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[@treehugger9769]

Still reach out to watch Em in 2023, she knew how to live life ❤

[@DeborahWintleEscott69]

Me too.

[@nadilenebudski]

Peeweetoms and Charlotte Eades are pretty amazing as well.

[@nadilenebudski]

Peeweetoms and Charlotte Eades are pretty amazing as well.

[@hiamkiera7168]

Me too. I’m sat here in hospital watching her for strength. I miss her man

[@TickleyourBuds1111]

These 2 gave me strength , Emily really helped me to look at things another way, she died 1 month after my mom also died of Cancer, I use to watch her Vlogs to help me prepare for my worst to , I was also told my mom has a short lifespan due to cancer, honestly I always look back at this vlog, how I had to learn to prepare myself for the worst , 4 years later, yes I miss my mom a lot, but thanks too these 2 , they gave me strength to go though it, my mom passed away 1 month after Emily at the hospital with me only by her side , no grudges no sadness , because she choose me to do the final transition which was a relief but sad to let her go

[@meralk28]

Anyone here in 2021? Rest in peace brave girl ❤

[@alexj4556]

I remember watching this when she posted it not knowing she’d be gone in less than a week. & her saying she’s struggling with speech etc and me refusing to believe it. So sad.

[@wendybarton4103]

Yep, here in April 2021. Em lives on. Such a brave, strong, empowering lady. Surrounded by love 💕

[@angiemeyer5748]

Me 🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️ just found her. I've watched almost all her blogs as well as peewee Tom....I'm forever changed! I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU EM!!!! BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT!!

[@tanjalollgen1484]

Im here too. I miss her

[@jennyo9120]

I watch Emily’s videos quite often. She makes me appreciate life.

[@lfking9778]

Anyone here in 2020 after Emily came into your thoughts? She was so inspirational

[@callumfletcher2684]

She’s in my thoughts constantly. Such a beautiful and sweet angel. I hate cancer so fucking much.

[@bugsybunz6891]

@@callumfletcher2684 Same here. On my mind all the time. Watching all her vlogs again.

[@tondah]

L F King me. I find myself watching her almost everyday & peewee Toms also

[@chaimacharef510]

I wished she would be always here vloging for us... unfortunaly

[@sxynatty1989]

Yup!! 😢😢😢😢 I had a horrible feeling this would be the last video 😭😭

[@mklafish]

Still watching in 2024

[@suomynonaanonymous]

same

[@nab1915]

Same, love Emily. Such an inspirational woman

[@kandydewey1286]

Just started my Emily journey in 2024. June 3024. Just about done and so heartbroken

[@ourcorrectopinions6824]

Always.

[@boomtownJ]

Same

[@showjumpingdreams7379]

Anyone else just going through and binge watching all of Em’s videos because they miss her so much already? 😢😢😢

[@MissAnatance]

Show Jumping Dreams that's what I've been doing this evening

[@elizabethw.454]

Trying to, but I'm heartbroken. Watch her vlog called "A brain tumour way of thinking | check up day" from March 2016. Emily talks about how she feels blessed every day even though she has cancer. It's so beautifully expressed by her, and it has stuck with me since I watched it a couple months ago. Her zest for life and unwavering positivity will never be forgotten. ❤️

[@bendietrees]

😢😩 yes. I can't believe she has passed. I can't wrap my head around it.

[@shelleys1872]

Yes. I am in a heap of tears

[@joleneplourde9885]

I cant just yet....😢

[@maddiel2078]

when she said "hopefully years" i cried

[@Sub-515]

maddie L if only but sadly not to be.

[@lylabyram3391]

And bless her heart, she had only six days

[@alimoore589]

Me too

[@anjanamukherjee8987]

@@lylabyram3391 why does all good people leave us so soon

[@oysterhunter276]

Simon P she did realise. She was just being hopeful

[@Amy-dr9fk]

Its crazy to think its 2023 and I still come back to Emily's vlogs.. I always look back at this video how tired she looked.. I think she knew the time was coming.. Its like a goodbye really because the way she ended it with thanks for the support and love you lots.. She never said those words of ill see you in the next vlog or didn't mention about uploading anything else.. I really think she was saying goodbye.. She was a warrior and even though years have passed i still cannot stop watching Emily's video's.. She smashed life in the time she had on earth.. I wish she was here in 2023 with Aisha. We miss you Emily..

[@donnaburrows4312]

How does one so miss a stranger..I so do.

[@natsjourney6570]

I do 😔

[@kirstyindark4972]

Yup,same 😔

[@Cy93]

For real tho..🥺

[@DavesDomeTube]

It shows how amazing she was.

[@Engineer_Heathen]

Had a bad feeling once she started slurring her words a few weeks ago. Then today I was thinking about her because she hasn't posted in awhile, only to find out she passed away. Such a shame that this can happen to such a good person. Makes you really appreciate life, and it can all go away in an instant.

[@Engineer_Heathen]

J Mack yup, you can tell it was spreading in her brain. Seen it way too many times unfortunately.

[@kristimartinez7528]

At first I really thought it was just the meds..but it just kept happening

[@pam164]

Engineer I knew couple weeks ago the life went out her eyes thats always a sign. God bless her she is in no more pain now. Poor Aisha will be devasted and her family.

[@BriarRoseX]

Same...

