college diaries | prepping for finals, trying therapy, med school classes

[@christinelee123]

thank you all so much for the incredibly kind + supportive comments on this vid 🥺 i read them all and they fill me with so much warmth, truly 💓✨sending everyone all that love right back, and then some!! 💖

[@seosoojinhearteu02]

SAME 😭😭 this pandemic really made me just have no motivation, no drive to just do school stuff. Waiting for better times ahead!!

[@4dien]

Dear Christine, you’re only 20 and already so wise and you’ve accomplished so much! Take your time! Xx

[@pallavi6013]

Your struggle will only make you go stronger. Don't feel awful about it! You're a human too,and it's natural to loose the motivation and zeal you had. Don't forget to take care of yourself

[@mannyadewale8732]

Christine, thank you for your rant. Like seriously. The loss of motivation, burnout -- all of those things you've mentioned are things that I've been feeling for a while now -- ever since I left high school for college 2 years ago. It's often felt like I just don't know where to go, or what I'm doing -- and especially since the pandemic and online classes have been happening over the past year, it feels like I've hit an all-time low. Even so, it helps to know that I'm not alone. I'm grateful that you and your videos, alongside other creators and a plethora of other things like making music, writing, and taking pictures have helped me feel okay throughout everything so far. Thank you so much -- please don't feel like you're letting any of us down...when your health has to come first, there are no ifs, and, or buts about it. You have no idea how much joy, love, and peace you bring to all of us. much love 🙏🏾💙

[@tearanghae]

you never have to apologize for taking time off when you feel burnt out, Christine. I get you and understand you wholeheartedly. I hope your days and weeks get better, and it was actually very refreshing hearing you talk about your mental health because I was having similar thoughts about burnout. It felt good knowing I am not the only one going through that struggle.

[@smallpotato0406]

Queenn 🥰 also Christine’s almost at 100k!! Tb to when I watched your first video and you had less than 5k 🥺

[@alvinobande2922]

I remember too, you such an inspiration for all of us Christine

[@najaaamoy]

I absolutely admire how open and honest you are! I really hope you’re feeling better and I hope the exams went well 🤍

[@TranNguyenKhanhQuynh]

I think this week will be a good week... because I'm gonna make it a good week. OMG Christine, you bring such a positive vibe to me!! this gonna be the quotes of my life

[@Nataba112]

Tomorrow I have a really important exam and I really needed some motivation to study. I watched your vlog probably 4 times and every time I doubt myself I play it in the background and it’s really helping me ❤️ thank you for being so motivational 💕

[@m3gr3x]

Hey Christine, just wanted to let you know, we all going through unmotivational streaks in life! its alright to sometimes take breaks and feel burnt out!! gurrrrl, you're in Harvard! Feel proud that you have made it soooo far! Few youtubers talk as honestly about this as you did! that makes me feel more connected to you as a viewer and subscriber! we love you girlie!! Stay happy and safe, sending loads of love!!

[@paulagomez532]

I'm colombian, I'm so bad cause I cannot sleep, for the final exams and the end of my semester, I really need to watch this, specially de last message THANK YOU! GOD BLESS U

[@michaelabell8515]

Christine, thank you for your transparency about the lack of motivation. I know the internet can make people believe they should put on a front of perfection, and it takes a lot to openly dismiss those impossible standards. I’m proud of you! Keep up your excellent work! 💜💜

[@beatrizmirandadeoliveira8624]

you literally managed to put how i've felt into words. thank you.

[@kait8966]

thank you for being so motivating, and thank you for that little 1am speech you had haha! i really needed to hear it, i've been feeling so lost with no drive to do things these days, so seeing that i'm not alone makes me feel a lot better :3 hope you have a relaxing and fun summer because you deserve it!

[@vinojadesilva3827]

Thank you Christine for taking time to talk about mental health, it reallly really helped me, im kind of in the same phase rn. Thank youuu

[@pallavi6013]

also I loved that 'weird' motivational talk

[@gracet4390]

your vlogs motivate me to get up and be productive YIKES TYSM FOR THIS ❤️❤️

[@TylerYabes]

needed this😭

[@divya730]

Hey Christine, I know you are feeling very low and unmotivated this time but I wanna suggest a way that will make you feel better may be, becuase it works for me. "So, you remember the video in which you've filmed your reaction in the college acceptance and you were screaming in happiness coz u got in to your dream university and it's a very very good thing to keep in mind for being motivated. You've done a lot of hardwork to be here and it's half way done also, which means that you are one step close to your goal." Gurllllll, I really wanna say that watching your videos motivates me and drives me to be productive and I hope this idea helps you........love yaaaahhhhh

