Boredom and Emptiness【Life in Japan】

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0:00 Opening
1:26 Daily life (near Osaka)
3:03 Daily life($200 rent room)
4:00 Daily life (workday)
9:36 Daily life (dayoff)
14:34 Ending (to myself)
Hello everyone, it's Saiko here.
Thank you for finding me!
I've lived in Japan for 23 years, and while I'm grateful for many things, I've always felt a sense of emptiness lingering somewhere within.
Yes,I acknowledge the perspective questioning what one might be saying while living in a peaceful developed country.
For the first time, I decided to capture my daily life on camera and take a step back to observe it from an outsider's perspective.
What I found was a mixture of unbearable boredom and emptiness, yet also moments of beauty.
Moreover, I discovered plenty of things I wanted to say to my helpless self.
My English is clumsy, and despite being a beginner in video editing, thank you for watching!
Comments from around the world are greatly appreciated!

[@Diego81ESP]

I'm so tired of pretending cool influencers visiting fancy cafes and expensive restaurants... Finally a real person living in a real Japan. I'm definitely looking forward to the next videos on your channel. Thank you!😀

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching! I'm glad you enjoyed this. Your kind words mean a lot and really lift me up! I'll make more videos soon. Thanks again!

[@user-hb2eq1sk7n]

not sure, people who are real don't film everything.

[@user-cf9xr6ck5j]

Greetings from Ukraine! Thanks for the meditative video of mundane life! I hope you will find your way through corporative Japanese society. Don't bother too much about what other people say, you live only once and for yourself.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you from faraway Ukraine! Yes I will do my best to figure out about myself little by little. Thank you for your nice comments and good luck!

[@williambone740]

as more people attain greater amounts of wealth, and talk about the perfections thet do exist, greater and greater ideals will be achieved

[@Grondhammar]

That feeling of emptiness is something I've lived with for a long time. I used to think it would go away. I used to think I could fill it up, with relationships or with food. Sometimes I could escape it for a while with books or games or videos. But I've realised exactly what you said -- I can't fill it up by receiving, or taking, or consuming. I have to give, and care, and have an open heart for people around me. That's very hard. Like you said, it's difficult to live without the fear of being hurt, especially if you've experienced that a lot in the past. But I think it's the only way to make the emptiness really go away. この動画をありがとう。You think deeply and quietly, and I look forward to keeping up on your thoughts through your channel. All of us out here in the wide world wish good things for you!👍

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for your wonderful comment! It was like you were reading my mind while reading this. Yes it may be difficult at times, but I will try my best not to be pessimistic!This kind of empathy is also what saves me.こちらこそありがとう！

[@chrisd3878]

Hello, I am enjoying your videos very much. You have a natural talent for making this type of "documentary" style content. It is refreshing with a "no nonsense" honesty about it. You also visit interesting places where the usual overseas visitor would not normally go. Also your English is pretty good! Keep it coming and good luck !👍

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching and for your wonderful comments! I'm so glad to hear you say that! I would like to continue improving my English and editing skills! thanks so much!

[@minhswindow]

Like you said, the grass is always greener on the other side. I wish the streets of Vietnam weren't so busy and noisy all the time, and it's always uncomfortably hot. I love how quiet and orderly everything is in Japan, and all the different seasons you guys get. I plan to retire there eventually someday... Thanks for showing us your point of view. Best of luck with everything!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching! and for your kind comment too! I agree. Sometimes we don't realize the value of something until we lose it. I hope you have a great time in Japan in the near future. And Vietnam is one of the countries I love.

[@mikemontesa3181]

Hi Saiko. I'll share my tomato meat sauce recipe (for spaghetti). You need: peeled, whole tomatoes (1 can), 250g ground beef, garlic (as much as you want, I like a lot!), 1 small onion, white mushrooms, sliced (optional), oregano, 100% orange juice (yes really). Dice the garlic and onions. Saute them in a pot with a little cooking oil. When they're clear, add the ground beef - stir it and break it up - and cook together until the meat is browned a little (don't let it burn!),Add the tomatoes, then simmer. When it's starting to bubble, add the mushrooms and stir in. Add the oregano. If it's too thick you can add a little water. Cover and simmer on low heat for 30 minutes. Just before you're going to eat, add a splash of orange juice. It tastes even better on the next day!

