Writing a Letter to My Wife in Heaven- The Tears were Flowing- Grief Journey

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Jenny Appleford or Kyle Appleford
7211 Haven Ave, Unit E-407
Rancho Cucamonga, CA 91701
Kyle’s Channel:
/ @kyleapple9702
INSTAGRAM: jenny_appleford
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DIAGNOSIS:
March 19th, 2021 Stage IIIA Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (Non-Smoking)
February 2022 Stage IV Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (spreading to Brain, and other parts of lung and lymph nodes)
Gene Mutation EGFR with Exon 20 Insertion
TREATMENTS: Received or currently Receiving
2021: 8 Rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin and Paclitaxel) with 30 concurrent radiation treatments to chest and lung
Failed Immunotherapy directly after Chemo and Radiation (Durvalumab, 1 round)
2022: Chemotherapy
10 rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin, Alimta, and Avastin)
6 with Carboplatin, 4 without
Targeted Brain Radiation (Completed)
Most Recent Treatment plan, prior to passing:
Whole Brain and Spine Proton Therapy (Radiation) 13 sessions
Clinical Trial Medication NOLA
The purpose of my channel is to document my cancer journey to look back on, and/or help anyone else going through anything similar. It is also to potentially help loved ones supporting those who are in this fight as well. This is also an easy way to update a lot of people at once. My main goal is to have footage of this journey for my husband and children to look back on. I originally created this channel as a sort of video diary for my
family.
Thank you so much for following along on this journey. Your love and support help me so much.

[@jodiepetersen5041]

My beautiful daughter died seven years ago this April to fentanyl poisoning the loss is overwhelming.I will take your suggestion and write her.The love between you and your wife have inspired so many 🥀🥀

[@user-sk2px6ox7m]

So sorry my daughter that’s 35 is in active fentanyl addiction I worry every single minute of my life😢

[@sandradalessandro2935]

I. Am sending u luv n prayers🙏🏻🦋

[@ThePortalTheory]

Im so sorry to hear this i truly hope she gets help. Also make sure you are seeking professional help with this as well. ❤​@user-sk2px6ox7m

[@ThePortalTheory]

❤ so so sorry for your loss

[@purpleviolet2058]

I'm so sorry for your loss💜

[@anitamoore995]

How many women would love to be loved the way you loved Jenny. You are truly one of a kind. Anita from Troutdale, Oregon

[@littleangel8955]

I am 🙋🏼‍♀️ My husband loves me dearly and show it 24/7 year after year ♥️ and same with me. We have 8 children and 3 grandchildren 🫶🏻

[@davinawonderling9361]

I hear you, Anita! I would love to be loved this way, too, as I am certain we all, as women feel this way ❤

[@jcirillo63]

@anitamoore995 I agree. I know my husband loves me, but he just doesn’t show it the way Kyle does. We are 60 and have been best friends since we were 15. We just celebrated 17 years of marriage. We each had 2 daughters before we married and now have six beautiful grandchildren. Having a blended family has not always been easy, but we have gotten through it and that’s what matters. I guess everyone shows their love in different ways.

[@theresariley1426]

Anita, I am glad you said this. I had tears and a lump in my throat this whole video because after 28 years of marriage it's over - my husband didn't love me (said it himself) the love that Kyle has for Jenny is just beyond overwhelming to my soul - it a good way - but I would love to had experienced just a little bit of that love with my husband. RIP Jenny.

[@nightengale829]

My whole 70 years I have never experienced a love like the 2 of you had. Not even close.

[@lavernenippard1826]

Such a beautiful letter Kyle. The number of people who miss Jenny is astounding. We all love her so much

[@Fr0galicious]

I feel like she would have been such a great friend in person. She’s that friend/sister we all wish we had. Beautiful in every way.

[@kimh207]

She was one of a kind inside and out we miss you Jenny ❤️

[@superchatcat658]

@@Fr0galicious I always appreciate your comments @Fr0galicious

[@rmilkyswife]

I know I’m so happy I found the channel while Jenny was still with us and yes it’s easy to fall in love with her beautiful soul.

[@WANNAWATCHIT100]

If only we could all find a husband and father like you

[@kimh207]

RIGHT!! He's the best❤

[@myniece11]

Right?? I just might believe in love if there were many more Kyles on the earth.

