Channel growth, future plans, loneliness and fear 🇷🇺 // How YouTube changed my life

In February of 2021, one of my old videos got picked up by the YT algorithm, which mean that the amount of subscribers began growing really fast - from 4K to 100K in a week! I continued making videos, so 2021 was an amazing year.
In this video I'd like to share my year results and conclusions. ​I will about how my life changed after I became a full-time KZbinr, what struggles and fears I have, and do I plan to leave Russia.
Thank you guys for supporting me here and on Patreon. This really helps me to keep going ❤️
I divided my video into several parts:
0:00 - greetings
1:30 - how it feels when your channel is growing really fast
5:31 - how my life changed (and what was before)
10:32 - my fears about the political situation
13:20 - loneliness
17:49 - future plans
21:33 - conclusions
Support me on Patreon: / natashasadventures
My Instagram: / natsadv
Music used in the video: Russian Dance - Joey Pecoraro
About myself
Hi! My name is Natasha, I live in the Far East of Russia in the city of Khabarovsk, but originally I'm from a small town Spassk-Dalny in Primorsky Krai. Currently I'm studying Linguistics in the university. On this channel I make videos about life in Russia, our traditions and my traveling in Russian cities. Welcome, and let's explore Russia together! #yeahrussia

[@NatashasAdventures]

I read almost all the comments (honestly, it helps), and guys, thank you so much for your supportive words! Happy 2022! ❤

[@slurmforfree1754]

Hi Natasha, do you want a German passport?

[@godswill2527]

I love you Natasha

[@joekaman7169]

You should do live streams so subscribers can send superchats during the stream. That would be another means of income and another way for your subscribers to support your channel.

[@egrintarg230]

Just what I expected. Lovable as always. I hope this year brings you success.

[@randalfranck1938]

You are Lucky being skinny The camera Loves you I'm Happy you show Russia as normal country & people ! push World PEACE = see Beauty in Others

[@52Ivan53]

Hi Natasha! I am a 69 year old citizen of the United States, served in the military during the Cold War and consequently was exposed to all the stereotypes of the Soviet Union member states and Russia in particular. What I find valuable and fun about your channel is that your contemporary young woman's perspective on your home. You present your country as it is for you as a regular young person, not a political hack. I so appreciate your viewpoint and am very happy you have the energy and committment to make and post your videos. You are doing a terrific job! Keep at it!

[@NatashasAdventures]

Thank you :)))))

[@mikhailvladislav8294]

Some of those stereotypes might be true also.

[@andromedamessier3176]

@@mikhailvladislav8294 Like vodka? 😂

[@Raz.C]

Hi mate! It's nice to see someone else here who remembers the Cold War. Young people today have no idea at all what it was like. And you can't tell them, either, because how do you describe it? It was a different world, not just a different time. Anyway, it's nice to see someone here who remembers that world...

[@mikhailvladislav8294]

@@Raz.C different media narratives.

[@39iMAGES]

Your real skill is that a 22 minute monologue kept me engaged from start to finish and probably is reflected in your analytics. Keep up the good work and 'tell it like it is'. From England.

[@axil03]

39images Spot on!

[@jimbyers3092]

I completely agree. From US.

[@peter_hansson_1]

True... From Sweden

[@samhazzard3810]

Very keen

[@Milan76Zg]

Pure gold 😉

[@LeaLittleDanishGirl]

Hi Natasha! I'm a 32 year old woman from Copenhagen, Denmark, and I have to say; What you are doing is so important! Both personally and socially it is important to see the humanity in people from all over the world. And you are so human and easy to relate to... I really follow your journey and can relate to so many of the things that you experience in life. Both good and bad. I really hope that the war will be over soon, so people can go back to visiting each others counties and share culture... Keep up the good work creating friendly feelings across boarders... 🙏💖

[@2eyeson2b]

It's 10 March 2022. I'm in America. You have me in tears. You are so beautiful inside and out and I feel terrible for what you must be going through right now. No need to endanger yourself with political views, just continue to believe there are so many people around the world that appreciate the unvarnished view you give us of yourself and the people of Russia. So glad you did this video (at exactly this time) about your feelings, fears and dreams. This would be a good time for you to go abroad and visit other countries. Perhaps you could continue to upload videos from your travels. Learning about life in Russia through you has been enjoyable and enlightening. I think having you report on life in other countries would be almost as enjoyable. It YOU and your observations and comments that everyone wants to hear. Wherever you go I think you'll be a success. As for lonely, you are young, intelligent and attractive with a great sense of humor (and smile, even in Russia) - I can't see you being lonely for long. All the very best to you, Natasha.

[@jusuliini7896]

word 👌

[@hershellacey9405]

Natasha needs a big hug and to be told she is loved. She needs some intimacy from someone she cares about and who cares deeply for her.

[@Klerafukan]

It's the 23rd September 2022, I am in Germany. Your comment speaks also for me.

[@stevemably579]

Hi Natasha - I am here in Canada, I have many of the other post. Yes you are beautiful both inside and outside, I understand your loneliness and fear - but you are amazing - As a Canadian citizen I invite you to our country, we need more women like you - all the best

[@rallyeraidr7841]

Your therapist is correct; you're working like a full time journalist. And please don't underestimate how much your videos have helped all of us around the world who have be often locked down. The time you put in has made a BIG difference to all of us in other countries.

[@CompositesNG]

Your doing more as a Diplomat For Peace then all the saber rattling of all these political leaders. Your showing everyone how much more similar we are as opposed to our differences. That’s making a huge difference for people in the West to see the common goods between all of us.

[@Mark-gg6iy]

Well, that comment did not age well did it?

[@CompositesNG]

@@Mark-gg6iy no I suppose not. Was a good effort though. Can only hope it doesn’t get worse. But who knows at this point…..

[@markkelly9095]

@@Mark-gg6iy actually did age well, cause all this mess is cause of political elite on both sides , not cause of her, me or you.

[@Mark-gg6iy]

@@markkelly9095 "actually did age well" most disagree with you, especially the victim's families ntm the OP. "all this mess is cause of political elite on both sides" What "elites" are responsible for Russia invading Ukraine other than P. Vladimir Putin? Russia's military ultimately takes orders from who?