[@BrunoSantos-bg8xz]

Haha I was shocked when the ketchup showed up, I wonder if tomatoes and pre made tomato sauce are more expensive in japan

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Looks so tasty 😽thank you! I’ll try it!

[@mrgaryofficial]

Thank you for making this video! The feeling of loneliness can be overwhelming so many days, but I hope you are doing well and continue to go on fun adventures!! Your editing and English skills are great!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching! I'm glad to hear that!. Yes, there are ups and downs, but I'll keep trying my best. Thanks again!

[@rcboatnut]

Thanks for sharing this, I am sure this was a tough video to make. Very personal and KZbin can be a harsh place at times. Always remember you ad value to this place and life. Be a good person and help others and see the good in things and leave the bad behind.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching!I'm encouraged by your message!

[@Moth11]

Saiko I’m impressed with how much you can eat! A huge amount while staying in shape. I think this is a Japanese talent 😅

[@KitsuneHB]

I love how honest your video is! I watched a lot of videos made by japanese people (because I learn japanese since a year) and some videos are so polished up! Everything is perfectly tidied up, clean and everything is nicely arranged and everyone is happy. Sometimes I felt a bit bad after those videos because my flat is not so tidy and my life is not that perfect. To see a normal person, living her normal life, is refreshing. I wish you all the best and greetings from Germany from someone who feels a bit empty too (but no boredome - got too many interests and hobbys :D).

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for your very warm message from faraway Germany! I'm really glad you enjoyed it. I totally agree, there's a lot out there that's glamorized, and my life seems to be at the opposite lol Thank you, I want to gradually solve my own problems.Good luck on your journey of learning Japanese! 楽しんで！

[@agentorange1291]

Your vlogs stand out from all the other videos about Japan, cause your showing about the reality in Japan and how you are currently struggle to fit into the japanese society. When you know that in Japan is not common to speak openly about your feeling, your vlogs reaching a deepness that other content creators from Japan cannot reach 👍👍 BTW I started to watch your latest videos but when I compare your english from this video with the latest ones, its impressive how your english skills improved in such a short time. And you video editing skills are also impressive. Keep up the good work✌✌

[@SaikoTakahashi]

woo,,, thank you so much;;

[@agentorange1291]

@@SaikoTakahashi your welcome

[@whitebirdart1696]

I have to say, it's so refreshing to see a vlog like yours, and your language skills are brilliant! I'm Australian but I used to live in Japan, so it's sort of my other home. I know what's great about it, and I know what's not so great about it, and I can understand why it can be so hard to maintain a sense of purpose and to be forever optimistic. I think it's great that you're reaching such a wide audience with videos about a life that isn't fake, so I look forward to seeing more in the future. Also this is of course easier to say than to do, but try to ignore the expectations of others- many of them are doing 'the right thing' in accordance with what society dictates, but they may be unhappy and unfulfilled too!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for the very kind and meaningful comment from Australia!It got me thinking. Oh You used to live in Japan.I think Australia and Japan have several contrasting points (multiculturalism, diversity, etc.), so you must have experienced both the good and the bad. Yeah, you're right. My biggest problem is not being able to set goals and stick to them without wavering. I want to work on resolving it gradually without being influenced by others. I'm glad you enjoyed the video! Thank you very much

[@idiinletholdus]

thank you for sharing your life with us 🙂

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for the comment! I might have been a bit too candid, haha

[@idiinletholdus]

its all good

[@pillowtalker8398]

So far so good! Keep up the good work. I like the idea that you’re having an honest conversation with yourself and sharing it on KZbin shows your confidence and real struggle of how Japanese people are caught between being Japanese and absorbing ideas from outside Japan about lifestyle and meaning in modern society. There’s so many things the younger generations see but cannot speak about. It’s pretty brave of you to be so open. It’s very unique to see you make such an effort and is greatly appreciated. I’ll subscribe and encourage you to continue this exploration. But please! Do not put ketchup in your pasta! It’s like not taking off your shoes at a guests house! 😂 Be strong. And keep going. You might discover something new in yourself. Good luck!

