Channeled Message: The truth will FINALLY be revealed! Message for the Collective

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[@jennalee2344]

I started using one of your candles yesterday and within 1 hour something massive happened. It’s very personal so I can’t share but thank you Jess 🙏🏻

[@BehatiLife]

I understand totally. Thank you for sharing with us ❤️💕 I hope you’re doing well tho!

[@jennalee2344]

@@BehatiLife I am well 🙏🏻 thank you. Funnily enough a massive truth was uncovered and it’s going to set me free from a toxic situation!!!

[@BehatiLife]

Yesss!!! That’s so good to hear! It may be difficult but it’s so cathartic to be totally free from damaging circumstances 🕊🤍🕯

[@Yocyndie]

Girl which candle ? that’s exactly what I need.

[@jennalee2344]

@@Yocyndie banish. The black one. Good luck xxx

[@mardlyne1]

Seems like the ancestors could be talking about the black towns that were flooded. I'm here for uncovering the lies and shining light on the truth of it all. Loud and clear.

[@ivysenim8222]

Last Saturday on my bday I got a fortune cookie that said “you will discover the truth in time” and I’m just patiently waiting

[@monaliliwm]

What’s interesting is that for the last 24 hours I literally felt a shift as well, and I questioned if it was mine or not as well. And then I found out there was a random solar storm going on, and today I received all these downloads.

[@peachmari]

I was really affected by the Jupiter Neptune conjunction. I was called to wash my crown with coconut water. It was initially benign, so i went to the beach to sun bathe, pray and do work for the conjunction. As soon as i got up i was woozy. I laid down at home with intense eye and crown pain, felt like they were on fire. Painful, scary, and amazing.

[@darlenesjourney6480]

Lake Lanier GA. Is what cane to my mind when you said covered by water then a lake.

[@afountainpenawakening]

I've been feeling quite heavy and irritated. The collective energy is definitely jittery. There is a lot of fear and uncertainty. Easter is the time of sacrifice, of death and resurrection. Interestingly I keep getting cards that speak to me of death and rebirth. Like you I have been distancing myself from the noise, grounding myself in what I love and gives me peace of mind. The message 'Trust' is also coming up a lot for me. Something big is coming. I feel with the Full Moon falling on Easter Sunday, something big is gonna be revealed. The truth that so many have held back is about to hit us, and I feel it has to do with the crimes that have been committed against humanity these past few years. Shit is about to get real. Once this is out in the open, we can finally all start to move into what is truly good for all sentient beings ❤️🙏🏻 Love is the only way.....

[@kristacharlton13]

I know the energy 🙏🏽🌹🙏🏽 Fighting the corrupted system in uk against sacrificing are children for money making marketing also ritual abuse

[@opposingsigns]

Hey Jess! I'm not sure, but the lake you are speaking of sounds a lot like Lake Lanier! It's in Georgia, a little north of Atlanta, and it's well known by those of us that are local that the whole lake was built over a town. (It's also known by the people here that you NEVER should swim in that lake.) The original town is completely submerged, but it wasn't bulldozed or anything- it's pretty often during droughts that we see buildings and even old trees pop up from the bottom of the lake still standing! It's always seemed strange how the town just seems to have disappeared, and there are still some people alive who were there/part of the 'building' of the lake.

[@inspirationalempressoflove220]

As soon as she said that Lake Lanier is the first thing that came to my mind too. I live here in the Atl area as well.

[@JujusOracleMsgs]

This reading reminds me of those towns that were predominantly black and are now lakes. Also it correlates with something personal I’m going through so definitely confirmation.

[@lameshamitchell5290]

I was thinking that each time she mentioned the city or town under water.

[@yesodaga5595]

I to resonate...massive Ancestoral wealth health and prosperity being returned

[@herbmamasujaiatpeacefulwel8569]

That's exactly what I thought of.

