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This vent is a bit complicated and has two different sides, so it’s probably best you read these, but you don’t have to if you want 😅
TW: Mentions of mental illnesses and suicidal thoughts 👈
Side 1 (Cassandra’s perspective): First I wanted to point out that I wasn’t a very stable person back in 2022. I was mentally ill and had some depression, anxiety, and having suicidal thoughts. I was so unstable that I texted my friends constantly and was craving attention from them. I felt alone 24/7 and I was extremely sensitive for the smallest forms of criticism. Over time this died down, after realizing how mentally ill I was. Sadly most of my friends I texted constantly back in 2022; I stopped texting them because of how embarrassed I was on the way I acted back then. I still feel ashamed and embarrassed, and I still haven’t texted them back yet. I want to apologize and ask for forgiveness, but I just can’t because I feel like they won’t forgive me.
Side 2 (Rapunzel’s perspective): On the other side of this vent, it’s just me missing my friends who have left me fo no reason. And I feel so angry and depressed that they left me. Because most of the friends I lost felt like family to me and always been there for me. And some I want to forgive, but I’m just angry that they left me
Bith sides honestly have made my life worse than ever and made me lose friends💔