[@rosegarden316]

Your letter to c Jenny is so precious and so Beautiful too! Thank-you so much for sharing and May God bless you during this so difficult time! Sending loving prayers your way today!💙🙏💙

[@karenmuth9224]

If we could but all shine like Jenny, oh what an amazing world it would be

[@ThePortalTheory]

Right? ❤

[@kimh207]

So true❤

[@suemuster9826]

Absolutely 💯 %

[@amandanorrie2942]

Love this ❤ these videos help me come back to reality and gives me a reality check when I feel like I’m spiralling over the little things in life. And that’s an amazing thing , so powerful showing us for a moment, what means the most.

[@battybethc8061]

True! I love Jenny and miss her! She is so proud of Kyle in Heaven! 🙏🕊❤️🐞

[@HWolfe]

So many people wish that they could have 1/10th of what you and Jenny experienced in your marriage. You are a great Dad, and were a wonderful husband. That is part of the legacy too. Like the love that will always be there for your kids to tap into. That will last forever. TY always for sharing , Kyle.🎉❤

[@ThePortalTheory]

Ledt an awful and long marriage w highschool sweetheart (both to blame) and now my current bf left me for a big promotion on east coast didnt even warn me. He left me w all the bills our cats we adopted together I'm in this big empty house alone. He didn't even bother to get me a birthday card this last bday. Last bday I got an unwrapped tshirt I am/was codependent I'm learning(too nice and worries about everyone but myself). 1st week of Feb. Grief keeps gut punching me and last several days I can't stop crying. Not for him but for what I had hoped for in this last relationship. I'd give my life in place of Jenny knowing these two found what most of us strive for always. So heartbroken because they deserved each other for this entire life. Ladies never/ever ever settle. You know you deserve this kind of love. ❤

[@TashaTashaa]

This is so true. I’m 32 and have NEVER experienced a love like this. They were so lucky to find themselves together from a young age and to have even shared this once in a lifetime kinda love.

[@wendyouellette]

@@ThePortalTheorywe just celebrated our 51st anniversary and my husband has always been a gem. Such a gentleman and opens my door every where we go. So many people get married and figure if I’m not happy I’ll get a divorce. That’s the problem these days.

[@JoaneDV]

@@ThePortalTheoryI’m so sorry 😢 I know what you mean.

[@aimeeguerrera2579]

I don’t think I’ve cried so much in months.

[@michelleevans4948]

“ I promise to take care of your babies forever “ 😢😢😢😢. My goodness Kyle, this hurt my throat. Please take comfort in knowing that this beautiful lady passed over knowing in her heart that her babies would be forever looked after . Hug those beautiful children hard for me ❣️❣️❣️

[@lightningdays4823]

My mom does this to my dad. He passed in Oct 😢they were together over 54 years. Together since they were teenagers. There is nothing that anyone can say to console her. She can’t sleep 😢so so sorry this happened You were a wonderful husband and continue to be a wonderful daddy.

[@marlenejones6266]

Oh that has to be so so hard. I'm praying it gets easier for your mom. Hug her for me

[@lightningdays4823]

@@marlenejones6266 thank you so much ❤️❤️ I always share what Kyle says in his videos and we started making a rock garden for my daddy too We miss him terribly 😥

[@zeek4749]

I am so sorry 😢my papa passed away two years they were married for 55 years 😢😢

[@lightningdays4823]

@@zeek4749 so sorry 😞 I feel like I lost my mom too. She doesn’t laugh anymore 😥 her joy is gone and there is nothing I can do to help. I keep her distracted, we live with her but it’s still so sad not being able to take a little of the pain away 😥

[@Dana_at_LAX]

@@lightningdays4823 seems like she died with him...and that this is a slow case of going via heartbreak...hopefully she can find healing

[@HL-ny3lc]

When i lost my sister , she too was young, i started messaging her on her phone, social media , i knew she wouldn't reply , but it helped me so much , it really did. I have an angel sister , and her name is Wendy, and one day ,il see her again ❤❤❤🥰

[@triciasingleton8800]

My sister lost her life in a car accident at 19-years-olds. Her name was Wendy as well. I understand the pain you are going through. My poor parents suffering cannot be put into words. My condolences and thoughts are with you.

[@HL-ny3lc]

@@triciasingleton8800 I'm so sorry you lost your sister too. And your parents lost their child. My father died a few months after my sister, we think from heartbreak . So, i know they will be together. Hugs too you and anyone that has lost someone close. Take care of yourselves 🥰🥰

[@debbievaters3487]

Winnie resembles her physically; Ellis has her personality ❤ she was special and gone too soon 😢 I didn’t see her videos until she had passed; she reminds me to live life fully and be present because you never know. A true gift.

