TL;DR: Thank you for watching/listening. As someone who is generally a little wary of algorithms and their knowing us, I feel both conflicted and stoked to see how many of you have found us because of one. We’ve been watching the numbers go up and have been a bit baffled, but it honestly means everything to us to be able to connect with so many of you. Since I can’t really thank a bit of code for the reach, I’ll just thank all you wonderful humans for watching and listening. We’ve got new music in the works and our vinyl preorder has just gone live on bandcamp. We hope you’ll stick with us. WHYL xScott/BLACKSHAPE
@JaxonDuron Жыл бұрын
algorithm find here. i couldn't of found this at a better time in my life. thank you from a new fan.
@Samtar Жыл бұрын
really stellar stuff
@Seion173 Жыл бұрын
You guys rock! The algorithms gods may have shined favorably on you today but its YOU and YOUR ART that captivated us.
@mastadave2999 Жыл бұрын
Algorithm
@actechchris Жыл бұрын
I was brought here because of not only the algorithm, but an accidental click while scrolling! Glad I stayed and looking forward to more!!
@tfreefilm Жыл бұрын
Director of the video here! Just wanted to pop in and say thanks for all of the love on ITIIITIATIIHYLIHYL. This community has been really kind and supportive and it means probably more than you know. I love BLACKSHAPE and ultimately I'm just really happy that they are getting some of the attention that they deserve. Cheers y'all!🚪
@adlevhashamayim4694 Жыл бұрын
I’m only 40 seconds in but I know I love it already. Thanks for your creativity.
@chazlabreck Жыл бұрын
This was really powerful...i was clicking around and stumbled on this and think its fantastic!!! so much trite stuff around and this was thought provoking ...thanks
@garyregester390 Жыл бұрын
Absolutely incredible job.
@brothercartman Жыл бұрын
great job on ITIIITIATIIHYLIHYL
@TribuneMagazine Жыл бұрын
You have visualised this is such a visceral way. Top job. As emotive as the music.
@JagIsOnline Жыл бұрын
Honestly clicked because I couldn't immediately work out what that title was supposed to mean and now I'm just glad to be here.
@blackshapemusic Жыл бұрын
We’re glad you’re here too. Glad the acronym drew you in. Haha
@JagIsOnline Жыл бұрын
@@blackshapemusic I've had the album on repeat since that day. I love the structure of it, and it's so engrossing to sit through a full listen. Consider me a new fan and keep it coming :)
@distraughtsymphony Жыл бұрын
It’s the first letter from every lyric in the song.
@karlmiller739510 ай бұрын
@@blackshapemusicit's an acronym..... For what may I ask or is that part of the mystique
@karlmiller739510 ай бұрын
Mystique reveled I got it so cool
@gvnk_ Жыл бұрын
Its funny, how right when you're feeling lowest, random chance can drop the most impactful display of human creativity right into your lap to remind you you're alive.
@saint_gatsby10 ай бұрын
j’espère que tu vis, j’espère que tu vis, j’espère que tu vis 🎉❤🎉
@tricebreanne91317 ай бұрын
Literally me. I'm glad I'm not alone.
@the.bonsai.samurai7 ай бұрын
Me too 😢❤
@KosMik_Skul7 ай бұрын
hell yes! but... "random chance?" not what I would call it. I would call it synchronicity. when we attune ourselves to our own needs of mind, body, soul connection through acceptance and we embrace our shadow it creates resonance, it ripples out and reality is like a mirror. the universe is mind. we get what we need. I'm not christian or anything like that, technically atheist but this has been my experience lately. I've had this exact experience too many times to ignore it or dismiss it as mere coincidence or random chance. edit: (I know that there's many diff factors including the Algorithm that create the right factors for internal & external to converge. not saying it's all like god, magic, or mystical mumo-jumbo. IMO for magic to exist it does not mean that one must dismiss science, rationality, or logic. quiet the opposite it includes them.)
@the.bonsai.samurai7 ай бұрын
@@KosMik_Skul 😁 well said
@hannahbrown272811 ай бұрын
Carrie Fisher said something along the lines of 'If you need a reason to stay alive, let it be out of spite' to paraphrase. It speaks to a lot when ITIIITIATIIHYLIHYL is a radical statement.
@carlos007007 ай бұрын
Carrie Fishers quote is the radical statement here. This right here is a masterpiece
@nissyk6663 ай бұрын
This is so me coded
@blackshapemusic Жыл бұрын
BLACKSHAPE here, Just wanted to stop in and thank everyone for watching, listening, following, etc. We’re so grateful for all of it-especially all of your kind and often vulnerable comments. Thanks x1000000 We also want to give massive thanks to all the incredibly talented people who made this video possible and recognize them here: Cast Sarah Santore Micah Bode Production Company - BLACK RABBIT MONOLITH Producer- Trevor Free Director - Trevor Free DP - Bentley Rawle AC - August Framer Gaffer - Brandon Carraway PA - Micah Bode CGI - Seth Ringer VFX - McKay Olson Additional VFX - Seth Ringger, Trevor Free Editor - Trevor Free Colorist - Michael Ashman ADDITIONAL CREDITS: Recorded and mixed by Matt Goldman Mastered by Troy Glessner BLACKSHAPE is: Joe Woit - Guitar Josh Dunn - Bass Perry Burton - Drums Scott Shepard - Guitar / Vocals IHYL
@garyregester390 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for the credits, especially the name of the actress. She's phenomenal.
@geoff3610 Жыл бұрын
Wow, not meant to be a diss but I assumed she was the vocalist based on the video and felt it fit, if maybe a bit of a deep voice.
@JOKE485 Жыл бұрын
@@geoff3610me too!
@blackshapemusic Жыл бұрын
@@geoff3610no diss taken-Sarah’s performance is incredible and very convincing. We were blown away when we first saw it. Still are.
