Blue October - I Hope You're Happy - 4/12/2018 - Paste Studios - New York, NY

Blue October - I Hope You're Happy
Recorded Live: 4/12/2018 - Paste Studios - New York, NY
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Audio: Bob Mallory
Video: Brad Wagner

[@ZKDuclos]

Who else is here in 2024

[@cridder2023]

me me...july 2024

[@kevincraig4326]

Love, Justin.

[@billcollector5983]

I never would've gotten sober without this guy's story and music. It's carried me to 18 months now.

[@justinholmes8297]

Congratulations. I don't know you, but I'm proud of you.

[@peterg2026]

Just amazing. Congrats!!!

[@reinarodriguez3454]

One day at a time. 🥰Sobriety isn't easy, but the peace and clarity that it provides is better than the alternative. Been listening to History for Sale a lot more lately.

[@amandagrant1982]

🔐🔐🔐

[@karltaylor6212]

Congratulations

[@notinkansas4885]

I was a Starbucks barista taking Justin's order one day. In my mind I thought no way it was him. I said he he looked so familiar and he said I'm from a band called Blue October. I tried so hard not to freak out since his music got me through some depressing times. He was with his daughter so I didnt ask for a picture. He was so calm, humble, and incredibly nice human being.

[@sabrinagelina6276]

I went to a meet and greet at Virgin music store a long time ago. I had my son with me. He was around 2yrs old then. They were all so incredibly nice to us and shook my son's hand. Blue October has got me through so many hard times.

[@jamiwithrow2256]

Wow!!😳😱🤯😮

[@notinkansas4885]

@Ja Ja DingDong wow. Okay. I love you tell someone on the internet fake story a year later. Omaha Nebraska, ordered a black coffee with SF cinnamon dolce inside a Hy-vee. Had his daughter Blue with him. Maybe ask him what he drinks since you know him so "personally "

[@legendarykalel]

@@notinkansas4885 I believe you ! These internet ppl are crazy!

[@CR-mc9hl]

Very Cool 😎

[@domthesavage3001]

"I remember how we TRIED and we TRIED" ALWAYS gives me chills.

[@able34bravo37]

What kills me about that line is that so often only one of them is actually TRYING at all. They give 150% of everything while the other person gives 50% of some, and the one that gives all is left holding the baggage and the bill. I'm sorry to be a downer here, but if they're both TRYING and TRYING, then they're gonna make it.

[@lisacostello3685]

Same...

[@user-ib5ss4dt4y]

Me too!

[@annetteacosta86]

Same

[@CoryCase]

Every time.

[@katrynbrewedcant562]

This song truly gets better with age.

[@LOVEHAS1JOYRAINS2]

❤Hallo!! SOS Mother and Father of all creation are here in the physical in person on earth to show the way to healing. phone home today!!~ It's been trillions of years journey for Mama Papa to reach all on earth to wake up to this truth !!! This is an urgent call to all reading this message!!

[@nicolekent5813]

You never stop loving someone, even when they break your heart. He's such a passionate man, so full of love and raw emotion ❤️

[@rachelwood9438]

True 💔😢

[@markzosemsuello4016]

I feeling you... All we can do is to accept everything even how painful it might be and move on

[@madaneoulix1312]

women do men don't

[@markzosemsuello4016]

@@madaneoulix1312 men do but boys don't

[@Lettusfarm]

This song is about his girlfriend who passed away

[@Wholelottarosie1978]

"I remember that Saturday night, do you?" I love the laugh after that line. I think we all remember that Saturday night. Healed enough to mean every line in this song.

[@KerlyQ79]

It was a Saturday night that I married the one woman who I believed was worth swearing those oaths too. She was beautifu, gorgeous, by the way, blow your socks off kinda beautiful! didn't realize just how much I actually fell in love with her until I knew I had already lost her. Then I went full retard. I lost both her and myself before finding my feet again. Was a disaster to say the least. Taught me some hard lessons about myself, and love all on one big bang. I always think of her when I hear this song. I hope she finds someone who loved her at the depth I did. Just in the way she deserves. From the heart, im glad our lives crossed paths. Regardless or the nightmare ending. I hope shes happy too. I can sing it word for word!..just not as good as Justin haha.

