Honest Life Update

[@CatherineRoze]

Thank you all so much for the kind words, love and support. I just want to be clear that though life has been a lot recently, I am doing okay with everything. Obviously there is a lot of processing that has to happen, however, I am happy where I am and I'm excited to start posting and interacting with everyone again:) Miss y'all and will see you very soon!

[@Trollkeeper123]

7:10 .. TAKE YOUR TIME!! We love you and your content yes, but your mental and physical health is most important!!! Don't rush things and take your time!!

[@FharishAhmedPortfolio]

It's been a while, you good fam? 🤔

[@peterjc2069]

you are amazing keep doing what you want to do its your vlogs

[@woodlanddemars7726]

We love you Cat!

[@Me-th3gj]

Yeah! As much as we love Woodland!

[@TeamBlue1234]

I wish you the best and I am so sorry about Puff. I had 2 dogs past with in 2 weeks I am so sorry about you skin cancer and i hope you heal sending lots of love!💕

[@aaronworld6995]

I will be praying for you guys and hope for the best for you and your family

[@BOOST_sounds]

You don't have to explain yourself to anyone, you have your own life and the fans have their lives. live your life to the fullest with the utmost amount of fun and happiness. Love your work and always will. ❤️

[@BOOST_sounds]

I mean this in the most nicest way possible for the fans, and there DEFINITELY are good fans, that love you for you (I could be an example) and then there's people that call themselves fans but only criticize. You're genuinely my favorite content creator, I LOVED when you did the livestreams on KZbin! ❤️

[@alexbloksberg2694]

I'm sorry, Catherine, that you're going through all of this. People can suck and be completely oblivious of other people's emotions.... As for Puff, he knew you loved him. Whenever he was in your videos he seemed quite content and loved. Please take your time coming back to making videos. Yes, we all miss you. But you're the most important person in your life. If you need anything, we're all here for you ♥️♥️♥️

[@imgabiireyes]

i couldn’t have said this better 🩷🩷🩷

[@sangsteppenwolf4965]

Please don't think you have to apologize for being human. You've had a hard time lately, and you deserve to have time to heal and work towards your new normal. I hope both you and Jacob can find happiness, and that your recovery goes smoothly. And while you made a really hard call, you clearly did what was best for Puff. Sending love your way

[@abigailbrinkmeyer9593]

I'm so sorry to hear about all the struggles you've been going through. You're an amazingly strong woman and I'm sure things will start looking up for you. It's very brave if you to share these things with us but know you never have to tell strangers on the internet anything. Sending love and prayers!

[@scribscrib]

Prayers for you all. I love you Cat! If you ever need to just talk I’m here. I see a lot of myself in you. Great big hugs hun

[@Steffey2009]

You have so much in your young life that you are dealing with right now sweetie. This is so much all at once. You take all the time you need to process and heal. You have a wonderful support network of family and friends around you I'm sure. We will be here for you if and when you need us. ❤❤ Sending all the love and hugs your way.

[@beckscald3855]

Cat I'm so so sorry for everything you're going through. You don't HAVE to explain anything. All I care about is that you're okay, happy and healthy. Catherine please take your time with things and take care of yourself. So much love and support to you.

[@katien9918]

I’m so sorry for all of your heartache. You don’t have to explain anything but thank you for sharing. One thing I was told when I had put my sweet pup down at the young age of 15 was this: “The fact that you took on this pain so that she didn’t have to feel pain or struggle anymore, shows how much you loved her” that brought me some peace. You deserve all the good things and happiness ❤

[@unknownregions5014]

Im sorry to hear youve had such a rough few months. Just dont forget how amazing you are. Healing time is very important, It took me a good 4-5 years to heal after my last relationship. If you only post 1 a month or even 1 every two months thats fine, you have to prioritise your personal life, I know like many others here will look foward to the videos you do make even if they are just updates because we support you and all you do.

