I know this is an older song but some of my older songs need visualizers so they'll be coming whenever I get to them. Hope you enjoy this visualizer. Don't forget to follow me on all social media platforms and ty so much for your support. 💙💙💙
@mikelwatts32126 ай бұрын
Dude if there's a way we can talk I'd love to make a song with you a girl I know went through what you went through with some differences but then put me through the worst I'm not out for revenge but I do want to spread the word of reality is stranger than fiction with an anarchist vibe. Last thing she said before she ghosted me after a 4 year relationship was "we're still gonna be friends we've been through to much" right after asking " why are guys so weird about being friends when breaking up?" Its kind of funny to be honest also from not the least suprising still just as heartbreaking though. Not even for me not exactly for her just in general. Hense spread the word.
@Bownimations014 ай бұрын
I'm not sure where to ask, but would it be okay if I use this song for an animation? Not monetizing it, just for a personal project
@bakugami405711 ай бұрын
Listening to this on repeat today, all of my friends forgot my birthday. Turned 20 years old, never thought I would live this long, and I thought I was a good enough friend to mine that they would at least remember my bday...
@the_demon14911 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry about that. It probably doesn’t mean much from a random person on the internet, but happy birthday. I’m proud of you for making it through 20 years. ❤
@bakugami405711 ай бұрын
@@the_demon149 Thank you so much it actually really means a lot 😌❤
@KawaiiRuby79 ай бұрын
When are we throwing ur makeup party?@@bakugami4057
@That_Idiot12849 күн бұрын
@@bakugami4057B***H HAPPY EARLY/LATE BIRTHDAY BECAUSE UR OUR FRIEND NOW.
@shaderdaemon59719 ай бұрын
Damn very relatable,but damn you where right this song needs more prase lot work went inti it and its a very good song🎉
@darkember_im.fictional Жыл бұрын
this song has been my favorite of yours since I've found your music, and recently this song has been helping me cope with being diagnosed with depression. Tysm for this song. The art is absolutely gorgeous, i especially love the color palette
@decemberkristine Жыл бұрын
"Poison" and "Sympathy" are my favorites by far.
@FriendlyNeighboorhoodGoofyGoob6 ай бұрын
Cemetery Blues when Graveyard Reds walks in: No but this song makes me wanna cry because it's just so real. It snatches my wig and makes my bones invert into my brain.
@Sleepy_ColorfulAlien8 күн бұрын
This song helped me out of a severe depressive episode that lasted for months and I was getting started on how I was going to commit unalivement... I just listened to this song on repeat and it distracted me long enough to forget the plan... Thank you, Luluyam for being my Savior... You're music saved me... Thank you so much... I will forever be grateful for your music...
@LordWeems8 ай бұрын
Ive been trying to avoid this one to not accidentally trigger myself, I knew from the title alone it'd be a much heavier one for me. I think this is one of the few songs about this topic that not only handles it truthfully enough to go "hey this absolutely fucking sucks to feel like this" and it feels reassuring to see somebody taking it and turning it into art, but it *also* puts a ton of focus on the "i DO NOT want the easy path out" aspect that gets overlooked so often its why so many people get thrown in grippy sock jail despite not being an active danger to themself. The hardest thing in the world about suicidal depression is being told "it gets better" when youre that deep in the water, it ABSOLUTELY feels like someone who can swim not taking your hand to help you when clearly you are close to *drowning* But theres that stubborn almost angry hope that you'll *find* something before that happens. As someone who's fought personal demons, "stay one more day" is what you have to do until you find a better reason. Sometimes youre given one, sometimes youve gotta make one. There's not a stupid reason to bite your demons in the throat if it means *you win*, lmfao This song captures it all beautifully. Im happy ive finally given this one my attention.
@jellybun108811 ай бұрын
Having dealt with abusive relationships majority of my life and struggling with mental health issues this song oddly feels nice to hear. I have gotten better but some days are hard, but having songs that hit a certain spot help a lot. Thank you for for making a banger my disassociating brain can vibe to
@KawaiiRuby79 ай бұрын
The art style gives off pokemon vibes to me. Its that really cool and nostalgic vibe that makes it sso dang goood! I love this song!