[@ninaappelt9001]

Jenny most assuredly lives on through her kids.

[@sadieyoung7397]

Kyle , you succeeded in making me cry at that beautiful letter to Jenny. 😢 Grief is a powerful thing to go through, some days you’ll be okay then it’ll hit you like a ton of a bricks. You’ll deal with this journey of grieving for the rest of your life.. you loved Jenny so greatly and missing is all about love. What a beautiful love letter to Jenny. She knows you miss her and is there right next to you even thought you can’t see her. It’s so unfair on what happened to her. Life continues to prove just how unkind it can be to taking people we love away. You’ll be okay Kyle, we’re all standing behind you, looking after you like Jenny wanted. You’re never alone.

[@shanlon3213]

Does anyone go back and watch old videos just to see her kind spirit. I do. And I hope it also helps kyle financially

[@allysoncouncil2833]

I go back and watch old videos too. I miss sweet Jenny and miss her sweet voice and her beautiful smile.

[@simplelove513]

She was the most graceful, kind, warm and loving person I’ve ever seen in my life. She will always be a beacon of light that shines wherever you go. I miss her too. She gave me such a warm feeling. She has left her legacy and that is her children and you. You make her proud 🦋

[@rosemarrypolack5708]

Yes! I think this is why we are still here for Kyle. We feel her loss as well❤ Kyle lost a lot. We feel for him❤

[@AnneMoshtael]

Yes! Kyle is a hero of husband and Dad ♥️🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼♥️🙏🏼

[@Lockz5789]

Kyle Jenny would be so proud of you the way you are keeping the place and being you and the kids, so never think you aren’t doing a good job because you’re not you’re doing GREAT sending prayers for you and the kids

[@debrathatcher7099]

Wow! Kyle this is truly the best tribute I've ever seen. I'm 53 years old and no man has ever loved me the way you love Jen. She was so lucky to have you as her husband and the father of your children. You're absolutely special inside and out. ❤

[@deanieferris2210]

Iam 73 never seen it before either.❤

[@chromecast9689]

Sending love 2 U and the kids 😢❤

[@michaelahass2695]

​@@deanieferris2210 Wow...love is so precious ! GBY always ❤

[@carleenvince6748]

My husband died April 10 2024 ,24 years ago at 39.... honestly the most traumatic day of my life. On Wed the 10th I cried a lot Even though I am happily remarried almost 20 years, my daughter is now raised and we have a beautiful little granddaughter. I still grieve and cry for all he has missed. The best advice that I can give you is you will learn to function and live day to day and even be happy. But you will always carry heartache and grief because I don't think you can go through a traumatic experience like we did watching a young vibrant person waste away from a horrible, terrible disease. My husband too had cancer which means a very traumatic sad ending. My daughter was 12 years old at the time. It has affected her in many ways. A lot of the ways I'm seeing now since she has her own little girl. Most people are widowed later in life. '70s '80s they have come full circle raise their families. See grandchildren and it's still sad when it happens but for us who lost our spouse early in life before we even got to really enjoy the good parts is so traumatic, sad and so unfair. Best of luck to you and your children. Enjoy the happy memories, enjoy The happy moments that are ahead of you ❤️

[@TrishaBertrand]

Can not see Kyle taking another wife my mother was the same never took Another

[@debbiemurrell3632]

God give you peace and God bless you and your family. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@Kikifriedmann]

​​​​@@TrishaBertrandfor some reason I can see Kyle finding love again after some time!!! No doubt about this! Jenny just left 5 month ago. Kyle is a very strong Soul and he will be open to love again, for sure!

[@carolann4329]

@@Kikifriedmann😊

[@Nallisn]

@@KikifriedmannI hope that for him as well. I think with his fun personality, many women will be attracted to that. Unfortunately, I think it’ll be hard for him to not think he’s cheating on Jenny

[@petitehippie7064]

I am in tears. The most beautiful love letter I have heard. Jenny was one special lady. A perfect love story. Love to Kyle, Ellis and Winnie. From Australia.

[@murpyslaw]

We only got to know her virtually, what a special and precious soul! She's gone but still here with us somehow; thanks Kyle for sharing her pics, your pure love and your grief, her smile is still brightening our days and will continue to do so for long time! much love to you and the kids

[@RF1972.]