[@shericewiththeshitz4852]

There are a lot of flooded black towns that there have been a lot of talking more about it. I have always had this pull to touch the grounds on our ppl. The plantation that a museum I think in Alabama, the lynch mural. I’ve been really being call to go to Mississippi, New Orleans etc. to feel the energy and presents of my ancestors and channel them. I also have been very emotional about the ppl that have hurt me in the past. Emotionally I’ve been all over the place as well and I been literally hearing spirit say “we have it under control” I thought it was concerning my twin flame situation but hearing this I’m seeing it’s all of it I need to bring to them to handle. This entire reading resonated in sooo many ways. U said soo many things that I’ve been feeling lately

[@44of144]

SHE refuses to admit that HE, who died 1 day before my 7th birthday, was NOT my real Father, and I am now 49yrs of age. Although, I have told her Spirit has shown me this to be the truth. She REFUSES to admit this, for fear of being humiliated. Yes, my Dad is who I highlight on my Ancestor altar and I have felt a "just move on with your life, her lie have, and always will, weigh heavily upon her".......in a very "scoffing" manner. I'm pretty sure others in my family are well aware; yet, they've denied knowing. 💥 Very accurate message as it pertains to my life 💥

[@bloodymary3008]

How do you know that you are #44??

[@MultiPrankster100]

Franklin cracks me up! 🤣🤣 He’s always trying to make his presence known and I love it! ❤️

[@kennethporst4359]

Yeah I've definitely cocooning and told to rest the past week or so ... And today I ACTUaully started doing it

[@icissici]

Have y'all seen the documentary Watch The Water🤔🤨. It came to mind and the city of Atlantis...

[@marleneppaul]

That’s exactly what I thought of was the video on watch the water.

[@themichellegrace]

Yes I feel you, I’ve been feeling sensitive, stronger intuition & connection with The Divine, & spirits who have passed, my ancestors & friends of friends ♥️ And my body just feeling so tired & different especially the last few days. Thought it was just my feminine cycle but I know it’s more than that (spiritual). ✨🙏🏽

[@BehatiLife]

Right?! It’s so much more than my cycle- I can just feel so sensitive sometimes 🌸💕 I just allow myself to feeeeeel

[@themichellegrace]

@@BehatiLife yesss that’s been my goal lately too just feel all the feels instead of running from it or pushing it down. I’ve been mainly focused on rest and self love practices, it’s helped a lot 🥰💞🌸 I also did the salt and water at the back of my neck like you suggested on Twitter 🥰 thank you. hopefully traveling to the beach next week 🧜🏽‍♀️

[@daashazireael6613]

I've been going thru the same thing. Also thinking it was my cycle. So it's very reaffirming to read that maybe I need to quit blocking and open up to it

[@IfaKslays]

OMG Yassss!!! I’ve been feeling this as well!!!

[@TheAnthropolCircle]

Yes...I literally just told a friend I need some self reflection and time to myself...

[@charleygnarly1182]

I've been under spiritual attacks my entire life and I don't know what it is that wants to hurt me so badly... but it's time I take my life back, learn about this and protect myself, your channel is amazing and you inspire me.

[@Armelleee]

Same...sighs.

[@jessicagubler9708]

So, my ex husband threw me and my children out of our home. He was paid off by his father to do it. There’s literally that SAME cow head skull hanging outside the house now. He DROWN me in attorney fees and LIED about everything. I had NO way to fight him and his father because they had unlimited funds to throw legally garbage at me. I lost EVERYTHING! He made me and my children homeless. I begged him to come clean! Everyone keeps telling me to move on and let it go and I just keep telling myself I BELIEVE this will be made I right! I BELIEVE!

