me: i love akaashi also me: *tortures him* you know those things that can be really sad but you read them anyway because you're a masochist- that’s what this is, & that’s what you are right now :) SPOILERS TO THOSE WHO HAVEN’T WATCHED YET: idk who to pair bokuto with in this bc i feel bad for some reason if i take a character from the canon haikyuu universe other than akaashi & pair them with bokuto so i just made up another random ass character so . . . with that said, i’m sorry, i usually have a happy ending for my videos but then this happened. i hope you all liked it at least a little though. thank you for watching!
@alaisahgray86602 жыл бұрын
😂😅I was kinda hoping for something like Akashi dying from -drunk driving or suicide- and then Bokuto thinking back on their past memories together just to see what may or may not be the reason as to what cost Akashi’s death😄. Then as he realize🧐 it was because of Akashi‘s one sided “ Secret” love for him it was actually! all a dream, or he was thinking about what can possibly happen in the future if or when he realizes his feelings for Akashi.. or Just let Akashi die from his depression and heartache just to make the story more heartbreaking 💔 and realistic or some may say “unrealistic” because one tends to “move on😒” in life 😁 Hope I get a reply back 🙃🙂😌
@alaisahgray86602 жыл бұрын
By the way love the me: i love akaashi also me: tortures him So cruel though 🥱😪
@cerealbowl21422 жыл бұрын
@@alaisahgray8660 please I love your idea 🥰 I wish there will be a part 2 of this with that ending 😭🥲
@alaisahgray86602 жыл бұрын
@@cerealbowl2142 thanks 😊🥰
@kaelyn.43422 жыл бұрын
The theme of deja vu here is so damn GOOD. Like, Bokuto's girl (and her actions towards him) being similar to Akaashi (and what he does to Bokuto) = deja vu. Akaashi being always reminded of the painful past by seing the equally heartbreaking present = deja vu. It's so good omg. You always write bokuaka so beautifully and I'm here for it 💗
@kentophic2 жыл бұрын
thanks a lot! very much appreciated ♡
@coffeehours97772 жыл бұрын
everytime akaashi's dialogue comes on screen i can feel the pain
@catboymegumienthusiast79672 жыл бұрын
*"it was yours first"* to me it feels like it has a double meaning of *"i was yours first"* AND GOD DAMMIT WHY?? WHY????? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO HURT ME LIKE THIS
@kozmycc94212 жыл бұрын
i think i just got pranked by the awfully joyful looking thumbnail :))
@kukat37282 жыл бұрын
Tears.
@kaelyn.43422 жыл бұрын
Akaashi being the rope in a tug of war between love and hate in his current situation is described SO BEAUTIFUL
@euphoriaxoxo Жыл бұрын
HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME. I WAS EXPECTING A HAPPY ENDING BC OF THE THUMBNAIL. SOBBING
@mikasaackerman54722 жыл бұрын
SPOILERS! akaashi: you can't see the bride yet bokuto: no, i was looking for you- *me cheering thinking he's changing his mind about the wedding and realizing his feelings* this video: SIKE YOU THOUGHT
@catboymegumienthusiast79672 жыл бұрын
AKAASHI'S INNER THOUGHTS GOT ME WEAK PLEASE DON'T DO THIS TO ME
@luciena92902 жыл бұрын
me, teary eyed watching this vid: my heart: *if you don't stop, i will*
@coffeehours97772 жыл бұрын
this gives me heather by conan gray vibes
@nakoana2 жыл бұрын
...well this was unbelievably depressing LMAO i absolutely love the way you showed akaashi's emotions though and how realistic the portrayal of the situation was :)) also CONGRATS ON 3K
@kentophic2 жыл бұрын
much thanks, my love ♡
@Stalking_inlove7 ай бұрын
I NEED A PART TWO IM BEGGING 🙏 PLEASE 🙏 PLEASE 🙏 PLEASE 🙏 I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS NEXT OR I WONT DIE PEACE FULLYYYYYYYYYY😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
@alaisahgray86602 жыл бұрын
I neeeeeed a part 2 😭😭😭
@pinkpup14042 жыл бұрын
do i want to put myself thru more emotional damage and heartbreak rn? ABSOLUTELY
@Love14-z6y2 жыл бұрын
you write Bokuaka really well, even if I wasn't expecting angst. congrats on 3k btw 💞
@kentophic2 жыл бұрын
tysm ♡
@Lucys382 жыл бұрын
Oh god…. Akaashi could have had it all.. but to much of a coward and now… well that happened. And the hole in his life will never be filled.. and I feel like bokuto will always feel like some things off..
@linbendel2 жыл бұрын
if there's part two, I want a time skip, let's say like 5 years after Bokuto's wedding, when Akaashi rarely contact him and when they meet, there's an awkward atmosphere
@pinkpup14042 жыл бұрын
cannot put into words how incredible ur writing is and how much i love all ur videos
@kentophic2 жыл бұрын
tysmmm
@lemonmanolo2 жыл бұрын
OMG, it made me so emotional. I can't... I'm going to cry in the corner of my room
@CL-ij6mk2 жыл бұрын
I need a part two, but I'm also scared of what's gonna happen in part two
@linbendel2 жыл бұрын
my dam is going to burst!! but the details the emotions in the story, I can feel it too. but life is like that
@Olivia-el9xg2 жыл бұрын
You said this was Bokuaka.. Not Bokuaka angst! I’m crying because of you! 😭😭
@simplysimp63442 жыл бұрын
yo this hurt on a different level-
@Cixyber2 жыл бұрын
Why do you do this to me 😔🤚
@fizzyaliens2 жыл бұрын
this is amazing however late i may be, neway- ima go search for part 2
@hazzagamez23152 жыл бұрын
I'm crying why did you do this to me???????😭😭😭😭😭😭
@janettrivadeneira75962 жыл бұрын
Omg i almost cried poor akashi, Coud it have a 2 part, in like bokuto see the pain in akashi for almost al those years 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭
@yeonwoo79942 жыл бұрын
We need part 2 damn- 😭
@jjestly8912 жыл бұрын
nah because the navy blue gives dejavu as well. we need a part 2 when she is pregnant and then akaashi and the child are bonding together, yes i want to cry again.
@simplysimp63442 жыл бұрын
listening to this game me Someone Like You~ Adele vibs
@weebo38972 жыл бұрын
This hurt me so much as a major bokuaka enthusiast. Can you please make a happy ending soon, my heart can't do this today 😭. Thanks for the vid though 🥲