[@phenel]

@Maverick Dunn move on man.

[@TheKingOlli]

Me to ...its soul

[@jeffhill4255]

I here ya

[@ReformedDoc]

I thought the same thing!

[@juliangarcia2940]

"I remember how we TRIED and WE TRIED!" oooooff my favorite part of the song.

[@nothingnobody6688]

My favourite is days falling apart it don't stop 😭

[@jamesonalexander5410]

Goose bumps everytime!

[@jesslu5502]

Same😭😭

[@laurenthomas6900]

My favorite part too. No doubt. heartbreaking. But hopeful.

[@thethree60five]

Sucks being a human... and that is the best we can do. He brings out the quiet moments of sadness I can't forget... in the most loveliest of ways.

[@KJB5117]

My opinion, this version is 100% better than the original

[@davidhirsch3163]

Kacie Baca they both are unique. He’s trying to appeal to a variety of listeners. Yes die hard fans will love this version.

[@DrBetelgeuse]

Kacie Baca both are great. But this. This version is instant gold. When. I first heard it, I took a step back mentally and just said WOW

[@andressaltos633]

Yyyuuppp

[@vikramkoodoye1418]

Original is more upbeat, helps with the depression 😇, this is raw, both good depending on mood 😛

[@jeneshapetrosky]

Yes this version is better

[@MCsAdvice]

The original was awesome already, but this...this brought my grown ass to tears. Made me remember my ex from long ago. I'll always love her. Shes married and has a family. I wasnt strong enough to keep her nor was i a good man. I truly do hope shes happy now. I'll always have your back.

[@Betito1171]

I’m in the same situation. Kinda hate myself for it too

[@werdism]

Damn.. You are a true man.. I'm still having mental hell over my current ex, I love her to death, I always will.. Despite her drug and loyalty issues, I will always know what she could have truly been, it's a fucking shame she uses her great intellect in negative ways, my family despises her, friends despise her, so do I.. I just can't let the trash go though, it's fucked and I regret it everyday.. I need to come to a realization I can't fix completely broken.. As far as my ex before her she has a kid and is married and I couldn't be happier for her, I myself was not strong enough for her..

[@jethronoceto8681]

guys, i have never walked in your shoes but i can tell you this. The worst thing you can do is beat yourself up with your past. You can not keep living in there. Yes, you had good times and yes you were happy with them once, but they have moved on, everybody has moved on and so should you. You are strong, you will always be strong, thats why you are still here now, breathing! But the ultimate test of your strength will be to face the challenge to love yourself. Stand up everyday and say I will be better today! We go through break-ups because the universe is telling us that somehow, something better will be waiting for us! time heals, so let time run its course. Always keep your head held high. Tomorrow is a new day.

[@stephanielavonne]

Mark Maranan same here 💔

[@77busman]

Jethro Noceto I know you’re right but still so hard to accept

[@m.m1077]

I lost my father to Corona last year. he was only 54 years old. He left overnight. He celebrated Blue October. A few years ago we were in Cologne for a live session. I miss him incredibly. Even though it's a song about lost love, it reminds me a lot of my father. Love you dad!😢❤

[@Bucketheadxx]

who asked

[@m.m1077]

@@Bucketheadxx nobody needs to ask. Poor soul.