I did the same thing Kyle for my son and I wrote letters to him for quite a while after he passed away. I wrote it on his Instagram page. You know what's interesting? I believe even though he is in heaven God allowed him to see the letters and how much love I have for him. Remember Kyle..The bible said God is close to the broken hearted I believe that so very much❤

[@isnoo1]

A woman I only knew via the internet - she was soooooo damn special. To all three of you.......... please know I am sending LOVE and HUGS and prayers of strength. I am hoping you will all get through this and begin to build this new phase. You KNOW what she wants for you all and she will always be with you.

[@beckyg3697]

Special memories that last forever ❤

[@LizaFergison]

What a beautiful letter to beautiful Jenny. Her eyes shone with happiness when she was with you and your wonderful children.

[@pjk1714]

Kyle, that letter should be shared with your children as they contemplate marriage. I hope when Jenny was writing cards to the children, she slipped a few in for you. If she didn't, I'm certain she didn't forget, she knew you could do this and the depth of your love together would carry you through.💜🌷🪻🌸🐞 Keep writing Kyle

[@colettemurray1234]

That's such a HEALTHY thing to do Kyle....you can still talk to Jenny through your letters sending you a massive hug ❤

[@planetluna9554]

I went out to check the mail today and on my mailbox was this beautiful ladybug, without even thinking I said out loud “Hey Jenny!” It made me laugh when I realized what I had said, it was a moment of joy and warmth. It made me pause, reflect and appreciate the beauty in all life’s little things. Sending you love Xoxoxo 🐞

[@southerngirl1408]

Jenny is not a bug or a butterfly. She now has a spirit body and is hopefully in heaven. No where in the Bible does it say that people come back as bugs or butterflies.

[@planetluna9554]

@@southerngirl1408 I’m spiritual and Buddhist, I believe in the magic of all life and things we can’t understand. I was simply sharing a beautiful moment, no need to project your religious beliefs on others to put them down. Let’s coexist my friend. Xoxoxo Blessings to you

[@misshamilton]

We all believe what makes us feel better i believe the ladybugs are her gift to show her fam8ly she is near not necessarily being the ladybug ...next time if ur beliefs are not helpful dont share them ​@southerngirl1408

[@kelsgecha7559]

Kyle, some people wait their entire lives to experience what you had. I am so sorry that your heart is hurting and that your kids miss their Mom. She truly was a special person who touched SO many people. You are right. She is still with you. She is still in your home filling it with love, those things are all still true. When your daughter sees those ladybugs and butterflies, they should bring her comfort. You should continue to take comfort in all of these things because Jenny would want you to. We, as a community, appreciate how vulnerable you have been with us. You have shared so much with us that most people would have chosen to keep private. Jenny loved this community, and we were such a big part of her as well. We will always be here to lift you up and support you when you need it, Kyle!

[@pattyfazzini]

I very rarely comment on your posts, but felt compelled to do so today. First, I had watched your wedding videos in the past...actually numerous times...and one of the things I'll ALWAYS remember that she said to you when she started saying her vows was, "Kyle...I am obsessed with you...". I can understand why. You are the epitome of what a husband and father should be. So genuine and kind. You kept your vows right to the end...in sickness and in health...till death do you part. Each picture of Jennie was more beautiful than the next. She is a gorgeous person inside and out, and I can see why you fell so hard for her. You were the perfect couple, the perfect family. Her smile could light up the darkest of rooms. Beautiful letter, Kyle (as I'm wiping away tears). You are doing everything Jennie would want you to do. There is no doubt that she's smiling that beautiful smile of hers and is so proud of how you are handling everything.

[@astros5234]

Beautiful letter to Jenny. My husband passed away in 2012. I write a letter to him every day. We were married 24 yrs. I have no children. I have a dog. I know my husband is my guardian Angel. Jenny was a beautiful person. She loved you and her children. I live in Katy TX.

[@michaelahass2695]

So sorry for your huge loss , my heart goes out to you, sending you my best healing vibes from France, Paris ❤🙏

[@joannemates6367]

That could quite possibly be the most beautiful thing I have ever heard. I just knew when I saw the title of this video I was going to cry like a baby. I cried into my dinner. I’m 50 years old , some people never find that kind of love. I’m so glad you found that in each other. Keep writing, Kyle. It helps. It really does. Sending so much love, strength, healing and peace from Country Victoria, Australia 🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@dianejverderiver]

I just can't come up with any words that can make sense of the tragedy you are living. You are an amazing man, husband, father and child of God. Grief work is the hardest work we will ever do. Prayers for continued strength during the tough times.