@dissociativealeks Жыл бұрын
Crazy work from everyone!
@micahbode Жыл бұрын
I'm the guy who gets murdered and also the waiter at the restaurant haha, I had a blast on this project!! Props to everyone involved and to blackshape for blessing us with this incredible piece of art.
@__ahughjass Жыл бұрын
bro what did you do to her 💀
@monkeyman4509 Жыл бұрын
rip
@justincoleman3805 Жыл бұрын
I’m sorry for your loss (of life). JK Great job.
@sound.silence Жыл бұрын
That was a sad story my bro. I hope you live, though ❤
@CaptainGraviton Жыл бұрын
I bet you told her to "Calm down", didn't you?
@meerkatnip Жыл бұрын
If This Is It, If This Is All There Is, I Hope You Live, I Hope You Live.
@nth256 Жыл бұрын
If There's No End, And We Are Infinite, Still... I Hope You Live. ❤️
@nth256 Жыл бұрын
Dude, just realized you were spelling out the title of the song.
@Akimikinaak Жыл бұрын
How did you know that. I thought it was some utoaztechan shit
@adventuress904 Жыл бұрын
I just fell in love with this place I'm in here at this song before the intro fully rolled into the drum beat
@meerkatnip Жыл бұрын
@@Akimikinaak It's the lyrics, someone else spotted it while we were talking about the song.
@Imagine66X11 ай бұрын
This actress is really good, it's not often you can watch something and think "Wow this actress *really* looks like she's beating someone to death"
@cristiano1g10 ай бұрын
yeah but why do you think she is a good actress then? Is this your personal threshold?
@MishaExAye10 ай бұрын
It wa so damn visceral. You can tell she was working through some sht there...
@cristiano1g9 ай бұрын
@@MishaExAye Bullshit
@SolitaryPsylocybin6 ай бұрын
The expressions too afterwards
@jsmith434w6 ай бұрын
she is method acting
@The-Growroom10 ай бұрын
Took me longer than I'd like to admit the title is the acronym of the lyrics.
@snakejuce Жыл бұрын
"Hey kid what are you listening to?" "ITIIITIATIIHYLIHYL"
@Clodd110 ай бұрын
Hey kiddo, take this iPad and type something. Ok, good, that's the name of my new song.
@Milo_Estobar9 ай бұрын
pensdospilhe
@LateNightRewrites9 ай бұрын
>looks at kid awkwardly > "yeah.... um thanks, you too"
@SirFrancisBaconn8 ай бұрын
If this is it If this is all there is I hope you live I hope you live
@andrewmitchell18297 ай бұрын
For real how do I even say that?
@Jackal_Blitz Жыл бұрын
I lost it when she looked down on the ground and saw that there was nothing there. Like it was all in her head the whole time. Fucking brilliant directing and acting on this.
@Vivagabe99 Жыл бұрын
It's almost more brutal in a world like this to say "I hope you live". It's harsh and beautiful, lovely & haunting.
@heerosanosyuy1173 Жыл бұрын
I couldn't agree more. It's like the opp of seeking revenge
@Reblwitoutacause Жыл бұрын
There's an old sardonic curse disguised as a well-wishes sentiment which goes: "May you live forever in interesting times" which I am now reminded of.
@caseyjay809711 ай бұрын
haunting for sure. consider the alternative.
@aabracadavra11 ай бұрын
Living in a man's world is certainly worse than dying.
@DiamondStratosphere6 ай бұрын
@@aabracadavra I find some solace in the fact that, by its own design, it will destroy itself in the end.
@johndoe9881 Жыл бұрын
I feel like half the people here found this by complete chance. Literally just popped up on my recommended even though I don't listen to post hardcore. So glad I pressed play because I'm obsessed with the meaning and symbolism this holds. "I hope you live" has a sad but hopeful feeling to it, like a warning that today's world isn't designed for us to live life like it's meant to be lived, but that there is a way to just be happy with what you have, which the empty plate symbolizes at least for me. I know the meaning is probably about mental health which I also agree with, but I love that it has different meanings to everyone.
@erinnelikewoah11 ай бұрын
Same - this song immediately meant everything to me. It's just filled with... everything to be honest. It's just speaking to me and the video tells its own story. It reminds me of the days of the deftones and like I said in another comment gives me this strange false nostalgia.
@erinnelikewoah11 ай бұрын
For me the empty plate is literal- *you're fine with that?* *strange smile* pans to nothing- pans back to no one. That alone is so meaningful for me.
@Noelsterrr10 ай бұрын
I think you're looking for meaning where there is none.
@unmakeyourself9 ай бұрын
Absolutely, and the other half of the people are the various objects from the music video apparently, super awesome to see such a diverse cast
@ramoses19 ай бұрын
I like your interpretation. I HATE being that guy, but that's not post hardcore, more post-rock and post-metal.
@Reel_Deviant10 ай бұрын
“I’m fine with this”and it was nothing! That made me clench
@benotyourboss Жыл бұрын
Damn these vocals... was not expecting them! If this is it If this is all there is I hope you live I hope you live If there's no end And we are infinite Still, I hope you live I hope you live If this is it If this is all there is I hope you live I hope you live If there's no end And we are infinite Still, I hope you live I hope you live I hope you live I hope you live I hope you live
@JustinPramis Жыл бұрын
Pretty sure I’m tatting some of these lyrics. I hope you live.
@blackshapemusic Жыл бұрын
@@JustinPramisWe’d be honored. Share with us if you do.
@benotyourboss Жыл бұрын
@@blackshapemusic same here. Guys this is an awesome track, those lyrics and that delivery hit the spot. I listen to it for days on loop! Nice touch with the title being the first letters of the first few vocals... probably that will be the tattoo! Love from Switzerland!
