Losing my Sister

[@redblaze93]

when i was 19 in december 2012 i was diagnosed with a glioblastoma and the doctors gave me 3 months of life again at the end of december i was operated and i got my tumor surgically removed and doctors gave me a maximum of 2 years of life now at the end of 2020 it's almost 8 year that i'm "cancer free" and my doctors said that i'm in a very low percentage of survivors of this particular type of tumor, i know every struggle your sister has faced and i'm very sorry that she didn't make it through this hell, i randomly found this video on youtube but it hit me like a punch in the stomach when i heard your sister crying for the same things i have faced, stay strong, your sister must be very proud of you and believe me even if she left this "world" she is near you every single day of your life. i give you a big hug from Italy . sorry for my bad english.

[@tyreseismyname2632]

Very happy for you😁 keep pushing on and your English is very good

[@everjust23]

much love 💕

[@grace-yi5ll]

Aww!! Wish you the best, and your English is perfectly fine!

[@redblaze93]

thank you all for your nice words, if anyone of you will ever need some more informations about the hospital where i was operated or any other kind of informations, like my diet or my lifestyle don't hesitate to contact me. I will leave here some basic contacts for all of you: I was operated in the hospital "Borgo Trento" located In Verona (Italy) telephone: [phone] I know i live on the other side of the world for the most of you, but for me this is the hospital that saved my life, and i will never be able to thank them enough for that, and i hope they can do the same for you. Also some final conclusion: after all this “path” of radiotherapy, chemotrapy and themodal, i live my life like a normal person, i can drive, read, run and do every other thing without any problem, i even stopped to take my anti epilessy pills and i don't need them anymore in my life. I hope this message can help all of you.

[@gunkgrrrl]

Can you plz comment on this comment every Month so we know you are doing well?

[@thomasolivermatthews]

That fact that 10,000 people watched your last video about charlotte shows shes still on peoples minds, her presence is still here! Her spirit lives on in us!

[@daryerod]

Absolutely!

[@eddiew2325]

@@daryerod true but at the same time true

[@darlenew1981]

@pyropulse Wow. You really had to come on here and say that?

[@mrlance1011]

ey dude. i know you browse the comments. so just wanted to tell you, i randomly stumbled upon your sisters videos a couple of years ago. and she changed my entire outlook on life. for the better. god bless you and mum. no doubt your sister would be proud of you. all the best mate.

[@mayaluna11]

I lost a sister to cancer 10 years ago. It was a traumatizing, life long wound. Time doesn't heal it. Time does make it easier to cope & live with. Bless you for discussing this topic so openly Miles.

[@maskedninja6883]

I so sorry for your loss. I am with you.

[@viccon7566]

Xxxxx

[@hssnrg3]

Rip

[@dinomite078]

I hate to say I know how you feel . My sister passed away 2015 . A date with an ex then she went missing her body was found 2 months later . So it’s very traumatic. Time doesn’t heal , time teaches you how to live with the pain inside . #jutsiceforERICAALONSO

[@reuben320]

I can only imagine how Incredibly difficult it is recalling the memories of your sister passing... Charlotte was and still is an amazing inspiration.

[@betweenthepoles]

Charlotte was really fortunate to have such a loving brother and family. I can’t imagine how difficult it was to deal with the loss of such a bright, bubbly presence. I’m sure you made every second of her life, during bad times and good times, special.

[@LibbyLou123444]

Rest in peace Charlotte. You are such a beautiful soul who has effected so many people. And to whoever needs to hear it and especially to Charlotte's family: life isn't about your final moments. It's the moments that lead up to them. Whilst her journey was unjustly short and difficult because of her loved ones she had a rich life. Not many people can say that. She was such an intelligent young woman and I loved her approach to how she dealt with things. She was (and is) such an inspiration to me when I was younger and going through my illness.

[@singlez8799]

I just discovered this channel. Charlotte was beautiful. And this vid was very touching and lovely. Charlotte would be proud.

[@maskedninja6883]

My mom has Stage 4 Glioblastoma Multiforme. She has had it since March of 2019. She has lost way too much weight, super sensitive to loud noises and bright things.