[@lorenarivas5485]

Jenny is so loved and missed 😢😢❤❤❤❤❤

[@BabyDee72]

Love u kyle, every woman should have a kyle in their life. Your an amazing soul, passing that light on to Winnie and Ellis. You were a wonderful husband and care giver to jenny. Im sorry cancer had to take her away and so young❤

[@mickamoo1]

She was an amazing strong beautiful soul. Why does cancer take the best people. So sorry Kyle. ❤

[@juliegotshaw]

Good morning, it’s 5:15 am here in Northville, Mi. Your whole family has my heart. Kyle you were a good husband and a great Dad now.

[@LittleSuzi86]

Your heart is so beautiful Kyle👰🏻‍♀️💞🤵🏻‍♂️

[@AngelasNoFrillsASMR]

One day, you will be able to watch your wedding video, look at photos, and celebrate mothers day ... without any tears. You will laugh, giggle, joke, reminisce about the much appreciated time that you had with your beautiful Jenny. Your pain will ease and you will wake up each morning, smiling. Smiling at your beauftiful children, smiling at the day, smiling at how well your doing as a daddy, smiling at Jenny as she watches over you from above, smiling at the new flowers that have bloomed, smiling at how proud Jenny would be at how well you are coping. Even though off camera you will be a million percent crumbling, and you know what? That is ok. And remember, I always say this to my kids, when little and now as adults ... ' Your best is always good enough ' And you my friend, appear to be doing fantastic. One day at a time, one breath at a time, one foot in front of the other at a time, one tear at a time, one smile at a time, one memory at a time. Take your time, your time is precious. Jenny is with you, she is surrounding you all, you cant see her but she is there, because when a love that strong between man and wife, mum and children, is there, then that never ever goes away. Its in all you touch, all you feel and everywhere you go. Jenny is your children, Jenny is you. I am sat in my little garden in the UK, the sun is trying to poke through and I have my headphones on listening to your letter to Jenny, and I looked up at the sky and the sun came out. Im sending you all the love I can from the UK. Im proud of you ❤

[@jeaniethompson5653]

Jenny set you up for success in this hard part of God’s plan. Jenny is here. She is light❤

[@kellydean1974]

You miss “your person”…all that you’ve weathered, enjoyed and triumphed over TOGETHER. A “great love” brings an intense sense of loss. Your two kiddos are the legacy she left :)

[@bellarose6218]

So beautiful and yet so sad 😢❤

[@janettecooper3631]

It’s 34 years ago today since I lost my soulmate from lung cancer. I wrote him a letter with my thoughts & buried it in his grave, I am a spiritualist & have had many visitations from him over the years. Like you have the ladybug around when Jenny is with you I have a white feather. It never heals but you learn to live with it. My husband did smoke & my biggest consolation is that my two children have never smoked after growing up without their daddy. I truly feel for your pain at the moment Carl, it will get easier & Jenny left you something very special two beautiful children 👶👧🙏🥰 love from Balgal beach Queensland Australia 🇦🇺

[@speakthetruthever]

Brother you are making me cry... praying for you and the lil ones❤

[@wanyatelborn]

❤

[@purpleviolet2058]

💜

[@bekahelder537]

Good to see I’m not the only one awake. I understand your sleep schedule. Vows are a beautiful thing!!! We miss Jenny!!!

[@Kim-anions]

Yeah, it does show up whenever it wants.

[@mariesullivan9154]

When my Momma and then my granddaughter passed away, I found a beautiful box and made a slit in the top. Every time I missed them or wanted to call them and talk to them, I would write a letter to them instead and put it in the box. My children also wrote letters to my Momma. They were grown when I lost my granddaughter, of course. It helped us all so much to get those words and feelings out. I still write to them. I always keep paper and pens beside the box in case my children stop by and wants to write to them too. I've had to empty it many times over the years, but I keep every letter put up. It has been so therapeutic for me. Kyle, you should try it so the kids can write too when they miss Mommy. Just a suggestion. I miss our sweet Jenny, too. I go watch her older videos just to see her face and hear her voice.