[@xzavier1543]

@@Bucketheadxx ur one sad soul, prob didn’t get to experience a father. or parents

[@xzavier1543]

@@Bucketheadxx ur one sad soul, prob didn’t get to experience a father. or parents

[@mindyruybal773]

My ex was a big Blue October fan. He passed away 6/16/19. We always have had a very deep love for each other and neither of us wanted to split up but he had some addiction issues and I had to leave him since I have kids. My heart broke nine years ago when I left. He struggled with his disease and was in and out of rehab. Paul was my soul mate and even though we separated, he always had my heart. He was kindhearted, generous, loving and protective. The day after he passed away, I begged for some sign from him and this song came on. It was the first time I’d heard it. I know he sent it to me. My daughter heard it with me and she’s the one with the Dr Pepper eyes and I’m the one with the bubble gum pink hair. Spirit works in mysterious and wonderful ways. Now, I see his face in everything. The sky, shadows, the light shining on the leaves of trees, behind my eyelids when I close my eyes. I dream of him and I wonder how this world still exists without him. I loved him so much. He was my best friend. RIP my Love. Until we meet again.

[@jeffhill4255]

Sorry to here that.. makes me cry every time I listen to this... can't wait to see them in December

[@YaHaHeeHoo]

please, never stop making music.

[@paulfults3510]

I absolutely agree

[@oneone157]

Yes agreed 💕beautiful 💕

[@bentleywalker6296]

Liz?

[@elizabethCorkins83]

🖤🤘🏻

[@aliciahoosier8146]

Totally agree

[@SadieIsSharkBait]

Don’t mind me, just sobbing while listening to this.

[@RaviMotherfuckinOli]

you too huh lol.. wow!! this one is amazing!!!

[@524luna]

Sadie White this song gets me every time.!

[@andressaltos633]

Baaa me too

[@rosshenleytiburcio3287]

Lillian Bradeen same

[@travisclark6288]

A good cry is ok rhough

[@candaceswan]

Gotta love a song how the original and the acoustic can give you two different feelings. The original makes me happy and realize I deserve better, while this version makes me sob uncontrollably. Great song. Great voice. Just flat out amazing talent.

[@mrhorridgreen]

Well said

[@cheriehiles1911]

Yes! Two very different emotions are evoked, and make me think about different things. Both of them are so damned powerful. If you read comments, Justin... Thank you. Thank you for this. For all of it. 💔💙

[@stephaniebenson8529]

The original " Hate Me" and the acoustic do the same thing .... awaken completely different emotions inside my soul.

[@M2Scubagirl]

Exactly. Well said. 💙

[@shawn7800]

I"m there as well.

[@dndawson428]

I have to admit that, while I'm 65 years old, that Blue October is one of my favorite artists. I've been through a lot of shit in my life and Justin seems to be able to connect to all of it! Thank you!

[@sue10241]

I'm 58 and I feel the same ❤

[@Justwar8701]

Music doesn't have an age restriction

[@johntushaRabidPandas]

Just turned 48 and wouldn't of made 47 without Justin's Songs and Blue October.

[@audreybluegonzalez4434]

I feel alive when I listen to his music.

[@chris74265]

Audrey Blue Gonzalez same asf

[@Amandagotproblems69]

Audrey Blue Gonzalez me too baby

[@ShaneMorganDick]

Audrey Blue Gonzalez just heard this yesterday. Haven't stopped listening but a few times. Haven't listened to Blue October since probably 04'.

[@ShaneMorganDick]

Its amazing

[@Ouija_Dude]

Low key same

[@nalmow]

With every single word, his voice gives me goosebumps. So much passion in each song.

[@Rockyscott9461]

Me too! I love his soul...

[@connorwilson8450]

You should hear him live. It's a whole different experience. Amazing.

[@acmaeve8269]

Listen to King that was recorded the same day then. Wow! 😍

[@mittenzpurrez8235]

His voice has the ability to reach into your soul and caress it in the kindest way ever❤🧡💛

[@angelafurr7476]

Mittens Vasquez yes it does!!

[@April-tc5ku]

This song reminds me of someone very special to me ....someone that will always have a piece of my heart . I love this version of this song. ❤

[@Virginiaa101]

This song had me in tears remembering this is exactly i felt when my boyfriend and I had broke up after 4 years. I loved him, i loved his sense of humor, smile, everything about him. He was treating me like garbage and I knew i had to let him go. This song just hit every nail on the head of how I looked at him after. I wished him all the happiness and still had all the memories. He shaped up and changed for me. we got back together and are now married with a son.