[@markkelly9095]

@@Mark-gg6iy first before u carry on, have family in Ukraine and in Russia. And in relation about Putin (yes he at fault) but he not only one. Not going to go into political discussion here, there many other videos for that, will post one. Now.

[@Zytri92]

The most genuine channel I subscribe to. I watch these videos and just smile at how earnest and honest you are. The content is so unique, seeing this angle of the world and your own creative processes. Thank you! Also, I think most people were fearful that you would go to jail for your content. It was very brave of you, but I don’t think anyone judges you for reducing the content that put you in danger.

[@Ducanralf]

I met Natasha for a corporation video in Moscow and spent day working with her. I must say she is a smart, honest and ambitious young lady.All the best to you all and Happy new folks.Almost died of Covid some weeks ago but still alive . Привет всем 😉👌

[@APlusRussian]

I really, REALLY enjoyed that collaboration video. It was just so... *real* 💖

[@dgibelli]

You are very lucky.

[@fellowcitizen]

This one? 'YEAH RUSSIA MOSCOW DRIVING WITH DUCANRALF ! Episode 1 #Yeahrussia'

[@davidcoleman4800]

I would like to pass two things on to you: 1) The KZbin algorithm can send large amounts of people to you but we have stayed (I joined a little over a year ago) because of the quality of your work, you have earned every subscriber. 2) Fear is not a bad thing, it makes you smarter, faster, stronger. You pay attention and think ahead and work harder - don't be afraid of fear. Thank you so much for showing the real Russia and the real people. I know you are going to have a great year and look forward to you documenting it.

[@lianvitos]

so true. When the algorythem picks your channel it is kind of luck. But when the people stay, it is your achievement.

[@tdg710]

@@lianvitos the algo never brought me here! I came on my own volition. I watched one of her videos and BOOM was hooked. It helps because I love Russia and Russian culture, but yeah. Yeah Russia is awesome, she should be proud of this little community she has built.

[@thehereticalinvestigation]

Very well put. Fear is literally a function to initiate the building of a secure foundation for survival and well-being. Attitude and mindset is what makes or breaks our spirit while dealing with the "unpleasantness" of fear.

[@7811sparky]

@@tdg710 i was watching "bald and bankrupt" and the alogrithm brought me here as well as others. i have heard other people in the comments section say this too. Interesting how it works.

[@AndreiJikh]

So cool to see your success! The fears and worries you have now won't matter in a few months, just keep your channel going and it will be extremely rewarding, I promise! Keep it up! :)

[@michaelsaenz380]

I love seeing supportive comments from bigger creators to newer ones!

[@doorsofperception]

awesome seeing you here being positive Andrei, respect the s@#* out of you specifically.

[@Archonsx]

oh didn't expect to see you here

[@carlosfloresherrera5893]

If u got a comment from Andrei Jikh, you are doing well! Hope he leaves a comment in my channel one day haha

[@BrianTorrs]

What?? I definitely didn't expect you Andrei commenting on this channel, how cool!

[@QRPp_Radio]

Hi Natasha, First of all believe us WE ALL LOVE YOU! - You bring us an insight into what daily life is like in Russia. You also are an excellent ambassador for tourism and (if I were younger) I would love to visit your Hometown Spassk. Like many of your KZbinrs, we make the KZbin Journey to come here to find YOU - because we too sometimes feel depressed and lonely and welcome that 'sparkle of light' that you bring into our lives! when we hear your voice and you open up another story for us to escape into! Being a blogger is a tough job and your videos and content is your Art - and you are VERY GOOD AT IT - your presentations are natural and we can and DO see, sometimes your emotions. There is a saying "Wear Your Heart on your Sleeve" - You do this and we see it - particularly in this video! For future ideas - why not start 'Second Channel' - I am just throwing out suggestions here - call it "Russian Cooking With Natasha" (invite a friend over) and prepare a simple meal for two - go shopping for the ingredients and show us simple food-preparation and finally the end the video shows you enjoying the meal - and a RECIPE for us to enjoy it too! (As a young guy, learned to cook from grandma - She said "you never know, one Day you might need to know how to prepare a simple dinner" - How true, were those words!) Another idea was (from one of your videos), you were drinking 'KVAS' (and Yes, now I am going to make some here in Canada - I found a recipe!) - perhaps you should do a video on your (I hope) upcoming 'Cooking with Natasha' channel and make some 'KVAS'? ** Of course, you don't need a second channel but another revenue stream may not be a bad idea? ** As far as traveling/working in Europe - perhaps one day, check out World Health Organization: www.who.int/careers (Russian Federation is a Member State) and I'm sure that your ability to document and film events will be a transferable-skill? Lastly, (Remember Natasha, you are NOT alone - just because you can't see our faces it does not mean that we are not smiling, or tearful, we sometimes want to 'hug you' when You feel sad, because We feel sad too!) ..enjoy the journey!

[@hershellacey9405]

Of course. If we were in a room together I would give her a hug and a kiss and tell her ' I love you'. Listening to her makes you love her even more. And I know I'm not the only one that feels this way. She is just a lovable, honest person.

[@michaelb3945]

A very candid video. Some fatherly advice: Don’t ever feel like you are alone when you have self doubt or anxiety. Almost everyone experiences that. Be confident with your choices and decisions. Trust your instincts. Make decisions on what you think is right for you, not what you think other people expect of you. Keep creating your KZbin content by being true to yourself. You have 252K viewers that believe in you, but you cannot please every viewer all the time. Your top priority should be to do what you feel is right for you.

[@johnramsey54]

Great words of wisdom here, Natasha! Believe in yourself and just be yourself. What you do is very valuable.

[@GeorgiaRebel1111]

Well-said!

[@jamro217]

Well said.

[@floba7980]

Hi Natasha, don't underestimate "the power" you have as a youtuber as an ambassador of your country. I find it super interesting how you and other russian youtubers, such as roman (nfkrz?), give us a different picture of russia than we know from the media. I live in switzerland and for me, the far east is a completely unknown world. You brought me so close to this part of the world that it feels like it's not far from my home. Thank you for the sympathetic entertainment you offer us and don't let yourself be crushed by the pressure to deliver better and more interesting content. Just be yourself and make your videos as if nobody would watch them. You have the talent and that's why it's good.