[@kamaka5541]

Im Sorry

[@trishscreativecrafts]

I'm so sorry for the loss of your sister. My aunt fought really hard and actually beat breast cancer, only to then get brain cancer. She declined very fast and the steroids made her head and face swell so much she was almost unrecognizable. She ulitmately passed away after suffering for many months. Cancer is such an awful thing for anyone to go through. Thank you for sharing your sister's story to bring more awareness.

[@LadiiSpazz]

Wow wow wow I don’t know how I ended up on this channel but I want to express how beautiful your sister was .. and how brave she was for sharing her story.. I’ve been battling cancer for two years, I’m still going through chemo and radiation and have two more surgeries pending & I’ve been wondering if I should share my story for young females going through similar issues and your sister is an inspiration for us all .. I know the changes the body, the mind, the soul goes through and the impact it has on our families.. I wish you and your family lots of love and blessings and good health.. 💖🌺💖🌺🕊 -Yenny

[@carnystrickland7367]

hope you all the best with your chemo and future surgery.

[@storminite2041]

Yen x you are in my prayers. May God bless you to get well. Much love and hugs from San Francisco California. Stay strong, you are a beautiful young lady.

[@jaybube478]

You should! 🙌🏾

[@Toffee146]

What an amazing brother/man you are, Miles. Charlotte couldn't have a nicer or kinder sibling. I can't even begin to imagine what you have all gone through as a family, after the loss of such a beautiful sister/daughter. Don't ever apologise, Miles. You're entitled to say whatever you wish and take as long as you need. It's so good of both you and your mother to continue with Charlotte's channel. I certainly won't forget her. Sending love to you and your mother from Sheffield, Miles.

[@johnwhitt377]

Sorry for your lost man. 😪

[@JMC01644]

Loss

[@harryburrows2112]

@@theenlightment3830 Loss

[@harryburrows2112]

@Milly Molly Loss

[@4EverEtched]

You sister was a beautiful woman... I see Charlottes beautiful blue eyes when I see you & your mothers... First of all I could listen to you talk all day... that accent and your being handsome helped... but it was the pure heartache and honestly that I felt from you... You didn't have to make this video, but you being a real man, wanted to help others & keep your sisters memory alive... I hope your family can enjoy the memories of that beautiful soul💗

[@raidenshogun1814]

She was a great soul,she has touched our hurts and the marks of her presence will never be healed.

[@lassiepenniemom1951]

From her video I knew your family believes in God. What she had gone through is really awful. Probably healthy people cannot imagine. But she got past. Now she’s with her Heavenly Father who created her, in that perfect place. We are here on earth just temporarily . We all eventually have to go back to where we originally belong to. Charlotte’s time here happened to be short, but it was all by God’s plan which cannot be explained in human logic. But when it comes to our time, when we stand before Him, everything will be understood very clearly without any word needed, just instantly. Charlotte just went back home. In fact, what I know from God, she would never wanna come back here . She’s that happy there. I hope you anticipate the moment of reunion instead of dwelling on the sad memory which only destroys us. Probably you’ve watched the testimony on near death experience . There are tons. Among all , I strongly suggest the one by Dr. Mary C. Neal. Very powerful, always gives me hope. Truly the best. She also wrote the books. I’ve lost the loved ones , too. It was extremely painful and still the same if I recall all the sad moments . But I try to overcome it imagining how perfect and happy they are now and also how we are gonna see each other again. And the best part is there will be no more good bye . I guess you know all these obviously. I’m a subscriber and I have a daughter same age as Charlotte . I watched her video every single one . What a beautiful and precious girl ! You will see her again soon. My heart is with you.

[@caries167]

Charlotte impacted the world greatly with her courage and strength. It continues to this very day! Miss her lots!!

