If you are listening to this in 2024 you are a legend
@JamesSpeedRuns8 ай бұрын
@naam348 ай бұрын
wagwan haha
@curlytoes93198 ай бұрын
I listen nearly every weekend atleast
@stikmannn7 ай бұрын
Such a good track 👊🏿
@f0rtuzer07 ай бұрын
yes mate
@2641442533 жыл бұрын
5 years clean. The waste of precious time...and money, risking my health.. The paranoia and fake friends who leave when the money and powder runs dry. The wasted hours sweating and shaking talking rubbish and planning dreams that never happened. Until one day broke and alone i woke up. Life is still hard but never looked back. Sending strength to anyone reading this who wants to change their life.
@pipedownrecords21462 жыл бұрын
Nicely written Bruz stay grindin
@lukechisholm37912 жыл бұрын
Word bro.. Well put
@J88D2 жыл бұрын
Respect to you man
@kallumrigley62082 жыл бұрын
Wish I had your strength. Hopefully one day I'm gonna accomplish what you've done! An I prey it is gonna be before its 2 late
@ReigningSemtex2 жыл бұрын
Respect 👊
@victorlockett8164 ай бұрын
If you're so old your listening to this sober in 2024 you're a legend!
@alexisgirard81953 ай бұрын
not sober
@oxalpha19153 ай бұрын
Not sober yet, but thank you for the compass. As if it wasn't obvious!
@badbassnine2 ай бұрын
Its taken long enough 35 now and only weed
@alexisgirard81952 ай бұрын
Whisky, Xanax and cocaïne, everything is ok
@alexisgirard81952 ай бұрын
@@oxalpha1915 meaning not sober but old now, it may sounds more interesting
@olig48511 ай бұрын
Just discovered this song and Cas today - Jan 2024 and havent stopped listening to him all day! incredible song this....proper raw deep lyrics
@lidgeorge83499 ай бұрын
Same here must be on the 20th listen by now. Can't put into words how good this song is... the lyrics are just... damn
@brissywink9 ай бұрын
Welcome to the fam bruz
@Jamison18889 ай бұрын
As much as I like his new album, this album was the the best for me so raw fucking ruthless
@danielgonzalez-yp7hi9 ай бұрын
He really is the main artist I listen to for the last 5 years . ✌️🇦🇺
@olig4859 ай бұрын
@@danielgonzalez-yp7hi hope he does an aussie tour soon! a few years ago Giggs did beach road bondi - was class
@user-wg1gd5gg7s Жыл бұрын
In the garden, couple tears down my eyes... 10 years passed so quick... I'm finally clean... life makes sense. Sorry I let myself down for so long, but thank you for the strength I have now my Lord.
@p3wnmast3r248 жыл бұрын
this song changed my life for the better.. Cas knows what it like to be trapped in the addition cycle.. 6 months clean and never felt better.. if I could do it anyone can
@Nashtream8 жыл бұрын
+Tom Alatalo grats g
@samhill4878 жыл бұрын
+Tom Alatalo well done mate
@p3wnmast3r248 жыл бұрын
+Herbal High H
@elusiveayla50888 жыл бұрын
Herb is so addictive, took me years to stop doing it multiple times daily.
@whablo1008 жыл бұрын
+Tom Alatalo Good job pal, I done got clean recently. My old man died yesterday tho and I've started using it again, need to sort this shit out I swear..
@marekvodicka10 жыл бұрын
This is literally the soundtrack of a comedown from a wild, stimulant fueled night. You want back on the ride, but each time it just gets more and more dull. As everything else does.
@16cliffedge9 жыл бұрын
Musta Krakish get some benzos mate
@16cliffedge9 жыл бұрын
+The Dude your right - so do I mate ! take advice back
@EmiJatak8 жыл бұрын
I know it's an old thread. But trust me. NEVER START TAKING MIRTAZAPINE. I stopped taking mirtazapine cold turkey, after I had been on Them for 1-2 years (to be able to sleep (15-30mg) - was also taking about 80mg of Medikinet (adhd), which was the reason to why I could not sleep.) The withdrawal symptoms from Them (mirtazapine) was horrible. I felt like shit, couldn't eat for days, and my skin was itching as if there where bugs inside me (It kept itching for 2-3 WEEKS, ALL DAY LONG) The mirtazapine made me quite drowsy all day long, and very emotionally blunted. I didn't care about anybody Else. I became somewhat abusive towards other people and so on... (Normally I'm a Nice guy.)...