[@Bruce73X]

Great comment! Can confirm what you write (from Germany :)).

[@philmanson2991]

Zehr gut. Aus America.

[@GeorgiaRebel1111]

Well-said. I agree totally. Although I hate to see she’s had some doubts and concerns, it’s nice to see we’re all the same wherever we’re from or live. I loved her videos and even more so now. Think of her as a distant relative.

[@lawangenkhan7477]

Yes

[@kevinatherton4423]

Couldn’t have said it better myself. Hello from Texas

[@richardwilliamson1639]

As a Texan who visited Russia during Brezhnev era and early Putin era, I love your videos. I love the Russian people and you represent them well. this is the new form of literature and personal history, we love you and wish you all the best.

[@markdouglas8073]

Приезжайте в Техас

[@tomrichards7069]

You are a breath of fresh Air! You are making me (and probably tens of thousands of others) happy. The world is in such a bad state right now and your honesty is good medicine for me. 🙂🙃

[@daydreamCH76]

She's a sunshine in these world

[@sabbottart]

We have an expression in USA called “back seat driver” which is exactly what your instructor was doing to you. He was supposed to teach you to feel confident and comfortable behind the wheel. Driving is very easy when you’re not being nagged by a passenger. Passengers are second fiddle and meaningless. The driver is the important one in an automobile. It’d be better to go with a friend and have them let you drive their car for a few hours. Then you’ll be ready to approach your instructor.

[@CloningIsTooGoodForSheep]

There is nothing worse than a back seat driver.

[@user-ht3jc7jt6d]

In Russia , they prefer to keep their women insecure and dependent , as well as controlled 🤣😂😂

[@user-ht3jc7jt6d]

May be you should try taking a driving test in the city , that way the driving instructors would be more tolerant to another girl behind the wheel . It is all that machismo 🤦🏽‍♀️🤮 and how dare you to drive ? 😂. Another thing will be you starting to wear “ the pants “ 🤣😂

[@anonymouse527]

Yeah, just drive with a friend/family member until driving becomes natural and you are visibly confident. When the day comes, think of it as another drive with a friend. Easy peasy!

[@Jdjdishdueowkwjdjdi]

You said it all man👍👍👍

[@GoofyHistorians]

You are a national treasure for Russia 🇷🇺

[@robertholland7558]

Please do not trow all your eggs in the KZbin basket. Find your dream, complete your education, travel whenever you can. You are still young. Wishing you all the best, whatever you decide to do,and do not give up on getting your drivers license.

[@michaellusk2856]

We love your honesty. Great channel!

[@johnclubb261]

As someone who lives in the US, I’m truly hopeful that the world has more people like you. We need it so badly. You give me hope.

[@tdg710]

You need to experience Russia/Eastern Europe. They are all beautiful and nice people. They will give you their last slice of bread, or last drink of vodka. They are that cool and selfless.

[@OlgasBritishFells]

People ARE like this in their majority. Shame you only get hope they are by watching one You Tuber and not seeing it in real life.

[@tdg710]

@@OlgasBritishFells it could be -40 here and you could hitch hike all day here and not be picked up by anyone. I live in CANADA even, where people are supposed to be "nicer" than America. I watch Bald get picked up immediately in Russia/Eastern Europe. 2 cars go by and the third picks him up. It's not like that here.

[@tdg710]

@@OlgasBritishFells are you Bri'ish, mate? Perhaps that has something to do with it. People across the pond here in North America are a totally different breed. Some are nice, but the majority? I don't know about that. I sure as fuck wouldn't leave my house for even a minute without locking it twice, lol. Edit: Also, people carry guns over here, that says a LOT lmao.

[@OlgasBritishFells]

@@tdg710 really, everywhere in America?! That's so sad. I am originally from Russia, but moved to England 2 decades ago. It's not like this here at all. Majority of people are kind-hearted the same as in Russia too.

[@magnubeido8832]

"Almost a Bachelor in Linguistics..." Had me on the floor 😂. Natasha we are really happy to see you succeeding! You deserve it for all the hard work and for being authentic to yourself. That's why we continue to watch your videos..... And why you continue to attract more viewers. Continued success to you in 2022! Cheers!

[@imretiredtruestory2867]

🤣🤣🤣

[@TheSujitKDas]

Wish you the very best my dear. Take care ❤️

[@jpasencion499]

Natasha, thank you for your wonderful videos. They are very good, it shows a lot of people like myself how life can be in other parts of the world. You're an excellent person with a great soul. Wishing you the best and hoping that this confusing times end soon so you can be out here with us in your channel sharing your life and culture. Many Blessings to you and your family 💫❄️☃️

[@zalphero618]

Love your videos. They are so genuine and true.

[@CookedLight]

I hope you feel much better having got all that off your chest ☺️ don't be in a hurry to escape Russia, the world is the same everywhere...99% of folk just want to earn a wage and have a life, while 1% are determined to blow everything up. Your channel is brilliant at showing that the 99% of us do have a lot in common, our lives are not so different, keep going 💐

[@user-hz2zh2ns7z]

Golden Words...

[@jasondavito6385]

Waste of time moving somewhere else. I live in Canada and it's more communist then Russia and getting more communist by the year.

[@user-hz2zh2ns7z]

@@jasondavito6385 Russia is now ruled by a predatory Jewish-Russian wild capitalism with a claim to the nobility and the feudal aristocracy, однако 🤔

[@samhazzard3810]

This is honest information, but continue with what you are doing and follow it through to every opportunity.

[@adude20]

@@jasondavito6385 Do you have a fear of going to jail if you post a video about a protest there? Canada has a lot of socialism.... but not the dictator-like almost-communism that Russia has again.

[@enriquemoranmartunez6736]

You are creating good content which shows us how life goes in Russia. You don't sugar code things for us. Authenticity and honesty is awesome in social media which is heavily biased. Keep up the good work. Greetings from Mexico.

[@1BobsYourUncle]

*sugar coat. ✌🏻

[@enriquemoranmartunez6736]

@@1BobsYourUncle 🙂

[@andrewruddy962]

Love the Mexicans.

[@johnmarlow5007]

I don't know how I found your channel, but it is very compelling to watch and a great insight into Russia. Don't worry about loneliness, I live in a UK city which can be equally lonely despite being surrounded by people. Btw, your spoken English is a lot better than a lot of people from Britain! Thank You for sharing your videos. Lots of love from Southampton, UK.

