Cancer Vlog

[@katiesfarmhouse]

We are all on the way out- some sooner, some later- and none of us will be here in a hundred years. It's part of the deal- life is fleeting. You're a fine, intelligent man. We all have tons of regrets- serious, legitimate & appropriate regrets. I'm 62 and know a good bit by now. You're an excellent man.

[@waynewells1958]

Yes and a 100 years after we pass no one will really remember all the toil and joy we went thru.

[@nationalduo4945]

@@waynewells1958 sadly It will be about 40 yrs….

[@shellcshells2902]

11/22/2021 - RIP dear Daniel. You fought such a difficult fight. Praying for your dear friends and family. Sure going to miss you!

[@mikehospodar6431]

Ok there’s something really special about this guy. The voice, the message, the emotion. He’s facing something most of us fear, we are all going to be there. His story is not over it seems like a beginning not an end. As a Christian Im praying for this guy, we all fear death but it’s not an ending but a transition into something better. I ask all Christians to pray for this man and ask the Holy Spirit to touch his heart as well as all of ours. If he is to go on the greatest adventure ever may 1000 angels lift him up to my lord and savior Jesus Christ. As Steve Jobs said “ Oh Wow, Oh Wow, Oh Wow” !

[@beautifuldisaster8455]

Please God place your hands on this man and heal him. Prayers to you.

[@prometheuspredator7971]

Amen 🙏🙏🙏.

[@MissMariQueen]

God should have prevented Daniel from getting cancer in the first place!

[@loridocter2144]

I'm a cancer survivor and I know the fear you are feeling.I still have fear of my cancer returning. I decided to live my life and not be afraid of what might happen. I'm praying for you and it's not over until it's over.

[@shootayibyukhrabaytak674]

Get some Ativan from your doctor..............forget about dying and just live as happily as you can......love to you and get something for your anxiety (Ativan).......don't fight just live and be happy..........don't let death loom over you - it's no way to live.....maybe it's real maybe it is not...........stay happy.........meditate focus on breath, it will calm you. Don't worry about liver............naps are good, helps your strength.............don't depress yourself with what you didn't" do.....we all have regrets - you have made no mistakes - you are a kind and sympathetic person.........love yourself!!!!

[@daphadila]

Such lovely advice! ❤️❤️

[@justbrandi420]

What AMAZING advice, please take it. We support you all the way ❤

[@TheDebbi57]

He. Is being real!

[@barbaracouch9624]

its not easy trying to keep it off your mind

[@shelbyprice7790]

Trust in the lord for the forgiveness of your sins for the life after this

[@bzylizzy]

Personally I think you are a bit of a legend posting this, there are so many people in the same boat as you just wanting to hear the thoughts of others in their situation. I think this is a very selfless thing to do by talking honestly about it all. I hope you can get your anxiety under control and wish you the absolute best.

[@JulieR73]

You have such a gentle soul. May God be with you and bring you peace.

[@christylinck4493]

I hate cancer so much. This young man should be living his life, not facing any of this. Your costume was absolutely amazing, Daniel. I figured it would be good before actually seeing it, but not THAT good! That coat is so dope lol

[@youcancallmesteph]

I’m 31 and dying of a neurodegenerative disease. I totally get what you’re going through. All of your feelings are valid. If you ever need someone to talk to, who gets it.. I’m here ♥️

[@dreamwarriordiary5339]

I send my best thoughts to you as well.

[@lisaferrin362]

You are brave Steph!! I'm so sorry!! I hope you have lots of love and support around you! Praying in Minnesota

[@mollylenyo1407]

Praying for you from Indiana 🙏❤🙏❤🙏

[@Moon52171]

❤ Im so sorry

[@youcancallmesteph]

Thank you so much for all of the love ♥️🙏🏼

[@stephy6199]

I like how your videos still show up. Life is a journey even after it ends

[@sadiebestdogever4982]

Biggest, biggest hugs to you. You are such a strong yet gentle soul. Such a lovely combination that this world could use so much more of.

