Our van caught fire... We can't do this anymore

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks for watching everyone. It's been an absolute emotional rollercoaster, this video is full of so many highs and lows its hard to keep track. Thanks to Tom and Is from @lostintransit for their support, and thanks to you all for watching.

[@LostInTransit]

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[@shelliebancroft4145]

Yes it has been a emotional Rollercoaster ride for you guy. But so thank for the fire to be put out fast. Are friends the Beans were the first to cross my mind when watching this. Do happy no one was hurt and you guys saved your belonging. Hugs from around the world Lake city Michigan.

[@phillyandkeely]

@@shelliebancroft4145 thanks so much Shellie. Yeah when I seen the flame I was the exact same, all I could see was the travel beans video in my mind. It was so scary. Thanks for the kind words we really appreciate all the moral support we've had here. 🙏❤️

[@shelliebancroft4145]

Yes it was so scary to watch I wanted to hand you my big fire extinguisher through my TV and phone. I am glad you guys were nit alone. Hugs again.

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks ❤️❤️❤️ yeah so grateful for our friends, they were our rock 🙏

[@LostInTransit]

GUYS!! what a video wow!!! you told the story so well and it really was an emotional rollercoaster watching - just like it was in real life. I know we only left you yesterday but i hope you are doing ok and being kind to yourselves!! WE LOVE YOUU! Honestly we had the most special week with you both despite the hardship you went through - and despite all the tears - i've not laughed like that in a long time. the WHOLESOME mushroom day was just mwah mwah mwah - we are so grateful to have you as close friends now! Can't believe how much we bonded in a week ha. 4 in a van is a good way to get close!! MISS YOU ALREADY!!! Your camera lens is just giving us life btw!!! IZ XXXXX

[@phillyandkeely]

We love you guys too. A week of highs and lows, and we are so grateful to have you with us and give us strength and joy and all those wholesome vibes ❤️🍄 excited for all the crazy adventures we have ahead of us. The tic-tacs have spoken 😜

[@tabithacollins6003]

You guys were hero’s, just being there in the right place, at the right time.. I have now subscribed to your channel, and look forward to your next journey to Nepal:-)

[@christinathenix]

Heartbroken to see a sad Keely. Take your time to process and whatever you decide it must be what is the best path for you both. Thankful LIT were with you. It’s true that a trouble shared is a trouble halved (or something like that?). Huge hugs and positive vibes to you all. X

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Chris. Yeah we are so so grateful for LIT (I'm going to call them this now haha) Accepting the vibes and hugs gratefully ❤️❤️🙏🙏

[@Aaron-P]

Absolutely heartsick to see this stretch of hard times!! So glad LiT was there to render aid, and to deliver hugs. Easy to say things could have gone worse, but to have seen your home on the edge of disaster like that can only cause emotional damage. Totally understandable to have been unsettled again. *Huge* hugs to you both!!! ❤️❤️😎👍xx

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Aaron 🥰🥰 we really appreciate the virtual hugs and supportive words 💗💗

[@billienomates1606]

WOW, what an emotional roller coaster of a video. You are certainly made of stronger stuff than you give yourselves credit for. I am so glad I came across your channel a day ago ago .

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much man, appreciate that ❤️

[@lindao1327]

I’m so sorry you guys have been through this. Take some time to get over what’s been a shock. I was crying watching this. Take care. I’m hoping to see you next week. Apart from that awful fire, your video with LIT was so enjoyable. The music and the editing top notch.

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Linda that was such a kind comment. I'm looking forward to seeing their video too. Like two sides of the same coin, will be fun to watch. We had an incredible time with them. So many highs and lows, it's been a rollercoaster and can't imagine two other souls we would rather be on it with.

[@mymai5859]

Yep I was crying too

[@phillyandkeely]

@@mymai5859 ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@sallybiddick]

A video of two extremes for sure! I was so happy to see you so relaxed and happy but knowing what was coming was difficult. Don't keep telling yourself you shouldnt be stressed by all this- yes you are safe but you still went through a series of REALLY stressful experiences. Just give yourselves time and permission to feel what you feel and do what you need to do. We will all be here waiting to see what ever you do next...oh and am very ready for some lost in Transit collab " ITS SOOO WHOLESOME" merch!!🍄

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Sally, it's good to hear you say that, give myself permission to feel it, that's a very powerful sentence, thankyou xxx PS. Love that merch idea!!! 😂❤️ It made me smile. 🍄

[@RestlessSoul]

Hey guys, so sad watching this video 🥺. We’ve been there too over the years with van problems and it’s so hard to deal with when it’s also your only home. Glad you’re both safe and hoping you get back on the road soon. ❤️☀️

[@phillyandkeely]

Thankyou so much ❤️❤️❤️ it is so hard to deal with when it's your home like you say. Thanks for the support 🙏

[@northstarcreative]

Loved the woodland foraging and swimming - beautifully captured. Hope Martha comes through 100% ❤ and hope you soon feel ready and confident to get back to your van adventures x

[@phillyandkeely]

Thankyou 🥰🥰 the foraging was so fun we really enjoyed that

[@phillyandkeely]

@Magnificently Fruity Star PowerHi Star Power ✌️

[@phillyandkeely]

@Magnificently Fruity Star Power we are feeling ALOT better now thankyou 🥰 How are you doing?