[@Thehealthycreative_]

Jess, marksman usually means assassin “a person skilled in shooting, especially with a pistol or rifle.“ since you were talking about kinda shady business that needs to be uncovered but isn’t viewed kindly by society- that fits the bill! I wonder if that’s gonna resonate here or if it’s gonna be news somewhere

[@shaylalynn1524]

45:45 "Be really careful what you take from people....it doesn't feel like it's coming from a good place"

[@karenspann1992]

I was driving to work & listening to this reading. When you advised paying attention more closely to your inner self (3rd eye), a white SUV drove pass me with 3 capital I's on the license plate. I was listening to your podcast about a month ago, and you mentioned something about an ant. An ant literally crawled across my phone. You are truly powerful & divine. Your messages resonate with my spirit, and they seem to cross over into my physical space as I am listening. Thank you😊

[@zanabandgirl]

im halfway through, the divine feminine/masculine messages are for me lmao. my heart is racing and everything. my guides keep showing me the tower too!!

[@universouldaughter]

I had a dream last night about a city underwater.. i was given a number 2 teeshirt to wear and I had this advantage over my other tribe members. We could breathe underneath the water, light fires and even play musical instruments. This connection is quite interesting

[@zohatahira3992]

I have been feeling very depressed and anxiety ridden. Although I do know that nothing triggered me well, maybe work load was the trigger. But it made me feel crazy and just Soo triggered. But as you, I am feeling better today. I did a small ritual for the energy that I was feeling to be cleanser and man, I underestimate sometimes about what focused intensions and asking for help from your guide can really do. I feel alot better. But there was something,maybe it is something in the planets, that is still there. I mean the heaviness or weight of it is still there. Loved the reading. I grateful for it. :D

[@elephantkeytarot8575]

This is absolutely my reading. Once I recognized my whole fog and forgetfulness was something from an outside source yesterday....I knew I needed to perform on my alter. Called by my ancestors to come release and return. Just the awareness was powerful. You have given me divine confirmation. Bring me their heads....it's been a very long time since I needed to work offensively. I first felt uncomfortable but I feel confident now.

[@ashleyw4131]

Lake Lanier in Georgia. The state flooded a city (primarily with Black people) while people still resided there. Now, lake lanier is known for frequent accidental drownings

[@noahm2253]

never clicked on a notification so fast

[@enbykenz]

this is wild - “some things are better left unsaid” has been a theme this week / something I’ve been thinking about / discussing with friends who are dealing with relevant situations. I’m of the mind that no information could be worse than not knowing when I really care about something, but I think unfortunately most people don’t think that way… it becomes an issue when people assume that someone else has their same preferences with communication

[@starshiiinebby]

Omg, not THE FATHER coming up! In the oracle cards that I literally just added to my wishlist???? JESSICA, whew girl! This is exactly why I’m still here after so many years. You are amazing and have been such an inspiration for me these past 5 (?!) years. Love you and your energy so much. 💖💖💖💖✨

[@BehatiLife]

Aw thank you babe for being with me for so long!

[@BehatiLife]

This was such a specific message I knew it had to be for someone ❤️❤️🙏🏾

[@adrianabandy2063]

I have a very similar situation. And when the father came out my jaw almost dropped. It’s so hard for me to want to reach out to him and have a relationship. I think I am letting the fear get in the way.

[@strawberryanneflynn6778]

I've been getting a lot of these cards! I'm supposed to encounter some kind of devil/tower tomorrow 😬

[@starshiiinebby]

Pausing at 19:13, because WOW!! It’s wild cause what you’re describing resonates so much, I’m turning 30 next month and my bio-father, who I’ve never met in person, never spoken on the phone with, and barely communicate on Facebook, just reached out a few days ago saying he’s coming to see me and we’re not even in the same state. I think he reached out because I saw his post on the 12th about it being 4 years since his dad passed and I commented on how I wish I would have gotten a chance to meet him and his mom and how I felt robbed of that experience, but how it was interesting because that whole morning I was feeling so pulled to revamp my ancestral altar which has gone un-tended to for months and now I realize it’s them coming through and showing up for me in the way they’re able to now. 💖💯

[@BehatiLife]

Oh wow, this made me tear up! I really hope all goes well 🥺❤️❤️🙏🏾

[@daashazireael6613]

Beautiful I hope It goes well!

