Rainbow Kitten Surprise - Cocaine Jesus (lyrics)

[@imanilabady7151]

I hate how comfortable I am with being sad. I don’t want to be.

[@megatrongriffin4383]

❤️

[@sadied6473]

It's hard to be happy...even if you wanna be...it's uncomfortable...but possible.

[@YoooWTFwasThat]

Even when we fall, we just got get up and keep pushing forward. The world is a shithole, and we can't control that; we can only control how we respond to it. Happy New Years Brother

[@Gracie.696]

i am sorry u feel that way, i have been there it isnt forever but it takes a hell of a long time to get better, i hope u are doing better or get better 😀

[@j.johnson7891]

Feeling sad is normal and well. It's when you feel nothing at all is when you should worry

[@taliatarabishi5083]

I was falling into a depression and this song singlehandedly pulled me out of it, I just heard it for the first time and it helped lift the weight in my chest

[@liamnetmaker6600]

yeah k ik k i is that going oop kkkk n my looks lol oh

[@izzydenman327]

the line when u find and old picture of us i hope you miss me sometimes, it's just like letting go of everything

[@tonystechchann]

"When you find an old picture of us, and you clear away the dust; I hope you miss me sometimes. When you see a frame that reminds you of us, Would you remember the times, Oh the times that we believed"... That was a hell of a line no pun intended

[@bcaviz4233]

Exactly.. when I first listened to this song, it was the line that literally hit me.. i already had that thought in my head and i was amazed and also scared to say it out loud

[@aidenfiddler8059]

One of those songs that you don’t like at first until you listen to it over and over

[@kiyamay5570]

I loved it the first time I heard it and still love* it

[@airsoftfan00]

Interesting.. This song was the first i heard from the band and it instantly resonated with me...its the whole reason why i got into RKS :D

[@7up983]

eactly,it's been a no-stop for 3 days

[@theminiturist88]

I found it great the first time

[@fern9835]

Some people don't just listen to pop songs

[@doomiedud747]

I can physically feel this song. I can’t elaborate, or explain. Just, when it’s on, I physically feel it.

[@doomiedud747]

Theres no way I left this comment a month ago???

[@robokraken5904]

@@doomiedud747 now it's been eight months!

[@verysmolmangoes]

@@doomiedud747 been an entire year bud

[@neito.m.6741]

​@@doomiedud747 a year and 10 days now my guy. Hello 👋🏼

[@jesusisgod2742]

It’s sin! It is the emotions that flares as it try’s to destroy truth! The only truth! Jesus is the word of God. How the Gospel tells about this wayward and ungodly mockers! Repent all who seek righteous and salvation from eternal death and damnation beyond human imagination! Repent and seek God now before it is to late. May the Lord’s Will be done, Amen.

[@arthurbraga7308]

This band is underrated...

[@gokittygooo]

Very much so! A relative of mine got me into this band, and I am really liking their music.

[@XxANONYMOUSxXxNICKxX]

Yea I just discovered them today and they're still underated as fuck

[@ctrlaltdltd]

Very underrated

[@nononononolistenlisten1]

True

[@redmain9553]

Just like ur comment

[@jaidankopp290]

I don’t know how to explain this but this song feels like sh recovery

[@maryyy1]

OMG WAIT IT DOESSS

[@Grimmfullish]

as someone recovering from sh, it really does sound like it :) (edit- autocorrect)

[@jaidankopp290]

@@Grimmfullish I’m proud

[@king.2597]

What is sh recovery?

[@wildcherries4287]

@@king.2597 Self harm recovery

[@skittle4470]

This was my best friends favorite song. Now all I do is listen to it on repeat. Rest In Peace Elliott.

[@emunicorn9274]

im sorry for your loss it was the same with my grandma🤍

[@nikt5654]

I'm so sorry ml.