[@gypseeleelee]

Oh sweet goodness! I only started following you recently, as I plan my own lap of Australia. Being an Aussie who has had everything threatened by fire, I feel for you both so much. I'm so happy you both were able to overcome the personal and emotional cost to continue, not only on your own van life travels but to film and create. To quote, Bravery comes on the back of Fear. ❤

[@phillyandkeely]

Thankyou so much ❤️ and love that you used our own quote back at us 🥰🥰🥰🥰 exciting that you are doing a lap of Australia 💪💪

[@ShirleyWason]

Omgoodness guys, thank goodness your both safe, what a nightmare and how lucky were you to have two such wonderful friends 🥰 Stay safe, we’re all routing for you and you have our love always xx

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Shirley ❤️❤️❤️

[@Mysty557]

I'm so sorry you went through this, I'm glad that you are both safe and that Tom and Is were there to give you help and support. Take the time you need to work this all out in you minds and decide what the best path is for you. Love your videos so much, you're one of my very favorites . Take care and may God bless ♥

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much MG 🥰🥰 this kind words mean a lot. God bless you too xx

[@bridgetalves5667]

Omg guys, what a bad run you’ve had, I’m so sorry. Just hang in there, there really is always a silver lining 💕sending love & positive thoughts 💕

[@phillyandkeely]

We believe that too Bridget 🥰🥰 hard now, but we know in the future we will look back at all of this and see the good that comes from it. Hopefully many many more people buying fire extinguishers for their vehicles haha

[@moniquedoherty8831]

This broke my heart. I kept putting off watching this one. What wonderful friends you have made.

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks Monique, it was very hard at the time, but stronger on the other side of it ❤️

[@rebeccamoore6127]

Awww, so sad for both of you. The anxiety is real and a sign that you need to take care of yourselves as you figure things out. You will know the right thing to do when you know it. We had a house fire when we had two little babies. It was so stressful, I caused it, and I will never forget the trauma. However, we continued on and the pain eased with time. You bring joy and love to all of us who watch. I hope you feel that love back as you heal from this awful event. On the flip side, the mushroom foraging and time with your friends was beautiful to see. That is what van life is all about. Take care of yourselves, be gentle with your expectations, and remember that this too will pass…xoxo

[@phillyandkeely]

This was a very beautiful message, and it made me cry lol. Thankyou for your kind and deep words Rebecca. There is a lot to delve into here and we really appreciate it. Now that the video is up we have the space to really process what our next steps are. So far it's just been focussing on the video lmao

[@ihanlon982]

Oh my god. My heart was there with you guys watching that. Keely, the anxiety and all the feelings you're having (and I'm sure Philly is feeling it too but it's what you said at the end that I'm responding to), those are all totally valid. None of this "it could have been worse" or that other people will think this isn't a big deal. It is a big deal, you almost lost your home. And that's on top of all the other things you guys have been through with the van. It is 100% ok to feel how you're feeling, and take that into account when it comes to whatever you choose to do next. Love you both so much.

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much my love 🥰 we've missed your comments, feels like forever since we've read one ❤️ thanks so much for watching and for validating my feelings. It really helps 💗💗 and I think you are right we are both feeling a lot of it, just I am saying it haha

[@fionaokane9113]

Get some coffee and chill with Tom and Isabel - de stress!!

[@phillyandkeely]

They have been so good to us honestly.

[@Faeley]

Keeping you all in prayers and know that the best part is that you are all ok and can talk about this story later when it hurts less. Take care and know that many people have your back.

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Faeley, definitely a crazy story to be able to look back on with these guys. Glad you and many others have our back 💗

[@heathermorrison938]

Thanks!

[@phillyandkeely]

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[@dizo2163]

Oh my god, how scary for you both. Every van owners nightmare. I hope you recover from this horrible experience and can continue your travels. Sending positive vibes from Scotland... Take care❤️🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Dianne ❤️❤️

[@christinefabian3552]

Oh my gosh! I know I’m seeing this after the fact and that you guys are back in the van but wow! I’m so sorry you had to experience this! I don’t live in a van and haven’t experienced fire like that but I have experienced it once while living in an apartment. We lost everything we owned and we lost our 2 dogs. I managed to get out with the baby and my husband also got out so I know how you feel… I’m so sorry..it leaves emotional wreckage. I cried with you. I’m so glad you’re safe!!! Big soft hugs!

[@phillyandkeely]

So sorry to hear about your experience and loss of pets 💔💔 so difficult, sending lots of love.❤️‍🩹

[@priscillachapman9145]

The variety of mushrooms you were finding is amazing. I’ve never seen such big ones myself!!! It’s fun to see you with another couple. 👏🏻👏🏻🥰

[@phillyandkeely]

They were a lot of fun to spend time with. So grateful for them ❤️

[@yachtiza947]

So sorry that this has happened to you guys. Can't imagine the stress you're feeling. Sending sunny, happy vibes from Grenada xx

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much, we receive your sunny happy vibes gratefully 💗💗

[@lisawanderess]

Big hugs to you both for what you’ve been through. I’m a full time nomad too in a caravan and have had many a scary moment out there on the road and unfortunately it does create a lot of anxiety when they pile up and you finally, after having been praised and encouraged by being told how “brave” I am to do what I do on my own, you do eventually get what I call “the fear”, the what ifs mount and you seriously question if it’s worth it. I’ve been road tripping like this for over 10 years now and figured that with great risk comes great reward. Yeah I’ve had a lot of hard things to deal with because of my choice to be a lifetime wanderer, but oh my gosh the highs! I’ve seen more, done more, soaked up more of nature’s glory, met so many amazing humans and experienced more wonder than most humans will ever have in their lifetime and I figured in the grand scale of pros and cons, it was a fair trade. Having said that, I’m in my 50s now and dealing with chronic illnesses so constantly moving on is more and more exhausting. Whatever you decide to do, I am thankful that I’ve been able to follow your journeys and get to know you through your wonderful videos. Whatever your future holds make sure you do what’s right for YOU, and not feel obligated to push on for the sake of content. You have each other, an amazing stack of memories and a great outlook on life as a result. So much love to you both! 🤗