[@toriro.2652]

Beautiful! 💛

[@shaylalynn1524]

Wow!! My crown Chakra was tingling reading this, powerful !!

[@DeLadyKhepera]

Darling. Very specific for me. Mama Oshun has definitely been speaking to consistently about me. Spiritual people on Twitter accused me of hexing/evil eye which is something I don’t do. All because of someone who enabled them due to feeling some kind of way about me. Mama Oshun, Baba Esu, and my grandmother are MAD af

[@___creature]

you channeled this message for someone in my life

[@catchbusiness]

"hes so cute when he walks" is soo relatable as someone with pets lol

[@TheRepatDiaries]

The truth is this only thing that matters right now. All will be revealed and so many will have to grapple with being bamboozled for so long and how they now have to question everything they thought they knew and or believed…

[@aliciadrake351]

Editing this as I listen. Lol Hi!! I’m outrageously empathetic- and I’ve been feeling out of sorts since yesterday. I did read that there was a solar storm that occurred day before yesterday- I’m feeling that. I’ve been jittery, nervous, almost crazy. Shaky. I’ve been bloated as well. The moon, I feel, has an impact. The underwater area is giving Frenier vibes. That’s a city that was lost during a hurricane between Lake Ponchatrain & Manchac back in the gap. You can go on a swamp tour and view the areas. There was a healing lady there. Julia Brown was her name- she frequently sat on her porch and sang premonitions.

[@cassidydonshae398]

I have that deck. The illustrations are so beautiful

[@earthangel4743]

12:21 on my phone . Jess send us love and light.

[@christinanour8417]

This really resonated! Thank you Jess :)

[@findingserenity3989]

I felt it Jess ! Sensory over load for sure I was just telling my friend like I can’t even drive to music lately !

[@lovenlifenalwayz]

Been feeling Very very sensitive! Needs this message! Thank you so very much.

[@IntuitiveTiff]

WOW Jess! You have no idea how MASSIVE it is and how freeing it is at the same time! 💛 Thank you so much

[@jordyelize4892]

Never had an entire video be applicable. This one I need to go back and rewatch

[@daynaa.356]

Thank you, I have been taking intense naps. Past couple of days have been heavy.

[@BashtheOracle118]

Hey Jess, i've been feeling so heavy lately because ive been absorbing everyone else's energy. I've definitely feel out of balance, but yesterday I received great news so its up to me to change my life.

[@PrincessMomoh]

Thank you Jess😚, this was a divine revelation 🧘🏾‍♀️♥️

[@RymVri108]

This is SO powerful. Thank you again, Jess.

[@Richie.the.rich.blackgirl]

You’re literally always spot on! It’s a bit scary but thank you so much Jes!

[@judestratis]

literally every single word you said resonated with me and my experience today, I can’t even explain like every single detail hit in my emotions and validated what I was already thinking, and I thought I was alone in seeing it. wow, thank you I’m so touched

[@highfrequenciesyogamoeafro5968]

You’re truly amazing, giving thanks

[@monique1389]

Thank you for this beautiful message mama👸🏾

[@rebeccaphillips7488]

Thanks Jess! ❤️🤍

[@MysteriousCat111]

thank you so much jess 💗

[@jennifermiser8140]

Wow. Everything resonates and, yes, I have a tea business ❤️. Thank you for this message.

[@nopalesconfrijoles]

sweet jess thank you for this beautiful offering

[@HiLoveLeighs]

Yes, I’ve been feeling it the last few days.

[@moonfangman2083]

thank u so much jess 🖤

[@soulprescriptions7970]

This was exactly what I needed to hear! Thank you Jess. My guides used the Mardi Gras symbolism as well so I know this is for me!!🙏🏻 confirmed!