@imreallydead.238 жыл бұрын
Emi Jatak all psych drugs have nasty withdrawals mirtazapine is a walk in the park compared to ssris though
@EmiJatak8 жыл бұрын
True
@SeanLives2 ай бұрын
Imo this is the greatest British rap song of all time, cos drugs is such a huge part of our culture and this is so real, and the beat is incredible
@Kpnta4 ай бұрын
When you’re barely there and there’s nothing stopping you, it’s a deep dark hole to come out of
@yamawsacornishpasty55255 ай бұрын
And I'm forced to keep endorsing this ectortionate emotional support. That line alone speaks volumes man
@DannyCrowPsychoticsAnon2 ай бұрын
Lee?
@Kay9 жыл бұрын
this will never get old man
@Nashtream9 жыл бұрын
+FaZe Kay Amen
@HydraDeanoo9 жыл бұрын
kay you listen to this stuff ???
@MN-zy3yq9 жыл бұрын
Well it will...
@Mummykitty1239 жыл бұрын
+FaZe Kay wait why is faze ooooooooooo wait m,l,g
@Keirmarchant9 жыл бұрын
go listen to simon kay
@asherz1111110 жыл бұрын
"Euphoria? She leaves with my endorphins and I'm forced to keep endorsing this extortionate emotional support" Cleverly structured and powerful!
@yonisali38796 жыл бұрын
Euphoria and endorphins puls emotional support. Yeah you can say he captured the whole appeal of the reason ppl chases chemical highs in a very nicely structured way. In the end it is the depletion of thoso 3 that that make the the crash inevitable. It is marathon not a sprint hence the reason they don't work in the long run.
@shambadora20285 жыл бұрын
Fucking amazing
@TheRealKabrini5 жыл бұрын
"...even though I know I'll never get the same high as before" you gotta finish it, that part is like the knockout punch of realism
@dannyboy_dannyboy82745 жыл бұрын
Mental cold lyrics, so deep. Mega underrated artist
@J.Gxllzghzr5 жыл бұрын
Gets me everytime
@cdrxgon2410 жыл бұрын
Masterpiece of a track.
@sleeplessinstockwell2 жыл бұрын
Exactly ✓
@KayKay-vg4sn2 жыл бұрын
Drugs on tap Lloyd Luther thank me later Which ones harder?
@JS-gb9qm3 жыл бұрын
This song came up when I was on one of the sessions, I cried so hard, it hit me like a ton of bricks. Never touched anything since. It’s been 14 months now I’m straight, thanks Cas
@markopostic70663 жыл бұрын
Respect from Croatia
@VinnyVincenzoYo3 жыл бұрын
@Nikki how bad is the drinking for ya if you don’t mind me asking? I had a bad habit will the pills and didn’t realize how dangerous a physical addiction to alcohol can be until I saw it firsthand. Hope you’re doing good and continue staying positive, much respect from upstate New York.
@mattcody9103 жыл бұрын
Love bro❤️💯
@ASIF_M19343 жыл бұрын
Respect to you.
@rmz29383 жыл бұрын
@@darklights9550 👌
@archiehartness8854 жыл бұрын
Still here in February 2020..and still finding this both relevant..and beautiful 🤷🏻♂️♥️
@JpH-924 жыл бұрын
Can believe I've only just found this.... 2020 my soberiaty leading me to good places 👊
@makemelaugh33564 жыл бұрын
@@JpH-92 me too! Im glad though. In this era of, "rappers" im happy i found a classic i missed out on ya know....some deeply doap shit i bet ive rocked out to this at least 40x since like mid jan
@RK-zt2vy4 жыл бұрын
Same here and 5 months clean and sober now :D
@alfaomega55324 жыл бұрын
Joseph Horne good for you brother, hope you continue and do well with your sobriety! 🙏🏾
@alfaomega55324 жыл бұрын
R K respect to you mate, and well done on the 5 months, one day at a time it gets easier and better! 👍🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾🙏🏾
@sammyfillan237710 жыл бұрын
Brutally honest, talented artist, music that makes me contemplate life, real music, real life
@bigben28339 жыл бұрын
Couldn't have put it better myself
@ryanpayne57584 жыл бұрын
This songs trying to tell you something it’s not supposed to be a song you play to indulge in the depression it’s supposed to be a wake up call, drugs drink cigarettes make you happy in the moment but the come down lasts so much longer than the high
@jaydub25463 жыл бұрын