[@DJ_mp3]

4:20 is how baby girls look like waking up from a nap haha cute.... it is natural for humans to want/ need connection (regardless of staying away from experiences that were unpleasant).. the great thing with your videos is that it's connecting with others, even though it can not replace the authenticity of in-real life experience. Watching makes us feel & empathise with what you present & we can all relate to a certain degree with the struggles and challenges of life.. it is a shared experience =). Your videos are enjoyable & gives insight to ponder about life as a whole

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you 😭

[@MrFrussel]

If I would have lived my life in Japan in a pretty similar fashion I have here in the Netherlands, I think I would be in a terrible spot right now. The societal pressure would be too much for me to bear I think. I needed a really long time to find a spot I was comfortable with in life and feel truly blessed that I am in a position where this was an option. In my estimation, in Japan I feel like you get little time to decide or to doubt, because everybody needs to contribute as soon as possible. So I really do empathize with people who can pick themselves up and carry on, how hard it might be.

[@sazziestar202]

These vlogs are brilliant I love the honesty and realness, plus you seem to be a lovely person and your enjoyable to watch and listen to. Keep going you will do well. Xxx

[@FromWhereImStanding210]

You have a great life ahead of you!!! I'm moving to Japan soon and this makes me appreciate the little things.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for the wonderful comment! It cheers me up! Oh You're coming to Japan, I hope you have a great time!

[@ireachy]

Thank you for your open and honest vlog/video. I've just come back after another short visit to Tokyo and it is great to see your presentation of real life for someone your age in Japan. I imagine you're about the same age as my youngest daughter and she is in, i think, a similar situation and time in her life here in the UK. I flagged your vid to her and it seems to have struck a note with her. You're not alone in feeling alone in life and you are showing such open honesty and bravery in your recording... you should be proud and know you're insights on life are really valid and inspirational. And...you're English is great 😊 hope you can be happy and know your vids mean a lot to a lot of people 🙂

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thanks for watching! And a very kind comment from UK!It's great to hear you say that. I may have talked a little too openly, but I would like to change my actions, not my words, to improve the current situation in my life. I'll make another video soon!And I wish you and your daughter happiness! Thank you again!

[@pattygoodnight]

This was a great vlog , it’s nice to see a real everyday look without rose tinted glasses in Japan. And your English is very good I’d say, I’ve been studying Japanese for almost 2 years in California and it’s still absolutely trash with nobody to practice with in person

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching! I'm really happy you enjoyed it. Oh, so you're studying Japanese! That's impressive, sticking with it for two years. And I totally agree. If you ever get the chance to live in Japan, I'm sure you'll become fluent in no time. ファイト！

[@ChrisWoopPhoenix4464]

さいこちゃんの英語はとても上手です。 I know how it feels having this empty feeling inside but I hope you find things everyday to put a smile on your face. 私はさいこちゃんがいつも幸せであることを願っています。😊

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you so much 😭

[@johnnyc.31]

This video was "a breath of fresh air"! It is nice because it is real, and relatable. (I also *really* want to try that sandwich cookie!)

[@Neschume]

It's refreshing to see such an honest view into everyday life in Japan, I really enjoyed it and it is very courageous of you. I can relate with some of the feelings you expressed. I find it helps to have something to work towards in life even if you chip away at it bit by bit. I have always admired Japan for it societal order and dedication, but a collectivist society no doubt has it's own consequences.

[@nicolelaura5330]

I really like your apartment! It reminds me of my first apartment 25 years ago. It only cost me $175 US dollars a month and it was above a pizza restaurant😂 My kitchen and bathroom were in the same tiny space.

[@chriskahn5727]

I'm sorry you're having such a difficult time in Japan. I know what that emptiness feels like. But I'm happy to see you're staying curious, finding joy in small things and bravely sharing your true self with others. I think if you keep that up, things will get better. Wishing you the best from San Francisco. 頑張って!

[@laevlaev]

Hello from Melbourne, Australia. I really enjoyed this video, Saiko. Keep up the great work! 😊

[@sopor0]

Always great to see you smile and welcome us to your life 😊be strong always :)

[@sammyalabamy111]

Thanks for taking us along your daily journey in Japan, Saiko. I feel like you many days, as a single, and I get used to it, and keep busy (so many things to do in the short, one life we have). Keep going and be strong and prayers and blessings in your Journey of Life.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

wow thank you 😭

[@AztecaJose]

This was nice. Thanks for sharing. :)

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching and warm comment!

[@lukaszima5346]

Greetings from the Czech Republic, thank you for your videos. :)

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Wow thank you from so far!

