God saved me from a sex, masturbation, and pornography addiction... my testimony, part one

[@Momofukudoodoowindu]

*"Turn my eyes away from looking at what is worthless, and revive me in Your ways."* *PSALM 119:37*

[@НатанаилСталев-ф2р]

Amen to that.

[@ahmedkamel7065]

Good luck 👍 in your life 🧬but some comments... sure 😊 our God not like us. our God never die. our God nobody can't kill him. our God isn't Jesus. Jesus is a messenger from our God (Allah). our God is the Greatest our God is Allah 💓. you can read and learn about islam religion.

[@harleylinnX]

@@ahmedkamel7065 God is the one True God. Jesus Christ is the Son of God, not just a messenger or prophet. God sent His Son to take the punishment of every single person's sins, so that we might receive salvation and escape Hell. All we need to do is confess we are sinners, repent, and accept Jesus as our Savior! :)

[@seilahpickering942]

As a young teenage girl who has struggled with pornography addiction and masturbation and has recently been set free for real by Jesus Christ, this video has helped me so much in knowing that I am not alone in my struggles. There are beautiful, godly women like you who have struggled with the same things and have found peace and healing in God. Thank you so much Brittany for sharing your story, for being vulnerable, it means the world. You are a light, :). all the love and prayers, Seilah

[@life_is_dope]

I can relate, and I agree! ❤

[@cecil3602]

I can relate as well , I have struggled for years till I finally turned 18 and I’m soo glad God set me free of these things that has making me feel guilty.

[@ahmedkamel7065]

Good luck 👍 in your life 🧬but some comments... sure 😊 our God not like us. our God never die. our God nobody can't kill him. our God isn't Jesus. Jesus is a messenger from our God (Allah). our God is the Greatest our God is Allah 💓. you can read and learn about islam religion.

[@Endremael]

@@ahmedkamel7065 why don't you learn Christianity instead. Then you can understand Jesus. It' always the world has to learn about you guys.

[@ahmedkamel7065]

@Endremael I have read about Christianity, but Islam is more realistic and true, and therefore it is the most widespread religion in the world

[@Momofukudoodoowindu]

*"Purify me of my sins, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow."* *PSALM 51:7*

[@nathanmccumber8965]

Acts 2 38 KJV only.

[@ahmedkamel7065]

Good luck 👍 in your life 🧬but some comments... sure 😊 our God not like us. our God never die. our God nobody can't kill him. our God isn't Jesus. Jesus is a messenger from our God (Allah). our God is the Greatest our God is Allah 💓. you can read and learn about islam religion.

[@nathanmccumber8965]

@@ahmedkamel7065 God is Jesus Christ an he has son called by his name n God is spirit according to Jesus Christ peace be on to him. 2 Corinthians 5 19 KJV and Hebrews 1 1-2kjv. 1 Corinthians 8:6 KJV.

[@Momofukudoodoowindu]

@@ahmedkamel7065 My brother, Islam lied. Jesus Christ is the final prophet and anointed one. He IS the messiah and final solution. Please, brother, pray for your eyes to be opened to Jesus Christ. He waits for you.

[@paris9773]

I honestly think Brittany’s testimony is one of my favorites bc it truly shows how God works and how he’s working even when we don’t know it in those hard times im 14 and Brittany is an inspiration to me and I just love how she’s not afraid to speak out can’t wait for part two ✝️❤️🙏

[@BrittanyDawn]

thank you so much for your encouraging words! 🥺 it’s definitely not easy to speak on these things and how broken I was… but we overcome by the blood of the Lamb and the word of our testimony! 🩷

[@plagueangel]

Have you ever googled her name? Just saying, i don't think she's an honest (or a good) role model at all.

[@paris9773]

@@plagueangel yes ik theres mistakes she made but so does everyone and if u watched videos u so if see we’re she explains all of those things

[@paris9773]

@@BrittanyDawn ❤️

[@wendy8561]

@@BrittanyDawn Yes ma'am You are so brave I love you so much I really do Your personality You are a very divine Christian woman I thank you for your transparency

[@paigepoley3244]

The closeness of our stories is astronomical. I have fallen along way from who I used to be, and I want to thank you for this video it truly helped me.

[@ahmedkamel7065]

Good luck 👍 in your life 🧬but some comments... sure 😊 our God not like us. our God never die. our God nobody can't kill him. our God isn't Jesus. Jesus is a messenger from our God (Allah). our God is the Greatest our God is Allah 💓. you can read and learn about islam religion.

[@amandasturgeon90]

Brittany, there is nothing more beautiful than being authentic, transparent, and vulnerable in order to show the redemption that is in Christ giving hope to others that they too can be overcomers in Him❤. Too many people in the church just put on a facade to impress others. I doubted you in the past but I believe your faith is tried and true. Thank you for being obedient to your calling❣

[@ahmedkamel7065]

Good luck 👍 in your life 🧬but some comments... sure 😊 our God not like us. our God never die. our God nobody can't kill him. our God isn't Jesus. Jesus is a messenger from our God (Allah). our God is the Greatest our God is Allah 💓. you can read and learn about islam religion.