[@Cynster777]

Your letter was so heartfelt Kyle. I still can’t believe she is gone either. I will always question WHY for such a wonderful, human being and great Wife and Mother was taken so young and had everything) to live for. She deserved to live a very long life with you and your children and one day Grandchildren. Life is just not fair. I question things like this all the time. I truly believe you two were meant for each other and you would have always been together happily. This is heartbreaking!❤

[@openlybookish]

Pairing reading this with pictures of Jenny is PERFECT.

[@marlenejones6266]

All i think of is when she told us she was dying. I dont know what to do. Im scared. Her face....so terrified. Im sorry she had to leave you and her children. She was a beautiful sweet loving person. May your heart heal and let you know some relaxing time without too much pain.

[@ilb735]

👶🏼🐻 Beautiful Thumbnail Beautiful Hearts 💝💞 Beautiful APPLE FAMILY 💞 💜Beautiful Letter!!💜

[@jennyapple4704]

Thanks 😋

[@ilb735]

​@@jennyapple4704💞💜 love & Hugs you all 💞💜

[@lucypucci3211]

Just absolutely inspirational, what a beautiful family , Jenny was amazing , but kyle don't doubt yourself you are doing an inspirational job , just as you were lucky to meet Jenny. She was so lucky to have had you😊

[@belindafischer2920]

I was told to write my Mom a letter, she was my best friend, And I could never bring myself to do it. It would bring up too much pain.

[@fionahunter72]

Perhaps one day ❤

[@sweett7140]

Wow!! I just ugly cried. What so many of us would give to have a love like that!! Your children are so lucky to have you.

[@Lisa.Halloran]

Me too, bawled my eyes out. So scared that I will never experience anything close to this. I'm so happy for Kyle and Jenny though.

[@VickiHouston]

Kyle, your letter to Jenny is incredible! What an amazing family you have! Jenny is such a beautiful soul. She shares the same birthday as my daughter Abby. Born the same year. You’re doing such a great job with your children! We are all so proud of you. It’s very vulnerable, what you’re doing and your audience (Jenny’s audience) values and appreciates you! I know it can’t be easy! We’ve all been watching you for many years and also since November 5th. You made a promise, in the beginning we could all see how difficult it was for you to vlog. I’m hoping now that a small amount of time has gone by, that this is therapy for you and helping in your healing journey. You’re incredible and so easy to see why Jenny chose you.

[@thesimplelife963]

I think that was so lovely. My mom misses my dad, like you miss your beautiful wife. I think you should get a prayer box and write letters to your wife and your children write letters to their momma. It's good therapy and it shows a lot of faith knowing mommy's not far away. My daughter writes letters to her future husband and puts them in a prayer box. It's beautiful.

[@TNJ7]

I write to my brother. We lost him in Nov 2022 and we were best friends and he was like a son to me. Your so brave Kyle and you guys are doing good considering what y'all been thru. We were all lucky to know Jenny she will be missed a lifetime. God bless you and kids. Hugs

[@aimeeguerrera2579]

We all love and support you and your family ❤️

[@jennifernicole2644]

@jennyapple4704 Kyle, you are a prime example of a gentleman, a loving soul who loved til death did you part, a fine father, and just an all around peaceful human. The world needs more husbands and fathers like you.

[@user-rm5nh3tu3o]

Thank you for the beautiful pictures of Jenny, some of which I had never seen before. I think about your family every day. You are doing a wonderful job as a parent. Must be hard to be both mommy and daddy but you are rocking it.

[@loriweir7831]

You are so right. Jenny is "forever a light in this world". I am so thankful for youtube for allowing me to see her light. And you, Kyle, are a light too. Keep shining bright!!!!!

[@marilynfoster6556]

I lost my son - never thought of writing him a letter- thank you. Jenny will always be remembered by so many of us. What a shining light she was/ is. 💔🐞🦋❤

[@hbennett5640]

❤❤❤

[@jillmiklinevich3942]

My heart still hurts for you guys I still watch and I still pray ❤❤❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@ouiser1955]

Good Morning Kyle ☺️ What a lovely letter. The pictures were the perfect backdrop while you were reading the letter to us. Your children are Jenny’s legacy. You all are so very Blessed to have such Wonderful memories of your dear wife. God Bless you. Lots of Hugs from this Grandma ❤🤗🙏🏻

[@melb6862]

With love and hugs from the UK, Jenny lost so much as you all did but your letter to her is just beautiful and perfect x

