i've got a studio now!! also i made apple pie ✪ vlog

[@lonefox]

Ahh I am so so happy for you! It's so inspiring to see your growth!

[@Clomcg]

Oh sis I completely understand the anxiety! You deffo need to not see the big picture (most annoying thing to be told, I was told this ALL THE TIME throughout college) but yeah! As you mentioned you are going to be hiring someone in the spring which is why you need the accountant and lawyer but ITS SPRING! That can chill for a while, first things first is storage and transport to your new studio by the sounds of things which is less daunting me thinks! ALSO! YOUR TAXES! Practically done? AMAZING! Reward yourself for that it is definitely a big load off! And the election stuff, confirmed today that tr*mp definitely lost after a recount, he’s being a big baby throwing a tantrum so I don’t think there’s any worry there. Deep breaths you’ve got it!

[@cocochoon]

this comment wasn’t even directed towards me but it still felt so comforting and reassuring 🥺

[@riaaa7504]

@@cocochoon I can’t even put into words how comforting this comment is hahaha. I took a screenshot so I can read it every day to calm me down lol

[@wonderwonder30]

“There’s no point in doing something if you’re not immediately good at it” I think that’s my motto, I don’t want it to be but it is and letting go of the perfectionism is ssssoooooo hard! This right here, is why I haven’t done anything I want to do, like opening a shop, wanting to be self employed yada, yada, yada....because my head says, you’re not good at it so just don’t do it. But, thanks for reminding me that it’s just my head speaking not my heart!

[@mom5179]

same for me. I always wanted to paint but whenever I paint it always never satisfied me so I felt like giving up but watching her video and reading ur comment let me felt like painting again. Thank q.

[@artbyvru]

Same is with me too. But I have started making art again because I read somewhere that "The difference between the art you want to create and what you end up creating is called as THE GAP. And the more you make stuff, the more that gap closes." So I guess this would work someday.

[@KristanShuford]

Cheyenne, hearing you talk about scrolling through your feed and comparing yourself to all these other artists was like, wow, relateable. I feel that way all the time, and I just want you to know that YOU are someone I look at and go, wow, my work is never gonna be that good. You are doing great!

[@thelittlehomeaustralia]

I can guarantee that those 'highly successful' artists we're all scrolling through are doing the same too... the feelings don't go away with 'success', as it's an always changing target mark

[@kittycatmeow8362]

this is a dream. cheyenne has posted a VIDEO. this can’t be real. but it’s REAL!

[@elektra6849]

I missed these vlogs so much- BUT THE QUEEN HAS RETURNED 🥳

[@kittycatmeow8362]

there’s nothing better than watching a cheyenne’s video on friday and just chilling while drinking tea ✨

[@aurora5955]

Chey, you're so amazing and special! So so proud of you getting a studio. Dont doubt your abilities as a wonderful person and artist. No matter what happens you have your family, Connor and us! We all gotta start somewhere ! 💓 remember that Connor in one of your past vlogs once told you that you are on the course of amazing things !! 🌼 Everyone let's give her our support!!

[@cheyennebarton]

thank you so much sweet aurora

[@aurora5955]

@@cheyennebarton of course! Truly meant my words. You got this!

[@AR-lt2zc]

"I hope you don't mind that I'm just talking your ear off" Please! Talk as much as you want :D we're here for you and what you have to say, not just your art !

[@Miggeamakes]

I read once that when you start to be tired of your work/style or dislike it it means you have found yourself wanting to grow. The art you create now isnt bad or lacking or not enough, you are just in a space to make changes and you are seeing that reflected in your work

[@sabrinapugs]

Man hearing you say honestly you’re jealous of the artists you also admire was such a breath of fresh air! I feel this so hard and it is super appreciated that you were so open about that

[@vann7394]

A lot of people might be subscribed to you bc of your art (which I am one of those ppl) but never had I ever come across someone who's anxiety was so similar to my own until watching your videos. For a long time I felt so so alone because social anxiety remains the most commonly known anxiety to the general public. I remember watching one of your older videos where I think you did a voiceover talking about your mental health and it resonated with me so much I could have cried. Ty for being such a powerful human being and making another human being feel less alone.

[@yeoldgae]

when you talked about how your anxiety and perfectionism made you think that there was no point in doing something if you're not immediately good at it, and how you feel embarrassed when you're bad at something, i really related to that because as somebody who started off with art relatively late as compared to my peers and others pursuing the sort of thing that i am, i often feel like everything i make needs to be perfect and if it isn't then i get really embarrassed and in a way, ashamed? i also really understood the imposter syndrome point because it's hard when you see people excelling in the thing that you desperately want to in as well. i admire so so many artists, you included, and at some point in the near future, i want to open my own small shop, but i always feel as though there are people that are already so good at this, and that it'd be odd, and in a way useless for me to do it. i'm currently working on overcoming all these feelings but hearing you talk about it sort of comforted me because i felt like i'm not alone in thinking this, and that all these feelings and thoughts are a part of the process so thank you so so much for talking about it!

