Chemical Girl - weevildoing ft. Kasane Teto (重音テト)

[@WeevilDoing]

instrumental and svp have been added!!!! thank you all for being so patient!!!

[@jujuoof174]

More than worth the wait!

[@oliverzwatermelongum]

will the ??? page be updated?

[@AKVN0-is1le]

Ugh this song hits close. Being abused instead of loved at a young age and then being isolated in your adult years because you formed a personality disorder from said abuse is an extremely traumatic and lonely position to be in. Nobody WANTS to be seen as a ticking timebomb, nobody WANTS to anger and disappoint the ones they love because they are struggling with mental illness, but sometimes trauma makes you grow up into someone you don't love. And the worst part is you cant help but hate yourself for it.

[@Lily-ge4tm]

You don't deserve to hate yourself. I want you to know that.

[@PummyKoo]

I hope things will get better for you

[@jujuoof174]

It’s not your fault, it never was. You have always deserved love and respect and healing. Take care, I believe in you making it🫂💖

[@lesbianbanhammer]

DUDE?? "THIS IS NO PLACE OF HONOR" is SUCH a cool detail, my jaw dropped when i realized the reference.... for those who don't know, that is a line from proposed warnings about radiation in nuclear waste dumps. they're intended to warn future generations to not go there. "this is no place of honor" is specifically supposed to say "this isn't blocked off because it's a holy or religious place, it's blocked off because this is BAD and will KILL YOU." weevildoing u are a genius . i love this series so much

[@jujuoof174]

OMG THAT’S SO SMART

[@BEARITUAL_]

Ya.... your jaw dropped... was it full of radium........

[@furina-slash-focalors]

AND "THERE'S NO POINT IN GETTING CLOSE" AND... AND "MY CORE IS MELTING AWAY" the whole rap part is also possibly a parallel to acute radiation poisoning !!!

[@unfinishedzizzy7582]

The fact an EAS alarm went off while I was listening and I just thought it was part of the song really shows how good the metaphor was

[@smallguy73]

thanks trauma eminem

[@kappathefish7171]

traumeminem

[@BEARITUAL_]

HELP THIS IS SUCH A FITTINF TITLE

[@Autistic_Menace00]

:(

[@pastelbeats91]

trauma eminem is CRAZY

[@bluedandylions]

i dont think ive seen anyone point this out but its also rlly interesting shes black in combination with this because black people are never allowed to /be/ mad, never really allowed to show emotions strongly lest they be labeled "dangerous" and not someone going through heavy emotions, much less cluster b emotions. like zude this all goes together SO WELL I LOVE PTM

[@mimisaur5000]

@@Ryebreadtoasted i think they're just talking about this song specifically, that it's interesting that chemical girl SPECIFICALLY is black. also poc is not interchangeable with black. most of the cast of tptm are poc

[@rizztrakskskdje]

​@@mimisaur5000wgat did they say? their comment is deleted

[@mimisaur5000]

@@rizztrakskskdje they said something along the lines of "wdym irreverent girl is poc too"

[@BEARITUAL_]

God this is why I love having other peoples interpretations on shit. Man I love people

[@noodlegumm_]

hi im black persons

[@doritoarts9878]

I like the short length of the song-- it feels fitting for how outbursts of anger can be really fucking fast. I used to have angry outbursts and crying breakdowns a lot [the stress of an abusive household + keeping up with school really got to me] and they were almost never longer than ten minutes.

[@withercat1801]

Omg I feel this in my soul. I have complete breakdowns sometimes where I’m hyperventilating and freaking out and then like ten minutes later everything’s fine and I feel a blissful calm

[@jujuoof174]

Yeah… Wish the best to you, healing takes time, but I full-heartedly believe in you❤Take care!