[@phillyandkeely]

This is such a full and warm hearted message that I felt deeply. Everything you said rang so true to me. Thanks for the encouragement and support, I really hope your chronic illness keeps at bay so you can keep enjoying the things you love (even though it is exhausting). Thinking of you 🙏🥰

[@lisawanderess]

@@phillyandkeely 🤗💗😘

[@geraldsouthard7092]

You absolutely have our well wishes and virtual hugs during and as a result of this stressful event. You two are really a joy to watch. Knowing that your vlogs lag behind real time, we hope that all is well for you two and that you are now sharing your joy for life with those around you. PS…the other couple in the video were wonderful in being these to assist. We love the mobile community for that reason.

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Gerald 🥰 We usually are ahead but not this time haha, only a couple days. Not fully feeling the joy of life quite yet but we are getting there. Our videos are probably going to be very up to date for a while haha. Thanks so much for your well wishes and kindness. We will hopefully know what we are going with ourselves in the next few days and be able to share it with you all on Sunday b

[@AnomaLeOverT.I.M.E]

The other couple is Lost in Transit

[@jandawood1234]

Don’t apologize for your emotions during challenging times. I really enjoy watching your videos and hope happier times are ahead for you both.

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks Andrea ❤️❤️❤️ really appreciate this. I think it's so important that we are honest at all times about how we feel and hope more people feel safe to be vulnerable on this space, because it can be scary to feel like you might get negative responses to it, but as long as this is our truth and we are authentically sharing that I think it's the right decision.

[@rabbitslippers]

Thank you for letting us in on this difficult time in your journeys. So many of us out here are praying for you. Do you know anytime you do something good and go on an adventure and do something positive, there’s always gonna be the devil trying to make trouble for you. But you guys get back on that horse! You are never going to give up! There’s gonna be so many beautiful memories to outweigh these bad moments. They’re just bumps in the roads. You got this!❤

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Tina 🥰🥰 This is a really motivating and uplifting message, we really appreciate that ❤️ Totally agree that we have incredible memories and many more good times ahead, ultimately these bumps in the road are all leading us to the place we are meant to be ❤️💪

[@suestone7791]

Oh my lovelies, thank goodness you are safe🙏🙏 Tom and Izzy , that’s what friends are for, so glad they were there for you. Hope things improve and you can continue travelling. Whatever you decide will be right for you . Sending lots of love and huge hugs.❤️💙xx

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Sue 💗💗 we are so so grateful for them and our safety. Hoping I will get some clarity going forward, making the video was tough because had to keep reliving it, but now it's live it feels like we can start really thinking about what now ya know.

[@fttf]

Very infrequent commenter here (as in, never), but you guys (and Tom and Is, and lots of others on KZbin also) have inspired me to get into vanlife early next year. It's sad to think the pair of you might decide to stop Phillyin' and Keelyin' around Europe in Martha (yes, you're verbs now), but look after yourselves first and foremost, and work out what's best for you to do. I'd personally spend a few extra dollars getting her checked out top-to-toe at an official Citroen service centre after this, hopefully it'll be good news :)

[@phillyandkeely]

I love the we are verbs now 😂😂😂 this made me smile. Literally based on this comment alone I feel like we would get on well lol. That's a really good idea about an official Citroen service! Who knows maybe we will all find eachother on the road next year and have some adventures lol!

[@patrickpauljuarez9701]

I am so sorry that this has happened to you (again) please keep your spirits up, for what it's worth, the two of you are by far the most lovable couple I've seen on KZbin, I just want you both to know I'm praying for both of you. The two of you really bring out a range of emotions, mostly happiness and it is certainly always a true pleasure too see both of you.

[@phillyandkeely]

Patrick this is such a beautiful message to read. Thankyou for your kind words, that really means so much to us 🙏🙏 so grateful for warm hearted comments like this 🥰🥰

[@tammywallman8783]

We’ve been watching your journeys and so love your channel. So sorry about how stressful things have been lately. Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers. ❤

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Tammy we really appreciate that 🥰🥰🙏🙏

[@fionaokane9113]

Ohhh my hubby and I are sending you hugs and positive vibes that this is the end of the disasters! So unfair for you both. Take care, deep breaths, it will get better. Your videos are uplifting even when you're enduring difficulties. 💪❤

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks Fiona, that's nice to hear 💗💗💗 we all need some uplifting through the tough times and comments like this help us. Every kind comment lessens the emotional burden on us so honestly thankyou.

[@ositoberry3930]

Yikes, you guys might want to take a vacation from your vacation! Hope you're feeling better and your van gets fixed for good. Anxiety sucks!

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Osito ❤️❤️ I think you are right. A bit of time away from van issues would do us the world of good!

[@andrewbell3926]

CB watched this video with me, she was so concerned for you guys -her wee face! She kept saying that we should bring you back to our house so "I could fix your van while you play with her"... No idea what I could do, but that's her plan! The drama of this all, but so glad you were not alone (thanks Tom and Isabel).