[@martakocik8865]

I think it was the treatment what got her first.. not cancer.... RIp in peace young lady (*)

[@ZacandSophie]

I think it was clear that Emily was suddenly not doing as well as she was, but I never expected her passing to happen this soon. RIP Emily, you have made a such a positive impact on my life. Fly high beautiful soul ❤️ Aisha, my deepest sympathies during this impossible time. Sending bucketloads of love and cuddles from New Zealand ❤️❤️❤️

[@paiiininthebutt7209]

Sophie & Boys Another kiwi here... Emily was such an amazing person. I had a cry when I heard the news. Such a great loss 💔

[@ZacandSophie]

Paiiin In The Butt I had a cry too! My husband thought it was a bit weird as I didn't personally know Emily, but she truly has a beautiful soul ❤

[@paiiininthebutt7209]

Sophie & Boys Absolutely. Emily shared her most intimate times with her followers, good and bad experiences, so there becomes a closeness that you don’t necessarily feel with other vloggers. Emily was a reminder to keep everything in perspective in my own life. I’m sure many others feel this way too ❤️🇳🇿

[@sherie7528]

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[@lnagels7133]

You notice she was tired, after a 7 year long fight she was tired. The vivid Emily is gone in this video. A few days later she passed. She was a very strong young woman with such an inspiring vibe. Rip sweet brave Em.

[@ashleyfewer3473]

So true. She had enough and no one can blame her. Cancer is do cruel.

[@memorymalunga670]

I feel bad for these doctors, watching this beautiful young woman die and knowing they can not save her. That must be tough.

[@KarJaneDavis]

Memory Malunga damn 💔💔💔

[@svprememe]

That's so true. You can tell by the way the doctor is grabbing his knee. That looks to me like a sign of severe anxiety and stress. It must be a really tough job, much respect to them.

[@pamelatibbetts7147]

What an amazing observation. That's something one doesn't usually think about. It must be so difficult. I remember thinking the same thing when paramedics had to tell me that my Mother was gone. I had found her after she fell asleep and just didn't wake up. I'm sure I was in shock but I do remember having that thought. How difficult it must be for them not to be able to help. I hadn't thought of that for awhile. Blessings to you...peace

[@melaniemarieswain]

@@svprememe The doctor that was treating her died a few months after her. He also treated peewee toms

[@lucbelcher7256]

@@melaniemarieswain What did the Doctor pass from? 😢

[@Sodomamdgo]

Do not stand at my grave and weep I am not there; I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints on snow, I am the sun on ripened grain, I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there; I did not die. mary elizabeth frye - 1932

[@Ingridb7]

Cwazy C I used to read that poem when my cat died of cancer suddenly :(

[@irisrose4732]

A favorite poem; I think of my Mama and Dad when I read it.

[@susankeating8678]

I love that poem, almost as much as I , like thousands of others, loved Emily. Sleep tight Em, you were an amazing young woman & I know that everyone who “knew “ you on KZbin will never forget you. God bless ❤️

[@deborahrushing848]

I had tears in my eyes (again) while reading this poem. To me the words embodied how I will think of Emily everyday. Love to Aisha❤️

[@HWolfe]

I received this as a condolence card once. Still have it. The words are very powerful and true. 👍 TFS.

[@imacop33]

I can't believe she passed so quickly. She was at the gym working out just a week ago. I'm really saddened by this news. Never met Emily but she seemed to be like a friend to me. Be with the angels, Em. No more suffering, no more pain. One last time: Emily strong like bull 🐂 We'll all miss you. ❤️

[@jenlo3763]

It’s 2022 and I still think of Emily when things are hard for me. Her bright shining personality and determination still inspire me to push through when things are difficult in life. I think everyone needs a little bit of her strength and positivity at the moment.

[@sm5288]

Emily wasn't dying of terminal cancer, she was living with terminal cancer. She never wasted a minute. I just hope to gawd they have a subway, starbucks, and nandos in Heaven 😅💙💥

[@paulhunter123]

i hope not brands in heaven would be like hell on earth

[@lanaegun41020]

You are so right. Wow.

[@thesunwillcomeoutwaitandse2373]

If they didn't, they probably do now....lol!!

[@beelarehman5992]

And a gym.

[@kathleenmorris9309]

She never accepted Christ into her life. So no.. No heaven...

[@skipthecultureshock5474]

Good bye Emily, you were one of the greats...

[@lambulance]

Indeed. She was a gem.

[@carolinehonse35]

50,000 people plus untold more are holding you in their hearts and wish we could hold you in our arms as well.

[@msmeow8913]

Caroline - Exactly as you say, we hold Emily and Aisha in our hearts XX

[@eca2641]

Wish and hope she can feel all that energy. You couldn't bottle it, that's for sure.

[@nataliethomas5971]

I love her, this was the moment we all realised she was at the end. Even 5 year later we are still thinking about you em xxx

[@jpro747]

Her last words to us; “Thanks for your support guys, love you lots”. Although she didn’t want to believe it, I think she knew that the end was near and it was time to say her last message. “Power on for life” is a quote I will always remember. RIP Emily xxx

[@sarahmassalkhi]

The decline happened so fast... just one week ago she was kicking ass in the gym .. I didn't expect this would be it .. this is incredibly heartbreaking. Rest in peace darling. Nobody should go through this. You were so graceful, so awe-inspiring. You've put most of us out there to shame with how you handled what was thrown your way. Gone too soon, but you've touched so many of us and gave us something to think about. Rest easy now sweet Em.

