Reading My Book (part 3) | VEDISI 7

[@jaegermeistersfriend]

god i wish your book was out right now i feel like it would be the perfect book to get lost in for three days, have a good cry and emerge cleansed and with a heart full of love

[@maisysinclair]

hazel you have such a way with words. i don’t know how to describe it but i genuinely feel as if i have also gone through this breakup. the way you write just creates such a visceral ache in my heart, i can feel the grief. these have been so calming in this tumultuous time, thank you so much. stay safe 💖

[@charliepope2016]

"and for a moment, he's my theo again" oh that HURT so so in love with this world you're creating in this chapter, and - as ever - in awe of your writing. this story is really making me think about the people we love and how that love can so easily sour, where somebody you cared so much about becomes somebody you cannot stand the thought of. i'm so intrigued to see how you handle theo's character in the earlier parts of the timeline, especially since you've done a fantastic job of making me hate him lol (and i think that shows just how strong your writing is, that you've created not only a character that i feel such anger towards - that character being theo, of course - but a character that has managed to /persuade/ me to feel that anger so ardently - that character being the narrator). i love hearing you talk about your writing process and all of these videos are such a blessing. i hope you're well and i'm sending you and yours much love!! :")

[@doddleoddle]

Charlie Pope U JUST WAAAAIT CHARLIEEEEE THIS BOOK WILL END UUUU

[@amberisabel9474]

These videos have been so lovely. I’ve moved back into my family home for quarantine and although I love my family v much it’s been challenging to suddenly live together again. These videos have been the perfect escape, to lock myself in the bathroom for a bit, run a bath and have a little bit of quiet time. Thank you Hazel for some much needed distraction & calmness in these weird times x

[@CosmoKramer0123]

It’s so calming listening to you read, I honestly don’t know why

[@spongebob2888]

“A breakup is like a death without a funeral” - honestly, such a good line.

[@ClayKayMNK]

In the moments when she's alone, I want to hold the protagonist and help her. When she's going about being productive, I want to applaud her for carrying on like a champion (in shock). Hazel, this is amazing and in this instalment especially, I've wanted to applaud your choices of words.

[@Ali_and_Macy]

Hazel, you're killing us over here, and this is coming from 2 people who have never experienced a breakup. That's the thing, though. You write in a way that can make the most foreign situations to a reader seem like familiar feelings. It goes beyond empathy, it's genuinely like you've transferred pain from one person to another through nothing but words. Well done. Looking forward to experiencing the rest of the story.

[@stacker63]

oh my goodness! my emotions! this was so well read and your writing is so amazing ! i hope self isolation is going well

[@julesfenn4313]

your writing style is amazing. it's amazing because it feels like i am going through all those emotions again, but through the safety blanket of your soothing voice and the bright tones of the book cover (this might sound odd but they have somewhat informed the colour palette of the scenes I picture in my head as you read). honestly, i wish this was not the penultimate instalment

[@evanreid6917]

Great video hannah, your a great storyteller.

[@ariellawatson1235]

This is the part that made me cry and remember my own heart breaking.. I can't wait to read the rest of the book, you truly have an amazing way with words.

[@MsHazel27]

I have never pre ordered a book faster. Also am sidering buy one for my friend who went through a break up last year. I feel like a lot of this will sound familar to her. Your writting is fantastic!!

[@InspiritShawol82]

couldn't have come at a better time !!! thanks Hazel!

[@MarvelousNysa]

I'm so glad you're reading the book aloud. I ordered it right after the first video. This feels so real and cathartic. While most people have felt a terrible breakup at some point, this is the realest description ever I've heard. Thanks, Hazel

[@natashajaynedevereaux6322]

I neeeeeeeeed an audiobook please please please Hazel 😫

[@kiranhodges247]

I hadn’t watched your previous reading videos because it not usually the kind of stuff I enjoy, but after listening to this I can’t wait to hear the rest of it. Also, this just confirmed that you are one of the strongest women I know.

[@verox3music]

This part hit hard ouch Can’t wait to actually read this book, your writing is so beautiful and gets straight down to my feelings

[@amalia1645]

Please do an audiobook x

[@ceravyni]

I cannot wait to have this book!

[@ninjaari]

I watched this while eating pasta with melted cheese and drinking a cup of tea in my 'daytime pajamas'. these videos are the only things keeping me sane here in isolation, Hazel. thank you. ❤️

[@jessmanning9523]

the last section you read got me because it was felt too similar to a previous breakup of mine but this one made me cry, in a hopeful way, knowing you can move on from such an intense experience. already preordered and will definitely have to keep the tissues nearby x

[@BlogManiac64]

was looking forwards to this so much! x

[@akelia_mb]

Hazel, I'm gonna need this as an audiobook please!! Honestly cannot wait to read the rest of this book!

[@SingingSimmie]

I cannot WAIT to read this!

[@bottleblogs6678]

Well, that officially broke me and I'm quietly, but quite definitely, having an ugly-cry right now. Takes me right back to the day my ex-missus called time on our marriage and walked. That was a painful day. That was six years ago. Took another year of separation and wrangling with solicitors to finally bring some closure to our almost four years together. I still remember the little details, though. Just like the "Box of Doom". That bit genuinely made me smile a little brighter. Just hearing your voice makes everything in the world better than it was before :)

[@user-pg4jk4to6c]

Hazel this book series is absolutely brilliant :) I'm totally engrossed and 100% going to pre-order the book!