[@juliagulley]

Just found your cancer vlog today 11/10/20, my heart aches for you! I am in the medical profession and deal with death and dying on a daily basis. Not only do you have the right idea about establishing a legal will to designate where your things end up or who they end up with but you should also consider an advance directive for health care decisions to determine who will make medical decisions for you in the event that you cannot make them for yourself. Absolutely push through with treatment but in the event that it all becomes too much and you make the decision to stop aggressive treatment consider Hospice. I lost my father early in life to a gastric cancer that metastasized to his brain and liver, I watched as he struggled and fought to the very end because he was the single parent of 2 small children. If I had been able to tell him to stop I would have, his struggle was brutal beyond imagination and has left my sister and I with deep emotional scars. His illness was the impetus for my decision to go into healthcare and every time I have a conversation with a patient or a family member regarding end of life I always consider my father's struggle and his reason's for fighting and the peace he could have had if he had stopped fighting. Life is worth the fight!!! You are worth the fight!!! Your family and friends are worth the fight!!! But if you chose to put down your battle ax and kick back in your recliner...that's OK too!!! Peace be with you my friend!!! I hope you find the courage, the energy and the strength to get up every day and fight until you decide not to. I will be on the sidelines cheering you on every step of the way.

[@norma2445]

Beautifully stated!!!

[@flowergirlabc123]

As an RN, I agree with your words which were well written. I'm with you Daniel! Hang in there.... From Ontario, Canada 🍁 hugs

[@bjornholmqvist3230]

Well written very indeed... Hindsight is 20/20, but I have been through a similar case with my mum, so I understand exactly what you mean. It was 20 years ago for me and left me with horrible memories, was a teen at that time. I wish you all the best.

[@jackiecosta7620]

This comment is so true and I do hope that this brave young man considers either Palliative or Hospice Care.

[@sarasmith19]

How do you do these directives . As as wife can I make these decisions ?

[@Dltp259]

It ain’t over til it’s over, there are lots of treatments , but I understand your fear and it’s hard to see anything positive. As you said, you don’t know us personally, but you have generously shared yourself with us. We are strangers who care, who feel your anxiety and pain and are hoping and wishing and praying for you. Wise words about regrets.

[@markbrown3315]

You say you're afraid. I accept what you say. Along with that I see massive strength. Which in turn gives me strength.

[@funtimefranky]

I prayed for you. I had a friend with terminal cancer, she was given 6 months to live. She actually went on to live for another 17 years! She was always busy doing stuff, she helped look after her mother who wasn’t in the best of health and she never told her mum she was sick because she didn’t want to upset her and she thought her mother wouldn’t be able to cope with the news. Well, my friends mum got sick and passed away and my friend died less than 4 months later. She helped her dad sort out all her mother’s affairs, traveled abroad to sort out property they owned and then not long after getting back home and sorting everything out, she went into hospital and passed away. All that time later... 17 years after a 6 month diagnosis. I don’t believe it was a coincidence that she lived so long and then died so soon after her mum passed. My friend had a drive to help others and she did stuff for people every day. She ran a business and still went to work most days even if it meant taking nap on the job. She booked holidays every year and had a full life right up until a week before she died.. She continued all the family routines - simple things like getting fish and chips in every Friday night, planting flowers in the spring to watch them to bloom in the summer, redecorating a room. I guess I’m trying to say that she didn’t let cancer change her course.I believe putting her mum before herself somehow helped her go on for as long as she did. She told me of friends that deserted her after her diagnosis, she thought it was because they couldn’t deal with feeling awkward around her. Her partner of 10 years left her too and the crazy thing is, some of those people actually went on to die years before before my friend did. She was involved in some trials and she told me that every now and then an individual in the group would be cured or show no visible cancer so it’s definitely worth looking into trials. I don’t say keep fighting, I say keep living. Fighting is tiring and you need all your strength. Many very elderly people wake up daily and enjoy life even though they know they are knocking on heavens door. I know all this is easy for me to say bc I’m not in your situation but I believe you can still have a good life and possibly a long one!

[@shannonshares7025]

Anxiety meds would really be helpful and anyone battling what you're battling would need it. I stumbled across your channel and I'm glad I did. Praying for you and that you get some peace along the way.

[@ginaswannell3649]

😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭 so bloody unfair.... 3 years is a long time to fight But it’s in your nature not to toss in the towel yet You’re anxiety is so understandable You’re a legend dude! A fighter and a funny man...this is heartbreaking I so want you to recover I wish I could hug you! Comfort you somehow But I’m still sending positive vibes from Australia 🇦🇺

[@Eric-xi7xe]

Ill pray for you. And we dont know eachother like strangers but We CARE.