[@belladevine3471]

Beautiful reading thank you

[@nicolewright5342]

This was an amazing message for me!! Listening over and over cuz I swear my ancestors are speaking through you!!! Thank you Jess!! ❤️❤️❤️

[@tissanyx1167]

You are literally, everything..... thank u so much. Blessed to have u🙏🏾 Always on time❣❣❣

[@JFPERSPECTIVE]

I feel like I'd be doing you a disservice to just like and not speak up about how accurate this message was for me. The last 3 weeks I have been doing everything I could to finish 5 large works of art to submit to my first music festival live art entry. I was rushed with, and grateful to kill, feelings of deep inadequacy. I teach an art meditation class to my local artsy people which was my first moment of releasing fear and believing in myself. The feeling seemed much larger with this one but still the same flavor so I knew which angle to attack it from. I asked for the experience to be opened for me. As I uttered the words I saw exactly what I needed to move to be able to create from my heart and give myself the time, space and respect to complete the submission. I was deep down still hurt about a break up that happened in December. Things weren't discussed unless I forced it. Like " Things are better left unsaid" I saw how much energy I had wasted trying to still be a supporter instead of releasing as I was guided to do. I know it has to do with past trauma and through sitting alone and painting for 50 hours I was able to reach the depths of my experiences. Correlations below *for the sake of reading ILYSM thank you so much for the prayer.* "A city covered in water" - I live in Alton Illinois along The Great River Road Please read the bio of the area you'll be shocked! "Uncovered secret" "There's a whole city under this water and you're not going to talk about it?" "Do I even have what it takes? Society sees it as "Bad" This person needs to give or perform to get to a greater experience. Something deemed inappropriate, but they have to do it." It's a edm festival and to some people that seems out of range when I know deeply it will be such a spiritually fulfilling experience. "Using the last of something." (my job lost a good chunk of my hours 2 months ago and wasn't able to get the money back to me until Friday so the entire time I had to plan every move so strategically to ensure I was able to sustain life and also not allow it to get me down and keep me from creating. "Needs to make a sacrifice" I cleared my schedule, cleared my mind, stopped responding to endless pointless snap conversations, removed all stimulation to give myself the opportunity to create at the highest level. Each move I made in the right direction felt orgasmic and so aligned. It was quickly very clear what I needed to release. "There's a mark on them" I have and have always had a mole behind my left ear. I even wore a side pony for 2nd and 3rd grade to keep kids from talking about it lol. But my grandfather (mothers father) was in the military and was an awarded marksman. I can see/feel his soul and others in my ancestry feeling ashamed for ever killing under the name of someone else. Guidance on releasing for my ancestors? "Doing detailed work was once what they HAD to do" This was a big message I was hearing as I painted about my abundance of potential energy. This understanding is what made it possible for me to paint for 8 hour spans. I know how hard my ancestors worked. I feel the fire in me. I feel like honoring them looks like always having faith in my strength to carry out any task that is in alignment. If I had to create a name for the experience I've had it would be "to thine own self be true" You hit it right on the head! Thank you Jessica for allowing yourself to use your gifts. You're a true blessing. Much love -JF

[@janiecampo3784]

Thank you for your message

[@Iamcarolgraham]

Thank you for this Jess

[@AMSerenades11]

Jess, in the video you said something about 12:21; I looked up at the clock and it read 12:21! What the french toast? I'm going to listen again when I'm "fresh." Thank you for your reading. Blessings!

[@sharayajones760]

I legit just read this comment at 12:21 pm

[@LindaJadeReign]

You're so sweet! I love ur gentle strength. Thank you for the message and for doing you and encouraging us to do the same... I appreciate the communication of your visions. 💜💜💜

[@Bbslue7]

Your talking about my hometown. My Lamberton family. Oil was struck in about 1858 or so in Titusville. Which is right beside FRANKLIN, My hometown. (NW PA.) My paternal grandmother is channeling these messages to you. Oh wow.