[@TheHazelHayes]

Yay! Thank you Lucy!

[@antonsoutham9181]

I didn't think your book would be my kind of thing, but I'm genuinly loving the first chapter!

[@ffionkostic882]

I know Maya is fictional but I honestly need her in my life

[@rats4ever962]

omg imma buy this book i’m so intrigued

[@cori24]

I think the box of doom part has been my favorite part. I’ve always had that kind of thought but never could go through with it so it was a good laugh to hear that lol

[@strvnghystrclnkd]

the whole "crazy bitch" thing is so unbelievably common, my ex said the same about all his exes and did the same I assume with me after breaking up with me, he also, much like you experienced, lied to me about wanting to remain friends having kissed me on the forehead and having hugged me etc and then was incredibly aloof and already seeing someone else etc. I love these videos so much already, your writing voice is brilliant and I love listening to you read as well. superb you funky lil bean edit - also Maya ... Maia ... is a fucking delight and I love her, she's so insightful and wiiise

[@lamainem]

I love this woman.

[@donaldkernes737]

I love these so much...thank you.

[@martha881]

Omg u just posted the last installment like an hour ago I love this so much. Thank u for bringing a little bit of joy into the world when everyone is being permanently traumatized and or numbed. Also I wish my mam was as caring as that lol❤️

[@bethc495]

So well written ✨

[@summerkennedy348]

I can't wait to read this

[@jenniferpanella6607]

I hate cliche romance novels. This one is nothing of the sort and is quite beautiful. Thank you Hazel for sharing

[@lulumidget]

I'm excited for the next installment but terrified by the idea of it being the last one

[@sophiedevenish7657]

Listening to this is hard... I went through a breakup and then straight into isolation. Being alone is really not good for me, I'm struggling. So I am not sure if listening to these has been the best idea. I've just been crying through it all. It's all so comparable to exactly what I'm feeling and what happened. So I just needed to write this down. I do not mean to be negative

[@wadnold123]

I preordered the book because I need to read your whole story❤️

[@felizkehinde]

Just preordered the book. ❤️

[@charliepope2016]

yessssss i'm so excited to hear more!! :D

[@catherineliu06]

I don't know how I will be able to read this book without sobbing the entire time!!

[@MonterUntermBett]

I love these videos. ❤️ Will there be a audiobook version of your book when it's out?

[@notmckinzie]

oh god, this is so much like my own breakup. i feel it in my gut. well done.

[@ttttthea]

really enojying these videos !!

[@Cameron-xg7qf]

Thank you for this hazel 💛

[@thejennaendeavour]

Are we talking about the c word? What? she bellowed, she thought I meant cunt I've completely lost it 😂🤣😂

[@jonahfitzsimons6288]

Love ya Hazel🥰🇮🇪🇮🇪

[@sunsetsskylines299]

If you could choose an actor to play Theo who would you choose?❤

[@sensationatfive]

I just love this. Do you know if it's possible to pre-order the book to Sweden? :)

[@MayMae]

Woow that hurts, it's so well written you can feel it if that makes sense?

[@SmallBlogV8]

The last ~third of that was the excerpt you uploaded to the crowdfunding page a few months ago, right? I'm sure I recognise it!

[@annieshen3635]

i’m crying

[@colecerys123]

Perfect thing to help me fall asleep after binging Buzzfeed Unsolved😂

[@Velocitist]

That was so human.

[@hansagupta3053]

Can someone please tell me what does the ending mean, like I kind of understand that we were reading a relationship backwards from things ending at worst to how IT ALL STARTED I GUESS?, but the ending of book (or start of relation) says she left with a note, then what, y she did that, she left the guy or what??

[@janetong8813]

it is so hard to listen to a break up this real when you're happily in the honeymoon stage of a relationship. man this is well fukn written

[@Nebby_Fae]

Thank you

[@ChrissyCrow]

When that ended i was like holy shizzzz NOOOOOOO. 😭😭😭😭😭

[@lalala555meh]

💕💕💕

[@linkinparkfanish]

💙

[@sofi-vv1fr]

im loving everything about this SO much i honestly CANNOT WAIT to read the whole thing its truly fantastic and so brilliant ok i'll stop the ass kissing now (its just so true tho)

[@youareright8536]

Oh and she reds her own book! HAHAHAHA

[@jakeverbeek]

ceo of Book3

[@a7ewald]

[@april5413]

book3

[@TheHazelHayes]

april yeah lol fixed now!

[@april5413]

​@@TheHazelHayes wouldn't have minded if you didn't change it; book3 had a nice ring to it lol

[@kateharpie]

i love it but i dont think you have to outright say that Mya is black. The "well he was always weird around me" would allow the reader to make that assumption just fine on its own :) perhaps instead of the line you had, say "I dont think your race mattered to him as much as you think it does" or something like that

[@Faeriecoma]

This hurts too much to listen to

[@albertobozzetto8939]

I bet you lived those situations, didn't you? Not pure fiction...

[@Rose-nk6qu]

the fact that theo is this weird psychopath villain and the protag is a flawless wounded victim is really boring me tbh

[@summerkennedy348]

I can't wait to read this