[@alexib2070]

I can’t believe that she is gone.....I am speechless. At the end it was so freaking quick. I am in shock. RIP Emily

[@irishdancerashleigh]

she still seemed so strong! i can't believe haw abruptly it ended! this world is so so so cruel! rest easy beautiful emily x

[@pnklady3788]

It often is. I knew she was heading that way very soon... The longer periods of sleeping, the slurring of speech and poor memory.. RIP x

[@alexandrasarno6394]

Im in denial..I need to watch a new video update 😭 I think I fell in love with her beautiful soul..

[@gabrielsnotdead6912]

I know it was quick but I'm thankful because she said she didn't want to decline and it could have been alot worse. X

[@dentfortune7271]

I know, it’s heartbreaking 😢 at the same time I’m also glad she didn’t go through prolonged pain. Slow end of life process. She’s no longer in pain now. RIP angel.

[@mklovlif]

Still here in 2023 hope Aisha is doing great, RIP Emily

[@ATF.California]

Anyone here in 2021 after Emily came into your thoughts 💭

[@CrankyGrandma]

Yep. Just thought of her out of the blue

[@ScriptiCat]

Yes, same

[@oceantide8084]

I feel drawn to Emily’s positivity that I watch her videos and feel so inspired to push forward with life. She has given everyone a beautiful gift. 🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@swimmygo]

Yes, had skin cancer surgery 2-15-21. Really changes you. RIP Em 💗

[@sarawilkinson6766]

2024 and she came back in to mine ❤

[@RachelDex]

RIP Emily. I'm happy you don't have to fight anymore, but so so sad you've gone. Beautiful person. Love and thoughts with Aisha and your families 💔💖😢

[@HWolfe]

Rachel B •Farmiga Fan• Is this confirmed..I can't get on my Instagram right now. I prayed for peace. Has it truly come? I am stunned. If so I can't ...I just can't...can't even cry. Pray all family involved and for Sarge and Daniel in the big fight.😢😢😢😢🌹

[@CompetitionGirlHC]

Absolutely heartbroken to read the news on insta😢😢 I hope Aisha is coping ok x

[@Marie-ym4qt]

How very sad but what an inspirational lady who fought to the end. Sleep peacefully precious soul. xxx

[@RachelDex]

Diana Murray what happened?... she had terminal cancer..

[@Diana-yr8wp]

Rachel B •Farmiga Fan• Aisha put Emily’s last statement on Instagram I just found out, so very sad but she’s at peace finally, poor Aisha x

[@TiffaniNtanos]

Keeping all of Emily's family and friends in my heart...RIP angel.

[@amorgan4984]

Tiffani Ntanos you are also one I follow!!! You are all so inspiring!!

[@LD-ij1mk]

A Morgan same here! Completely agree

[@lenagrahn]

Has Emily died?

[@futuresamvlogs977]

lena grahn yes 😭

[@mihaelacirpa4881]

Oh Goooood!!! Noooo!!!

[@TheRoarWithin]

Can’t believe she only had 6 more days after this. We all need a bit of perspective.

[@ughkook]

I just found out she passed away and I'm literally fucking broken. She was so god damn beautiful and such a light in this world that nowadays is filled with so much darkness. I am in tears even though I don't personally know her because she deserved so fucking much and I prayed for some sort of miracle for her. Emily you are such a gift to this world and I thank you for your strength and overall just fucking incredible personality. You worked so hard. You may no longer be in this physical world but I pray and hope if there is more to life after death that you're living it with happiness and love. Thank you for being you, Emily.

[@juliemae777]

ughkook I have been checking for a new video. I didn’t know she died. My heart is broken. 💔

[@burnedflowers2266]

I'm not good with words when something shit happens, but this is perfect. Amen.

[@marionvaughan3335]

ughkook well saidxxx

[@deecee197]

There is no "if"....She is!!

[@shantavanee]

Amen!

[@MiddleAgedMinx]

One of the comments below said this is not a cancer vlog...its a vlog about life. That is so true...For all the thousands of us witnessing your journey we are learning about life not death. How to live it, cope with it, fight it and celebrate it. Emily you are life enhancing and our collective energy is evident. Thankyou

[@octoberangel9921]

Jo Good - Middleagedminx beautifully said

[@JessicaSalasS]

well said

[@tammiewhite5850]

You could not of said it better

[@nataliebrown9788]

Very beautifully said. It is a vlog about life. Beautiful life.

[@Jen18812]

Yes, exactly, this so much.

[@christinejarrett5969]

I am speechless. So heartbroken. Just a week ago this video was made. It is so unreal...I have watched this video so many times now and just can't believe sweet Emily is gone. Forever she will be missed and remembered by thousands.

[@melaniewalker5226]

Christine Jarrett indeed she will we know of 50,000 just on here that are missing her so sad for Aisha. RIP sweet beautiful brave Emily.

[@planestrainsautomobiles3080]

true such a good soul RIP 😢

[@a.e2385]

you can tell in this video that she lost her sparkle, it almost seems like she knew it was the end, so much sadness in her eyes. Heartbreaking.

