CANCER & ME - EPISODE TWO - THE MENTAL ANGUISH

[@Bought_by_the_blood]

Oh how I wish this lovely man had survived. If anyone deserved to beat cancer, he did. What a determination to live!

[@shellcshells2902]

I love how raw you are. Your strength gives me strength. I have an incurable Neuro disease and I get so hopeless at times. Thank you Dan. Xx

[@colliesworld6380]

Shell Cshells do u mind me asking u what that is?

[@shellcshells2902]

CC Rocker transverse myelitis..possible MS

[@AmericaWomannn]

I’m sorry your having a messed up day. Mine started out good and then my brain went to my cancer test is tomorrow so I’ve pretty much done nothing but try to stop thinking ever since I woke up. I feel you. And it’s so deep in your gut, you are alone. I feel the same way and always have since I was diagnosed. A lot goes thru my brain at times. Scary shit. I see in all the people that have cancer that I’m watching right now, really get a lot out of talking to a camera. I think it’s a good way to cope for some reason. Our brains are amazing. Good luck tomorrow I’ll be thinking of ya! Hey CLAIRE! 😬

[@marieadams9799]

Stay positive, loads of love xx

[@leanneradoo]

How are you Angie 😊

[@enfys7132]

Your honesty is raw and unfiltered but it’s so good that you find these vlogs cathartic. I have tried to imagine how you feel ..... I would be so angry and wouldn’t have your strength. Your tenacity is incredible.

[@chefcarinm]

I love your honesty. People find it hard sometimes to just sit and "be" with thier emotions, thanks for showing some of us the way. Stay strong, lots of loving thoughts your way.

[@sylviadavis8278]

My heart is so heavy for you. I want to do something for you. The brave , honest way you’re dealing with the hardest thing life can throw at you, is commendable imagine the hundreds of people you’re teaching and encouraging every time they see you. Please keep the physical pain down as much as possible.xx

[@artsy6654]

Dan.....Just wanted to let you know that you are constantly in my thoughts and prayers! Don’t give in and don’t give up......You are one of the strongest men I know. The power of prayer is amazing and you are amazing!

[@roucoupse]

He makes me cry, I can't believe Dan has left our world. I miss his vlogs.

[@MegaCaprice123]

I understand every word you say, Daniel. I’m fighting too, just to survive. I find myself thinking of ways to rid myself of the struggle I face daily. The human spirit is strong, Daniel. I am pleased you are not giving in, stay strong along with your inner self, your soul, your spirit. Maybe, you have hit on the answer of self survival. Bring to the surface the strengths that are within. Thanks for your wise words and from such a young person. You are an inspiration . Thank you.x

[@laclulola4988]

Dan - You are such a strong and beautiful person. Today's video touched the very core of my being. The way you phrase your feelings is quite poetic, yet profound. This is your "fight song," - sing it for all to hear! Love and hugs to you and all you hold dear. ❤️👍

[@monisaldi]

I love the way you are. Your a beautiful person inside and out, tomorrow will be better.

[@lisahudec5883]

I still cannot believe you are gone...such a fight you put up & I don’t know if anyone will ever understand what you went through, except you. Missing you and glad you are at least out of pain now...sending love to you above 🙏🏼♥️

[@selah7778]

So beautifully put straight from you heart. May the Lord bless you. Prayers for your situation.

[@joellalindlbauer4347]

I understand completely Superman. Having had cancer myself, I totally get it.

[@juliedurden5237]

You are so honest and open about your life as you go through this, and I’m sure you are inspiring many people who are also in your situation. I’ve been watching your videos and praying for you dear! And since I’m your mom’s age I can truly empathize with your sweet mother. You are both in my prayers. Please know that you have a friend in Atlanta, Georgia, USA that loves you and supports you as you go through these difficult emotions. May God bless you and keep you strong my dear sweet friend. ❤️🙏🏻

[@5555-b7w]

You are such a warrior! I am in "AWE" of you! Two words...Fearless Trailblazer...You are helping sooooooo many others now and in the future..I am sorry for your own mental anguish, breaks my heart for you and it's sooo. understandable! However, just know how many others you are helping and will be helping! Not many of us will be able to reach others like you are doing, remember that...You are AWESOME! WE will cope for you when you need it!! Much Love!!