[@kevbillows7113]

I’m from Southampton too 👍👍🤣

[@Neptunus9]

Thank yiou Natasha for being so transparant about your fears and feelings. You channel will surely grow and it is indeed important you have a hard think over where you want to take it. Rooting for you, keep up the great work!

[@CarlosNunez-bm4hr]

Natasha: Do you know why you have so many subscribers? In one word: YOU. People tune in (myself included) because of you. You have a great personality and you seem like a really nice, kind person. Besides that, your content is interesting, and I particularly enjoy your way of looking at things.

[@bigbaus7437]

Yes fully agree.

[@Alexander_2525]

@@bigbaus7437 I too

[@TheStarlingFlight]

Kudos to your therapist. Please don’t ever doubt the value of what you do! You’re educating us! I love learning about your culture and seeing what day to day life is like for people in Russia, especially for youth. What you do is so important! 🙏🏻

[@ashishxx]

Keep up the good work, Natasha. Love seeing your tours.

[@starfishinamber]

I just watched this now in early April. Sending love from Chile, it must be so hard to go through all of these life issues in the current political and economic situation. I hope any changes you want to or need to do in your life end up being for the better.

[@SovietMoviesExplained]

🤗You are cool and authentic the way you are! Just do what you think is right in your own pace, don't succumb to pressure and put yourself first ❤️ It is really a full-fledged journalist's job that you are doing, which is a risky business in today's Russia. Stay calm and carry on 😉

[@AlterMann57]

You're an amazing young woman, Natasha. The fact that you have been honest whilst vlogging about the realities of living in rural East Russia shows that you not only know about this subject directly, but you also care deeply for that region. You are unlike many of the other vloggers from Russia who can be rather vapid, and concern themselves to the big metro areas (Moscow-St. Petersburg etc), rather than travelling to Spassk-Dal'nij, or Perm etc. You're not like a Moscow woman (who always dresses up in their most expensive clothes and wears too much makeup), you keep it real and speak about the subjects you focus on. In other words, you're an intelligent journalist. I am glad you're seeking help for mental difficulties, people too often over look that side of health. Good luck with your ongoing success regarding all of your health, your followers (fans) love you and want the best for you. Happy New Year, Natasha! I hope KZbin recognises how great you are as a journalist.

[@jw934]

Totally agree with this comment. From Toronto. Visited Russia twice and will again in the future.

[@NatashasAdventures]

Thank you for such encouraging words. Every blogger has their own style. And I must say I'm not the opposite to "a Moscow woman" because in every Russian city there are women who like either make up or no make up, and it doesn't reflect moral qualities, it's just a preference. I wear make up in this video too xD And yes, I think mental health is important and I'm glad I can speak about this freely on my channel. Happy New Year!

[@OlgasBritishFells]

@@NatashasAdventures I am glad you corrected this about "Moscow woman". I am not from Moscow but St-Petersburg, but still. I think he meant big city/capital type of Russian woman. I hate it when they have this stereotype that "Moscow woman" is necessary all dolled up, and only people from outside of the two capitals "keep it real". Honestly, those stereotypes are so frustrating. It's probably just because their YT recommends them "Moscow women". There's a You Tuber from St-Petersburg, she originally comes from Belarus, who is also very humble no make up NOT your stereotypical kind of dolled up girl called Ksenia but they wouldn't bother researching anything else. So I really appreciate you commenting on this "Moscow girl" thing!

[@angelarch5352]

Thank you for making this video, stay strong! And keep making videos if you can. We love you and your channel and thank you for sharing your thoughts!

[@wrsparks]

We support you Natasha we know you have a pure heart.

[@hans-peterbeinert2804]

From a 67 year old German living in Dublin, Ireland Hi Natasha, I love watching your videos because not only can you talk like a waterfall, there is also also a lot of information in your talk about areas most people have not even heard of, or have quite a different idea from what you bring over. I think you are a great ambassador of your country and the young people living there. What a horror that you have to live in fear that "they" could suppress you. "They" should be proud of you.

[@osamaobama]

Get out of my city

[@andrewruddy962]

​@@osamaobama , " my city" , you are either a s#it or a troll. International ! , I suspect a paid troll. When you use a noms de plume you have no credibility. HansPeter, we love positive people.

[@osamaobama]

@@andrewruddy962 How dose one get paid for trolling , I just do it as a hobby

[@NatashasAdventures]

Thank you 🥺

[@winnerofgorillazgottalent1710]

You have been fortunate, Natasha, as a result of your travels to have an opportunity to see your home with new eyes. If your engaging and charming videos entice a few more busloads of Americans or Germans to come and visit Russia, then that will be an opportunity for many thousands of Russians to maybe catch just a little glimpse of what you have seen. Do not underestimate the power of what you are doing to help bring about the changes you desire.

[@riadmahdid8784]

Never commented on a video, but I just wanted to say you deserve all this and it is so nice to learn about Russia from someone living there cheers from Canada

[@sergioescajadillo2115]

Sweet thoughts, keep doing creating amazing content. all the best this 2022!

[@p4trickfr4nke]

Wish you all the best! Fell your vibe and i think your way of life and your ability to share thoughts authentically is so worthy right here right now.

[@brucenoble1829]

You are an ambassador for Russia by just being you. I love your honesty, transparency and showing the real Russia. This channel is just refreshing to someone from Australia and anyone who wants to understand how Russians think.

[@janfg1578]

I`m a german guy, but a lot of the things you mentioned struck with me - especially the driving exam story matches almost 1:1 my experience. I finally passed the exam, but still don`t own a car to this day. I also notice that being alone for too long messes with my mental health, despite me being a major introvert. So I think most of this stuff is common for all of us to varying degrees. But everyone is unique and has their own way in life, so its great to see that you have found a special way that fits you, brings you joy and fullfilment and still allows you being yourself. Thank you for widening my and many other people horizons. :)

[@NoConvict]

hallo, aus deutschland kommen die besten autofahrer ;)

[@hypnotoad9583]

@@NoConvict I'm German and I crashed into a police car on my driving exam -.-

[@ROBiNATORRR]

@@NoConvict not me!

