Cash OR Trash? Testing 3 NEW Craft Kits from Amazon Soap, Water Marble, Squishies

[@luma4902]

You should have a shirt "includes everything you need"

[@melamory80]

With an angry saltE on it >:3

[@noorjudge3600]

True

[@patrycjasajdak4917]

Yes

[@patrycjasajdak4917]

Yes

[@silverstarfinder]

That’s actually a pretty affirming, positive statement to make about yourself if you wear it XD

[@beccacutruzzula1615]

Apparently they forgot to tell you that when doing melt and pour "layers" you're supposed to spritz with rubbing (isopropyl) alcohol. Lol. That helps the layers adhere to each other.

[@Kessik8]

Exactly, like so they will see ;) I liked.

[@diaryofasara7371]

Also the kit should have involved time and temperature since that can affect how the opposing colors/layers meld. Unless I misunderstood something, I'm concerned with the fact that the soap kit involved water-based colorants and no preservative due to bacteria that would be caused by water introduction. The colors should have been powder and a small thing of isopropyl alcohol to "liquify" the colors, spray the soap pieces for better adhesion and to pop any formed bubbles. That kit was definitely trash and shouldn't have a "STEM" rating, too many ignored opportunities for learning.

[@BronzeDragon133]

Yeah, I forget that. A lot. This is why I went CP and never looked back.

[@MoringaRoseSoapSkincare]

Yes! Rubbing Alcohol is a must with melt and pour.

[@llia_nsk]

And also to scratch lightly on the solidified layer before spritz it with alcohol again and pour a new layer. Just for better adherence. At least, i was told to do that when i started melt-and-pour soap making)

[@TheEmanueleCastelli]

Sika... You are tough giiirl! 💪🏻 Never seen someone eating a kiwi with the peel... Until now! #RESPECT

[@quinnin2006]

Frrrrrr💯✅🔱

[@maxstoysreview8786]

I was about to say the same thing !!! I had to do a double take to see if she's really eating a kiwi with a peel :) #sika explain please!

[@Bumble_Bri]

TheEmanueleCastelli timestamp?

[@carypm]

I’m allergic to kiwi and haven’t eaten one since childhood I was wondering if that was a normal thing to go it seemed wrong

[@eligostransvail2040]

I eat them with the peel. Or used to. It's how I figured out I was allergic to the peel.

[@clarewhite3004]

The missing component in the soap kit is rubbing alcohol - at least 90% isopropyl alcohol. Spraying it on the soap in between layers pops bubbles and helps them adhere.

[@kat-kn8hm]

Omg I didn't know and thx

[@summer-fallwinter-spring8326]

Chemistry matters. Thanks for your knowledge! I did not know that.

[@beccyhodgson6426]

I know I’m super late but I came here to say this too! Definitely need rubbing alcohol.

[@N4ttYY]

Can we just take a moment to appreciate Sika wearing a shirt saying "Mental Health Matters"

[@1vx1x35]

No replys....I can fix that

[@meashley2552]

@@1vx1x35 no likes…. I can fix that

[@hiddendoors8613]

Hi!

[@vishalsharma5968]

I noticed that too in the begining

[@kat-kn8hm]

Yes

[@crimsoncrosse6468]

Sika:how do you like your coffee? Jackie:as black as my soul! Sika:one glass of milk coming right up!

[@huckerarea5175]

lol

[@kat-kn8hm]

Haha lol 🤣

[@rosalindapalomino3344]

LOL 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@islabonilla5264]

Hahaha lol

[@dianasclassics6741]

Lol

[@hi_greyson4627]

It is all but confimed sika is a wolf - Howls when unsure - Loves pets - Loves food -Falls for fake throws @Mika Delowe And that haircut is cute and wolf-ish 🐺 too

[@kitsunebiShake]

she should get that mullet-like hairstyle 👀 in Japan they're called wolf cuts, and it usually is accompanied by dyeing the inside of the hair gray/white so it looks like the common color scheme of a wolf, she'd look rly cute in one of those once she grows her hair again :3

[@miyahhasleftthechat]

Trueeeee

[@tarachampagne1860]

Also shes crazy

[@LexiPepsi]

she has a wolf tattoo on her hand too soooo coincidence i think not

[@TrafalgarD.Shambles]

-Eats kiwi with skin on

[@JamsJellyBeans]

My mom is allergic to copper. She is even slowly developing allergies to nickel. I feel so bad cause she cant wear much jewelry and handling coins is really tough for her. Sorry you have to deal with that Jackie. Its no fun. :( Love your vids!!!