[@pattys1113]

So sad watching all his older videos knowing that he passed away!R. I.P Dan!😢

[@NourNour-fy8bg]

Danny boy. You don’t have to justify to anyone why you vlog and go out and about while your battling cancer. Or how come you still look healthy. People can be so judgmental. I found this particularity true with mental illness and depression when everybody expects you to be sitting in a dark room, suicidal 24/7. Live your life and enjoy every moment of it. Cancer is a dark and lonely place and I’ve experienced some of these feelings with my mom and sister battles with it. You’re inspirational. Thanks for sharing with us these videos.❤️😘

[@samanthareviere3243]

Beautifully said.

[@missdaisy5736]

Here’s the deal Daniel; You are an Amazing person!! Most people when faced with cancer are perplexed, horrified, sad beyond words, hopeful, miserable, afraid, angry as hell, bitter, and most importantly either make up their minds to fight or not to fight. Your words of wisdom, “Don’t Give in, Don’t Give up”, is the encouragement made from the right stuff!! Your intelligence, great frame of mind, courage and willingness to fight your cancer makes you a HERO. It seriously does! You give so many thousands of people greater understanding about what it feels and looks like to have cancer. And most importantly, you show people life is worth living and fighting for. While continuing to research your type of cancer with hope somewhere someone will have better answers. I just fell in love with the kind of wonderful person you are Daniel. Real Love for a brother who lives in England and helps people all over the world!! I pray you find the cure⭐️🥇

[@adalineproulx9773]

Miss Daisy a beautiful post!

[@jeaniecoudriet1887]

We love you! Don't ever forget that! Every single one who looks forward to seeing your smiling joking self almost everyday if not everyday! Always remember that when your down you have all of us and everyone else who loves you too that when your down just close your eyes and feel our arms around you giving you the hugest bear hugs!

[@truthtold2]

I would I could be there to embrace you. Three weeks ago I was rushed to the hospital, I knew something was very wrong. On the way there, I didn't know if I would make it in time, so I prayed and then prayed some more. Finally we arrived and I learned that i had a Bilateral Pulmonary Embolism. After three days I was discharged and told to go and see my primary, while in her office I totally passed out. The medics were called, and in the ambulance I could not feel any of my left side. I would learn I had a TIA or mini stroke. My brother had died from a PE ten years ago. What we learned was we had a blood clotting issue in my family. I could have died Instantly like my two brothers, without any warning. But the Lord kept me here. As long as I am here, I need to focus on my family and try to help those who I can. I am still in bed, recovering. It's hard because I keep thinking of the what ifs......the main thing is to stay Focused on Jesus. I have been to Heaven and it is Glorious. Reality is that we all must die........it's hard, because I have wanted to see parts of the world, I have wanted to do and see so many things that I now know i will never see in my life time. But thats ok, because as a Christian I am not suppose to be a part of this world and my thoughts need to be on the KIngdom of Heaven and when they are, that is when I am the happiest. I wish you much love, joy, peace, comfort, healing you are a Inspiration to sooooooo many, the Lord Jesus Bless you, LIsa

[@AshSmi-pm8rk]

Lisa Tesch 💕💕

[@tanyabrown9839]

Lisa, Im not christian but thought your post was a beautiful one. wishing you the best. (Thou not Christian, Ive had a taste of heaven too and yes.. so so wonderful so I do not fear death at all but welcome it when it comes)

[@anaturnea8517]

That’s one of the things that makes you unique, the way you choose to handle cancer and this is inspiring and helping many people in a positive way so nobody can say anything bad about it. Stay optimistic, I hope tomorrow’s results will bring you joy and just no, do not give up! Tomorrow will be better! Sending you lots of hugs!

[@kimeskritt6809]

I love how honest and unafraid you are to show your emotions, Dan. So today was a bad day. Tomorrow will be a better one! Stay strong 💕

[@lylasurvivor9719]

You are so good with words, capturing what having cancer feels like. Love and prayers 🙏🤗❤️🤗🙏🇨🇦

[@flowerlm47]

Dan, I really appreciate you being so vulnerable, and telling all of us the truth about your journey. Of course every day isn’t a good day, fighting this horrible disease. It takes strength to film everyday, and courage to expose the parts that aren’t pretty. Please rest as much as you need to get better. Thank you so much for doing all that you do. You are truly appreciated!❤️❤️❤️

[@peters4144]

I have not much to give but friendship and prayer. You have a great attitude and perspective. I will continue following your updates. Thanks for sharing parts of your life with us.