[@dinkusmcgee1015]

How tired she looks here . She knew. I think they both did. A few days later, she slipped into what would be her final sleep. Bless her. What a true inspiration 👏🏻. Just amazing. So young, yet so wise and incredibly brave! ❤️

[@gavinmartin5151]

if you watch at 2.26 you can see that Emily look tired, Don't know if Aisha knew that when they were in the waiting room. Emily went downhill on the 23rd of June 2018 and pass away on the 26th of June 2018 , but she die in her sleep i think

[@suomynonaanonymous]

thats the best way to go @@gavinmartin5151

[@Zoe-MammafulZo]

Myself & over 50k others are holding you in our hearts ♥️

[@mistyroses8999]

MammafulZo Amen

[@msmeow8913]

EXACTLY as you say MammafulZo X

[@zenderlee]

I think about you so often. I don't know why I've become so absorbed in your story, but I have. I'm so sorry the news was bad. If only cancer just hit bad people. If only. Aisha and Emily, I wish I could give you both a big hug (and I'm not much of a hugger!). I wish I could take all that wretched cancer away. But all I can do is tell you that you are very loved and cared about. Your fan in Seattle, Rozzella

[@sjastr66]

Hugs from Asheville, North Carolina.

[@jobo8281]

Hugs from Tauranga, New Zealand

[@Ocannoli]

Hugs from Philadelphia, PA.

[@sarajane46321]

Hugs from Concord, NC!

[@kevintodd4511]

I've been following there story for a short period but I also think about her during the day hoping there's some improvement the thing is been so helpless when there are so many bad people out there

[@andrewwest5344]

Her bravery is breathtaking. The strongest person I have ever witnessed. She would have had a very successful life had she never got Cancer and died. Right to the very end she lived as normal as she could, even continued her gym work, which to me is absolutely incredible knowing she had so little time left. It's incredibly sad she is gone.

[@peggydeffley2194]

Same! I’m having terrible health things, and she helps this 65 yr old lady so much.

[@cynthias.formerlysunshinea2131]

July 2022, A day doesn’t go by that I don’t think about Emily. She truly lived her life to the fullest. She only had 17 years of a worry free life, a normal life with no cancer. She’s with God and no more cancer. 💖

[@SweetHopeCookies]

Don't worry about your speech Em. We hear you and understand you. And Aisha is right Sweet Woman, you are a walking miracle right now and every day you live you create more of a legacy of love and courage that will remain in the world long after we all who are living now are gone. I for one am so grateful that you're here today and that I was fortunate enough to have stumbled upon your blog months and months ago. You, Aisha, your relationship, and your blog continue to be a gift to my own life. And I'm only one person. Just learned today of Emily’s passing though I suspected like many who followed her as each day without a new video went by. Aisha, based simply on the little bits and pieces you and Emily shared with us, it seems more than evident that you were absolutely the perfect one for her to love and be loved by. Your loyalty, love, encouragement, strength, wisdom, and understanding were just everything to witness. You’re a brilliant human being and I hope you surround yourself with the same kind of love and support that you gave away so freely to Emily. You deserve all the best. I am so sorry for you loss. So very sorry.

[@poppykok5]

Baking Sweet Hope...My own heart is very much touched by your sweet & tenderly worded message...You told Em & Aisha what just so many of us feel, but lack the ability to put the right words to our deeply felt emotions...I have a strong sense that you are a very kind, loving & gentle young woman... Bless you...​

[@deniseemond9263]

Baking Sweet Hope I so agree

[@kristinajockel3767]

Baking Sweet Hope beautifully said! They are amazingly beautiful young ladies! Many prayers for them.

[@SallyOddy]

You were so strong right to the end. You warrior. RIP ❤❤❤❤❤

[@thobasiziba4109]

Sally Victoria no say it isnt so. I'm so heartbroken

[@SallyOddy]

Thoba Siziba 😔😔😔

[@nadishe]

she looks tired, and I think it's her last vlog, but she gave her all and fought cancer like a lion and all with a smile!!! miss you, thank you for everything you gave us, Love you loads, rest in peace angel!!!

[@emmaathome2902]

She looked so sad and somewhat beaten here...you can see it in her eyes, she’s tired even though she’s talking tough. RIP sweetheart xx

[@juicyjulia81]

Dear Emily and Aisha, if love was measured in years, you two would have an eternity together. Emily you have the most amazing wife by your side, the positivity and determination you both show is simply beautiful. Whatever this journey has in store for you next, I wish you peace and thoughts of sunny beaches xx

[@mvint001]

It breaks my heart to watch this vlog now. I never imagined that complete strangers could touch my life in such a way as you both have. Life is so precious. Thank you for sharing your journey.

[@melissaannette6546]

Can't help but wonder if in her subconscious Em knew this would be her last video. Of all the months of videos, it's the only one that didn't end with see you in the next one... Hindsight shows how long and hard you fought not just cancer, but the decline. Be free warrior. Your energy guides even still x

[@EsmeCarr]

RIP Em's you are loved and will be missed more than y'all ever know. Massive hugs, love and kisses to you Aisha thinking of you all 🙏🏽

[@kyliemilesandmymultiplescl7379]

omg I was wandering why she had not blogged and now I no why xx

[@denisemanfre9542]

London Afro Vegan Recipes Has she passed away??? Omg no bless her

[@yvette5780]

“What’s going on you lot welcome to heaven” is what Emily would say if she could make one more video from wherever she is 💔 I’m beyond devastated. I am a better person for finding you both on here.

[@eFoobar]

You know it...

[@PinkTulip11]

Love this because it is 100% true!

[@toodleloo5257]

She’s at peace now, imagine a place where there is no pain or hate. Just love.

[@strecosplays4670]

still here in 2024, her memory lives on.

