VLOG | Feeling Autumnal, Everyday Things & Big Book Chat

[@Brenda-lr6gz]

This intro is the most real audience connection I’ve ever seen thank you for including it ... important work happening on both sides of the lens

[@sn00gums]

I'm a simple girl. Supermarket hauls, book chats and a lovely woman who can make fun of herself just makes me so happy. 😊 Thanks for brightening up my Sunday evening!

[@manuelcapari]

I think we all are going through a lot in this (kind of) post-pandemic time. Your videos have helped me a lot this past year! Thanks for the content and the effort that it implies!!! Happy Sunday!

[@Franzi634]

I feel The Same! Thank you so much! 😊

[@Ericthegreat1483]

Having suffered from long term mental health issues I feel the pandemic has been a catalyst for others to experience it for the first time. You being open and honest helps with reducing any taboo around the topic and it’s ok to just simply feel low and no need to feel we need to explain or rationalise it. Too many content creators hide or gloss over it and make me feel weird for not feeling perfect. Your vlogs always bring me peace with the beautiful visuals, pace and your presence in them. Thank you

[@billajenny]

This is genuinely one of the best vlogs I’ve ever seen- thank you for being so open and down tonearth. Bookchat, super market haul, wardrobe malfunctions, magical lake, and especially mental health - I think we’re here for it all❤️

[@joannemorris1689]

What makes us human...knowing when we are feeling a bit off and accepting that it's okay to feel this way because it's a passing blip that knocks us and then we are back. You are your true self and I love that about your content in all its forms. Have a good week x

[@BrittanyBathgate1]

Love this! Thank you so much ❤️

[@Charlee245]

I LOVE watching the influencer style press trips, etc. it is always so beautiful and we get to live vicariously through you, so never feel guilty about posting them! I’m here for them haha

[@leenhaazen6739]

It’s so nice that you have the feeling that people are understanding what you’re feeling. I’m going through some hard stuff as well at the moment and not a lot of people around me understand or even go against it… so when I find somebody that makes me feel okay and understands it I appreciate it so much!! It’s really powerful!!

[@zoevd4072]

Your videos are such a treat, Brittany! I struggle with panic disorder since 2018 and suffered from ptsd induced anxiety pretty much ever since I can remember. About 3 to 4 years ago I lost a lot of weight because I wasn't in a good place mentally, I started drastically restricting my food intake as an (unconscious) attempt to have a sliver of control over my life. Now I am back at my normal weight and I'm slowly but surely rebuilding my wardrobe and my confidence. I'm a midsize person with a style that is very similar to yours. So aside from the calming effect of your content I'm also feeling inspired by you as I search for exciting new ways to create outfits and start to feel like myself again.

[@BrittanyBathgate1]

Gosh, I've got a lump in my throat after reading your comment. Lots of love to you ❤️ really happy to hear you're starting to feel better and more like yourself x

[@raineywhite1390]

Loved how candid and transparent this vlog was, totally here for the Brittany ramblings! I feel like after watching your vlogs since the beginning of the pandemic, this one feels like you've let your guard down and let us in in a new way. The honesty is incredibly refreshing to see on the internet. Cheers from NYC xo

[@helentully1138]

I think that your honesty is actually both brave and inspiring. I firmly believe that anyone who truly thinks about things, be that life, relationships, what’s going on in the world around us etc. will at some point struggle with their mental health. All we are doing is our very best to negotiate our way through life but we need to show each other kindness and recognise that it’s not always easy. You actually create wonderfully honest and thoughtful content and so many of us look forward so much to your blogs. You are human and your struggles will be felt by others. We need to show each other the kindness we deserve as we negotiate our lives. Thank you for being so honest and for some of the best content out there.

[@Karolina-rd1dz]

You’ve encouraged me to leave a comment so here goes… I really really resonate with your vlog content, I would love to watch your vlogs at least every other day so still waiting to support you on patreon! You give us the perfect balance of real life, mental health, culture, clothing, and aesthetically pleasing photography. Please keep doing what you’re doing and thank you! 🤗

[@rebeccacarlsson5022]

As some of the comments below I also appreciate you being wounderable and talk about your mental health because I can see myself in the things you talk about and thats helpful in a way. Your videos is always so calming, interesting and funny which makes me both inspired and happy. So thanks for that!! Happy sunday from Sweden :)