[@hannakinn]

I think the saddest thing you said is that you feel alone. It's obvious you have to fight cancer on one level alone but step up just a fraction from within yourself and you have friends, family, medical staff and those of us online thinking about you, wishing the best for you. Religious people are praying for you, thousands of us have added you into our lives, our thoughts, our wishes and hopes.. I don't only think about you when I see a new video is posted, I might be washing the dishes and think that I hope Dan is having a good day, I hope the dictors find a viable effective treatment, etc.. I wish that we humans could truly feel the good wishes and positive energy that others try to send our way. Please the next time you feel alone think about all the love, care, kindness and concern being silently sent your way and maybe you can feel a bit less alone.

[@tanyabrown9839]

Angie I think the feeling alone thing comes from the fact that when one has a very serious illness, others truly can not understand how one feels or comprehend really what it is like unless one has been there oneself. That is what causes a sense of aloneness. You can surrounded by love and feel and know this but still feel alone in these situations. It is natural to feel like that

[@AP-sx4nx]

You are incredibly brave. I respect your vulnerability beyond words. I’m praying for you all the way from the States!!!!

[@Nurseblue87]

Seeing this and then reading your Facebook post.... I don't even know what to say. I'm so so sorry this has happened to you, you surely don't deserve any of this, but you are one hell of a fighter and my love and support are with you, and I will forever be grateful for the blessing of being able to watch your videos and see the beauty in your life, reading about you, supporting you, giving what I can to help research, and just being able to get to know you through your social media is amazing and I thank you so dearly my friend!

[@sharronharrison9172]

Such a moving video today, so heartfelt and raw, I think it's great your are portraying the effects cancer has on your life, it isn't all happy days, you are being true to yourself, but we are right behind you, supporting you all the way, wishing good luck for the hospital tomorrow, I hope it's fantastic news, sending big hugs 😊💙😘

[@Anastashya]

Aww Dan, I’ve no words of wisdom and no magical wand to wash away all suffering, but look, look out here and on all your social media - you’re loved so much. You’ve brought people together and we might not be by your side in person, but we’re sure here with empathy by the bucket load. It’s ok to not always feel emotionally 'ok', for you or any of us. Big Hugs x

[@shazakaacutehugsenglish6215]

This got me crying, i feel your pain. Stay strong. Hugs x

[@lc7858]

If there were awards for best vlog on KZbin today's video sealed the deal for you. Love everything about you Dan.....you are one amazing human. I could wax poetic for an hour about everything I find amazing about you, what you are doing, the choices you are making, how you are choosing life, your honesty, your incredible inspiration....ok, more than an hour. You touch everyone of us out here.....thank you. Thank you for your example and thank you for your message. Xo

[@biondabvanleijden341]

To open up like this makes you a very strong person. It’s VERY normal that you feel like this, but tomorrow is a new day indeed. Praying for your hospital results 😘😘

[@HughMcVea]

You are inspirational Daniel, it's only natural to feel down and fearful somedays. Keep positive and keep living. If I could heal you I would but all I can do is pray for you. God bless you

[@michellestephens3126]

Yes,my friend,you will see me tomorrow.......GOD BLESS....and thank you,for being you....PRAYERS...Michelle,a girl from Stone Mountain.Ga.

[@Chopchop752]

Awwwww Daniel I know you’re scared and worried. I love your honesty and openness to share with everyone. There is so many of us praying for you. I wish I could give you a hug and just hold your hand like I would my son. Hang in there guy! Much luv from Texas!

[@cathlynmosby2216]

I started to say you can do this Dan. I thought about the hell we went through with my sons brain tumor. It is stress, worry, Maybe you just need a hug and someone to say , this sucks. Acknowledge it for the crappy hand you've been dealt. Now suck it up and keep fighting, without a winning attitude it will beat you. I believe in God and I pray for you. God works miracles all the time. My son is alive by the way , praise the Lord.