[@valerieransom6900]

You made me smile. I'm cheering for you!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watchin! and yourwarm comment! I'll do my best to make valuable videos!

[@xfloodcasual8124]

at one point in my life, I discovered sugar has direct effect on creating depression feelings later that day. I stopped eating sugar in afternoons, which was hard because it helped with bad feelings. (it was a cycle.)

[@knightofarsford]

Enjoyed this video. It's surprising that you still only have 59 subscribers. 100 subscribers soon!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching! I am so glad you enjoyed this! Thanks!

[@TheprodigyTrickShot]

I randomly stumbled across your content scrolling through the recommended tab and i really appreciate how raw you are. lots of youtubers have become very fake and this is the content that gave me a refresher I'm definitely going to subscribe to see more, also your English is pretty good I'm attempting to learn Japanese (its actually pretty hard lol).

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching! I'm glad you enjoyed it. it might have been a bit too real...lol I'll keep striving to make valuable videos! oh you're learning Japanese! お互い頑張ろう!

[@TheprodigyTrickShot]

@@SaikoTakahashi Being real with your audience is what brings loyal people to flock together. I definitely will be tuned in for the future, your video style is very nice. すみません, I’m a beginner learning to crawl right now I have much more to go as there are no native Japanese speakers near me.

[@woutertron]

First of all, your video is what KZbin used to be all about, and you made me wish it still was. So thank you for that. Second of all, I think these feelings are really common with people in their twenties (I'm guessing your age, sorry if I'm way off). I think some of it will pass naturally, although it's not normal to cry every single morning, and I would talk to your doctor about that. I know mental healthcare isn't the best in Japan but you might be surprised by how much it helps just to talk to someone who takes that type of thing seriously and recognizes it as an issue. Lastly, I would encourage you to keep sharing as much as you're comfortable with, because others in your position will see this and feel less alone. What you're doing is more important than you might think.

[@alaindeturing62]

I like you saiko, your english is fine, it's even endearing

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching and kind comment! Good luck to you!

[@kevinxsalernowtf]

Thank you for the video! I feel very similar working from home. The grass is greener they say.. I am visiting Tokyo/Osaka May15-30, i would love to chat/meet for coffee if you are ever up for it! ☕️

[@LesPaul100100]

Thank you, I really enjoyed your video. You're english is better than you think, keep practicing it will get easier.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for your kind comment! I am so glad to hear that. Yes I will continue to practice English and videos! Thanks

[@williameisenman5538]

I too randomly stumbled across your content scrolling through the recommended tab and i really appreciate how raw you are. There are so many others out there making videos that are fake. Yours is so real and from the heart. Thank you. Oh yes, and your English isn't that bad really. I'm half-japanes and I'll say that my Japanese is much worse.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

I'm glad you enjoyed it! I'll keep uploading videos Oh you understand a little Japanese! 見てくれてありがとう！

[@Saizo3581]

Just want to say that I enjoyed watching your videos, your English is good as well as your video editing! I live in Southeast Asia and would love to visit Japan someday. From my perspective, Japan looks nice and I would like to take lots of pictures and videos there. Thank you for showing us around and sharing your thoughts. Good luck and I wish you all the best Saiko! 🙂

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thanks for watching!Also your warm comment from south east Asia.I hope you have a wonderful time in Japan someday soon!

[@monogramadikt5971]

love the ice cream selections in japan, lucky as a tourist i would do such walking there during the day or i would have put on so much extra weight from eating so many delicious snacks ;) *your pasta looked yummy by the way ;)

[@Its_Dave_Just_Dave]

No snacks, no life.... i agree, some of the ones you bought look really nice. Its odd but when you came home and said ただいま I automatically said おかえり - I'm learning Japanese and when I hear the language things like that pop into my head. Thank you for making these videos, I've watched a few so far, all the way through.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you so much!!😭

[@korkingg]

Saludos desde Chile! Greetings From Chile! Definitely morning hours are the toughest, what is impressive is our ability to keep going and perhaps find beauty in everyday life looking forward to see more videos! love your content

[@SaikoTakahashi]

thank you ;;

[@zilo3kg]

I am so happy that this video was recommended to me. It made me feel very warm inside. Thank you very much for your efforts, and I wish you all the best in your future pursuits. Greetings from Switzerland ❤️

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thanks for watching! and very warm comment too.I would like to visit beautiful Switzerland someday. Good luck to you too!