[@malakmohsin5603]

I really love that you’re still posting ❤️❤️

[@leah2341]

I pray that jesus covers you and your family as you go through this and continues to cover you as you go through this and anyone else going through this too, jesus knows what your going through, i pray that you trust and believe in the lord please you will see a change xxx xxx

[@rookie6850]

I'm new here but I'm so so sorry for your loss

[@angelabaird7135]

Charlotte’s videos are so powerful. And she was so brave for showing the world the truth of her journey and her emotions. And now you are here doing the same. Thank you for having the Bravery to do this, sparked by your sister’s Courage. RIP Charlotte. Thank you for bearing your Beautiful Soul.

[@problemchild01]

Your sister inspired so many and will continue to inspire...sending love

[@kathcoles2769]

Rest in peace Charlotte x

[@bekah9651]

I lost my mom to Glioblastoma Multiform when I was just 20 yrs old. She was diagnosed in April 07 and passed away Feb 08 It WAS HORRIBLE. I will never ever forget my mom not being able to talk, the swelling from the steroids, the seizures. I miss her so much. It's 4am and I decided to search, periodically I do search to see how the treatments are doing or coming along. I hate it.

[@Emma-sq1kn]

I’m sorry for your loss. I found this channel because I was looking for things about grief. I lost my older brother in 2016 and from my experience I found it difficult when I turned 40 because he was 39 when he died. So I am now older than my older brother and for some reason that really upset me and it feels wrong. I also feel sad that I can’t be an aunty and unfortunately, due to medical reasons I can’t have children so I can’t be a mother either. My mum and dad will never be grand parents and it’s just all really sad. I worry about getting older and having to deal with elderly parents on my own now that my brother has gone. I also feel sad when I see all our family photo albums and think who will those photos go to when I die. I just sobbed and sobbed when I saw them on the shelf in my mums house. What was the point of my family when it all ends with me. Sorry that’s depressing, but these are things that losing sibling brings up. I feel like when you lose a sibling you lose part of your history because nobody knows what your childhood was like only you and your sibling. Anyway, I hope you are doing ok. Take care and best wishes to you and your family.

[@ellamcsweeney8476]

sending you so much love x

[@Wilbur-em1hw]

Please don't apologize. Sorry for your loss. I really don't see it as an overshare. Thanks for sharing.

[@tikitorchgamin1842]

Charlotte's in our hearts forever.

[@transatlanticnostalgia4655]

I am really sorry for your loss. Please know that God is real, and He will help you get through these hard times. I am speaking from personal experience. The truth is, Thank God, I have not gone through any of the struggles, or even close to the ones, you and your sister went through. But certain events in my life have pointed me to God. Please pray every day, and know that your sister is in a good place, where there is no suffering, but eternal love and life. Wishing you the best. Stay strong.

[@bekah9651]

When my mom passed I was there with her. I felt guilty for feeling relief. Relief that seeing her suffer was over. I'm so sorry you are experiencing this. If you ever need someone, I am here.

[@YGOBasti]

I can relate to the things you said alot. My sister passed away from cancer 4 years ago and she was my only sibling. Seeing her getting worse and worse over almost 5 years, reading goodbye letters and seeing the nasty sides of cancer treatment left some really big scars and I think they will stay forever... The best thing we can do is to make our sisters proud and to fight back whenever our past is trying to drag us down. I'm trying to appreciate life as much as I can and I hope you can do that too. It hurts but that only shows how much we care.

[@dalyasert9924]

sorry for lost man,my heart,pray for you and sister.stay strong.

[@jjmiles7173]

I just lost one of the few blood family that gave a crap about me to Brain Cancer a few weeks back. So this isn't a cliche when I say that I know how you might be feeling right now.

[@janee4034]

You really are inspiring, Miles - the strength to keep going and not just survive the loss of your beautiful sister, but to thrive and succeed as you have, is amazing. You are going to be a great teacher!

[@LK-ni6xx]

my brother passed away in a freak accident last month at 33. The thought of not being an uncle is something I've also thought of. There are so many strange realizations around very fundamental ways of perceiving who I am and what my life was supposed to be like that are now incorrect. My sister is now the oldest sibling. I will be older than my brother one day. I will have lived longer without him than with him when I am in my 50s. He was always supposed to do the scary life things first, and let me watch and learn so it wasn't so intimidating. Getting a house, moving in with his girlfriend, getting married, having kids. The idea of him as a role model is something I had no idea was so fundamentally built in to the way I viewed my own life. It's ridiculous how ingrained some of these things are to who you are as a person, and you never realize it until that thing is missing. The equation of how you view the world is now missing a variable that you never thought about, because why would it ever not be there?

