Wow, that moment he drops the guitar out is just something else. Justin is just so real with everything he says. I’ve never done drugs or anything like that and I can still find connection in his songs to my life. Such talent
@AmyFritz-f3x8 ай бұрын
This is a Very Inspiring Song That Gets Me Personally Because of What I'm Going Through With My Kids Dad's Going Through Addictions and The Streets and Praying God Keeps Them Safe I Grew Up With These Dad's My Whole Life Who I just Happened to Have Daughters With Totally Separate Times But They Are Both Homeless on The Streets I Don't Want To Be Around Them For Safety Reasons but This Song Is Very Touching to My Soul I Love You Blue October For Singing It and The Emotions With It ❤
@dweezl81936 жыл бұрын
There are days when I need to hear this song, today is one of those days
@shaddddow6 жыл бұрын
This is one of those weeks One of those months. It never ends Yet we go on Life is amazing and I don't want to give it up. But it's scary af Good thing we are strong.
@kevinmiller82655 жыл бұрын
@@shaddddow it's been a year since this comment, Is it still scary? I hope not.
@Kirbyfan543215 жыл бұрын
It never ends, that feeling. One can only hope to grow stronger. It doesnt lessen the pain. Just makes you more understanding
@kornfreak784 жыл бұрын
Justin is one hell of a singer... he puts his heart and soul into his lyrics.. you can literally SEE the passion on his face when he sings.. definitely someone I admire... not just that but his lyrics really speak on topics I can relate to. I've been through a lot of shit in my life, the culmination of which was losing my Mother roughly 3 years ago... A part of me died with her. I haven't been the same since. Everyday is a struggle going on without her. I've been lost in depression for a long time. I hope one day I can get back up...
@CourtneyMarie-ep6ez6 жыл бұрын
I listen to this song when my depression and anxiety get bad. These last two months have been rough mentally, so here i am listening to beautiful justin.
@asqueakyfoot6 жыл бұрын
Same. What is it about this time of year?!
@thehoop746 жыл бұрын
I have really bad anxiety and he has just come into my life with his music. And I love him!
@loveleelibra41844 жыл бұрын
CourtneyMarie 6661 Love & Light! 🙇🏻♀️ he is so healing Courtney😇💯🥰
@thehubrisoftheunivris24322 жыл бұрын
I still live this way. Can't shake it. But I'm trying so hard. Thanks for supporting my support.
@stevenkeller30472 жыл бұрын
WELL...with that you got your answer. You can still write. I can't tell you how much that song (and you), have helped me. Today! I don't have to be afraid... Thank you.
@allanwoodham94844 жыл бұрын
Man the chills I get listening to this
@michaelseals19814 жыл бұрын
When he wrote this song it came from personal experience, real emotions, and honesty. True art, has got me thru some bad days. Thanks brother.
@richroberts45915 жыл бұрын
No I'm not crying, my eyes are raining. Every time I listen to this song it gets me in the heart. Such a beautiful song, honest, heartfelt and the way he lets his emotions go. Very well done my friend
@mrmrsfowler51024 жыл бұрын
02-2020 and Blue October still helps push me through the lowest of days 🔥🤞 thanks guys 🖤💋
@amyfritz15313 жыл бұрын
His Story Of This Song" Fear As Well As His Song Hate Me "Both Songs I Live This Day In and Day Out With My Youngest Daughters Situation,I Went Through Abuse From Her Dad ,I Raise Her Alone She Is 17yrs Old She Has Autism Spectrum Disorder From Hurtful Things I Went Through,I Can Relate To Everything You Said Before You Sang This Song,Im Trying To Be The Best I Can For Her and Give Her The Life She Deserves, Im Here For Her 100%,I Want Her To Live a Better Life Than I Did and Never Have To Go Through Pain, Hurt and Upsetness From Anyone ,Blue October Thank You For This Song It Touched My Heart Cause I'm Living It Everyday and Trying To Overcome My Fears of Anything,Thank You For All Your Songs, I Love Your Music Thank You Amen 🙏 ♥
@Jawn154 жыл бұрын
I don't go in for the religious stuff but, being a recovering addict in a marriage on the brink of collapse, this hits home pretty hard. Thank you Justin.
@yikes1448 жыл бұрын
Blue October is still amazing after all these years..Keep fighting, stay strong!!
@rsj97184 жыл бұрын
Grown man in my feelings right now, no Shame. Just thank you, god bless!