@@ryanpayne5758 I feel this on a personal level. I’m not bad but when I’m around people sniffin I can’t say no and go mad. I’d rather get trippy but it feels like effort and too much dedication these days 🤣🤣 I’d rather glass a dab and get high af. Honestly getting waved feels like a chore these days 🤣
@jaydub25463 жыл бұрын
If you’re raving Exercycle to walk into the brambles and act confused 🤣 can’t forget the millions of imaginary ants crawling everywhere and mosquitos
@KayKay-vg4sn2 жыл бұрын
Drugs on tap Lloyd Luther thank me later
@danp9202 жыл бұрын
This song is 10 years old in 3 days, The realisation of that has made me feel so old, shout out anyone who is still listening from back then, and a big shout out to anyone that used to listen to him before that when he was Castro
@user-wg1gd5gg7s Жыл бұрын
C-A-S!!! Tottenham
@frazerhowes3006 Жыл бұрын
Link to Casto please Dan, share the love bro 👊
@Dunno-h8r19 күн бұрын
This track is timeless unfortunately
@callumrutherford8 ай бұрын
Hearing this song on LSD made me realise I’ve gone too far and I needed to stop. Stopped my main addiction and lowered down all the rest. Thank you CAS ❤️
@yamyite4 ай бұрын
Glad you realised that in time, i past that warning flag years ago. In too deep to fold now
@dashdashdash_4 ай бұрын
@@yamyite Can't escape death but you can postpone it mate, you are never in too deep if you can still post and communicate with the world, I mean that in the sweetest way, you can do it arkid.
@user-fo9lm4dx6y3 ай бұрын
Wishing you a happy and healthy life ❤@@yamyite
@FiaT_LuX..19902 ай бұрын
Fight me mush @@dashdashdash_
@amanhussain79213 жыл бұрын
Almost one year sober and it's been the best year of my life , god bless you all who are going through the struggle !
@jl64713 жыл бұрын
3 months sober feels good man. Its a fight but with direction
@hassanhussain23103 жыл бұрын
@@amanhussain7921 bro I don't think weed is an issue like that
@paulfletcher3998 Жыл бұрын
@@hassanhussain2310I hope you're still going strong. 11 days off brown and morphine (again) but I feel stronger this time. Just wish I was able to do it before mum passed.
@iamdalaw19 жыл бұрын
This song just made me cry, I can feel his pain so much.
@danielnaranjo63214 жыл бұрын
Same
@Jamespharaoh10142 жыл бұрын
Most of America need to listen to this song. I was addicted to Cocaine for a decade and finally left it behind. Drugs don't work. They just make you worse. Mad Love from New York . We feeling your style 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@cx20654 ай бұрын
How did you it in struggling so much 😢
@israilwm5 жыл бұрын
2019 - I'm still here My favourite production ever
@cameronhay98685 жыл бұрын
Исраил Хашагульгов I wholeheartedly agree
@ЕлизаветаИдигова4 жыл бұрын
Ох ничего себе, вот кого точно тут не ожидала встретить, так это ингуша
@supervisorjimlahey8654 жыл бұрын
Damn and a Trainspotting profile pic. You do love drugs.
@danielgonzalez-yp7hi4 ай бұрын
Thank you for this song CAS, been listening to it for about 6 years now , 7 weeks clean now, finally. 🇦🇺
@shanewebster32494 ай бұрын
Lost so much so quick , this song sums it all up i fkd up 😢im so so sorry 😞 eventually the light will turn off
@shanewebster32494 ай бұрын
No life and no respite
@danielgonzalez-yp7hi4 ай бұрын
No end in sight……
@jevwarnyanaaa66622 жыл бұрын
Cas is so underrated, still listening in 2022 💪🏻
@lenar4ik1 Жыл бұрын
Listening him in 2023
@Marc-ji8bz Жыл бұрын
@@lenar4ik1 u know that g. 💪🤜
@JA-gz6cj Жыл бұрын
this is the first track i heard from him and ever since then he been my fav artist
@Methodsaimon4 ай бұрын
2024 don't get it twisted!
@LITTLEEXPERIMENTCHANNEL15 жыл бұрын
Probably the most Devine lyrics I have ever heard. I couldn’t imagine being in this artists head for a day compared to a month of shit I go through.
@bethkatie14876 жыл бұрын
“Spent most my life in the dark chasing the light like a moth eventually the light will turn off”
@J.Gxllzghzr5 жыл бұрын
Gotta catch that light and hold it tight before it fades away
@Thisbook20224 жыл бұрын
@James Casey You havent heard shit then.