[@em_grl]

Brittany, You remind me that no matter our past, you can be saved by god. He is forgiving, he loves us no matter what we do and that thought alone provides me with the most comfort. My boyfriend’s mom works in a maximum security male prison. The amount of men that find god in their time there and completely turn their lives around is crazy ❤ He truly is the only savior

[@Jesus_lovesyouuu]

*GOD*❤❤❤❤

[@НатанаилСталев-ф2р]

Amen. |Always capital for God YESHUA|

[@ahmedkamel7065]

Good luck 👍 in your life 🧬but some comments... sure 😊 our God not like us. our God never die. our God nobody can't kill him. our God isn't Jesus. Jesus is a messenger from our God (Allah). our God is the Greatest our God is Allah 💓. you can read and learn about islam religion.

[@ahmedkamel7065]

​@@Jesus_lovesyouuuGood luck 👍 in your life 🧬but some comments... sure 😊 our God not like us. our God never die. our God nobody can't kill him. our God isn't Jesus. Jesus is a messenger from our God (Allah). our God is the Greatest our God is Allah 💓. you can read and learn about islam religion.

[@Momofukudoodoowindu]

*"Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. Point out anything in me that offends you, and lead me along the path of everlasting life."* *PSALM 139:22-24*

[@kirafreiheit3165]

Hey Brittany❤ Can I share something...I experienced the same with the sexual exposure but from a younger age on. And then I had simular struggles as you did. I don't want to talk so much, but I want to say that something inside of me just changed, when I heard another woman talk about that. Because I ALWAYS felt ashamed of speaking about it, even though I go with Jesus. I always thought "it's so shameful, it's only me that has a story like that, how can I ever forget these memories....." and so on and so on and so on. I believe that God wanted me to listen to you, because it touched me really deeply and encourages me sooooo much. It feels like as if God wants me to see "you are not the only one and there is always hope" I really want to let you know, that you are so brave and courageous and you really moved my heart! I know this was not by accident. You are such a wonderful and strong woman! Blessings from sweden🤗

[@BrittanyDawn]

oh my goodness, please know that you are NOT alone! this happened to so many of us at a young age... and it's crushing. so heartbreaking. but there is nothing that Jesus cannot heal, redeem, and restore, and I am living proof of that!

[@ahmedkamel7065]

Good luck 👍 in your life 🧬but some comments... sure 😊 our God not like us. our God never die. our God nobody can't kill him. our God isn't Jesus. Jesus is a messenger from our God (Allah). our God is the Greatest our God is Allah 💓. you can read and learn about islam religion.

[@ahmedkamel7065]

​@@BrittanyDawnGood luck 👍 in your life 🧬but some comments... sure 😊 our God not like us. our God never die. our God nobody can't kill him. our God isn't Jesus. Jesus is a messenger from our God (Allah). our God is the Greatest our God is Allah 💓. you can read and learn about islam religion.

[@sophialeedavid4736]

Britney, this video had me in tears. I have watched your journey through the years. Even in the midst of all that you went through with your business, I couldn't believe the way people were treating you. I spoke with my husband about it many times. I told him people mess up all the time. Just because you're in the public eye doesn't mean you did what the nedia says you did. As a Christian myself, we are always in forever evolving. It is so refreshing to see you be so vulnerable and share this part of you, although I'm old enough to be your mom. I've always looked up to your work ethic. Even more so seeing you and your Christian journey has really helped to inspire me. I haven't watched any YT videos in 3 years. How refreshing that I've come back, and this is the first video I chose to watch. As a person who has struggled with so many of the things you talked about, I truly appreciate this video. I've recently been diagnosed with fibromyalia after a 10-year battle with my health. I have to say, this is what are the most encouraging, uplifting, and positive testimonies that I have ever received. God bless you for sharing this!😘❤️

[@ahmedkamel7065]

Good luck 👍 in your life 🧬but some comments... sure 😊 our God not like us. our God never die. our God nobody can't kill him. our God isn't Jesus. Jesus is a messenger from our God (Allah). our God is the Greatest our God is Allah 💓. you can read and learn about islam religion.

[@esila4392]

What you’re doing by being so candid is helping others. Thank you Brittany for all you’re doing to help others💕🙏🙌

[@diaryofafreebitch]

Nah.

[@markdiblasi3061]

But now it is no longer I who do it but sin that lives in me Rom 7:17. For in my flesh there dwells no good thing. Rom 7:18.

[@ahmedkamel7065]

Good luck 👍 in your life 🧬but some comments... sure 😊 our God not like us. our God never die. our God nobody can't kill him. our God isn't Jesus. Jesus is a messenger from our God (Allah). our God is the Greatest our God is Allah 💓. you can read and learn about islam religion.

[@gowest5145]

You are talking to millions and I'm sure helping a lot of women.

[@Aussiepupadventures]

Praise God for your courage and vulnerability to share what the Lord has delivered you from. I’m always in awe over is mercy and love for each one of us. I pray many will see this and come to know the saving power of Jesus 🙏🏽💕 I’m trusting in Him to do the same for a loved one.

[@timothysparrow5013]

It is far more worthier to love an enemy than a friend. However, when Jesus locks up satan in the fire pits of hell, just beyond the confines of Father's dominion, it will be grand bittersweet joy to literally gaslight him and his subjects because of what they have done to the saints.

[@Game.Play.Replay]

I saw your interview with Mike Signorelli - I've been lifting you up since! Thank you sister ❤ The Lord has been compelling me to also share my testimony online. I did for the first time a few weeks ago 😊 It was also nerve-racking because of my Muslim background but I hold on to this scripture: ‭‭Revelation‬ ‭12:11‬ ‭HCSB‬‬ [11] They conquered him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony, for they did not love their lives in the face of death. Wow! Right?!?