@meganstiles83254 жыл бұрын
Seeing Justin get emotional gets me all choked up. I am so grateful that he made it out of that darkness and continues to fight for the light every day! AMEN
@karenkirk61935 жыл бұрын
I'm getting sober now and I need to hear this everyday just to make it through my chaos
@zekeduchati60574 жыл бұрын
You kick this shit on its ass!! You GOT THIS!!🙏❤
@davidmesecherjr.72593 жыл бұрын
Karen i see this post is a year old and i hope you kicked its ass. Angels in everything by blue october really helped me threw my fight with it.
@GokuMMA-cx3vv7 жыл бұрын
Who can dislike this cuz this is the real art. No demand for fans, for money, for fame.
@danflak23704 жыл бұрын
These guys are just amazing, thanks to all for the tears today...
@pearlarchambault38664 жыл бұрын
I keep sending your songs to an heavy Alcholic friend ❤❤❤
@rhiogan136 жыл бұрын
I LOVE Blue October!!! This is how music should be
@ilovesteveclark60846 жыл бұрын
BeNt BluE BeTh, and Justin is how all people should be.
@londonsfinest7034 жыл бұрын
This song is hard for me..to listen to my best friend suffered with depression like myself..and she was killed by her ex husband and everyone say she committed suicide but she didnt..n he has got away with murder..this song was played at her her funeral..listening to it makes me cry for her but also makes me want to be with her so bad ..she was my happy..my everything my familly..n this song is the most beautifuly wrote song by blue october have ever wrote that speaks the truth.n anyone with depression or is going threw bad things it tries to uplift you n some it will but me it just makes me break down..
@stephengill33724 жыл бұрын
Wow I hope someday you find peace
@alakirte13993 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry to hear about that, we’re all going through something but when you fall remember to get back up!
@Hart4Me2Love4 жыл бұрын
So happy to know his daughter Blue now lives at his house! He loves her with his whole heart and it's seriously the best thing ever to witness! ❤
@ChuckForrestChuckdPuck4 жыл бұрын
I love this song. It's an anthem for me.
@ilovesteveclark60845 жыл бұрын
He cries throughout this song. He is such an inspirational man with a beautiful heart.
@thehubrisoftheunivris24322 жыл бұрын
Maybe it didn't ring well with community... But it continues to save my life.
@videomom97026 жыл бұрын
I love your vulnerability. Sending these lyrics to my son who is currently in treatment in Texas.
@cindy.zeller68114 жыл бұрын
I love how Matt is still has the same intensity listening to that story cuz you know he’s heard a bunch a times but man the way his body was language you could tell like it was he was hearing it for the first time
@nikkienova94404 жыл бұрын
the most beautiful song ever
@marcwilliams41885 жыл бұрын
I am so proud to work with Justin and Blue October, even in the smallest way.. I am proud to call him my friend!!
@PyroNurse935 жыл бұрын
As a sufferer of depression, anxiety, borderline personality disorder, and some suicide attempts, I am thankful for Justin and Blue October. Their music has resonated deep within my soul on the worst days. When I had no one else, I had his songs. They saved me many times. And I am very grateful.
@sh93494 жыл бұрын
Absolutely beautiful.. Such emotions & passions that pours out through his singing..God bless you Justin..
@frankj.arlaus60596 жыл бұрын
EXCELLENT INTRO ..... AND YES YOU CAN STILL WRITE.... BROTHER IDGAF NOTHING BUT LOVE.!
@WillowZeyphr5 жыл бұрын
glad i found this song when i did...I love you all
@andrewguzik69404 жыл бұрын
We love you
@WillowZeyphr4 жыл бұрын
@@andrewguzik6940 Thank you💖
@liamjamesmoran4 жыл бұрын
Wow I just got goose bumps so much emotion and passion I love this band. They have got me through some hard times
@ilovesteveclark60846 жыл бұрын
Justin, I love you because your soul is full of love, your heart is beautiful, and you are a symbol of hope.
@ilovesteveclark60846 жыл бұрын
I am going to see them on November 2 in N.O. I'm bringing my son with me, he is a heroin addict. I hope Justin's presence and words will help my son.
@noahcooper27025 жыл бұрын
Love SteveClark so?
@jlcollins76734 жыл бұрын
I hope things are looking up for you...
@jessemanson37224 жыл бұрын
I pray for you and your son, I know it’s going to take more than being inspired to defeat mr. Brownstone but it’s a start anything to get him thinking about sobriety and everything he’s missing out on. He needs to find his own inner piece by himself but you can hold his hand and encourage but he must walk this walk on his own. I pray he found something great to live for.
@hismikeness8 жыл бұрын
Gosh, he is good.
@JP-dw5ui5 жыл бұрын
Yes I cried , PURE EMOTIONS .