[@360.Tapestry]

coming from toxic backgrounds trying to break free of generational trauma

[@mh7137]

Damn, I hope that happens for me. But she got married and has 2 kids and lm all out of chances

[@Virginiaa101]

@@mh7137 I feel if she doesn't reciprocate the feelings for you then its time to move on no matter how hard it is. There will be someone out there for you

[@360.Tapestry]

@@mh7137 nah. come back when the kids are grown and out of the house

[@ineedanewname9595944]

You never know what could happen in the future.💜

[@deejayimm]

Wishing the best for someone who did you wrong is the best/worst kind of painful selflessness. I love you.

[@deejayimm]

You love the person you thought they were, the person they told you they were. But that person doesn't exist, so you don't actually love them. Learn to love yourself. Easier said than done.

[@AussieGirl_12]

This is haunting and absolutely beautiful all in one… I can’t stop listening and it literally brings tears and makes my hairs stand up…. I LOVE THIS SO SO SOOOOO MUCH.. The original was my favourite song.. but this masterpiece trumps it ❤. Singing is perfection

[@CharlieHolt-xe2jc]

Hello there.. extending greetings to you and family.

[@nathannorton8317]

My daughter was born on March 3rd, 2022. She was born at 10:14 in the morning. The first time I seen those beautiful big blues eyes open and look at me for the first time I will never be the same again. This is one of my lullabies for her that I first sang to her in the hospital at 2 in the morning, trying to soothe her and my heart melted the more I thought of this song and looked at her precious face. I realized she was my saving grace and the thing I needed more in my life to save me from myself and benevolent thoughts. I love you Nevaeh and I promise to keep you as happy as I can make you. That's a father's promise to his first born daughter.

[@katieklein1849]

My daughter was born on March 14th of 2022 ❤ almost twinsies! I need to sing Blue October to her

[@LOVEHAS1JOYRAINS2]

OMG! Mother Father God is here in physical flesh!!! Phone home today when you see this urgent message!!! Mom and Dad work 247 to make sure you're reading this! ! Luna

[@jodymarty5014]

This guys voice. Well i dont know really. Soft, smooth, rough and scratchy all in one voice. Wow

[@finncustomtile]

Man, one of the best voices in music. Truly awesome

[@ProblemGirl13]

Jedidiah Motyl 5ýyý32wa1

[@oneone157]

Yessss 😍

[@yelhsasnave2464]

No other voice like it. 💙

[@WhyCanYouNotLoveMe]

My parents split up when I was 18. I’ll never forget the confusion and the hurt, because we all want to believe our parents are in love. My mom was the one who left, and my dad took it really hard. He was so bitter and depressed for so long but he always said he’d do anything for her. He passed away when I was 19 and my mom sent me this song after he passed and said that a few months before he got sick, they had a long talk and he was himself again, he had forgiven her and himself, and was happy she was with someone new. She told me he sent her this song. I listen to it several times a week and although it makes me cry so hard it feels like it brings me peace. To know he hopes she is truly happy, and now he’s in Heaven watching over us. I feel like it’s his song to me, to really keep me going.

[@ninalove3044]

Thats beautiful💓

[@jeffhill4255]

Shit happens

[@justinjohns4617]

He understands love. Unconditional and pure. Hopefully he's able too reach those in need and continue God's work in his beautiful way.

[@jeffhill4255]

He understands pain

[@johncantu3594]

Wow!!!! 2:06 - 2:40, any person with a broken heart cannot help but feel this!!! New favorite song!!!

[@jesse9552]

I always listened to the trendy songs that played on the radio.. But as I have dived into Blue October's music. It has opened up my thoughts, and feelings about my past. I find their music soothing with a feeling of peace.