[@JamsJellyBeans]

Thank you! 😊 @daiisyie

[@jaimejohnesee]

I'm sorry your mom has to deal with that. 💙 You're awesome for helping her.💜 I hope you guys get some good news soon that makes you smile. 🍀

[@JamsJellyBeans]

You're so sweet! Thank you for saying that. @Jamie Johnesee ❤️ It helps to have family that takes allergies seriously, cause I hear of some people that don't have that support and it breaks my heart. 🥺

[@cosmicgames3226]

Hope it gets better

[@JamsJellyBeans]

Thank you. 😊 Me too.

[@shaykynn]

My boyfriend screams "This belongs in the TRASHH" constantly now because I got him into your videos. Its hilarious.

[@kelliebrimer2919]

Lol

[@impogchamp9061]

Ha mine to

[@sengen8282]

Keep him

[@Toxicandskittles]

If ur boyfriend says that keep him 100%

[@tiniowien57401]

"in da trash"

[@FearlessNimue]

Sika - You look adorable with your hair this short. Rock it!!

[@humanthatexists1491]

“Includes everything you need”. My fav quote form jakie and sika

[@JamieLynnYTC]

True! I'd love to have a follower like you! 💖

[@juststefan3307]

Are we just gonna ignore the fact that sika is eating a kiwi with the peel on

[@franchesqua-levi]

I always eat kiwis with the peel on. It's just kinda like an apple, you can eat them with our without the skin on

[@friendy-O]

@@franchesqua-levi I shall excuse myself off this planet now, It's too scary

[@Charmyoftherings]

like a psychopath!!! I was watching it and my eyes went o_o O_O O_o o_O.....

[@franchesqua-levi]

@@Charmyoftherings I guess I take after my mum then!

[@hiddenginger5818]

Its sooo terryfing 😱

[@AbeM.]

I would have never thought about using a yarn needle as a stirring stick.

[@acidroofproductions9378]

Brains, so varied. Isn't it great!

[@AbeM.]

I'm more surprised by the fact that kit even came with yarn needles. It's a weird combination of "completely random" and "actually you do need this"

[@angelgerry3158]

Who’s been here since sika wasn’t allowed to have a real sharp pointy thing and Jackie made her a clay tiny one

[@saltydinonuggies1841]

I remember that 😂😂😂 my siblings would probably do the same if i wasnt crafting all the time

[@AllInOne-nt2pt]

this is what I do to my sis

[@Fairygworis1]

Mee e

[@kelliebrimer2919]

I thought it was wholesome

[@W01f.]

Me!

[@transienthorror]

Sika, you have taught me so much about loving the skin you're in, and you are the most BEAUTIFUL inspiration, no matter what your body tries to tell you! 😍🥰

[@morefunlessboredom7528]

You should do a series where you make expensive kits by your own supplies for cheaper becuse you always say I could make the kit for way cheaper

[@psychotophatcat]

She's hinted about working on a craft kit in the past, I imagine the virus has delayed it though.

[@morefunlessboredom7528]

@@psychotophatcat oh ya I remember that but I mean she should gather supplies from stores and make the kits

[@Micahmancer]

she did it

[@morefunlessboredom7528]

@@Micahmancer when

[@morefunlessboredom7528]

She made a art box and it’s not that affordable and I said it should be a series

[@GroundersSourceOfficial]

Starting my Friday watching Jackie and Sika. It is a beautiful thing.

[@anagarza3441]

LIKE

[@aquaticfilly0974]

Sika and Jackie have no business being as adorable as they are

[@_SW33T_H34RD7_]

Agreed

[@spektakular3746]

𝑰𝒌𝒓

[@leahfausto4196]

Yes

[@tarachampagne1860]

Hhhhhh

[@Spooky_Dook]

Luuv this comment! ☺.

[@meganmakes4162]

Your videos are my favorite. It both reminds me of my relationship with my little sister, and helps me pick out art kits that my kids will enjoy. 🥰

[@composing-chaos]

Sika’s hair looks so cute. It is better to look good than to feel good. I hope you’re feeling better Jackie. I hope you love online teaching as much as I do. I’m teaching creative writing again and I love it!