@JustinPramis Жыл бұрын
@@blackshapemusic For sure. I’m thinking some sort of black shape with the words in the negative space. I’ll share on Instagram???
@ApplySomePressure54 Жыл бұрын
wow, I managed to almost entirely correctly guess what the acronym stood for just from seeing the title pop up on my youtube home and having never heard of this band or song before. I'm surprised, but, neat.
@zisions Жыл бұрын
Hey all, I’m the stone that’s being used to bludgeon the young man’s head in, in the forest I want to thank everyone involved in this production it was such a blast.
@Geo-FaFa Жыл бұрын
Damn. Good job!
@juanatobon Жыл бұрын
Honestly you deserve an Oscar.
@Pimpulus Жыл бұрын
this is the comment. :D goddammit. this is it
@Halsfield Жыл бұрын
10/10 job. I really felt like you were a stone.
@blankslate1993 Жыл бұрын
Hey, I was the meteor!
@SageHexen Жыл бұрын
I feel like this is depicting psychosis, depression and toying with suicide - it resonates with me so deeply. Whoever directed and/or wrote this video is a god damn genius
@bogdanshevchenko Жыл бұрын
It also resonates with me. But what I get out of this piece is a sense of overcoming adversity, a widening lens, a sacrifice of the present for the future. It makes me feel strength. @SageHexen if suicide is on your menu, know that there is always a bigger picture. Don't be too proud or too afraid to ask for help. Life is suffering. But finding your way to overcoming that suffering is what makes you - you. It's why we're all here.
@dyaginuma Жыл бұрын
This is about the heat death of the universe. She is the Cosmos contemplating her own inevitable submission to the law of entropy. We (i.e. whatever intelligent life is in the universe) are the guy asking "YOU'RE FINE WITH THAT?!?!!". We play an insignificant role with even less agency. She is wondering, what is the point of it all? In the end the Cosmos concludes that if this is all there is, or if after the heat death of the universe everything collapses until there is another Big Bang, still ...She hopes we live.
@dyaginuma Жыл бұрын
Also If you listens to the full album, which is designed to play in a loop, it seems the band believes there's no end and we are infinite.
@VictorMontel Жыл бұрын
@@bogdanshevchenko this song kind of gives me a sense of hope and letting go. Not for myself, but for others, like hugging a friend goodbye for the last time ever being a good thing. I take it as a song about transitions in life. About letting go of your baggage, of your past. Take it from the words: "If this is it, if this is all there is (what already happened, the past), i hope you live (live as a memory)". There's this duality between these verses.
@johnsmoak8237 Жыл бұрын
@@VictorMontelthat's it
@BilliumRye10 ай бұрын
Shades of “Explosions In The Sky” & “Moments In Grace”.
@jyotektosgaimur10 ай бұрын
Hey everyone I was the asteroid that obliterated the earth at the end. While my role was small, it was still a fun, worthwhile experience. Thank you Blackshape ❤
@HermesTresmegestus10 ай бұрын
Spoilers
@DoubleDownDawn10 ай бұрын
THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE, ASTEROID
@Nightsisters_Clan10 ай бұрын
Hey Asteroid! Bathtub here, remember no part is too small. You made the ending!
@bebeloewenherz136 ай бұрын
you been great! hope to see you again soon!✨
@annacoeptisАй бұрын
Thanks friend ☄️
@georgeweeman90572 ай бұрын
Why does my eyes begin to tear up when she starts singing "I hope you live"? Very powerful song!
@johndoe98812 ай бұрын
The first time I heard this I was going through bad depression and hearing "I hope you live" after feeling hopeless was like a warm hug.
@HA-lp4ztАй бұрын
He*. The actor is not the singer. Scott is.
@davie9070Ай бұрын
Right in the feels
@AMGinc23 күн бұрын
This is a masterpiece. This feels like home.
@zaalrottunda280411 ай бұрын
Hey all, im one of the trees in the forest and i just wanna thank all my tree brothers that helped on this project, stay hard boys, and of course to blackshape for hiring us and going paperless on billing invoices. Mahalo!
@TheMightyMana11 ай бұрын
Hey Dude, i saw you in the Video! Great Acting!
@jerrys.989511 ай бұрын
@@TheMightyMana The performance was a little wooden if you ask me
@nmlepageАй бұрын
@jerrys.9895 no way man it was a solid performance!
@luciagalhofa44729 күн бұрын
Happy to find this song -melancholic, beautiful and powerful - i'm obsessed - it´s perfect!!!
@Shway34Ай бұрын
Man, discovered this song when I needed it most. Things happen for a reason. Just hasn't felt that way in a while Thank you Blackshape for creating this. Not only is it a beautiful song, im sure I'm not the only person its helped.
@annacoeptis29 күн бұрын
Shine on crazy diamond. 💎
@hornet106527 күн бұрын
Yeah, same! I heard the song for the first time at the perfect moment.
@singingflowers7456 Жыл бұрын
The actress is sooo pretty, her eyes are super expressive
@Imagine_TV Жыл бұрын
Learning to accept the past and let go and forgive is the most difficult task that will define your world. The freedom you gain from the peace allows you to be be okay with everything from here on out. Even as you face death, simply unbothered and okay.
@MartinkaMich11 ай бұрын
Welp, not many videos and songs have captured the essence and torment of being alive and feeling...thank you.
@Trapewurm2 ай бұрын
This song will pierce through every part of you.
@suesutton9226Ай бұрын
This is such a beautiful song ❤
@erisdiscordia99429 ай бұрын
Hi, I am the person who keeps coming back to watch this video because it’s awesome and makes me feel alive again!
