Carry You

[@Graves_187]

I wasn't expecting to tear up like that from a Jolt video. I'm so sorry man, my condolences to you and your family.

[@MikeeeOT]

May Drew rest in peace prayers to you and your family jolt 🙏🏾

[@HummusThunder]

I'm sorry for your loss brother. Condolences to you and your family♥ Fly high Drew🕊

[@Dysfunction]

Rest in peace, Drew ❤ Love you Dean

[@eefan]

Deepest condolences to you and your family Dean, I can't imagine what you're going through right now but take good care of yourself

[@agms911]

I am profoundly sorry for your loss Jolt. I’ve never really had a clan tag in COD before, but I think I’m going to run [DREW] for a while now. May he rest easy knowing he had such a wonderful brother.

[@NeightrixPrime]

Shit man that breaks my heart - I'm so sorry. Same thing with my younger sister a year ago. It brings a kind of sadness i wouldn't wish on anyone.

[@Jolt]

[@Rikuyami_x]

The smooth aimer king has returned ❤👑 Edit: Now that I’ve watched the end of the vid. Utmost respect and condolences to you and your family. May Drew rest in peace and know that you are loved man. We’ll always be here for you brother no matter what 🫂❤️

[@ethiom101]

None of us will ever know Drew like you did, but we'll all miss him just the same. Wishing you, your family, and your loved ones safe travels and peaceful days Mr Jolt 💚

[@Kitkatttthe]

Glad to see you're back, Dean. This was a tearjerker.. Rest in peace, Drew.

[@Chilli_FPS]

Sending my love from down under brother. Take good care of yourself and give yourself the space to reflect and heal. You’re so strong and you’ll grow every single day ❤ My deepest sympathy for you and your loved ones Dean. “I know when that hotline bling” -Zurxi 🕊

[@jsirius94]

I wasn't ready for the end of the video, especially with the Destiny throwback right before. All the time I have spent playing with my brothers, in Destiny and other games... I can't imagine what you and your family are going through. My condolences and I hope you can find peace and some happiness in the memories as time goes on...

[@thebreather4951]

We all love and support you Dean Bean 🙏 Thoughts and prayers for Drew and the family 💚 ⚡️ I remember watching the video of you and him a while back, just from that I could see the special bond you both shared.

[@renriff7939]

such a wonderful tribute! 🥲❤

[@thecake3134]

Bro that bit with blue on destiny had me dying at work

[@TamiyaPhilippW]

Uff, that hits deep. 😢 I just can imagine how hard this must be, but seing the happy moments you enjoyed with Drew and sharing them with your community, I am pretty sure, you and your family will keep him in best memories! ❤ To all you out there, who are sad or even worse than that. It is not shame to talk about your feelings or to admit that you are struggling in life. It actually is a show of force to face your problems and talk to somebody about it sothat you do not have to deal with them on your own! Wish you all the best in life ❤

[@fz_phoenix8818]

Let’s goooooo…that ending hit hard man keep your head up and always look forward life can be the most confusing shit sometimes but you know we are here for you dog…stay strong

[@billybadass7483]

I lost my older brother when I was only 10. He was hit by a car, and I found out he jumped in front of the car. I feel your pain brother, and my condolences to you and your family. Love you Jolt, and stay positive man. We all love you. Keep your head up king 🧡🧡🤴🤴

[@Moezkitchen]

10:13 I woke up in the middle of the night having a nightmare so I opened KZbin to watch the first COD video that comes up first. It got me feeling depressed af! I’ve been fighting back depression for almost 4 years now which had a lot of suic.idal attempts and since then I’ve been trying hard to get out of it and I started going out more and even go to work however it all got back to me recently and I went back to therapy. I never felt this suici.dal for a while now and I hope I don’t act on my thoughts tonight as I’m feeling really emotional and overwhelmed. Lots of love to you Jolt and to your mate. May he rest in peace ❤️

[@Jolt]

You have much more of an impact on the world than you're aware of. Hang in there.