[@JoyInMySkin]

great vlog Brittany. the intro made me feel so emotional. it's definitely a lot to speak out about mental health issues... to anyone. i totally relate to not talking so much about it to close friends. even though i know they are there for me, i just find myself not finding that comfort to always reach out to them. appreciate you keeping that clip in. you're so relatable compared to so many vloggers, and i mean that as a huge compliment, so for you to share how you feel really does help. it's also why it's not "showy offy" for you to share pr events ;) PS you look amazing for the dinner and for everything else! happy sunday xx

[@lyviaray8819]

Your intro made me tear up, Brittany 💕 I appreciate your honesty about what you are going through, it truly makes it feel less lonely when I am struggling. I hope you know how loved you are in this community!! ❤️

[@tesskohout]

Thank you. I’ve been struggling a lot lately. Had to quit my job and currently switching meds for anxiety. It’s very overwhelming. I love hearing you talk about this because i wouldn’t have imagined that someone like you would similar struggles. It helps me realize I’m not at all alone and that it’s okay to not be okay.

[@WildlyFreeJo]

Oh Brittany I am so glad you did keep that first clip in! So many of us feeling similarly right now, whenever someone shares how they’re feeling it makes the rest of us feel less alone - that means you’re not alone either ❤️

[@antonia9615]

i can't be the only one who teared up when you teared up in the beginning of the video. brittany thank you for being such a calm and inspiring person, and just so real

[@Cmar1988]

I always look for you vlogs because I feel like it’s a check in with a good friend. Thank you for sharing what you share and being authentic. I don’t have a lot of people to talk to so it is always very helpful for me to listen to you talk about your experiences and mental health. Thank you! If you’re taking book recommendations I would suggest strange weather in Tokyo. :)

[@fridabionori]

First of all, I really appreciate you leaving the more wounderable parts in. It’s so useful for those of us who feel the same, and makes us not feel alone in those thoughts 💕 Secondly, the nerd in me couldn’t help but notice your wok hanging on the wall, haha. Tip: KZbin how to season your carbon steel wok! When it’s seasoned it turnes a rich black and is a non-stick dream! With love from someone who just discovered wok cooking and am obsessed! Having the wok treated properly will make you want to wok cook all the time, since it’s so good to use! 🤗🎉

[@elliehoward5742]

I love all of your vlogs but wanted to say I connected so much with this one and found a lot of comfort in it. I often feel like a burden talking about my ‘off’ days or explicitly asking for support from friends, so it was really validating hearing you talk about your experiences. I also really enjoy the day to day stuff and chatty bits of the vlogs, and seeing more of Norwich! Thank you so much for sharing, Ellie x

[@Lyndseyde]

Your vlogs are always so lovely. You come across as such a warm and genuine person. Thank you for the energy and time you put in. X

[@Tinchabella]

Thank you for showing yourself so vulnerable. I can very well relate to how you feel, as I have also been having mental health issues for a long time. I love your videos and like you very much. 🖤

[@tracikyle9517]

Thank you so much for talking about your mental health because I struggle with it and I really don't have family that understands

[@laurenmiller149]

I'm grateful for how frank you are, be it with work, self-care, etc. I moved just before the pandemic, so I don't really have friends right now and your videos have served as a sort of "chit chat" that has been so therapeutic these past few months. Even if I can't talk back, I feel so much better after listening to you and your perspective. Your honesty and vulnerability are both very appreciated here 💚

[@cat_pb]

Brittany you crack me up with the “what a vision” moments 😂 it was so funny! Also I totally understand what you spoke about! It’s hard sometimes ~ get better soon Loved the book chat 📚

[@stanabe1643]

I love your vlog! Your vlog makes me feel like I've gotten a letter from one of my friends who live in overseas. Thank you for your effort putting everything together nicely from part of your daily life. From Japan.

[@michelleedwards711]

You’re right. It does feel like that 🙂

[@stanabe1643]

Glad that someone feel the same way!! Thank you Michelle!!

[@audreyarchambault8127]

I really enjoy your chatty bits about mental health and your ability to reflect on how you feel. Great vlog as usual, really glad that you are back ♥️

[@gracelovestoffee]

hi brittany, thank you for another lovely vlog. i just wanted to say that you talking about the lake at UEA made me feel warm and fuzzy. i went to UEA and stayed in one of the ziggurats in my first year and my bedroom window overlooked the green and that lake and it was always very grounding and peaceful to look out there while studying or feeling homesick.