[@tonibasile8873]

Chey! and everyone that resonates with her saying "theres no point in doing something if you're not immediately good at it," Brené Brown has a podcast called "Unlocking Us" and she did her first episode about the fear of doing new things. It has already really helped that fear of mine!!

[@Hello.noel22]

I audibly gasped when you said “there’s no point in doing something if you’re not immediately good at it” bc omg SAME. I’ve never come across anyone else who feels this.and just like you said it’s the most absurd idea to have, but I totally get it. Good luck with everything!! 💕✨

[@kittycatmeow8362]

i swear i’ve been watching your old videos like a crazy in these past weeks; i’m struggling a lot with anxiety and depression,and these make me feel at home,i love the way you talk to us,the way you express yourself and just you. i want to thank you a lot,cheyenne. it’s also blessing seeing you grow as a person! i actually have a lot to write,probably u will not even see this,but i really wanted to. so yeah! stay hydrated and cute

[@FashAveGirl]

Cheyenne fear is normal with growth, how real you are about this choice is refreshing and I empathize bc I’m kind of sick of YT’ers saying oh I’m just sooo excited, like there isn’t another side to things like this. But I know you’ll do great! You inspire me bc how you are so organized and share that side of entrepreneurship with us is welcomed. Also if it doesn’t work out you can always rent out the space to other creatives as a workspace right?🤷🏽‍♀️

[@XDemily2010]

Im so happy to see you, i really really love your videos. I watch them when my anxiety is bad because your voice is really calming 🧡 stay safe and keep well for yourself, wishing nothing but growth and love

[@trash_fit271]

Thats how great businesses start, someone has the courage to follow their dreams and passion. Its so cool to see that happen in your videos. Business school hasn't taught me that. Business owners like you taught me. You inspire me.

[@RosaDaniello]

Just want to say that I love your art and I will be forever thankful for all the effort you put and the good vibes we can get from what you do 🥺 thank you for taking the time to update us on what you do even when you’re so busy with life and whole world situation in general! you are truly an inspiration and I wish you nothing but the best on this new chapter!

[@glimpse_within]

Thanks for being honest about the imposter syndrome. It always shocks me when you doubt yourself, because your work is amazing, but then I realize you’re just a human too and feel the same things we all do ❤️

[@kristytaing3606]

Thank you so much for sharing your feelings about this new stage of growth in your business! Hearing you talk about your anxiety and perfectionism so authentically helps me feel less alone. :)

[@FireKittenss]

I’m so glad you talk about this. I decided to follow my dreams to be a full time artist at almost 30. However I’m so jealous and shameful of myself for not being as good as the artist I admire. Which is absurd because they have years of experience over me. I’ve always had natural talent but as an adult it has become something I’ve ignored for the sake of responsibility. Now I’ve been trying to create freely because I just can’t. Like you said if I don’t do something perfect it isn’t worth doing at all. So I’ve just been creatively stuck because I’m so afraid of making art mistakes instead of expressing myself because even then expressing myself has been perceived as bad in “adult proper” world. Thanks for talking about this. Makes me feel soo less alone.

[@chugbat]

THE SONG THAT PLAYS WHEN U START MAKING THE CRUST..... it always Bangs so hard. best background song in your vlogs

[@justajamjar]

I love her videos.. *Because it just feels like we're sitting and just chilling with her* ... Can anyone relate? 😆

[@katherineg.5600]

I LOVE how you're so busy but you make time to make pie!!!! I need to learn to make time for things that make me happy too. Being a high school student in 2020 is rough, but your channel makes me so happy! You are so inspiring!!!! I love your content SOOO much!!!!

[@TheMadmonica11]

Congrats on the new studio space! And you make pie making look easy! ♥️

[@winterday77]

You're just looking at this incorrectly. You aren't bad at anything. You're just new to it and need to learn some new things. That will take time . I love your honesty. How refreshing. thanks!

[@javabeanstudio]

I lovelovelove those mini canvas pieces! I am sooo hoping I luck out and manage to snag one, they're absolutely divine. I'm so happy for you with your new studio space, and excited to see you settle in!