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Bell 💗💗 honestly it means the world to me that you watch this video's. Having those tethers back home that are thinking and praying of us means so much. And to know Cadence was watching too is just the most adorable thing ever!! ❤️❤️

[@vanvistas]

Sending so much love over guys! You had me laughing and crying and I can’t even imagine the emotional rollercoaster you’ve been going through ❤❤

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much my love. Really was a crazy rollercoaster! Appreciate the love and kind comment 🥰

[@angieremjeske9663]

My heart and thoughts go out to both of you. First, I am so glad you are safe and the van isn’t a total loss. Second, thank you for sharing your story and I am so sorry this happened to you. Rest up, fix your van, and I hope it doesn’t cost too much.

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Angie 💗💗 really appreciate that. Hopefully us sharing our story means others who watch it will go out and buy fire extinguishers 🙏🙏

[@grandmakellymcdonald]

I am so sorry!

[@phillyandkeely]

Thankyou 🥰🙏

[@rhampton10]

This is my first time to watch you guys and Keely's amazing laugh is enough to keep me coming back.

[@phillyandkeely]

Awww thanks so much Rena 🤣❤️ glad you enjoyed it haha, my family mock my loud laugh 🤣🤣 so glad you are going to come back and watch our future videos 🙏❤️

[@abigailscully6456]

I was balling watching the intro. You guys amaze me, how you have coped with the last couple of weeks I will never know. Thanks for being so honest. Sending lots of love and strength ❤❤

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Abi 💗💗 really appreciate that ❤️💪

[@TheWestlandgirl]

Bawling. ❤

[@phillyandkeely]

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[@manconthemove]

Im actually lost for words. Watching you Keely breaking down crying made me cry too. Thank you universe for putting Lost in transit with you at the right time 🙏🏻 Ive never experienced a van fire and watching what happened to you I realised that I haven't got one but I'll be getting two. I hope and pray that Martha is fixable. Your anxiety will ease as you drive again and all is ok. Please let me know if you want or need anything posting out to you or if there's anything I can do to help, I'll certainly do my best. Much love to you both 😘💚 I

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Alan, appreciate your empathy crying along with me, that's such a beautiful thing. So grateful for Tom and Is, we really couldn't have got through it without them, they kept us sane and safe 💗 hoping in time the anxiety will pass. 🙏🤞

[@dianeeichstadt7627]

Glad no one was harmed

[@phillyandkeely]

Yeah so grateful everyone and everything was safe 🙏💪❤️ scary in the moment, but in the end it was a bonding experience of anything haha

[@101beechbum]

Sending you so much love. So glad you're ok! You're hesitation to get back into the van is 100% understandable, this was a traumatic event for you, it could be for anyone. Just know you're loved.

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks JaimeLynn ❤️❤️❤️

[@craigwilliams4161]

just come across your channel and wow amazing experience of vanlife. You are such strong characters and inspirational. Glad that it all worked out

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Craig, that's so kind of you to say, really appreciate that 🥰🥰

[@FreeBirdUKVanLife]

That was so hard to watch guys, especially after all the beautiful laughter prior. Great mushroom haul BTW. So glad you are both OK and so lucky that your friends came to the rescue, what a blessing. Hope your feeling a bit better now, hugs. X

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much guys. Yeah the wholesome mushroom day with no idea what was coming lol. So grateful for those guys, they made us laugh even through all the crap, they kept our spirits high and will forever be grateful to them 🥰🥰

[@carolbarker1329]

So sorry about the way things have happened. I really enjoyed you foraging for those delicious mushrooms. Life can change in a split second. So glad that you are safe. You’ve got this. Keep adventuring for us. We love you both. This too shall pass. ❤❤❤

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Carol 🥰🥰 really appreciate that beautiful sentiment. And yeah the while mushroom day was soooo lovely. Like you say crazy how things can change in a split second 💗

[@shirleyboyes6080]

This old granny is crying her eyes out watching this. You 2 beautiful humans are very special

[@phillyandkeely]

Aww thanks so much Shirley 🥰🥰

[@tomandlaurentravel]

Wow! Going from a “So wholesome” day to a disastrous day… So sorry this has happened to you! Hope you can get back on track soon whether thats in the van or not! Despite the chaos you still put together another great video!! Keep it going 😊

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much guys, really appreciate the video love ❤️ and yeah the emotional rollercoaster is real. All talking about how grateful we are for everything and eating our foraged mushrooms to that... We will keep going 💪🙏

[@bordercolliepupopvoedenont924]

Ohhhh i'm soooo sorry that you have to go through sooo much bad luck. I'm sending you lots of hugs. Hope you can find the trust in Martha again. Take your time. I was crying with you Keely. Take your time, cry a lot, and hopefully you can enjoy vanlife again.

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much 🥰🥰🥰 and thankyou for being such an empathetic human that you cried with me, it weirdly helps to know others felt it along side me 💗💗 and feel free to cheer my up with cute pet pics any time ok Instagram haha.

[@travelswithforrestflo1239]

What a roller coaster of a journey it’s been so far for you both! How stressful and scary! It was so heartbreaking seeing Keely so upset. Sending love and positive thoughts your way for better times ahead! 💛

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much guys we really appreciate that ❤️❤️ feeling stronger already from all the love from everyone here.

[@findingouradventure_]

You will get through it guys! We felt exactly the same when our turbo went last month and then even when it was fixed we just felt stressed by it for a few weeks after, but the rewards and good days far outweigh these bad days. So glad the fire didn’t take hold! Yay Tom & Iz for being there they are the best!