[@uninspiredghost]

The emotion in "I'm nothing that you ever wanted to lean on" is my favorite

[@jennacarroll9200]

Oh my.....This brings me a flood of memories. There was a man who was so in love with me. We were both 19. I was addicted to drugs and only used him for that purpose, to fill that need. I played him. I called him a few years ago after having been in recovery and apologized to him. I was truly sorry. I was young, and I only ever called him when I "needed" him. I have a fiance and children now but he crosses my mind still, neither of us really knew what love was.. I do miss him sometimes......as silly as that sounds.

[@calummoore8769]

im proud of you & your recovery stranger(:

[@JOSHARMY]

It shows you have evolved into a much better person, a lot of people cant see when they've been wrong and will never take responsibility. Takes a lot to admit when you're wrong. Hope all is well :)

[@daddydalton3772]

Damn I feel bad for the husband

[@jennacarroll9200]

@@daddydalton3772 oh my husband? we are very happy 😊 thanks for your concern though

[@Paintingskys]

You're a good person. You know your mistake and I'm happy you've recovered!! 😊

[@madelyn2018]

The lyrics that starts at 2:40 keeps me coming back everyday 😊

[@mthh6929]

I had a best friend, we were so perfect for eachother. We were so similar loved the same things had the same problems there wasnt any problem they couldnt understand. But what i couldnt understand. Was how we both wrecked eachother at the same time. We threw eachother under the bus time after time with no intention of ever even hurting one another. And in the end we looked at eachother and realised niether of us are the same people we were. We changed and along the line our friendship died away. Became toxic Became hate. And i left. I left becuase if i hadnt we would both have thrown away everythig we wanted holding on to somethig we didnt even recognise. But i miss the person they used to be. But i look in the mirror and i also miss who i used to be. I hope one day were both better people enough to try again. But until then in the hard times i have to fight. Becuase youre not somebody i can call anymore.

[@mayagwozdz7204]

i was in your position. I still miss what me and that person were. things wont go back but this song helps worj that

[@mis.stress6769]

You literally put in words what i'm feeling, the worst thing is realizing that you too are the bad guy of the situation

[@lopaviro9168]

Okay this is literally what I'm going through. I just found his Instagram after almost a year of not talking. I see him having fun and it hurts, but I don't want to try at something again. It worked when we were younger, different, more similar. But now we're two entirely different people who never would have even met if it wasn't for one person we have in common. I just hope he's happy of the person he is, even if that person has no space for me anymore.

[@eh5735]

Had to do the same thing a few years ago. I hope you're doing well and finding yourself again

[@altamasnadeem6711]

why did your comment hurt on a personal level?

[@mirtta6022]

this song is scratching my brain in a good way

[@SorrowsSkull]

this song really hits. especially “when you find a old picture of us” and the rest of those lyrics describe what I want to say to him. I wish I could.

[@alexxcain11812]

This song is singlehandedly getting me through the grief of losing my best friend three years ago in a car accident and a horrible breakup-

[@septhis3531]

I’m so sorry, I lost my best friend coming up on 2 years I don’t think I’m ready for it

[@petercraig1948]

My older brother taught me this and now every time I hear this I can’t help myself but cry thinking about him.(he moved to college)

[@stefaniehunt5199]

I'm much closer to 60 than 40 and these songs pull on me like songs did when I was a kid. Great music knows how to reach everyone

[@matthew9605]

Still mad this isn’t blown up the way it should have

[@beccagrantham5978]

This song reminds me of addiction and recovery. The addiction that killed the love of my life and the recovery that I'm stuck with instead of him.

[@simplemelody384]

This is a song I hated at first as it was recommended to me by someone who I hate now for so many reasons. But now I listen to it on repeat, thought it still reminds me of them, I don't care anymore because this song makes me feel good. Somehow.

[@heatherrose4523]

that’s how i feel with slow dancing in the dark, it’s genuinely a good song, but the person who recommended it to me ruined it for a while but when i listen to it now, i somehow feel good?

[@lunabluebiscuit4942]

I feel the same with a song that someone who really hurt me for a number of years, and I think it is because it's ok to think about things that hurt you. It is sort of like growing from past struggles, to be able to do something that reminds you of them. It's really hard to do that, remind yourself of something so painful, but there is something so gratifying to do just that. I think it helps us understand our feelings in a way that is deeper than words.