[@OnlyMusic16]

Your videos are SO IMPORTANT and I kinda love how sparsely you post them because it always adds such an unexpected burst of wholesome goodness to my life when you do

[@ACGV30]

You have impeccable timing. I was having a rough night & your videos always help me. It’s amazing to see how you struggle the same way I do a lot of the times & how I look at your art & feel how you feel towards your favorite artists. You are an inspiration & I don’t say this to add any responsibility or pressure , but to let you know that the way you share your journey and struggles the way you do helps others like myself. So thank you.

[@nicoletihlarik4488]

I love watching you paint because the things and style in which you paint is how and what I want to paint. Makes me feel like I can do it too. Super cool to see you getting your own studio space 😊 I look forward to more studio and paint related things!

[@tomishalovely-allen6091]

Congratulations on your new studio!! Don’t stress yourself to much but be in the moment and enjoy the excitement of it all!

[@Girlydragon52]

omg i feel like you live life looking through rose colored glasses!! like a studio Ghibli character and its so peaceful to watch your videos!! i hope your business prospers even more because you definitely deserve it

[@puffoffluffedair543]

5:16 I relate to this WITH MY SOULLL. Perfectionism is the shittiest most counterintuitive thing ever but overcoming it can be the most cathartic feeling ever. I'm so stoked to see what you'll do next and I'm sure ur gonna kill it!

[@rosesraeken]

when you went on about your anxiety and the perfectionist thing and feeling jealous towards other artists, i felt that in my bones bc thats me to a T

[@hallocarmo]

Yayy congrats! that is incredibly exciting news. I have anxiety and imposter syndrome myself and everything you described about how you feel is so close to home. But you got this!!! and you're going to keep killing it so keep up the great work!~

[@madirose5753]

I AM SO HAPPY AND EXCITED FOR YOU. So stoked to see your little business growing because you so deserve it!! And I thank you so so much for being so honest and transparent with the struggles of such a huge transition. It is so encouraging to see others achieving their goals and fighting through the hard parts. Cannot wait to see what doors this next step opens for you Cheyenne!!!

[@mia-by5yg]

Your videos are so calm and I can’t stop watching them

[@livvlong]

Sending all of the love and ease your way! Something that has really helped me start to shift my mindset regarding comparing my work to others is the fact that it's truly impossible to see what goes on behind the scenes in someone else's head, or someone else's art practice! So if I'm looking at a painting and my inner monologue is going on and on about how beautiful their use of color is, and why can't my work have that quality, I've been trying to remind myself that that artist has years of foundations in different ideas and concepts than my own that led them to that place! And of course I can't expect myself to make work like theirs, or on the same level as theirs -- I have a completely different set of starting blocks! And that doesn't make mine any less valid, it just means I have to figure out how to use them for myself. And this also sort of ties into being bad at something starting out - how in the world can I compare a painting I've made to someone's who has spent a career crafting their skills in that area? This has been long and ramble-y, but basically you're not alone in feeling this way and it takes a lot of un-leaning and patience. Sending good thoughts your way!

[@megolson9888]

You got this Cheyenne. It’s a lot to process and I know how you feel. I launched my business back in August and the reason I started it then was because I had the exact same fears you’re experiencing now. You can do this. Sending you all the best. Keep up the good work.

[@cassidycreighton4368]

I’ve been watching your videos and following you for years on social media!! Congrats on the new office space!! It’s been a treat to see you grow!! 🥺🥺💕

[@whatever_emily]

Congratulations on getting a studio!! Can't wait to see what you do with it. I always love the opening shots of you working at your desk at home 😊

[@AudhildTjugen]

So excited to see your studio! I hope you'll vlog some of the progress of moving in, furnishing and figuring things out too🤩

[@ernacebolla1288]

cheyenne i just have to say i've been subscribed since 2017 and watched your initial transition to being self-employed and i am so excited to see how far you've come! i remember i put in an order when your etsy shop first opened up, and i still have those stickers on my laptop. i was so excited when i saw you uploaded

[@kaylaarnold]

I can’t wait to see how you make that studio space your own!

[@jazminrye]

For the holidays I always love binge watching your videos. The whole cozy vide is so perfect for fall/winter!!

[@christy-anne-jones]

Your vlogs are honestly my favourite. They leave me feeling so happy and at peace with the world 💛

[@Adi-tt5ox]

CHEYENNE!!!!! I'm so happy for you!!!!! I hope it's a smooth and not so stressful transition

[@skyeb_]

I love the little paintings you did at the end. and I just wanted to share that I find your vlogs so cozy and comforting. They help me feel calm when I get anxious. So thanks.