[@2fly4uri27]

IKR... OH MY

[@thejuniorseas7683]

0:00 - 2:36 *watery eyes* 2:37 - 2:40 *sobbing uncontrollably*

[@Rockyscott9461]

Josh Steiner I know right! :,(

[@Theorangecrushgamer]

why

[@lauca6969]

Dont be a weiner man

[@Ray.1176]

@@Theorangecrushgamer well i heard he was on drugs rehabed and is better and lost the only person who was there for him .

[@angelapapineau9986]

Truth

[@AllikTakes09]

Sometimes you can't make someone happy. But you hope it still finds them in the end. And occasionally, while they are happy. They will remember you trying to make them happy. And they will smile harder than they have smiled in a really long time... i hope

[@Hippie_chic_at_heart]

Nicely put👌🏻

[@stephaniesmith4250]

There will be days when you're falling down There will be days when you're inside out There will be days when you fall apart Someone else will break you heart They're never gonna hold you back I'm always gonna have your back So try to remember that I hope you're happy I hope you're good I hope you get what you wish for And you're well understood And now I'm standing here and looking at you I wonder what the hell you're gonna do With those Dr. Pepper eyes and you bubble gum hair Yeah, I'm standing right here I remember how I held you so right I remember that Saturday night, do you? There will be days when you're falling down There will be days when you're inside out There will be days when you fall apart Someone else will break you heart They're never gonna hold you back I'm always gonna have your back So try to remember that I hope you're happy I hope you're good I hope you get what you wish for And you're well understood And whatever your progress I know you'll be fine Because I hope you're happy Even if you're not mine I remember when the world was ours to take I remember you next to me I remember you with every breath I take You'll always have a piece of me I remember, yeah Try to remember that I remember every word that we spoke You right here next to me I remember how we tried and we tried I remember everything Try to remember that That I hope you're happy That I hope you're happy I hope you're happy I hope you're good I hope you get what you wish for And you're well understood And whatever your progress I know you'll be fine Because I hope you're happy Even if you're not mine Try to remember that I hope you're happy 💙

[@bitchpoison24]

Blue October was the band that helps me realize that there are people that are just like me. Alone, Depression with the lack of the friend. My therapist actually recommends the band to me. the first song that caught my attention is Into the Ocean than the second was Hate Me but this new song they can it awesome. Blue October keep it going you have Fans.

[@roronoazoro1084]

Same here I got hooked with hate them it's not stopping

[@jessicadelarosa892]

The exact two songs that held me together in a time of need. 🖤

[@charmainekhadaroo2872]

I Listen to Hate me and Fear so much times. For the past month.

[@adriennegonzales2636]

I needed this today... and probably all the days.

[@ericduncan3012]

Same

[@07LSADRN]

Try and remember......

[@ericamichael-om3dv]

I love this ..and i pray my son hears and gets it .,. we've been through so many funerals,...his friends..my girlfriends sons ..pain so much pain ., will god ever give us a break 😢😢

[@ericamichael-om3dv]

It continues..god bless you I've been through enough myself 😢

[@pimundead]

I remember a live Performance of this song during the soundcheck experience. They played this one song during the soundcheck and it was the first time I saw them live. Justin started to sing and I was sobbing and crying because I thought of the person who hurt me the most. But I hoped she will be happy. Justin started recognizing and looked me right in my eyes, pointed at me and told me/said "I hope you're happy." I will never forget that. I'm so thankful he helped me through this.

[@robertwells1408]

GOD DAMNIT RIGHT IN THE FEELZ

[@bubba6richards729]

Life is not as easy as we think. Everyone has issues. Thank you for singing about it. Love each other... easier then being mad !!

[@HunterOSU]

bubba6 richards well said sir!

[@williammorris3387]

Justin I’m trying really hard to get sober or sometimes it feels like maybe I’m not trying at all because it’s crazy hard your music is a message to all of us that we have a chance at being ok someday I truly hope you see this comment and feel very very proud of yourself today❤️

[@SuperMustseetv]

You can do it....getting sober was the toughest journey.....but I made it, don't even have one, leads to another then another, I'll be fine in exactly 2 months, then your appetite will bug you, eat!!!