@IAmP.T.9 ай бұрын
Okay.. the beat with what it’s talking about just makes it a bop.
@theunderscore6859 Жыл бұрын
Ma'am, amazing song, and sadly incredibly relatable. I've recently been dealing with depression and seemingly everyone leaving my life and I've been figuring I'd be better off leaving it myself; so when I heard this, I paused on the situation. I missed my chance today to peacefully die without my parents obviously knowing immediately, I'm living a few more days at least, thank you.
@alienbonez5 ай бұрын
i understand that this comment is almost a year old, but i sincerely hope youre doing much better now ❤ depression can be a real bitch, but just know youre never alone when you feel those things
@theunderscore68595 ай бұрын
@alienbonez thanks man, I'm still not doing the best, but I'm doing a bit better now that I graduated High School. I really need a pick me up today, thank you
@BlackCatCoalition Жыл бұрын
We found you through our vocalist, Moose, trying to get some inspiration using the song "Backstabber" This is some of most beautiful and relatable song writing. Truly touches my soul.
@MissFleece-j1k9 ай бұрын
You are the most relatable artist I've ever come across in regards to your songs, thank you for writing them.
@however-i-disagree Жыл бұрын
damn but these visuals gave me CHILLS?? especially the coffin imagery it's just **chef's kiss** !!! insane how youre talented in both art and music
@chxoticmxss Жыл бұрын
This song means a lot to me. I’ve had issues with depression and other mental health issues. The lyrics are something that I highly relate to and find a lot of comfort in and I’m really happy I found this song and you
@Tiny_Teddy225 ай бұрын
I'm feeling this song so much right now, chronic illness and disabilities have made me hit a low point in my mental health. I just don't want to live in this body anymore. (Music is one of my escapes and this song is helping so much
@pokeinalover12442 ай бұрын
I love how I've only heard two things Lucifer themed so far, this and the unreleased demo, and they're my favorites of all you've made. Now all of your music is absolutely amazing don't get me wrong. Roaches is a perfect brain scratch, divine CEO is perfect, alien is an absolute vibe But Lucifer songs just seem to hit me at soul level
@deadinside7570 Жыл бұрын
The art is so damn pretty, and the editing is smooth! This was sooo worth the wait! ❤
@elvinwisp3 ай бұрын
The whole reason I stumbled upon this music is because I was overwhelmed by my own thoughts and couldn't sleep. Lately, it's definitely been feeling like everything is a lie, since it feels like I skipped forward in time like... 11 years.. which is definitely a lot, especially considering I'm only sixteen.. even saying or typing the words "I'm sixteen" doesn't make any sense to me. I didn't used to be much of an optimist at all, since I didn't have the energy or awareness to try, but now I have to be. And it seems like the years might start to slip by again soon, since I'm already counting down for every weekend and then not even enjoying it, since I'm so worn out from just doing the bare minimum. Honestly, it feels like the only things that are keeping me going right now are music, a character from my favorite show that I can strongly relate to, and little moments of happiness or distraction. Here's to hoping
@elvinwisp3 ай бұрын
Update: I told my doctor that I suspected that I might have PTSD, and he took me more seriously than I have been. I'm now on some medication, and even though it's the kind that makes things worse before they get better, it's nice just knowing that I have something to help now, and that I haven't been struggling over anything trivial.
@LuckyDarling-ff7nuАй бұрын
Are you doing any better now? I know how horrid disassociating can feel but i hope you’re feeling much better!!! Remember to eat, rest, and drink enough water!!!
@elvinwispАй бұрын
@@LuckyDarling-ff7nuIt's hard to tell tbh. I think I feel better, and then a few hours later I have an emotional breakdown, so idk. But I have been thinking about asking my parents to take me to therapy, and I've gotten better at knowing what to do when I hit another low. Thanks for asking :)
@ieatchalk39347 ай бұрын
Punching me in the gut with one of the most relatable songs I’ve found 💖
@oddgamingcat7442 Жыл бұрын
I know a few people said it already but this means a lot to me and others with depression. I'm glad you can get your own feelings out via song and I hope your doing okay or at least decent rn. I've just binge listened to all of your songs and you're legit so talented. I have depression and anxiety that makes me worry so much sometimes I wish I could die to just stop feeling anxious but I don't want to hurt those around me with my death and so it feels like I'm on walking on a tight rope between wanting to die and not.
