After losing my first I tried over 13 years 8 miscarriages later I finally got my little girl I would die for her. I didn't know I was pregnant until I was 8 months along the tests finally showed pregnant at 8 months. I didn't want to believe it because I'm so used to being told to stop wasting the hospitals time. When I was 3 months pregnant they couldn't even find her and said we weren't pregnant and not to come back wasting their time and some people just never become parents. I tried ending it because I just didn't want to live not being a mommy I'm adopted myself and no I didn't want to adopt. I'm so tired of hearing you can adopt well guess what you don't get the bonding or the feeling them kick it's just not the same. I thank God for her she saved my life and she saves me everyday.
@candicemoates50962 жыл бұрын
I used to listen to this song and bawl. It popped up today and I had forgotten about it. I adopted two boys last year. When it played this time, I was crying because it happened for me finally. In a way I didn’t expect but still 💚
@smudleys Жыл бұрын
Heavenly Father please give this girl a baby... have mercy Lord
@jameswiiliams65063 жыл бұрын
Sunny Sweeney is the best country singer of the last 10 years
@Colinchaplin07 Жыл бұрын
I’m a teenager so I’m not really in the baby market but I just love this song so much and I want you to know how much I love it and feel for it.
@BarryCummings-fz7of4 ай бұрын
One of the most emotional songs ever written. I just love Sunny Sweeney.
@KarLi113 жыл бұрын
The first few times I heard this song, I cried and cried and cried because I wanted the same so badly, and by the time this song was released we were already 2 years in trying to conceive. We had gotten a house specifically to grow our family. It was so hard to walk past that empty room that had maybe 2-3 random baby things. After a while we decided to move, and I gave those baby things away and didn’t bother with any sort of hopes for the empty extra room in our new home as far as baby things went. It was 7 years total for us to finally conceive our now almost 2 year old baby girl. I’m back at this song and once again crying and crying and crying because I feel so guilty that our time did indeed come, but a lot of people I know are still waiting and I hate that more than anything in the world.
@ivan00001983 Жыл бұрын
I am so happy for you! Congrats!
@KarLi11 Жыл бұрын
@@ivan00001983 thank you ♥️
@shannanigans66573 жыл бұрын
Been struggling for so long to have an angel of my own. Just got diagnosed with unexplained infertility two weeks ago. This song hit so so hard because the pain is something really indescribable
@ivan00001983 Жыл бұрын
My wife and I have both infertility problems, I have them because I was taking methotrexate since I was 17 due to my rheumatoid arthritis which started when I was a kid (I feel like I won a shit lottery), and stopped MTX only 2 years ago, after 20 years. But it seems it did some serious damage. The feeling of hopelessness is so intense, I constantly have to comfort myself somehow. The worst thing was doing H, although at that point it saved me from possibly lethal depression, but I am healing slowly with help of Subutex.
@ssrivera7 Жыл бұрын
Great song, lots of meaning for those that could not have kiddos.
@wvutink7 жыл бұрын
Sunny, I have been a fan for a long time now but I can't even tell you the true magnitude of this song on my life. I'm THAT girl. The only one of the "Smith County girls" without a child. No one asks why, not even my closest friends. I'm a private person when it comes to things like this. It's been 10 years and 5 miscarriages. I'm terrified if the test is positive and terrified if it's negative. I've helped raise my nieces and nephews but I still have this hole in my heart. I can't afford fertility treatments or IVF, even adoption costs a small fortune. Thank you for this. I am a songwriter (definitely NOT a musician) and have many songs about the topic scribbled in my journal. They will never see the light of day so instead I will promote the hell out of yours!! THANK YOU! From one TX girl to the next.
@wchase627 жыл бұрын
I have hardly ever read a more compelling story ever anywhere; heartfelt and honest. It makes my heart hurt. I am a rotten Christian and it is entirely possible that the Lord will take this the wrong way but...tonight I swear that I will get on my knees and ask Him to consider what little you ask of him. I am sorry I don't have more to offer. I wish for you what you wish for, friend.