[@londonwestman1]

@@hypnotoad9583 Oops! To be honest, crashing into a police car wouldn't be such a great plan wherever you may be. My (UK) driving instructor told a story about someone who drove into a hole in the road on their driving exam and still passed. Apparently because the hole wasn't properly signed.

[@NoConvict]

@@hypnotoad9583 warum machst du auch sowas :D

[@Greggiexplore]

It's amazing to find someone so down to earth on You Tube, keep it that way and do not change style.

[@ltcmcclain]

Excellent job giving us an idea of where you’re coming from. Thank you for keeping it real. Keep focusing on your future. I believe you will do fine.

[@APlusRussian]

"Chanel skyrocketed" and how it affected you emotionally... Tough video to make, Natasha - thank you for opening up to us 💗 P.S. Ushanka hat is ONE stereotype I can get behind (and make videos about) 😅

[@bloowhalez]

Don't you love her English. It's is about 99% perfect but that last 1% is not only funny it is educational because usually it is due to the grammar differences of Russian. You can actually learn a bit about how the Russian language works by listening to her (few) English mistakes. I'd be interested in small, bite sized videos about Russian grammar and language. That could get pretty boring pretty fast so I would only do like 5 min videos in small chunks.

[@APlusRussian]

@@bloowhalez Couldn't agree more, on all counts 😉

[@RussianPlus]

Great video Natasha. I can relate to a lot of what you're saying in the video. A lot of us don't see the light at the end of the tunnel. But let's hope for the best. Don't feel bad about not fitting in with the rest of the crowd. Because you took your life in your own hands and are building a future. Seriously you got real lucky that you didn't waste years working some pointless jobs until you realized that you can do better than that. Unfortunately a lot of people in Russia are stuck in those positions. Think of it as winning the lottery:)

[@APlusRussian]

Agree! It's like winning a *really* great job in the lottery!! Next step is to "invest" wisely 😎

[@Matt_from_Florida]

Words of wisdom. When we give it it's usually ignored and, we think, forgotten until much later the recipient says, _"Remember 20 years ago when you told me 'bla-bla-bla'? I thought you were an idiot then but it turns out you were right!"_ 🤣😄😉👍

[@umot6277]

@The Crazy Psychopath business atmosphere 😅🤦‍♂️

[@user-ht3jc7jt6d]

@The Crazy Psychopath Russian bot ? 🤦🏽‍♀️

[@ernestorubio1295]

@The Crazy Psychopath Like she said, "it depends were you live"...same in US, were i live i dont pay state taxes, and there is all kind of job opportunities... "But grass looks greener at the other side of the fence"

[@richardhorvath7851]

I started watching your blogs because I was curious about what its like in Russia, only to find myself endeared to a beautiful young women that helps me escape my loneliness by being lifted up by your presses personality and interesting commentary. Thank you so much for you being you.

[@MrProtoon]

You deserve all the love/kindness , thanks for your videos

[@view05nys]

Natasha is a lovely, intelligent, brave young lady. A wonderful "ambassador" for the the Russian people, cutting through the stereotypes we have here in the USA, generated by the "politics" we receive. I did grow up in the 1950s and '60s at the height of the cold war, influenced by a childhood environment of ducking under desks and civilian shelters in case of a nuclear attack from the Soviet Union. Russia and the Warsaw Pact threats of invading western Europe. Listening to Soviet propaganda on Radio Moscow on shortwave radio. Listening to Soviet propagandists on our TV interviews. Now, those fears are arising again in the present political climate and military threats. Her videos are an important balancing force of the universality of the common people's wishes for a peaceful life in their homes.

[@user-hz2zh2ns7z]

Now, we're not "evil commy". Just egoistic Russian-jew White Nazi" with social - darvinistic patterns. 🤔

[@potts995]

I think it's the fact that you're so open and honest about your experiences as an ordinary young woman in Russia that people find fascinating. It's not just Russians, but a lot of people will sugar-coat things about the country they live in and their lives at the expense of authenticity, and I think it's your attitude and NFKRZ's that a lot of people were especially looking for to get a better, more accurate and humbler picture of Russia, which still remains mysterious for a lot of English-speakers like myself. I'd say that you are doing a great job reminding people of the human side of Russia that exists outside of the news headlines, and that is important work that you do that is much needed in politically tense times like right now. Congratulations, may you and your channel continue to find success throughout this year!

[@bloowhalez]

Right. Our media acts like all Russia is is Weapons. Russia is a nation of millions of westerners. They have pride, and they should. Russia has history, culture, and great people. Only the govt is bad. But the people literally have zero control about that unfortunately.

[@olekscap4620]

@@bloowhalez Even the government have a lot of decent and hardworking people who's trying to do their best but you're already applied and judges them by your own stereotypes. That's the problem. No offence but unfortunately the comments is always "They're good, but..." when Westerners start to talking about Russia.

[@bloowhalez]

@@olekscap4620 okay let me clarify. The Russian people are amazing. Hard working, polite, funny, very well educated and smart, and just generally great people. And they have survived so much. They could teach the world a lot, especially "pampered" westerners. Now the Russian govt, aka the oligarchy, is completely different. It doesn't represent what the people truly feel and act like. Luckily most people know the Russian govt isn't voted in by the people. Just like the Chinese govt doesn't represent the Chinese people and what they think. The CCP doesn't represent China and United Russia doesn't represent Russians. They say they do and they have convinced a lot of their populace that these govts ARE what the people want, but if that were truly so political parties wouldn't be banned left and right. Again, if the Russian people were free they wouldn't of invaded Crimes, especially since the people know it would probably cause sanctions and collapse their economy (which it did) The average Russian makes $500 a month. And this is caused by Putin. They used to make much more. But the govt is so corrupt it only provides for itself. At the cost of the people. The people are stuck in poverty thanks to United Russia. Even the pensioners don't support United Russia seeing as his they live off $200 a MONTH. I make $200 a day in a small city in the U.S. as a waiter. I literally bring plates of food from a kitchen to a dining table and I make $200 a day. Freedom is great.