[@stephenwatt33]

My heart goes out to you Daniel, you have my prayers and best wishes.

[@iprefersteve]

I really do care about you, Daniel and I want you to know that I’m here, and I will be here until the end, whatever that end may be. It breaks my heart that you are going through this.. just know that you aren’t going through it alone. Stay strong, okay? I’m still praying for a miracle.

[@jorgieg1]

I just spent the last 2 hours watching your vlog from the beginning. You’re such an articulate individual and May I say, easy on the eye... Thank you for sharing your life with us. And your kitties. I love animals so much. I also love your Halloween costume...outstanding, really! I will look forward to being able to see your horror stories too! You’re such a sweet guy. I’m so glad I found you.💗💗💗🐱🐱

[@81boswell]

Such a honest man, its so unfair ,im crying watching this,he doesnt realise what an inspiration he is so brave to show people all these thoughts, your nephew will be proud of your a brave sole, i want to read your short stories x

[@jlcollins7673]

Same....just. ...tears and more tears

[@Gaurianna]

I see you And your total honesty. Words fail me You are in my thoughts 💗

[@maryyung1994]

This video so touched me Daniel. Hugs to you dear.

[@SnazzyBoxx]

Daniel , pls don’t beat yourself up about regrets & missed opportunities. Perhaps you could write yourself a letter forgiving yourself for those kinda things. It might make u feel less sad about the past. I hope we get to hear the horror stories cause you’re such a talented writer , perhaps we could pay/download it , so we get to keep a piece of you too. :) & that halloween costume was so cool & realistic , great job 😎

[@kathyh4804]

We all have regrets of our past May Jesus hold you in His arms

[@marvinewilliams8281]

I'm so sorry you are afraid. God will be with you. You are so precious.

[@galescott8433]

YES! .HE IS PRECIOUS! I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES!!

[@NewEarthWellness]

I've said a prayer for you just now. I will continue to do so. May God bless and keep you.

[@janerainsford8996]

I have lupus and when I’m feeling terrible I’m always told “you look so well!!” With that in mind I have to say you’re looking well today. Hope you get some time when you feel good enough to enjoy life a bit.

[@laclulola4988]

Most words and platitudes seem insufficient in addressing your current situation, but I want you to know that I would be so proud to be your friend apart from the internet. You are honest, caring, and and deserving of every kindness and support that is offered. Your life has meaning, and you, my friend, matter in the great scheme of life's unpredictable twists and turns. Noone wants to leave this earthly existence, but rest assured, you have made your mark, and will be remembered for your honesty and perseverence in the face of tremendous odds. I love you, my brother - you have greatly enriched my life. Thank you for being you.

[@eliseyoder8562]

Daniel, When you talked about not having kept all your bridges in good repair, I paused the video and sent an email to a friend who is getting a divorce, offering support in several forms. Thank you for inspiring me to do that.

[@tiffykai70]

RIP - his costume was unbelievable! I wish those pictures would go viral

[@bully246]

The way you talk straight from the heart and convey it in such a creative way is a real gift, I would listen to anything you put out there. Love a good horror story too! Try to focus on and enjoy the now, no one knows what tomorrow brings.

[@brendapeterson4637]

Daniel, I just came across your channel and I want to thank you for sharing your feelings. It's helps others going through treatment and helps caregivers. My husband passed away in 2018 from Glioblastoma and he never really opened up about his illness. He did cry and say he didn't want to leave me though and that made me cry as well. I think it's great that you share your story and the love and support you receive must warm your heart. Hang in there and keep fighting ! Your still winning.😊😊😊😊😊 The halloween costume is awesome !!!