@benydavid12537 ай бұрын
For those still not figuring out that the title stands for, even after listening to the song: "If This Is It If This Is All That Is I Hope You Live I Hope You Live"
@sydurgraham7760Ай бұрын
All *There* Is**
@piterflosnik5286Ай бұрын
I'm pretty sure this is the greatest song I've ever heard. I might be drunk a bit, but I'm pretty sure.
@iLuv2sixty911 ай бұрын
Hi all, the tree's from the forest scenes here. Please continue to nourish our soil with the blood of your loved ones, your life essence is essential if you would gaze on eternity. We would also like to thank the production staff, we truly had a blast.
@growing.flowers11 ай бұрын
🎉
@tophermohegan979710 ай бұрын
The GOATed comment kimosabi 🙏🏾💯😂😂😂
@Bergtroll3625 ай бұрын
Wow, that was a very distinguished troll commentery, probs from germany!
@elfShiba2 ай бұрын
3:19 What that animal was killed ?
@Tangerineskies22Ай бұрын
This is the funniest shit i read today 😂 ty fir your contributions
@this-nerd22 сағат бұрын
First time hearing this song and I have to say it was an emotional roller coaster. I'm very impressed ❤❤
@SlippyLegJones Жыл бұрын
Orange here Just wanted to say I enjoyed getting sliced into! Was such a fantastic time working with Blackshape!
@dustinbeach9910 Жыл бұрын
top notch comment
@Brennanan11 ай бұрын
u got some nice looking skin bro
@n8doggg10 ай бұрын
I believe its a grapefruit
@m00nk1n9 ай бұрын
@@n8doggg Maybe it identifies as an orange. Don't judge!
@Ghadente7 ай бұрын
Aren't you glad I didn't say banana
@Laloucination6 ай бұрын
This music is a masterpiece ! One part goes for ears and the other part goes for soul. Absolutely gorgeous
@LoneSilver94 Жыл бұрын
I've been going through the motions, and by chance, I randomly clicked on it out of curiosity. This song just came to me at the right time. It was meant for people like me to hear, and it feels beautiful.
@CoffeeNLiveMusicLiaison Жыл бұрын
Chance is my best friend. He passed back in 2001. We have transcendental music in the fiber of our very DNA. If Chance brought you, it was not by happenstance or random fluke. You’re radiating. And you were meant to be here. Special delivery to make certain you arrived. ✨Purpose is deliberate. You’ll see. ✨
@JaseekaRawr Жыл бұрын
Yes 😭 i feel like I'm waking up recently. I stopped listening to music like I used to. I still enjoyed nice songs(Coke Studio Pakistan shoutout!), but not this genre. I grew up on Rage, Tool, etc. But since I left my old life behind, in order to finally live, I haven't listened to this genre as much. So happy the algo finally hit the right spot! Seems they've tweaked it recently bc I've been getting low view count vids recommended more. I think tiktok has strongly influenced YT's decision to tweak it more democratically. Anyway sorry to ramble. I'm over here crying after seeing this vid. Really needed this good cry, been holding it in too long 🥲
@nyghtowll Жыл бұрын
Same! This popped up on my feed and I'm so glad it did. Looking forward to more music!
@pr1sm55 Жыл бұрын
The way the music builds up to about 3:30 is like living life building up to this one moment that's either incredibly beautiful or completely disastrous. Man, what a complete rollercoaster of emotions. It's insane...
@jordandroy70166 күн бұрын
Im a singer/song writer/ poet/ artist and I've never been this emotionally moved by any bit of carefully calculated sound in all of my years in this life. Keep up the good work PLEASE! Oh, and Congrats on being beautiful in every way.
@ChalkBeing4 күн бұрын
An emotional response is art…and this song never fails to affect me.
@jordandroy70163 күн бұрын
@@ChalkBeing oh absolutely. I've been listening to this song every day all day since I've found it and it still hits me hard. I wish he would sing more. When the vocals hit and build up to a climax at the end it blows me away dude
@CloverTheHyena11 ай бұрын
I have NO idea why this video popped up on KZbin, and I’m even more baffled as to why I felt the need to urgently press play on it but I’m so glad I did. It grew and grew and grew into this lovely, interesting, bizarre, amazement of a song and video. I couldn’t stop watching it, and listening to it, and now I think I have played it over 10 times. It gets better and better the more I see into the meaning and the story the video presents. And just…. Wow.
@contritisumus Жыл бұрын
what a lovely Dark ride this song was with the Lyrics coming right at the end but so worth waiting for: If this is it if this is all there is I hope you live If there's no end and we are infinite still, I hope you live
@all-s0rts Жыл бұрын
ITIIITIATIIHYLIHYL
@youngjiggymf1704 Жыл бұрын
its crazy how much weight words can hold
@alecveysilart28792 ай бұрын
I can't stop listening to this song for a month..
@calamitysam4931 Жыл бұрын
Straight onto the "I'm moody but not sure why" playlist. Really enjoyed finding this.
@Nightsisters_Clan10 ай бұрын
Hi y'all, I'm the bathtub in the video! I wasn't quite sure about the direction at first, you know, with the naked lady in me and cold water, but it was for this beautiful song. It came out magnificent in the end. I'd really like to thank everyone in production and catering. Everyone was so professional and discreet. I hope the band remembers my role when they accept their eventual Grammys! ❤
@jeremysmith462010 ай бұрын
I'm a gentleman and I'd never ask a bathtub her secrets, so I'm not sure if you are real porcelain or not. Honey, all I do know is you looked like nothing but the entire time. You hold an ocean of water and make it feel like a lake.
@LateNightRewrites9 ай бұрын
Without being too... direct, i was hoping to ask if your hardware is original or aftermarket? Either way i suppose it doesnt matter - you're absolutely perfect
@NixeuAx6 ай бұрын
😂😂😂
@kadaj7269 Жыл бұрын
Song blew me away, rattled my bones! Please for the love of the gods bring this vocalist back for more tracks or better yet as your full time singer. Wow.
