OCTOBER | Time of The Month 2016

[@DanLayton]

Excellent as per.

[@DanLayton]

I just realised I got the lyrics to Leave Right Now wrong. I'm ashamed.

[@NylahK]

But you said 'fall any deeper' as Hazel fell, and that's what's important 💖

[@catscats3181]

Daniel J. Layton disappointing tbh will young can never forgive you

[@TheHazelHayes]

Thank you as per.

[@blaireluna389]

Who knew that I'd be willing (and excited?) to see half an hour of a strangers life

[@TheHazelHayes]

Not me, that's for sure!

[@beepbeepeddie8010]

Julia S. |-/

[@sohailasabek3661]

I'm gonna cry so much when December's time of the month is up...

[@ugh284]

where is it tho

[@visualvellichor6273]

You know what happened?

[@ivanwainwright2337]

Dan looking so excited for La La Land. Heh.

[@nisargaramesh3010]

you said once that time of the month was your way of combining vlogging and being a filmmaker, and every time i watch a time of the month i can really see it. i really love this series because yeah, they're vlogs, but they guaranteed always leave me with a message that will stick and my head and make me think. that's honestly amazing and something so unique to find. i will definitely miss time of the month, but i am so excited to see what you get up to in the future.

[@sarahdimambro-denson6768]

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[@notlikewater]

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[@xequth]

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[@susannahkeohane4870]

Still waiting in hope for November and December 2016

[@AliceRed]

Little moments like the bit where you fall while Dan is singing, and the changing room montage, and 20:26, are why I love the Time of the Month series so much.

[@jamie8652]

okay I am crying again. the end bit always makes me emotional

[@ShaleeHolmes]

This feels like visiting old friends every time. Exciting and relaxing. Absolutely perfect.

[@burbee1210]

My goodness Hazel, with every totm, you find me smiling, you find me laughing, you find me crying, sometimes, most times, all 3 at once. You have a way with the camera and with words to encapsulate life so well and I just applaud you and thank you for that. You are an incredible woman that has taught me so much in the past year or so that I have been subscribed to you and you keep surprising me with new lessons every time. I will admit, life has not been easy for me lately, but hearing you talk about shitty times and about happiness put a completely different perspective in my brain, so I thank you once more for that. I hope, even in the slightest, we, as the audience, can bring even remotely the same happiness and wisdom as you share with us all the time. I cannot say I won't be sad about not having totm's for 2017, however you are an incredible woman with a fucking phenomenal brain and I cannot wait to see what it comes up with. Best of luck, I see only grand things in your future! Much love!

[@thecazythingswithshannon3821]

i just watched La La Land and you are totally right. the songs are stuck in my head

[@beck1291]

Why does Time Of The Month always send me into an existential crisis

[@poppyseed5056]

that boy who you were with in new york is CUTTEEEEEEE

[@izdiaz]

I'm happy you're taking your time uploading these tomt bc 1) they're always so well edited I love and so worth the wait 2) whilst I understand while you're not doing them anymore I am going to miss them so much so the longer it takes to upload the longer I can hold onto the love of this project either way, thank you for always making such beautiful and entertaining content, I truly cannot wait for your future projects !!!

[@TheHazelHayes]

What a lovely way of looking at it. Thanks Isabel :)

[@ShreshRamsout]

Dear Hazel Every time I think about TOTM coming to an end, I have a little weep - whether externally or internally. I sat for a bit after watching October and asked myself why the ending of this series affected me so much... I've realised that it's because watching you go through all that you've been through - all the ups and downs, triumphs and moments of self doubt, have made me look at my own life differently. Seeing you go through your life has helped me realise that I'm not alone in the emotions and struggles I face, that there will be brighter days to come and that sometimes terrible, heartbreaking things happen but it's up to us to navigate a way forward. Your TOTM series has been so raw, so emotional, so unbelievably joyous and unspeakably sad at times and it's held up a mirror for us all. I've cried with you, laughed with you and rooted for your success and in a way I've begun rooting for myself. I look forward to the wonderful, inspiring, educational, funny, uniquely Hazel things you will create in the months and years to come. Thank you