[@pragyasingh2297]

That's what I feel like the song is all about. Learning to not discount your emotions and thoughts even though you feel like you may have been living in an illusion. The real illusion is believing that once you lose someone you will never be able to experience that kind of happiness again. Your emotions were and are real, and they evolve with time. There's no right or wrong, they simply are.

[@alectoombs678]

Rks is seriously one of my comfort bands. Like, their music honestly helps me with my mental health.

[@stefaniehunt5199]

hallelujah

[@tylerroyle8963]

the lyrics of these songs are so powerful, it reminds me of being addicted to substances with a best friend and they get clean and you don’t- they have a kid young and your left alone

[@dennisdavis6898]

Please bring us peace , and thank you guys for this piece of art...

[@bcaviz4233]

I've been listening to this song on repeat. There's so many things and thoughts i had in my mind but never could say them out loud. I've been through hard times, lost people i wasn't ready to lose. Lost alot of motivation and hope. But I find many people have faced the same things that have commented on this before. And it makes me feel a bit better that I'm not alone and hopefully we all will find things that are meant for us and for us to get better. Thank you everyone who have shared their words in comments. I find many of them really helping. Thank you.

[@laylapringle3816]

I love this song do much, I recently relapsed and quickly stopped to sing this song as it came on. This song gives me that feeling I've been looking for

[@gabrielawojtowicz3109]

1:28 ✨🤠

[@my_friends_cat1930]

Thank

[@remarkablyunhumane]

my father is an addict. he recommended me this rks which i already listened to a bit, and told me to listen to this song which i had maybe heard but it held no real meaning before that. i think i listen to it a minimum of ten times a day now. most definitely gonna be my most listened on spotify wrapped this year. every day i feel more and more connected, cant count how many times ive cried to it. he's a homeless addict but he will forever be my favorite person, i will forever miss him. i love this song with all of my soul.

[@curtbeer7199]

Love how the song switches up multiple times. Underrated band for sure

[@Jill_promise_]

This song physically hurts me. It says everything I hide in the back of my mind because I'm scared to admit it. This song forces me comfort the thoughts I pretend aren't there. It's validating but taunting because I want to convince myself none of it is real. People don't feel like this no one does these feelings aren't real. But they are. They are. They are heard and my heart yearns to be listened to but my brain is scared. And now I sit confronted by a demon. A demon that only slipped it's way through the cracks of my subconscious because of a band called Rainbow Kitten Surprise and a song called Cocaine Jesus. WTF is existing how is any of this real and why why do I feel.

[@TheZoey2349]

I know it's been only a year, but i hope you found your answers.

[@TheZoey2349]

Why do you feel? Because you're human, you're capable of feeling and emotion

[@TheZoey2349]

It's okay to feel, it's not a crime, we all need to let emotions out if needed, we all need someone, atleast one person by our side

[@TheZoey2349]

Existing is somewhat like having depression except, existing is less tiring and it's just an empty life like some ghost's life, existence connects to depression

[@TheZoey2349]

How is any of this real? I cannot answer that one sadly. Still i do not know if you had your answers to your questions, though i felt like you didn't, which is why i answered.

[@Lexi-nt9vd]

"When you find an old picture of us, and clear away the dust i hope you miss me sometimes, and when you see a frame that reminds you of me, would you remember the times? Oh the time we believed .." that hits hard

[@angelfoxyfox1146]

I’ve been going through a really rough time right now and this song really speaks to me. Struggling with addiction and a bloodline of addicts is something that is hard to deal with. I’m losing people left and right and I’m so mentally exhausted from everything and I just wanna stop. Let everything go so I don’t have to hurt.

[@ginajennings932]

I am praying that the Holy Spirit will guide you and give you hope. Don't give up, Jesus sees you and loves you❤

[@bcaviz4233]

I feel you. I understand it because I've been facing the same thing. Lost people i never wanted to lose. It's crazy. Though my hopes and prayers are with you. I'm sure everyone of us will be okay.