@williamphillips99036 жыл бұрын
Just seen these guys and they are such a great band and so talented it's like an out of body experience, I love their songs cause you can feel what he was feeling when the song was written. I love the stories, they are very inspiring!!!
@beatrizmedrano349511 күн бұрын
This song is my anthem! 👏🙌
@jaded_irishshae97006 жыл бұрын
I used to fall, but now I get back up. 💙🌹💙
@meganstiles83254 жыл бұрын
I love his gratefulness and lessons to all for trying our best to be good, genuine people and letting everyone know you are grateful for them.
@allaboutjadedesigns4 жыл бұрын
FEAR ... Saved my life after being raped and becoming very sucidal. Thank you isn't enough doesn't say enough !! From the bottom of my soul I Love you and everyday I pay it forward !! Don't ever doubt the power of the truth !! 💜💜💜
@ashfri4691 Жыл бұрын
#metoo
@sneezieweezie646 жыл бұрын
Absolutely an amazing song. I have tears in my eyes. I am impressed and in ahhh
@KnightSirLancelot4 жыл бұрын
Thank you..we all need to think this way. I am a huge fan now and took me too long to discover the true artist in them. Now I listen almost daily.
@KristiBradish Жыл бұрын
Ty. This tune helped me.
@Raeoflight-ny9jk6 жыл бұрын
Love this song and you as well thank you for sharing ❤❤❤
@zekeduchati60574 жыл бұрын
A FUCKING POET WITH HIS HEART & EMOTIONS ON HIS SLEEVE!!🙏❤😍
@jaimeadametz12996 жыл бұрын
I love blue October. This is a great song very emotional
@thehoop746 жыл бұрын
Dear lord he is amazing
@shaddddow6 жыл бұрын
This hit home so so so hard. Damn
@1973cableguy6 жыл бұрын
My god Justin has a gift.
@hunterhoover3634 жыл бұрын
Didn't hear that song, but i sure felt it! One of my favs!
@jenniferburton28487 жыл бұрын
I really wonder what song Justin listens to when he wakes up feeling hopeless? ?? I listen to this one and just think "Damn, cause this recovery has me so mentally fucked" so I know its no easier even now for him to deal with all the regret and shame and sorrow. I just really hope inside my true heart that he also has something that makes it better and I hope he knows that we need him because without songs like this I would be so fucked.
@kevinmiller82655 жыл бұрын
Hi I'm nobody that fits in a alien. After two years I hope you have found the peace that is in you and in every one. Hope faith love.
@richardcisneros7804 жыл бұрын
i love this song so much!!!!! justin you are awesome and genuine 🙂
@mariefranceroulier49866 жыл бұрын
Beleave in yourself: this is the road to find peace 😌
@AuditoryStorytelling8 жыл бұрын
This was awesome.
@AuntieMelissaAnn4 жыл бұрын
Breathtaking. You are amazing Justin.
@snap01794 жыл бұрын
We all had to go there, to get here. There is no better without the bad, I don't regret, I appreciate it made me stronger.
@loveleelibra41844 жыл бұрын
Your Awesome Justin!! Keep telling your story to help others in the world. And ur intense lyrics help millions as Well!! Ur Story Makes My Heart Go Bang!! Btw, Airport song was the Frickin Bomb!!😍🥰💯 🎶🧿🕉
@kaatyuska3 жыл бұрын
justin... u rock . keep ur head up, fuck the drugs, and please keep doing music, ur baby girl must be proud of u. ur the man...
@JP-dw5ui6 жыл бұрын
Here in 2018
@frankj.arlaus60596 жыл бұрын
PREACH IT BROTHER°
@timgariepy29504 жыл бұрын
Huge fan of Justin. Keep on, brother.
@jonathanwilliams57252 жыл бұрын
Aye we still here
@1973cableguy4 жыл бұрын
Today, I don't have to fall apart. Today I can't. I'll deal with tomorrow when it gets here.
@victoriawilson23138 жыл бұрын
love them seen them back in june in st Louis they were so good I will see them agin I love Justin love this song gets me through my pain
@chriswalker17134 жыл бұрын
He's so humble
@VeronicaLopez-dn5zo6 жыл бұрын
Love this song! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@joniroux91626 жыл бұрын
Wow!! A genuine artist ♥️🌸🙏
@Afarmer6904 жыл бұрын
I love this song but I'm just not there yet. I have so much anger and pain that I can't let go of. I admire those who can but I'm just not there and I don't know if I ever will be. The damage is to the bone, I'm broken and its ok.