@Dankman94 жыл бұрын
@James Casey I vote you carry on for three hours. ;P lol jk
@cp88p432 жыл бұрын
That's so sad. All the best my friend
@J.Gxllzghzr5 ай бұрын
Just coming back to say I still haven't done much progress and I'm still high
@TWWM-fl2yo21 күн бұрын
Was still just a kid really when quite a few people my age took a trip they never came back from. Feels bad
@mikerose76513 жыл бұрын
I cry most times I play this song. Most of my family were stuck on drugs and alcohol. Destroyed my child hood. Love to you cass.
@andyfoz8 жыл бұрын
stumbled across this guy by accident on youtube, awesome music, bought album now, plays in my car day and night. 40 years young :)
@AB-gz9yb5 жыл бұрын
andyfoz good man
@报纸-w6z Жыл бұрын
there's no album yet. In Autumn there will the first album of Cas
@austinpowers62510 жыл бұрын
“With everything that has happened to you, you can either feel sorry for yourself or treat what has happened as a gift. Everything is either an opportunity to grow or an obstacle to keep you from growing. You get to choose.
@stinknugget64466 жыл бұрын
How am I only hearing this guy now! So talented!
@thechannelofgodgamin Жыл бұрын
I’ve just stopped smoking weed, I know not heroin type of withdraws. This songs helping me through it a lot. No bullshit, no fucking around just pure poetry about addiction. Feels like I’ve just woken up from a 12 year coma.
@bryn3652 Жыл бұрын
Fix up you muppet weeds medicine
@roxannevirtue-mills60612 жыл бұрын
An old friend of mine would listen to this over and over again! What a tune 💯
@snider51911 ай бұрын
Aw. This is me 😅
@chrisbee4873 жыл бұрын
I always used to listen to this when I'd been up for days injecting myself with speed and smoking crack. Hoping one day I'd be clean. I was in rehab 9 months. I've been out now 2 months and I'm still clean. And never felt better x
@MrA-hc9fi3 жыл бұрын
Hope you’re still going strong!
@chrisbee4873 жыл бұрын
@@MrA-hc9fi yes mate iam. I was 14 months yesterday 😊. Thanks x
@JS-xr5vw3 жыл бұрын
Well done Chris, keep going we're behind you X
@chrisbee4873 жыл бұрын
@@JS-xr5vw thanks mate
@chrisbee4873 жыл бұрын
@@mattycosta9074 thanks mate. Absolutely spot on ❤💙❤💙.I think the majority of my using was using wank drugs.
@UKN0WN1879 жыл бұрын
deffintly one of them ones that dont get boring. repeat.
@G6H6S6TXFJ Жыл бұрын
Cas yo I have been listening to this gem for a song for years and it has never gotten old every time I listen to it is like I am hearing it for the first time over and over again giving goosebumps please make more music like this
@JamesSpeedRuns Жыл бұрын
me too bro, me too. same feeling
@DarrylBezza-tw7zj Жыл бұрын
One love from kent
@VulpesInculta6402 жыл бұрын
My cousin sent me this song years ago, he died as a 20 year old kid :(. No one knows what happened, they just found his corpse in the river Medway. See you in a better place Alan. Also, I'm 7 years clean from opiates :)
@Seewhogetsluckyfirst2 жыл бұрын
Sorry to hear that mate it's a tough life
@yamyite2 жыл бұрын
Cold Turkey or rehab?
@VulpesInculta6402 жыл бұрын
@@yamyite cold turkey all the way, without any Medicine, nah, actually I tried chlorprothixene (Truxan?) for debilitating insomnia, didn't help though...
@yamyite2 жыл бұрын
@@VulpesInculta640 how long you ruff for and you long the insomnia last?
@VulpesInculta6402 жыл бұрын
@@yamyite Ruff? As in withdrawal? Not a native speaker, sorry! If ruff is withdrawal, then it took about 2 weeks, with week one most intense (rls, sweats, constant feeling of cold, nausea, runs etc). It took that Long because I mostly used opium orally, got me blazed for 20 hours, sometimes more, probably some opiates clog up liver so it Takes longer to metabolize. Total insomnia lasted for 3 days, was a fucken nightmare, then it gradually got better.
@baker62345 жыл бұрын
This song helped me with opioid and benzodiazepine addiction. 13months clean now
@robc60223 жыл бұрын
stay gold, brother.
@jimmycasuelle3 жыл бұрын
Yes Baker ❤️❤️❤️
@gareth68613 жыл бұрын
benzos!
@baker62343 жыл бұрын
now again addicted to opiates :/
@eadweardwoden73093 жыл бұрын
@@baker6234 it happens, don't feel bad. it takes time.