@JeremyMagee-k1n Жыл бұрын
Yes. Have her be the permanent vocalist
@laupdivad9352 Жыл бұрын
This came out of nowhere, I love it when KZbin chucks something at me I had no idea about and it's brilliant. That's why why I always pick stuff to try by bands I've never heard of, it's where the secret gems can be found, and then hopefully they're not so secret any more!!
@MyDearGhoul Жыл бұрын
This hit me in a way I wasn't expecting, and it made me break down. My brother has been struggling for many years now with deep depression. It's getting worse and he uses alcohol as an escape. He won't talk to anyone so I don't know how to help him. It kills me because my biggest fear is that I'm going to find him dead somewhere and I'll blame myself for not trying hard enough. I've struggled with depression all my life too so it's that much worse because I know how bad it can be. I don't know, this song just hit me, especially after today. It's beautiful, painful, and hopeless.
@JonnyBTW Жыл бұрын
As an older brother, who struggles with alcoholism, please don't stop trying. My siblings mean the world to me, and I'm sure he feels the same. Sending the best vibes.
@ArisEmriis Жыл бұрын
I'm a non practicing alcoholic who's been sober a little over a year and active in AA. I'm lucky to be alive. I've struggled with depression lifelong and traumas happened, turned to alcohol the same as your brother. I wouldn't listen to anyone but I ended up getting alcohol induced hepatitis and I just wanted to be free more than Anything. I'm going to pray for your brother that the desire to stop drinking and be free would be his, and he will take action. I can also understand how you feel as a sibling...I have a brother with schizophrenia who's been off his meds about 5 years and my family and I can't be in contact because he's dangerous. My heart goes out to you my friend. Please take care of yourself and find as much joy and beauty in this world as you can.❤
@Ryan-kl5pt Жыл бұрын
Get him to detox and a treatment center if you can. Just keep in mind he has to truly want the help. I was in the same boat 2 1/2 years ago but after 90 day treatment and realizing that's not who I was I'm still sober and just doing the right things. Wish you all the best because you're worth it 👆
@danylozkyn Жыл бұрын
This comment hits home. You're not alone. My older brother deals with his inner depression and demons the same way as yours, by keeping it all inside and trying to drown it with alcohol. This has been how it is for 20 years. Just know that just the fact that you care, listen and are there is enough. For me one of the most frustrating parts is me expressing my concern and him just brushing it off. But at least I've said something, and that's all I can do if he doesn't want to talk. At least he knows the opportunity is always there. We can't live their life for them. Remember to take care of yourself first. It's ok to be happy about and enjoy things in your own life. But it is painful. I'm sorry you and your brother are going through this.
@notstanley6936 Жыл бұрын
I lost my sibling to anorexia and drugs, she absolutely cut off contact and drank herself to death. Be a thorn in their side, u can't make it worse if u show up and just love him. I hope he lets u in.
@SeanM198910 ай бұрын
My mom died of lung cancer just before Easter and I've been playing this on repeat
@ThisPartIsAndrew9 ай бұрын
Wishing you strength and peace
@EmberLeon20 күн бұрын
Couldn't like this video a second time
@SicMundus76 ай бұрын
I keep coming back and I still dont have words for this. I know one go at a time never suffices.
@darvidbourgeois3699 Жыл бұрын
Literal goosebumbs after the bridge as she begins to sing. Excellent craftsmanship, all round masterpiece
@gillesibub Жыл бұрын
This youtube algorithm is vapid and overbearing a lot of the time, a tool that is supposed to help bring things into your scope but often just repeats the same few subscribed creators ad infinitum. Today, the algorithm worked. Now to go through all your other works. Glorious.
@MedicaMetal1 Жыл бұрын
First time hearing this, and it moved me to tears almost instantly Heaviness and beauty beyond words
@blackshapemusic Жыл бұрын
🖤
@starwyvern0107 күн бұрын
I am SO GLAD autoplay gave me this gem. Absolutely amazing stuff.
@xLYNDOGАй бұрын
This is single handedly the greatest piece of music I’ve ever heard. The composition is just beautiful 🖤
@alexisc6136 Жыл бұрын
This is an instance where I'm glad I was late to the party. While I would have loved this as audio alone, the video is beyond stunning. So cathartic, and really connects to a pain I'm trying to let go of.
@SheppyHand Жыл бұрын
@blackshapemusic Жыл бұрын
Honored to be part of your catharsis. So glad you found us.
@PizzaSIut Жыл бұрын
fucking beautiful in every aspect, ugh please let this band prosper
@prollyjusyellin Жыл бұрын
Came for post-rock, stayed for bear trap of an emotional experience.
@camiwhite76252 ай бұрын
I found this song about a year ago and got immediately hooked, it’s been in playlist all this time and don’t you know how unique this voice is…I really would like hear more vocals from this band, cause for real I haven’t heard this type of voice in a guy, it makes the song even more enigmatic. The instrumentals are so beautifully played and cohesive so I just imagine adding more vocal it would be tremendous!
@dissociativealeks2 ай бұрын
Fr, still one of the nastiest and most heartbreaking tracks I’ve heard in a while
@ilgattofantasma48862 ай бұрын
Come si chiama la cantante? Su internet non ho trovato traccia di lei, come se non avesse mai cantato in questa canzone. Non appare nemmeno nella descrizione di questa canzone
@jennerdavis409711 ай бұрын
Holy hell, that song was beautiful. I'm speechless.
@kennysoriginalmusicchannel5916 Жыл бұрын
This song has been stuck in my head ever since I first listened to it. Today my son and I lit a few fireworks and as I glanced up at the black infinite sky I took in the moment as this song echoed in my head. If this is it ...I will live as much as I can, if we are infinite like the expansive unlit space above I will retain as much of this life as I can and one day be with the stars looking back down.