[@dogandcat3672]

The soap labels on that the fragrance and the coloring also have the warning to not flush it down the sink 26:12 and labels it as household waste. What about when kids are putting this their soaps and then on their skin and then flushing it down the drain?

[@XoXoCate]

Actually they mean just the scent bottle not the soap😁

[@dogandcat3672]

@@XoXoCate I don't understand fully. If the scent bottle is hazardous and there are no chemical reactions, wouldn't the soap be hazardous too?

[@buzzbee8913]

@@dogandcat3672 I believe they mean the empty bottle, not the scent

[@saraw2125]

Also check 24:19. The soap has the same label

[@qazzzzy]

they mean the packaging

[@k.allen007]

The Sika/Jackie contrast in this episode is lovely.

[@Spooky_Dook]

Yes it is. 😊

[@katesay1559]

Sika’s hair is sooo cute! She really rocks that pixie cut

[@petadavidson2452]

Thank you both for this video. Your laughing and mucking around was great to watch. I've been very unwell with cptsd and I really needed to watch this. Keep being you.

[@sofiakhallafi3896]

The way u two smile while throwing craft kits in the trash, a moment I will never forget

[@albiericketts888]

Crapola be like: "In ClUdEs EvErYtHiNg YoU nEeD" ︎︎ ︎︎ⓘ false information has been detected

[@gavanimates599]

lol true

[@flufii6547]

True true

[@sn0wywinter280]

No Caryola Include everything you don’t need 😂🖐

[@hallo-vf2ww]

@@sn0wywinter280 example: you get a paint brush even though you don't need it

[@sn0wywinter280]

@@hallo-vf2ww yeah 😩🖐

[@jessifero]

I'm over here staring at Sika and how she eats kiwi...skin and all...

[@nerdecrafter]

It’s gotta be a family thing 😂

[@irosquaredboku]

I have infinite respect for her (and presumably you, too, for kiwi consumption) for eating kiwis like that. The little hairs get in between my teeth.

[@zanya3442]

@@nerdecrafter im so glad im not the only one who does that.

[@Terrorn13]

I cant eat the hairy skin of the green one, it itch my throat, but the yellow smooth i can😁

[@Rowancat11]

It's where a lot of the nutrients are. :)

[@simmimon]

When you do layers of melt and pour you are supposed to score to soap before pouring an new layer or spray with rubbing alcohol to help them ad here together.

[@FloridasYesteryear]

But did it say that in the instructions?

[@betsyshockey2381]

I love Sika’s shirt. I deal with mental health and that message needs to be shared.

[@ItMeSinamenRoll]

I can’t get over how cute Sika’s sideburns are! Face framing, very flattering.

[@swedu_gangster]

I just realised that sika has the words mental health on her shirt

[@nervous_young_inhuman]

Pretty sure it says "mental health matters"

[@sidekick370]

@@nervous_young_inhuman ya

[@KamenRiderFeline]

Sika using 'No s**t Sherlock' as a statement of obviousness totally got me...

[@lisamr40]

You two make me laugh so much!! I don't know how you get anything accomplished when you're together! Lol it's so nice to see 2 sisters get along so well. Thanks for another great video

[@violetalain4128]

I love how sika makes Jacky so happy they always laugh so much together and have lots of fun!

[@Luna_the_art_girl]

Hi! I love the way they are able to bond and laugh together. Me and my siblings are never laughing together.

[@serabyne7536]

jackie: "you're insulting salty crafter" 10 seconds later also jackie: "yea, she's so weird"

[@ashleywallace8227]

Her name is spelled Jackie but also lol 😂

[@serabyne7536]

@@ashleywallace8227 oops lol, i edited it.

[@ashleywallace8227]

@@serabyne7536 it’s ok it was a mistake

[@kater.s.5298]

Sika looks so darn beautiful with a shaved head. She's beautiful no matter what but the shaved head is definitely her look

[@贾辉-y6k]

I love sika’s new hair style she is so adorable!

[@chloelol4668]

jackie can you please make your own craft kit and show us like please i’d be so excited cause you’re like queen of craft kits i feel like itd be so good

[@hikkeen]

It is great to see someone else enjoying the peel on a kiwi.