@acaughtfox Жыл бұрын
I can’t tell if this song makes me want to do a bag of coke or never touch drugs again. Art.
@Ichokedamelononce10 жыл бұрын
This guy is real as fuck. Seen loads of lads I know getting addicted to a sorts of different stuff, just 16/17/18 years old, because they felt really bad about themselves. Their social life suffered heavy damage by distrust and caring more about getting the next shot. Whatever people want you to make believe, drugs ain't cool. They seem like a solution but just make the problem bigger. A sober life is a good life. Peace.
@16cliffedge9 жыл бұрын
Ichokedamelononce yea its a mad contradiction tho , that , if he does shot , which i think he does, that he can spit these sick bars
@WreeckCreational9 жыл бұрын
16cliffedge I don't think so, you think of it like a business, how's he gonna be successful if he's got no brains?
@16cliffedge9 жыл бұрын
what ? you dont rly make sense mate. im just saying he sees the damage done , and shots , it shows heart this vid for addicts, which he is i assume , and if he shots im saying its a contradiction - u cant whine and sell - as comes across in all other tracks by him
@WreeckCreational9 жыл бұрын
16cliffedge Ohhhh, I get you. Yeah, never thought of it like that.
@16cliffedge9 жыл бұрын
CAMERON PREMIER yea no totally agree didnt mean whine rly just rare 2 too see honest contraction expressed but hes got a mask so hes sound lol
@susanthewles40954 жыл бұрын
Still battling through this addiction its the hardest fight of my life, but i will beat it i know i will. May2020
@joed81214 жыл бұрын
susan thewles you can do it susan
@susanthewles40954 жыл бұрын
@@joed8121 thank you friend kind words mean alot to me, it gives me strength
@joed81214 жыл бұрын
Just don’t give up, think about where you can be this time next month! Then next year, take it slowly, one day at a time...stay safe
@craigmarston71694 жыл бұрын
you can do it were with you been there still every day is a battle Hug's max xx
@kayecampbell44494 жыл бұрын
Go on Susan you got this girl
@nicefilmpke2 жыл бұрын
I've only discovered this masterpiece yesterday. I really have missed out for almost 10 years.
@JimmzeeW3 жыл бұрын
2021 and this is still a banger 🔥 Charlie is my brother and I love coming to watch this video because I know how happy this made him. Big love for all the RIP comments.
@imreallydead.232 жыл бұрын
Rip Charlie Williams gone but never forgotten thanks to this track lost my auntie to cancer in 2009 still hurts
@The419Productions2 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss ❤️
@ChelseaGrinMan0018 жыл бұрын
As metal head/instrumental lover its hard for me to find a rap song i like but this is great
@jacobbruges13498 жыл бұрын
Good music appeals to all ears
@apocalypse71588 жыл бұрын
Hell yeah this is some good shit. stay metal \m/
@jamiegriffin-smith99315 жыл бұрын
The song is a mix of the verve the drugs don't work the verve are an amazing band
@J03__4 ай бұрын
Listening in 2024 ? If so your a real one
@benjaminbailey72504 ай бұрын
🎉🎉
@adamlinegar8954 ай бұрын
Always don
@chrisbee487Ай бұрын
Yes 🙌
@shauntyson7367 Жыл бұрын
This guy lyrical and Rhythm capabilities are just ahead of it’s time. This is immortal technique level. This guy is raw. When you feel it’s easy to write , but you gotta love it to feel it. He’s raw
@ScottyBanton6 жыл бұрын
Big up for this CAS. Where the video ended, I lived right there on 9 Havelock until 2002 until I moved out and got married, my Metro was parked for a couple years right where you're standing! One of the most refreshing tracks and videos I've seen for a long time. Big up! #TMD
@I_am_a_cat_3 жыл бұрын
"Even ones designed to help you fight seem so shite" this resonates with me so much right now, as I'm trying to get off of suboxone. It's been a nightmare for so long, there's no end in sight, but I know it's coming and songs like this really help me get through it.
@frazerbrannigan55642 жыл бұрын
@@I_am_a_cat_ how you doing bro?
@I_am_a_cat_2 жыл бұрын
@@frazerbrannigan5564 worse. lol. Wish I stuck it out 10 months ago when I made this comment. Relapsed and now it's even worse. I don't even get high anymore. Thanks for asking :) hopefully things will be different by the end of the year. Planning on trying to quit again or at the very least get on subs again, but they're not even strong enough to get rid of the withdrawals anymore. Fentanyl is a hell of a drug. A hell of a BAD drug. tmi prob, I know lol.