[@blacksheep9772]

Daniel, I stumbled across your videos just recently. I was drawn in by a thumbnail pic (previous video) of yourself. I immediatley felt and saw something behind your eyes that I beleive I needed to hear. I clicked on just based on that feeling, didnt even read the title, so the video could have been a squirrel running around a tree, or a grown man explaining how to tie shoelaces but I knew I had to see it. 😊 Now that I DO know your situation, I so desperatley wish I could provide some solace or peace or something. You know, you have been quite articulate about your thoughts and feelings but I feel there is something even deeper maybe words cant express. I wish I could sit with you, allow you to talk freely without judgement, & somehow provide comfort. Its really awful that I know a fellow soul is in need that Im unable to help with. Please look after your mental health as well. I so hope you have that person or persons in your life that you can really speak with. Someone that will hold your hand when something hurts, that will hug you when they can see you need it, will just listen. I will be watching and sending you a shit tonne of positive vibes from Australia. 😊😊😊😊 P.S. Holey moley, that halloween costume was frightening!! I loved it! 😃

[@matthunt4512]

Try to remember my friend, its truly not a ending but a new eternal beginning. You have a beautiful soul. Love

[@triciaphillips4271]

I'm heartbroken for you Daniel. You're truly amazing, dignified and brave. And I love your photos, they're brilliant x

[@1916lunt]

Cancer has touched us all. That is the common bond. That is why you are not alone.

[@jenniferhamer167]

You gave so many people strength from your strength and courage, right to the end. So much so that it was a shock to learn that you had passed. I miss your kind face and the empathy you showed to others whilst facing this fight yourself, spoke volumes about the person that you were. See you on the other side xx

[@caries167]

The saddest video I have ever seen 🙁 I seen the pain and fear in your eyes. I hope and pray the treatment will work for you!! Gosh I hate cancer!! Hugs to you always!! Your costume was absolutely amazing!!!! Loved it!!

[@lillyrose3545]

Do you have palliative care? They can help a lot of anxiety and help with other symptoms to make you comfortable, help with anxiety, and a lot more. It’s for anyone with chronic illness regardless of prognosis. Thank you so much for sharing your journey. We are all standing with you, and wishing you the best. You are a f*cking warrior. I really admire your frankness, and being so open about your thoughts and feelings.

[@lilyrose3145]

Great advice.

[@fenomenagold8745]

I wish I could hug you....I cannot imagine how you are feeling but I wish I could bring you some solace 💜💜

[@KrissiCreates]

I just found you today! I hear you. I see you . I'm here for you ! You are not alone in this time! I've been through Cancer with my Mother and my husband. It sucks ! I can tell you this from what I learned being both of their caregiver. If treatment is to much...stop taking it. My Mother battled for 5 years with what started as breast cancer. It metastasized to so many areas over the 5 year course. About a week before she passed away in my arms she had a very lucid moment and held me and told me that if she had do overs she would have stopped the treatments to have quality of life over quantity. My Husband said the exact same thing. We knew his was terminal from the beginning, but he chose to go through treatments that made him so sick and miserable that he couldn't enjoy the things he loved to do. Both of them got on a anxiety med which helped them so much !! As far as regrets...we ALL HAVE THEM !! Please Daniel do not beat yourself over your regrets ! I know how those regrets hurt and remind us of the should, would have and could have events in our life. You are not alone in that ! I'm a Mother of a son, possibly about your age. I'm a Grandma to an 18 year old Granddaughter that is figuring out her path. I'm a woman that lives with chronic pain due to several things, Fibromyalgia, damage from car accident and I have HepC. I'm not in your shoes, no one is, but I am here. Listening, praying and watching your journey ! Hugs from a virtual stranger from Kansas

[@muriellelecontehunt]

That costume is so good, cannot believe it is you under there!

[@kirasussane1556]

Your emotional clarity and ability to express yourself is admirable is just a shame that talent has to be show through this circumstances. I send hugs and prayers from Mexico your way Daniel hoping the treatment helps.💗♥️💗

[@kellyzimmerman2225]

Listening to you... hearing you. I suggest you research NDE (Near Death Experiences). I promise there’s nothing to be afraid of. There is life after this and it’s AMAZING!!! It truly is the feeling of “going home”.

[@furbabiesarefamilytoo]

Praying for you!

[@Tomas-major]

Hi Daniel, I have been following you for a while, I have a partner with terminal liver cancer and my heart feels like it is going to break, I see him go up and down and I have seen him be frightened and I have seen him pretending to be ok when he is so definitely lot. He sleeps slot and is very weak, my heart goes out to you, I hope you have family support. Lots of love and positive energy that I hope may help xx

[@daniellelevesque1820]

just remember that God is always with you and death is not the end!