@angelarocha67307 жыл бұрын
This breaks my heart. But on a positive note maybe a family member can make your dreams come true?
@thomasworth70436 жыл бұрын
Jamie Leann Don't lose hope, we tried for 15 years and now have a little princess that will be 2 in August Keep your hope and it will work out
@Kaifa285 жыл бұрын
Jamie Leann Please May your lyrics see the daylight!! I just had my fourth miscarriage and I’m here trying to find new miscarriage songs that will help me heal.
@LordCumquat4 жыл бұрын
I’m your friend...I’m here in Australia...but I hear you...you will find the way...Jesus calling you
@kenabbott88015 жыл бұрын
This song is awesome. That should not be a surprise for anyone following Sunny. I have listened to country music for over 40 years and she is the only artist that I have liked every song she ever sang. She is great
@shanonw193611 ай бұрын
Probably one of the saddest beautiful songs i have ever heard ❤😢
@namaste27887 жыл бұрын
you are such a blessing, been struggling infertilitity , and sometimes i dont know how to explain the pain when people think we should be so happy without kids. this song hit home and i cried , our reality. thank you
@metalsamurai036 жыл бұрын
Some of the most honest lyrics I've ever heard on the subject. Made me cry in the car the first time I heard it today and then again when I played the video for my wife. We can relate. After 3+ years of trying we have two BEAUTIFUL boys in two short years. HalleluYah! God is good. Very nice video Sunny. Thank you.
@melflores41884 жыл бұрын
Can so relate to this song ... can't even explain the emptiness & pain anymore.
@jamisonrayned.7052 Жыл бұрын
Over 15 years of trying. Failed adoptions, failed foster care, failed treatments. Stopped trying 5 years ago.... at my age i thought the pain would go away. As friends are starting to become grandparents it hits hard in a new way. Too old. Too tired. Spent all the money over and over for nothing. Praying to not be bitter about it.
@shelaine74736 ай бұрын
I understand.
@XlilXmissXXsunshineX7 жыл бұрын
this song hit me hard! i struggle with infertility and have been blessed with a princess in my tummy due to doctor help! 😭❤
@guysmith72566 жыл бұрын
This woman is such an amazing beautiful angel its unreal!!! Her music and beauty are second to none!!!
@SilverStormPax19964 жыл бұрын
"Never wanted something so bad that it hurts" ... This so true, this song broke me :( The empty feeling of just wanting to hold your baby in your arms.
@laneyshafer25683 жыл бұрын
I am 29 years old. I just discovered this song yesterday. My son and only child is 8 weeks old now. I've struggled my entire adult life to have kids. I've had four miscarriages before this beautiful boy I've got now. This song is now a favorite and I cry every time I listen to it. I know this struggle. And I know how bad it hurts. I have friends still struggling. And I have shared this song with many people now. And I'm in love with it!! Thank you for this. And I apologize to anyone who feels I shouldn't cry for this song but I do. Because that pain is so real.
@davidleary73937 жыл бұрын
Songs like this are why I love country music. The whole album is good but this is so beautiful.
@cjguitarist7846 Жыл бұрын
Love ya Sunny you and your band always make me happy
@timbermalcolm8722 Жыл бұрын
I'm the last cousin left in my family (besides the little kids of course) who doesn't have a baby. I'm only 18 but I swear, I wanna be a mama so bad...not only to raise my beautiful little one, but to finally fit in with my family again, as now I feel like I cannot relate with anyone anymore. Baby fever and being too young can be a lonely thing.
@april66662 жыл бұрын
Thank you for giving voice to something so many of us keep silent and hidden. ❤️
@MrsPierre057 жыл бұрын
This song is truly deep and resonates so deeply in my life; my husband and I has tried conceiving for the past 12 years now, I've lost two babies as well as both my Fallopian tubes to Ectopic pregnancies to then find out that both my husband and I carry rare genetic blood traits that would kill the baby before even getting out of the womb. I have also underwent three surgeries on my uterus to remove Fibroids that were impacting the lining of my uterus where they would implant the embryo. It's been a long and tough road. We are currently working on IVF (In-Vitro Fertilization) and will receive our first FET (Frozen Embryo Transfer) on July 7th. With all that being said Sunny and any other female who is suffering infertility please don't give up; if motherhood is your dream keep pressing forward until it is accomplished. Stay strong!