[@AmylynnPatterson]

I hope you’re sober on this day

[@mjpharinafarina7620]

I think this is one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard. It tears me up inside every time I hear it.

[@Stevenlovesbella]

this song tears my heart in a million pieces .. so beautiful

[@izzielove1918]

😔

[@angelapapineau9986]

So true. My son recently went to stay with his father's side for a while after 11 years with me. Ugh this song rips me apart thinking of him and him stepping out and trying a new school 1200 miles away.

[@CacunBrito]

Thanks God for making me live in the same world that Justin, thanks.

[@PumpkinPotatoPie]

His music helped me a lot when i was in the military during the pandemic

[@theawesomekid221]

My sister passed 10 days before my birthday latter 2022. A year went by and my mom and I couldn't believe it. It seemed as if another day; but for some reason this very day I write this, it hit me hard. Right now the entire state is in a blizzard warning and I remember how much she hated the cold. She loved Blue October and I came to love this band through her as well and decided to order some recent CDs tonight. The last great memory we shared together was both of us seeing Blue October live 7ish years ago. She was so happy. Miss you much sis.

[@mizzysparrots4874]

My boyfriend introduced me to blue October about 10 years ago and im so glad he did because to this day Justin's voice gets me through the toughest shit in my life. Even this song, this song is for an ex and its not even vicious its about just moving on and wishing each other well. After I went through a divorce this song came out when I was in the mental stage of "ok, im no longer angry I just hope my ex is ok and I wanna move on" so this song just hit home to me mentally. Justin comes to my town once a year and we go every time (with the exception of covid we missed 2 years of shows but we opted to pay for justins virtual shows). I dont know what it is about this man but he is genuine and so unique.

[@janicerobinson7478]

I couldn't agree more this is absolutely the best version of it

[@aaronrichards4104]

Never have I heard or seen someone put so much emotion or themselves into music like he does!!!

[@paulcridland5230]

Beautiful, i am not ashamed to say tears are rolling down my cheeks.

[@connorwilson8450]

He is so wonderful live. Most moving performance I have ever seen.

[@andym6866]

My sons mother got me into blue October a few years back, I didn’t pay attention to him much while we were together but she always played hate me, and it’s just funny I’d give him a listen after me and her separated.. I hated him because he cuts to my soul and heart but after a while I appreciated how his music always made me confront emotions and demons that you try to keep locked but he sets you free for a few minutes. Bitter sweet...

[@jeffunderwood3142]

Jeez....This guy just gets better and better and better..........Its amazing

[@Awaken218]

I’ve always loved this. So many memories attached. I do hope the one I think of is happy…

[@topazblahblah]

*Dang. This is perfect.* 👏👌

[@joebluerice]

So we just ignore that this might be one of the best songs ever sung. What a voice. What a message

[@Stephanie0911]

So many feels. 😔 I love this song.

[@stevenzin5834]

Coming back listening and missing her, after 3 years since we had to part way. I still miss her and love her so much!

[@IMBIGTBLEED12]

I’m so glad he still out here preforming and making music

[@calligriffis4946]

I’m in love with him and his Ned Flanders sweater

[@mrcattbutt3]

This song saved my life

[@Oddthingsahead]

God dang man. So great. The song writing is so underrated with Blue October

[@seancomyn7902]

All of this video is amazing. However, that bridge (starts at 2:06) KILLS me. So beautiful.

[@ashleymartin5961]

Sean Cummings yep that’s about when I started bawling 😭

[@tracyboughton574]

Sean Cummings yes!!