[@veritywade9573]

I'm always very happy when it's a long vlog, enjoy them the most. So much of what you say resinates with me. I've lived with anxiety for many years but it's been elevated in the last 18 months with far more intense emotions and feelings :)

[@sarahb.m.5730]

So great to see a longer one this week. It's funny when you say you don't understand how people watch you rambling on because I could literally watch these videos all day. Also really appreciate the honesty and vulnerability you've shown in the last couple of vlogs so thank you x

[@DaphneVKos]

I genuinely get so excited when I see that you've posted a vlog, and your long weekly ones are my favorite! You have such a calming and grounding vibe. Appreciate everything you put out so much. Thank you for sharing! I think I'm going to get that book Piranesi :)

[@katariina3965]

I really value your openness when it comes to going through those tough times when you are not feeling great. I have felt quite lost and emotional for a while and your vlogs make me feel reassured that it's okay to feel like that yet things will eventually get better. Also your great sense of humour reminds us all that we should not take ourselves too seriously and the ability to laugh at oneself is important!

[@Channelsoffee]

I just want to say that I think your vlogs are great, they feel like I’m hanging with a friend. Thank you for being genuine on the internet. Sending you good vibes!

[@auroraa606]

I relate to you so much and find you sooo comforting to watch. You're truly one of my fave people on here 🥰 LOVE the longer vlogs too :)

[@velyvely6479]

have to say after trying the barrista milk its hard to use the normal ones again! i enjoyed the supermarket haul, don't be fooled we're all nosy people lol the blazer with the blue shirt looked soso good! and am kicking myself for not getting the COS version of that bag in black when it was available. i left a comment on that vid about struggling with leaving the house sometimes - what helped me massively is topping up on feel good and happy experiences i realised it got worse because i had a string of negative energy around me/ stressful people. make sure you're topping up your "happy bank" and try to avoid reading sad/scary news, there isn't much we can do with the info we read other than make ourselves feel sad/ anxious and helpless so try not to let those things in :)

[@mendounano]

Night was definitely part of my school syllabus growing up. One of the better books we were made to read! Also, I’m dying to see how you styled the Cecilie Bahnsen dress for a fall wedding! I adore, ADORE that dress - it’s such a gorgeous and unique piece!

[@GreenVines935]

Loved this vlog! Speaking on behalf of all viewers, you mean a lot to us because we see ourselves in you and your experience of life!

[@hckyeah]

every moment you think you’re being a bit cringe are the parts i enjoy:) really nice to resonate with you in your vlogs

[@charliemeadowcroft7962]

Hello Brittany! I have been finding a lot of things difficult since the pandemic (like so many), I’ve been diagnosed with agoraphobia earlier this year. You are not alone in how you’re feeling and I’m sending you a big hug, keep plodding along, lots of us plodding along with you. ALSO I love your style, I have never really found an ‘influencer’ who I thought represented how I like to dress and take things easy. I really enjoy your content and it brings me comfort knowing there is someone with similar traits to me who owns them and thrives off them. You seem like a genuine, lovely, beautiful person, inside and out.

[@BrittanyBathgate1]

Hey Charlie! Thank you for sharing this ❤️ sending lots of love right back to you! And thank you so much for your support, I really appreciate it. x

[@IsabelFredriksson]

Dear Brittany, I love that you are so open and authentic in your vlogs. I also struggled with anxiety and depression in my early twenties. It pops up every now and then. In the meantime I have had very good experiences with osteopathy. This "bodywork" releases a lot of emotions for me. Feel pressed and best regards Isabel

[@Up-jh6ye]

HI Brittany! I like oat milk as well but i find that most oat milk out there actually contain more oil than oats including those made by oatly. Adding oil does have the benefits of making your matcha or latte a bit more frothy. I have been getting Thrive market organic oat beverage: it has only 2 ingredients - oats and water. Strongly recommend trying it if it's available where you are.

[@candylove1234]

Im only catching up on your videos recently now and I super appreciate when you talk about mental health and are open when you struggle. I really hope you start to feel better, sending loads of good vibes your way :) ♡♡♡

[@jackkim7341]

Wow the video really helps me relax at recent chilly times! Thks and always great to see you talking to us! Hello from Korea, Brittany!

[@madisonwelsh94]

love the idea to wear something u have to a wedding even if its not ideal, such a great money saver/more sustainable

[@juliaf2614]

I found you so down to earth and funny in this vlog. Not that you aren’t normally! But this vlog was particularly important to me as an insight into who you are as a person!