[@phillyandkeely]

Yeah Tom and Iz were incredible ❤️🙏 so grateful for them. Thanks guys 💗

[@paulrodrigues5562]

Looking back day, this mountain will be nothing but a bump in a wonderful life adventure. Keep moving forward.

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Paul, we believe so too 🥰🥰🥰

[@marilynnejohnstone1468]

As tough as this was to watch it did remind me that great humans have no boundaries. Tom and Is were amazing. They were there for you 100% in your hour of need. That must have given you so much comfort knowing you had friends with you. And that risotto looked delicious. I hope things are getting better for you and you’ve had a much needed rest to process everything you’ve been through. Take care ❤

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Marilynne ❤️❤️ they are incredible humans and so grateful to have had them by our side. And thankyou for your kind words 🥰

[@GaryMallissa]

Oh guys…. that was heart wrenching to watch, just when we thought that you was all sorted. Fire is such a worry in a van, it’s always one of those worries on our minds. Take care 🚐✌️💜

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much guys, it wasn't even an imminent fear for me, one of those background "never gonna happen" type fears, but now it's real and at the forefront of my mind. I need about 17 fire extinguishers and I still prob will be petrified at every sound or smell that comes from the van. Thanks for the support and please go get more extinguishers haha 💗💗💗

[@ravenbrown7053]

Oh wow- sending huge amounts of healing and love in your direction! Thank heavens you are safe and please give yourselves whatever you need to process this and heal- it is truly heartwarming to see such good friends helping and the four of you are AMAZING - ❤❤❤❤

[@phillyandkeely]

Thankyou so much for those kind words Raven ❤️❤️ we really really appreciate i, and we accept all live and helping vibes 🥰🥰 thankyou 🙏✌️

[@highlands2hammocks]

Omg guys, I can’t even imagine how scary this must have been😢 sending you both so much love and hugs ❤

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much guys 🥰 we really appreciate that. We were actually talking about you guys while we were all together (lovingly) sending yous lots of love and hugs back 💗💗

[@highlands2hammocks]

@@phillyandkeely aw thanks guys ❤️ stay safe

[@mistymiles]

Sending love your way xx

[@phillyandkeely]

Thankyou 🥰🥰

[@knell63]

Guys, please try and have a normal week. I was so excited to see the next video and thought after last week's mayhem we'd have a few picturesque shots of waterfalls, a casual stroll and a clip about dinner. No! not at all. I'm so glad to see you're both okay, keep strong and safe. Sending big love and hugs. xx

[@phillyandkeely]

Martha loves the drama eh 🤣🤣 at least we had one nice wholesome day lmao! Hoping for more ahead, but right now I feel like my emotions are on a knife edge when I think about travelling more in the van. We will see how we feel going forward, but I am believing for good times 🥰🥰

[@northstarcreative]

Thanks

[@phillyandkeely]

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[@kay-waterandwander5601]

I watched this and just want to give you guys a hug. So sorry you had such trauma. I totally understand your anxiety Keely, I’m pretty sure I’d be the same. Wishing you peace and clear minds to figure out your next steps ❤

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much 🥰🥰 we appreciate the digital hug and wishes of peace💗✌️ fingers crossed we have some clarity this week for what is next

[@rosariokeshan7284]

My heart goes for you guys. Don’t give up, life is full of surprises and trials, you are still blessed because you are safe. I will include you in my prayers. Keep safe and God Bless you always. Love you guys 🤗🙏

[@phillyandkeely]

Thankyou Rosario 🥰🥰🙏🙏

[@dianne5238]

Ooh Philly & Keely what a rollercoaster! Such a lovely couple you both are. I'm sorry this happened to you. In my opinion is no coincidence you had the lovely Tom & Issy there to share the burden with you. Gratitude is key in everything. I really hope you manage to shake the anxiety off because I'm sure there are lots more adventures ahead of you. Sending lots of love vibrations your way!

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Dianne ❤️❤️ the love vibrations are felt and appreciated. You are totally correct, it wasn't a coincidence they were absolute heroes and will always been indebted to them for their emotional and physical support.

[@efficientcrybaby86]

So sorry this has happened to you both! On a positive note though, somehow through all the stress and shit times, your video production is getting better and better with each upload, this felt like a film! 💜

[@phillyandkeely]

That is so so so so so so so so so lovely to hear. Honestly like making videos is our proper labour of love passion of ours, so comments like this mean the absolute world. It's like the silver lining of a shit situation. So thankyou so much for that. Appreciate your kind words alot ❤️

[@naturalhigh1648]

What a wild ride for you guys lately! Sending you lots of love, hugs and support. Process all that's happened when you're up to it. We wish you the very best whatever you guys decide, but really hope we still get to see you posting and having fun again. Don't forget all the wonderful times you've had too.

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much 💗💗 we will definitely still be posting no matter what happens . Making videos is our passion 🥰 just feel like I might need a bit of space from travelling in the van to get over this. I'm sure we will be able to find other ways to entertain ourself while Martha is parked somewhere safely for a wee while 🤞🤞

[@naturalhigh1648]

@@phillyandkeely Good to hear. Best wishes and take care.