[@LøneWølf03x5]

I’m sorry for everything that’s been going on, especially if you had to go through it alone. Thank you for the updates and letting us know what’s going on. I hope things get better. ❤

[@jdaisy2000]

I'm so sorry for everything you have been dealing with. I will not tell you everything will get better, because unfortunately some things, like the death of a beloved pet, will always be sad. We are here when you are ready and sending all our love.

[@amyf3859]

we love and appreciate you too cat ❤ take all the time you need. we will always be here for you ! ❤❤

[@ItsAMbutyoutubechangedmyname]

Sometimes life takes strange turns and even how hard it can be it can also be the best in the end even when we at first don’t understand it. You don’t have to explain why and how you have been offline you have to take care of yourself and the one you love first internet can always wait. Sending you and Jacob the best wishes for the future on the new journeys you both are taking ❤

[@DaliasVlogsYT]

Take all the time you need Catherine!! We are always gonna be here for you and I’m sorry you had to go through all that, when I heard about Puff I started crying, I’ll continue to support you and your content no matter what, we all love you and you have inspired me to start doing a KZbin vlog channel, you’re always gonna be my inspiration for doing vlogs again, we love you Catherine!! ❤😊

[@rampagingrog]

I went twenty years before she finally decided to leave. You are young enough that you can bounce back and still have a fulfilling life. Half of my life was wasted. I had appendix cancer and survived. Remember….., someone always has it worse.

[@nappingyogi3539]

We love you and I'm very sorry about your loss..losing a pet is never easy, but you did love them and gave them a wonderful life and they knew that. I am so glad you're going to start posting again, I also wear my Tired beanie allll the time and still love it. ❤😂

[@roughneckrenegade]

I just went through an awful breakup, and I’ve been diagnosed with skin cancer since I was 11 so I feel for you, head up, chin tucked and breathe, you got this! God bless

[@bastern89]

Oh Catherine, I wish I could say something to help make things better and take the pain away but I know that's not possible. Just know so many people, including myself, are here to support you and be understanding. We will be here when you are ready. ❤

[@abistone3577]

Cat, please take as long as you need. I am so sorry that you have been going through all these things. I am so proud of you, and I know that you can accomplish all these challenges. Keep your head up, sending prayers❤

[@chefdannydesteli]

Im so sorry dude 🥺 but i’m proud of you persevering and pushing through

[@hollyhultman1702]

Sending prayers and love! You are stronger than you think. Can’t wait to see what you have to come but I understand if it doesn’t come soon, I’ll be here when it does. Your songs have been helping me through my own tough parts of life, they are constantly playing on repeat. I’d love to know if you’re working on anything else!

[@LadyPurza]

I am so sorry to hear that your going through all of this. Hope that things will get better for you as time moves forward. Please stay strong, and I hope to see you get back into your music when you feel like your ready. ❤

[@shaneh133]

Having been through a divorce, it’s easy to feel like that feeling of failure lasts forever. But I assure you it doesn’t. An arrow can never not shoot forward when it’s pulled backward. Keep your head up. 🤙🏽🧡

[@karigenbenavides5466]

So sorry for what you are going through Roze. We are praying for you girl.

[@tonyabutler4572]

Beautifully put. I wish the best for both of you.

[@sarahfnaf8298]

I couldn't stop crying for a while cause I know how all of that feels. Not exactly the same situations, except for the pet part. It hurts to see someone go through the same problems that you also had. I'm with you all the way Roze. Stay strong and we all love you🤗💜

[@ishbalangirl]

I completely understand. Sorry for your loss of Puff. Take as much time as you need. Try take good care of yourself because you're important.

[@sarsal08]

Catherine, I’m so sorry for the loss of puff. It’s never easy letting a beloved pet go. Thank you for your vulnerability-keeping you in my prayers. I would watch your videos off and on and I truly hope you continue to take care of yourself mentally, emotionally, and physically.