@DragonBee259 Жыл бұрын
I just discovered your work and I LOVE IT The best part would be that the meanings are woven into the lyrics and visuals in a way that feels so grounded, especially since they sound like something you could hear on the radio in the early 2010s as a kid, which makes them feel so oddly nostalgic.
@sarahmanwaring1270 Жыл бұрын
BEAUTIFULL I LOVE THE COLORS
@LilladyTK8 ай бұрын
Yes he is beautiful. My best friend she is
@ShrillyGlitch3 ай бұрын
The lyrics to me go into a different thing for me currently, i know it's about depression but right now, for me, it feels like gender dysphoria (i think im going through it) and certain thoughts that are coming with it. Idk if thats the intention that it can be inturpitated differently but i love this song❤
@billgates66899 ай бұрын
I'm just commenting for the sake of the Algorithm. LuLuYam really should be more popular!
@sirenisaking82707 ай бұрын
*casually saves for when I'm feeling down*
@b1u3berry_p136 ай бұрын
This is honestly my favorite song of yours i really relate to it and i listen to it all the time honestly i would love more music kinda like this
@galactictoast4940 Жыл бұрын
Huh. Yeah this depicts my depression pretty accurately. Ty for making this song
@galactictoast494011 ай бұрын
Hi! Question!! I can't stop thinking about it once I thought of it!!!! The character that's dressed like a clown... What does it mean? Does it maybe represent how ridiculous it feels to experience depression sometimes?? That u feel so hopeless that ur aware it makes u look like ur faking??? Maybe ive listened to this song too many times lol
@luluyam_music11 ай бұрын
They are actually a character from a lore series I'm creating. Both of these characters are! Without giving too much of a spoiler, the clown is named Lucifer and Lucifer basically represents the rationality and reality of living with one's own emotions and consequences of their actions. Basically the "logical side of the brain". For this visualizer specifically, they were meant to represent the feeling of knowing how difficult those strong feelings of depression are and desiring to die, but also knowing that if they were to leave it would hurt everyone they care about most as a result. And they don't want that.
@galactictoast494011 ай бұрын
@@luluyam_musicWHY KZbin never told me u replied is beyond me 💀 anyway tysm for clarifying! Either way this song reminds me to "stay one more day, wipe the tears out ur eyes" 💖
@ARYS3N Жыл бұрын
god dam, never stop putting out bangers
@RiverTheEmoo Жыл бұрын
super well done!! just discovered you though spotify, im glad i could tune in for the premire!!
@summerdavidson3283 Жыл бұрын
Been waiting for this to drop!!! Love it
@Petty_Moth Жыл бұрын
Great progress you have made loving the new song keep it up LuLu 😄
@SirSloppenheimer4 ай бұрын
This makes me cry every time. Hits closer than anything else
@yukimii_snoww Жыл бұрын
I LOVED IT SM 😭
@Tikibunss Жыл бұрын
I love this song, so seeing it get a visualizer is 💙It's so good.
@visionsc1790 Жыл бұрын
Such an amazing song!!!❤❤
@kai_the_trashpanda73632 ай бұрын
Love this song soooo much and I love your art style but this song has been helping me since sometimes I sing songs like this to get my feelings out ❤
@Not_Alive1808 күн бұрын
i love how the ghosts comfort her. Anywho, I can relate--
@1_luv_tr0ll1ng4 ай бұрын
This song is great along with the silly little guy
@PreciousPersephone8 ай бұрын
You're such an inspiration, every form of art you produce is spectacular
@MicrowavedGoober Жыл бұрын
I’m obsessed!!!