[@TheDiva143m]

I appreciate you finally speaking about your eating disorders. I’ve been through them all as well, & have yet to overcome bulimia(35 years now). Jesus has slowly been showing me why this is still an idol in my life. We need more honesty on platforms, that is what truly helps people. The truth will set you free🙏🏻

[@genesissephia4jesus807]

Just found you but already I can tell God sent this video to me…. Im 72 love Jesus but struggling still! So thank you for your testimony… I’ll listen on…

[@Kjvbible1611t]

Robert Breaker - self centered vs Christ centered gospel. Watch it

[@НатанаилСталев-ф2р]

@@Kjvbible1611t God Jesus bless Brother Robert and all Brothers and Sisters in the whole world.

[@BrunoSeewoorazLechef03]

Hi, I was in the same situation like you, addicted with porn, masturbation and sex, but I have been saved by our Lord Jesus some years ago and feel very happy that I have been saved

[@snicole24]

thank you, Brittany! as someone who has struggled with suicidal thoughts, lust, and addiction, i know it’s not easy to talk about. thank you for sharing this!!

[@BrittanyDawn]

thank you for listening🥺🩷

[@Tomas-uh1ml]

Fully surrender to God, He will help you like He helped me. Amen ❤

[@mandyjo18]

Amen, I have been saved from those same things. It's amazing to see how many of us actually experience the same things when we thought we were so alone. God is so good

[@snicole24]

@@mandyjo18 amen!!

[@wordsthatfeedthesoul]

Thank you for sharing! I know in our darkest and deepest valleys, we pray and ask for a instant miracle… I know I did… but OH how He knows best! He knew we needed to endure the pain and hard times to be changed from it. This inspires me to share my testimony! A huge part of mine is struggling to conceive (in my timing, of course) and watching three years pass by without being pregnant. I type this as I’m watching my two precious baby boys play together 🥹 God is good! I would not cherish motherhood like I do now had I gotten pregnant in my timing.

[@cecil3602]

I struggled a lot and did some things that I wasn’t proud of . I was to born in a Christian household and never really believed in him for most of my teen years till couple months ago. I thought myself that I could never get God to love me for what I have done in my past with porn , masturbating and suicidal thoughts. I just had a broken heart with no purpose and it broke me for awhile . With these few months of praying and able to be loved by my church family makes me feel that I am also worthy of Gods grace and I am . He has saved me in many ways that I thought wasn’t possible ❤🙏 - lately turned 18 yr old male

[@Kjvbible1611t]

Robert Breaker- self centered vs Christ centered gospel. On KZbin it’s a GREAT video.

[@allianrodriguez7453]

God Bless you- I pray your bravery and story reaches many- God sees you and He is proud of you

[@rachsmh]

Can you speak more on how you healed from sexual abuse. I struggle with this so much. I was molested at 17 by my biological dad. I never did anything about it. I hid it from everyone. I was too scared to tell anybody. I’m now 40 and hate myself for not doing anything. I often wonder if he hurt others because I did nothing.

[@sydneychristensen2058]

It is NOT your fault that that happened to you or that you couldnt share it with people. If God forbid he did hurt others, that has nothing to do with you. You are worth so much more than what that monster inflicted upon you. I hope you can rise above and find who you are beyond that pain...I'm so sorry that happened to you and you struggle with it. You are worth so much.

[@wingnut71]

Sorry this happened to you. No father should ever do such a thing to his daughter. It was not your fault. I'm no expert but I think some kind of talking therapy may be of help. You need to learn to let go of the misplaced shame. I reckon you may need someone to help you look at it differently. Sensitive people are just so very self critical. I wish you well on your journey to self acceptance.

[@jenifernadeau]

This is the time in history destined for great Awakenings and great healings. Please reframe the self-talk because self-hatred and a lack of self-value and self-worth results in autoimmune disorders. Emotional repression results in physical illness and disease, and body breakdown. Because the body was designed to be honored and respected which you can now do. When you are younger and don't know, you are not accountable for that. However now you are able to show your body self-love and that you value it by how you exercise it and how you purify it with detoxing, fluoride-free water, and healthy food. The body was designed to be in peace and Bliss and gratefulness and love. But our mind will destroy our body. Because our minds get programmed, and we have to deprogram it❤ by reparenting ourselves in healthy ways that adults could not teach us...

[@jenifernadeau]

When we worry about others its a deliberate distraction that we do in order to not do our own inner child healing. There are many many ways to do that, you can do self love/inner child meditations on youtube, there are binaural beats, there's energy and sound healing, massage and acupuncture..... because the body's cells respond to vibrational frequencies. The Jesus /love frequency is 528 Hertz. But besides healing and loving and honoring the body,( because low vibrational self talk will harm the body), providing the right nutrients will assist in bringing about a sounder mind....❤ it's a whole body and mind approach when it comes to Healing. Choosing guilt and shame ( which your mind is doing) can make the body sick and that is a conscious choice to experience that emotion. Even if you spoke up, doesn't mean he would have gone to jail. Even If he went to jail he would likely get out and do it again. It's not your job to be parentified and Raise a Man child who is damaged from his parents For your mother not to see the red flags in someone she married means there's something from her childhood SHE never healed from, to learn Her self worth, means there's mother wounding to heal as well. There may be resentment that a mother was not able to protect you, so healing is needed all around. You may want to research the mother wound or the father wound. You were likely dealing with a covert narcissist so researching the PTSD that can occur from that may help you find people to guide you on your way to discovering your true self. If you are truly dedicated to your healing, Your Divine beautiful self and your desire to be free from your past, the right people will show up. When the student is ready, the teacher does appear ❤ ask your angels and guides with intent for what you desire., and ask for clarity, and then listen because the answers will come. They say prayer is the asking, and meditation is the listening Worry and anxiety comes from attempting to control the future, when the body is only designed to be in the fully present moment. In the present moment you are always safe. If people are depressed it's because they're not able to be their true selves, and their soul Self is suppressed.