[@CookingwithKarma]

I thought I had finally got through one TOTM without crying until you spoke at the end .. bloody hell. I get why you are not making them any more, but they are just so touching and funny .. and just so f'ing awesome, I am really going to miss them. Can I just say that Ryan Gosling and Adrian Bliss in one video is almost too much. You are rocking that new hair do btw. LOVE IT!! xx

[@maddiefrancis-muff3310]

Oh Hazel Hayes this will always be my favorite series of anything I've ever watched. I've loved watching you grow through the years as a woman and astonishing film maker. There was a time when i had been so gutted, I couldn't get off my dads couch. I had been played by this girl I loved for 10 years, but watching you helped a tremendous amount, it gave me hope. I've learned so much about myself through watching the last years of totm and for that I'll never know how to repay you.

[@Boop_Nicole]

I'm ready for 30 minutes of Hazel Hayes' October

[@nudgificator]

The fact that you fell at the exact point Dan was singing 'before I fall any deeper' is serendipitous slapstick gold.

[@kelsieborder220]

I'm so happy to see this. It still makes me super happy. 😊

[@jeans5372]

Been such a tough week so I watched Happy again for what may have been the millionth time. Could not have come at a better time. I'm so sad TOTM is coming to an end but so grateful that you've allowed us into your lives for two years. ❤

[@lillydowty7455]

Hearing hazel say she's done with time of the month made me so sad because I feel like every time I watch one of these it encourages me to take a look back and think about how each month is affecting my life. However, this series has been amazing, and I'm so glad we all got to be a part of it❤

[@acarreyette]

It's crazy how watching snippets of a stranger's life has inspired and motivated me so much. Thank you hazel from the bottom of my heart for making such incredible work.

[@acarreyette]

I also relate so much to the idea that by partaking in the creative process, whether it be writing, filming, painting, ect, ect, you come out the other side more informed about your own feelings toward whatever is going on in your life. I often find I'll begin making something almost as a question and by the end I've answered it.

[@unclejizzy88]

watching this for the 4th time... i'm in pure bliss

[@veri_teaa]

Each Time Of The Month I tell myself I'm not going to cry, but Hazel Hayes you manage it month after month. That's a true filmmaker.

[@kristenr6385]

After I started watching TOTM, I started trying to document some of my happy moments by taking pictures (not high quality, just with enough context that I would be able to remember what made me happy when I looked back on them). It's so easy to lose those moments due to limited memory capacity, since the nice ones often seem to fade more quickly than the bad ones. Thanks for sharing your life and insights in such a beautiful way!

[@unirpb2350]

your rant about how we're not special and we're all fucked resonated with me. I've been feeling sorry for myself for too long and I plan to be at least 5% less narcissistic this year :)

[@jenniferchristian8115]

the bit where you're in the changing room trying on the dresses reminded me of the beginning of sabrina and the teenage witch xx

[@murphym75]

Oh please, please, please let the Happy Book become a genuine for real fact. It was one of my great moments of 2016. xx

[@RuthieCroft]

I'VE NEVER BEEN MORE READY

[@TheAnneliesdr]

Such a joy to watch! Thank you for these Hazel. I know they're a lot of work and a lot of trust you've given us by sharing these parts of your life. They really do make an impact and not a small one. Me, I keep going back to TOTM April 2016. I must've watched your outro at least 10 times. For a long time now I've been thinking about the concept of 'home'. It's such a simple term but carries so much weight for me. Like you said, I know which stairs will crack when I step on them and what door gets stuck a bit if you don't open it right. I know the house, yet don't know of it's my home. I've lived here all my life yet have always struggled calling it home. There's a lot of thought and feelings with the idea of a home and sometimes it gets too much. Rewatching your TOTM helps. It helps to think about it differently. To know I'm not the only one. Maybe we have different views, different feelings. But those few minutes of you talking, sharing, they help. I can't put it into words correctly. I just want to say thank you. for all the video's. All the thoughts and feelings. For giving us not only a place to escape to, but also one to (and I know the irony of using this word) come home to. thanks!