[@owenwheeless4231]

Catherine, I have been watching since the Hi-5 days and you are still the most down to earth person. I am so sorry about everything that has happened recently. I will never be able to understand the pain i’m sure you are feeling but know that you have the right to keeping your feelings and personal life to yourself. I hope you don’t ever feel obligated to fully update us because sometimes it is better for you to keep it in. I will always support this channel in anyway that i can. I hope it get better and take all the time you need to heal and i’m sure we will all be waiting for you when you are ready.

[@jimbolia1234]

TBH when I first seen the video I thought it was a regular vlog, butI am sorry that you are going through all the stuff that you are going through, Getting out of a relationship is hard, and sucks, losing a pet that you are close with and having a health issue is also hard. What I am trying to say whatever life throws your way, it will make you stronger and become a better person. I follow you since were with HI5/Spellbound, I can tell you are a strong person. You got this and continue to keep yourself busy and also continue to heal mentally, physically and spiritually. You have a great fan base and family that support and love you, just remember that.

[@isabellebourassa2984]

Sending a huge hug to you and Jacob. Taking the decision to go your own ways must have been a difficult one, but you both deserve to be happy. Take care of you, that must be your top priority. ❤❤

[@FoxyTattyDrew]

Thanks for sharing. You didn't need to tell us, but it's nice not to wonder. I hope you have/will take the time to heal in all the ways you need to. You are a person first, and a content creator second.

[@kimberlyladd2101]

❤ Many of the videos of you talking about your experiences have helped me get through very difficult times, I appreciate your update and you being so real with us. Sending you lots of love, Thank you Catherine 💕

[@HotChokolate007]

I think I speak for many when I say I feel you don't own us anything, please make the content you enjoy in your own time. I'll be keeping you in my prayers and thoughts💙

[@ValkyrKat1488]

I’m so sorry for all you’re going through Catherine. I hope things start getting better for you. You don’t need to explain things, but if it helps than I’m happy to support you. Losing a pet, especially a cat, is really hard. In the last year I’ve lost 3 cats. I moved 14+ hours with them and I think that was what caused it.

[@azarieal]

Cat, never be sorry for the things life throws at you. It can be rough sometimes. But you got this! I’ve gone through a few things myself but, at least for me, talking about it and the more time that goes by the easier it gets. Good luck with your new place and good luck with posting!

[@robertchristensen7532]

Thank you for this update, and I am sorry for all of your current difficulties. Take time for yourself, and heal as you need to. We arent going anywhere, and look forward to seeing what you come up with when you are ready to do so. Thoughts and prayers to you.

[@roosinclair2394]

Thank you for this video. And, I'm happy to hear that you and everybody involved are working on healing, and becoming new versions of yourselves.

[@Saturn_13]

Genuinely Catherine, thank you for being so honest and open with all of us. You don't owe ANYONE an explanation for where you've been, what you're doing, anything. Being vulnerable with so many people you don't even really know is a privilege to us as viewers that we shouldn't take for granted. I hope you're able to find some form of joy soon despite this absolutely HUGE rough patch. The fact you even considered KZbin at all is seriously so kind of you. Do what works for you. Not for us viewers, not for others, for you and you alone. Happiness and peace of mind isn't a privilege, it’s a right. So really, go kick ass like you always have hot stuff. ❤️

[@WoodsInTheWoods]

Your health, physical, mental, and emotional, are so much more important than making content for us. Please take your time and don't feel pressured to post until you're truly ready to. Real life comes first and foremost, and I'm so sorry about everything that has happened to you in the past few months.

[@danthezooman112]

Please don’t feel like you need to apologize for anything. It feels like there is something happening in everyone’s life. Glad to see you are doing as well as you can be. Keep pushing through!

[@jessicaculp3829]

You made the decision that was best for y'all. And kudos to having the strength to recognize and do that. Wishing you BOTH all the happiness in the world.

[@karenarcher8719]

I'm glad you and Jacob are doing better and all I'm going to say is every day is a journey and you and Jacob will find your own journey that suits you two. Take one step at a time and things will work out for you and even for Jacob. Thanks for the great memories and encouragement. You have helped me many times in these past few years.❤❤ Sorry to hear Puff went over his rainbow bridge.