[@jujuoof174]

@@withercat1801i wish the best to you

[@monodoesstuff9689]

Ive seen other people dissect the songs meanings and how that this song is probably in part about chemical girls experiences with being autistic but Ive seen few point out how this song plays on meltdowns by making her well...a nuclear powerplant symbolically. Like how she's just about ready to have a full on meltdown, shes just waiting for something to set her over the edge

[@willowtreewhispers]

Glad someone else is seeing it as autistic because we were hoping for one we could relate to. Being autistic with hypersensitivity and hyperempathy can be nasty, we relate because too often we find ourselves in a feedback loop of feeling horrible because we are SO hyperaware of how our volatile emotions feed into others, which just makes them worse and so easy to spiral into a breakdown. We’re supposed to be 20 yet all too often feel like a little kid terrified to express ourselves because it could either lead into us breaking down or someone else breaking down and us doing the same because we were the catalyst. It’s all so messy. Have a coping mechanism in being plural ( emotional blocks, some getting often silently angry over being self deprecating to help cope a way that’s ironically less destructive ) but it’s not always a very reliable one

[@dvffYT]

The line "theres no point in getting close" for a girl who describes herself as a broken reactor....

[@4rtificialangel]

as an autistic person with a special interest in the effect of radiation and it's disasters THIS SONG GOES SO HARD SJSKSJKDKF

[@sp4rkcross]

same)i´m not autistic but i like this themes)

[@ravinerenegade]

I'M PRETTY SURE "radium jaw" is a reference to a tonic people in the 1920s(?) used to drink. they thought it was a cure all and theres a picture of this one guy who drank so much his jaw just. fell off. its very disturbing i wouldnt reccomend looking it up if you're of the faint of heart but its SOOO SO COOl

[@gardenagnostic]

personally i thought it was a reference to the radium girls, who worked in factories to paint radium dials and were instructed to use their lips to point the bristles, which was bad for obvious reasons, and eventually lead to some of their jaws falling off

[@binta9]

oh my GOD that image is terrifying . that does make sense though

[@ravinerenegade]

@@gardenagnostic ooh i haven't heard of those. what's with radium and peoples jaws falling off

[@stqticcruncher]

YOU.

[@ravinerenegade]

@@stqticcruncher YOU.

[@Captain_Ravioli7321]

i think the mentions of radioactive material and radiation poisoning is a wonderful metaphor for suffering with a cluster B disorder. i don't have a cluster B disorder but this song made me go on like a 3 hour research on them but take all i say with a grain of salt bc im not a professional At least based on my knowledge, cluster B disorders- bpd, npd, aspd, etc are typically caused by child abuse &/or neglect in childhood. Radiation poisoning is when a person or animal is exposed to a large doses of ionizing radiation, either as a single large exposure (acute) or repeated short exposures (chronic). The "radiation poisoning" this character endured was trauma, and cluster B disorders- that most often come as a result of childhood trauma and abuse- is very often associated with the abusers themselves. These types of disorders makes it incredibly easy to continue the cycle of trauma and abuse, it makes the character feel like they're spreading the radiation they came into contact with. In a world where cluster B disorders in particular are demonized, it makes you feel like you're evil at your very core- that no matter what you do, you'll ALWAYS perpetuate the cycle of abuse. *So what's the point in trying to get better if you're inherently a bad person to your very core?*

[@camovoca]

AUHHH I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH... I love how the verses are more intense and feature teto rapping in much more hard of a tone, while the chorus is a lot more melodic and relatively composed...it gives off the impression of calming down after an explosive argument and realizing the gravity of the things you've said that you know you can't take back. And I think it's beautiful how it's the chorus that focuses on the larger consequences of chemical girls anger problems, the realities of not being able to form stable relationships if you don't even have a stable sense of self. And it feels like, as a way to cope, she leans into the way other people may have marked her as a "dangerous" individual, because maybe that's the closest thing she's ever going to get to a stable self-image. And maybe it's just easier to think of herself as inherently broken or evil or bad, because recovery takes so much more work and misery is comfortable... While I can't directly relate to leaning into anger as a trauma response, I deeply resonated with chemical girl in a different way. Like,, being a system and having alters dedicated to holding memories of abuse, and them feeling as though they're consolidations of the worst things to have happened to them, and, in a way, they're not wrong. Feeling as though you exist of your suffering, that there's nothing good to you, that you were not made for happiness. and the bitterness that that feeling produces is something I really connected with. That's what I really like about TPTM, and the art you produce in general! In the end, I feel like TPTM is about the pursuit of happiness, of love and of joy, which is the core of what it means to be human ❤❤

[@jujuoof174]

Lots of love to these alters💕🫂

[@lifecraftgacha]

I love how while it focuses on the fact that their melting down the fact they used a radiation core specifically is interesting. Why? Because a radioactive core is used to power things! It can be used to power things for a long time, and can be a really good power source. It reminds me of autism because just like with radiation they always focus on the meltdown to prove it’s bad. When you shouldn’t forget about the good aspects like with autism the creativity and passion and with radiation its effectiveness as a power source.

