Carol and Call Me By Your Name - The way you touch me

The volleyball "touch scene" in Call Me By Your Name and the touches in Carol.
"It never occurred to me that what had totally panicked me when he touched me was exactly what startles virgins on being touched for the first time by the person they desire: he stirs nerves in them they never knew existed and that produce far, far more disturbing pleasures than they are used to on their own."
Andre Aciman

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