[@MrStudentmom]

You go girl! So sad many ministers do not teach this. God has risen you up to help many who need this. Many suffer the same things. Brave heart ❤

[@Andyh2475]

Thank you for sharing your testimony. God is good. As a Christian, I desire to live a pure life but I m struggling. Please pray for me I want to reflect the character of Christ in all I do. God bless you sister

[@BlessingAkpan-lh9sh]

--- Hi dear, You can be free from sin, and you can overcome it. It all comes down to having good company and being immersed in God’s Word. I would love to talk to you about God’s Word. I used to struggle with sin-lying and other kinds of sin-but one thing that helped me, and many others I know, was staying in the company of those who fear God. Being surrounded by people who watch out for you makes a big difference. When you have others supporting you, you can do better, overcome sin, and keep fighting. I hope you’ll reach out so we can talk more.

[@JamesJCrosby]

Great testimony. We’ve all been there. The only thing that can fill us is the Lord. The devil deceives us to chase money and material things and it’s never enough. Glad you were saved.

[@erind1191]

Thank you for the honesty and the rough journey over the last 4 years . Your path is inspirational

[@katrina1045]

God led me to you and I’ve subscribed tonight. I’m yet to be baptised as an adult but God knows I’m on my way to Him. ❤

[@BlessingAkpan-lh9sh]

Hello, dear what kind of Baptism do you seek, is it baptism of the holy spirit or water baptism, just felt like asking?

[@mandyjo18]

Thank you Brittany! I love that God gave you the bravery to post this video. I have an extremely similar story and now that i am truly walking with Jesus i am 5 years sober and do not care what others think of me. Praise God!

[@wackyturnip]

as someone who is now aware of our Lord it makes me feel less alone to see someone who struggles with fornication from SA. i’ve always had a desire more for it since i was molested for years growing up. i now know i’m not the only person struggling

[@BrittanyDawn]

I’m so sorry that you went through everything you did… it was so hard to open up about this, it felt so vulnerable, but I know that I’m not alone and if my story can help even just one person… it’s worth it🥺

[@ah4356]

@@BrittanyDawnBrittany, you are sooo close to the actual truth. Please search Islam and read the Quran with an open mind and sincerity. It’s plain to see you want true guidance. You yearn to connect with God and pray to Him alone. But Christianity of your forefathers doesn’t give you any direct guidance in how to pray. If you look at all the instances all the prophets and messengers and Jesus himself prayed, they all bowed down and put their forehead on the ground in total submission to God - just like Muslims do in our five daily prayers every single day from from sunrise to sunset and in between 🥰 In Islam our five daily prayers was perfected and taught directly by God to Angel Gabriel who taught it to Prophet Mohammed (peace be upon him) and who taught it to us. Please look into Islam sincerely and your heart, soul and mind will know the truth and recognize your Creator 😊 Read the English translation of the Quran called “The Clear Quran” by Mustafa Khattab. May God guide you to the truth, amen 🙏

[@Justyouraverageguy172]

Your story is very similar to mine Brittany aside from the personal characteristics of yours. God is speaking to me and through you today to share your testimony to inspire others to have faith and hope and as a reminder to me. Your suffering and emptiness is what I have experienced and still struggle to fill up with God. I was age 11 and discovered pornography before the dark 16 years of masturbation and porn addiction. God saved me this past June at age 27 at the start from it all after I broke down and poured my heart out to Him humbling myself letting go of my own pride trying to quit myself. Nothing is impossible through God and the fruits of the Spirit are choices and lifestyles instead of these supernatural unobtainable things. The enemy wants me to relapse and go back to sinning like that everyday, but the days I do fail like today I know that God is holding me in His hand when I fall like today. God is using my failures today to teach me so much along that I was prideful thinking I couldn’t relapse or fall to that sin again. The enemy wants me to keep feeling worthless so I don’t obey Gods will for my life. I had a dream last night where Satan is waging spiritual warfare with me and my future spouse keeping us apart and in brokenness. We both were afflicted with her more than me but we came together and wanted to help each other in our union while praying to Jesus in the Tabernacle on the altar in the form of the Eucharist. Then that dark shadow resembling a human appeared with such hate emanating from it talking to us that it didn’t want us together because it was jealous of our union. It was only pushed away after I prayed to Jesus. I prayed to God last night to prepare my heart and that of my future wife. I saw my ex of 9 years and she was afraid, lost, confused, and uncertain about us coming back together but then she experienced peace, comfort, and safety like she did before when she was around me and trusted me. We both wanted to be together but decided that we needed to heal before we could go at a relationship fully with each other with that dark shadow taunting me form pursing her with an evil toothy twisted smile.

[@bluelemonade277]

I pray for you that you will find a way out of the darkness and be guided by the lord stay string for when u feel no one is with you know that god is always watching over you. ❤

[@stormygirl1704]

TYFS your testimony. That took guts and I’m proud of you for that!!