[@williamsroth]

I just saw Blue October last night at Jannus Landing in St Petersburg, FL (11.3.2018). Wow!!! They get better and better. I've seen them before - three times to be precise - Justin has come of age. I will always be a fan of Blue October. I fought depression hard in the early 2000s and connected with his/their earlier stuff in the mid to late 2000s. Hopefully life is a journey however and for those of us that struggled to fight through it, there have been so many great moments in life. He brings that thought to life as he makes peace with his past and falls harder for his wife Sarah and his kids. His lyrics tied together with his melodies are haunting. Same thing now that he's finding ways to escape his former self. This song is great. His acoustic version of "hate me" last night left chills. He would only start signing it if we all turned our flashlights on on our phones so he couldn't see the faces in the audiences. I have a new found respect and love for his/their work.

[@paladin4poets851]

I absolutely love this version of this song - fantastic ...

[@amandaauld415]

Chills every time, every song...sometimes tears but always touches my heart with every song. ❤️

[@mah0625]

Tnx for the biscuit.

[@sharandkayla]

Beautiful, absolutely amazing

[@chandrabawahab3366]

You're beautiful!!! All the way!! Your voice is AMAZING

[@notoriousking3818]

After 5 long years my fiancé and myself finally split. I hit a depression due to my job in law enforcement. For the first time in 5 years she seen me depressed she seen me hit the bottom. I broke down and told her I was drowning I needed her more than anything that I was breaking.. I’ll never forget what she said... “I’ve tried for 5 years.... I can’t fix you I’m sorry....” and she left.... my heart is broken... but if I’m not what makes her happy anymore I hope she finds her happiness without me... I meant when I told her from day one her happiness was everything to me.. I’ll honor that. So anyone struggle through depression please make it to the next day stay strong we’re going to be alright.

[@DrBetelgeuse]

Also, this needs to be on Spotify please please please!!!

[@lorimaydube7768]

today it will have been 21 years my little brother took his own life. Fuuuck it still hurts. thank you Blue October for makin it a bit easier through your songs.. i hope he's happy and at peace. I work for the first Nations and Inuit Suicide prevention assocaiton of Quebec and Labrador and hope that all will be safe and enjoy the holidays. Much love to all.xxx..

[@0929mason]

Lori May Dube sorry Lori, sorry you had to go through that and still are. Thinking about you, and this song is great therapy

[@melomaniacjane2260]

♥i hope he's happy, too. I was 19 when I lost the boy i thought I was going to marry. He asked me to be his wife. I said yes...foolishly in my first year of college. Thought I had it all figured out. He was such a troubled soul, the one that was impossible not to love and i mean crazy love...he got into some trouble a few days before Valentine's day. Committed suicide in his jail cell the same night he was booked. His father also lost to suicide.... I flunked out of college and I've been fucked up ever since.

[@elliejamison5884]

My best friend passed away in a car crash while on her way to my house. I always called her Turdle. This morning, this song was playing, and out of nowhere, a turtle crossed our driveway! I cried, as Justin's words became her talking to me. And yes, Turd, I remember that Saturday night. 💖 Grateful for the gift, JF, and Blue October.

[@noxid86]

I was a huge depressed Blue fan when I was a kid and when they got their moment of fame I complained that the more it felt produced the less soul it had. This reminds me of why I loved them. Just this dude singing with his heart on his sleeve.

[@FloridaSky]

Damn he's just always amazing.

[@werdism]

I have listened to "Hate me" a million times.. I will listen to this a million times as well lol..

[@wearealljustclowns]

Just watched this amazing group perform this and much more live Nov 27 2021 WOW!!

[@snoopysnacks]

Wow. Chills and tears. One of my favorite songs of the last decade.

[@HalpernFamilyFL]

I think my first encounter with Blue October was in 2002 or 2003. What an amazing 15 year journey so far!!! I can't imagine my life without Justin and his powerful voice, message, presence, etc. So much, so much, each and every song. Each and every performance. I don't know how he does it. Every song pulls at pieces of me, I can't even dare imagine how it affects him each time. Thank you Justin. Thank you Justin. Thank you Justin!!