@LemonShoppes4 ай бұрын
Time to cry lol This song is amazing
@FireWolf27149 ай бұрын
This song is amazing, glad i stumbled on it
@tommybailey68723 ай бұрын
This made me cry on a personal level its 8:38am and this is too relatable i dont hate it i love this song it just dug up some pain.
@platesmcplates90577 ай бұрын
You just gunna sneak the cuteness on us? A welcomed surprise
@arandomperson70608 ай бұрын
I love the designs of your characters so much! If I may ask, how did you come up with them?
@Kaeganlad Жыл бұрын
Well that one hit the feels....and a little to close to home...But still yet another great song.
@Bagels_and_CreamCheese3 ай бұрын
this song is honestly so mecore
@raziellupei35427 ай бұрын
Everybody says I'll be fine, in no time. Everybody says I'm only lookin' down. Why does everybody seem to know me better than I do? Say how I feel. Say how I am. Tell me I'm wrong. None of it's real. Well... If that's my reality, then baby, how bout you? I keep askin' myself what I'm missin'. Don't want no damn special attention. But Everybody calls a cry for help a "f****n' stunt." They don't seem to understand, I hit a brick wall. They don't ever make it better When they DO call. The way I see it, Why do I try at all? Maybe I don't need to? Maybe I don't want to... Maybe I'm dramatic, And I can't make up my mind? And what if I decide to? I don't wanna leave you. But I don't wanna hurt no more, I'm hurting all the time. Please just make it stop. My cemetery blues. Never asked to live, No one ever gets to choose. I don't wanna die. But everything's a lie. The ghosts are sayin' "It's okay, wipe the tears from your eyes". Please just make it stop. My cemetery blues. Try to be an optimist, And I don't wanna lose. I don't wanna die. But everything's a lie. Just stay one more day, Wipe the tears out your eyes. Just another specter in the graveyard. Everybody here is playin with the same cards. Yeah you might as well bury me While I'm awake. Cuz the mask that I'm wearin' is a safe guard. And the face underneath is holdin' back, hard. No, I'll never understand why I'm so easy to break. I keep askin' myself what I'm missin'. Don't want no damn special attention. But Everybody calls a cry for help a f****n' stunt. They don't seem to understand, I hit a brick wall. They don't ever make it better When they DO call. The way I see it, Why do I try at all? Maybe what I should do... Is take a little time to... Try and understand why I feel like this all the time? I don't wanna hurt you. I don't wanna leave you. I don't wanna end this all, And leave my pain behind. Please just make it stop. My cemetery blues. Never asked to live, No one ever gets to choose. I don't wanna die. But everything's a lie. The ghosts are sayin' "It's okay, wipe the tears from your eyes". Please just make it stop. My cemetery blues. Try to be an optimist, And I don't wanna lose. I don't wanna die. But everything's a lie. Just stay one more day, Wipe the tears out your eyes.
@damagedfenrir6551 Жыл бұрын
I can relate to this song. 😅
@viiizzaalishvili9967 Жыл бұрын
i missed the premiere by 18 minutes but I love this song
@raknrok346 Жыл бұрын
this is awsome
@EemsTheDork Жыл бұрын
yesss!
@tarantulica6662 ай бұрын
Tip: Listen to this song when it's raining, it gets a very calming mood!
@Cherrybomb-9284 ай бұрын
💥❤🤯😭
@teecupofcementАй бұрын
My second to last therapy session I was in, I finally talked about it all. I'm finally getting help I think.
@brainz_gutz Жыл бұрын
I love this song sm!!, am I allowed to draw the character in this video??/gen!!
@luluyam_music Жыл бұрын
Yes everyone is allowed to draw my sona and fan art, etc! ❤
@jaydinrosario33415 күн бұрын
What’s this character’s name? I love her this song is so beautiful and touching
@StarkyFx8 ай бұрын
eu queria q garotas palhaças fantasmas fossem uma raça real de pessoas.
@illidari12211 Жыл бұрын
Noice
@niquitobonito8 ай бұрын
Do you do all your own visual work as well as audio?
@luluyam_music8 ай бұрын
Yes. All of my own music, art and visuals are done by me.