[@Alexefrancis]

I feel you’d love the mountain sings! V similar to pachinko

[@GabbyConnacher21]

Thank you for being so open and honest on this platform. I imagine it's not always easy, but it's been such a great comfort to me during some difficult times. Much love from San Francisco. xx

[@MacarenaABernabei]

Thank you for sharing your struggles with mental health. You are not alone Brittany. Lot´s of love from Buenos Aires, Argentina.

[@wildeharu]

I've never commented here (or basically anywhere) before but I just wanted to say that I appreciate you addressing mental health in your vlogs, just because lifestyle vlogs can make you feel a bit crap if it's just all perfect and unachievable "aesthetic" content. Also, I can imagine how hard it is to open up about it in front of a largely anonymous audience.

[@Thestorybookknitter]

Oh hi horsey! 😍😍😍 Thank you for being you Brittany, it’s so refreshing to see and supportive to your followers to see you talking about mental health.

[@robincraig3129]

OMGosh Brittany I just adore you. I had a sad day today, I literally started crying and couldn’t stop. I use to be hard on myself about it but realize that sometimes you just need to feel you emotions. Can’t wait for the next vlog

[@ariannakane6716]

I have struggled with agoraphobia and OCD since high school and 47 now. It is extremely difficult for those who don’t understand 😞. Stress is a huge trigger for. Maid was awesome btw! ❤️sending love from Texas!!

[@superlissy90]

Always love your videos and all of your content! Thank you for including that personal intro. What really helps my mental health (in emotional episodes) is journaling. Try to be accepting and forgiving to yourself when reading it back :D your tone can be quite self deprecating but you are amazing!

[@leenhaazen6739]

And in this isolating time, cus that’s how I feel… your videos make me so calm. Because I feel understood about living on my own, doing the things I love. And all of this in a really transparant & “real” way! Thankyou for that.

[@jessilous_closet]

Over the moon for you and so excited to follow your home reno series! Can you do a full home tour of your current home before you leave it? I've always wanted to hear about the process since reading about it in Refinery29. I'd also love to know where your gold ring with the stone is from. It's to die for 🌟

[@daankamerman340]

Thank you so much for keeping the intro. It made me feel connected, supported and supportive. Watching your content can truly feel like a highlight in my week. Thank you for your far reaching care about things. It teaches. 🧡

[@gegibs]

Absolutely adored this week’s vlog. Thank you for being so vulnerable, your openness helps people. And I love your drivel lol

[@lm3clark]

New fan here-Thank you for not going to press trips that aren't as diverse. It's really refreshing to hear that and I'd love to hear more of your thoughts on this in a future video.

[@siskykeane009]

I agree! She has such a great perspective on topics like this

[@kendallsoto2538]

A couple of book recommendations: 1. The Library at Mount Char by Scott Hawkins Not as “weird” as Piranesi but weird-adjacent and unique. 2. The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue by V.E. Schwab Her best book in my opinion, and a much different vibe than Vicious.

[@renewalrenewal6938]

Brittany, you just acknowledging that people struggle in this way is help.Take care 💟x

[@Sophi0810]

Thank you so much for your reflection on influencer / press trips and diversity. I‘ve never heard anyone on KZbin talk about it in that way and it really does leave a weird taste sometimes. You‘re just the best :) thank you for your openness and honesty, always

[@KasiaLovesStyle]

you are right. Lake view was amazing to wach. So calming.

[@Coastal_kiwi]

Virtual hug all the way from NZ 🤗 Monday is my day off and tuning into your vlogs is such an enjoyable part of my morning. Your authenticity is what keeps me coming back (among other things - your style of course!) and I often feel like I’ve been hanging out with one of my sisters who are warm, open and just beautiful souls. You have a wonderful way about you which is evident through your vlogs. I reckon your vulnerability just makes you relatable and gorgeously human which from where I’m sitting is honest as you (we all) experience life’s messy bits. 🥰

[@karinnilsson8596]

Your intro was not at ALL cringe, thank you so much for sharing!