[@Ali74]

Thanks for giving us your own experience on her passing Miles. I’ve a younger sister myself and I cannot begin to imagine what you went through. That you went to Cambridge and got your degree is exceptional, even more so after Charlotte’s passing. She’d have been very proud of her big brother. Your whole family are lovely.

[@beverleysteele1106]

so sorry for the loss of Charlotte,my mother died of breast cancer and i understand the harrowing torment of the slow passing sending my condolences

[@markcrawfy7790]

Miss her Smiling Face So much,Love to you and all your family brother x

[@HR-od9fl]

I've watched the videos and is absolutely heart breaking to see Charlotte deteriorate ,such a brave young lovely woman,my heart really goes out to you and your family , Charlotte can live again with no pain or suffering with the Angels ❤️ ,stay strong x

[@opera7293]

Rest In Peace Charlotte Eades, She No Longer Has To Suffer AnyMore, Rest In Heaven Charlotte Eades

[@lilcoffeebandit]

Miles, i have spent the entire afternoon/evening watching Charlotte's channel and just want to thank you for putting everything in perspective. I wrote so much more...but backspaced it all. there are not words. Thanks for the perspective, thanks for sharing Charlotte's journey and all her bravery... and thanks for reminding me that my anxieties/problems are so ridiculous...and life needs to be lived. Many thanks to you all xxxxxxxxxx

[@surajkumarkabbur2550]

Sorry for the loss brother, More strength to your family..❤️

[@baneviento]

I'm so sorry to her. Rest in Peace 🙏

[@JMC01644]

So very sorry for what you and your family are enduring with the loss of your beautiful Charlotte. I hope that the videos that Charlotte has made bring you some comfort. Please accept a virtual hug from me for you and your mom. Charlotte was a gift to us all and one that I am so appreciative for. Thank you for allowing Charlotte’s videos to remain on KZbin.

[@JA-el3ml]

I am so sorry about the loss of your sister. I saw one of her videos. Brave soul, very giving to share her experience with the world. Having lost my own brother to lung, brain and bone cancer, it's just an overwhelming blow. Healing thoughts to you and your family.

[@sarahhardcastle2433]

My husband died of the same thing six weeks ago. This horrible disease stripped him of everything, couldn’t walk or talk.

[@vincentbellamy]

Je connais ça j'ai perdu ma sœur d'un cancer et elle est morte le jour de mon anniversaire .

[@katherinehixson2085]

I've watched Charolette's channel, personally found it after discovering my own brain cyst. I am SO IN LOVE with this video, the STRENGTH WE GET FROM THOSE WE'VE LOST is by far the ultimate lesson I have learned from grief. Good job brother for being able to find the strength hiding in the confusion of death, it can be the biggest asset for coping long term. I am so proud to see someone with my like minded thoughts sharing this. It is inspirational. Rest Easy Charolette, your legacy lives on

[@royalprince5696]

Hi , how are you? Just read your comment, hope your brain cyst is under control 🙏🏻

[@georgiah.8434]

listening

[@eimear1996]

Great to see you posting! I often think of charlotte and your family, she would be very proud of you. Hope you and your family stay safe,strong and continue to see the beauty in everything.

[@honourgardiner902]

Charlotte was so very lucky to have you as a brother and vice versa. Thank you for these videos! I had Charlotte's channel recommended randomly by youtube and for once, I'm very grateful!😄 Wonderful that you and your mum have such a positive outlook on life even after such pain. Take care.🤗

[@averyblaskowski1899]

So sorry for your loss

[@rockingjamie]

You describe your journey through grief so perfectly eloquently, Miles. I am certain your sister would be immensely proud yet not at all surprised for everything you have achieved.