[@Sanguine_Addiction]

St. Augustine's quote helps me ever day: “The church is not a museum for saints, it is a hospital for sinners.” It's the inexhaustible forgiveness and love of God for us that keeps me going every day. I've dealt with a massive porn addiction that spanned almost 30 years and I'm in the recovery process. It hasn't been easy and I've had my share of relapses, but with God's grace and forgiveness, I can beat this battle once and for all. Father, please don't give up on me. Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, please have mercy on me, for I am a sinner.

[@dadyzheart92]

Thank you, Brittany! I'm currently in the space of battling sexual sin (porn/masturbation) after a breakup & you're so right, it's a draining, instant gratification cycle. I know God will break me free from it. I am doing this dance letting the enemy win, then doing well, then the enemy wins etc. I look forward to the day I can have my breakthrough testimony!

[@BrittanyDawn]

trust the Lord! surrender it to Him and ask Him to come into this place of sin and set you free! God will give us the strength we need to overcome it - He always provides a way out!

[@dadyzheart92]

@@BrittanyDawn It means so much that you replied! Thank you! You are so right! I trust that full surrender is coming!

[@Momofukudoodoowindu]

My sweet sister in Christ. Pray right now: Heavenly Father, I submit to you. Bring down every stronghold so that I may BIND and BREAK them in your holy name. I pray you make me HATE my SIN. Make me DISGUSTED with my SIN. Your will be done. Amen. "Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. Point out anything in me that offends you, and lead me along the path of everlasting life." PSALM 139:22-24

[@kc92321]

He can and He will! I was in the exact spot you are. I knew I needed to stop but just couldn’t. It was a daily thing. I cried one day afterwards and just begged God to break those chains. Here we are 2 years later and it is such a distant memory now! He took the desire for that away and used my past to shape me into who He called me to be. I pray for your chains to be broken too. Nothing is impossible for Him ❤️

[@dadyzheart92]

@kc92321 Yes & Amen! I know we serve a mighty God who is capable of the unimaginable for our lives! I know He will deliver me when I least expect, after I've cried out exactly as He's needed! I receive your prayer & I'm very thankful for your testimony of what God can do for His children! I'm very proud of you!

[@katiejane6761]

This video literally saved me.

[@chloebelle08]

omg u posted this 58 seconds ago!! ilysmm Brittany. As a 15 y.o. girl u r such an inspiration to me ❤❤

[@wealthstepbystep752]

Hi Brittany, I listened to your testimony and it was really interesting. I thought your comment when you said every time you went behind closed doors and partook as you said, you felt more broken. I have never been much of a player, but I think that is exactly what would happen. Thanks for sharing this insight. I am glad you found the Lord. Adam

[@8181Shannon]

This is one of the best vlogs you have ever done! Very raw, open and speaking the truth of your past! Only you know your past and I respect you for opening up to all of us. It shows when we are honest with ourselves we can speak our truth! Thank you!

[@davidc3529]

That was powerful!! A life transformed is a threat to the enemy’s kingdom.. but he is defeated already and no one can snatch you from Gods hand!!! Hallelujah!!!

[@kourtneyweiss]

Praise God 🙌🏼 so awesome to see that spoken word fulfilled !

[@BrittanyDawn]

it's hard to believe just how good He has been most days!

[@ilovepinkroses5167]

I struggled with that as well by means of coping from childhood trauma etc to feel comfort and i did it for self harm and God has saved me too, i was able to go into therapy that was Christian oriented but it was a good therapist that helped me process the trauma & what healthy looked like, & i deserved to be safe & not harmed & i started to realize how much God isn't punishing me, He's not condemning me, God wanted to help me from this pain, and knowing how to talk/pray to God and I am free and fighting from it because I still get tempted but i say nope, and i conquer it and positive talk to myself and praise that i conquered it again. And i learned too when i would make a mistake that it wasn't a complete failure i could try again. It's not all or none, and now decades later I get tempted still but it's like nope and i have confidence that my nope is valid and better be listened too, and God is on my side. God takes care of me.

[@amyrebeccaperez5240]

thank you so much for sharing your story 💗🙏🦋...we all struggle with self worth and bad things that may have happened in our childhood but it's so important to talk about how it causes us to not learn properly how to love ourselves the way God loves us.. Once we are honored to learn that & live it...the skies the limit in the blessings he gives us!!!💗🙏💗🙏💗🙏💗

[@xtrishatx]

Brittany, I've followed/watched you since before you + your ex were married. I followed you bc I genuinely liked who you were at the time, I looked forward to every KZbin you posted. And now after watching your growth over all of these years I can now say (& see) THIS BRITTANY is who we all need to follow & love! Not the gorgeous, thin, tan, blonde Brittany. You are truly inspiring now more then ever, don't let anyone make you believe otherwise ❤ I will continue to follow, support you throughout all the good & bad. XO

[@BrittanyDawn]

thank you for this comment! 😭 this was so encouraging to read this morning 🥹 the Lord has done and is continuing to do a good good work in my heart! it’s been a wild ride and I’m so grateful every single day that He got ahold of me when He did! 🩷

[@joncloutier9597]

Watch Brittany but Follow GOD. Brittany showed us the way to God. Brittany is a great messenger for God. Peace and Love.

[@jeremycarpenter5550]

​@@BrittanyDawn be a proverbs 31 woman . Praying you grow closer to the lord Jesus christ.