[@nightmystt]

I hated this song at first then I felt it and gave it too my bestfriend.. we don't speak anymore but I love the song now "when you find an old picture of us and clear away the dust , I hope you miss me sometimes"

[@MovingPicturesByBru]

Felt inspired by this and added a version of this amazing song on my channel but with rain and thunder as well in it. Thanks for this Rainbow Kitten Surprise! ❤🌪

[@grim.x3005]

I ended things with a close friend of mine back in August because of a choice she made that effectively ended our friendship, I miss her everyday but it was for the best I wanna talk to her one more time just one more time but I ended it and it's better for both of us that way.

[@tanyaahmadzai2413]

HIS VOICE IS LITERALLY SO ETHEREAL TO ME AHHHHHHHH

[@maxisgone5167]

she recently came out! 🖤

[@nine2519]

The first time i heard this song i was smoking ouid and drinking with a friend it was the most normal ive ever felt screaming the lyrics in between sips of a drink or hitting a pipe with someone who was just happy living in that moment i think about it a lot

[@cyqur1436]

[@savagepenguin5599]

For some reason I keep looking at my phone thinking people care about me A relatable quote

[@gnenesis]

rks is criminally underrated

[@angel_of_darkness2272]

I can’t stop listening to thus

[@zhadreanastark9826]

This song almost makes me want to pray as an atheist who was abandoned by the god I was raised for. It makes me feel in a state of home I can see but never touch.

[@sonjamorrison6434]

I LOVE YOU!

[@tomjilek871]

God Will never abandon you

[@spookymarti3712]

the most heartbreaking song ever made, it can make me break down in tears in seconds

[@samiriley7788]

Nothing quite like making yourself absolutely indispensable to people who make you feel disposable..

[@xadanewton3845]

This is one song you dont care if you dont know the lyrics you still get in your feels

[@somerandomperson9585]

It’s a different kind of pain when you relate to this song because of your cousin and not an ex or anything like that just miss the times you were best friends and always talked but now you don’t even see each other anymore

[@amyjansenvanrensburg3589]

I can relate for the same reason, my cousin and I couldn't see each other after my father left.

[@ofoloo7095]

I'm in the same situation, man. We'll get through it.

[@eko4749]

She would play these guys all the time.. now she’s gone. I torture myself with this but it brings back the memories and she’s here for a second..

[@rainblue_1441]

Everything changed after i went to the hospital for my depression. now i feel like im trapped in a cage and my boyfriend and my friends are my only escape from everything. i hate my life everyday is the same. get yelled at for not being good enough and doing everything wrong. hiding all of my emotions andthen taking a damn pill so i can pretend everything is ok and pretend imfine when im not.

[@buschman2469]

That's WASSUP and PURE GENIUS because it does keep a practical different relation comparing similarly with everything music and separate exclusively thru me tuning using sound effects detecting clearly by selective hearing incidental on its own distinguishing literally mental without my control on lyrically and instrumental I consider mindfully a delightfulness to get high off it or on it. It depends...

[@tetrahydrat.8664]

The vocabulary was great but it didn't make too much sense, what are you getting at

[@maxx842]

reading all these stories while listening the song just kinda makes me happy because i get the feeling im not alone in this world

[@cytroxius]

this is so good :)

[@ashssublimenals1896]

1:25 reminds me of my mom idek if I’ll ever see her again

[@kenzemae6507]

2:40 you’re welcome

[@georgekeim452]

I like it. Thanks Lilly

[@blackwings724]

I heard this song from the radio of a passing car. Luckily I made out enough lyrics in several seconds to look it up on google. So glad I did!

[@lll1Neva1lll]

Love it!!

[@catherine2595]

Jake Smith thank you!! :)))

[@nullsnull5826]

Wow. Just stumbled upon this one. Love It!!❤❤

[@stefaniehunt5199]

keep stumbling...great stuff with this band

[@crittersnooze]

My mom reccomended this song to me. I was with her for years during a divorce. I feel her pain fr ☹️

[@auxilium_519]

my biggest fear is getting older. It's New years eve. I'm not happy I'm so scared I dont wanna get older. I'm so scared I "officially" become a teenager this year and I'm scared. I dont wanna grow up. I have and your and 20 days and I turn 13 I dont want to. I'm so so scared. This song is helping and idk why but it makes me feel a little better about getting older and it makes it a little less scared. I'm still horrified but this kinda helps.