@blackshapemusic Жыл бұрын
Beautiful.
@kennysoriginalmusicchannel5916 Жыл бұрын
@@blackshapemusic Thank u guys for ur music. Take care.
@kennysoriginalmusicchannel591610 ай бұрын
@shanepilgrim5802 I feel that way at times. A reset, rebut or just an end to it all after a long life of pain, struggle and endurance a finally would be sufficient
@TheDangerousBrew11 ай бұрын
Just found this today, and have watched it multiple times. The build up to the lyrics really hit for me. Incredible stuff.
@gameznotgames2435Ай бұрын
The algorithm sent me here and I can say with all confidence that it do gud. Amazing song, splendid video. Together they pack a punch that hits right in the brain.
@ricajubiladoАй бұрын
Parabéns! Um dos melhores post rock que eu já ouvi!
@AussieStandsWithRussia9 ай бұрын
For any one who is patient enough this song rewards like a guiding light reaching down to your soul.
@williamechols27319 ай бұрын
Слава Україні! Героям слава!
@andrewarnold96422 ай бұрын
I've probably contributed half of this video's plays in the last 2 days lol. At first, I wasn't sure about it, and now it stays stuck in the background of my brain all day.
@ChalkBeing2 ай бұрын
Keep coming back. There’s a power these boys have that everyone must hear/see!
@_rlb4 ай бұрын
I still don't fully understand the meaning of this song, but I do know that it's related to a loved one of mine who lost her battle with depression two weeks ago. For me, "I hope you live" is her way of saying she hopes my life will be better than hers.
@moski5629Ай бұрын
Between reading the comments, listening to the song and watching the video I got lost in how artistically genius this is
@x-Rakurai-x2 ай бұрын
As someone struggling with mental illness, this video is speaking to me. Chills all over my body. I hope you live as well
@jenniferjohns5186Ай бұрын
13 days ago your comment.. this is
@oipicx Жыл бұрын
Bury the rage. Kill it. Forgive yourself, move on. Kindness is king and I ensure every one of you reading is worthy of it. I hope you have a fantastic day, truly. And may you walk always in wisdom.
@AnchieMima Жыл бұрын
Thank you 🙏
@iflyhelicopters Жыл бұрын
For real thank you
@fawnastralvital7277 Жыл бұрын
Best comment ever. Absolutely true. Thank you, and I hope the same comes your way. May you have an amazing day and remember that of it ever feels like no one cares- at least a random person on the internet does. :)
@mackholman165 Жыл бұрын
Thank you friend. To return, you are worthy. All of us. Kings, queens. Worthy.
@SlimRhyno Жыл бұрын
This was genuinely awesome, and right back at you, my friend 😁🤘
@entropytheory8875 Жыл бұрын
So I’ve been listening and watching this video on repeat. I often get goosebumps or tear up a bit from songs that just hit right and make me feel deeply…but this song…this masterpiece…along with the video, just make me feel something entirely different. The imagery of space showing how insignificant we are on this blue dot. The existentialism is real. We want to value our time but are aware of our inevitable end of this life and we don’t know if there’s anything more to this…we hope there is, we want there to be more…but we don’t know This song is just so damn beautiful
@WillEhrendreich Жыл бұрын
If this is it, if this is all there is, both living and dying are meaningless. If this is a universe without a grounding to all meaning, then concepts like life and death, good and bad, love and hate, beauty and horror, all of it is simply the arbitrary conceptual convulsions of the deluded beings secreted by death clock deterministic fizzing of physics and chemistry hallucinating self awareness and play acting agency. All while suffering greatly. A nihilistic mad house of capricious pain wrapped in a cosmic joke. "Full of sound and fury, signifying.. nothing.. " to be sure. But I do not hold to that. I cannot, for one second, accept that this is all there is. Why? More than a few reasons, but here are few reasons.. Everything that begins to exist has a cause. The universe began to exist. Therefore the universe has a cause. This is known as the Kalaam Cosmological Argument. It's one among a family of arguments from Contingency. They seek to reason about the existence of things that owe the explanation of their existence to something else, and what we could logically derive from that analysis. By the universe, I mean all space, time, and matter. The cause of space, time, and matter must therefore be emptied of all of them, as in, the cause is spaceless, timeless, and immaterial. But what spaceless, timeless, immaterial entities are there? Numbers perhaps? I don't buy it, actually, but even if they do exist in that sense, the number 33822 cannot CAUSE anything. It simply describes, or measures.. never causes.. So what else? I, and many good philosophers much smarter than I can only come up with one other good explanation: A Mind. A timeless, spaceless, immaterial, uncaused, necessary being of incomprehensible intelligence, complete agency and immeasurable ability. Yahweh, or as many like to call him, God. So if Yahweh exists, which seems to be the best explanation of the cause of the universe and why there is anything instead of nothing at all, then we have to examine another important question: how has this being interacted with what it caused? Well, there are some pretty solid evidences of a first century ancient near eastern man who went around claiming to be this being. That's pretty crazy. He'd have to make some sort of drastic, unbelievable demonstration of who he said he was, or he'd be yet another lunatic. So, in this case, he DID. Jesus of Nazereth, was crucified under the roman prefect Pontius Pilate at the behest of the religious leaders of his own nation, because in their tradition, no one gets away with saying the kind of absurd claims this Jesus was making without being put to death for blasphemy. You don't just get to call yourself the uncreated, most high God, and pretend like that's just going to be fine, not in that context. He died, and was buried in the tomb of a Jewish religious leader named Joseph who was secretly a follower, and a giant round stone was rolled into place, one that no one could just easily roll away. A few days later, a group of the women who followed him before he died came back and claimed that Jesus had physically risen from the dead to the rest of the dejected and fearful men who had spent the last 3 years devoting every moment to the service of the one they thought for sure this time would save them from Roman oppression. They were rebels with a disgraced and murdered messiah, and their hopes dreams were broken and as dead as their teacher, and it was most likely going to be the same for them all soon. No that couldn't be true, they thought, they're just women, their testimony wouldn't even hold up in court half a man's testimony, why would they believe such outlandish nonsense? No one gets up from the dead.. at least not until the Final Day, the Great Resurrection, where all who die would rise together out of the depths of Sheol, and be given new life and new bodies to be with God. There was no reason to believe these women, these men had no concept of a single person resurrection... But soon the women weren't the only ones who started seeing the risen Jesus. Soon it was two of them, then all eleven, then up to 500 people at one time. Was He just a Ghost? Well no, He ate fish.. ghosts don't eat .. and ghosts certainly don't invite you to put your fingers in the giant holes in their hands or the gaping laceration in his side... But if God exists, and Jesus Christ rose from the dead, then Christianity is true. If that's true, then this is NOT all there is.. and we have deeply failed the standard that God has laid out for us. But, the good news, the Gospel, is that living is given as an option and opportunity to become sons and daughters of the family of the Most High God, if only we let Jesus bear the legal penalty of our missing the mark, and according to ancient scripture, offending a perfect being comes at the punishment of death. But Jesus took that punishment. He died so we could live. I hope you consider all of this honestly. I hope you see the hope in what seemed so hopeless. I hope you become part of the family of the source of life, Himself. This isn't it. This isn't all there is. I hope you live.
