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This has been a ride.
I don't know the specific dates, but I started playing this back in July 2020 and I stopped playing it in December 2020 or January 2021. It felt extremely depressing to play this, especially after the top 100 Farewell goldens had been done. Not because I was competitive, but I felt very pressured to get the golden. I mean, people who had shorter grinds than me had gotten it during the time I was trying and I really can't say I wasn't jealous.
I've never touched this map again, except for the 2 years old April Fools' video. Until around 2 weeks ago, of course. I picked this up again to dream of uploading it for April Fools, and I actually got it.
This golden means a lot for me. It felt like it was silently haunting me ever since I stopped playing Celeste appropriately, considering I had injected multiple 10+ hour long sessions in it, had been that one person to get 19 post-DT deaths, had been that one golden I spent over 220 hours and had never gotten it. That being said, it took me around 20 more hours to actually finish it off.
I'm glad to have this done though. I don't know if you've ever felt this, but multiple times I have seen people saying that "x thing doesn't feel real", and I honestly had never experienced such a thing. Sure, similar things happened but I don't think any were to the degree of this. It all began when I passed my former golden PB during this run, RC-9, I stopped feeling nervous and just thought of it as another practice run. When I was done, I couldn't actually believe. It still hasn't clicked to me that I actually got it. Of course I'm still proud of this, but it doesn't feel something real at all. I think it has clicked, but I just can't believe the Luna FWG is not a meme anymore.
All of this being said, let me make something clear. This run was NOT any clean. Singular was horrible, I lost a key in Power Source, Remembered was fine except for the final screen heart section, Event Horizon was fine except for the 2 zipper screen, Determination was fine (except one thing I'll talk about), Stubborness was fine, Reconciliation was overall good except for RC-11 as a whole and for the ending that I went slower than usual, Farewell was ok. I'm still glad to have this done but the golden run could have been less convoluted.
Now, I'd like to just shout out 2 funnies, one that I didn't apply for this run and the other I did. The first is at Determination, during the screen transition to the screen before the core cycle room (DT-8 to DT-9), this was actually the first attempt that I skipped the ultraspeed hyper after having died there twice yesterday (I'm writing this in April 1st). The second is at the final screen, by 19:38. I originally saw this in the cheated Shiyu Farewell golden and I added it to my run as a remembrance of it.
Another thing is that I accidentally hit the DJMapHelper(?) bino key by 6:26. I asked Issy and it seems like it's fine. Even if it wasn't, I definitely wouldn't redo this.
Now, closing up, this was NOT a fun journey. After 20 post-DT deaths, way over 200 hours and almost 4 years, I couldn't just enjoy the experience. The break I took was good because it was fresh air, made me like some stuff again and rebalance my strats. However, Singular to Remembered is still a miserable segment and I don't want to ever touch it again.
Thank you everyone who stayed with me during this golden. Every OG player, everyone who watched my past streams, everyone who read until here. I could mention multiple names, but I'd definitely forget some and there are too many, so I'll be skipping the opportunity for now.
Also, aside from a few goldens I want to finish, I think I won't be doing many more. I especially want to map if anything.
Last thing, if you think any segment is harder than SG-RM, you are objectively wrong.
Farewell.
Now that April Fools has ended, I reaffirm this, it wasn't a prank.
Final Stats:
Stubborness - 13 deaths (1 post break)
Reconciliation - 7 deaths (0 post break)
Farewell - 0 death
Final PB: RC-9x2
Time Played: 256:51:30.486
Date Achieved: 2024-03-31
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