[@brandonhicks3046]

Get to know christ my brother im on the same journey with him, dealing with the gains and losses of life. I don't think we will regret it. May God comfort you and your family. God bless you.

[@dawngentile4136]

I only recently came across Charlotte’s videos. She made me cry. What a beautiful soul. When I hear people complain about little things. I think of this young girl who was so brave and caring of others while fighting this horrible disease with a smile. I am so sorry for your loss. She will always live in your heart and in your memories. You will see her again.......one day

[@cristhianbustos2133]

Omg , I just today watch her videos , she's so beautiful.

[@MrFlazz99]

Very brave of you to come on and do this video. i know the pain never goes away. I lost my best friend to cancer (lymphoma) in 2007 and watching Charlotte's videos in 2017 reminded me what an inspiration some people can be even in the hardest of times. Charlotte would be proud of your achievements. I'm not religious or even particularly spiritual, but sometimes I wonder if there is something else - just the other day I was listening to some music by an artist I'd been introduced to by my best friend three decades previously and all through the following day I felt a strange serenity even whilst doing a drudgy job.

[@mirzuri]

I'm sorry for your loss man and she may rest in peace.

[@SavannahVu1985]

I’m so sorry for your loss. I pray that your family stay strong and find peace and happiness in your lives. Your sister was such a sweet kind soul and I know her life has touched many of us. ❤️❤️RIP beautiful girl

[@pienpakvis6118]

I am so sad that you lost your sweet sister. No one deserves that. Your words are so touching and powerful...I can’t imagine the loss and the sadness. Your love for Charlotte shines through with every word that you speak,...and brought me to tears for you and for Charlotte fighting so hard against a monstrous foe that is cancer. Bless you. Charlotte would be so touched and proud of your loving words. My recommendation, if you can bear it...tell us a pot Charlotte and you growing up as siblings. I need to hear more about who she was in life...before cancer💗💗

[@brooklynroyale5764]

I’m sorry for your loss. ❤️😪 Prayers for your loved ones. 🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼

[@felipemunhoz8230]

I’m sorry for your lost, brother. Stay strong. God bless you!

[@wonderwoman5528]

I always check in on you guys to see what you’re up to and keep Charlotte’s memory alive. She’d be so proud of you doing this. What you said about your loved one wanting you to succeed and live your life hit home for me. It is a very comforting thought and very true. You give hope that there are goals to work towards and comfort in nature. Grief is difficult and it’s hard. There are some haunting memories, traumatic memories, but there is always recovery. Never forgetting, ever, but carrying on alongside her spirit and memory and acting in her behalf; living your life in a way in which she’d approve. Much love to you and your mum x 🕯 💕

[@romycullen17]

Both you and your mum are incredible people Miles, one can only hope to have this much strength to carry on after such a loss. Easy to see why C was such a wonderful young lady. She's most definitely still around and proud of you x

[@Pashok57]

Miles, stay strong! Life ain't always what it seems. So grab it by the balls, and do your best before it leaves!

[@PatriciaPageMosaicArtsCrafts]

This video is so valuable, I know Charlotte is proud of you, all the best to you, thank you so much.

[@Antony32118]

i pray for her to be better place aamen

[@lou_jk]

‘And your lying there not only thinking about how much it hurts, but why it happened’ - it’s so important to share our grief, so we know that we are so very far from alone in our pain. Sending love and prayers, thank you for making this video so - beautifully said. Charlotte would be ever so proud of your courage

[@Tirnadi]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/mJmYpKatl8Z2a7c this was how fast it was gone.

[@hxfizax]

You’re a wonderful brother I wish I had a caring loving brother like you . Charlotte is not forgotten ever, she’s appreciated inspired and loved by many. Please stay strong x

[@deefitzgerald2906]

I am so SORRY for You & your Family….. Watching someone you LOVE ❤️ with CANCER ♋️ you NEVER get Over it it only becomes we’re your not thinking about as often……Cancer eats from the inside out watching is ABSOLUTELY HELL……When thing’s STOP 🛑 for the first time I could take in AIR it was like the first time and felt so different…..I can only HOPE this Family can now take in some AiR……..