@frazerbrannigan55642 жыл бұрын
@@I_am_a_cat_ never tmi bro everyone needs someone to vent to we have all been threw some sort of addiction some are worse some are easier but we are all human bro and anything i can say or do to help i always would but stay positive bro ik its hard to but hopefully 🙏 we all get through these dark shit times and pull threw these fight ygm bro ❤️👊🏼
@frazerbrannigan55642 жыл бұрын
If you need to talk bro im here anytime fr bro 👊🏼
@frazerbrannigan5564 Жыл бұрын
@@I_am_a_cat_ how are you doing bro ?
@tonyscriven5486 Жыл бұрын
Never gets old and Year after year I come back to this tune to remind myself stay strong
@markoliver61822 жыл бұрын
Only heard this 2 days ago & wow some powerful home truths in there, Riep all those we have all lost😢
@thegoodlife29372 жыл бұрын
You helped me get back on track. Blow out then focus. If you don't blow out you can't start fixing yourself. I've cut the drink a lil from everyday for 2 years to once or twice a week.
@imreallydead.232 жыл бұрын
Good lad
@neiljforrest60402 жыл бұрын
14 years an alcoholic drinking from morning to night every day then one day, (30/07/16) I just stopped and never touched a drop till 22/02/17. Now I can take it or leave it. Nearly went back to heavy drinking a few times though like when I lost the love of my life to fake Valium in April there, I drunk for 2 weeks straight but I knew I had to knock it on the head coz the answers are never at the bottom of the bottle and so, I did!
@gavinferrao5 ай бұрын
CAS will forever be a legend for this masterpiece
@joanneevans50623 жыл бұрын
14 months clean best feeling ever. Get to see my children grow. Thanks to the organization I'm in. I'm so grateful xx
@dd83356 жыл бұрын
Still listen to this a couple times a day and it’s nearly 2019 cas goes hard
@oldskoolclips5598 Жыл бұрын
Powerful message. Wake up call to a lot of us
@gin5sey2 жыл бұрын
This is probably the best rap track ever written, each verse in its perfect place. So honest, raw and real. CASISDEAD will live forever
@cccbeats_ Жыл бұрын
Absolutely. I don't think it's generally the best ever written rap, but it's easily the best ever written rap track from the UK. "Gone" by Mic Righteous takes second place for me.
@aphelan88956 жыл бұрын
So grim. So real. Cas undoubtedly one of the best uk artists for a long time
@LSR19808 ай бұрын
To take a classic song and add to it is next level
@nathancameron-hameed51194 жыл бұрын
Fuck sake this was a little bit deeper than I was expecting. Lost a cousin and 2 close friends as well as a few distant ones to the drugs. We're all under 30, one a teen and one early twenties. I've overdosed twice, relapsed the same night I got out the first time. Don't even know why I'm writing this but it feels good to read some of these and know we can all talk about it nowadays. Can't rate this track enough. Speaks volumes to anyone who's been a part of this world. Haven't touched a downer or gone ham for nearly a year since my son came around. Thank fuck for you kiddo. Big love to all the brothers and sisters out there fighting the struggle 💚
@davidboland74473 жыл бұрын
All it takes is a recovering/recovered addict to share their success story to inspire others to start trying themselves. Thanks for sharing your story and possibly giving someone the initiative to follow suit. Keep on keeping on brother.
@Bunksfc3 жыл бұрын
Glad you got clean after all that bro your lad must have been a sign you have better things to come in life stay safe bro 👊
@kuroshjohnsalimi3 жыл бұрын
Stay strong its an inside job
@aliasofanalias74482 жыл бұрын
You shared it because you on the path you want to be on and your subconscious knows that, your ego is trying to reinforce the postive experience. Keep doing it bro, lot's of love
@sando12582 жыл бұрын
I like this comment stick at that man kids can be your saviour ,keep truckin'
@OliverGreen2Real Жыл бұрын
Mad 11 years ago gone by just like that
@Web3Zwangtun2 жыл бұрын
Like a lot of other people on here, this song changed my life completly, I use to be a piss head, coke head and anything in between head. Now I'm coming up a year sober with everything, I can honestly say it's a better feeling than any drug I've ever tried.
@ketovoreking54402 жыл бұрын
Just starting 2day my day 1 Well done hope your still going 👍
@franciswhite71252 жыл бұрын
Good job my guy, hopefully I find a point in life like that. Its good to know it exists lol
@Zwangtun2 жыл бұрын
@@franciswhite7125 You can do it man, I believe in you! I'm still going strong, haven't touched anything. (This is my content creation channel I'm replying from) Working on side hustles left right & centre, so much out there to do with your time other than getting high, I know sometimes it isn't that easy as it can grip you by the balls. You can do it.