[@toraneko_maru]

Love your video. It is very honest and real living in Japan. Thank you for sharing! I'll keep watching! 🙂✌

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching and commenting! I am so glad to hear that! I will continue to upload videos! Thanks again.

[@aldocarmine]

I Just discovered your channel, and I loved It. True and simple. I love Japan and and really enjoy the way You show your daily life and also the places outside. And your effort to speak in English is very admirable. Thank you and greetings from Brasil!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you such a warm message😭

[@aldocarmine]

@@SaikoTakahashi 🌹🌹

[@retro527]

I love your style of filming! 🌟 It's very calming and I love the perspective you bring. Also, your English is good!! Don't worry about it. Please keep up with the great work 頑張った!!!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you 😽

[@alienspecies6872]

Love your unique videos which shows your mind, life and ordinary days

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you 😭

[@MovementElements]

You are improving at every video! The beginning was really good, and very honest and sincere. Your thoughts throughout the video, your sharing of feeling and more importantly, the conclusions you get to are super right and amazing to feel. We must indeed not blame the world, because we are the world. We must give and must work on acceptance. Theres so much we cannot control You definitely learned how to use your osmo pocket 3, video is also improved in quality! I feel i want to know those streets too when i go to Japan next month! Do more of that!!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thanks for watching! I'm happy to hear your message! Oh, you're coming to Japan next month.I hope you can enjoy a lot!

[@MovementElements]

Looking forward to go to Japan!@@SaikoTakahashi Osaka is definitely in the list, as well as Kyoto!

[@60vik]

your home is really cool especially for that price! its crazy cheap. in my country you cant even find a place for twice that price.

[@wilwagoner9191]

I love your honest open life vlogs. Keep up the videos

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching! I'm glad you said that. I'll do my best to create valuable videos.

[@orenschulman4554]

Thanks for great video and hello from Israel

[@r47168411]

Nice work on the videos. Keep them coming. Your open and honest style will surely gain you a following with the English speaking crowd. Good luck to you I’ll be watching.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for the warm comment! I'll strive to create valuable videos from now on. Thank you so much for watching. Good luck too!

[@KhairulRMusic]

Saiko! I just came across your channel and i deeply resonate with your videos! I hope you know that you’re a very good storyteller! keep making videos because i will be waiting for them!! - love from Singapore!!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Wow thank you so much from Singapore😽

[@t.k.9801]

Thanks for sharing your life with us through your vlogs. The people giving you advice even though you didn't ask for it are just haters, just ignore them. You will learn on your own by trial & error. Personally to me your doing fine, your independent & living alone & your earning a living from a part-time job that you have. You can speak two languages, English and Japanese & I could fully understand you. Good luck on your journey in life👌😁😷🇯🇵🇯🇵

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for your kind comment! It means a lot to me.I will work on solving my problems little by little. Thank you so much, and I wish you a wonderful life too!

[@t.k.9801]

Your very welcome & thank you.... 👍☺🤗🙋‍♂️

[@beefortytree]

very cool! if i lived in Osaka i would visit Kyoto all the time actually i like Kyoto better than Osaka!

[@j.d.trenning883]

Great video Saiko. I admire your courage to show your real life and struggles. Go girl, you're a strong woman and I wish you all the best and all luck in the world. Greetings from Holland.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you😭

[@j.d.trenning883]

@@SaikoTakahashi Don't worry about your English, at least you have the courage to make video's in English. That's fantastic. And your English is much better than my Japanese 😳 and also my English is far from perfect. I should start to learn the Japanese language. I admire you for that and how you're giving a view in your daily live. I hope to see more video's of you and when you decide to visit the Netherlands you're always welcome.

[@1ov3r5]

Wishing you the best from America!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for the kind comment! From far away America! Yeah, you too!

[@nihwa6691]

I adore your vlogging and editing style! I hope you feel better with time and thank you for your videos! I subscribe :D

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching and subscribing! Hearing that really means a lot to me.

[@mwr8788]

This is great content! Thank you for sharing and being so genuine! 😊

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching!I'm glad to hear that such a warm commen. I'll do my best to create more valuable content. Thanks again!

[@DebiSenpai]

Loving your content, its so relatable and feels so real, hope one day you become successful youtuber :) please hold on to your originality

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you so much!!

[@raimon.]