[@michellecastaneda4104]

I'm so sorry you are going through this. I had tires go out this summer on my van. I could not go any where for 4 days. I was all a lone. Good thing your friends were there

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Michelle 🥰 Yeah we are indescribably grateful for our friends ❤️❤️ so sorry to hear about your tyres!! That must have been so scary and isolating 💔 sending you lots of love and strength 💗💪

[@michelleparkinson1118]

OMG guys, sending you both loads of love. So heartbreaking to see you like this 💔 take some time for yourselves to process everything. You are amazing and thank goodness you weren't alone. 😘

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Michelle 🥰❤️ really appreciate the love and yeah so grateful for Tom and Is

[@kathigee]

ohhhh... my prayers are with you. Yes! it IS a big deal... and it totally makes sense that you are feeling anxiety. Dont try to "it's ok" it away.. ya know? Feel the feels.. and know that many many people are loving on you and praying for your Martha and your future peace in traveling in her again. God bless...

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Kathi ❤️❤️ we really appreciate that. I agree it's important to feel the feels, If it was anyone else I would be saying that, we are always toughest on ourselves eh. Appreciate the love and prayers, it means a lot xx

[@AlysianahNoire]

I've been silently enjoying your videos. Sorry you've had such a time of it lately. Take the time you need to process. I do hope you're able to continue your journey. You're accents are adorable and your spirits joyous. Take care. Sending love and happy tidings.

[@phillyandkeely]

I'm so glad to hear you have been enjoying our videos. We always love it when someone comments for the first time, it's like finding a new friend lol. Thanks for your kind supportive words Alysianah we really appreciate it 🥰🥰 and we hope happy tidings are coming too 💗

[@haslintravels]

Omg that would be so scary! I am so glad that you’re okey and safe!! and that it didn’t go completely up in flames! I can’t even imagine the feeling of going through that. ❤

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Haslin ❤️ yeah it was a time of pure panic buy so glad we got it out and ultimately ourselves and the van to safety. 🥰🥰

[@RevGerryRM]

So, so sorry for all the troubles you guys are experiencing. Please be vigilant of the vans operation for a while. St safe💗

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Gerry 💗 We will try our best 💪🥰

[@theirishhomestead]

Love you guys such a great inspiration. Keely I love your laugh and despite everything going on I hope we hear more of it again soon. Stay strong and positive, things will come to test you in life living in a van or a house. X

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much, that's such a lovely message ❤️❤️ Life is full of tests irrelevant of living situation for sure, we know that no matter what we take on next there are always potential issues, but would be quite nice to have a break from van issues so we could come back to it afresh and not full of anxiety. We think a new adventure for a wee bit will help me get over it and feel happy to be on the van again.

[@theirishhomestead]

@@phillyandkeely absolutely do what will make you happiest. Your mental health always comes first. Look forward to watching what you do next whatever that may be. X

[@debbie8304]

What a horrible roller coaster you've been on. Thank goodness Tom & Izzy were with you ❤️. I totally understand you're anxiety, you have to do what's right for you. I sold my camper as it kept breaking down. Hope you get the van fixed & a get a run of better luck .

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks Debbie, really appreciate that. Sorry to hear your camper was a nightmare too. Eternally grateful for Tom and Izzy. Heres hoping for some better times ahead for us all eh 💗🤞🙏

[@grahamunderwood9353]

sorry to see what happened to you , something like that is a major shock ,and was very lucky that you had someone with you when it happened your advice about fire extinguishers will be noted by many who watch your vlog and i hope your back on your travels soon ,anxiety affects us all at one time or another ,but if you look at the bigger picture you are living a life many only ever dream of and when you feel comfortable to continue there is so much out there for you to see and experience and theres a lot more nice people out there to meet and share your adventures with

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Graham for this lovely message. Yes hopefully more people will be better protected after seeing this 🙏 we are off to buy some new fire extinguishers for the van this morning. Thanks for the moral support we really appreciate it ❤️❤️

[@ScienceofLifeMS]

Just meeting you guys. I’m so glad your friend were there. That’s what life is about. We all experience challenges. It’s so much easier when good people are around to help weather the storm. I hope all is well for you. Blessings. ❤

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Terri 🥰 glad you found us. Yeah we are so so grateful for our friends and the support they were to us during this time. And grateful for all the kind and supportive messages like this 🙏

[@Lou_Sylw_Bulgarian_Rescue_Dogs]

We are so sorry to hear about your run of bad luck. I felt every last bit of your emotions Keely. We are currently going through the same thing. Our Citroen Relay is currently at the main dealer with an electrical fault having already been to 3 garages who were unable to diagnose the issue. It’s sooo stressful!! Especially seeing as we have 5 bloody dogs as well 🙈😅 All the best and may you continue without any further issues!! 👍❤️

[@phillyandkeely]

Awww thanks so much guys. So sorry to hear you are also going through so many issues with your Relay too. Fingers crossed you get it all diagnosed and back on the road soon 🤞🤞

[@TheGoodTheBadTheRowdy]

I am glad you guys are ok! We kept having trouble with our promasters a shorty and a long chassis ext, both used. After we decided to splurge a little and also get 4x4 as fwd wasnt cutting it. And from then till now weve had no more issues. I went with alum tube interior for lighter weight, carbon fiber and alum for cabinets and face fronts.

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks John 🙏❤️ that sounds like a very light build, sounds cool! 4*4 would be sick!!