[@soblessed4766]

Dan, having had cancer and now a Chronic Illness with severe pain, the best thing you can do when your feeling down is talk about it...don't hold it in, it will drive you nuts....I feel honored you feel that you can tell us how your feeling, sad that you have to feel this way but so thankful you have so many who LOVE you and support and praying for you....I wish I could give you a big hug right now....My son who is about your age says Mom's hugs cure everything.....touches my heart....I only wish it were true......Pray Dan when you feel down, God is always there for us...he never leaves us.....Hugs and many prayers for you, Claire and your Family.....See you tomorrow!!

[@serendipity9628]

I've grown to care very much about you, Dan. And that's because you've had the courage to expose your innermost self to us all. Know that I am with you in spirit every day...

[@aislingof81]

Much love an respect Dan. Hope tomorrow is a better day

[@jessej.m.e8430]

A lot of people do see people like us as a 'Disease' but we suffer mentally more sometimes. Stay Strong Dan, Love Ya xx xx xx

[@staceysteele7128]

Jessie Reid What the heck did you just try to say???

[@jessej.m.e8430]

I was just saying that the mental side of things isn't always looked at... We suffer physically obviously but also mentally its just as difficult sometimes xx

[@jessej.m.e8430]

What did you think I was saying?? x

[@staceysteele7128]

Jessie Reid You went back and edited your original comment.....it didn't make sense but now it does.

[@lluna1266]

Stacey Steele rudeness not necessary, Stacey had kind intent and if it wasn’t clear to you then you could have asked her to explain in a more considerate way. But hey there’s always dick heads on the Internet isn’t there, even in places when it’s REALLY not appropriate.

[@leehughes8018]

You are describing exactly how I feel. The mental aspect is harder to deal with for me than the physical. I hate being left alone with my own thoughts. You can only keep busy for so long.

[@riv3rss]

I know it must be the hardest experience in the world! But please know that you are loved, and yes you could have one bad day, but many good ones afterwards! Love you doll 💕🌸

[@mjh1900]

Glad we will see you again tomorrow. Those hard days suck like crazy! You are open and raw about real life with cancer. I believe it helps the caregivers and the ones with cancer, as well as helping you to let it all out. God bless. Thank you. Ta ta.

[@michelereagor1917]

Thank you for sharing such deep and private emotions. I feel pain for you because I know you have such a desire to live and live well. Life is so very unfair. I wish I had the power to take away all your pain and suffering. You carry more life in one pinky than most people carry in their whole bodies. You continue to amaze me. I love listening to you during the ups and downs. I pray for you, I pray for a miracle. I have hope, someone, somewhere, has the answers and a cure. Stay strong Dan and fight! Keep living, laughing and loving...

[@renferal3774]

You help me see so much beauty in the world... You help me to be strong and never give up... Thank you for being who you are.

[@antprice8826]

I really can’t imagine what you’re going through Dan, I wish with all my heart you were well, I still get those dark thoughts you are talking about as I’ve suffered with depression for many years, tomorrow hopefully will be a better day, ta ta bye bye see you tomorrow man,love as always 🐜❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@amypeterson8615]

You do better than I would. I totally understand the thoughts that must be rushing through your mind. Coping in your situation is unfathomable. I have no words that would be of comfort. You know your condition. I feel empathy and compassion for you.

[@carolynbertram5598]

'Sending you all the love and support I can. It is not fair. It is hard. It is heartbreaking. Cancer really stinks. Thank you for sharing the emotions. My brother passed from a deadly disease, and so did my Mum. I admired their bravery as I do yours. What we live for is love, in the end. Some of us have to fight really hard, but we fight for those who love us and for the love of life. The thing is, we don't get a choice with this. That's the only choice: Fight for the love, and take all the love and support from those who care, even though we don't know you personally. We are here!

[@cindyalkhasawneh3175]

I'm proud of you!! You are honest, caring, and you are a good person. Of course it's hard. If it wasn't hard for you you wouldn't be human. I am a cancer survivor but to be honest my cancer was easily treatable. But sometimes I wonder if it will come back and it's been almost nine years for me!! I just want to thank you for being you. You are an inspiration to me and I know to many others as well. I will always keep you in my thoughts and prayers. I would never push religion on you but I pray that God heals you!!❤

[@lygamo8018]

You don't know how I understand you !! I have cancer too and I struggle with it every day. You inspire me a lot!! Lots of love from Spain. Xxxxxxxxxxxx I love you music videos😘😘😘😘😘