Hi Saiko! your video just pop out of recommendation and im glad it did! Im actually a big fan of living a life videos about Japan and I find your video really interesting. Keep it up ☺️

[@huntmadis]

Much love from Estonia! Wish you all the best!

[@Shukiii]

That was so so cool!! Seriously loved every second of the video!!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for very kind comment! I will do my best to make videos that enjoyable.Thanks again!

[@rainypath96]

i really liked this scene and the sudden transition after it 7:12

[@qwertyasdf2838]

De Cecco pasta, good choice! (私はイタリア人です)

[@jobthomas6612]

I also live in Osaka by myself and what you said here (4:56) is same for me too.😅

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching!Oh, you also live in Osaka.yeah winter can be scary with the heating bills. I want to believe that winter is ending as it's been getting warmer these past few days.Thanks again!

[@jobthomas6612]

@@SaikoTakahashi By the way, I wanted to ask you. How did you come to know about so cheap house that to in Osaka. I live in Kita Ku and here the rent is around 36000 YEN. I'm looking for some cheap house for next year.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

I searched on Suumo, nothing special! Wow that price is cheap for the Kita ku

[@jobthomas6612]

@@SaikoTakahashi: I see, Suumo. Hope they might provide housing for International Students with basic Japanese Level Proficiency. Thank you for the helpful information.

[@otterpoet]

My recent visit to Japan filled me with an uncommon sense of peace. However, I was only visiting, which is nothing like truly living there. As I once wrote in a short story, _The grass seems greener on the other side of the fence, but once you get there, you still have to tend the weeds_ Life is still life, no matter which side you are on. So, thank you for sharing your experiences. They are honest and heartfelt. They have a deep truth, something that is so rare these days. Greatest success to you and please continue sharing your experiences. You are an inspiration.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you 😭

[@augustoluciano6444]

Many thanks for making videos... I liked a lot... Many kisses... Meyer from Brazil...

[@vincentgraffeo9030]

Wow! Really beautiful video.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you 😽

[@selfawarespace]

Love your videos! Keep it up

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for your comment! I am very happy to hear that. Yes I will continue and improve little by little! Thanks

[@weilyan]

天王寺を思い出した。カナダ出身から寒いに強いけど寒天気があんまり好きじゃない。That's why I currently live in Fukuoka, but Osaka seems like a fun city.大阪に引っ越すかな。英語を使うの忍耐力に感銘を受けた。

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Oh, you're from Canada! Then winters here should be no problem for you. 福岡はご飯が美味しくていいところ！

[@fkaceng]

You know Saiko-chan, you remind me of Akari-chan (her youtube channel is aNcari Room) who was lost like you and she wandered alone to Vietnam, picked up the language and eventually even got a supporting role in a Vietnam film. Since you like Southeast Asia and your English is fairly good, you could really consider teaching Japanese & English in Vietnam.. I think you might find what you want there... if I remember correctly, Akari-chan is from Osaka too.

[@user-lk2qf4rt3m]

I will be your 87th comment on this video! I've been to Japan three times, visiting from England. It's easy to view Japan as an idealised society. But one can see that the people there face tremendous pressure and long work days. It's refreshing to see someone giving us an honest portrayal of life aside from what is usually seen. Unremarkable is sometimes beautiful. I have a small English speaking tip for you. We would not say "It is so nice weather." We would say "It is SUCH nice weather." or "The weather is so nice." But your English is great. That's just to help it flow a little easier. :)

[@SaikoTakahashi]

This is such a heartwarming comment. exactly the reason why I made this video. And thank you for the English advice! It's really helpful! I want to immerse myself more in native English

[@congvu8981]

I really enjoyed your video. Keep it up. I was surprised that you visited Vietnam! I'm from there and I sometimes wonder how life is like in Japan too haha.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

I like Vietnamese vibes Thanks!

[@fudgeheaven947]

Stay strong, you got dis TvT

[@nathr89]

I'm not sure how KZbin made us cross paths but Hello from Australia Saiko ^_^. Life hasn't been the kindest journey for myself either but I watch this video and relate alot, I choose to spend most days alone now after alot of hurt but I question if it's the best way almost every day. I love your english and at times you really made me laugh, I'd love to chat with you one day!

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching and for your kind comment! You're right, spending time alone can be enjoyable, but sometimes I wonder if it's okay too. I wish you all the best !