[@chelseataylor06]

girl i a legit crying after watching this. you have been through so much and I'm so sorry for what you've beenthrough. but just know you've helped someone else today. we have some similarities in our stories and I've been looking to make some big changes lately but feel stuck/lost on how to do that. last week I said to myself 'look up celebrities and famous ppl who have made big changes and how they did it and follow them.' I started the research a little and then my friend, not knowing what I said to myself, just knowing I wanted to change, suggested I follow you and I'm glad I did. love you. heading to part 2 now.

[@Ruachrambler]

I had to stop at the 6min mark and just pray for you. Your testimony is powerful and God is protecting you. For anyone that comments rudely to you “they know not what they do” Stay strong lovely 🙏🏾

[@tedbegeman4302]

Like you I went from one addiction to another. Recovering alcoholic and drug addict. Was a gambler. Just quit smoking. Still much work needs to be done. The Holy Spirit and my lord and Savior Jesus Christ have saved me countless times.

[@sydneytaylor9268]

I relate to your testimony so much, but God is so good and patient with us. The grace He has shown us is overwhelming at times ❤ love you sister!

[@BrittanyDawn]

His grace doesn't make sense... but He is a good and faithful Father!!!

[@Ashbash-kf5xd]

I’ve been following her for a few years now, and tell me why I wanted to see if she had any good fitness tips back in the day…… Boy, what God has brought her through, and transformed in her life is incredibly inspiring. ❤

[@JenniferBires-rn6vt]

You are an amazing survivor 😊😊 1:24 I only read your title and was floored... I just began working on releasing my truth, my journey through life this far ❤️🙏 God Bless You 🙏🙌😇🙏

[@JC-ll8xs]

wow - that was such an amazingly interspeculative account of one's self failings, and told in such an articulate way - while scary to admit shows incredible bravery and proves to be truly empowering. I feel like im still circling the drain, lost and watching God from the sidelines - but Brittany's honesty and clarity really helps to make me want to rebuild myself and try to find my way. Thank you for sharing something so personal with us all and for having the kindness and grace to relive your hardships so that we may learn more about ourselves and better navigate our paths to live our lives more fully and hopefully give to others tomorrow, the gift your message has granted us today. Thank you 🙏

[@articfox1205]

Current society has broken up most women, thank God you were saved and are now sharing your experience for others to see. 🙏

[@ashfam5]

Thank you for this!! I relate except I had drugs involved and praise God he saved me now almost 6 years clean from drugs and alcohol and all sexual sin

[@Frank-i2v]

Brit. Is such a brave lady . I love her fir being so human and humble to admit such personal sin.. she is a child of God ...nothing gets in the way

[@adolfodiaz1235]

We overcome by the word, even the word of our testimony. Thank you jesus!

[@PaulChristianJenkinsJD]

Yeah, I suffered with pornography and masturbation. I think masturbation shaped much of my life. Pornography was also a large part of my life. I am free now, and my faith in God is continuing to grow. It's been many years now, and I am very thankful to be free from both of them.

[@Jaxx137]

Powerful, encouraging, and freeing. It is grace that makes letting go of striving while depending on Christ to both, bring to us what serves His will through our obedience, and separate all manner of treachery with deceit that speeds our destruction. I am happy Brittany is bathing in light and shining radiantly along the path being walked.

[@stelasenna]

I love you ❤️ I hope you prosper in every area. You inspired me to be bolder because I’m so weakkk and you’ve been through so much and with God you did it!!!!!!! ❤ I just think you deserve to be sooo happy and see all your dreams come true.❤

[@ashlynh25]

this couldn’t have been posted at a better time for me :)

[@annikapaskett7428]

Same girl. Same ❤

[@DominiqueRaeRobinson]

Same ❤ We’re all here on this journey to healing together.

[@BrittanyDawn]

I'm so grateful that this helped you in any way!

[@BrittanyDawn]

@@DominiqueRaeRobinson amen sister, amen!

[@kayodebabalola6663]

❤❤❤This is true power! The word of this remarkable testimony will continue to dismantle and destroy the manipulation of darkness and perversion. The purity of your testimony pierces the anals of deception, sharper than a double edged sword, bringing light and deliverance...Thank you dear!

[@Jehniferj_4063]

Im so glad you gave your life to Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior. Its never too late. God wants all of his children turned to him and to walk continuously with him. When I became a born-again Christian, I'll never forget that day I was re-baptized and gave myself completely back to our Father and all of my sins were washed away. You're completely right, the devil will try so hard to take that from you. When you have those nights where your feeling held down, call out to Jesus and it immediately goes away. Also, we (my husband and 2 girls) ALWAYS give God all of the Glory, you will be incredibly blessed over and over again. I grew up in a Christian household myself and always knew God, but I didn't have the holy spirit in me. You can choose to live by the flesh or live in the spirit. Thats why I waited to have my girls baptized. So they fully understood what it meant, they were 6 & 7 when they were ready. My 6 yr old who's 9 now, listens to gospel music every night at bedtime. We sing worship songs together at night. Its a beautiful feeling. We're all sinners which is why it's so important to constantly ask God for forgiveness. The ONLY perfect being is Christ our Lord and Savior. We have to do God's work and bring people to him. Thats our mission as Christian's, and im glad you're using this platform to do so. Amem Sister 🙏

[@GRCRUAICHURCH]

Masturbation will ruin an individual very quick, coupled with porn, since they're spouses.