[@RollingRoutes]

Hey Guys, wow that was a tough watch, we were just watching in dead silence and feeling it all with you. So sorry this has happened to you, you guys are the nicest and deserve better luck! Hoping you guys are OK, sending lots of healing vibes and hope that you come to a decision that you feel comfortable with and that fills you with excitement about the future. Lots of love, Chris and Paloma xx

[@phillyandkeely]

Thankyou so much 💗💗 I think that's what we need a decision that fills me with excitement not fear lol. Honestly the thought of driving across countries now in the van makes my heart hurt lol. Thanks for the kind words and support 🥰🙏

[@nessabridge5019]

Only just found you and hope you cope emotionally with all that’s happened. My heart hurts for you and please please give yourselves time to process all that has happened. Hugs

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Nessa, that's so lovely of you. We really appreciate your kind words and are so glad you found our channel 🥰🥰 We are definitely trying to find ways to give ourselves time to deal with this all. Some big chats happening this week. Still no idea what the frig we are doing, but hopefully we have some plan before Sundays video haha.

[@44buddhist]

Oh my Lord, I am so glad you are both safe after such a terrifying experience. Thank goodness you had such amazing practical and emotional support to help you get through this. I believe you had a Higher Power holding the space for you. I live full-time in my van and I pray I never experience anything so stressful, however, you have bravely shown the reality of what can happen. Take your time to heal and look after each other. Sending much love and hugs ❤

[@phillyandkeely]

Thank you so much for this lovely message Julie. We really appreciate it, and agree about the higher power. Soany things lined up to protect us in this time and we are forever grateful for our friends. Thankyou for your love and hugs and supportive words 🙏🥰

[@juliehunter8417]

Omg how scary 😢I’ve just Cryed so much thank golly you both safe and that one thing I’ve not got for the van yet tomorrow straight to the shop love from Australia xxxxx julz

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks Julz ❤️❤️

[@RVingwithLuck]

Wow. Very scary. Glad it wasn’t worse, and you all and your stuff is ok. Hopefully you can get the van back up and running. Just don’t give up!

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much 💗💗 yeah it was very scary at the time. So grateful we are all ok and our stuff is ok.

[@lindataylor6093]

This is so sad to see. I hope Martha gets fixed and you two have faith to continue. Take care xxx

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks Linda 💗🙏

[@peterdehouwer8509]

Oh' dear! You two don't deserve this!!!! Crossing my fingers for you and Martha. Sending positive vibes!

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Peter ❤️❤️ we really appreciate that 🥰

[@murraymint8159]

That was really raw and honest. Feel for you both and hoping good times are around the corner. ❤️

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much 💗💗 I'm glad you felt the rawness of it. That's so important to us to always be honest about life in all its highs and lows. Thanks for the support 🙏🙏

[@strawberryroad1347]

This was indeed such a roller-coaster, I'm so glad you were able to save the car. I will definitely check what I keep where, so it's easy to access if something like this happens.. Wish you luck with overcoming the anxiety.. Trusting that vehicle again, is difficult, I know how it is..

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much. Yeah we have so many things to be grateful for in this situation and we feel that deeply. Makes me so happy to hear other people saying this is going to help them better protect themselves, I'm so hopeful this video encourages many more fire extinguisher purchases lol. Thanks for your kind words ❤️❤️

[@fsteele23]

Keep the chin up guys, life has a funny way of working out differently than we expect it to sometimes. Thankfully nobody was harmed, it's a right pickle that's for sure but you never know, it will maybe take you in a new direction that you never knew you needed... Sending you good thoughts and wishes

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much for this ❤️❤️ we really needed to hear that, like you said w new direction we never knew we needed 💪

[@unoffendable3496]

I wrote my previous comment before I completed watching the whole video. I really feel your anxiety and apprehension but I don't possess it, that's looking at it objectively. I call it spiritual weightlifting, you know to make you stronger. Isn't it amazing how creator put just the right people in your life at just the right time, isn't that beautiful and affirming. There's something wonderful waiting for You on the other side of this. This is my first video of yours so I don't know you very well yet. Allowing these feelings of dread to come and be observed and understood and then resolved. What did this show you about yourself and how resilient you are? The solution is going to percolate up from your soul and you're going to feel triumphant. I hope you tell us exactly what the mechanic found that created the smoke and fire, I am very interested in that. I cried when you cried and I admire your friendships. What a blessing. You will know what you want to do when your mind and your spirit find calm. Agape

[@phillyandkeely]

That's such a beautiful message ❤️❤️❤️ thankyou so much for sharing this with us. Totally agree with everything you said, this really filled us up reading it. Thankyou so much for such and affirming and uplifting comment ❤️❤️

[@phillyandkeely]

Also yes we will be sharing in today's video what the mechanic said, I think some is lost in translation lol, but we are just glad we got her to the mechanic safely

[@antennatrees]

My house had a 2 alarm fire which forced my hand into converting to van life for the next several months at minimum. Watching you go through this gave me a lot of anxiety, but I’m glad it wasn’t catastrophic. Fires are a very traumatic experience and it takes time to recover from emotionally.