[@warlockofthewest7792]

Hey bud, idk if you expected anyone to see or reply to this, but humour me. I'm not that much older than you (18) but when I was your age I had a very warped view of what growing up meant. Maybe you're a bit smarter than I was, but still, if it helps - Growing up doesn't mean leaving you as you are right now behind. There are certain expectations that people are going to put on you that make you feel like you have to act more put together or mature than you are, and it'll be up to you whether or not you want to act that way, but in the end, growing up really just means getting to know yourself and the world a little better. It's something that's already started and it's never going to stop, but that doesn't have to be a bad thing, and it also isn't out of your control. Don't be afraid of who you're going to become because you get to choose who that is, and even if the journey there isn't particularly fun, there will always be opportunities to make some good memories. And there'll always be ways to cope, like good songs like this. It's okay to be scared, but don't let it overwhelm you. Happy (very) early birthday :)

[@anouk8938]

@@warlockofthewest7792 i know im someone else but this really helped thank you so mutch

[@dfd659]

Best thing with geting older is that you dont notice it. Take it easy Little brother. Time allways win.

[@Tobias02]

Being a teen is scary, but remember it'll be okay no matter what yeah? As a teen im so terrified when I become 18. I promise you it'll be okay

[@kinixchu7403]

It was New Years eve, minutes away from 2020. I was 13, turning 14 in 2020. I remember counting down the last 10 seconds and in tears watching those fireworks because I was scared of what my teenage years had in store for me. We all know what happened in 2020 so obviously my teenage years so far have been bland, but I can assure you that it's not something to be afraid of. Growing up provides new experiences and opportunities; each stage of life is enjoyable in its own way. New responsibilities come with new freedoms! Accept it with open arms. You'll be fine.

[@sunshineleon6464]

This song is the soundtrack to recovering from a toxic relationship that you're just as much to blame for as the other person. Like yeah you used me, but I wanted you to. Back then.

[@JoshuaHutto74]

One of those songs that you have to take a moment to sit down and listen to the lyrics to rlly feel it

[@alexandramorar5217]

1:29

[@addisonadkins988]

I’m crying to this song.

[@brinna3131]

me too girl me too

[@violetbitch9492]

Same

[@ΝεφέληΖαβού-φ3ο]

Here because I got ghosted by my online best friend after 5 years... we were gonna meet in person this summer too ... wow

[@viola1394]

i am sorry:(

[@princessoftumblr2139]

I miss her so much some days

[@4KBassCarMusic]

*You have quality content* 🎼🎼🎼🎼 like your video.

[@catherine2595]

Bass Nation thank you!

[@erinellis7067]

this song reminds me of someone i used to be best friends with. they were really bad for me and are the cause of my SH addiction. i would never talk to them now but sometimes i do find myself reminded of them and it hurts.

[@kyliecowan16]

this song is he only thing giving me happiness

[@Ari_Jade03]

this was me and my bestfriends favorite song to sing together and now im listening to it by myself bawling my eyes out knowing that we let some silly boy ruin our friendship i miss her so much but i dont think im ever gonna get her back now...😭😭😭

[@junob9211]

when you realize that you were only friends, then dating because you were so good at hurting each other

[@jakemurray5802]

Don't know if I have depression or not but 10-4-21 my brother committed suicide and we always took breaks at the same time at work and would listen to music in his or my truck, I just wish I would've messaged my brothers gf the day before when we went shooting and asked if she hid his ammo cause later that night he found it and all it takes is 1 bullet, I wish he were here so we could still trade songs

[@dennisdavis6898]

God i need strength...