[@BehatiLife]

Oh wow, babe! Wheww w

[@Bbslue7]

@@BehatiLife thank you so much, namaste 🙏🏼💙

[@donnaleethornton3660]

I got it, I have to watch it again and make notes to even begin to explain, but I got it. Thanks for the honesty mixed with some laughter, made it smoother going down! 😆 I came home work, sat down, and this video just jumped right out at me.

[@Laucalls2theriver]

My deepest thanks for sharing this with us 🙏🏼❤️

[@Poetic_nature0808]

♥️ thank you for your time Jess 🙏🏽

[@daniellemonzo]

Such an interesting reading, I’ve been feeling a lot of shifting lately energetically so I really appreciated the reminder to check in with yourself and see what’s yours/another’s/the world’s. When you said you let the door or window open a crack and the fly got in, that was a huge message in itself for me to remember to really be discerning about who is allowed in my space and to not make any exceptions when my intuition is giving a hard no. Thank you so much for channeling these messages 🙏🧡🕊

[@snowflakesinthesun1116]

Thank you for this message. I hope this truth will be revealed soon; lately I feel like I've been paranoid and not knowing where these thoughts and feelings are coming from? It's a strange and uncomfortable feeling. Anyways, thank you as always

[@EuroHouseInc]

Thank you ☺️ ✨

[@noteworthysista3135]

Thank you Jess ❤ I would love to see something explaining how to discover our totem/spirit animal please and thank you 🙏🏾

[@leahhoward2963]

I have been doing the same thing. I had a night in silence painting last night and it was wonderful. Intense dreams. Thank you for your wonderful videos and beautiful work Jess:)! I always like hearing your kind voice:)! Sending peace, love and respect:)!!

[@womenarehealing]

Your latest reading and channeling videos have supported me on my long and hard road to healing a broken heart. Thank you for from the bottom of this heart for lighting my way through dark times. ❤‍🩹

[@stephbinos7789]

Hii thank you, this was for me, soaking up all this wisdom 🥰💞💞

[@chemilyscad5845]

Jess you never cease to be frighteningly accurate...

[@fifthdimenshawn6384]

I’m so glad I stayed to the end 🥀

[@kristinadeturk]

It’s funny how my father came through in this reading. I get some of my magical/psychic abilities from him, and he’s been helping me a lot with getting in touch with my gifts and navigating situations that have sadly been going on with me. So much to say to validate what you have been picking up on, not feeling like I can speak about it in a public comment. This did come right on time, and I do expect that spirit will be channeling both of us through the next few days. Big stuff coming, and it’s super intimidating. Thank you, as always

[@mikezap1800]

Omg!! What you're saying about secret hidden things is EXACTLY what I've come across these past few days. I've done some studying about the great depression and the financial system and its crazy!!

[@sonyamareestead6391]

Lately I have been ring my bell around me to clear away all that negative energy away from me. I took a lot of notes of this reading and thank you for sharing your time with us. I feel that this reading did hit me a little bit. Stay safe and blessed be.

[@MrsFord2009]

Thanks Jess 🙏🦋

[@GoddessGaiaOracle]

Thank You 💜

[@squirrelmonk2868]

This resonates deeply. Thank you

[@sincerelyamanifestor5856]

You’re using my new deck, so I know this is for me 🥰

[@Zekkyuri]

Talking about holding your breath and finally exhaling reminds me of the Love, Simon moment between him and his mom.

[@divinelightroux4169]

The message was for me. I stand in my light. Hard pill to swallow..

[@shinewick9221]

Thanks jess🤞🏾💕

[@DNA1123]

Aw Yayyyyy Tysvm!