[@bloowhalez]

The Russian GOVERNMENT is all about weapons. And I give the Russian govt MUCH credit for their defence industry. Dollar for are it's the best in the world. They can almost stand toe to toe with America in many scenarios, especially cyber warfare, and by spending a fraction of what America spends. But the true Russia isn't shown to America because it doesn't matter to the daily lives of Americans. It's not that Americans don't like Russians, because that's not true anymore. No one born since the 80s cares about Russia. I think we should but I'm an outlier. I think, as two powerful western nations, we could be together more. I love Russia. I think we should be friends, best friends actually. But Russia needs an enemy and that's how this is going to work I guess. But yeah Russia has AMAZONG history, has been through so many hard times, has a lot of intelligent hard working people, and sk much more. The Russian people, culture and history are amazing. United Russia, the political puppet of Putin, is degradation.

[@chrisking7603]

I really appreciate your openness and honesty. Keep it simple. Follow your heart. Thankyou for a little window into Russia; your personal experiences and feelings are a very important part of your presentation. Quarter of a million and counting.... but don't let it **** with your head. :-)

[@carboniignacious2607]

My two sons in college here in Seattle have a lot of the same angst and hope. You're doing just fine. Congrats on the success. As I tell my sons, the "attitude of gratitude" will sooth your soul in the valleys and keep you humble on the mountain tops. Probably the most important life lesson to learn.

[@hughmac7423]

Cool update. Lonelyness is difficult, I'm in my 50's, I have 4 children, 3 grandchildren, lots of family, lots of good work friends, and all of my close friends live 1,000 to 4,000km or overseas. I often feel lonely. How do I cope? I treasure and really enjoy those moments when I can spend time with a good friend, even though those moments can be years apart.

[@Harry_Beanbag]

I first watched "Welcome to Spassk" some time ago. I was originally curious about your town's unique geographical & political location, but was drawn in by your simple and honest story telling. I am a Gen X American that grew up during the Cold War. American vs Russian fear and hatred was real. Without getting too political, all of our politicians often have agendas that differ from the sentiment of ordinary people. It is people like you that show us that we all have more in common that not. Your videos are vignettes of real life that we can all relate to. You are a thoughtful story teller, and a deep thinker with an honest soul. You should be confident rather than fearful. You should be proud rather than anxious (I'm sure your parents are proud). You should be hopeful because your future is bright. You shouldn't change a damn thing! Just keep doing you, because that's why we are all here.

[@statisticaphil1072]

Totally agree.

[@traylor1949]

Couldn’t have said it better!

[@hershellacey9405]

ABSOLUTELY

[@AnthonyAllenJr]

Agree!

[@soyyoroaldo]

I have a little different take. I too maybe GenX grew up during Cold War but never really “hated” Russians but also didn’t really know. Now in recent years I have spent significant time in Russia and I LOVE Russia and Russians. And what I have learned - and this is in regards to Cold War question - is before I didn’t really know but I have learned to HATE the Soviets! The Soviets were unspeakable monsters and the Soviet system no less than a crime against humanity. Just tour Anna Akhmatova’s flat in Saint-Petersburg or contemplate Kazan Cathedral on Nevsky Prospekt was changed by the Soviets to a “Temple of Atheism”. The Soviets thugs took over and brutalized for 70 years a country called Russia just like they did to countries Poland Estonia Bulgaria Lithuania etc and tried many countries around the world. The single most important 20th century geopolitical fact to understand, especially as an American, is: Russia ≠ USSR !!! We are all extremely relieved the Cold War never became a full-blown Hot War but it was a just war - it was not some big ego nation mistake or misunderstanding - and the right side won.

[@mikemetague7973]

Your truths speak to all of us. Thank you from my heart.

[@cvond]

Thank you Natasha for being so open with your feelings and experiences. Your honesty and curiosity is refreshing and inspiring. I'm sorry you're feeling lonely. I know you have a lot of friends online through your channel, but having friends in person are the best and I hope that you have some really valued friendships that you can count on.

[@adonvonilesere5642]

Even when our governments refuse to be friendly, your videos do a lot to bring people together from all around the world. I'm so glad you decided to share your side of the world with everyone. You are a clever woman and a joy to watch. I believe you have a great future in front of you

[@elfarlaur]

Your rant about loneliness is something I enjoyed hearing. I'm in a similar situation where I'm going to University in another city and I don't know anyone and covid restrictions have made it hard to do so. Hearing about how you have been struggling does genuinely help me feel a sense of solidarity with others who are in a similar situation, and it somehow makes me feel less lonely.

[@andrewruddy962]

" Rant " ! ! ! Look up the meaning of the word.

[@emmepiemme]

Great video, I enjoyed your sharing of such personal feelings, thank you Naty - you deserve the best in life !

[@justinkistler7250]

Hey Natasha, I appreciate your insight and I know you can make the best of any situation. Keep your head up and stay strong!

[@codykillian4433]

So happy for you. I love to see young people achieve big things. Keep up the good work, you’re bringing people from around the world closer together. ❤️

[@codykillian4433]

Also, do not ever feel guilty for being successful. You did this, you earned this, you discovered a niche that works in a near impossible circumstance. Good luck in all your future endeavors.

[@redneckraconteur]

I'm kinda old (59!), and have had a love of Russia for most of my life. I majored in Russian Language/Literature, and Minored in Russian History. I know so much about your country and culture...and life events have prevented me from ever visiting your country. I appreciate your content, and portrayal of your life in Russia. Your life is very interesting to many, many people. It's "the next best thing" to me being able to experience your culture. Best wishes for your continued growth, success, and happiness!

[@nataschalia]

Great video. Also your community in your comment section is amazing 👏🏼

[@scotthymas6482]

i appreciate your honesty and vulnerability. it shows great strength.

[@54northca]

When I was her age, I didn't know where I was going or how I would get there, but I felt incredible pressure from everyone it seemed to get a plan, to make something of myself and my life. Over the years I have come across people of that age from rural backwaters, from remote islands, from nameless suburbia, and from major world shaping metropolises such as London, New York, Los Angeles, Tokyo. And none of them knew where they were going or how to get there, and all of them felt under tremendous pressure by parents, teachers and society to do something great, and do it now. And the thing is, almost nine of us ended up where we though we were going. Most of us are quite happy, and indeed a few thank their lucky stars things took a different path than they had in mind back then. And we learned that most of the people who really cared about us, just wanted us to grow up and be happy with ourselves, And the rest would only be happy when we failed. It's okay to be lost, it;s okay to loose your way. Life is the journey not the destination - corny, bit true. Just dont lose yourself along the way and you will be okay.