[@mecm4]

I’ve been missing your videos so much, my baby was born 6 months ago, I’ve been crazy busy, now I’m catching up with all the amazing content I’ve missed, we watch it together now and my baby loves your videos too 😂 thanks for all the content jackie!

[@laneybroderick3062]

Finding out y’all are spoonies make me love both of you even more!!!! Spoonie life🥄

[@tishnoel2185]

When layering melt and pour you have to spritz with rubbing alcohol to make them stick together. I actually had the most hope for that melt and pour kid.

[@cherinuchell4578]

You are both adorable! Have to admit tho, Syka's hair is really cute that length.

[@jennelynnoliver1907]

i was just released from a mental hospital. sika's shirt made me cry. thank you sika.

[@pottah9897]

Omg 🥰

[@chandleremm7977]

Jackie: “this is a review, a gentle review” Sika: “a gent.. mmm”

[@JudahWest2706]

“Our first victim” “You mean kit” No she means victim

[@llynxii]

Ye

[@JudahWest2706]

30 likes.... awesome

[@SA-cm5wn]

Lol

[@IloveTaylorSwift13_]

@@JudahWest2706 actually 123 wait the numbers in ored are 12345... ILLUMINATE

[@crystalthesharp]

Yea

[@Kumoruis]

I've been watching some of the older videos with Sika, which I remember watching for the first time. It's amazing how far she's come in terms of presenting to the camera and just being natural. I'm glad they have each other, they seem like brilliant sisters. Also, loving the shorter hair again and the t shirt!

[@angiemitchen1814]

I truly enjoy watching all of your videos but the ones with your sister are my favorite. It’s refreshing to see sisters being real on videos! Btw Jackie, you both are beautiful and smart! ❤️❤️

[@darkstar2874]

Oh man “WHO DOES IT LIKE *THIS* ?!?” SENT ME 😂

[@carolinek1100]

I'm convinced Sika could do anything to her hair and still rock it

[@DIOsNotDead]

Crafty-Salter should be Salty Crafter's nemesis, since she's the one that ultimately created salt in this universe and Salty Crafter is consumed by it but wants to be free from salt by making sure all craft kits are worth your cash, criticizing every one to make sure you don't waste your money on those that go in the trash

[@callularashieka2248]

:0

[@jellylama9267]

IKR

[@sucrose3339]

some people go way too deep into these things... i like it

[@angeldust6781]

:,)

[@callularashieka2248]

@@angeldust6781 what how did you get here

[@downvote4649]

NerdECrafter: Figure it out. Mm mm mm mm Sika: *Jamming to the amazing song*

[@fanime1]

The tiger drawing on the egg was so cute. And your egg reminded me of Owlbert from The Owl House.

[@xanthion6877]

Sika’s hair looks AMAZING. Love that length on her 😍😍😍

[@gwenlynn8003]

RIP those sunglasses. May they be remembered as a victim of Jackie and Sika being salty.

[@anyamae4574]

Ya revenge >:)

[@tarachampagne1860]

>:)))))

[@gwenlynn8003]

>;)

[@humanthatexists1491]

Who would dislike her video she is saving u money possibly

[@JamieLynnYTC]

So true! I'd love to have a follower like you! 💖

[@humanthatexists1491]

@@rubyberrie ur so right

[@queenk7082]

You guys make me laugh and I love you guys so much. You guys are a perfect example of what we need in the world.

[@JadeCC92]

I've only been watching your channel for nearly 2 weeks and I'm obsessed. I have a lot in common with you being a fellow spoonie who also has eczema and a metal (nickel allergy) and also a dark soul but a love for colours and I could go on! I also have BPD which is a mental health disorder and your videos have been such a great distraction! Thank you for your great content and wonderful personality ❤

[@Terrelli9]

I’m guessing they spent all the money on the box designs. And that the squishy kit will be the worst.