[@lonemew3503]

''IT'S NOT ABOUT ANYTHING YOU ARE DOING WRONG, IT'S ABOUT EVERYTHING I'M NOT DOING RIGHT'' hit harder than a brick. This entire song is like a slap to the face but it makes me feel seen and understood. Especially as someone who has a hard time controlling their emotions after a long period of suppressing them

[@jujuoof174]

I feel you, I’ve been trough the same thing❤ You can do this! Healing takes time but I know you’ll grow to be happier and happier and healthier and healthier! :D

[@ghostiieeseason]

i properly gave this a listen way later than id like to admit but yeah yeah you're so right i burst intp tears when i finally understood the weight of it

[@gardenagnostic]

someone else said this song might be about autistic trauma and holy shit that would go so hard and i just HAD to make this correlation a extra comment. ABA ""teaching"" autistic children how to be ""normal"" and radiation powerplants having to keep the uranium at bay with a variety of things

[@CrimyAndTheMoonphases]

YOUR SO REAL FOR THIS!!

[@dogf4ngzy]

it does say in her character bio that she is autistic, so this might definitely be the case!

[@Captain_Ravioli7321]

Fun fact.... Undiagnosed autism can cause BPD sometimes...

[@WeevilDoing]

couldn’t update the “???” with what i’d originally hoped, because im traveling right now, but i hope chemical girl and her page are enough for now anyways ❤❤❤

[@oliverzwatermelongum]

WAITING PATIENTLY TAKE UR TIME

[@insertcryhere2565]

thank uou weewilboing............❤AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHhhhHELPP MEEAHHH

[@EepyBatteries]

Take your time and enjoy your trip!

[@oribun]

I was wondering: are the new songs going to be added to Spotify? Ps the new song is great!!!!!

[@SHinierthennyourforehead]

TAKE UR TIME

[@mr_alphabet0]

the metaphors are OUTSTANDING AGAIN!!!!! I love the rapid notes, they remind me of the ticking of a geiger counter. and the idea of scaring people away or pushing them away relating to the dangers of radiation even at a distance is amazing

[@_Sparky144]

2:07 is that a reference to the radium girls who painted glowing watches

[@Iatethatlastnightboy]

?

[@Iatethatlastnightboy]

I'm pretty sure this is a reference to the golf player who's jaw fell of from radiation poisoning

[@Captain_Ravioli7321]

RURU PFP SPOTTED

[@_Sparky144]

@@Captain_Ravioli7321 :D

[@criminaIdefense]

Is there a factory of Girl Songs that WeevilDoing routinely picks up orders from to bring these to us.

[@Yuri_Burger]

Obviously?? You haven’t been to the local field trip to the famous Girl Factory???!

[@winteriris13]

bro doesn't know about the Girl Factory xD??

[@criminaIdefense]

@@winteriris13 😓

[@rizztrakskskdje]

placing n order rn¡!!!!!!!!!!!!1!1!1!

[@LichenJuice]

as a chemistry major with emotional dysregulation issues and a huge interest in nuclear physics, this feels catered to me specifically

[@justsam.0.]