[@adeptparfait]

Thank you for your candor and vulnerability. I relate. How you create connection and beauty in the everyday is what I look forward to so much in your vlogs. Even/especially the mundane details, the chatty bits, the outfit meltdown (also relate), your runs by the lake, the horses (Hope your ankle is mending!) Your long vlogs keep me company on Sundays while I do house chores. Folding laundry and doing dishes is bearable, even peaceful! because of your content. Never doubt that your work makes an impact :) I'll go out on a limb and recommend some books that are reminiscent of Piranesi, in these sense of their haunting strangeness, how the otherwordly intersects with our reality, and that "what did I just read?" feeling: Sarah Moss's Ghost Wall Max Porter's Lanny Olga Tokarczuk's Drive Your Plow Over the Bones of the Dead (not as grim as it sounds). John Crowley's Ka, Little, Big, the Aegypt Cycle. Graham Joyce's The Limits of Enchantment, Some Kind of Fairy Tale, The Facts of Life, The Silent Land, Dark Sister, Requiem, etc. Robert Holdstock's Mythago Wood, Lavondyss, and the rest of the Mythago Cycle.

[@katehipkin1039]

This was a real treat of a vlog, Brittany, thank you. Unfortunately, I can completely relate to feeling low in conjunction with the change in weather and light. Even though I know the best thing I can do for myself is to get outside sometimes it's the hardest choice. Glad you're feeling better and as always some great book recommendations! X

[@annalauraamenta]

Not sure if I missed it - where is your beautiful brown cross-body bag from?

[@ghiblies]

It’s the Mini Brot bag from the brand Osoi!

[@Miranda-ue3pi]

I put off watching your vlogs for so long because I was intimidated by their length. I binge watch them now, I enjoy every minute and there is so much beauty to appreciate in every frame. Unfortunately, it's a quality I have a hard time finding in online content. I would do anything to jog by those horses at dawn! You're very intentional with what you choose to include or exclude, it's greatly appreciated. :)

[@ejmcnamara]

I feel the exact same about giving book reviews - I love reading, but I always feel a bit out of my depth when people ask for recommendations or why I like certain books. But I absolutely love hearing about what other people enjoy and why - and love your reviews for this reason too!

[@tanisha3957]

Hello Brittany, I would like to say as someone who’s cried or had to resist the urge to cry these few weeks I completely understand. I want to say thank you for sharing such a vulnerable side of yourself to us, it feels good to know we are not alone. Also the comment on the lack of diversity at a lot of the events you made is much appreciated too, now that the BLM has died down a-lot of influencers and companies have gone back to their regular ways. Good to see you still consciously doing the work that it takes to not be apart of it.

[@verav2429]

As someone who suffers from mental illness I really appreciate the honesty and vulnerability. It's part of the reason your channel has become my favourite ❤ I've also struggled with not knowing people who can understand what it feels like to deal with intense anxiety, and I've found much comfort in Matt Haig's book Reasons to Stay Alive. He's been through it and is able to write about those thoughts and feelings so accurately (from my perspective at least). Can highly recommend!

[@sashaisakova8370]

Brittany, hi! Love your style way too much, but also very interested how do you style your hair? Could you please do a video or maybe insta video?

[@Owen73001]

I'm probably your oldest follower at 52 years old and I wanted to commend you on opening up on your agoraphobia. I suffered from anxiety, panic attacks and mild agoraphobia associated with driving pre social media. And I did feel alone and like a freak. I had no one to share my issue with beyond a therapist. Thank you for normalizing mental health issues. I'm sorry you have had a flare up. Stress elevates everyones mental health triggers. Hope you feel better soon. I recommend being really kind to yourself and take things slow. You are such a lovely girl.

[@francinepollock1]

As someone who also struggles with their mental health, it’s nice to feel that others feel the same way at times. It makes you feel less alone in having those feelings/low points. 💙 I loved your video on autumnal/winter outfits and I wondered if you would ever consider making a more affordable version? If I could I would buy all the clothes you recommend but some are a little out of my price range 😅😭

[@libbymitchell9207]

I LOVE your matcha set - where is it from?! I've also just come across your channel and I'm enjoying all your videos. They're so relaxing and mindful. So happy to have found the channel :)

[@clarabellanger8180]

Brittany, the clips with your oat milk had me cackling, it was so incredibly funny xx

[@eleanordavies6116]

Hi Brittany! Where's the cream jumper you're wearing at around 6-7 minutes from? Looks so cosy 🥰

[@tylacloete7549]

Really enjoyed this vlog. Thank you for being so honest, It was just what I needed. You are absolutely amazing

[@jennied1583]

I am from the “long vlog club.” Thank you for all the work you put in and for sharing in the introduction. It was humbling, thank you.