[@serars8635]

Istg such an inspiration. No words. Thank you, Hazel.

[@GraceIsMyFace1]

I'm sad TOTM will be over soon, but only because it's such amazing content that is old school film in its mindset but modern in its execution, as well as thought-provoking, emotional and just intelligent in its own right. But already the content that has been sub-produced through TOTM (like Happy) is so good that I am excited to see what the future holds for you! Keep going Hazel, and thank you!

[@DaleksRuinedMyDay]

I love the editing and pacing in these. Moments aren't rushed, you get to appreciate them through recaps with Dan or Jack or through the music continuing over cuts to you travelling or complete everyday tasks. It gives Time of The Month a very different feel from other series. Sad to hear it's ending but looking forward to the last two installments when you get time to upload them. Best wishes.

[@friendlyhufflepuff]

I will miss this series, but I look forward to future projects :)

[@eviemaexxeww]

This was truly the best time in youtube, great people, great friends, brilliant tunes (that could actually be used) and the best, light hearted entertainment. Thank you Hazel, I will forever be greatful for these videos

[@hannahnewby9937]

the editing for this, esp the new York section, was a thing to behold. beautiful

[@colecerys123]

I've binge watched every single one over the past 3 days best thing ever!

[@tiabcooper]

i can't believe i've only just seen your animated short.. i'm literally in tears - the words touched my heart, it honestly felt like a hug. wow

[@veronicamilroy]

Still hanging out for November and December

[@anonymouse903]

I'm really excited to see what you produce in the future, even though I'm sad TOTM is ending. But hey, still two more to go!

[@ShaleeHolmes]

Luísa no it can't end ! Does it ?! No !

[@aliceobrien1241]

I completely ADORE how you edit your vlogs!

[@thelifelivlives1]

I will definitely miss TOTM! It's weird how much it inspires me considering how simple it really is, but these videos always make me want to improve my editing and filming in my videos, and in general improve my whole life! Can't wait to see what you do next Hazel 💜

[@LilyDavies]

Kamikaze playing in the newyork bit made me day! freaking love that song

[@zoepuleston3907]

This has just made my day, Thank you xxx

[@molly8602]

I'm going to miss sitting down with my tea to watch these every month, but I'm so happy for you and how far you've come since starting totm. good luck on your future projects hazel, I know they'll be just as gorgeous

[@abigailgrace4525]

Hazel these make me cry every time, your words mixed with the footage and the after notes reach my heart. I will truly miss TOTM however I can't wait to see your next creation come to life x

[@yahtokraft2634]

Literally balling my eyes out. Hazel, you are such a huge inspiration to me. Happy has changed my life and the lives of those i showed it to. TOTM will be dearly missed, but i, personally, am extremely excited about the next chapter in your life and seeing you grow.

[@boldlyvoid4912]

im hyped for Novembers time of the month to see all the BONCAs footage you got

[@rollingwaves1290]

just watched La La Land today - and there is an actual jazz bar in this TOTM, how awesome!

[@lizcameronsmith]

I really am going to miss Time of the month. I feel so many emotions while watching, weather it be happy, sad, excited. I don't normally cry, but pretty much every time I watch Time of the Month I cry. You put so much work into everything you do and it shows. I can't wait to see what you will do next!

[@sarahalice3660]

The one time i can sit and fully engage in something. Thank you for doing this series, I have enjoyed every second and will truly miss it.

[@charlottesreadsthings211]

I know these won't be a thing anymore but following on from your "i'm not sorry" video, the work you put into editing is so astounding but also makes the end product so beautiful. I hope you have more wonderful times of the month

[@anushkaiyer6902]

This is my version of Friends or How I met your mother. I can put this on and watch it attentively or have in on in the background as though you guys are around me. Besides i bingo watch these daily. There's something about this format and the way these are edited that gives it such a personal feel. Hazel Hayes you madam are brilliant

[@unclejizzy88]

I'm going to miss these soooo much

[@kathrynstamm4977]

The montage of New York was so beautiful--gave me chills, Hazel.