[@TheBeretGamer]

It's good to see you upload once again, Jolt. I'm sorry for your loss. Take as much time as you need, because loss is never an easy thing to go through..

[@thesilverbird45]

The end hit me so hard. May Drew rest in piece. Prayers for you and your family

[@RUNITSTRAIGHT]

this is such a beautiful way to honor your brother..

[@TreestainTV]

Damn clicked for Cod and stayed for the sad part. Glad you posted this. Hope you post more soon! Keep your head up.

[@KPong1337]

Deepest condolences. What a lovely tribute. Hitting me deep. 🖤 🖤 🖤

[@Embedded-Nick]

Rest in peace to Drew. I don't even know how it feels to have a sibling. But I think anyone that games a lot can appreciate how great it would be to have someone to be your Player 2. I hope your healing process is as smooth as possible

[@notkevin7662]

Deeply sorry for your loss. Sending our love your way, Dean.

[@supam23]

ik i was a bit late to this video but im actually so glad that i watched it... People dont realize what its like until they have something like this happen to them.... much love to you dude and im 100% sure that we will all be here in support when you come back RIP Drew AKA Zurxi

[@joshfarrell6842]

Man that ending... really got a sense of his personality and what he meant to you. Know there's a proud brother watching that, and watching over you. Hope you have all the support you need.

[@garth9103]

Being the youngest of 2 other brothers i cant imagine hard it must have been. That ending tribute was very beautiful, may Drew rest in peace. My condolences to you and your whole family jolt.

[@dumb_blocks]

Its a goddanmed shame so many people know that pain you're going through my man. All the love

[@okay_chr1s]

lots go hugs to you and your family in this rough time you are going through

[@MattressAbs]

I'm so sorry for you brother. It will never stop hurting, sending love to you and your family. 🖤🖤🖤

[@Alpha_eNVY_]

Sending love and condolences to you and your family. I can’t imagine what you all have went through but there’s so many people here for you. Rest in peace Drew. Stay strong love ya dean

[@keegan4]

Sending prayers dude. Stay well, you and your family.

[@angelostampanoni7336]

First video i watched in awhile and i cried. Wishing you the best man

[@thomaswilson8385]

Sorry for your loss brother. Just know you were there for him and that’s all that can be asked. Fly high 🕊️

[@REFLEHX]

So sorry for your loss brother. My little brother took his life 3 years ago. I got the call while i was in a game of SnD... had to take a long break from gaming and life in general. The greiving process can be very scary and confusing. Just remember no matter what, things will always get better it just takes a bit of time. Love ya Jolt ❤

[@koumori7177]

My condolences man, i was wondering why I hadn’t seen you online much. I hope you and your family can heal together and celebrate life you guys shared together!

[@celoboi]

my condolences Jolt. glad you’re back, sending love and prayers to you and your family ❤

[@arthurcbrn]

This really hit home. Sorry for your loss man, that’s something no one should have to experience.

[@TheRealCasualGamer0101]

Just know jolt that you were in ALL of our prayers while you were dealing with this tragic loss. We didn't know what exactly was wrong but we knew that we had to be here for you no matter what it was. May Drew rest in peace. We love you both.

[@Becoming_independent]

That was a beautiful video man, really got me messed up. My condolences man 💙

[@Somn1Pathy]

Sending love from Australia jolt ❤ was not expecting to instantly cry on my lunch break from work hope you and your family are doing well

[@FranTyxx]

🪽Drew🪽is free of all his demons. May he rest in paradise and watch over you and your family. With a heavy heart, my most sincere condolences, Joltur 🖤

[@munkelt7090]

I've never been through a loss of a family member nor even a friend, so I don't know what you're feeling. But I hope that you can stay strong! Much love man! ❤

[@MrTea21]

Damn, it’s 6am and I’m tearing up. I wish the best for you and your family and just know that us delinquents are here when you need us

[@fabiodecandido1936]

This video broke me. I'm so sorry for your loss ❤ thank you for paying him such a tribute

[@alka1983]

So sorry for ur loss my thoughts are with u and ur family ❤

[@iIsgamer-1]

Hey jolt! I played a game of search with u in MW2019, (its your boi, BlowyJoey lol not the point) but I lost my older brother around that time, but playing cod with the homies and running into you with ur squad fearing for our lives from the digital reckoning that was upon us brought me a joy and an honor that I cant thank you and the boys enough for. May you find peace during these times brother.