[@phillyandkeely]

So sorry to hear that!! Yeah fire is very traumatic, even on a small level like this. I really hope that you enjoy vanlife during your time in it, even though it's out of trauma circumstances. Sending love and strength ❤️💪

[@han.the.scot98]

Keely your sobs hit me so hard, I hate how rough van life has been for yous both latley, you are truly amazing people that make me laugh with every video, and these struggles and hard times can F*** OFF, YOUS DESERVE THE WORLD 🌎

[@phillyandkeely]

This comment made us both smile so much. Thankyou for your empathy and kind words and then swearing at the hard times 🤣 rollercoaster message, just like our vlogs haha! Love it 🥰🥰🥰

[@backpackingJas]

its a crazy hard expirience, but there is always something good coming out of it, even the hardest experience you have will have a gift hidding, everything will work out, love the channel and all the strength for you guys

[@phillyandkeely]

Thank you so much ❤️❤️ really appreciate and believing in that 💪💪

[@backpackingJas]

@@phillyandkeely i had a near-dead experience crushing with my car a few years ago, and you kind of have to learn that, so don't worry, everything will work out, life is to enjoy and have fun, and accomplish your dreams

[@phillyandkeely]

Thankyou so much for your positive outlook, It seems your near death experience has given you a very good outlook on life 🥰🥰

[@Michdmb190]

Please don’t stop. You were having such fun just a few days prior to the fire. It’s a setback but keep strong!!

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks Donna 💗💗 we were having an amazing time indeed. We definitely won't be stopping vanlife forever, but I really feel for my own strength I need a break to recover mentally from everything to be able to come back and actually enjoy it again.

[@b3ckyl0uiseUK]

Well I can breath a sigh or relief, that was just so hard to watch I can't imagine what you went through. You are both so amazing and brave I would of been in total nervous breakdown mode. Take time to heal and process this love you guys so much x

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Becky Louise 🥰🥰 we always appreciate your kind words and support ❤️❤️ I think I was having a nervous breakdown to be honest 🤣🤣🤣

[@mariannevanderhorst6317]

😢OMG that was hard to watch from such a good day full of laughter and friendship, to a very scary emotional day, I cried with you watching it, and yes you are safe but the shock of it all is real, take one day at the time, we love you guys.

[@phillyandkeely]

Thankyou so much Marianne ❤️❤️ it was definitely an emotional rollercoaster lmao. Thanks for the moral support 🙏💗

[@sandrabutcher1961]

Sending you all lots of love, I'm not surprised your anxious especially after what happened to the Travel Beans van, maybe head home for awhile, see family and friends have a break have a rest xx

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks Sandra ❤️❤️ yeah all four of us said we kept having flashes of the travel beans video. I think a break is exactly what's needed right now.

[@originalbrighteyes]

My husband said the mechanic failed on the hydrolic hose. It leaked fluid on to the exhaust which caused your fire. The mechanic is responsible for any damage. You guy have this. They say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Love you guys.

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much Sheri. Your husbands diagnosis sounds like it could be right. There is a lot of information between us and the mechanic that is lost in translation, but we are grateful he helped us get the tow truck up the mountain as we were quite far away at this point and grateful we even had his number from the first time. Feeling stronger with every supportive message we get on here 💪🥰

[@originalbrighteyes]

Did you finda transilator later?

[@originalbrighteyes]

Oops. A translator to help communication with mechanic

[@OurVanTales]

So sorry to see you guys suffering but looking forward to you bouncing back….Much love & you got this! 💪🥰🙌

[@phillyandkeely]

Love that positivity 💪💪 speak that over us please!! Woop woop we got this

[@stuandalbert6595]

So sorry to see you are going through a rough time, my thoughts are with you both

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks guys, really appreciate that 🥰🥰

[@LorraineG123]

Oh you poor people, I am so sorry ye have had such a scarey experience, I am so glad that Izzy and Tom were with ye, four beautiful people from KZbin together. I hope the van is sorted soon,and that whatever decision ye make going forward, that ye are both happy with. I feel for you both. Rest easy, and try not over think it all, I know that's not easy to do. Lots of Irish Hugs xxx.

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks Lorraine, all the Irish hugs welcomed ❤️❤️ so grateful they were with us too. Beautiful souls.

[@MoonRiverTravels]

omg

[@phillyandkeely]

Thanks so much ❤️❤️❤️ appreciate that. I can feel your energy through this message and that's the kind of validation I need 😂😂 thankyou xxx

[@amymadden4631]

Wow- well that was an emotional rollercoaster! I loved seeing all of you (all my favorite van lifers!) in one place, having fun, it genuinely gave me a smile and a vicarious happy glow! Thank you for sharing your adventures! I am so very glad, Keeley & Philly, that you are safe and Martha is in one piece! There is an amazing book, by the Buddhist teacher, Pema Chodron, I don't know if either of you have read it- called When Things Fall Apart- it's very good to read. Basically, when stuff goes right, or when stuff goes wrong, how to live with impermanence? It made me feel better about life generally. Your situation made me think of it because I have been there, like sitting by the side of the road, wondering what to do next. Not always literally. But still. Anyway, I love watching your videos, and seeing beautiful places you see, through your camera. Take good care and stay safe!! ❤❤xo- Amy

[@phillyandkeely]

Amy I am actually going to go look this book up and give it a read, I'm intrigued. Thanks so much for sharing that with us and drawing comparison to your own situation. Community is so important in the healing process isn't it, hearing other people's stories helps 💗💗 will have to let you know when I read it and what we think 🥰🥰

[@cherannretiredgran68]

I am so sorry to hear this even though I don't know you and haven't ever seen any of your videos. This just showed up in my feed just now. Praying everything works out for you guys. 🙏☝️

[@phillyandkeely]

Thankyou so much for your kind words ❤️❤️ we really appreciate the prayers 🙏 not all videos are us having bad luck, but the last few have been lol 🤣 hopefully next week is a turn around for good times ahead 🥰🤞

[@cherannretiredgran68]

@@phillyandkeely I'm sure it will be. Sometimes we just have to go through some stuff before we get to the better stuff. I'll be looking forward to seeing some good stuff from you all here soon.