[@monicawood-wd8tg]

Love from the UK Kyle ,what a beautiful letter to your wife Jenny

[@soniaperichon5776]

I needed a good cry today and have been fighting back tears all day. I miss my mum so much. My eldest son is getting married next week and I want her here so bad, like physically here. I have no doubt she will be with us spiritually but I need to hug her and see her. I let all my tears out watching your video Kyle. All of us are united in grief in some way ❤

[@peggysito1556]

Kyle I have watched you and Jenny every sents she got sick. Your love for each other is so Beautiful. That Letter was so Beautiful you wrote to her you made me cry. You love for her will always be their Ellis and Winnie are so lucky to have a Father like you. I am so proud of all three of you . Kyle your the best Father ever.

[@brendam4965]

Such a beautiful letter from a loving husband. ❤

[@karendowie2741]

Dear Kyle, thank you for your suggestion, grief is agony, watching your video this evening comforted me, l am going to write my husband a letter. Your courage and love inspires me to be strong. Like Jenny you are a beautiful soul.

[@27Eilene]

I think one day when it doesn’t hurt so bad, you would make an amazing grief counselor. ❤

[@sconnielassie]

You’re forever a unit of four. And you will forever have Jenny in those beautiful babies. Hugs from our family to yours.

[@nancybrace1233]

I cried along with you today. The fact that you grieve so hard really speaks to how much you love your wife

[@user-ys6fq7yx1b]

You are a very special man. Your wife, Jenny was so lucky to have you as you were to have her. Your love together is what love should be like.

[@jhappygirl3072]

Kyle, as I watch and listen to you, I can feel the love you have and share for your wife. Thank you for sharing. Love you all.

[@andrewdonohoe]

❤ o

[@stormyyxx]

Death is so natural and yet so painful at the same time

[@Oceaneyes-eh6vs]

Oh Kyle, tears are flowing down my face right now. Such a beautiful love letter. I know that not only do you miss Jenny, but she misses you too up in Heaven. Jenny had a way about her where she was like a child at heart, but so very wise beyond words. It’s so unfair that you two have to be without each other in life, but you will always be together in love. It’s now 2:42 where I am.

[@mactheslovac8673]

Sounds to me somebody needs a life

[@Samantha-dp3hq]

Good morning Kyle... Sending you lots of love hugs and support from the Fitzgerald Kennedy cousins in Ireland... You are doing a great job with everything Kyle. Grief is a long and difficult journey my friend... Time is a great healer. When one has know such pure and wonderful true love... Which is rare to find. One without fault, just perfect in every way. It's no wonder it's so difficult to live life and function in their absence... Your doing it though... Still feeling it... But living and functioning in this life for your kids and yourself... Stay strong keep up the great job your doing. It will get better Jenny is in Heaven now looking down on you and her babies... Smiling proud seeing what a great job her husband is doing... Life is but a journey And very short Stay encouraged and strong in yours 🙏

[@sk8erdude872]

Watching this makes want to go hug my wife right now, while I still have time. Because I should never take for granted a single moment. Thanks for sharing your beautiful story and Showing me what is mattering most in my life right now.

[@lynnecartier9740]

You are an incredible person Kyle. To share this is extraordinary. I loved it because it's so raw and so real. You have a gift my friend. Follow your instincts. ❤

[@silvialogan9226]

Kyle, that was a beautiful love letter which you wrote to Jenny. Looking at her photos when she was healthy and even kid photos of her in the Funeral Service is very sad. She never deserved such a terrible disease and die at such a young age like that. Life is so unfair.

[@andreaconroy3623]

Our love for our soul mates does not stop because they have died - it continues on in our hearts. Thank you for sharing this with us Kyle - she will always be with you, always.

[@annegleason8442]

My best friend died last Sunday!!! I wrote him a letter In heaven too!!! 😢

[@LeonaMcLinden]

You are doing yourself, your children and Jenny proud ❤

[@lynnwiltshire]

Love you Jenny & Kyle. I will never know a love like yours. It is truly one of a kind.