[@ajh8566]

I know this pain. My Dad took his life 8 years ago and it still feels like i lost him yesterday sometimes. It doesnt ever get better, it just gets easier to live with. Stay stong.

[@justicebobert2925]

You and your family will be in our prayers

[@_nova6ix]

Rip to your brother man

[@ar15singh]

Sincerest condolences to you and your family Dean. Stay strong and keep on pushing brotha, We all love and support you and will always be here scootin with ya 💚 May Drew rest easy & in peace

[@Wicked-xfps]

Nice too see you back. Praying for you and condolences for your loss!

[@Cutsman_]

My Condolences to you and your family Joltaroni and Cheese, its a pleasure to see you upload some schnasty clips and this next ripperton goes out to the gamer Zurxi o7

[@tuh-hah-miss]

Heart goes out for you and your family. Thank you for sharing such a beautiful tribute ❤Much love Jolt

[@urbanboy7324]

Damn I remember drew rest in peace to him and my condolences to you and your family🙏🕊️

[@OLYHMPUS]

May your brother rest eternally & free of any pain. Wish you & your fam the best during these trying times. We all love ya Jolt❤

[@marcusloy1672]

sitting here full drunk crying, first time ive cried in probably 2 years, so much love my man hope you're doing alright

[@gaelencms]

So sorry for your loss, Jolt. Lovely tribute :')

[@NoticeM3Senpaiiii]

I am sorry for your lost. This hit home for me as my little brother took his own life 3 years ago. I know that feel all too well. This will be tough for you but just remember the good times .

[@bobbyslayz]

Damn, the first jolt video I’ve watched and you made me tear up. I’m so sorry bub. My heart goes out to you and you family ❤

[@Ollamas08]

My condolences to you in your family words can’t not describe what immense loss your feeling. May god bless you every day and keep up the great work. Did not expect the ending made me tear up

[@hako.]

sorry for your loss, mate

[@actjng]

damn that ending was pretty heavy... I hope you doing alright man. I am an only child that always yearned for a sibling but never had one, so I feel like I have formed a similar bond with my 2 close friends, I can't imagine what ur going through right now... RIP Drew 💙

[@igotmystimmy9241]

great video Dean, you hit some nasty shots for sure man haha. To you and your family, im sorry for your loss. I hope you all have time to grieve and heal from this.

[@choukichigaijin]

Condolences for your loss. Rest in peace. That soul music hit so hard.

[@Greg-kj8zy]

I’m sorry for your loss, may Drew rest in peace. 🕊️

[@JonTownsend]

Man, this video is incredible. The end was really touching. Sending you positive thoughts and may your brother rest in peace. Thank you for sharing.

[@jacks8n]

i am sending much love to you and yours, jolt. really, super sorry for your loss. i’m happy to see you posted this, though, because it reminded me of the original post with your bro, and i thought it was just awesome that you guys got to spend some quality time video gaming. a wonderful tribute to him that you shared with all of us. rest in peace drew. stay strong.

[@jackiepoo6943]

This was incredibly powerful, man. I have so much respect for you and I’m so sorry for your loss. I hope you and your loved ones are doing alright. Much love!