[@ginajennings932]

Praying for you brother 🙏

[@thomaswilliamson625]

“I’m nothing that YOU ever wanted to lean on”

[@-im-really-batman-]

It wasn't really my thing at first and then I listened to it again and now I'm listening to it on repeat on a daily

[@jadeerae4449]

I loved a cocaine Jesus with all of me. Always will. All I wanted to do was show him who he truly was, was enough. Didn’t need to do drugs to find belonging, or to conceal his sensitive nature. His true self was sunshine. I stayed around to try to help him see that. I wish more than anything he really believes that someday. He’s a stubborn ass, he’ll figure it out. I’m sorry. See you on the other side rain drop.

[@AudioGalleryCopyrightFreeMusic]

awesome :D 👍👍💜

[@catherine2595]

Audio Gallery - Copyright Free Music thank you!

[@mayhoaco5513]

great👋💐💐 I like so much😘😘 Make more perfect videos you😍😍😍😍

[@helvetiathegoober]

"When you find an old picture of us, and you clear away the dust, I hope you miss me sometimes." Hits too hard

[@Skittlydat]

I genuinely listened to this song on repeat for 8 hours when I first heard it

[@sheco2896]

Great

[@catherine2595]

sheco thank you :)))

[@heeveer]

this song makes my autism go nuts

[@sunflowercoffee2857]

Ikr! Especially after feeling like you burden friendships because of it

[@LewdPromise]

I’m so depressed but I have to hide what’s happening from everyone

[@sheridanlyons9882]

Don’t give up. Fighting is exhausting but you got this.

[@licentian3032]

Man I’m about to cry listening to this.. I tried to give him everything and now he’s off with his new partner and I’m here knowing I wasted four years of love..

[@NotActuallyAnon]

2:24 - 3:02 I wish I could scream this part at the top of my lungs everytime I hear it...

[@cats.of.castle6943]

2020 I moved to a New City. I thought that it's Hard to find firends but I hat no Problems with that. I found my comfort zone and had wonferful friends. I had a best friend that lived nearby. It Was just perfect. Then my friend Group started to get depressed. We outgrowed each other and arent a friend Group anymore. The most of US found New friends and New friend Group. I don't know this song just lets me go through all of this and lets me think about it. I don't really have friends anymore. I only have a boyfriend. But I wish that someone would call me if He needed someone.

[@olivia9307]

When my favourite cousin finds an old picture of us I hope he clears away the dust, remembers I’m alive and I exist then I hope he misses me and reply’s to my text I sent him months ago

[@jonathand.phoenix]

This song makes me think of my old best friend because she was the only person I’ve been close to in years

[@jasper-does-not-exist.]

I remember one time in class i was so close to asking if i could cry. I don't know why i thought i had to ask but when i realised what i was thinking i started crying anyway

[@teresapallot6126]

Sons said this good I agree!

[@acrazylife6471]

The more I listen to it the more I relate

[@renjothakuri9155]

It reminds me of kurt Cobain

[@masonborden5594]

It wasnt substances we were addicted to. It was depression. Wed grown to love it. We've gone our separate ways these days, but like the song says. I hope you miss me sometimes.

[@hiitsme-uv1ce]

I had a best friend, she was there when I had no one, we were in elementary school but I still remember her saying , because I was afraid our friendship would be broken if she went to secondary school, »We will always be friends even if I am in ninth grade« But we're not anymore. She ended a nine-year friendship via WhatsApp, she blocked me, she pretends to have never seen me before and it hurts so much. I hope she finds some old pictures of us and I hope she misses me even if I don't see it, even if she pretends I'm not there.

[@Iolavzme]

This song changed me hard to explain but im glad it found me

[@ryancolouredheart]

Oooo good song💗🎶

[@Violet-fw5xw]

This song hits diff when someone you love has left you

[@jaidankopp290]

My mama is obsessed with you guys 🥺🥺

[@mbean9762]

2:46

[@jekk5339]

Cool 💜

[@DayMakerMusic]

Very nice

[@catherine2595]

DayMaker thank you

[@benjaminsmit781]

This song reminds me of my mom; i never knew her but she does heroin and maybe some other stuff but i think of her sometimes

[@WeskersNo.1Defender]

Its so hard to listen to this song without crying because it reminds me of so many people i used to know :,)