@christinelovesyouX7 жыл бұрын
Thats today!! Im praying for you girl!!!
@MrsPierre057 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much Christine!
@brittanicole927 жыл бұрын
I completely 100% relate to this song. Especially the part that says "Don't even know you yet but I know I love you" 😭
@LaLaLaLaurel113 жыл бұрын
That link hits me to the core every time
@katlynsutherland82262 жыл бұрын
It’ll happen honey. I’m listening to this with my 4 month old in my arms xxx
@brittanicole922 жыл бұрын
I have two kids now 😍
@ivan00001983 Жыл бұрын
Wow, this hits so hard... Same hopes, same everyday blues. I'm a self made man, built a large house, bought a 150k euro Merc, I earn as much as 6 people in my white collar profession, but nothing can compensate for no baby when you reach 40. There isn't a day in my life I don't think about it, and ending of the thoughts is always "we wait...".
@kevincooney4573 Жыл бұрын
Wow!!! Excellent!! I feel the same way!!!!!!
@AngelaBergmann7 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this. My husband and I have been dealing with infertility for 10 years now, having been through 3 rounds of IVF, our most recent of which resulted in a miscarriage that would have been due this month. People simply don't understand what we go through.
@dall23417 жыл бұрын
Angela Bergmann so sorry for the pain you have felt. Prayers for and your husband. God bless.
@MrsPierre057 жыл бұрын
Angela, I'm very sorry for your loss; however don't give up, no one seems to understand when it's not them who is experiencing the problem, but understand you're not alone and the more people like you and I speak out about this the more people who tend to not listen will understand. Stay strong!
@USDancer15 жыл бұрын
I had my first at 42 naturally with the help of a little progesterone and the second at 47 by egg donation after 5 years of infertility treatments. No difference in my feelings at all between the two. Someone once told me, "The soul that is meant to be with you, finds it's way no matter how." I know that to be true. The youngest is 20 now and a singer/songwriter in the Clive Davis program at NYU. Couldn't possibly love her more or be more proud of her. She looks a lot like you. LOVE your song and the video. Wishing you babies in your near future. (Breast feeding is better than the bottle, by the way). My daughter and I look forward to seeing you at your 4th of July concert, Craig Ranch!
@hlkelso17 жыл бұрын
This song is so touching. My husband and I have struggled and even more since we lost our precious baby girl in 2013.
@billijohendry68165 жыл бұрын
I heard this song for the first time and wow it really hits home. My daughter had her second miscarriage and would give anything to be a MOMMY. As so many people ask "When are you going to start a family" and mean nothing by it..... Know one really knows what a person is going through. I hope and pray that one day MY PRINCESS can have her dreams come true. We have two special angels watching over us daily. We love you Baby C !
@steelpicker112 жыл бұрын
Great artist! Like I hear the late Texas Nancy Griffith again.
@colettefrye86772 жыл бұрын
Oh my goodness, what a sweet song.. I listen to you on sirus radio in the car everyday . Your a beautiful person.
@jaderluduvig84907 жыл бұрын
Trophy is the best album of this year, and this brilliant song is the best of the year too. Masterpiece, really work of art!!!!
@amymartinez72297 жыл бұрын
This hits my heart every time I listen to it. Even though my babies were adopted at 10wks & at birth, it still brings a tear to my eye every time I hear this song.
@tcoffman863 жыл бұрын
Great song
@meganmorrison62236 жыл бұрын
26 years old all my party friends have now had babies some are married and I’m the only single one with no child! Don’t get me wrong I love being Aunt Megan & my friends always come to me when they need a night off cause they kno I still hang at the bars with the live music but....they don’t know how many times I’ve cried wishing I could have my own and how ready I am. I first heard this song when you played with Miranda in Little Rock. My best friend since we were 3 almost dropped her drink looked at me and said it’s you and at this point I was already bawling. Girl it’s an amazing song!