1:43 OMG GUYS SHE SAID THE THING!!!! SHE SAID THE TITLE OF THE ALBUM HOLY SHIT!!! (my sense of humor has deteriorated)

[@trickturne]

i like that the chorus of this song sounds pretty chill in comparison to the heavier sounds of all the other parts, especially cause of the piano and lyrics. it makes me think of how after going through a huge burst of emotions like that you're thinking back on it and are feeling so stupid and regretful for it. especially if it was openly directed at someone else. idk thats just the vibe it gives to me

[@CrimyAndTheMoonphases]

This is crimy 6 days before it releases I am guessing that she is about neurodivergent (mainly autistic) trauma because of how she's covering her ears (sensory issues 😢) and that when Towne was asked on tumblr which girl would collect anime figures they said that the next girl probably would Crimy 4 days until release I've noticed that her pigtails kinda look like dna spirals and that the name "chemical girl" could refer to how your brain is controlled by chemicals which, looping this back to her being neurodivergent trauma, could refer to how neurodiversities like autism and adhd are inherent parts of your dna and how your brain functions (ex: people with autism have different brain wave patterns then people without autism) I will update when song drops 🫡 The song has dropped!! So I was kinda right though I didn't expect the anger aspect but it honestly still fits sm!! Just the instrumental alone does an amazing job at encapsulating the feeling of that overwhelming anger that comes with tism and cluster Bs (bpd in my case) not to mention using a nuclear breakdown as a metaphor for a lack of emotional regulation is genius. I love how she actively acknowledges that she has harmed people but feeling extremely guilty afterwards therefore leading her to feel that she has no control over herself and is someone to be avoided, this song hits very close to home since my main response to both overstimulation and splitting (specifically when I see someone as awful) is almost always anger Basically I love chemical girl very much

[@gardenagnostic]

i really hope it is cause holy shit

[@roofogato]

​@@gardenagnosticbigmiku plush pfp ..........

[@mxleedy]

POSTTRAUMATIC MENTIONED‼️‼️🗣️🗣️🗣️ another weevilbanger, thank you for another girl, king

[@l1sper_kad-916]

I love the incorporation of "this is not a place of honor" line Such clever and on-the-nose metaphor, actually

[@mr_alphabet0]

and "the damage is to the soul" in parallel to "the damage is to the body" !!

[@oakfishy]

theyr like, splitter girls sibling,,,,,,

[@abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxzyabcd]

ur true tbh,,,,, hair

[@oakfishy]

@@abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxzyabcd hair indeed,,,

[@abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxzyabcd]

they’re mentally challenged siblings real!1!1!1!1!1!!1!1

[@dvffYT]

Real

[@abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxzyabcd]

I just posted a whole theory on this on tumblr

[@Mitzy655]

1:40 this part here has got to be some of the best lyricism I've heard in a LONG while, especially from the vocaloid community. This is one of the best projects at the moment and I'm so happy it's getting popular

[@serialexperimentslayne]

as a guy w VERY bad bpd: she just like me fr....her and splitter girl..................... also I rlly like the fact that alongside being cluster b, she's also autistic, bc uhhhhhhhh severe bpd + autistic meltdown = the worst possible mental state u can imagine

[@jujuoof174]

I wish the best to you❤ Take care, you deserve to feel okay:]

[@kittysan0w0]

INANIMATE INSANITY PFP ALSO please dont feel any sort of shame! your absoloutely amazing, you got this!

[@lifecraftgacha]

I think that’s me :(

[@oliverzwatermelongum]

thought u could sneak in syndrome: posttraumatic without us noticing

[@spiritwarhol707]

Chemicals ✅️ Girls ✅️ What more do you need?

[@catsscribbles]

babe!!!! get your eyes off the road and look at the phone bABE!!!!! NEW POST TRAUMATIC MANIFESTO DROPPED!!!

[@trashcatwithabanjo]

LMAO

[@JUN10RZ1P]

SHE SAID THE THIS!!!! SHE SAID POST TRAUMATIC SHE SAID THE THING!!!!!

[@your_local_polygon]

as someone with bpd this really hits hard. feels like you can't get close to anyone becuz you're just gonna end up ruining the relationship with how hateful you are, even tho you don't mean to be and ghhhhh

[@jujuoof174]

I know you can be a great friend! Healing takes time, and bpd doesn’t make it easy. But, my mom with bpd is the sweetest, so I know you can do it! I really wish you to get good treatment and a entourage that you feel comfortable and happy with:) love the ENA pfp, btw!