[@prometheuspredator7971]

Amen🙏🙏🙏.

[@jacobsjungle5676]

It just suck though that god isnt real. It suck man but once your dead that is it. No heaven, no conciousness, just nothing. Kind of like before you were born.

[@MissMariQueen]

@@jacobsjungle5676 Very well said!

[@anaakaanastasian8920]

@@jacobsjungle5676 It sucks that you've never felt the indwelling of the Holy Spirit! ✌bro!

[@carolehayden8566]

Classiest costume ever. As a cancer survivor, I understand the fear and anxiety. My heart ❤ is with you, sweet man.

[@dottygirl6973]

The pictures are glorious, your whole look knocked it out of the park. Thank you for sharing so much of yourself with us. You are a wonderfull, creative articulate force of nature, and I salute you.

[@JF-kv1gm]

Daniel, thank you so much for being upfront and honest about your predicament. It's so important that we start to learn to talk openly about what's going on, the realities of a terminal illness. I remember reading something said by a US writer who had cancer to a friend.. . "we're all dying but I have cancer and you don't." (Btw, that wasn't meant to sound harsh or disrespectful, before anyone starts commenting!) You are a sensitive, courageous, giving man, I can sense that. In these videos, you are giving so much information that might help others on a similar journey. Thank you again, Daniel. My thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult passage.

[@Roudter]

That feeling...the anxiety and fear... I'd steal it from you like a thief if I could...

[@carolynbertram5598]

I would do the same. There are so many people who you've never met, who would take all of your anxiety and fear and pain in an instant.

[@lattymom1]

You can't wrap your mind around the thought of death. All I can say, is that this is very sad. I have son's your age and your so eloquent with your speech and in chronicling. I don't think I will ever forget your face and your story. As I age, I prepare in little ways. I've written my kids very personal letters in case I should pass. I say in case lol.. It's as sure as taxes, that one day I will pass. Your legacy will live on. Hugs from Northern Canada. I'm so sorry of what your going through, but thank you so much for sharing your story. Your Halloween costume was so amazing. Holy crow.. It could win prizes.

[@vincentfoley5367]

Bravery personified. A good man. The World is a better place with you in it. My prayers are with you.

[@vickery8205]

Oh, Daniel....I’m so sorry and so sad. You are a true warrior my friend...lots of love and prayers 😘

[@adelehrassoli9807]

My heart is crying for you, you’re very strong.May God bless you a good health dear

[@Lilybet1316]

Honesty is always a good look. ❤️

[@judyhager-schmid6188]

I don't know what I can say to make this ok, it's not ok. You are a gorgeous young man and I hope you have lots of love and support in your life.

[@everest_bound]

I work in clinical cancer research (although I don't interact directly with patients) and I found your videos a year or two ago because I wanted to see the human side of oncology (as opposed to looking a spreadsheets all day) and I am so grateful to you for showing me that. Thank you for such a personal video and I'm so sorry about what you're being faced with. You're right everyone has regrets; it's what makes us human. I would love to hear your stories you're so very well spoken and very succinct in your words. Loved your costume! Not sure if you're a gamer but it reminds me of a Bloodborne (gothic/victorian game) character.

[@staceydoty2253]

My heart goes out to you..Get the doctor to prescribe Ativan for your anxiety. ..do whatever you need to do to be at peace and have the doctor's give you whatever you need to keep you comfortable. God Bless you

[@sarahalbers5555]

Yes, take some Ativan. It works well and you don't feel totally spaced out. Also, they gave me some good anti- nausea meds, which really helped with my appetite. The liver thing is awful, but we are all praying you will come out the other side!

[@aminaww3446]

I’m Rooting for you Daniel. Sending love your way

[@Abarger0006]

You are so transparent, and I appreciate that. Don’t beat yourself up over stupid regrets, you cannot change the past. I think most of us have regrets, just not everyone admits it. You are in my thoughts. I am glad you made this video.

[@judithdwarkin2700]

My heart breaks for you. Thank you for your honesty and trust. You are making a difference in this world that time will not erase.

[@mindy2215]

A shower of blessings and a big hug! Loved the Halloween pictures!

