that adore her and millions of adoring fans all around the world... and a great career. So she has a lot to feel joyful about and has a blessed life. Her future is bright and beautiful.

[@rebblep]

She's so precious

[@delena4evertvd267]

35:40 hits very different after watching the doc. she wrote on her wall “i’ve been planning on killing myself for 2 weeks now”. it hurts to think she might’ve been tryna tell us goodbye in this live.

[@love2liyah222]

fr im so glad shes happier and taking care of herself now

[@Dextelite_Youtube]

She wrote that on her wall??? I saw a clip of some of her wall but I never saw that 😢 thank God she's in a good place now

[@yonuggets78]

She is beautiful 😍

[@rheyamccowan3161]

She needs to make a sleep playlist with all the nice songs she played

[@ofrimor25]

music.apple.com/il/playlist/billie-listening-to-music/pl.u-Ymb00XqTgZJdKZM this is playlist of every song she listened to🤍

[@RiversideMudFucker5611]

Ormilos

[@amieyahmil5357]

I come back to this live every now and then it kinda calms me down lol I love Billie

[@shuholic]

Her voice just makes me feel face no body else gets it except the Billie stans

[@qualitychez8803]

1:55 she sounds so sad :(

[@emilybranham5226]

billie: “i wish there were more people like you” i don’t.....but thank you tho 🥺🥺

[@arianaeilish1901]

16:45 IMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM GONNA DIE

[@inomkhithathomas2187]

Factsss!Biggg Facccts

[@envys3786]

this has been my comfort live stream for the past 2 years, i watch it every time i feel really low. it’s helped me get through so much honestly. i just love how calming the ukulele is and how quiet her entire room was, the pure aura of this video makes me feel safe.

[@heidihuidobro556]

I am so glad she didn’t leave 🥺

[@moni_clout4257]

Omg😭 she was playing the song "focus"...that my sooonnnnggg!!!!!! I listen to that when im in my feelings

[@pinkietoe646]

Moni _clout sis that’s everyone’s song🙌🏾

[@sophia-wf7lr]

Dam this got me crying seeing how broken she is and when she said “you feeling ok”

[@taimekahart4646]

Who's exited for the documentary?

[@sabihakamran8104]

Omg i m rewatching this vedio after 1 year

[@laallyisa]

Thank you so much for posting this. Billie is just such a life saver, she so inspiring, and just everything I have ever really needed in a person to look up to. But oh my god 35:30-38:20 is literally so sweet! If I ever have a bad day or just get stressed from life, and just wanna park my brakes and just quit and give up on life, I just play that part of the video and it just makes me remember that I am actually loved by at least 1 person, and that person is Billie. Even if it doesn't feel like it, I am. She makes me cry every time I hear that part of the live stream too bad I'll probably never meet her, because, my lord tickets for concerts and meet and greets are too expensive. But I'm not gonna convince myself into thinking that because who knows, I might just meet her one day. I just really hope Billie knows how amazing and just inspirational she is really. :3

[@TW-pm1sd]

My heart just sank into my chest while listening to hear talking about that I would just wanna jump into the screen and just hold her 🥺

[@MajoKeanera]

9:26 “I wanna die” 🥺😢

[@arlettehoogcarspel5620]

27:35 she is a god

[@d.m2506]

She's not a God she's human.

[@lacktoastandtallorrent7186]

She is not a god she is a GODDESS

[@dakotavamp4740]

"im already yours"🥺❤️

[@adriannamichalski3359]

13:21 ???? uuuhhhh HELP ME IM GONEEEE

[@superspark3257]

Why?

[@rehabalaitani5723]

The entire time I was yelling "OH MY GOD OH MY FUCKING GOD 😭😭😍"

[@dreamingdawn5968]

Same gurl same