[@skiguru99]

You described your experience with grief really nicely. Charlotte would be proud that you achieve what you had always planned

[@RaikenXion]

I am very sorry for the loss of your Sister Charlotte. Our Souls are infinite, they carry on, in some circumstances they come back around into another life. Sometimes this is not always "Human Life", it can be in animal life. In other circumstances the Soul returns to Source, or what you would describe as "God". this is usually when the full potential of that being has been achieved. Life on this planet and current plane of existence is so very short, especially in Human Beings. this is very good that you are living your *Life* with meaning and honoring your beloved *Charlotte*, by not wasting any of it. Your Sister *Charlotte* her Soul is in another plane of existence now, it is only the beginning of one journey. She will have lived many lives in the past, and many more to continue. Peace and Blessings upon *Charlotte*, upon you and upon your Family.

[@cathy__wilson4930]

I am still watching your video , just found video this week. Her present is still here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[@robertsparling917]

I lost my great-aunt (my maternal grandfather's sister) to breast cancer in April of 2007. She was diagnosed in late 2005 and it metastasized in March of 2007. She ultimately ended up in hospice a couple weeks later following hospitalization and passed away on the evening of April 17th in 2007 at the age of 57. My mom got the phone call from Nana the following morning who said that Susie passed!

[@SusanLlewellyn-pp2xn]

I lost my brother 💔...I know how u must be feeling. Like a link in the chain is gone. The invader saw, came, and took. But we must not rely on feelings, they are unreliable. We must trust God and his perfect timing.

[@zahja9486]

Rest in peace, I just saw her vid 3 yrs ago and now I am watching this 😭

[@Khaleesi_Of_Kittens]

*So glad you were able to fall into something positive and place your energy there. So many end up doing the opposite after a devastating loss.*

[@TheFin30]

I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my sister 1 year ago. It was a bad situation. She felt down 7.th floor on to the ground. It is not easy. Bro i wish you can talk me.

[@sonjafranklin4407]

❤️

[@shahilagh]

how kind you and your mom are ...

[@paulascrutchins5325]

I has cancer stage 1 throat it is not easy for me also so it is very hard time for eat difficult but drinks liquid is more easy so has to go chemo every two months and my mom has cancer lungs for two year later she was pass away then my father was has stroke brain died pass away then two brothers pass away so I m survive that

[@paulascrutchins5325]

I has cancer stage 1 throat it is not easy for me also so it is very hard time for eat difficult but drinks liquid is more easy so has to go chemo every two months and my mom has cancer lungs for two year later she was pass away then my father was has stroke brain died pass away then two brothers pass away so I m survive that

[@KACDWFCD]

🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍 Forever and always you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers🤍Rest in peace beautiful Charlotte angel🤍 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

[@EquationBillionz]

I don’t know how I got here but I wish you all the best in the future. RIP CHARLOTTE 🤞🏾🌎❤️

[@xxshadow-_-gamerxx1932]

People only care when someone is truly gone they never care when they are living

[@tatianasilva1195]

Unfortunately it's true. People only care and talk good when a person is gone, people dont cherish people around them when alive.

[@N0ts0H0tT0ddy]

Yep, exactly my thoughts too

[@samanthastella2140]

Rest in peace Charlotte

[@laxmikhadka3924]

I'm new sorry but I feel gratitude to you

[@paulascrutchins5325]

I m sorry that u has lost sister it is hard for you it takes long time to get heal better

[@janicebrocke8528]

I DON'T THINK YOU EVER STOP GRIEVING??