[@Reformedandrevived]

Wow! Praise God for pulling you out! ❤️ I too was exposed but at 7 and led to the same sins. I also struggled with debilitating anorexia, exercise bulimia and bulimia for 10 years until Jesus set me free. Thank you for sharing ❤️

[@daniellarsen734]

I’ve been single my whole life @ 36years old, active Christian (LDS), who’s never drank, smoke, slept around etc. And now dealing with PSTD of repeated rejection from women (outright), unless I sacrificed my moral standards. Now hearing from Brittany, that “modern women” (including Christian women) are in the business of using men and attention seeking, and not serious about finding a life partner - it makes me feel at least some validation that my heartache, pain, and loneliness isn’t entirely my fault, and that the Adversary is at the center of all of this. This, at least, has helped me understand the “modern woman”.

[@soundcheck2k7]

Dude you're not the only one. Many of us are in the same boat. Hang in there! God has a plan and purpose!

[@antoniogatlin2128]

May the LORD continue to build, restore, and transform you...as you grow in HIS GRACE...May your story help those struggling with the same temptations and realities...and May they come to know the LOVE AND MERCY OF JESUS CHRIST...through your testimony. One of may favorite quotes from JESUS is when the woman who was caught in the act of adultery was in HIS midst. The case was presented to HIM and this was HIS final verdict. JESUS stood up asked the woman where were her accusers and has any of them condemned her. She said no man LORD...HIS RESPONSE...NEITHER DO I CONDEMN THEE...GO AND SIN NO MORE...Because all of us stand guilty before a HOLY GOD...none of us are in positon to cast stones or condemn anyone. The LORD BLESS YOU Brittany.

[@michaelmcghie]

You are quite the woman Brittany. I am so proud of you and sharing your struggles. Mine aren't too much different, finding Salvation is hard, and for me at least is a daily struggle, even though I whole heartedly believe in Jesus our Savior. I'm going on 66 y.o. and there are still struggles but I know who I have holding me up. Our Lord and Savior, Jesus. 🙏🙏

[@bmanbarry40]

God uses the most destructive and devastating choices we make in our lives to turn us to Himself.

[@boskaentertainment8050]

❤❤❤you're an absolute beautiful soul and it's good to know you finally got back home as the prodigal son and that's all he wanted ever since cuz he's been with you all along anyway.. Nice to know you made it back home. Welcome. Stay blessed sister in Christ our Lord Jesus ❤❤❤

[@veronicacasares1979]

Btittany I want to thank you so much for posting this video. I have been battlung sexual sin, basicly everything that you struggled with. And I am someone who has been a follower of your channel and when you posted this I was so relieved because I dont feel alone. Thank you so so much for being yourself and vulnerable. You dont understand how much this helped me! Im building my relationship with the Lord and Im thankful that you as another believer is speaking about this.❤❤❤

[@crystalcunningham5429]

I cannot wait for part two. The Holy spirit surely knows how to speak through others and listening to a peice of your testimony confirms for me all that im discovering on my walk with the Lord. Is has always been the way, and he never takes his eye off that one lost sheep. He will come for you no matter how far away you stray. Thank you Brittany❤

[@wendy8561]

Thank you Brittany God is going to bless you a hundred fold for telling your testimony I just know this can't wait to see part two and see what God has in store for you

[@iamjuan007]

I am 31 M and I have been through the same but God loves us no matter what, isn't that awesome?

[@RinaPrettyBby-cx5yw]

I am really struggling with masturbation. I started this when I was 17. I’ve been trying to stop, but it’s not working watching porn several times but I need God to deliver me I need your prayers and build a relationship with God and I need his mercy upon my life and his grace. Thank you for sharing your testimony with us. It has really touched my heart believe that God love us so much. God bless you.

[@AwakeningFaith_Official]

I will pray for you 🤗♥️

[@WarrenPizarro]

I love this testimony. Thanks for this video because I also struggled with masturbation and lust for women. Sometimes it's hard to share this with people because there are days that people, even in my family would misjudge me. But I feel that God understands better than everyone else because God doesn't condemn us because of His Righteousness, Grace and Mercy, and because Jesus Christ accepted me and sanctified me

[@markmillard7191]

Thank you for sharing your story and your message and thank God for your sincere testimony. Go well, my friend.

[@musawenkosibrianmajola6729]

WithSin we all Struggling I have fought them all Masturbation ws the worst, cigarettes the other & now that I have conquered those I am battling with Food & Sleep whilst trying to build a youtube channel we neva get rid of Sin but indeed I love your Quote we do conquer by the blood & the word of testimony Amen❤🎉

[@alessa_b20]

I love this, may God be glorified in your life always❤

[@carolinagonzalez6074]

I am so greatful you shared this. you have no idea what it means to me. I have a very similar story and now struggle with feeling worthy of Gods blessings. I really wish we could chat as friends.

[@alishamarie5170]

Thank you Brittany. Thank you for your story. You give me inspiration and encouragement everyday I’m So glad I found your page. I love your style and country Christian heart 🫶

[@annmariesweeney2222]

Thankyou Brittney for your testimony mostly like my own story before I brought the Holy Spirit into my life 🙏🏼🥰❤️

[@BrittanyDawn]

thank you for listening🥹🩷

[@vmjr543]

God Bless you for pursuing God to over come your sexual addictions The devil convinces us that it is good that it feels good and that it is not a bad thing. I myself am praying for deliverance.