[@thescorpion7848]

Sending you all the love, Cat. You are strong and you will get through this. Take all the time you need. You don't ever have to explain yourself. ❤

[@calebphelps1861]

We completely understand and appreciate that you're taking care of yourself. We will always have your back Cat. Keeping you in my prayers🙏

[@MJBNBnSRQ]

You are more than amazing. Thank you for sharing your world and opening up to your supporters. 😊 I'm sorry for your loss. It is never easy losing fur babies. 😊❤❤ Hope your having a good day. Can't wait for your next video

[@EhlonnaFae]

We love you! Keep being strong! And don’t worry so much about us. We will wait for however long it takes for you to get settled. You’re heath (mental, physical, emotional, etc) comes first! ❤

[@NerdGamerPanda]

While Definity entertaining over the years I've found with you and all the rest of your friend group I like seeing you all Happy and enjoying life. I feel more like an old high school friend checking in to see if everyone is still happy and enjoying life.

[@timothywilson7860]

Oh Catherine! I am so sorry for what you have been going through Keep praying that you heal and recover. This was your first step.with many more to go God bless you young lady!❤❤️🙏❤️🙏

[@LostANGELUS]

I'm genuinely so sorry about all your recent struggles. Sometimes in life, when it rains it pours. It sounds like life is testing your resiliency. You can do this and make it through.

[@Dannosaurusrexx]

Catherine, I am sorry you have gone through all of this, and I as always appreciate your open, honest, and well put words. You'll be told this by many people but I feel that no-one in this life owes anyone anything. Obviously since I am no where near the same position you are in it's easy for me to say that but I truly appreciate all things things you've done for people without even realizing it. sending you positive vibes to heal your soul and wishing you the best on your future and life. Look forward to any content we get. As a wise, amazing, thoughtful, hilarious, wonderful (I could go on) person said on many occasions, I'm happy you're here.

[@anthonychang1426]

I am sorry for everything you are going through. So much has happened to you and I hope you take the time to recover safely, physically and mentally. Sending lots of love💖💖💖💖

[@Sandra-WaUt1963]

I wish the best of life for you and Jacob. Thank you for the update. ❤

[@Astrithr]

Just be happy. That's all you should be focusing on. We'll be here waiting and rooting for you :)

[@chrise8281]

Sorry to hear that my wife and I hope all your pain gets better and recover extremely fast keep your head up and take all the time you need to heal in all aspects!

[@Caexkepesk]

Love you Cat. My condolences for the pains life has brought, but you're still standing and a cool person. Looking forward to any posts you make :D

[@berlyn3014]

I''m so sorry about Puff and everything else you've been dealing with. I hope things start looking up. Hope for nothing but happiness for you.

[@bonniethomas6421]

Praying that both you and Jacob go forward and find the happiness you deserve. So sorry for your loss of Puff. Healing prayers.

[@Brittany_Williams]

I’m sorry you’re going through this! You don’t have to explain, those people that are commenting rude things are only there to troll and are losers. take all the time you need!

[@Me-th3gj]

Thanks for keeping this short and sweet. Too depressing and sad. I hope you have things to keep your chin up for. You're such a sweet young lady. Stay strong, Catherine.

[@theresacasareale8009]

I'm so sorry for what your going through, but I think it's very admirable of you & him to recognize you care about each other but it doesn't work together! I hope your pain will ease soon & that you find happiness in your life whatever that may look like! I'm sending you a virtual hug. I'm happy you want to start posting again. But please always make sure your health & happiness comes first!

[@chiralityamine4553]

Hi Catherine, I'm so sorry to hear about your recent hardships in your life. While I can't take away any of your pain, my heart still reaches out to you. No need to apologize or rush back into making content. Healing is a process and always takes time. I stick by your channel whenever you are ready to resume, no matter how much time you need. I hope your life brings new beginnings soon.