[@your_local_polygon]

@@jujuoof174 Thank you! it means a lot

[@Captain_Ravioli7321]

my first listen 2 this during the live was like "ehh, not really my style" a morning later after 3 hours straight of listening to this song + listening to this song for nearly another hour straight.... Yeah I think it's starting to grow on me.

[@Captain_Ravioli7321]

Literally all of yesterday ALL I DID was listen to this song omg i love it so much

[@rizztrakskskdje]

@@Captain_Ravioli7321 SAME????? ALL IVE BEEN LISTENING TO IS THIS [and choco box girl- best songs frfr]

[@Captain_Ravioli7321]

@@rizztrakskskdje FOR REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL sorry for late as balls reply

[@ghostiieeseason]

YOU GET IT LMAOOOO

[@AncientGnome_]

Ive been praying for a song that showcases the sheer unwanted anger and frustration that can come with being autistic 🙏 I also struggle with regulating my emotions, and it does indeed feel like you're exploding or melting on the inside like a nuclear plant that malfunctioned, unable to do anything about it

[@Captain_Ravioli7321]

1:40 the amount of lines that are on the screen at once here is 8, and this character is 8th in the series!!!!

[@toptenrodents]

WHATTTTTTTTTTT SO SOON?!????!???!!??? WE’RE FEASTING

[@ghostiieeseason]

LITERALLY THE WAY MY JAW DROPPED BRO

[@cheezzz-dq9mv]

This isnt really a theory, more of a personal thing. ive been dealing with something called "Disruptive mood dysregulation disorder" basically to sum it up, "anger issues along with wacky mood." personally im still having trouble trying to know how to deal with it, its most commonly found in kids, making it more or less ignored. im saying this cause, honestly I relate to this song pretty hard, looking at everyone around me who are doing basic things, living their lives while im rotting, I feel hatred towards them all, i hate them all but its all my fault. I'm the one who made this happen, doing nothing is my fault yet I cant help but be furious they are happier then me. when teto says "Everyone who loved me forgot who I was" its reminded me how my family doesnt know who I am anymore, my mom is scared of me. they see me like a monster for how I can act. Theres practically nothing I can do, at least thats how I feel. I also tend to spill things I probably shouldnt, like right now! either way this song is amazing and I love all of your songs!

[@quacktoasters]

this is a lot different from the usual girl songs but it is AMAZING. it feels so much more guttural and ANGRY. everylyric in this perfectly represents !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what its supposed to ?!?! oh my god im so bad at explaing this i just relate to it at such a viscerfal level when im an autistic person who usually isolates itsself from others fromboiling rage or sadness and self blaming

[@willowtreewhispers]

Handshake save for the anger. That autism sure can mess with emotions. We might be a little scared to actually make friends now that we’ve realized how different our emotions are ( and unpredictable they can be ) to a lot of people due to just how much of them we feel and how volatile they are in response to *anything* - sincerely a hypersensitive, hyperempathetic autistic system

[@thearsonistofarland3087]

I'm waking up to ash and dust I wipe my brow and I sweat my rust I'm breathing in the chemicals I'm breaking in, shaping up Then checking out on the prison bus. This is it, the apocalypse, whoa I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones Enough to make my systems blow Welcome to the new age to the new age Welcome to the new age to the new age Whoa, whoa, I'm radioactive radioactive Whoa, whoa I'm radioactive radioactive

[@milxisvo]

OH MY GOD IM FLAPPING MY HANDS IN JOY OH MY GOD OH MY GOD

[@bulianik]

The sound at the 00:00 I thought it was air raid alert and then i realized it's just in my headphones haha

[@Sandwichscoot]

I love how experimental this one sounds, it’s like a representation of mental instability and I can really feel it 😍

[@ssDRABBYss]

Relistening after 4 months... this goes REALLY hard, I just love it

[@dazaisblackthornwand]

elementary school me would've gotten as obsessed with series as i am now, but they would DEFINITELY have had this song as their fav holy lord (mine rn is splitter girl LMAO). i had and can still have fierce episodes of anger or sadness, often over post-trauma reactions. it feels like being an anomaly that can't be fixed (and in chemical girl's case, radioactiveness that poisons your very being). also a personal add-on but i LOVE "this is no place of honor", the tuning was just so yummy and i feel that line so hard. tldr i love this, i love this series peeling apart my identity and showing the ugly, hurt parts of it, and i will SCREAM (positive).