@jasonjones24343 жыл бұрын
been trying for 5 years & just came across this song. im dying over here.
@jameswiiliams65062 жыл бұрын
GD shame this not a country classic.
@samo6157 жыл бұрын
Breaks my heart, Sunny. Praying for comfort and peace. May God be with you and your husband.
@Madcatter672 жыл бұрын
Don't think a women can only feel this way, men hurt from the emptiness of the inability to conceive.
@kierstenpark96094 жыл бұрын
This song hits hard. Currently laying in my bed after another negative crying.
@Leslie-xt4wt4 жыл бұрын
This song hurts different on mother's day.
@daviddeaton15753 жыл бұрын
This lady dosent get the credit she should What a singer song writer she is
@themillbraecount7 жыл бұрын
Awesome Sunny, my emotions were so touched! I love you girl, so so much!
@ernieflanaganstingraybassm14636 жыл бұрын
my dear Sunny, i pray some day soon,you have your baby and this song is a hit national hit....
@jamesking98787 жыл бұрын
What do you know, another great song and video from one of the current GREATS.
@vernfrederick50252 жыл бұрын
Beautiful song
@blackbeauty2624 жыл бұрын
This song hits me hard😭 just lost our 3rd baby this past May, with none living. 💔
@jennyhatton11147 жыл бұрын
I had a miscarriage last week. I wasn’t sure if I could listen to this song yet... it’s sadly comforting .
@samantha-jojones39304 жыл бұрын
I know I'm still young... I have tried for years.... I've only recently stopped hoping for what I apparently can't be blessed with.... 24 years old and have seemingly ran outta hope to have a baby.... It'd be a miracle if I could have one...
@teresahensley91712 жыл бұрын
Great song 🎵
@wayneo12695 жыл бұрын
My goodness this is a very deep song I really appreciate it.
@your_INFP Жыл бұрын
🦋💫I had my period at late 15 they diagnosed me with Amenorrhea which it can be hereditary, I didn't have much trouble besides depression which they said it can be a cause for it... I would even go a year without menstruating, now I'm 22 and honestly ever since I was a young wanted to have children even when I was 14 I would write story books that I would teach my kids about how the world truly is.... My Doctor told me that I'll have low chance of fertility and that I might have many miscarriages if I do it... now i.... I don't feel like I should even try it, I don't want a life to grow just for a miscarriage and to lose them. I'll most likely adopt, of course I'll love the child the same way since it'll be my kid... but in blood it isn't, so there'll be something that's missing... the feeling of having the child grow within you for months until it comes out, and you get to hold them for the first time... that sure is beautiful.💚
@tonyspicer67452 жыл бұрын
Good country music. Just subscribed👍
@ithnic14 жыл бұрын
I love this song and it is so true!! It's hard when you deal with infertility! I am married and have been trying to have a baby for 10 years! I have had 3 miscarriages and it's hard each time!! I want the test to be positive but it is so scary that it will happen again! Then when I get a negative test it cuts so bad!! I have daughter that is 12 and my husband has 4 kids but we dont have children together and I'm happy with the children we have but we want a baby together!! I saw her sing this song in lubbock and I cried so hard!! But this says my feelings to a T!! Thank you for this song, it helps and touches so many people!!
@francesruiz86535 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this song I have lost 2 a boy and a girl in a 6 month period. This song helps me.
@vberg19617 жыл бұрын
love her cant wait ti see her at HANKS in MCK on 7-21
@markrobinson95677 жыл бұрын
Sunny Sweeney great voice lo e her music
@740slick2 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤ love this song ❤❤❤
@bryanhauschild43762 жыл бұрын
Love it!
@larrygauld82087 жыл бұрын
Country Goodness!!!!
@selenacruz5417 жыл бұрын
I love this song!!!!
@fredkaiser64062 жыл бұрын
After 5 years Of trying , She got the News She's Going To Be A Mom In June 2023, She's Our Granddaughter
@prestonhumphrey59826 ай бұрын
how old is she?