[@andrewwest5344]

Super brave strong young girl.

[@ourcorrectopinions6824]

Yes. Always.

[@GreenEnvy.]

I'm actually glad the last part was just Emily. I love Aisha, but having one last moment alone with Emily was quite nice.

[@deborahrushing848]

I don’t have any rah-rah statements to make right now. I can only tell you how much you and Aisha have changed my life. I am 63 and the last five years have been challenging for me as well. I had stopped living my life and had pretty much given in to my illness and was couch laying. I also lost my parents and my sister/best friend. You guys have been inspiring to me in so many ways. I started walking every day and eating healthy food. I went to outpatient rehab and from there joined a gym next store to the rehab. Still taking “baby steps” but feeling so very much better. My kids are really happy and tell me how much better I am. Very encouraging. I would still be on that couch without you guys and that is the truth. I love you both so much💖

[@beh4846]

What a sweet and amazing comment! These girls have inspired me as well--about life in general, because sometimes it can be hell. I wish you the best.

[@brendaaumend5412]

Thank you so much for sharing your story! Emily and Aisha inspire me to keep on going, even when I feel like crap! Stay strong!!

[@joannoriol6444]

As a 66 yr. old I give you lots of credit. These girls are truly blessing all of us.

[@marys2382]

Deborah Rushing Wow. That's wonderful. I've been having some of the same problems and watching Emily get up and go to the gym has motivated me to get up too. Good job Deborah!

[@BackontheBayou]

Deborah Rushing Same here. I have a progressive illness too and without Emily's dogged determination and Aisha's inspiration and positivity I too would have remained laying on the couch, giving into the illness. I was in so much fear I let the illness define me and allowed medical reports to terrify me. I am now, according to the assumed medical prognosis, meant to be wheelchair bound, yet thanks to these two, two days ago I wasn't just walking, I was running in a field with my dog, defying my diagnosis just like Emily. Emily has changed my weakess into strength and Aisha has put everythig into perspective for me - and so to these two girls I don't know, but feel I know like old friends, I am forever grateful. These two are world changers - and I really hope they know that.

[@moyrahood]

Aisha you are so wise my darling. None of us knows when it’s all gonna be over so why even dwell on it! Emily, you’re a warrior, a good-hearted human being who gets more from one hour of life than most get out of one week. X

[@NewnameSameme]

Moyra Hood I couldn’t find the right words to write but thankfully you did. Thank you x

[@oysterhunter276]

You lived for only 24 years but you'll be remembered for hundreds. Rest well Emily ✨ You're loved more and more everyday

[@mls-fe5pd]

2023 and still come back to watch what an inspiration she was and continues to be. I hope to be more like Emily ❤

[@suzsimmons]

I keep checking back on this channel just to read the comments. It helps to know others feel the same way I do. Heartbroken. Sending every once of love to Aisha and Emily's families.

[@jillyb710]

I'm still going through her videos. I miss her like I knew her when of course I didn't. I followed her for 10 months. I'm also glad others feel her loss - I wondered if I was being ridiculous. Bye Emily RIP. You were fantastic. ⚘❤⚘

[@KC_Lake]

Jill Harrison no, you're not being ridiculous. I think a lot of people who never actually met Emily are grieving for her, and that just goes to show what a special person she is.

[@jillibeens57]

Em lived her life her way. She has my deepest respect. Aisha, you are strong and I hope you find peace and comfort somehow. To lose your wife is pain beyond words. Thank you for sharing such an intimate part of your lives with us. I can safely say that over 52000 people fell in love with you both. What a legacy.

[@jg2975]

Never met her, but she impacted my life.

[@robincarter6304]

Thanks for all you gave us. I am a 65 year old woman and you opened my eyes to what it means yo be grateful to be alive. You will be missed.

[@sandraclark7771]

I'm 59 and I feel devastated that this beautiful young woman suffered and died. A light has definitely gone out and I miss her cheeky face every day xxx

[@joannoriol6444]

What can you say about the person that was Emily...strong, determined, fighter, perfectionist, kind, loyal, steadfast, sweet. Aisha you were the best possible wife for Emily, your uplifting personality,always encouraging her to be optimistic. You two seemed so different, but blended together into a beautiful glowing 'light" that was your lives, your Union, your love. As soon as you can, when you feel you can, I hope you will talk to us. In the meantime know we all realize the loss you are facing, and I'm sure all our hearts are with you. Emily showed how to live a life and not waste the life you are given. She was one of Gods finest works and will be missed tremendously. ❤️

[@antoinettestclair-winston5298]

Definitely one of God's finest works.

[@bendietrees]

That is beautiful.....yes she indeed was one of God's finest works. Our Em ❤️😭

[@katarzynapracuch5050]

Antoinette St Clair-Winston omg I cry right now. Beautiful comment

[@SnazzyBoxx]

The human body may stop working, but the soul lives on forever . R.I.P. Emily. You’ll be missed by so many people, but also remembered as an amazing warrior who fought strong til the end. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. Peace and love to you and Aisha. ❤️🕊❤️

[@itsmepaulad7102]

SnazzyBoxx amen

[@irisrose4732]

Yes, it's God!