[@Autistic_Menace00]

This is maybe a silly question but is “this is no place of honor” a reference to THERES NOTHING HERE WORTH DYING FOR by Black Dresses? Amazing as always, Towne!!!!! EDIT: Never mind, both are a reference to long term nuclear waste warning messages, specifically a 1993 report from Sandia National Laboratory on what nuclear waste architecture should communicate non verbally. I didn’t think of the connection since I knew that THERES NOTHING HERE WORTH DYING FOR was inspired by a warning sign telling cavers that their lives aren’t worth the glory of dangerous cave sections, my bad lol. uhhh shoutout to Weevil for cluster b gunpla fan cluster b gunpla fan just like Suletta Mercury fr 👍

[@mr_alphabet0]

maybe! I saw on Weevildoing's patreon they mentioned they wanted this song to be similar to the harsh sound of some black dresses songs, so I think it's possible!

[@gardenagnostic]

it's a reference to a message conceptualized by Sandia National Laboratories in the case of anyone in the future finds a nuclear waste site. the full version is as follows; " This place is a message... and part of a system of messages... pay attention to it! Sending this message was important to us. We considered ourselves to be a powerful culture. This place is not a place of honor... no highly esteemed deed is commemorated here... nothing valued is here. What is here was dangerous and repulsive to us. This message is a warning about danger. The danger is in a particular location... it increases towards a center... the center of danger is here... of a particular size and shape, and below us. The danger is still present, in your time, as it was in ours. The danger is to the body, and it can kill. The form of the danger is an emanation of energy. The danger is unleashed only if you substantially disturb this place physically. This place is best shunned and left uninhabited."

[@Autistic_Menace00]

@@mr_alphabet0 I figured out it probably isn’t, but thanks for humoring me anyway! Super interesting to hear about behind the scenes stuff like that. I always wuss out whenever I try to make a Patreon account lol. Thank you

[@fexarii]

Yk for like a majority of these songs I somewhat related, I understood the characters and could pinpoint some experiences, but this one is the first one that actually calls me out and ohmygod . Is this a wordplay on 'meltdown', seeing as both a person and a reactor can meltdown?? If so, that's genius and I'm kicking my feet in joy. Song dropped at the exact moment where I needed it, I will now forever refer to myself as a nuclear reactor . Thank you . 💚💚💚💚

[@doritoarts9878]

whenever i announce these songs to my friends I always say "new girl just dropped"

[@owopastaowo593]

THIS SONG!!! One of my special interests is nuclear radiation, reactors and incidents, and I can really see the research and work you put into all the metaphors and visuals. Yet another banger :)

[@provenriveter]

Out of all the post traumatic manifesto songs I've listened to, granted all of them are GENUINELY GRAND, but this.. this has got to be the catchiest one for me so far LOVE IT!!! THANK YOU!!!!

[@C_rps30fTh3H34rt]

i can't find my og comment but i wanna say THANK U SM!!!!!! this is the song that got me into nuclear physics and it's something i'm insane about now THANK U WEEVILDOING!!!!!!!! :3

[@DariaCovington]

THIS SONG IS SO GOOD THERE’S EVEN GEIGER COUNTER NOISES IN THE BACKGROUND (correct me if I’m wrong but that’s a device used to read radiation levels)

[@Sarechumusic]

CHEMICAL GIRL IS SO BEAUTIFUL, HER DESIGN IS OH MY GOD SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!! THANK YOU FOR ANOTHER BOP WEEVILDOING!!!

[@4RSENICC]

i love this song sm, its timing of release is real convient too bc i just started learning abt nuclear energy and radiation at school, and we were writing speculative fiction short stories, mine being on a future where the whole world was horribly radioactive. great song, and i love all your other songs, especially splitter girl. theyve really helped me and explained how i felt in ways i myself couldnt describe. ur awesome!!