@leed90824 жыл бұрын
Give yourself some time, we're all in this, together
@luckyduckboxbreaks5614 жыл бұрын
Keep your head up message me if you need someone to talk too.
@AEFVR Жыл бұрын
3:37 wow.....hard relate here 😢
@paulk18884 жыл бұрын
Friends make everything
@francoisrivard88517 жыл бұрын
Wow !! intense, vrai !!!!
@leclerclea98846 жыл бұрын
Oufff..j'en pleure aussi ...je ressent tellement la douleur d'avoir à assumer qu'on a impliqué les personnes qu'on aiment le plus au monde, ceux et celles pour qui ont est encore l'a aujourd'hui à ce battre avec ce maudit démon . Un honte très lourde quasi insupportable pour un parent !!😞 Merci d'exister Justin ..j'écoute tout les jours fear pour m'aider à lutter contre une grosse rechute de 4 ans de sobriété. ❤️❤️
@Mattmustang794 жыл бұрын
Fear during this quarantine 2020 😞
@sandraferrington21594 жыл бұрын
So encouraging love
@frankj.arlaus60596 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU JUSTIN ....
@clayhough49723 жыл бұрын
Powerful
@roxanner.49968 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤
@mattlaporte75034 жыл бұрын
I really need to meet Justin
@onlydarkstars7 жыл бұрын
5:15
@thomasglen10706 жыл бұрын
The ending... 😭❤💙
@cleanslatedetailing86134 жыл бұрын
Keep trudge’in the road to happy destiny brother.
@pimundead4 жыл бұрын
6:07 You see his fighter tears?
@mindbomb20002 жыл бұрын
Holy shit
@JennyLynn8143 жыл бұрын
Then you need to come out like the old days and meet and greet for free! We love you and deserve that! ❤
@avidforlife Жыл бұрын
My daughter met him "for free" last summer. He even took her phone and took a selfie with her and posted it on Blue October's story. It was the best day of her life.
@avidforlife Жыл бұрын
But also, we don't "deserve" anything.
@thehoop746 жыл бұрын
Living with agoraphobia and hypochondria fear rules my life on an hourly basis...........
@paigegobin61394 жыл бұрын
Wow
@Athandriel4 жыл бұрын
I think I love your wife for that more than this song. 😊
@lindafoxx16594 жыл бұрын
My grand chiefs Chicago
@susanhattle62064 жыл бұрын
Giving another privilege to have an excuse not to get better may define hate...it would be easy not to love anything if the assumption was that it hated you, a bargain to excuse the codependent exchange of enabling no longer what does not want to help itself, living the hurt away that fears revealing itself was the toughest part of saving the scarring part when the incisions are made with skill and not to depths that hemorrhaging transpire and cleansing or washing them clean til their gone as it is strengthened to accept the parts of itself too that taught it through pain comes appreciation or disgust for what weakened it or made it stronger whichever it chose to permit...artistry of the opportunity to push that back off like it was nothing while it attempted to Crush you...until you refused to let it control the higher power awaiting your acknowledgement and ability to overcome...
@Laura-te5sv4 жыл бұрын
can i get on the magic bus?
@paulk18884 жыл бұрын
I like the fact he tells the truth I've been rock bottom I'm trying to be better but I dno
@kevinolson17104 жыл бұрын
I need that Bentley to be myself
@jookpnz6 жыл бұрын
кайф
@lukeevans43674 жыл бұрын
No, thank you
@nothingnobody66884 жыл бұрын
Yeah Chester Bennington died he thought that too I'm here a dawg you'll be them not us but if we are here won't treat U dif than me dawg
@jlcollins76734 жыл бұрын
Wait.....whaaaaaat???
@nothingnobody66884 жыл бұрын
@@jlcollins7673 everyone leaves
@jlcollins76734 жыл бұрын
@@nothingnobody6688 that is what you meant when you said, "Yeah Chester Bennington died he thought that too I'm here a dawg you'll be them not us but we are here won't U dif than me dawg"....????? Because that is a whole lot of random words stuck together....that do not, no matter how many times I read them, no matter where I try to pretend there is punctuation..... mean "Everyones leaves"....
@nothingnobody66884 жыл бұрын
@@jlcollins7673 I'm alone with my dog only friend I got lol and I tried was in hospital wen Chester died and I got in trouble by the man upstairs sent Bak and still struggling but I can't leave not my Time yet and I treat everyone the same love my dog yeah I was drunk
@nothingnobody66884 жыл бұрын
@@jlcollins7673 and my dog likes the music so hence think of me and her stop leaving LoL I'm a idiot