Hmmm im not sure, its definitely chaotic. Usually bad i think, its really hard for me because of mental illnesses and lack of people irl to support me in trouble times. But it doesnt seem all bleak becaue there are some times when i feel very motivated and happy. But its all so random its still hard to do anything like getting a job, working and keeping it for longer than a month or two... Thanks for asking by the way : )