@unknwnerror1616 Жыл бұрын
I feel the same way, have this song on repeat since last week, every time I grow to love it more..
@SkullObsessed69 Жыл бұрын
I was not ready for the vocal part to come in. Absolutely spectacular, very well put together, from the video to the music, incredible!
@JackCloudie Жыл бұрын
Was enjoying the moody instrumentals. Then singing. "Heck yeah!"
@SALEENS7GTR5 Жыл бұрын
I was browsing the comments while listening and found this a few minutes in before the vocal. I thought it was going to be some etheral ahhhs and ohhhs at the end, but then the vocal hit and it all made sense.
@hornet106529 күн бұрын
Thank you for making this song and video. ❤
@NHDeadheadАй бұрын
I cannot stop listening to this... Especially the live version. Incredible !!!
@ChalkBeingАй бұрын
@NHDeadhead…I’m right there with you. These boys create music that makes me look forward to my next experience with it.
@mclovinlife40186 ай бұрын
One of the best songs I’ve ever heard. IHYL
@ashmostro Жыл бұрын
I've listened/watched this dozens of times now, but somehow I missed that the "I'm fine with this" statement appears at the beginning of the video too. The full circle of what "I'm fine with this" actually means to her is intriguing, and adds to the many-meaning feeling of the whole premise. I'm fine with what? Accepting the bare minimum? The end of the our reign, to make way for another? ..... like all great art, there are more questions than answers and I am here for it.
@Acr4nius7 ай бұрын
Popped up randomly on my KZbin page. I am in love with everything. The audio, the visuals, the tension, everything is perfect.
@jayr976512 күн бұрын
the progression on this track is just insane. wow. well done.
@andysnow712110 ай бұрын
When I was watching the video and listening to the song I felt so many things I can't even put into words. Absoltely increrdible. This is a work of art, thank you!
@nino75368 ай бұрын
brother I'm just browsing my recommended and the next minute im crying my eyes out, I didn't ask for this
@TheDwuetyloamid6 ай бұрын
🤗
@barbie_gaahl Жыл бұрын
Came across, immediately put on watch later list, then accidentally clicked, havent been able to stop watching/listening, currently 2:40 in......okay now Im finished. This is amazing! Every part of it!
@DimmuDeer5 ай бұрын
How is this so anxiety inducing yet so calming at the same time?
@TorreUp5 ай бұрын
Hypnosis
@jcole167910 ай бұрын
Hey all, im you're ever growing existential dread in the face of the harsh reality that you aren't the person 10 year old you thought you'd be, I had a blast being made slightly more evident as you listened! Thanks everyone!
@johnnycincocero11 ай бұрын
Hey y'all. I'm the grapefruit that gets brutally hacked to death. HAHA. Actually, that was a life size fake model of me. I'd like to thank everyone, especially the SFX team. It was great to be a part of this project. Hopefully we can work again.
@TheKatamana Жыл бұрын
She was abused, in a relationship where nothing felt real, she just stood and stared, coming to terms with her situation despite the overwhelming feeling of drowning and loneliness. One day, she realized she wasn't in the same situation. She had found her way out and there was a peace. But how could there be peace? Something had to be wrong. Her world couldn't be OK. The peace is unnerving before she sees him again. Water. Drowning. Despair. She lashes out against the feelings of old, she can't let him go. Anger. After she's finished, her mania dissipates. She looks around. He really isn't here anymore. There really is peace. So she reflects. On the person she knew, the person she loved. Despite it all, the absolute consuming feeling of trauma and the torture she was tragically forced to endure, despite how all consuming the abuse was and how little space she had in her reality for anything but her abuser, despite everything, "I hope you live". The trauma never leaves. The true reality almost seems dull compared to how all consuming the past relationship was. And the love for some reason will never go away, despite the anger and other emotions that come in parallel. We will lash out to the innocent when everything is OK, we will struggle to live despite the abuse being behind us, it will be a life long battle, but that's what it is to live. I can't express how close this song feels to me but it's absolutely beautiful and painful and a perfect portrayal of trauma. That's the takeaway I had although I didn't dig in to every bit, but it's absolutely beautiful and makes me feel like I'm not alone with what I've been through. To everyone out there, I hope you live.