[@shwetha9617]

2:46 it's all in your stomach.. omg 😂. Loved this. Very honest and raw. Keep going ❤

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thanks for watching! I might have been a bit too candid lol I hope you enjoyed it! Thanks a bunch!

[@TheNetBenji]

I thought that was cute too. Your snacks are talking to you!

[@SeanMura]

i also have a talent for making ingredients go bad, so i buy a lot of frozen veggies 😂 your edits are really funny

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Mee too😂

[@kennethmcdonald9736]

Instead of films to combat feelings of loneliness I watch video channels like yours made by the public, who I think do a better job than TV. I agree good food also works, and bargains are great. In my Faith Jesus is my constant companion, and I can always pray, but it is natural for gregarious people to crave human contact. The Japanese have taken on board many foreign foods, like coffee, chocolate and I find exploring foreign foods combats loneliness. I am exploring Ramens at the moment.

[@WaldoBagelTopper]

I suppose your videos had no choice but to end up in my algorithm. I'm glad they did because I understand this feeling. I'm 39, and my life long dream has been to go to Japan. I have been learning the language. But much like what you describe, I have always been a person who prefers to operate alone for now. It would be nice to have someone to go with. But that is not my biggest issue. The past few years has been loss after loss for me. The lost of my Aniki. the loss of my mother's health. The loss of my job and apartment. I was doing well financially before the economy of America was destroyed by our current president. It's difficult to even find a job again. But my hope is that one day I can visit your beautiful country. I'm tired of feeling empty as well. But I am also beginning to feel that it is my norm. PS: If your mornings are still a little tough, try them with some music on in the background.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for your massage 😭 You are going through a tough time, as I am Please stay healthy!and I hope you come to Japan near future Thank you again !

[@gongagong]

Ah, butter raisin sando - I miss them.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Someday, give it a try

[@monogramadikt5971]

im actually 4 days into a water only fast and all the food your showing us is making me so hungry lol

[@Windified]

The neighborhood looks so nice and interesting. Really loved the video. Greetings from Finland (・ω・)ノ

[@germ12319]

You can come visit my country, Malaysia.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Hey I’m in Malaysia!💙

[@germ12319]

@@SaikoTakahashi That's great. Enjoy your trip here. You will find it relaxing and chill in Malaysia. Do ask if you have any questions regarding Malaysia.

[@Hakimshafin]

Greetings from india 😊 ❤

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you 😽

[@alienspecies6872]

I think that you are lonley, BUT to OKAY to be alone

[@Heczalee]

Girl! We need to be friends asap! Lol ❤

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you my friend!

[@markdurrow]

All these people are getting to know you though your videos but you don't get to learn about them at the same time. It makes some feel like they are your friends even though you don't know them at all. That has to be weird for you too.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching! that might be true. I hope to have fun uploading videos.

[@Ohmygawdddde]

I love you psycho

[@chibigon01]

Get married and have some children NOW. Don't wait any longer. Find a decent husband through the Transpacific Marriage Agency.

[@WeebsArePathetic]

I live in California and average rent prices are like $1500 for a unit like that. A lot of people including me still live with their parents as an adult to save more money. I really hope you form connections with people. I don't know if you're similar to me, but I think life is less empty if you have people in your life to share it with. I wish I lived there so I could be your friend as you're obviously a nice person deserving of love and warmth. Also thank you so much for putting your cooking and recipe. I really want to cook different stuff, but have very little motivation to do so. That fried chicken and sushi look so good!! And you make such healthy meals! I eat so much fast food :( I wish I lived somewhere that's a mix of American freedom and Japanese respectfulness. I also really dislike where I live. Also you say to stop blaming others for your own problems, but you also have to understand that your environment plays the biggest role in how we operate. I started seeing a therapist 2 months ago, and he doesn't like how much I blame myself. I don't like how you're blaming yourself either. You need empathetic people in your life. Also I do enjoy your broken English. I can barely speak anything other than English, so don't feel down on yourself. Thank you so much for sharing.

[@SaikoTakahashi]

Thank you for watching. And for your kind comment. Seriously, California rent is crazier than I imagined. It made me realize how grateful I should be for my own environment. Yes, I think you're right. I need connections with people. Just by you commenting like this, I feel quite fulfilled. So, thank you so much. I want to change little by little towards a better direction.