[@realsdsk]

Incredible tribute, Kyle. Tears express what words cannot. Let them flow freely... 💙

[@sandradalessandro2935]

7am. Philly. Just waking up. Have fda approved clinical trial n radiation today latestage in the bones lymphoma. Who do I see first thing pop up that gorgeous wife of yours. Tears are in my eyes. She is always will be one of the best humans to walk this earth someone whose cancer journey helped me. Inspired me. So much luv in my ❤. Your luv together lives on with the beautiful bright souls you two created. Sending u. Hugs today!!!🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞🐞♥️♥️♥️🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@rayneebranch9690]

Sending some special prayers for you this morning ♥

[@sandradalessandro2935]

Aww. Thank u. God bless

[@joannesbardella5413]

Sending prayers and positive energy ❤

[@annegleason8442]

I know how you feel Kyle! My boyfriend died on Easter Sunday!! I miss him so much!!! 😢i miss everything about him!!! But you are not alone!!!

[@deborahwolff5651]

Such a beautiful letter, Kyle. Always keep it in your heart forever. ❤ Jenny is always listening in Heaven.

[@lynnelittlejohn7922]

Jenny was a beautiful brave lady, when feeds come through in KZbin with her lovely face it hits me again she has left us. You were a truly amazing husband and now an awesome father.? Sending love, hugs and prayers Lynne U.K. Xx

[@maryharrington1008]

Thank you, Kyle, for sharing your beautiful letter and photos of Jenny………she continues to be a magnificent force of goodness. 🙏🏻♥️

[@cynthinaj1222]

My sister lost her husband 11 years ago to this day she misses him so much. ❤God help you. what a beautiful letter to Jenny Cynthia from New Mexico

[@CarpediemMarti]

Such a beautiful letter! Your family is also beautiful. Praying for inner peace for you all. Jenny will be forever missed.

[@katharenchamberlain5721]

There are some realities that will never make sense, especially when it comes to the length of life of a beloved. You, unfortunately, have learned this way too soon. Blessings.

[@fionahunter72]

Oh Kyle. Your love is the epitome of what many of us hope to glimpse for ourselves in a lifetime. I love your love. It’s pure, beauty - full and ever-enduring. We all miss her a fraction of how much I can only imagine you do. I feel privileged to have witnessed Jennys soulful beauty through her channel. Sending you all so much love x

[@janereinhardt4715]

That was a beautiful letter to Jenny, Kyle.

[@joyce9523]

Kyle ilost my daughter, Ithought iwas going to die,she was my life,The air i breathed, and my mom last year 😢It hurts the grief is hard ,It never goes away,No matter how happy you are 😢It does hit you like a tun of 🧱 s,,,,But it gets easier,thanks Kyle,Its time for me to write a few letters,See you soon sweet friend,love you and Winnie and ellis 😊

[@SophisticatedBob]

You're in better shape than I was at this stage in your grief. Nothing but admiration for you sir.

[@michaelahass2695]

Whishing you to recover and find a new sens in your life, with all this huge love you've lived with your latter wife, in your heart and brain. Sending you healing vibrations and positive energy from France, Paris ❤🙏 God Bless You and all those having suffered from these traumatic , unfair losses.

[@RockFan89]

I saw a quote recently that read "you will still bump into grief in new and unexpected ways." I had a hard time accepting my dad's passing years ago and found something about grief that was given to my mom. It read, "The present, with all its pain and sorrow, is the only reality you have. Memories are important, but they cannot be used as a shield against the present." I took my time with the sadness though and applied the last quote whenever I needed some strength to face the day out in public.

[@amandajs21]

I do this with my mom. I also talk to her in the car. It sounds crazy but I feel like she can hear me.

[@audsk9953]

Oh Kyle how beautiful…tears are rolling down my face … hit me right in my heart.you are one amazing husband and father so genuine,you should be so proud of yourself I know Jenny would be…thank you for sharing such a personal and beautiful letter…sending you and the kids lots of love and hugs ❤❤❤

[@beryl9538]

This is the best idea ever, putting things down on paper is so rewarding. You are a beautiful family. I will always remember late Jenny. We see her everyday in the kids.❤

[@robinbriand3362]

This is one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen. Such amazing love. You are a very special man to share this with all of us. In your grief you are helping all of us out here that are on our own grief journey. Jenny’s love will forever live on.❤

[@stampintt]

Thank you for the gift of sharing the love you and Jenny have. It touched my heart so deeply.

[@ThrifterPickerShipper]

Well I was bawling by the fifth word.

[@viviennewhitlock3619]

That was so sad but so lovely ❤❤

[@SheliaRPierre]

Beautiful. Jenny was so beautiful...inside and out. Yes, grief just pops up at any time. You're doing a great job. Wishing your family strength and peace.❤