[@jukita]

demon core girl

[@Silliestbilly25]

"Thank you weevildoing" we say in unison

[@itsatomiccc]

sorry babe I can’t go out tonight, too busy listening to weevildoing

[@frogger3747]

I like how the colors in her design specifically the neon magenta and neon yellow seem to reference actual warning signs at nuclear reactors :3

[@skiddlecat]

AAAAH EMOTIONAL DYSREGULATION SONG???? i gasped as SOON as i saw that i got SO excited. as an autistic person emotional regulation is something i've struggled with a lot ever since i was little... it's a lot better now but it used to be REALLY rough . i'm really glad to have a song about this experience!!!!

[@Captain_Ravioli7321]

the intro sounds like the start of a fan-made song about a horror game (this is a compliment)

[@Charles-qx6yz]

HOLY FUCKING SHIT. I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS ONE This one feels a lot shorter than the others (i guess because the intro is over a minute long) but THE WORDPLAY??? THE WORDPLAY IN THIS SONG IS SO FUCKING GOOD i am obsessed. thank you weevildoing for dropping a banger as always 💚💚💚

[@random_scenegirl]

HOLY SHIT CHEMICAL GIRL IS RELEASING ON MY FRIEND’S BIRTHDAY 😭😭😭 (she absolutely loves TPTM)

[@epicsunglasses]

TELL UR FRIEND HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR ME GIRLIE

[@CoffeeBrownie0613]

AWESOME!! That's like the best birthday gift ever

[@Starufoji]

Happy birthday to ur friend

[@Enonymous-P]

YOUR FRIEND AND I HAVE THE SAME BDAY!!! IM SO HYPEDDD AND HAPPY BDAY TO HER 🎉🎉🎉

[@epicsunglasses]

@@Enonymous-P OMGG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U TOOOOO

[@sharpnya]

I WANTED YOU TO KNOOOOOOOWWWWWWWW (SCREAMS CRIES PUNCHES THE WALL)

[@koi.crossing]

1:40 OH IM HEADBANGING THIS IS INSANITY BROTHER

[@izzierain3000]

as someone who went through aba therapy. and being told my whole life i have been ‘over-reactive’ and like.. being seen as an anomaly.

[@izzierain3000]

‘this is no place of honor’ reminds me of how autistic people commonly are highly justice impacted.

[@izzierain3000]

wow i didn’t even finish my sentence that’s embarrassing

[@evonright3292]

this song is so damned good.

[@cameronoliver2606]

weevildoing has weevildone it again.... fr though i LOVE the allusions to the nuclear waste messages (and presumably chernobyl with the idea of being a broken reactor)

[@Wolfstenium]

ok so theroy time!!! at the start of this series there were only 9 songs planned right? Then it changed to the 10 mid-way through So, I think the 10th song might be an extra thing, and I think it might be a remake of machine girl, and if it is, I will be very happy since this was how I started following weevildoing's works

[@picklesplitz]

That would so sick omg

[@Michelle-n5c]

THE WAY I AUDIBLY SHRIEKED WHEN I READ THIS I LOVE MACHINE GIRL

[@Kiki-luvluv]

I think the 10th song will be like a little summary of the whole album. Something like deco*27's Mannequin that will feature all of the girls and the lyrics will be somewhat faithful like "there's always a way to cope and heal" but idk

[@Wolfstenium]

​@@Kiki-luvluv that is more plausible tbh but a man can dream

[@terrorhorrorcryptid]

initially it was 9 girls and then i think towne mentioned getting a diagnosis and some things happening, leading to faineant girl which afterwards was 10. so i just thought she was added more impromptu along to the other planned 9

[@MikoDaRat]

2:32 THE METAL TOP?? SO SIC OMG (im in love with this now)

[@ofsomeimportance]

YEAH, SCIENCE But in all seriousness, this hit close to home in a good way. I love science and I’m autistic. I read some comments and I finally understand the song because I couldn’t really understand it at first. I also like how Chemical Girl has a Bunsen burner ring (?) around her chest. It’s restraining her movement, much like ABA therapists do (I haven’t done ABA but hoo boy they sound horrible). Such a good song!!