[@FinalLightNL]

damn that's tough brother, may he rest in peace 🌹 I wish you and your family all the strength, and thank you for the amazing content as usual ♥

[@MostPalone92]

I’m so sorry for your loss. We’re here for you no matter how long it takes. Thanks for letting us enjoy those memories with you, stay strong brother 🙏🏼

[@reKAVAry]

Man I wasnt expecting this. Jolt? Keep your head up brother. Love you man and condolences to you and the family 🫶🏾

[@lucasarcanjo887]

My condolences man. I clicked on the video as soon as I saw it. Stay strong 🙏

[@Scotieb928]

Been watching you, Handler, and Handlers friend for a few years now, found y’all just before Covid and can say y’all helped me a lot. This was a wonderful video man! My condolences to you and your family. You have an amazing community that loves and supports you. Stay strong brother!

[@seanisalion]

What a great way to honor your brother. Thank you for sharing these clips of him. Thankful for you and here for you dude ❤

[@OFFTake]

May he RIP. My condolences too ur family. Some people just feel like they don’t have this life thing figured out and get so much into their own head that they keep goin further down a rabbit hole and the crazy thing is is that it’s so ez to go down when a string of bad things happen to u. It’s like it just keeps piling on. I feel that people(especially men) tend to keep everything on the inside and never let anyone know their emotions so there are no signs to look out for to help. I just wish that he and many others had known that their cries for help would have been answered in great abundance if they had just voiced their thoughts. Sadly, this is what way too many people go through. May he RIP, I hope that he found peace within his last moments here with us.

[@korydejong6778]

Much love brotha. Stay strong!! ❤️

[@cluelessaustin]

i'm sorry to hear about your brother, however you have a family of people who care about you all right here. :) i appreciate you letting us in on something so personal. best wishes

[@kyatxsi]

Was not expecting a vid from the man himself and my condolences to you and your family man.

[@tlekuche]

my condolences to you and the fam, sending love to y'all❤🤝

[@FeltsuOnYT]

Glad to see you back man

[@Electric_Beats]

My condolences to you and your family Jolt. May Drew rest in peace 💚

[@Recklezzze]

Sorry for your loss. Keep your head stay in prayer 🙏🏽

[@gufio99]

May his soul rest in peace. Keep your head up Jolt. ❤

[@ZBfryy]

Dang man been watching since 2019 love the videos and I’m so sorry for your loss brotha keep your head up we love you ❤

[@SoloJossh]

So sorry for you loss , we love you so much ❤

[@basedtofu]

yooooooooooooo i thought i recognized that voice! so sick to see Blue in a Jolt video

[@basedtofu]

man why can't i just watch the whole video before commenting. sending love your way man, thank you for sharing a small slice of your life with us even though you didn't have to

[@TullsieAU]

Oh brother thats terrible news. Please stay strong for him and everyone else around you

[@CynicalDrew]

Love you Jolt! Miss your content. Can't wait to see more! Take care!

[@CynicalDrew]

So sorry for your loss as well!

[@mr_silver4683]

I just spoke a few days ago to Ethan asking where you went since I haven't seen any of your content in a while, but now I see why. My dad passed away 3 years ago by taking his own life as well, it's not a good feeling, nor a good time. Each day I miss him and his horrible dad jokes that I have started to use recently. Losing someone close to you is a horrible experience, but one that we must experience to keep going in this game of life. Your brother will now watch you and wish you nothing but the best. So make him proud 👍🏻

[@Primafaveo]

May Drew rest in peace, had my brother take his life earlier this year too.

[@cuby_9467]

Beautiful

[@eFiggidy]

Condolences to you and your family ❤

[@chrislynch6285]

RIP DREW! Condolences to you and all the family! ❤

[@kevinnivek6273]

my condolences dean, much love to you and your family

[@DrLobotimus]

I'm sorry to hear about your brother Jolt. I pray you and your family good health

[@thefirstpage4629]

Hey Jolt, really sorry to hear the news now that I made it to the end of the video. Praying for you and your family brother. We all love you so much and appreciate the vids you make for us. RIP to your brother ❤

[@antibarra3802]

Damn man sorry to hear about this my condolences goes out to you and your family 🙏