[@mrlebowsky2328]

Raw Truth Sorry to hear about your mom and good on you for caring for her. Not sure though what this adds to the matter here... And now im confused... didnt god by definition create all that is? So disease and suffering must go on his account then... so how exactly do you reconcile a good and almighty caring god with existence of human disease and suffering? And I would be very curious to hear your definite undeniable evidence you claim to have for god. And sorry, but your knee analogy makes zero sense. Are you trying to say that inflicting suffering is OK as long as afterwards there is a reward? And who are you to set the scale for suffering?!

[@AK-lg6ju]

What?? When did she pass?

[@salsacrazyme3636]

Emily and Aisha you have been an amazing inspiration to me and many others. Love and blessings to you both. Thank you 💞

[@oranjelibertine]

My gosh everyone needs to see this woman’s videos. RIP Emily, still helping people after you left

[@lordchancellorhatton1910]

I sometimes find myself watching Emily's videos if I'm down. She was going through a horrendous illness and instead of sulking or giving up, she powered on to live life to the absolute fullest. Life is so short and is a gift that should not be squandered or taken for granted. Her last words should resonate with those of us going through life's many hardships. We shouldn't give up or cave to depression/anxiety/adversity, we should "power on for life. Power on and get better at life. If that makes sense to anyone. Does to me." Does to me too. RIP Emily.

[@travelingtheworldretired]

Dear Neon Mullet…thanks for writing your wonderful message. Just like Emily, who definitely made an impact on my life in 2018, your message also resonates with me now. I love Emily’s saying to power on with life, and will use this phrase for the rest of my life. As a 60 year old, I intend to life a quality life and live to be 107, which would beat my grandmother by two years. All the best to you!

[@meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780]

R.I.P Emily x My heart is broken. You were a true fighter, a warrior. Thank you for Sharing your life and loves with us and for making us laugh, cry and learn. Sending my love and Sympathy to Aisha, Cookie the cat Tom and all the friends and FamilyX

[@ridindirty4995]

she was riddled with cancer, upfront about her terminal prognosis and had clearly declined in her last few vids but this somehow still feels like a punch out of nowhere. i kept thinking she'd have at least another few months, or maybe, no matter how unlikely, years. because if anyone had a chance, she did. tough as fuck, and a big inspiration to me in the last few months as i've tried to battle my demons. her last words in this vid are so poignant now, but beautifully defiant as well. RIP emily. my deepest sympathies to aisha and the rest of her family and friends.

[@emiliesfineartstudio304]

Ugh. Can't stop thinking of Emily. I just can't believe she is gone. I never thought the day would actually come. I'm just gonna keep watching her videos, perhaps one every day so it seems like she is still here haha Honestly, no youtuber has ever had such an impact on me. Miss you, Em. And thinking of you, Aisha. Xxx

[@jpro747]

Art By Emilie I absolutely agree. Even though she had a terminal illness, it didn’t seem like she was dying. She made every day count. I am grateful that she shared her journey with us and inspired us all to “power on for life”.

[@susanpressley2781]

Art By Emilie I feel exactly the same way. I, too, continue to watch her videos as if she is still with us. She will be missed so very much, not only by me, but by the thousands of hearts she touched while still with us.

[@justhannahbanana7381]

It hurts, but we will always have her vids to watch. She was truly an amazing fighter. In the end, she won. She didn't let Cancer run her life. ❤❤

[@yaronsteinbuch3956]

I’m still in disbelief and continue watching her videos, which make it seem she’s still here. She never gave the impression that she was dying, really. Emily made every day count and lived her life to the fullest despite the grim prognosis. She was strong, energetic, funny, kind, wise and loving. She is greatly missed. I hope Aisha is holding strong and taking solace in the fact that Emily touched so many lives, in addition to hers.

[@melina1337]

I feel exactly like u do...she really had a hold on me..it was her attitude and things she said, it was everything about her that attracted me.. I am subscribed to loads but she was the only person that I had notifications turned on for .. cancer is merciless.

[@danao1796]

Who else is remembering this beautiful angel in 2022?

[@kristimartinez7528]

Me! Who could forget her?

[@suzyq4982]

Me ❤

[@Stefanie2530]

I like to think Emily is Aisha's son's guardian angel. 🥰

[@TomRipley7350]

Rest in peace, dearest brave Emily and my sincerest condolences to Aisha and all the people who had the honor of knowing you personally. I can only imagine the pain they are going through right now. The absence of your larger than life personality, your strength, your positivity, your humour will leave a huge void in many people's lives. You are an inspiration to anyone who has adversity in their lives, sweetheart, and, like everyone here, I'm proud that I was one of your "lot". xx

[@evie1ful]

Tom Ripley beautifully said....I visit her KZbin channel every night. ..just to see her...I don't know why I do because I cry everytime I see her...it's almost as if by seeing her I know she's OK? I know it makes absolutely no sense...I just feel so sad for everything she did and went through and to fight for so long...always with a smile...she really was a beautiful person inside and out.

[@robingarrett3171]

You are one of the most amazing people I have ever "met" in my life. And I am an old bird who has met a lot of people.

[@cloudbusting88]

Robin Garrett I agree Robin, she’s an amazing young woman.

[@Smallgal100]

I’m also an old bird who has been greatly inspired by these two lovely young women. Bless you both.

[@joannoriol6444]

A third old bird here, she retaught me to live life everyday the best you can. Basically that's all you can do. Her strength of body, mind and heart spirit were truly remarkable. I will miss her. ❤️

[@lukerogers151]

I'm not going to write "you WERE an inspiration" because that's not true, you ARE an inspiration and you will always be an inspiration. An inspiration, a legend and an idol. RIP Emily, rest in paradise.