[@cactusdying]

i need to comment more on your songs, but this is such a good depiction of how neurodivergency (? i think that'd be the right term i'm not sure) makes it hard to fit in with people no matter what you do. the pushing away, the mood swings, how autistic people commonly try to mimic other people's phrases or whatever... and it's tied to the instrumental itself - the way the chorus switches from a industrial heavy, fast beat to a calmer one. but the anger is not gone, you're just trying to keep yourself calm while you push people away in order not to upset them further by your unrelated anger. also the inclusion "this is no place of honor", a phrase used for nuclear waste warning messages... it's good. last thing is that the lyrics after the first chorus are REALLY good and flow well. this is a word wall but i really enjoy your music. thank you for everything

[@Captain_Ravioli7321]

THATS WHAT "this is no place of honor" MEANS?!?!?!??! OMG

[@Aeth69]

AAEHEGE I LOVE THIS SM THIS SONG NEEDS TO BE INJECTED INTO MY VEINS RN AND THE (I dont think you should come by my place tonight) IS SOOO GOOD BC ITS LIKE UM SYMBOLISES THAT THE PLACE IS A MESS, OR WRONG?? OR ITS JUST BAD OR UNWORTHT AND THE PLACE MIGHT BE A REF TO HERSELF??? AAAAA I LOVE THISISS

[@ILove_Malk]

Im literally in love with this series! You all did a great job❤

[@soImissus]

THESE ARE COMING OUTSO FAST AND ARE CONSISTENTLY GODLY I CAN'T WAAAITTTT

[@critterpilled]

theres something so insanely emotional about your music that makes me both want to weep from joy and sadness that somebody can speak for those that can't be heard

[@jujuoof174]

Great video, as always! My anger issues have calmed down but this hits close to home sometimes❤ Thank you for your work!

[@official-IL_]

how did i miss this

[@Lightning_bugs]

I love how different this one is !!!!

[@enragedgranola2026]

I am going to be listening to this on repeat for the next three weeks thank you weevildoing this is incredible and hits a bit too close to home

[@ratkingthegreat7161]

Oh my godddd I love the visuals in this one so much, probably my favorite MV so far for this series.

[@rayofthesun06]

BANGER AFTER BANGER AFTER BANGER BRO

[@eliyancey4022]

I love this song so fucking much thank you for existing. This is the first time I’ve ever heard of you before and I’m definitely subscribing after this. Please continue making art 🙏🙏🙏

[@lambyy]

oh she's so bpd

[@SimplyTrulyNothing]

Great work as usual all your girl songs are great ✨💚✨

[@crawpilled]

SO MANY WEEVILDOING SONGS... SO LITTLE TIME!!!!!!!!!

[@kappathefish7171]

I am so unbelievably hyped for this girl

[@takaokatoshiya]

It's heavy and powerful, passionate and deep song.

[@capri_spritez8594]

me when i like figmas and gundams and i have poor emotional regulation

[@lillia6666]

WEEVILDOING YOUR MUSIC HAS ALTERED MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY AND MADE ME FEEL SEEN I AM SO READY FOR THIS NEW SONG

[@Autistic_Menace00]

I LITERALLY STOPPED BREATHING WHEN I SAW THE NOTIFICATION MY GOD

[@HarmlessMalware]

THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSS WHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIPPPPPPPSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS (relates a little too hard to the song)

[@Zephyrerer]

sick I'm high and weevildoing released, this is peak

[@keyleebuthotty]

Good for you lad😂

[@mycreativity50]

прекрасная песня.

[@spawnofhell9360]

I love the crunchy drums. Very nice very radiated

[@marioood]

man i never knew vocaloids sounded so good when low pitch

[@irlselkie]

Thank you for making music about topics like this. It hit hard, as always

[@blueberryfairy555]

I can't wait for the whole project to be on spotify❤❤

[@witherr]

I LOVE PARTICLE PHYSICS GRAHHHHHH I LOVE YOU CHEMICAL FIRL

[@starwalkeranon]

New girl dropped!!! This is absolutely amazing, I have no words to express all that I want to say.

[@CoffeeBrownie0613]

Aye another Teto song! And for TPTM this time! Thanks Weevil :)