@fredkaiser64064 ай бұрын
@@prestonhumphrey5982 26
@fredkaiser64062 ай бұрын
@@prestonhumphrey5982 33
@fredkaiser64062 ай бұрын
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@SuperTpetty7 жыл бұрын
so sorry for ur loss sunny
@KG-go5uc4 жыл бұрын
My heart... 💔
@trishabailey32986 жыл бұрын
I love this song this is so true id give up ever thing just too have a baby of my own i have tryed for 16 years
@overburnttoastd20617 жыл бұрын
I dont know how I can fully express my feelings about this song and what I had with through almost 7 months ago. I found this song but it took me awhile to listen to it because I got so busy with work. I finely listen to it and it broke me. I waited 8 years to get pregnant. I watched my friends and family members get get pregnant and have children after children and meanwhile I had a negative test in my hand. It slowly sunk in that I wouldn't be a mother. I gave up. Till one day in November of 2016 when I was 24 and I knew that I was pregnant. I had to take the test. I was scared because I took so many test and kneeled on the bathroom floor with the negative tests by my feet. I took the two test and I waited the time it took. Once it was time, I was shaking and crying because any news I knew would be shocking. Two plus signs stared back at me and I never bawled so hard in my life. I was pregnant, I didnt think it was real and I thought maybe God would finally let me carry beautiful baby in my womb. My boyfriend at the time and the father wasnt so happy about the news and he left. My baby was mine and she was my beautiful secret. I fought for her life and made myself healthy. We was so excited for the new arrival. Then I started bleeding 2 months later at 8 1/2 weeks and when I went to find out why I was bleeding, they couldnt find the heartbeat and the baby stopped growing at 6 weeks... my world crashed. I only ever wanted to be a mother. I wanted to hold that beautiful baby in pink and kiss her little cheeks. I loved my world more than her sperm donor did and she was taken from me. I would of birth her on 08/14/2017 but instead I have been living my life with an empty stomach and it breaks my heart when I get asked if I have a child or not. Its so hard to say good bye and hello at the same time and always wonder what if.
@yvettesoto60047 жыл бұрын
Wow!!! I been married for 7 years and no baby yet. It hurts me when I see family and friends with babies and kids. So many pregnancy test and feel heartbroken every time.
@battlehrfred7 жыл бұрын
Stay positive,is it easy, no. but just have faith in you and the creator,it is his timing not ours...Misfortunes surely happens to many moms-to-be.and partners,it affect both partners,but not as personal as a Mom. also males with low count due to many health problems,, but life will happen. STAY POSITIVE ty
@AuntieShay886 жыл бұрын
You're an idiot for wanting/trying to get pregnant at 16....and for the last 8 years...and I don't blame him for hitting the highway....you clearly have issues you need to work on!
@martybec.12576 жыл бұрын
Catgirlbanana pink hearts im not ashamed to share this ... but , my eyes got tears from reading ... i did not even get to read 1/2 of what you wrote..my eyes blured up with tears ... im a male, good god am i that much of a panzy ass .. dont answer that !! When i get all teared up just from reading something got to me !!
@jeanpennie6 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry.
@colleenhinshaw32767 жыл бұрын
oh god I'm ballin'....awesome song honey!!
@thegrantdanielsband4 жыл бұрын
Wow this is totally Awesome love it :-)
@jblair9596 жыл бұрын
Wow. So powerful.
@BubblesOnDaMoon6 жыл бұрын
I'm crying listening to this rn. Nobody understands this pain. Everyone around me is having babies. I feel so broken.