[@garylawrenson5243]

I’ve watched every single video that you have made, sometimes more than once … why spend life thinking about what might happen ? We all waste so much time worrying about “ what if “ amazing work you do ( and yes it’s hard work what you do ) you deserve every good thing that comes your way 😀

[@Mycreepymind]

and most importantly: you INSPIRE. thank you for your videos!! lots of love from méxico!!

[@claybar3998]

I don't know why or how the algorithm recommended your channel, but I'm so glad it did! With your videos I can transport myself into a grocery store far across the world! Also, you are such a real person, it's so refreshing to see such a real person and honest.

[@CaFPhantom11]

You're making us travel and escape while we're stuck in our own routine. Thank you a thousand time for that!

[@stefanwerdekker]

Regarding your fear: I can only speak for myself (from the Netherlands), but to me your videos have helped me understand the human side of living in Russia and as such contribute to a positive image of your country. Keep it up.

[@MrTchou]

Thank you for your video, i just discovered your channel and i’m just binge watching it, the things you share with us really show that you’re a normal person, enjoy the life you have, don’t push yourself to do things you don’t want to do, i’m a driving instructor here in France and i’d love to have you as a student, don’t let it go, even if you don’t need a licence right now, it looks like a goal you set to yourself, and i feel it’s like a challenge to yourself, you can do it ;-)

[@skunkjulio]

I really love your videos, thank you for making them. I've lived in Korea and Japan for several years (not all back-to-back) and I've always wondered what life was like in the Russian east, just daily life, like you've shown. It's really cool to get an idea of how life goes there. You're doing great, keep it up! By the way, it's super normal and not vain at all to want to get out and socialize as a young person, and especially to want to be valued. Don't put yourself down for feeling this way... it's a totally common human feeling!

[@davidgibson9405]

When I went to college in my youth I took a lot of classes about Russia/USSR and learned a lot about Moscow and St. Petersburg but we never studied Siberia or the far east and so your videos have been very informative and I'm glad I listened to the youtube recommendations. I hope you can stay positive and finally get your Driver's license.

[@Airboss56]

I really didn’t know about the Far East of Russia and showing there is more Russia than Moscow and St. Petersburg.

[@worshipwatcher55]

As someone else already said, it is your "openness and honesty" that I find most attractive about your videos. The fact that you don't try to project perfection is appreciated. You are looking great, you look healthy. No matter which path you follow in life, I'm sure you will succeed. (Personally, I wish you would move to the USA and teach Russian.)

[@johnfritze1108]

If Natasha returned to the US at the U of MN as a Russian instructor, I would sign up immediately. I have wanted to upgrade my poor skills in Russian for many years, and I think she would be an excellent, approachable instructor. The U would be wise to hire her if she was interested.

[@nazaharin]

This is a good idea... why not.

[@keylee85]

Thank you for your honesty.

[@lionman1573]

I just found your channel and I absolutely love it. I love the North, I love the cold, I love the culture and everything about it. I'm glad your channel is taking off and I'm happy to support you. I hope you never have to feel lonely again.

[@tomwayne4859]

I really admire your courage for sharing your struggles with loneliness and hopelessness with us all, Natasha. A lot of people have felt similar feelings but suffer in silence. I used to feel lonely but now I feel numb and feel no need to be with other people anymore. It's important that you stay connected with your friends and family, even if you have to force yourself to try. Otherwise, loneliness can easily become a vicious cycle that makes you less likely to socialise and actually worse at being in social situations. Whenever you feel low, always remember that you have a community of people who value and appreciate you greatly. The same goes for any random stranger on the internet out there

[@user-ht3jc7jt6d]

Traveling helps , she needs to change her location . It seams to work for her , to keep filming and engaging with the viewers . It is easy to get depressed in a small town where there is nothing to do

[@svenbeowulfsson641]

I agree absolutly

[@robertconway6950]

Because of you Natasha,I learnt to read Russian when you made the Video of various Shops signs , so your efforts are rippling through our Planet like a stone thrown into a calm lake bringing numerous and varied motivations for many people regarding life in Russia. God Bless you. 🙂

[@sa643]

Greetings! I was probably one of those viewers who first saw your videos when the "algorithm" pushed you to the top. But I subscribed and continue to watch because you are a smart, lovely person showing us life in a part of the world that I have never visited. I would suggest you not get caught up in competition with faceless strangers, but just keep showing your daily life, your travels and things that interest you. I think your channel will continue to grow and prosper. Best wishes and Happy New Year.

[@DanS8204]

Natasha, you are quite courageous, and your video logs are heartfelt, compelling, and wonderful! Thank you so much!

[@ve3lks997]

I, for one, am glad that you do what you do. I would guess that most of us westerners have never heard about all these places in Russia's far east and you are bringing them to light and educating us. Keep up the great work and I hope you continue to document more places that we do not know anything about. I know I really like it when I get to see the small towns and villages in areas that I have not been. Everyone has heard and seen all the big places, like Moscow, but it is interesting to see the more rural areas.

[@justiniankepler3126]

I was very concerned for you in 2020. I’m happy that you have persevered and success is coming to you. I wish you all the best and continued good health.

[@Timmt09]

You deserve all the success you get..well done girl.

[@GavinMorris1]

You're awesome. Don't stop. I look forward to seeing you branch out and grow.

[@Accolonian]

I appreciate you and all you do. When you speak of loneliness, the lizard part of my male brain wants to pick you up and bring to my country, but that is not how reality works. But I wish life was a little lighter on you. On all of Russia actually. Your channel have made me realise that there are real people living ordinary lives in Russia. Russia is not just THAT guy. I am saddened that you feel fear about expressing your views, but I totally understand it. And you don't need to. Because you are right, showing your life and the everyday stuff to the rest of the world is SO much more powerful than any political activism you could do would ever be. Because it creates connection instead of division. So keep doing what you are doing, keep connecting. You are a wonderful person.

[@lhollybow]

Lizard ?? Wrong analogy , maybe macho part - I want to protect you.