[@acjohn6995]

The sun comes out and shines on her just as she says those last words at the end.

[@emiliesfineartstudio304]

There are no words. My heart is completely broken. Thank you for everything you gave us, Emily and Aisha. You were one of the most inspirational people I have ever come to know. Aisha, our thoughts are with you. Sending you so much love. Xxxxxxx

[@emily-qe3yu]

Never truly believed you would go. Thank you for letting us on this journey with you. I feel privileged to have known you in some way and also completely heartbroken. Rest easy Em, you deserve to 💛

[@NurseWright-mp5gp]

When she asked her wife how does she feel about the results and she said I don’t really care because she’s living like a miracle. That’s the spirit 🙌🏾Positivity ♥️

[@ticklethypickle6368]

During all that time of struggle and cancer... she was constantly living. She lived up until she died never wasting an opportunity to live her life to the fullest.

[@staceylyn4075]

Is anyone else thinking about these two beautiful people everyday? I can’t quit thinking about them.. Stay strong Emily and Aisha. You both are loved greatly and true inspirations. Much ❤️ love!!!

[@MadamBugsy]

Stacey Lyn I am, keep checking to see if she has posted and for some reason it has not come up! I hope they are enjoying time together. I refuse to go down the negative route right now! Will be waiting with baited breath. Xoxox

[@regnnicole]

Every day. ♥♥

[@casse1458]

Stacey Lyn she has passed ❤️⭐⭐

[@emmaszc]

It is heartbreaking knowing this video was her last. I didn't think it could have come so soon after watching her, it's so very sad. As many have said, she was a true inspiration and her memory will live on in all who loved and cared about her and all those who have seen her vlogs and grown to love her. My thoughts are with her parents, her family and wonderful, truly inspirational wife, Aisha. Peace.

[@bixby451]

I’ve been feeling really down lately and I’ve come back to Emily’s channel to remind myself life is worth living…

[@SashaShantel1704]

Same ❤️

[@jennifermarkovich9392]

When I get sick I am a baby and sleep until I am better. This girl got up went to the gym everyday, went out and lived her life and still made videos for us! When I am sick the last thing I want to do is make a video! She was such a amazing strong girl even after getting bad news over and over and over again. She still went on. Words can not even describe her strength right up until she passed and here I am being a big baby feeling sorry for myself over stupid little problems I want to be more like her.

[@mosesford7526]

The look on your face at the end of this video broke my heart. 8 years of fighting, and this was the first time we saw the toll it had taken on you. You were so tired of it all. No more pain, sweet girl. Today you soar in your celestial home where you can watch over everyone you love. Thank you for letting us share in your journey. Blessings to precious Aisha who made Emily’s life complete.

[@LittlestHoboKatie]

My heart is heavy writing this.. I just found out you have passed my love. I just wanted to say thank you for everything you have done for me. Your positivity and outlook on life really helped me to see the good in my own life. I wish this never happened to you and I could somehow bring you back in full health. Hopefully there is something wonderful after this life that you're now experiencing. Big love to you, Aisha and your family and subscribers. You touched so many people by just being your wonderful self. Aisha, again, I hope you are okay, the love you both shared is something we can all only hope to have one day. Love so deep and so pure 🌈❤️✨ x

[@danao1796]

The last minute of this video is beautiful and painful and personal and final. She knew. What a gracious person. I hope I can show an ounce of that grace and bravery when it's my time.

[@margaretleavitt6992]

When I feel sorry for myself, all these years later, I find Emily and remind myself what the human spirit can endure! She was a gift to the world and Aisha was the purest example of what love and grace truly look like! I think of you, often,Aisha! I hope you have found moments of laughter along side your loss! MIss you forever, Emily

[@melaniewalsh1467]

I found myself touching the screen trying to help calm you when your leg was tapping I have never gotten so emotionally invested in a person on line you have touched my life in the most profound way thank you just doesn't seem enough please know that i will continue to keep you in my heart and prayers and also bless your wife AMAZING WOMEN ❤💙💚💛💜

[@ninadirnimiezenberger5072]

Just read on her Insta that she passed away, I'm literally crying, I'm speechless. My thoughts are with Aisha and Emily's family. Why, World, why...??

[@bendietrees]

Nina DirniMiezenberger me too 😩😢

[@irishdancerashleigh]

this world is so so so cruel. Rest easy Emily x

[@fruhlingsfrisch6205]

"They cannot say anything worse than you are dieing in a week'. And that is what happened. :..-(

[@michellethomas1298]

Frühlings Frisch Sadler they did tell her that,I Miss her so much & there videos

[@patriciafoster3347]

In case someone doesn’t know…this wonderful Dr…..who also cared for PeeWee Toms, passed away of a reaction to a malaria vaccine. Not long after Em died. What a huge loss for so many who loved him and needed him. He was always there.

[@nicholas.alan85]

Damn. I remember watching Tom's videos and always thought the doctor was an incredible guy. Sad man...

[@cynthiaholland13]

Oh no. I didn't know that was their doctor

[@kirstenlongacre2105]

Rest in peace, you legend. You taught me how to LIVE and I'll never, ever forget that. You showed cancer who was boss by living every single day to the fullest. I miss your enthusiasm and charm already but I trust you'll be having the time of your life up there with all your Subway salads. Strong like a bull, forever.