@jesbradley99877 жыл бұрын
... we wait. 😭😢😭😢
@idaliagonzalez70204 жыл бұрын
Yeah! I call my husband baby😍 Hit my heart eigth years witing💔
@sophiebophiex7 жыл бұрын
DOUG IS IN IT I'M CRYING
@hillearycantwell3145 жыл бұрын
When the heart needs help explaining its breaking, there's music... m ♡
@martybec.12577 жыл бұрын
When I first heard this song I thought it was a alcohol bottle she wanted but watching the video has clarified the song she wants a baby bottle by her bed I cried yep I am male and this song got my eyes wet with many tears
@bangzoom224 жыл бұрын
I’m not one to get emotional but I can relate to this because me and my wife have been on an emotional roller coaster trying to get pregnant.. I won’t tell you for how long but let’s just say it’s longer than it should be
@bangzoom224 жыл бұрын
There’s nothing more I want at this moment in my life than a baby... I’m so totally in connection with this song
@cjturner20084 жыл бұрын
I love this song
@johndavidson23657 жыл бұрын
This is saddest song I have heard from Sunny Sweeney😢
@cherokeestormchaser32595 жыл бұрын
:( It's hard to get me emotional but this song sure did it.......
@joedavy58447 жыл бұрын
Just so honest and heartbreaking
@kpoppingranny54273 жыл бұрын
If I could have a baby for my daughter I would. She would be a perfect Momma. Her and her husband deserve a baby. It would be the greatest childhood any child could ask for.
@ginawallace81584 жыл бұрын
Brittani and Darin Wilkinson 🙏🙌❤💙
@jemedm127 жыл бұрын
How is it possible that 11 people, at the time of this comment, could give this song a "thumbs down"?
@TommyHonkytonkytht7 жыл бұрын
it's simply amazing there are so many fucked up and evil people in this world
@robbietatum11626 жыл бұрын
This is a beautiful woman and song
@trishabailey32985 жыл бұрын
this song means so much too me i have try for 18 years too have a baby of my own it hurts me so much too see thees woman have babys they dont want and the one who has abortion its so hard too see people with babys because i want one so bad its a struggle i pray God will give me a baby soon
@tigerdog19547 жыл бұрын
Best song on the album-but "Nothing Wrong With Texas" is a good one too
@lashondabush54287 жыл бұрын
I love you!!!!!!!!
@bcook81773 жыл бұрын
"Right now our mortgage, is the only thing that's due" 😥😥😥
@sophierae3264 жыл бұрын
My uncle and aunt our in here Buddy and Andrea Owens I know that it must be hard to go threw this.
@donjohnson92705 жыл бұрын
Best song by any texas girl ever
@jamesstrickland2764 Жыл бұрын
❤ 3:33
@melissahankins95756 жыл бұрын
I sure wish to GOD I had a bottle by my bed😧
@caitlincotherman31645 жыл бұрын
I’m not crying, your crying
@Eufracina7 жыл бұрын
Baby girl, I bet you've asked God a million times why? I did. And one day, you find out the answer. He has a different calling for you. Mine was adoption. 2 girls and 1 boy, they were 4, 3 and 2 weeks old when we adopted them . . . now they are 22, 21 and 17 . . . and baby girl, don't let ANYONE tell you that you wouldn't love them the same way . . . because I BEG to differ. I love my kids as if they were born from me . . . actually, they were born "in my heart". Not saying, this is going to make you feel better right now . . . but after a while and you can finally "breathe" from this loss . . . it's a thought. God has us ALL here for a reason, I found mine . . . and they saved my life - every - day. :-)
@th3se7end166 жыл бұрын
Very Dixie chicks esque
@Ocean.DreaMz4 жыл бұрын
She is better than Miranda and T. Swift
@eugenekolze27962 жыл бұрын
Don't like doing this over the phone
@saraallison63802 жыл бұрын
Going threw my second miscarriage at 22 and this hits hard
@michaelpyles10903 жыл бұрын
this song is about infertilitity .when i was young (5yrs old) parents took me to hospital i was born with one testicle . then when i become teenage i feel girls will know and i would feel inadequate but as i older it didnt bother me becuse i could get the job but i thought i could ever have kids .got married 23 wife got pregnant .so happy now have boy and girl.but we are divorced now. she met somebody i moved on i dated girl we dated about year she told me before she meet me she had 2 abortions.i thought to myself there women that cant have a child and you are throwing them away we are not together anymore .point being there children that need mother and father ( ADOPTION) God bless good night