@michaelweaver8729 Жыл бұрын
Hope you kept it up m8 👍🏽
@thebiggestbossyaseenthusfar Жыл бұрын
Bullshit I’ve been sober a year and blowing an oxy m stamped 30 up the port hole is much better than being sober just not in the long run. I’m happy for your progress but don’t lie bruv
@Kevin-tw4uw2 жыл бұрын
"but my life's shit drugs seem like the quickest fix temporary escape from the estates and all these fucking pricks" Fuck man that touches me in a way I can't explain
@raulmenendez8104 жыл бұрын
Salute from Russia 🇷🇺 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 Track is 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥❗️❗️❗️❗️ Real Life, Real Music 🎶
@David-py4bo Жыл бұрын
21 days clean and can relate to everything said in this powerful song not letting this addiction runin my life no more my family are all i need in my life f### this s###
@Theashenone17 Жыл бұрын
Hope your still clean dude and remember relapse at first is normal on the road to recovery. Stay blessed 🙏
@thechannelofgodgamin Жыл бұрын
Hope you’ve made it out okay mate
@HuKaBuRa9 жыл бұрын
CASISDEAD, you are truly underrated by the main stream and the radio's and I just hope soon they see through their prejudice look of you and see that you are one of THE most realest and passionate mc's here in the UK. The lyrics are strong and the visuals are stronger, but its the MESSAGE that is truly POWERFUL!! I praise you sir! #CASISDEAD
@haydenrawson34763 жыл бұрын
9 years later and still playing this song, how good !
@David-py4bo Жыл бұрын
81 days clean and sober thanks to all the support from everyone in the CA fellowship could never doit in my own and can relate to the whole song from Cass. This is life or death take your recovery seriously and you will get ya lifes back thats a promise x
@paceyhitman8983 Жыл бұрын
Well done brother hope you are still clean you should proud of yourself. Sending my love
@David-py4bo Жыл бұрын
@@paceyhitman8983 thank you so much.yes thank god im still clean 131 days clean now and have completed my 12 steps in the ca fellowship i still lisen to this song as meditation and reminds me to never put any substance in me ever again. Staying in recovery is priceless and everything slowly is getting better and better. My soul is back!.
@paceyhitman8983 Жыл бұрын
@@David-py4boYes my man! Well done just keep doing what you are doing moving forward with your life. Stay strong on those days where you get tempted and don't hesitate to message me if you need someone to talk if that will help you. I can relate I'm a recovering alcoholic and have problems with drugs in the past. Currently in mental hospital after a suicide attempt because the drugs and alcohol messed my head up man. As I said Stay strong and you know where I am if you need help. Well done again your message gave me a lift so thankyou and best wishes to you my friend.
@jacobmadsen69395 ай бұрын
I always listen to this song when I do coke… I don’t know if it makes me more hungry after more bags or makes me wanna quit. I been clean from crimes and drugs for 4.5 years but for 7 days ago I began to do coke again and been doing it all day and half of the nights since 7 days ago.
@iamdalaw19 жыл бұрын
This song is a emotional master piece, really delivers a strong message.
@PrzygodyStarskiego Жыл бұрын
This track helps me in hard times when the demons of the past come back... but when I listen to it, the demons don't go away but listen with me... Best regards CASISDEAD 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻
@MisssMia10 жыл бұрын
This gave me the chills big time...RIP.
@markisaacs97412 жыл бұрын
14 years clean now this is amazing
@lungsworld95663 жыл бұрын
Each to their own. I’ll never lose my love for a session.
@jonnylord50732 жыл бұрын
Deep as fuck seen a lot of people lose it to drugs biggup cas bigtime for showing us
@mlbn23 Жыл бұрын
This will never get old man
@PaulSmith-og2uh6 жыл бұрын
This is a man who knows what he's singing n mc'ing about . This is a man who knows the know n a man who's been the otherside . I get this song thrue n thrue .
@AlanBarr-z2cАй бұрын
Only about 6 months clean I listen to this song every time a get that itch never want to fall back in that hole songs class
@JoePlatt15 жыл бұрын
So glad spotify radio is a thing. Can't believe I hadn't heard this until now but it is on repeat.
@MogzysTunes8 жыл бұрын
You are the most intriguing personality in our scene Cas. Never stop what you do, how you do. RIP Charlie Williams.