[@85sevenheaven]

The lack of tears is just acceptance, which is really good in my opinion. Rest. Live each moment the best you can. It is all any one can do and should do, regardless of health. None of us are guaranteed the next breath, are we? All of us are going to face the end at some point. We should all be living as much as you are in this phase of your life, especially if we do enjoy good health.

[@brannon5311]

I will never forget Emily.

[@kimdontcare244]

still binge watch your videos Em when im struggling in my own life you knew how to live life and thats a great example to witness i miss your new videos

[@susans.2010]

Poor Em, she just couldn't catch a break. She fought so hard. I wish you could have had more time with your beautiful wife. Rest peacefully sweet girl. You will be missed.

[@elliewalsh5381]

You got this Emily. Sending the luck of the Irish over 🇮🇪 🍀☘️

[@Fleurbunny]

You and Aisha have kindly made us a part of your family so I feel okay telling you that I'm so proud of you both. You've got this. Your strength and resilience is awe inspiring. Much love 💗❤💗❤

[@candybar791]

It’s so sad to think that 6 days after this video went up Emily passed! Bless her heart what an amazing person! I wish I could have known her!💔

[@PennyJackson123]

It’s been 2 years.. time has passed away so fast and it feels like you were alive yesterday.

[@mstubeornottube]

First thing I did today was check my phone and I saw the news. At first I wanted to go into denial and then I just felt rather ill. I came across her and she was inspirational during a health scare...then the two of them became a part of my day! Glad she enjoyed two months of wedded bliss, wish she would've made it to her birthday as I've heard her say, but that would have seemed too soon..and what I can say now is rest in peace Emily/warrior. Smash it at the big gym In the sky ❤️🏋❤️And Aisha please know that I think I can speak for all of us when I say that you have our support. ❤️

[@rebeccamc8084]

Feel such a deep deep sorrow at the moment and total shock, thankyou so much for some truly inspirational vlogs fly high angel, fly high xxxx

[@nakuruclaud]

As professional we only get to see you when you come for your appointments and treatments. We do know that you have a life outside those bookings with us, but it's hard to imagine what we don't see. Actually, scratch that. My defense (or coping) mechanisms don't allow me to imagine how are you are in real life, with dreams and your hopes probably so similar to mine, but with more struggle. I won't waste time with empty words, but know this - Emily you have been an inspiration. Watching your videos gave you a humanity that I cannot compartmentalise and have been motivating me to be a better professional, a better person. Thank you!

[@MiddleAgedMinx]

Wow...wasnt she extraordinary ..in that she created these echos of inspiration and motivation in all of us Subscribers...Im 63..I have never been so moved and inspired but someone I never met...Claudia..you probably understand more than I do what a struggle it is for people on this journey but I admire your humility in writing that post.

[@nakuruclaud]

I didn't know at the time that I posted my thank you to Emily that she had already passed away. Wish I would had let her know earlier what an inspiration she was. Still, I suspect she knew how much we liked her and how much she touched us. Aisha, you have been amazing, such strength and such sensibility and calm. I really admire you. Thank you both.

[@nakuruclaud]

Thank you Jo, but in this world humility is so important! Been a cancer nurse for way over a decade, made some friends over the years, already lost some and watch others living with and beyond. Still, have witnessed so many changes and innovations - miracles of modern science - over all these years that I cannot even start to express my awe. You do get touched by the people you look after, it's impossible not to. But as i said before, mostly we see them in our environment, where we have control, where we can take breaks, say goodbye and see you next week or tomorrow. Emily and Aisha showed me what is to really live with cancer, which i have only been able to experience as a relative and friend of a person with cancer. And I really appreciate them for that.

[@mct2353]

Claudia Baptista that's a lovely thing to know... I was treated for cervical cancer at the Marsden when I was 21 and I would see a different Doc each time and I would always wonder what they were thinking or feeling when I was there. Thank you for sharing xxx

[@mct2353]

Jo Good - Middleagedminx I agree x

[@MsRubia167]

R.I.P. sweet lady...no more medicines...no more scans..no more fatigue...no more pain... you're free now....go soar on wings of Heaven. Our deepest condolences to Aisha, and Emily's family. Much love and light being sent your way

[@ylekiote99999]

First thing Emily said once she passed on...."Oh wow!"

[@angelaroberts1278]

I found you after my mother's diagnosis Melanoma stage 4. I was scared, lost and confused. For over a year as you fought she fought. Through watching you I learned how to help my mom. How to not be so scared, how to be courageous and positive.. I learned what was really important.,Thankyou Emily for impacting my life like you did 💕 Forever grateful Rest in Peace 🙏💜

[@ensuringseamlessness8111]

Sweet dear Emily. I don’t know what to say. I can’t believe this is the last time we will see that lovely face or hear ‘what’s going on you lot’ I will miss you so very much. You don’t seem too bad in this video considering. Obviously we only see what we are allowed to see but it gives me a lot of comfort to think you didn’t deteriorate too much. I never wanted you to go through that. Cancer may have won the physical battle but you showed 50,000 people how to not be scared of it and that’s a hell of a step to winning the war Sleep tight my love x Thank you

[@ilovevivi7201]

Em, i watched you thru the end, and i am here years later, you are amazing.. it been years, and we will never forget you.

[@kimmiekins]

My heart is broken at the news of your passing. I started following you back in February or March and honestly you have been a true inspiration to me on just how to live life in general. You have an amazing spirit that will live on forever. We love you Emily and Aisha