[@elsagrandvoinet2748]

I just want to say, sincerely thank you for talking about your anxiety on here because it was really powerful and therapeutic for me to hear someone else recount every feeling I have been struggling with and working on managing myself, especially as someone with imposter syndrome. Oftentimes I feel like I'm the only one with this weird concoction of worries and that can make me feel like I'm crazy, so just really thank you for sharing

[@sincerelymimee]

I'm so so happy for you chey

[@josimmons4214]

I love your videos so so much! Your presence is so real and the way you speak I relate to greatly. Girl...believe in yourself...your work is beyond amazing and you talk about other artists that you look up to and compare yourself to....for me you are that artist I look up to and feel inspired by! What you are going through right now is major for your personal growth as a person and an artist, so to be able to watch you bloom will be amazing 🤩 Can’t wait to see you in your new space! Love you dearly xx

[@chillyb3an]

GET IT GURL! good luck with the move and the studio!

[@bend1916]

such exciting changes for you, wishing you all the best with figuring out this next step in your business! Your space is going to be so cute

[@cloversbooknook_]

Congratulations on your studio!!! You're honestly a huge inspiration to me and my art journey and I'm so so happy for you

[@charliejanzen1672]

The way your hair is pulled back in the first clip makes the part behind the bangs look like a star and it's so cute

[@kiwidragonchu]

cheyenne your videos are beautiful! and as someone currently running an etsy shop out of their bedroom this was honestly super encouraging

[@colinem903]

So happy for you ! you achieved so much already, and you are going to achieve even more. you're a talented and generous human being and i wish you all the best for your new studio :) thank you for being so inspiring and really human at the same time. Keep it up !

[@amandinhabetinha]

Also, I think you’re stylish! Now I want to get a shirt like yours! (The lime-ish green one)

[@kellyhuang1]

I wanna know the apple pie recipe!!! Also thank u Cheyenne for cultivating the coziest of vibes as always :)

[@arianekochoa]

your videos are so comforting to watch! you are my favorite artist and such an inspiration to me

[@annareed7436]

So happy to see your video today! My brain works the same way with the perfectionism/anxiety. My shop is also growing quickly, and I related so much to everything you said. Thank you for sharing your experience with us. 🙏🏼✨ So excited for you and the studio!

[@Fizzwhizz28]

Oh sweetie! You got this! It’s an amazing achievement and you are an inspiration! I have been sat on my ideas and procrastinating for years because of my anxiety and depression. Watching your videos is so reassuring that even if you are more sensitive to the world like we are, you can do things and achieve your dreams. Thank you for being a kindred spirit in our pockets! 🥰

[@dooomble]

i feel you. this video literally encapsulates my feelings about my life too rn. thanks for giving me a pep talk and reminding me that we're not alone x

[@zephaniahprotacio6209]

I'm so happy that your shop is doing so well!! Congrats on your new studio and here's to hoping for more great things for you and your shop!! I don't know why but Oooh, my heart is so happy 🥺

[@faerielass]

Listening to you freaking out about the business side of things, and realizing that that’s the stuff I LOVE!! girl u got this

[@bri8476]

hi cheyenne :) ive been following u since ur studyblr/studygram days (i used 2 go by dante if u remember!) and it’s so so inspiring and amazing to see your growth as an artist !!!! ur videos always brighten my day up and it makes me happy to see you thriving and getting all the good things you deserve

[@lochtessmonsterxoxo]

The pie is beautiful the mini canvas is beautiful WOW Also the anxiety is so understandable but it's amazing you're taking those steps despite it and continuing to trust your growth! You deserve it 💜

[@kettle-and-acorns]

I hope you'll find balance quickly and that your anxiety will be put to rest. From here, let me tell you that you are doing amzingly great! Good luck getting used to your new space and all the best for you futur projects.

[@nataliedavison5592]

Cheyenne, you are an incredible artist. People love what you have to give so that’s why they buy your products. Your style is so awesome.

[@meredithgordon5447]

this is me coming from the 7 minute in mark to say that you are a wonderful artist!! you are so talented and creative, your work is so unique and shows such a beautiful whimsical side of life!! please don’t sell yourself short!! You rock, you’re so cool, your art is amazing and you are too!!

[@LorettaBelleArt]

I just want to tell you you're not alone!!!! Balancing all the stuff that it takes to make a business out of your art takes a lot of effort, time, patience, and a completely different skillset than what comes naturally to a lot of creative souls! Try to be patient and gentle with yourself while you're experiencing all this anxiety!!

[@shizan.7494]

I also struggle with that form of perfectionism, anxiety and everything. I relate with Cheyenne so much. As a creative, I find this fear of not being good at things very crippling to the point I can't make myself pick up a sketchbook or anything. Looking at you achieve things gives me hope that one day maybe I can also do things.