@Josehorror863 жыл бұрын
1st time hearing and wow i get chills relating to the pain & struggle of addiction....
@mregg9118 жыл бұрын
this has to be the best tune I've ever heard. listen to it every day
@LM-ii8mx5 жыл бұрын
Still?
@keira682994 жыл бұрын
@@LM-ii8mx yep apparently
@bubbak32526 жыл бұрын
Still listening 5 years later, thank you
@oxololo Жыл бұрын
every line in this tune Is so real. amazing.
@unboundmisfits17155 жыл бұрын
hardest grime/rap song from the UK, deep this song always brings me in and the beat n video
@brxbirchseries10111 жыл бұрын
amazing track, havent heard anything this real in years, R.I.P Charlie
@gageharper8863 жыл бұрын
This song 4 years ago I was sat on a train traveling the country to see my daughter while mum's laid up at home with cancer 😢 I know it's different context but she was there drugs wasn't working I'm literally watching every thing in my life disappear. This hits so many levels for me
@tayontherocks56942 жыл бұрын
🖤
@Drewler2242 жыл бұрын
Is it because I'm a former addict? This groove, my mans rhymes, I agree and groove to it.
@lang13 Жыл бұрын
Cas lives on much respect 2023
@iJorded4 жыл бұрын
Makes me think of my two G's who just couldn't take it anymore R.I.P Lads 💙
@denomination22 Жыл бұрын
5 days days clean....rip Charlie. Never forgotten
@Aldo187_ Жыл бұрын
keep on keeping on brother! chin north bound comrade
@Blaynerobbo110211 ай бұрын
Hope you can come back here and say your sober by some amount brother
@observermanj890410 ай бұрын
Need an update bruv
@ominus-eclipse64489 ай бұрын
Hello?
@davidprice19087 ай бұрын
Monday til Friday dude? :)
@anthonywykes40154 жыл бұрын
Why have I not heard this before 😞what a tune! real relatable lyrics
@Gappy3 жыл бұрын
Used to take over 10 different substances throughout my teens... Glad I got the chance to move away from all that and start fresh. Haven't touched a drug in 4 years, this song seemed to help so much with the withdrawals
@rossikins16 жыл бұрын
Line after stunning line of deepness. True artist at work here. Still gets me every time I return to this.
@sizzleshnizzle94842 жыл бұрын
To anyone who feels this way anyone going through what the song covers. there is a light at the end of the tunnel. but only for those who really want to stop taking drugs for the better of their health and mental wellness. you have to want it though. let your friends and family help you don't live in denial and if you don't have a supportive group around you. seek professional help. get some proper help guys because you shouldn't be living your life this way it's not living. I've only taken weed in my life but even that became my problem in the end. I am proud to say I no longer smoke week anymore and am clean of it. I operate on a natural high now and it's amazing.
@Aldo187_ Жыл бұрын
2023 We are still here. Shout out to everyone on the struggle
@MissBellaGotti9 жыл бұрын
He is the best mate. Doesn't matter if people want to come on here and say the song or how he lives is a contradiction because truth be told he is telling us that his choices are a contradiction in this song anyway and that becomes pretty clear when he raps about Simon " I'm becoming so much like the clients that I've been supplying" You wouldn't even know there was a contradiction without him telling you so and that is what makes this song even more of a masterpiece a man that can hold his hands up and say I fucked up man and I know it. Reality rap is so hard to come by these days everything is mainly swagger and trash but stuff like this is the real deal.
@nikopfalzer99215 жыл бұрын
Great way to put it.
@markwhittle35635 жыл бұрын
Exactly!
@nikopfalzer29874 жыл бұрын
This is what music should be like, real shit. I listen to this when I get an urge to relapse and I cry. It's a powerful song.
@mattjmod3 жыл бұрын
Word
@tarotnakba36913 жыл бұрын
Obviously
@isacmurdanhe98718 жыл бұрын
Im 27 and was doing drugs for 15 year's its only up until recently had a child and occupying myself with education etc etc, ive fighed the demons off.
@kierandavies60498 жыл бұрын
isac murdanhe right on man, all the best for the future
@07ORO6 жыл бұрын
Good man. There's hope for me yet
@leotheo51635 жыл бұрын
Shame when we were younger we could have listened, it only gets worse and worse.
@TheEndOfABloodline Жыл бұрын
Damn.. i know it word for word now... still not any better 10 years later...
@cg8594 Жыл бұрын
Feel that
@Freddy007-Mix3 жыл бұрын
Thumbs UP from Italy! Great song...still listening on 2021!