[@daashazireael6613]

I am leaving this here as my notes from this reading. It seems I always click and watch when I need it. You're amazing Jess thank you for helping me and the spirits and divine get the message I needed to hear. Maybe it wasn't for me but maybe it was. But I for sure did get the message clearly I don't know what the rest means. But I got chills because I sit on my porch all day every day watching the world go by. Water came out of the ground pump and we live on a back water in a home that my d a d bought. My husband has hidden things recently but a lot of it is my intuition and reading body language and I'm told that I'm being crazy. and my father is involved with my issues lately. Which closed off heart and callused hands resonates with my father because he has improved but still struggles. He's secretive about his own struggles and refuses to show vulnerability. Both men have hurt me. We have things that we need. Laid to rest. It is crazy I wrote a comment about how I need to unblock myself before I watched the video. We recently cut off a friend I think depends on my husband too much. I'm not a jealous person and we have always shared friends but I think my husband liked the attention or just connected with her. But he finally realized when she did something and thought we would be there to pay for it qnd he's struggling with it. Which in turn goes to me seeing that he is into her and he says I'm crazy. I don't mean they are cheating behind my back. I think it's something that wasn't spoken out loud it's just two people meeting and connecting but one is taking it further than is acceptable. And the other is doing things they never did before. To each their own has been said to us a lot because my husband has a friend that is woman. By our friends family etc. My cousin watches over me and I feel her scoffing at this situation. I've been begging for the truth basically. It came to a big fight which is rare. And I talked out loud for hours several times to her. And several things went wrong and I'm turning a blind eye. We have enabled her bad behavior with her medicine and her spending by covering it. She also told her mother who doesn't support her thay she's been giving us money qnd thats why she is broke. She hasn't admitted it to us. And like I said we cut her off and have been ignoring her messages. My husband has a lot of guilt but he refuses to admit the truth to a lot of things. Even small things. Things I've said I would forgive. And I realize I can't force him or anyone to admit things they have done. My dad constantly tells me I need to get a job. Even when I didn't need to. Which I do now because we're behind on rent. And I go I my hide hole because I'm scared. So I don't do what I want or need to do. I do run a shop. I constantly hide my call. The fear is my safety net because nothing changes so I know whats going to happen every day. This friend I mentioned started helping with rides because I don't have a car. And something happened where she felt entitled for us to give her money because she spent her and needed something for her son. Which I've always helped before because I had the money. And she kept bringing up her rides and such she has given us. Without us asking it usually was offered. As was our help to her. But i never expected anything in return but she did apparently and threw a fit because I didn't have any extra money to give. I would babysit everyday and take rides and help with things other than money. I hurt myself by letting things go on because I was trusting someone I didn't know. I don't think my husband did anything and I have accused him of things and it was not balanced. I felt like I was in a 3 way relationship but I was put on the backburner. I don't think he did anything on purpose but I also don't think he's being truthful with himself. I think I need to open myself up more and quit being so hard. I also have been ignoring my responsibilities and I hope thats not the sacrifice of me losing everything.

[@Spanglishdee]

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[@Soulspeaktruth]

Oh my God…… thank you 😭 I have been going through it and not putting my health first….. I know exactly what the ancestors (not even my blood) are talking about. Thank you 🙏🏼 wow.

[@jessicaschnell6424]

This is insane Jess. Everything you said resonated with me. My ancestors spoke to me today through you. I come from generations of family farmers, and I just know my strong ass farm-wive grandmas were sending me strength to start conversations I've been afraid to have with my dad. Thank you so much Jess, I've felt connected to you since the first time I saw one of your videos. I don't know how you do it but thank you

[@ld8749]

Thank you ❤

[@AshleyBanks365]

Felt this It’s a powerful time💛

[@universallighthouse2131]

This message definitely resonates 🙏🏽🙏🏽🥰🥰

[@danic5392]

Definitely feeling it!

[@samirah4786]

Hi Jess, I just want to say this was for me

[@samirah4786]

when it comes to the ocean, things buried underwater, and ancestors. I needed these clues. This message was specific because it was for me, and it wasn't just symbolic, it resonated literally. I just wanted you to know.

[@EW_Studios]

This message resonates allllllll too well lol definitely going to have to watch this again 😇