[@savna-r4n]

Hey girly! It's so good to see you posting! I just want to remind you of how anxious you were about moving to Seattle. You were crying so worried that you made this huge mistake, that you didn't know what you were doing, and you were going to fail. But then you got cast in your FIRST equity show and your etsy business took off! You've got this friend and you are not missing a thing. Growth is always scary, that's why most people stay stagnant. But you are moving out there into the great unknown! Take a moment to be proud of yourself. 🥰❤

[@marieke8163]

Cheyenne I'm so so proud of you and I'm so grateful that you share your struggles. You're truly such an inspiration. Stay brilliant!

[@SureLokHolmes]

You are such a fantastic cook/baker! Everything you make looks INCREDIBLE 🤤🤤🤤!

[@wam2143]

Cheyenne is such an amazing person and I'm so happy she got her own studio. Can't wait to see what your gonna do with it :D

[@mimi9644]

this was so lovely; i love watching your painting process!! and ur mini canvas paintings are so precious. also, since you are buying new stuff for your studio, i would highly recommend investing in an ergonomic chair+accessories and a raised laptop stand; they have made such a difference for me!!

[@ladyicondraco]

Your music choices are so soothing!

[@claramartinez279]

Congratulations! Being able to expand your business is a good sign. I understand the nerves for sure. So happy for your growth and all the possibilities to come in the future!

[@AmandaDresselArt]

you have totally got this 💛 I totally relate to the perfectionist/impostor syndrome-y thing which is terrible, but you are amazing and you’ve got this. your studio space is going to be gorgeous, and I can’t wait to watch it transform into a place that has all the lovely Cheyenne vibes :-)

[@SuperScaryAri]

Love you Cheyenne 💕 have been a big time supporter the whole way along :) have one of your adorable stickers on the cover of my bullet journal for 2020 and every time I look at it, it makes me smile. You inspired me to start looking into starting my own Etsy shop... and it’s finally starting to come together!!!!!!! You constantly inspire me and I’m so excited for you! Keep on staying strong and persisting! You’ve got this 🥰

[@jadenbarrett9147]

Aahhh!! Yesss! The anxiety perfection thing! I struggle with that so much!! 😭😭😭

[@Yu-Fei-Hung]

There are many people drawing with a "simplified style" but I always return to see you drawing. Since it is the only one that feels authentic and natural. Regards!

[@alikennedy2414]

ur videos are always so calming and kind, thank u for posting these lil snippets of your life!!

[@jaceitup]

⭐️ You deserve this! ⭐️ You are so talented! ⭐️ You are capable and strong enough for this new chapter!

[@inthelandofray7341]

So happy for you Cheyenne! you’ve worked so hard to be where you are. You definitely deserve to enjoy these moments :)

[@jaceitup]

good luck with your new studio and your anxiety! Can i just say that your hair looks so healthy and amazing! Not a whack pony tail at allll 🌷♥️

[@missmacapaca]

Third time watching this video and it brings me as much joy as the first! I’m so excited for you and am wishing you lots of luck in your new endeavour!! I know you will find balance and success!!

[@duckypatto]

every vlog of yours feels like i'm just chilling and catching up with an old friend. i think that's why i love your videos so much. though we're an ocean apart, it feels like i might just come over for pie and tea tomorrow. also, i'm so excited and happy for you to be able to take this big step and get a studio! i absolutely get how scary it must feel, but i know in my heart you're going to be amazing. lots of love

[@malisehargrove8971]

I missed these videos. I haven’t had internet so I haven’t been able to watch KZbin like I used to but we are getting back. These are the vibes I needed!!!!

[@ninarosalez3004]

This is such a good upload! Congratulations on the studio- you deserve it with the hard work you've put into your art and into your personal growth. Can't wait to see what the space looks like!

[@morganhector4179]

gosh, your videos are so calming

[@roarie]

Totally get the anxieties you talk about at the beginning of the vlog. On the imposter syndrome/comparing yourself to other artists, I always try to remind myself that not only is everyone in different chapters in our lives but we're also different books. They have their own story and I have my own.

[@FashAveGirl]

Your painting videos are like free therapy💛

[@magpiebee]

congrats on the studio chey!!

[@kirstencotton9856]

I've been really stressed and anxious lately, so thank you for this calm and chill video. Much love!

[@Bellqmeri8989]

I love watching your videos! I have been binge watching them a lot in the rainy days^^ ✨💗

[@jaelyndecena2771]

Wow, your videos make me feel so safe and warm. I felt an overwhelming sense of comfort. Thank you.