[@nxahsvidz]

rest in peace Charlotte ❤️ my thoughts and prayers are for you and the rest of her family and friends ❤️❤️

[@Heavens-Humanaterian-Army]

Thank you for shereing your your family's story its very heart-warming im sorry for your loss....i lost my only sibling 6 years ago she had 3 young sons she passed without warning of a brain anurisym and was found on the bathroom floor with 1 of her sons sitting near by still with an overflowing bath...police and ambulance had to break in to the house and i had to care for and tell my nefues that there mum is never comeing home...im shereing this becouse i usded to think i wantded warning but after seeing the agony that familys go through slowley watching there lovded ones slip away in front of there eyes it make me very greatful that my sister went suddenly.as it would have been even more traumatic if we helplessly had to watch...its was bad enough watching her on life surport in preparation for organ donation becouse she still lookded alive in some ways...so we still got to say goodbye while she was artificially breathing.but brain dead...thanks agian f0r shereing your perspective it means a lot to me.peace 🌈💜💙💚🐸🦋🥰😍🤩

[@narcoholic22]

She was a beautiful soul inside and out. Her suffering reminds me of my fathers ... his passing was a long dragged out torture. He had Parkinson’s Disease for 25 years. Not only was my dad traumatized but the whole family as well watching him suffer like no one we had ever seen. A loving family man who worked hard for all of us. It still hurts us all and the earth seems a little darker without him. We know he’s being rewarded for his faithfulness to God even during the worst of days. Never faltered not even once or asked why him. Although your sister was much younger the loss is the same. She made me really appreciate my life and the blessing I take for granted. I thank her for that gift. So smart too. The kind of stranger you feel would be someone you would love to become friends with. I’m sad for her and your family. I could only dream of having a brother to love me and speak for me like you do for her. I know you miss her. She is definitely at peace and she left her love for you to hold on to. Lean on Jesus. He will carry you through and she will see you all again. 🙏🏼♥️😌

[@kerryhughes5372]

😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

[@JSB-2Z-2K]

Sorry for your loss. It shows that it devastated you. Don't do the wrong thing and don't give up on life, keep your head up and fight like your brave sister did, make her proud.

[@cozmarine7771]

Carry on being an inspiration and an unusually sensitive and very clever man. Your kindness and your humbleness shines out. My brother was just like you.He even oiled down his blonde hair as it felt it looked a bit girly. You and your family are proving great enablers and role models. Thank god you do have that drive. I used to have allergy jabs at Southampton University Hospital and travelled each week from Hove. I quite liked Southampton though. It seemed spacious and airy. Please keep on ranting. You are such a kind brave and interesting person. I think your poor mother will probably remain very consumed by grief for a long long time but she is trying so so hard to manage the unimaginable.Poor woman. I’m sure Charlotte is around us and willing your mother to somehow feel a little improvement. Please watch slapped ham. It’s amazing paranormal videos. Even if the videos Convince you the comment sections will crack you up. There’s more to this life than we will ever know. The rich and intricate fabric of Mother Nature the fascinating science behind all living creatures and what makes us all tick never ceases to surprise me. I’m studying forensic science at the moment and it has absorbed me so much,I feel my anxiety lifting,the more absorbed I become. Please keep posting. I for one enjoy listening.By the way Slapped Ham is on You Tube. Stay safe. Love and light to you and your family. Corinne

[@Paralyzer]

Losing a loved one . You never get over it! But you learn to live with it. What Other Choice is there! Keep strong man. I dont know it you are a religious man but maybe you Will see your sister again when its your turn to leave this life. Your sister was amazing 💕 we all have to leave this life someday. All you can do is to live as fruitfully as possible and live in the moment .

[@hattiewalters135]

You're amazing!

[@dishokaur1410]

We all miss Charlotte. She was a beautiful Human Being inside & Out.Why Does God Take All The Precious People & Leave Us With Rotten 🍎 Behind 😡

[@empress2423]

The pain does not go away, I guess, it just changes, (& it gets bad, in less days). The bitter sweet memories stay, and get different significance. You probably look at the mirror and see Charlotte, maybe you will look at your kids and see Charlotte...(the same about your parents) You will never be an uncle from that side :/ but you will be an uncle from your partner's side. It's good to see how she gave you motivation to go on, and go back to study, and keep achieving. Thanks for the sharing, u are so lovely. Great video update

[@v8infinity8]

What a beautiful Brother you are. My Dad died young-he has been gone now longer than he lived. I am crying now about him. I wish I had known him as well as you know Charlotte, such a beautiful soul. I hope you guys keep updating.