[@humanoid6365]

The cat on ur profile pic looks exactly like my cat Literally even the eyes

[@drybones1489]

I just love how sika still having her hair long in the thumbnail hahaha

[@JamieLynnYTC]

This is so cute! I'd love to have a follower like you! 💖

[@kaimamora4788]

the dislikes are the companies alt accounts

[@HesAReal_NowhereMan]

Yeh

[@motionlessmushroom6550]

That or the people who understand that the word g*psy is a slur. I can’t really speak for those who it affects but I know that it is/can be a slur to some and that creators shouldn’t say it willynilly

[@HesAReal_NowhereMan]

@@motionlessmushroom6550 ? Uhh...what?

[@wearehere13]

@@motionlessmushroom6550 whats a gypsy

[@motionlessmushroom6550]

@@wearehere13 “a member of a people originating in South Asia and traditionally having an itinerant way of life, living widely dispersed across Europe and North and South America and speaking a language (Romani) that is related to Hindi; a Romani person.” Basically it is a group of people they go by the term Romani as I have found out. But the term “g*psy” may at one point not been a bad word but it later on began to be used as a slur and therefore has been tainted to be a negative word with very negative meanings. I am not exactly an expert, and so I may not have everything correct, but I also feel I can’t really argue for or against since I am not a part of the group, and my opinion on whether the word is okay or not, is not as important as that groups opinion on the word.

[@Amira_Phoenix]

9:45 Sika popping bubbles:" "Dye! DYE!"🤣

[@TheOddCat_]

Im I'll rn and these videos make me happy and forget i might not be going back to school :D

[@howtodowhatever7569]

simply naillogical seeing the first kit... - *just go away!* #nerdecraftersquad

[@mackenziew]

Sika’s brow game is on point today!

[@franchesqua-levi]

Not sure if you know this (I only just found this out) but Sika's eyebrows and eyeliner are actually tattooed on because her hair kept falling out from Crohn's disease (I think I spelt that right) and chemotherapy

[@silverstarfinder]

@@franchesqua-levi eyeliner wouldn’t have anything to do with hair falling out. Even if her eyelashes fell out, eyeliner is literally just makeup - and unfortunately will look like a bad mistake in 10 years because of how skin changes and makeup fashions change. I can see the reasoning for the eyebrows but it’s going to be a similar deal. Tattood makeup is just something that should be avoided.

[@franchesqua-levi]

@@silverstarfinder I know, I'm not saying anything about it, she can do what she wants because it's her life, we don't have anything to do with it. I was just saying that she got her eyebrows and eyeliner tattooed on

[@simranrajbhar9920]

No one: Literally no-one: Me: loves when Jackie says discliption instead of description 😁😁❤️❤️❤️😘

[@shoutaaizawa2444]

Every time I see one of your videos I see some my hero academic characters and I absolutely love the show😊😊😊

[@ashlandmaldonado730]

I love when you do include everything you need

[@Mythical4227]

Jackie making episodes with her sister: Prepare for trouble *and make it double*

[@nabi_core]

😂😂

[@foldingcomet]

Pretty much

[@chiyzaai5967]

😂

[@Mythical4227]

@@foldingcomet Based on your pfp I bet you would get this joke Sika: I AM HERE

[@ghostreyn]

Team salty blasting off again

[@widowpawz]

Jackie:"I am very civilized" My brain:"IN DA TRASH!"

[@tarachampagne1860]

Heh

[@widowpawz]

@Lily Schulze Hehehe

[@gracetalbot6131]

8:19 omg idk if im just dirty minded or this is just- but i laughed SOOO FLIPPING HARD 🤣🤣🤣 im acctually cryingggg 😭

[@princessspaceduck]

Omg how have I never noticed Jackie has a Deadmau5 chair????!😍 My favourite youtuber is a fan of my main mans? What more can a girl ask for😂💕

[@katiemarineanimations7625]

You two are adorable together! You make a comedic duo!

[@chaoshargett2491]

I love how sika tried to say "calm ur t***" and decided to correct it😂

[@ShadowFox5715]

Don't worry Jackie, I'm allergic to odd things as well. I have an allergy to bleach and the active ingredient in oralgel. Also pollen but everyone has that

[@charlottes6304]

I’m deeply offended by how Sika ate the kiwi

[@marztheburntoutemo4919]

Same I thought I was the only one who noticed that

[@lupejaramillo2360]

Lol I was like what she’s eating the skin😲

[@Deadsun_flower]

Right??

[@mysteries99]

I’ve never seen someone eat the skin before. I’m wondering if it tastes better with it now hahaha. Can’t though since I’m allergic.