[@mirlahernandez2193]

This video is different from the others. Many people want to have everything in life, and others want only to have life. You made a reflection, you spoke of your interior, of the struggles that you carry inside. It is not easy to think one thing, and feel another. Sometimes you will fall into depression even if you do not want to, leaving that depression is not easy, it is a daily struggle with your other Dan, your interior. I felt very sad when I did not see you smile. You are human and you have feelings and concerns. Dan son, it may be a comfort to know that we love you very much, that we are here and we will always be here to listen to you. You have another KZbinrs family always supporting you, giving you love. God comfort your heart in moments of confusion and sadness. I love you a lot, son ❤️🙌🏽🇵🇷 See you tomorrow Dan ❤️

[@pilipinay3186]

Mirla Hernandez 👍👍👍

[@Judy122550]

so beautiful said Mirla to our beloved Dan

[@mirlahernandez2193]

Judy K Hello Judy 👋 . I am living in my family this terrible condition. With good news and other devastating ones full of pain. I continue to live this illness closely with my sister. When I met Dan I adored him from the first moment I met him. I call him son because that's how my heart feels. It is going through extremely difficult and painful moments. But here we are, we all give our shoulder to cry or to rest in it. It's amazing how to get to love a person so much without ever seeing them before. This is what happens with Dan. I adore him and I beg God to have mercy on him. (excuse my English). We will always be by your side, now you need us more than before. God bless you Judy 👐 . Please keep Dan in your prayers 👐👐👐

[@Judy122550]

I shall always pray for Dan,that has never stopped since hearing all this some time ago. I think of him & pray for him thru out my day. My heart is so heavy for him. I lost my beloved brother while back. Are you saying you have cancer as well or your sister? I just got a bad word from someone here using that nasty four letter word because I said our Lord is our great Physician this person said the Doctors are not Christ.Christ healed the sick .My brother was to be gone 6 months after he was diagnosed he lived 4 more years, I had abnormal cells and had to have a total hysterectomy I was spared but my beloved brother taken. I do not know why,but one day I will . Dan's music on this particular blog has me crying it is so haunting but so beautiful at the same time Thank you for reaching out.

[@Judy122550]

Mirla do you have cancer? thank you for reaching out to me I am crying now for my beloved brother he left us he had that wretched cancer My heart hurts for Dan & all others with this

[@ClaireStokes1965]

Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings with us Dan, I’m just so very sorry that you’re suffering so much :(

[@1minigrem]

Thank you Dan, for sharing your truth and being a powerful advocate for the fight against cancer.

[@sherrienewell2578]

Thank you Dan. I've lost close family and friends to this horid disease. Thank you for explaining the day to day mental anguish that does/can go with it. Keep fighting the good fight. I do, so much respect and admire you.

[@marieadams9799]

I don't know what it is about you Dan but from the first time I seen you you just radiate the message that you are here for a bigger purpose than this...there's more you have to do!!! Loads of love xxx

[@viviennepopek]

We're always here and listening. You're looking gorgeous as always even if you don't think you do x 😊

[@SarahDiana40]

I really appreciate your honesty and emotion in this video... We love you Dan, we are with you through this! Tomorrow is another day and it’s ok to not be ok 💕 but we are here for you 💕 always in my thoughts see you tomorrow #dontgiveindontgiveup

[@cskiles318]

I’m so hoping better news tomorrow. So glad your talking about your feelings, I can’t say I know how you feel, I did watch several family members go through these emotions. They also said it felt good to talk about and let there words and feelings hit the air. Also nature made them feel better. Seems you have a lot of support here. Nothing we can do but be here and listen. 🤗❤️🦄 USA 🇺🇸

[@myralawson4543]

You have NO IDEA how much you are helping others by making these videos!!l. You just BE YOU!!! ❤️. I absolutely adore your videos! It is amazing that I can see places over there where I will probably never be able to come but have always wanted to. Love and Light my friend😉❤️🌟🙏🏻

[@theparrotrescuer3042]

I'm so glad you shaved! I'm so sorry you're having a bad day. Get some rest. Sending you lots of love, thoughts & blessings & positive energy. We love you Dan. Hugs....