[@cozyicebear]

lovely vlog as always

[@darjamjau]

oh the joy i felt when i saw this video in my subscriptions box ! i have been in my head a lot for weeks now and your videos always manage to calm me down and motivate/inspire me. thank you again for choosing to share with us your vulnerable side 🤍 and thank you for the reading tips at the end. ive been in a reading slump since the beginning of the year really and im slowly getting back into the swing of things. i havent really been able to watch shows/movies on my own anymore and im definitely gonna use that time for reading :")

[@rando1393]

Love the brown crossbody bag you had on in the elevator! (at 19:10 on video). May I ask where its from/what brand? Thanks!

[@giginacho6896]

Hope you’re ok ❤️❤️ thank you for sharing

[@annamoore8765]

So good to hear folks talking openly about mental health & diversity! Would also love to know more about the blue men’s Uniqlo shirt - what size are you wearing? Thanks xx

[@fikab8775]

Oh a long vlog by Brittany, what a treat 🤍 this notification makes me so happy 🤍

[@willowspektor]

So touched by your candour, you are a gem ❤️❤️

[@neooscar7101]

i love ur cooking bits!

[@shabniaz4068]

Love your long vlogs and the effort you put into the. Hope you're feeling better. x

[@gracetaylor7620]

You were cracking me up with the oak milk, Brittany. Thank you for the most relatable content on YT !!

[@charlottecharlotte9699]

I really like the way you said a book consumes you (as opposed to you consuming a book) which I think is the perfect way to describe great fiction ❤️

[@niamhhanly1175]

Thank you Brittany for reading the room and understanding that the press trips can be tricky for some audience members to watch. I have found recently that the lavish ones where people are flown in their throves to exotic places for lavish meals, events, and wasteful gifting are tone deaf in this current age. Of course I understand that as a brand, this is a viable form of advertisement, but like you said, the more considerate ones - such as Maison Margiela that sit more closely with nature - are much nicer to view. I think you are so brave to place yourself so openly in the public eye with your struggles with anxiety and agoraphobia. Talking to anyone about these things, let alone your follows is so nerve wrecking, so please don't underestimate your power in this step. It's such a difficult thing to navigate and I think you do it so well. Loved the humour in this vlog too. You're by far the most relatable and soundest person (we say sound in Ireland - meaning, cool, down to earth, good craic etc : ) )on KZbin. Hope the week ahead is good and you feel the support of your followers getting you through x

[@imogen2120]

one of my favourite vlogs you have done, you made me laugh so much in this ! the oat milk bit!

[@theodorak.5901]

Always so nice to see a new vlog from you! I especially like the longer videos you create as it feels more like hanging out and spending time with you. Regarding your mention on if you should include the more emotional clips of you or not, i believe that you should include them whenever you feel like, as it makes us feel more connected to you in a human level. Regarding your "influential content", i think that you shouldn't worry too much about it. People who watch your vlogs know that this is your job and a way for you to have income, so if they are annoyed in any way from it probably they should reflect on why this triggers them etc. You are one of the most down to earth content creators and your "material" never feels like a advertisement. Lastly, WE LOVE A LONG BOOK CHAT !

[@PerfumedByTheSea]

I’ve always struggled with mental health, but I didn’t always appreciate how much it affected me. Mum died when i was a teenager and back then there was no mental health discussion don’t even think the two words were connected. My late teens were a complete shit show of a mess and then being a young single mum myself in my early twenties I never really slowed down or understood I was struggling. I’ve been through a lot in my life, miscarriages and a couple of tumours. But the last two years I’ve been going through the peri menopause and only fully knew end of last year. Lost my dad a few weeks before the pandemic and everything felt like an uphill struggle. I know I have bad moments of anxiety but starting to recognise triggers and know when to be easy on myself. I’ve wrote this to say, 45 years in and I’m still working on myself and that’s ok. Don’t push bad feelings away, you are such an intelligent and inspiring woman Brittany. And if there’s one good thing about this past year and a half it’s now knowing it’s normal to not be ok and to be reflective and just sit with the crappy stuff. Also Vicious - it’s the first book in a two book series. Vengeful is the second book.

[@klmbains3498]

love watching your videos, I can’t relate to mental issues but wanted to comment that its really brave for you to put it out there and hope you are fine x

[@evelientempelaere]

I enjoy your videos so so much every single time!!! Thank you for sharing these xxx

[@jikim3610]

Wow, KIM JIYOUNG, BORN 1982. You can also find it as a movie through Netflix if you are interested in it.

[@sutefaniichan]

I laughed out loud at the eye mask clip! It reminded me of the iconic wonky-eyelashed Gia Gunn moment :-P

[@jennyjenny293]

You're a vibe, Brittany, and im here for it ❤️😘