[@josi3758]

what a beautiful human you are. so honest, so brave, so self reflected. You deserve a long life on this earth, there is much to learn from you. I am sure you touched many souls in your life, most propably without even knowing. I wish you as many fulfilled days as possible dude. Sending warm hugs your way

[@sukijohnson5398]

I wish I could hold your hand and give you a hug...sending love and prayers. 🦋🌈💜

[@scorpiokitty9745]

Hi Daniel. I'm a cancer survivor. And you are so right-looking your own mortality in the eye, is probably the most terrifying thing one can ever do. You have to experience it to know what it's like. When it comes to regrets...I had a few of those too. Until I realized that every single thing you regret, are all things that you did or didn't do...PAST TENSE. It is water under the bridge, it is history, it is gone forever, and you can't do anything about it, you can't change it. Nothing. What to do about regrets? Kick some dirt over them and move on, and make sure that you live the rest of your life the way you want to, with no regrets. That's how we should all live-make it count. Noone knows what will happen tomorrow anyway.

[@ginaswannell3649]

Ohhhh and I love the Halloween 🎃 costume.... unreal!

[@elizabethhartnett2478]

Cancer sucks and I am so sorry you’re a very handsome man you are in my prayers 🙏🙏🙏 I will be by your side!,

[@elizabethmaxwell5532]

I also just found your channel I can not imagine what you are going through, I am going to pray for you everyday! Lord please watch over Daniel and lay your healing hands on him! be near him during all his treatments and free him from pain! free him from fear and have mercy on him in Jesus name amen!

[@lisasmith7530]

Oh my God. I hate cancer! It took so many from me and I was a cancer survivor for 25 years but now it's back...I have so many regrets ...🥺...Your videos have already stolen my heart and I just came across them. I see the pain in your beautiful eyes. Stay strong Daniel and reach out if you need!

[@BlancaTorres-lk9oo]

Always think positive and keep a strong attitude. You’ve got this you’ve got people who are behind you and praying for you every step of the way.

[@amberfoster8089]

You came up on my timeline in Ireland. Praying for you Daniel 🙏♥️

[@Anastashya]

That costume for Halloween was the best I’ve seen! But man, I HATE cancer with a passion. It takes the most wonderful of people 😞. Your video came as a recommendation and I’d love to be a supporter. Just wish I could give you a huge hug! xx ♥️

[@jaynedoe80]

Daniel, you are a most wonderful man and someone I would love to know. I wish I could ease your suffering. With my whole heart I'm praying for you.

[@kathywright4173]

Sharing your life helps so many, I feel so much hope for you, the world needs you. Hugs

[@debrazaborowski7625]

You are so loved! We all have to go through this one day! You are just so young and this is so sad! Find peace and try to forgive yourself for your regrets. Like you said, we all have regrets. Just like all of us, please try to let go of them. By the way, you are amazing and awesome.

[@hawkesbayboy1]

Hey Daniel. My name is Rob and I’m standing by you bro. I wish I could put words to what I’m thinking as beautiful as what you do. That coupled with your gentle voice makes me want to listen more. +1 subscriber. On a lighter note, the 911 text you have set up with a mate is a fantastic idea and as for those Halloween pix .... wow!!!!!! That’s Hollywood scary movie stuff. Lots of bro love to you from New Zealand. 👍

[@marlabaldwin7011]

I just came across your channel today. This video was recommended so I decided to watch it. I found myself feeling as if I knew you just from the way you present yourself & that is a very good quality to have. You are very personable. As I listened to you I could feel the tears well up in my eyes then stream down my cheeks. I wish I had some profound words to share with you to help you feel better but truthfully I am at a loss for words. I truly want to see you beat this disease & I believe you really will fight with all your might so I have subscribed to your channel to hopefully be among the others who encourage you to keep going. You seem like a great person & I look forward to seeing your videos. You can win the fight. I've known others who have. Sending you peace & blessings 🙏 😊💜💜💜💜

[@jonnycavell]

Huge respect to you for your dignified and honest account. Thinking of you at this difficult time.

[@lindylouwilliams8331]

There's always hope, don't give up yet, xx

[@Maria-zc6jp]

Your costume is perfection!!!