[@ElaineSharon358]

I can only imagine what you are going through! I think you are so strong and brave to put yourself out there like you do. Prayers for you always and love❤💕

[@TheBirthNerdInc]

Amen!! You do NOT look like what you are going through, or what you have been through! And you do no HAVE to!! Live on!! Don't give up and don't give in!!!

[@mariakintu]

You such an inspiration to me and it's people like you that I look up to and think to myself that there is hope for me and you. Just like you I got told that i have cancer which is advanced and not treatable. I am young and I refuse to believe that!. I want to fight and prove that cancer doesn't get to win. I do have those days that you have spoken about but again as you said it's about bringing yourself up and finding another way. Its important to be your own advocate and healer. I pray for you and hope you get better days. X

[@marinapavli5178]

You said it all...no further comments needed,.from us....HARD is HARD...Best wishes and LOVE to you....HUGE HUG...

[@sarag2809]

Dan, you look great and that's because your strong. Hasn't your team gotten back to you about they next step for treatment?

[@kimmiekins]

sending you a virtual hug

[@sandyf6215]

You are totally spot on! Some days are good, some, not so much, but that's normal and OK. Keep on keepin' on. Hugs.

[@susansanders3231]

Appreciate the honest sharing. Glad the sharing helps you. How can you not have some bad, low days? It will pass, all you can do is accept those days, those feelings, and then on good days, go out and do what you love to do. ❤️❤️

[@barbaramoore8344]

Dan, surely you will have good days and bad days as you say it’s normal. I sure wish I could help you in some way. Thank you for sharing this journey as it will help others facing similar diagnosis. I am glad you are venting your true feelings. Love you so much Dan.

[@virginiamicek15]

Dan. I really hate seeing you like this but I understand completely. Considering everything you are doing remarkably well. Love your videos. Thank you for giving us a look into your world. Love Hugs and prayers❤️

[@dadonwheels1184]

Massive respect and luv to you bro for sharing your journey with us! So many of us are routing for you on your up days, and your down days! We respect your courage, endurence, and determination through it all, and above all we respect your honesty, and you not being afraid to be true to who you are!.. ❤💪👌👍✌

[@desiderata333]

Heartfelt prayers for you always sweetheart. Thank you for sharing your journey. Lots of love to you and your family. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 God bless you.

[@tanyabrown9839]

I love your blog as its so raw and to the heart. The only way I can live with my illness is to try to live in each now moment and when it is way way too much that now moment, it calms me to actually think of death and moving on from here.. I are ready when that happens. Ive just found out this week that my last medical assessement, they assessed me as needing full time care, Im only 45 years old. Ive been barely living what one would call a life now for several years and unable to look after myself due to my bodies limitations. Irronically my illness isnt life threatening as such but one in which it takes away my physical abilities to do much at all for myself. Like being a living dead. I do though still love what life I can actually live but Im also so so tired an weary of it all. There is no right or wrong with how you feel about it all.

[@julnicklalovely]

Dan, watch your videos every day. Grown very fond of you. Always wishing you the best. From New York, regards.

[@helendawson3482]

I don’t know you but you touch my heart with your amazing personality and honesty.And yes tomorrow is another beautiful day with hope,keep hope and positive faith.Much love and God bless gorgeous Dan ❤️🙏

[@evelynscott6907]

Honest and sincere video. I could relate to everything you said and feel. I AM that person too -a lot. Good luck for tomorrow. E

[@TheBritot]

Daniel my heart breaks for you, I am sorry to have said this more than once. You are looking good today, glad to see you like this. Everyone had their moments with thinking about giving up and there are many a day where my illness gets the best of me, but we all push through those feelings as best we can. I hope and pray things will turn on the up and up for you, praying for you. Big hugs from Florida. Keep smiling your handsome smile because I am sure it brightens up many people's day!!💛💛💛

[@gregsettle9725]

Good video. There are many types of cancer and no one has the same journey. The one thing that links all cancer patients together is the mental anguish brought on by cancer. Even when being a cancer survivor as I am there are good days and bad days. Hope all works out for you!

[@Judy122550]

our dearest Dan you are a part of us we feel your pain perhaps not to the depths of what you feel,but we know you are hurting in the anguish of this . We love you so much I think we are all grasping at every cure or anything to get rid of this cancer for you.You will be our forever Dan living on in our hearts & how you feel about the world & life itself. Hugs ( Judy )

[@wendystavinoha5618]

My dear Daniel, my heart aches for you. Do NOT pay any mind to the trolls and haters who say you do not look sick. Stupid, horrible haters who get their jollies from taunting a cancer patient? I wish your cancer on each one of them. Please focus instead on all the people around the world whom you have touched and who love you. I am grandmother age and I live in Texas. I pray for you every single day, 7 days a week. Stay strong!