[@kendallm8433]

You have been going through so many hard things, one after the next, and I am so so sorry for that. You are such a strong human being, and your persistence even through this hardness shows that. I hope that you find joy and peace soon, and I know that better things are right on the horizon ❤

[@madisonhall9025]

So sorry for all you have been through, I am sending prayers for you. I know times are hard but there is always a brighter future waiting ahead, just never forget that. Take time for yourself and not for anyone else. You are so strong for putting this video out, take you time and we will be here when your ready.

[@franzarturolozadahernandez7225]

Dude, we want the best for you, and u can be sure that the community u've built over the years will always be there to support you. We will be waiting for your new video updates, just take your time. We love you!

[@codysteinwinder]

Props to you for being so vulnerable and deciding to let us in on your life. We love watching you for you no matter the content ❤️

[@chickendog5833]

You don’t have to apologize. You’re doing amazing for all that you’ve been through, And I guess congrats on technically beating skin cancer. You got this. Don’t worry about taking long or even never uploading again. Live your life how you want to live it. ❤

[@lsufan3737]

You dont have to explain yourself! This is your life and you take as long to process stuff as you need! Love you and the work you have done!

[@jasonmiller3861]

Wow. That was some pretty wild updates! But no matter what, we love you! We care about your mental health. You will be ok!

[@citiprivate]

Its Great to see you again, Thank you for sharing, and I send all my good vibes your way, I have your songs on my spotify playlist for driving to work. and please only ever give what you feel is right to you, if its just chatting about your day while making dinner, going shopping for food, etc... i would love that, build up to your own personal comfort level.

[@angelaherman272]

I'm very sorry to hear about the separation- but I am glad you guys parted on good terms. That doesn't always happen, but the two of you were lucky on that account. All the same, I know that doesn't lessen the pain of it happening to begin with, and I wish the both of you well in healing from it. You both deserve the best, even if it isn't each other. And then, well, the whole skin cancer thing- god, I can't imagine how you felt when you found out about that. I'm happy to see that you're receiving treatment for it, and I hope you can defeat it. And, finally, of course, I am so sorry to hear about poor Puff. I've lost so many pets in my life, and it's not easy. Especially when you hit that point where you have to make the choice of putting them down. With everything going on in your life right now, I can't imagine how you feel. Just take it easy- don't rush coming back to us. We appreciate just hearing from you. You deserve to have time to heal from all this, and we won't try to keep you from having it. All the same, like I said, it's great to hear from you again. ❤❤

[@chardonaycoates3046]

Thanks for the update. And I'm sorry that you're going through so much. Time heals and we are here for you no matter what.

[@joshrodman652]

Sorry to hear about all you're going through. Genuinely wish you the best, and hope things start looking up for you soon. Best wishes Cat ❤

[@bigdogfireman18]

No explanations needed sending you and Jacob prayers and best wishes! 🙏🏻

[@michaelaward7760]

You don’t have to explain your “absence” in posting. I could never imagine the new challenges you are facing with such life changing events happening recently. I’m sorry for your loss of Puff, he was such a cute cat, and I know that was and is very hard to deal with

[@michaelaward7760]

Thank you for always being there when I need some life advice, I will never forget the advice you gave me on a life stream. Thank you truly ❤

[@gearheadmn]

Privacy or not, you NEED these comments. Especially the positive ones. I hope everything goes your way from now on. I wish Jacob well and I hope you feel better in the near future. Love ya! Whatever the content, I'll be watching.

[@lunakeoki]

Awe Cat!❤ Wishing you all the best! I think you should get a new pet! And remember, when you reach your lowest and things can't get any worse, they can only get better. I can promise you that there will be brighter days ahead! Hang in there and stay strong!💪 I'm praying for you! You're a little fighter!!