[@wunderkind2204]

I just wanted to ask if this is a thing in Canada. In Germany noone would do this....

[@sciencechic6563]

Sika’s hair looks so adorable!! Like a dark pixie!! You both are the best!!

[@step2ohio]

Sica is glowing in this video! Hair is on point and makeup on point!

[@moxiebaxter9466]

Your reaction to the gummy mold was priceless 😂

[@Meg.Loves.Stationery]

Sika eating the kiwi like that gave me serial killer vibes. 🥝🔪

[@jesssrm]

Sika is just such an icon I can’t-

[@fruityxl00pz61]

Love Sika's shirt!! And the energy you two bring when you're together. 💜

[@indiacebrat7143]

Yay! Had a terrible day and it made me smile to see you and Sika uploaded. Thanks you guys

[@adimarzer6432]

That egg was basically a cheap knock off beauty blender, its the kind i would find in my country in knock off markets.

[@jillw5954]

YAY ( didn't realize i was first ! love u jackie & sika ) (edit part 2: i've never gotten this many likes! hope everyone has an awesome day!)

[@ejjiroukirshima6681]

Your not first but your early

[@GemmaAngelArt]

Wow u were acc first That’s an achievement

[@barbaranabinger5033]

Me too u all are soooooo COOOOOOLL

[@ejjiroukirshima6681]

@@barbaranabinger5033 yay thanks

[@GemmaAngelArt]

@@ejjiroukirshima6681 btw they were first I put it to earliest first and scrolled down and this was first so ye

[@chillinwithrachel]

Fun fact: everyone is first until they refresh 😂 I make vidz💕

[@ziudumani537]

I know you! You are it's Sarahs sis

[@howtodowhatever7569]

same

[@bitspieces4322]

Me too

[@ExoticButters42069]

I saw slime and I instantly subscribed

[@rhonda1631]

Sika, I LOVE your hair that length, it really looks great on you!!

[@PaintedSkyArts]

I laughed waaaaaay too hard at “spoonie problems” than I should have as a spoonie.

[@JamieLynnYTC]

I'd love to have a follower like you! 💖

[@irenerichards9533]

Same, and then I was kinda bummed because I didn’t get my mri last year because of covid

[@eringrayyy]

@@JamieLynnYTC Have you commented this on literally everyones comments? 😂 I’ve seen you on Moriahs comment section too 😳😂

[@JamieLynnYTC]

@@eringrayyy hey honey, im just commenting because it's true🤗 I'd love some support 💖

[@katbird5872]

I think we need merch that says " all it takes is a sharp pointy thing to make me happy'

[@sparkledragon8819]

the video was great! don't mind me appreciating that Sika's shirt says "Mental Health Matters" with what I'm guessing is a brain on the back. I love it. the contrast between you two is amazing, makes the video very fun :) to anyone reading this: stay safe, drink water and, for those of you who need to hear it, bind safely!! elbow bumps and virtual hugs! 🤗

[@jenihamilton1799]

I have a dan and darcie rock tumbler and it works really well and the directions are very detailed

[@mainunahaque]

i love how salty crafter searches up fresh delicious craft kits

[@iCollectRetro]

Who else randomly found this yt channel and can’t stop watching it?

[@prettypeach13]

Amazon? Sika? Jackie? Must Watch!

[@kpattim]

sika: *eats a kiwi with the peel me: * peels an extra layer of my kiwi

[@erichauser2684]

Marbling cat just marveling if the paint mix together 🥺💙❤️💜

[@mookzmom]

You girls never fail to boost my mood. My mom's funeral is this weekend, and I can't go, so I'm blue. This helps quite a bit, silly as that might sound.

[@carolinecarter105]

DONT ever put yourself down jackie..you are both beautiful with amazing smiles and personalitys..enjoyed your video as always..caz from GB xxxx

[@JamieLynnYTC]

This is so lovely! I'd love to have a follower like you! 💖

[@LyricalMastermind2]

"I had an MRI too! Spoonie problems." Seriously, made my day. Spoonie strong! ❤️

[@devilwoman02]

I’m sorry but what’s a spoonie?

[@LyricalMastermind2]

@@devilwoman02 A spoonie is a term alot of people with chronic illness use. Look up chronic illness spoon theory.