[@juliebradley2776]

We enjoy YOU, love your honesty and openess, your such inspiration, i hope men and woman follow your example.

[@beckyg927]

Always praying for you. 🙏 Thanks for sharing your life with us!

[@tigertalks1567]

You are handling this like a champ. My Dad was a tough guy, 8 purple hearts. He said anyone that says they are fearless are liars

[@johnpayne7036]

Wow, did you read my mind. I worry sometimes about the cancer cells that were missed in my body. I've had to go through radiation therapy and so far the numbers show the results are very very low. But I still think about the very small amount still there. I can relate to the depressed state of mind and yes tomorrow is a new day! I agree with you Daniel. Take care and know I look for your vlog every day. It's the first vlog I look for. Thanks for being real.

[@eastender6846]

Miss you Daniel, and as long as your video's appear in my news feed, I will continue to watch them. I know they are there for a reason. Blessings to you above. xxoo

[@valerieriley2861]

Hello Dan, I really don't know what to say, I truly understand what you are saying. I am bipolar for 20 years now although it is not life threatening you have no escape. Don't give up, tomorrow is another day. I often say to myself when I get up "I made it". We are allowed to be sad. Val

[@missdaisy5736]

You are dear to me, not because of the way you look, and even, not because you have cancer. It is because your sharing descriptive explanations about everything within life, and the way you appreciate life, makes me drawn to your spirit and your soul. And that is the true essence of this world and the world to come. See you tomorrow⭐️🎵

[@pattersoncurse1023]

I can't imagine how hard it would be for you. I am so sorry you are going through it. Xx💛 I'm glad you are vlogging though.xx

[@claireamphlett-thomas7057]

Sending you all good vibes and positivity for tomorrow Dan. You are doing sooooo well. Great straightforward honest vlog.

[@debblydebs]

My heart breaks sooo bad for you. I wish so hard for something wonderful to come your way. Whether it be in the form of a divine miracle or remarkable break through such as a cure for cancer. My best wishes are always with you and I wish you all the best. Hang in there my friend. I hope that for anyone reading this to please throw out a prayer for Dan.

[@bills9516]

loved your post, really you put my exact feelings into words. One survivor to another, thank you.

[@AspieAnswers]

Dan, thanks for sharing this. Thanks for being real and raw with these emotions. We all have bad days once in a while. We don't need to dwell on these. Its okay to not be okay. Its okay to be mad. Its okay to be sad. Its okay to cry. We don't always have to answer to everyone and that we shouldn't have to seek validation from others. It's what we think of ourselves that matters. Enjoy your personality and gettingbto know you more as a person as we grow and learn from each other. Yes, life can be tough and cruel but we can get through it all with the right support, mindset and attitude... Xxx you're amazing and an inspiration to others. I wish you all the best for these test results and I pray that you'll find peace and hope in this bleak situation. . "The real test is not whether you avoid this failure, because you won't. It's whether you let it harden or shame you into inaction, or whether you learn from it; whether you choose to persevere."

[@piskeyelf]

Behind you all the way, amazing guy on one hell of a journey. Believe in you. Hugs xxx

[@jackiedyball4377]

Wish my son hadn’t given up..... Big love to you hope tomorrow you have a better day xxxxx

[@AshSmi-pm8rk]

jackie dyball 💕💕

[@tanyabrown9839]

jackie. maybe he didnt give up. Maybe it was the right time for him to pass and he knew it

[@jackiedyball4377]

Tanya Brown I guess that’s something I will never know

[@angiemacslilmitesanmore]

Remember,it's ok to just be a human being..This isn't a show,it's your life..I am so honoured to be part of this journey with you.xxx

[@rikkardgustafsson8253]

Carry on good man....You're such a great person....

[@pjmundy8257]

Yes, hoping tomorrow brings good news Dan. You could use some good news. HUGS

[@infinitebeauty155]

Shut up. You're making us cry we love you so much don't you dare give up this fight!!!