[@patriotciaamericus]

Amen girl! So many have been there including me! Thank you for sharing this!!!!!

[@BrittanyDawn]

you're never alone! thank you for watching and for your encouraging words!!

[@aleahlong6058]

Powerful testimony 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🫶🏽, Amen praise the Lord for what he did in your life . The vulnerability is going to help others get free. So relatable!!

[@Game.Play.Replay]

My testimony is posted my KZbin channel - even that is something the Lord has been pulling on my heart to grow Thank you for pushing me forward in my calling and gifts! 😊

[@DebashisDebbarma-z3p]

Incredible! Iam healed from alcohol drinks since 2020 march since the start of Corona.... Since mid may be before mid 2022 iam completely healed of Pornography till date so far but one think iam still struggling to be healed & delivered from Masturbation and even to some extend of lustful/sinful thoughts that comes my way of life.. I give Thank to Lord Jesus Christ

[@FROMTRANS2TRUTH]

Wow!!! Thank you for sharing this. It takes a lot of courage to post. All praises go to the most high 🙏 I have struggled with many of these issues as well on top of trying to transition from male to female. I am extremely grateful for the life I have in Jesus Christ. My testimony is also on this platform under the same name as my handle. Hope you have a wonderful and blessed day. Shalom shalom.

[@elizabethblaylock3649]

I’ve followed for years now. It’s been so incredible to see what Jesus is doing in your life. You’ve been on my heart and I’ve been praying!! ❤ Thank you!

[@BrittanyDawn]

wow! thank you for sticking around through all of my highs and lows... it's been a wild journey, and the Lord never left my side!

[@Miriam2100.]

Hey Brittany! This has been so helpful to me. I'm a 15 year old girl and when I first found your channel I thought you were not following the Bible correctly because I grew up in an IFB church that focused more on religion than the love of Jesus. But in the past year with my Dad going into rehab for drug and alcohol addiction I have been exposed to more Christ centered teaching. I've also battled all of these things since I was around six and I'm still trying to find freedom from my ,anorexia bulimia and sexual sins. So I just wanted to say that I'm sorry for judging you and thank you for this video

[@Bold56strong]

We should expose sin to weaken sin. Thank you Dawn

[@jenaeisenberg2786]

Thank you so much for your testimony! We struggled with similar things. Thanks for being so honest!

[@Beintentionallyweird]

I’m proud of you for being honest.

[@honestlyhomemaking]

Thank you for sharing this! I loved listening!

[@BrittanyDawn]

thank you for watching and listening!

[@MaliPipkin]

I was seven when I got saved and I was raised in the church around the age of 14 I started to expand and explore the world and it got me in some really bad places with really bad people. I started smoking weed and vaping and sleeping around I got sent to a home in Tallahassee called lighthouse children’s home, I hated it there. It was demanding and just terrible, but they claim to be Christian looking back they were not it was more like a cult. I got kicked out of there after being there for 7 months I went into another group home because my parents did not want me when I did come out of lighthouse I was in a healthy place with God, but not the best 4 moths after that my mom passed away of a heart attack. This was really difficult on me. The only thing I chose to do is to get in the word, and ever since then life has all been about Jesus.

[@samanthananda4276]

Please pray for the devil to be removed from me forever and to never come back. I have been dealing with spiritual warfare for over a year now. I opened the Bible and read psalms 91 and the devil came over me. I keep hearing ‘roar, gr, muhaha’ in my mind. Please pray that the devil disappears from me forever and leaves me alone forever. Pray the devil is gone from me forever. It would mean the world to me. God bless you all on here..

[@MeadowsMiniFarm]

So so proud of you for sharing this. For young women and mamas like me❤ There’s sooo much truth in what you speaking about right now. Truly hopes this will reach so many women who need it. So much of this brought a tear to my eyes😢 My life was a tornado on a roller coaster until I felt and seen God move in my life when I was 16. So much good and bad has happened mentally and physically in my life but without those storms there wouldn’t be flowers. And by the grace of God I have some flowers right now 💐❤️‍🩹

[@leahthouvenin]

I just watched your how to lose 40 pound video and went to your page and seen this! Thank you for sharing God bless you beautiful

[@TheKingkingg]

God also say not to be a stumbling block because of the clothes you wear, flirting, makeup is an no as it's to enhance physical appearance...taking good care of yourself is different.

[@StealthTRD]

Yea she must be a baby believer

[@dyldal]

Thank you for sharing!! I've had sleep paralysis experiences as well, absolutely terrifying! Keep going on the path of God :)

[@jamelialvarado341]

I'm proud of you Brittany ❤ praise God for his grace

[@BrittanyDawn]

He is a good GOOD Father!

[@jamelialvarado341]

Yes amen!! 🙏🏼 his LOVE is never ending he’s a perfect gentleman 🤍

[@jamelialvarado341]

He loves us broken and lost and turns into redeemed and restored ❤️

[@carlfamiano8577]

Thank you for your beautiful inspection! Bless you 🙏❤️🩸

[@MrsAlexandraJones]

This is a perfect example that material things and life accomplishments don’t mean anything (fill the void) if you don’t have Jesus. Jesus fulfills that void and gives you pure happiness

[@melaniesmith652]

Brittany this has got to be THE BEST VIDEO YOU HAVE EVER MADE!!! always!!!! Never leave JESUS EVER WHICH I KNOW YOU WONT !!!never leave Father, Son, and Holy Spirit EVER!!!!!