@rocky-hi7hc Жыл бұрын
i left 8 months ago and this is my new normal. thank you for putting this into words
@EndlesslyEternal8 ай бұрын
This this this ❤
@Saavycupcake8 ай бұрын
Love your beautiful depiction. Yes it’s a life long battle, but things can get better with the right support. We can again have beautiful moments and emotional regulation. The brain is maleable and we deserve to heal from our hell that is post traumatic stress.
@oofydoom6 ай бұрын
Beautifully articulated down to almost poetry. I can definitely relate to that description. And you too. God be with you!
@michellekeith56026 ай бұрын
The trauma she says to herself..... Looking in the mirror yes the scars are still there from her neck like a collar and scattered across her body like old roads on an ancient map. But something is different now. She's made peace with the purest part of her leaving this world the same day he arrived .... She's seen the other side and made peace with not being allowed to stay in that place that until that day she never believed existed. She is different now there are still many nightmares and tears to cry but now... Now she lives. For her for the part of her lost to this world but waiting in that place so she lives because she has to. She was sent back so she lives until all of the life meant for her has slipped through the hourglass and the sands of time become the heavens of eternity I live.
@KoreanLuverNinjaWolf2 ай бұрын
I had this song saved in my watch later playlist for a good while. I'm so glad I decided to go through it because I really enjoyed this! The mv was amazingly shot, the acting was [chef's kiss] and the singing was hauntingly beautiful
@Cavemanner11 ай бұрын
This song is incredible. I first listened about 6 months ago and every time it comes across my recommended again I stop to listen to and watch this amazing piece of art. Can't wait to experience it a little stoned here before too long. If weed does nothing else, it greatly expands the ability to appreciate music in new ways.
@Rosskles11 ай бұрын
It shows up at least 2 or 3 times a week and I am not complaining!
@jono_young10 ай бұрын
This was a breathtaking experience, and wow…….She put every fibre of her being into that stoning 😮💨🔥✌️➕❤️
@Lukiticas8 ай бұрын
10 months listening to this masterpiece almost daily, thanks for saving my life
@Burnerbaby Жыл бұрын
I’ve struggled with bipolar depression my entire life. I get trapped in spirals of pure darkness and sometimes it feels like I won’t stop spinning until I hit rock bottom. I was spiraling when I found this video. I downloaded the song, put it on repeat for hours. It brought me back to myself. I’ve never been more grateful for a song in my life. I hope I live too.
@Rosskles Жыл бұрын
I hope you continue to find moments of solace ✊
@wemusthavechannelstocommen6194 ай бұрын
you ever try wellbutrin xl+ lithium orotate?
@Blank13711 ай бұрын
Blade of grass here, had a whale of a time swaying in the wind, and volunteering to get stepped on! I'd love to be featured in any future projects. :)
@joarawa3513 ай бұрын
😂😂😂😂😂
@mikem3518 Жыл бұрын
What a beautiful song and video. Simply amazing. I was NOT expecting the lyrics. Going thru a divorce and I'm shaking right now and crying amazing tears of happiness.
@danjohnson29143 ай бұрын
I found this song 2 weeks ago on KZbin premium, I've played it to fall asleep to, every single fucking night, on repeat since. This is the first time ive seen the video.... Im not an emotional person by any stretch of the wildest imagination, I'm shut off, cold and emotionless for 99% of my life. This exquisitely made video combined with a melody created by angels, with lyrics created co-productively by God and Lucifer, this experience made me choke and tear up for reasons I cannot even begin to comprehend. Thank you 🖤
@aware08795 ай бұрын
This is so beautiful. Million times... Bravo
@TheDeathOfPassion6 ай бұрын
I am trying to everyday but i this aint living, this is slowly dying, living my days in bed, writing, sowing, drawing, reading, barely eating and searching for a reason why to stay hopeful and move forward, for what?, some days nothing, some days something...im ready to sleep, nothing matters anyway, nothing matters. thank you for making this video, i enjoyed it
@NahIamgood5 ай бұрын
Hi friend, I hope you continue to live even when life seems like it's not worth living
@kenpo71885 ай бұрын
Sometimes we keep this feeling of emptiness imprisoned for a long time. Life is sad, unbalanced, and sometimes meaningless, but that is the secret of living: being able to carry on despite so much inner emptiness. I sometimes feel the same way. I hope you can overcome these moments soon, and if one day you want to talk to someone, I am open to writing. I'm from Argentina, but my heart is universal.
@cerico765 ай бұрын
You do matter!
@XawiKrishna Жыл бұрын
Made me cry healing tears. This is special. Thank you for the experience
@scottgraham1469 Жыл бұрын
This is one of the most powerful songs I've ever heard. I'm blown away.
@KaioAraujo93Ай бұрын
This is the best song i've ever heard in my entire life.
@catherineashwick47306 ай бұрын
i have never heard this of this artist, let alone the song. it popped up in my suggestions, and something told me deep down that this is exactly what my soul needed. I have never witnessed such pulchritudinous act.
@Cb138inRs Жыл бұрын
If This It It, If This Is All There Is, I Hope You Live, I Hope You Live I T I I I T I A T I I H Y L I H Y L Damn God Work
@Thiago-Andrade-84 Жыл бұрын
Thx for making it clear
@jimbojohnson249710 ай бұрын
Why the inconsistency between your comma spacing and your letter spacing? To be more consistent it should be: ITII ITIATI IHYL IHYL
@azzy_k306010 ай бұрын
@@jimbojohnson2497 he was matching it with the spacing of the words above
@jimbojohnson24975 ай бұрын
@@azzy_k3060 I see now, the formatting gets screwed after posting.