[@Accolonian]

@@lhollybow Well, I meant "lizard" as "the base impulses that I usually suppress in order to be a civilised person" If you want to include "macho" in that, sure. But it's really just a subset of those impulses and not a subset I usually identify with.

[@christopherbehrens7996]

As an American, what interested me in your channel was and is how you show and talk about life in Russia. It is very far from where I live and kind of a mystery what everyday life is like there. What I have learned is the people in Russia are just like people here in USA. I always wanted to learn to speak Russian. I really appreciate you giving me a new perspective on Russia. Like I said before it was always kind of mysterious to me but I feel connected in a way now. Life does seem a bit harder there but I love your culture and some very beautiful parts in Russia. Anyway I believe hard work pays off. You have put alot of work into your channel, opened minds of so many people, new perspectives and that is a blessing. Thank you.

[@dougintothesunset]

I appreciate your sense of humor. I fear you are going to need it more now. Stay safe. Thank you

[@knstormshadow]

Wow this channel had grown. Weren't even near 10k when I first stumbled onto the channel. Great job, hope it continues to grow and prosper

[@boscoboasdad6562]

Yes to using KZbin as a stepping stone to something else. It does not last. I lost 2 favorites, Kim Iverson and Sierra Ky, to some rule break, or maybe just defunding. As for moving to USA, I am sure many of us would try to sponsor you (I don't know how it works) if that was what you wanted. This sounds wired, but loneliness and human connection are really important to all health. Isolation has been known as a killer since Cave Dwelling Days. I am an ugly old man with no actual kids and a widower. As a result, I openly, at least to myself, allow a pretend connection to KZbinrs like you. It is fun, educational, and helpful to both of us (I donate a small $5 a month to your channel). Professional counseling costs a fortune here. Thank you for letting us connect with you for free, or affordably. And yes, enjoy KZbin, but plan for the future without it if possible. Thanks again.

[@user-ht3jc7jt6d]

If a guy tries to sponsor her to come to USA , that will 100 % harangue that she won’t get her visa and won’t be allowed to enter the country . US makes it difficult fir people like her to come to the USA . Her best bet would be to come as a student and go from there

[@Gekokujo76]

As an American, I dont believe I had too many misconceptions about Russia when I first started watching your channel. That said, my eyes have been opened to a lot of cultural similarities (mostly in the small towns and neighborhoods of rural Russia/USA). That said, in this video alone, I find out that a lot of Russia's medical care isnt "free" and the protests are a bit more open than I expected (for all causes). I have definitely fallen in love with the Russian outdoors and parks after mostly seeing Russian cities in media growing up (similar to how other countries dont see Montana or Vermont, they see the cities in California and New York on TV). I feel like I could pack up and live in Siberia right now, but I already live in a place where it's beautiful to look in all 4 directions and it is painfully cold half of the year. The next time I move, it will be to a place where there is no word for "snow shovel"

[@nl3808]

Snow shovel - so true, so true!!!!

[@jaredneaves7007]

Good for you! Subbed over a year ago because I was interested in learning Russian and learning about the country. Keep it up! hopefully you get to travel again after covid restrictions relax a bit.

[@idair1]

I’m absolutely loving your channel! People all over enjoy the content, it’s a very cool and real window into modern Russia. Greetings from Texas, USA!

[@AndrewForeman88]

Natasha I can't thank you enough for sharing the ups and downs in this manner. You handle the stress and successes in such a strong way. You deal with so many topics and it's a joy to wake up and see what's going on. As far as diversifying your portfolio (you said focus outside youtube) I hope you will share those things too! I wish you would be paid because you are shining star of healthy youth, and our state department should invite you back because I'd love to see videos of you exploring here. Continued success and happiness!

[@moscow3424]

"...your government would pay you..." In Russia, other ideals. Natasha is working for an American audience. kzbin.info/www/bejne/bWfOaIB4gZKSnas

[@happyherbert1984]

Great and encouraging comment Andrew! LOVE the positive attitude towards life that is exercised so well by the american people! Greatly appreciated for sure. I am a german guy loving al english speaking nations! English and german are rather similar IMHO..am I wrong here?

[@happyherbert1984]

@@moscow3424 so are you an agent of some propaganda agency? Or a private person??

[@moscow3424]

@@happyherbert1984 "...propaganda ... McCarthyism is the practice of making accusations of subversion and treason, especially when related to communism and socialism.

[@gazlator]

Good for you, Nat. You DO "deserve" this ! Your charm just beams out from the screen. Keep going!

[@sherrillwhately7586]

You and Zack so honest and genuine gives me hope for the future.

[@adamoneill2660]

13:20 the couple of minutes before this time stamp, MASSIVE RESPECT ✊🏻 for you, you are doing an amazing job but you are right to look out for and protect yourself. Keep going with the great content

[@porterbrass]

Natasha, you should be up to 1,000,000 subscribers in no time! Your honest videos are great. I love seeing Russian life. We will all make the world a safer, better place through KZbin. Keep up the great work! BTW- it’s things like the “Creepy Santa” close-ups (with accordion music) between segments that keep me coming back for more!😂

[@jimbyers3092]

Natasha's editing skills are great and can be subtle and fun--sometimes like watching a puzzle with mysteries, hints, and clues. I think what she does naturally in her productions cannot be taught--you either have it or not. She has it.

[@graemeroberts2935]

So well said! I love seeing Russian life too, and I find Natasha's honesty and clarity of vision so refreshing. What a wonderful young woman-a help to so many people everywhere. It sounds silly, but when I wonder why I am fascinated now with Russia and can't wait to go there I think of Natasha, and perhaps a little of Tchaikovsky.

[@porterbrass]

@@graemeroberts2935That’s why I like Natasha! She makes me think of Tchaikovsky. I’m a brass musician in a symphony orchestra. He sure did give us many opportunities to shine. Love the music.

[@apatheticallyconcerned6574]

My opinion is that the reason you are becoming more popular is that people all over the world are longing for honesty, and honest people. The world is so full of lies and agendas, but then there are some people like you who are honest and open and don't try to be pretentious. You are real, and people like that.

[@qzb]

I am here for you Natasha xo

[@glencochrane901]

Congratulations Natasha on your achievement!! I've been watching you for awhile. I'm going to subscribe to help you out. All the best!!!