[@TheNanite1100]

Just a minute into the video and I'm already cracking up at Hazel in space. Amazing!

[@bethjadeldn5505]

I'm going to miss this series so much

[@paulettevalora6656]

Love you Hazel!!!!

[@elenadrouin5910]

Hazel, I just want you to know that you are such a huge inspiration to me. After you put out Happy my obsession just increased because of how human you are. Over the summer, when I found you, I was looking for something fresh, personal, and new and it was you. I love you so very much and I can openly and honestly say you will always be one of my idols.

[@byc2656]

That first bit with you and Jack was very Mighty Boosh of you. I love you so much

[@nisha6093]

Hazel just makes me happy! :)

[@gerymylove]

Thaaaank you Hazel! Honestly, you are the creator on youtube whose content I enjoy the most, the person whose uploads I look forward to the most. I'm at this weird stage in my life right now where I'm supposed to be an adult but still figuring so much out along the way, and it's so inspiring for me to see you talk about your dreams, how you want to achieve them, that you're an adult but you're still constantly working on getting closer to what you want to do, who you want to be, and that helps me so much with finding out who I want to be, what my dreams are, and that it's ok to not be there yet as long as I keep trying. And also, your TOTM videos are always so so beautiful, so carefully put together, telling a story and taking us along. I just really love what you do.

[@user-gi8zx9de3u]

today hasn't been a good day. i think this video's just changed that. thanks

[@moniquehead8540]

This series is by far my favourite on KZbin so thank you, thank you, thank you

[@jennazeuq]

This is truly brilliant! These TOTM's have brought me to see the good beautiful things around me. Thank you for that.

[@Aboutamovie]

Why is this so good! It's so cool hazel you inspire me to create just all of the vids and love u

[@carrriiybeck1439]

Your channel is so pretty! Keep up the good work!

[@Aboutamovie]

aww thank you!

[@lauracaley8556]

I've had a really shitty day today but this has cheered me up. Thanks hazel x

[@adamngiraffe409]

All great things must come to an end eventually. I look forward to whatever next project(s) is Hazel

[@clareedwards3507]

I've been having a really shity time recently but this just gave me 30 minutes of escape! So thank you so much Hazel, you make me smile xxx

[@VirtuallyHappy2]

I love this series. always beautifully shot

[@MissOhLaLi]

Oh Hazel, I love this series, I'm going to miss it so much, but I cannot wait to see whats next for you. Your films are the best regardless of the topic xxx

[@Jess-lx7xr]

You're a truly talented film maker, Hazel. I will miss TOTM, but I'm excited for your future projects

[@gayleprovan8289]

on I love Happy. and this made me miss NYC so much. Happy to see Oct and looking forward to the last 2 (and whatever else comes next)

[@amysutherland81]

These videos are an inspiration, comfort and life lesson for me, thank you Hazel, you're making a difference!!

[@katieparker3414]

So excited for this, Thanks for cheering up a shitty Sunday

[@buketkabacaoglu6717]

I'll miss this series so much but I respect your decision of discontinuing it. I'm curious to see what new stuff you come up with, you never cease to amaze me!

[@christina11235813]

I really enjoyed the 80s changing room montage. It wish I could live solely in 80s movie moments

[@chloemacandcheese]

that's me in the middle at 22:56 omg????? it was so lovely to meet you this past october hazel!!! thank you for being so incredibly sweet and for making me cry in the buffer fest theatre with happy

[@vee.t.a]

I just feel like I have to tell you you're brilliant. You are absolutely brilliant. Every time I watch one of your videos I have tears in my eyes and it's because of how beautifully inspiring you are. Before I discovered your channel I knew I wanted to be a writer but that was about it. You have inspired me to chase my dreams and build on them. I will forever be greatful for that.

[@Billie-Mcii]

Sad to see this series end, you captured the raw moments of life with so much grace. excited none the less for all your future efforts.