[@Docfxit]

I'm very sorry to hear all that you have gone through. You are a really great person. I'm sure someone on your channel will come forward and bring you all the happiness you deserve. I wish I could find someone as great as you are. ❤

[@muhammadhabibieamiro3639]

I'm so sorry to heard that

[@ariahansen5868]

My heart hurts for you. I'm so happy that you are putting your happiness first. Stay strong love!

[@BOSTONBEAST31]

We are humans by nature, people will always tear you down, better people will respect you in your private life! You are an amazing person and don’t let anyone tear you down for your worth. Take your time healing and we will be hear to support your new journey!

[@MakingMonstersInk]

I wish you all the best! I too am suffering in my entire existence, my health, my Mom died in April who was my best friend, and I may be homeless soon. Life is a strange thing and can be very unfair , hang in there Catherine...

[@sharonplotz4549]

Sad tears😪 You deserve happiness…. Jacob also…. I lost my love of my life and soulmate …. He died onAugust 27,2008 a day after his birthday…. Much love goes out to you. Take care…

[@sheetzjunkie]

Kat I know nothing I can say will ease what you're going through but know this....there is love and support here for you with no judgement.

[@WeTheDylan]

Damn dude, you’ve been through a lot in the last few months. You don’t need to explain yourself to the internet, take care of yourself cuz that is the most important, I wish you the best.

[@faujisimp7090]

I hope you get well soon , I wish you all the best

[@Bradmcabee84]

Stay strong homie! Remember your good times and just keep moving forward.. best of luck for you! Watched u since Hi-5 and for awhile when u started ur own thing!

[@poketmcg]

No need to explain where you have been. Like you said it is entertainment for this side of the camera but it is your life and journey and that space needs to be respected. Just know we are standing by sharing strength. Sending love and positivity from the UK Tom and Sam ❤

[@amybisschops3009]

It seems silly to say since most of us don’t know you personally, but you are so loved! You’re a beautiful, strong woman and you will come out the other side ❤️

[@KarinaC1712]

Oh Cat, (if I may) I wish you didn't feel obligated to update anybody. We are human, things happen and we need to heal. I'm glad that in a sense you are well and moving forward with your life. I love you Catherine, like if I was one of your close friends, I've been watching your videos since you were at High 5. Anyway, We will be here whenever you come back ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@irisairsoul]

In the darkest of times, there are still people who don't exist in your real world who are praying for you and sending all of the great vibes. Please keep your head up. We don't mind sitting on the back burner until your are ready to incorporate us back into your life. Condolences and I know that you will make it out into this next chapter stronger. We love you Cat!!

[@wampiroindoril]

Thank you for sharing it with us, I think most of us are here for you, in whatever capacity is possible and it is hard to not find "bad apples" in the comments. Be strong and do not forget to smile! We are just happy to hear from you again.

[@ladyroguegaming]

Love you Catherine! I hope things get better for you. Thank you for any kind of update, but don't feel like you have to upload. ❤❤❤

[@thewiccangamer1984]

Roze I'm so so sorry for all those hardships and jolts to your life you experienced but so glad to see that your still alive and kicking and can't wait for those vids to come just don't rush yourself please and good luck in life and on this journey through it ❤ ❤ ❤

[@mightymorphinmonty7618]

I'm so sorry to hear about the struggles that you've been going through. Hope things get better

[@epriego24]

We all love you Catherine. I'm sorry for everything you're going through. It gets better, just stay strong ❤.

[@ghoulsbumps]

We love you ♥️ please take your time. We respect you and want you to be happy. No matter what.

[@FalconX93]

I really hope you are Ok Cat. I know you have been going through so much lately. It is really big challenge mentally but i know a lot of people are there for you. Do not forget that you are an amazing person. I really know how stressful it is to try and keep up with posting stuff online and making your personal life public. You are never alone, there is always a person that would be happy to chat or just listen if you ever need it. Take the time you need to recover to a good place for you and don't force yourself to try and do stuff that doesn't feel right for the moment. Don't forget, You are beautiful, you are an amazing person and we will be there whenever it's a good time for you to come back.