[@rogergraham6448]

praying for you i had stage 2 colon cancer they took out part of my colon now i am 10 months cancer free theres always hope

[@pennybaker3589]

I wish so desperately I could reach through this screen and hug you. This video absolutely breaks my heart, I want to offer words of encouragement but I don't even know what to say. You are amazing and what you are doing by sharing your story is awe inspiring. I will continue watching and caring and praying..with a heavy heart, sending you love💕

[@marilyngoossens5623]

Hi Daniel, It makes me feel so sad to hear what your saying but I understand it your a very brave.man Lovely man,I love listening to you ,you have such a calming voice I could listen to you for ever. We don't want you to die but there is always hope. I wish I could give you a hug .i hope we give you comfort and strength.Thank you for been so honest about it.i Carnot imagine how you must feel, sending you all my prayers and love your costume was fantastic,I would never have guessed it was you brilliant..Try and keep positive and just take a day at a time.love Marilyn x. From Wales in UK

[@kelormz8785]

My mom had stage 4 lymphoma (after beating breast cancer years earlier). A doctor actually told her she was going to die. But now she’s in remission. U can beat it too. Don’t give up hope. Prayers and hugs to u!

[@theresagreene7234]

I understand that feeling when cancer came back for the second time! I am still here to wish you the best and hope things turn out well whether you live or die! God bless and keep you in His loving hands !

[@PerezHilton]

Sending you 💡💡💡💡💡

[@Secular-Serenity]

Awww, Perez, I like that... 💡 💡 💡

[@lilnitty4366]

❤️..........................❤️.....................❤️

[@jacobsjungle5676]

He loves following cancer people. I've seen him post on a couple. Even sent a video to this cancer youtuber peeweetoms who passed

[@timothysingh9946]

Goodluck my friend. You're a warrior! You got this buddy. No matter what the outcome, you've fought long and hard. You're an inspiration and you should be proud of yourself. Thank you for your KZbin videos. My prayers go to you and yours always.

[@biah1801]

So sad when I whatched this. You're a true human and a shining star. Always will be. ⭐

[@2wirefox]

I just found you today, but wanted to know how sad and sorry I am for your illness. You are a very strong man and bless you for doing this for others. I hope you don't give up and know that we won't either.

[@sarahalbers5555]

Same! Sending you love and healing vibes from No. Va.

[@plagueonwords]

Oh Daniel. That was a hard video to watch. I hate seeing you like this but just know we're all here for you and don't feel as if you have to put on a brave face all of the time. You need to let your emotions out rather than let them bottle up inside, especially with what you are facing. Your words about keeping bridges strong between those you love were beautiful and will stay with me forever. Also, your Halloween costume has to be the best Halloween costume I've ever seen! It was awesome! I wish you the best of luck for your treatment next week and I hope, and pray, that it will help your cancer. I really don't want to see you go. Keep us posted about how it goes next week. Take care Daniel xx

[@margl7793]

Just found you. You will be in my thoughts and prayers. I know the fear of cancer first hand. You do not have to put on a brave face. Feel your feelings. Share them. Don't forget to live your life.

[@Lass_-hm7ly]

Daniel, it is ok to be practical and you are so brave! I was a respite nurse for many years. I am so glad you are preparing for the worst, but living each day! Take one day at a time. Try to do or think of one thing that makes you happy and smile each day. It is hard. Don't regret your past. Everyone has regrets, but nothing can change them. Think of today only. Big hugs to you!! Keep reaching out when you are in low spirits. Remember, you still have today to enjoy!

[@prometheuspredator7971]

My heart and soul goes out to you, Daniel. God Bless you.

[@zenfulkatoria]

I’m tearing up ...😢 We are here for you. Your costume was amazing!

[@nanettebryant7599]

Big hugs, many prayers being sent to you. Loved the pictures. ❤

[@colleenregan9130]

I just found you! 131 first...I have to go back and watch them all ....your face is so kind.

[@trishajohnson7237]

Your honesty is beautiful! Cancer sucks, and I hate that you're going through this again! It's so easy for me to say be strong, be brave, stay positive.. but I'm not the one facing my own mortality. I pray for peace and comfort through your journey. Please say and/or do as many of those things you are wishing you had before now as is possible. Light and love is sent to you from me. ❤🇨🇱

[@Itbmurr1]

Daniel, I’m sorry to hear this news. I’ve been praying and cheering you on to good health over the past 3 years. To finally get into remission and have to go through this again. Prayers for you buddy. Just prayers.