[@emilylouiseegan]

Thank you for providing 30 minutes of entertainment while I wait for a delayed flight in the Austrian airport

[@TheHazelHayes]

You're very welcome. Safe flight! :)

[@_thatgirlgabi4551]

Every Month since you began TOTM I've woken up in the morn, got my cup of tea and watched it feeling so happy, sad and everything all at once. It's really been so wonderful sharing your adventure. So thank you for that. I'm Quite the excited bean for the last two! I wish you all the lovely fun times in your next project, what ever that may be. :)

[@eabhac4879]

I'm literally just home from helping my mammy at a wedding fair. I'm wrecked and this was much needed. thanks hazel!

[@יערהתפארת]

you are , the only one I watch full screen I'll miss

[@ipodnano4eva]

When I watched Happy for the first time, I honestly thought to myself, "this is stunning, I hope Hazel gets to sit down and tell an audience what inspired her for this short". So the footage of you speaking next to Savannah Brown made me, well, happy. :)

[@katrinatisdale889]

I almost like that these are coming out a few months later because it let me reminisce on my own October! It was also great seeing Buffer from a creator's point of view! :)

[@Emily-mt3rz]

okay I want to buy a book version of happy. I've just been diagnosed with a rare disease called chronic regional pain syndrome - a disease that gives me chronic pain throughout my body, has no apparent cause, and no cure. I could get better. Some people with it get better in a year, some in two years, and some never. Most of them are in wheelchairs. I could be too, but the people in wheelchairs don't get better, and I'm going to fucking fight to get rid of this. I feel like my whole body is on fire all the time, and each step I take kills, and my painkillers don't work and have a side effect of depression, but even though I'm scared shitless by my own body and brain, I won't let it beat me. It's hard sometimes, and I cry and want to give in more than anything else, but I have to pick myself up and go to school and be positive, and watching 'happy' makes me feel so much more positive about the future. It's my go-to thing when it's all bad and I'd like to say thank you for that. Thanks for the positive feelings I need to be strong and keep going. Owning a physical copy would be great, just to keep in my bag so that wherever I am, I have that reminder. Hazel Hayes, you're a fucking incredible woman and a pretty big inspiration.

[@ryethos]

This is probably one of my favorite one yet. I just loved all the kinds of clips that you included this month. Thank you for sharing~

[@FadyenRS]

I'm going to really miss these

[@alyssatate122]

I so excited

[@claudiabailey8629]

thank you hazel once again. You've inspired us all in more ways than one.

[@RukayaCesar]

Hazel this videos are truly magical, thank you so much for sharing your life with us in such a delightful way, TOTM has been a joy to watch. Can't wait to see the last 2 months and I'm really excited for you in seeing what you're able to create in 2017!

[@ciaragiffen-mccloskey1859]

Thank you Hazel, just thank you so much for creating the videos that you create. You've helped me enormously in accepting the fact that, yes, life is truly shite sometimes but that's okay. Struggling to find the words to express how watching the time of the month series has helped me. Your raw honesty when it comes to emotions and the pursuit to find happiness and the way you describe these things so well has taught me so much and that was something I was in deep need of at this point in my life, I really really thank you for being you, you deserve so much joy and success xxxx

[@littlemissoptimism]

I really loved the use of sound and music in this one, Hazel

[@emilyh9159]

already loved the MGMT opening!

[@teresasloupova6769]

bless you hazel, you can't imagine how much these help, lately it's been the only thing i am able to watch with interest and affection. love you very much and hope to see the next two episodes in the future. thanks for being so unappologetically you

[@emilysimo308]

i started clapping after Ryan Gosling spoke then i had to ask myself why i was clapping... i feel that question will never be answered

[@TheHazelHayes]

I understand

[@KajaKurczewska]

Read this. Liked it. Proceeded to watch the footage. CLAPPED ALONG. So yes. It was a clappable moment I suppose.

[@pjshearn2000]

thank you for enabling me to procrastinate my homework! in all seriousness though, this was another lovely episode and i can't wait to see the final 2!

[@FlorTedesco]

I'm so inspired by these videos, I'm gonna miss them! But I totally understand you, can't wait for what comes next :)