[@staind620]

Doesn't it seem like he's in a better place mentally and emotionally?

[@thanyav358]

Dave Harris I have yet to go to a concert and I have loved them since they came out 😭 I had tickets to see them and get my book signed but never made it. I will never forget not being able to make it.

[@travisclark6288]

RandomGen Gaming same here it's been along wonderful sad happy trip

[@leedavis7380]

When he's singing, you see him stop & smile like he's thinking about a memory of someone. Makes it real & From the heart!

[@jlcollins7673]

This song is every single thing

[@cridder2023]

so good to see your older...so am i....keep singing!!! you are touching so many lives!

[@brownbonesape3519]

Your voice has so many emotions it reminds me of my life how much I wanted to be with my love but now she turned out to be my ex . I hope she's happy even if she's nt mine

[@emperorbunnybun7513]

Your voice is so amzing.

[@anthonyherbert8453]

One of the best life has to offer such a voice. By far my fav singer to walk this planet ❤👊

[@tarasmith4884]

You give me hope. Listening to you keeps me alive one more day.

[@sebas_the_slayer]

You can hear and see his soul with every word he sings❤

[@kylefearing5968]

As of two days ago, my wife said she’s not happy and wants to call it quits. I know I’ve fucked up throughout the years but this is absolutely killing me. This song is singing my soul right now

[@gilbertoperez4209]

sorry mate

[@kylefearing5968]

@@gilbertoperez4209 ty

[@riosbethany]

I'm so sorry, hurts like hell I know. .. my bf is leaving me after two years because he said he was never happy and our relationship was "garbage". Maybe its all for the best but this song kills a hurting heart fr

[@Valadoor]

progression through solidarity. we've all been there and it helps to have others there to shoulder the hurt with you.

[@Buff_Dave_Oprtr]

Kids...,this is how I felt about mom....Best of luck to you..you'll always have a piece of me ,my girl...

[@chazjones2599]

The passion that comes through his voice and expressions on his face gets me bought into his music.. absolutely incredible and such a blessing for him to share this with the world. His gift is amazing and please don’t ever stop doing what you’re great at.

[@secundis]

This song hits me so hard in the feels. Hauntingly melodic and bittersweet. It hurts more than I can explain. I love it.

[@jdfan56k]

SOO UNDERRATED!

[@paulnelson6430]

Totally! Awesome in concert.

[@mirablah3419]

His voice and his song... Woo deadly combination....

[@niki9115]

I'll always have you're back, Dusty. When love means love. It's real here, my man.

[@aburke0823]

I found this four days before someone I love very much died, and it was like she wrote this for me. I have to go, I think I have something in my eye...

[@josman2932]

Folks, the human will to overcome is an awesome thing. I've had drug addiction problems for over 20 years, I've just come out of an unhappy 15 year relationship, 3 kids. And I have met the most amazing girl in the world, she has helped me beyond words, with everything. Somebody who really gets, and understands me. Im 37 now, that's how long it took me to find my missing part. Something I didn't believe existed. The world stops spinning for nobody, don't stand still for it THE 1, the real 1 is out there, lookin for u too.

[@hollyshaw2699]

Ive listen to this everyday , a few times ,, Blesses and prayers to you Justin on your recovery , Daily Battle ,,

[@raphelbread8393]

I dedicate this to the mother of my children, and my kids, I hope you and my kids are happy, wherever you are... 😔

[@danielpaz8509]

My tears are always cascading down my face when listening to this little bit of love...

[@Jojo-uv4qt]

I feel Blue October is not appreciated enough. So many great songs by these guys and they’ve helped through a lot of crap. Thank you Blue October 💙

[@Sanzabaar]

Same Jojo, same.

[@teraflowers6828]

Blue October has been a staple in my life and I can totally relate 💙

[@Selphfamily]

I always come back … have been since Into The Ocean… I love you bro… hopefully to another 20 years of you making music that hits in the feels

[@dashalynn9851]

I love the raw emotion in his voice.