[@gabbielagdameo276]

christine this came exactly when i needed it ;-; thank you so much for your company!! you don't kno how much it's helping this lil sophomore science major get through the end of her sem ;-;

[@Acheampomaa100]

Really loved this vlog, thank you for being vulnerable You will get through this!👌🏾❤️❤️

[@heyitscafe36]

Your vlogs are honestly iconic ❤️ Thank you for sharing your perspective/views because I know I've also felt this way too 🥰

[@adrienbh]

thank u for sharing ur thoughts and feelings christine! as a premed student also, i get a lot of the same feelings and it was nice hearing from someone else going through the same thing as me :)

[@reyt.1967]

your videos are always so calming and nice, give me motivation. love your discord! keep being amazing, sending you best wishes

[@CierraBrownMarie]

I love you and this video so much. Wow, I love seeing you thrive. Ur doing amazing and u inspire me 🙃🥲!

[@Ola-vd5ir]

just wanna say you look soooo pretty with this eyeliner 🥺🥺💕💕

[@KylxT]

Thank you Christine for posting!!! I missed your videos and I believe most of us here do as well!! Hope that life gets better for you ❤️❤️

[@edwardleecaliforniausa]

Yessss girl you are amazing productive I'm proud of you and you are gorgeous

[@babymi28]

Omg i i just discovered your channel and i loved it !

[@ssssaa_a]

i really love your motivation talks...thank you so much christine love you

[@sebamillar2766]

not me watching this crying after a midterm

[@px-cyns]

btw i really love every single content of yours, they really motivate me and cheer me up. tqsm and i hope u will have a great week!! :))

[@allieyang9447]

You are amazing, Christine ❤️💕💜 whenever I’m in need of inspiration, I turn to you!

[@cvsmixsunflxwer8604]

I can not relate more with the April feels and then with the Palestine crisis I feel truly broken it hurts so bad and I feel so incredibly useless not to mention my boards which are in a month that I could not feel less prepared for

[@Abi-hv5fe]

방금 찾은 분인데 편집 엄청 예뻐요 취향 브이로거 발견!

[@emilyloh]

glad your back feeling better !!! missed u so much and i cant wait to see more videos again 🥰, all the best for finals ! have been watching since u moved in to college 😜

[@ISabrinaISC]

I love your vlogs so much♥

[@lilymspencer9]

Christine, you are AMAZING!! We are always here for you ❤️❤️

[@lememories5353]

we all really needed this

[@averageems]

Obviously I do not want to tell someone how to feel; your worries and anxieties are completely valid. Your 20’s are honestly kind of your throw away years; try not to get too hung up on getting older because being 20 is still so young! You certainly don’t have to have everything figured out at that age (I sure didn’t!) and you can still grow and live a very meaningful life. Change is inevitable, so also don’t feel like you have to lock yourself onto a certain path. I had that mentality and turned out miserable. It wasn’t until I was 28 that I had the realization that life is fluid and if I’m unhappy, I can do something about it. So I did! It was super scary because I had told myself at your age that I needed to pick a path and stick to it forever. But that’s totally not true. You will constantly be evolving and learning new things about yourself and make sure to embrace it all! :)

[@px-cyns]

it's lucky that yalll still get to go out tho. here in Malaysia, we can't even go out or smtg. it's kinda sad. i felt that too. for me, i really did understand and felt why Christine felt like she's not enjoying to the fullest during their time out. for me, i think it's maybe because we had nvr really hang out and go out and have fun like before this whole corona season so that feeling is kinda fading away. :(( btw have a great day everyone!

[@poppygoldsworthy1889]

Omg I LOVE the Avengers t-shirt!!! I'm from England and I've just finished college and for some reason you're making me want to do work haha xx

[@lovelyn5503]

ayyye christine in the houseeee !! 💛

[@vvvviiiicccc100]

good luck to everyone taking finals or waiting for results

[@yoojinp]

omg i’m early! i love your videos christine!

[@dorothytran2926]

Thanks for the motivational talk :) I heavily relate to how you are feeling

[@evazhengg]

I get so happy whenever I see that you posted a new video 💕💕

[@megan-te2bu]

im 14 and its exams week too! and im in australia!

[@candaceli252]

I needed a break after a lot of breaks thank youuuu

[@laura-sk2fw]

im passing through the same thing, needed this. i hope that everything is gona be alright soon, for both of us. kisses from brazil.

[@leticiafernanda9176]

That's exactly how I feel 😭🙋🏽‍♀️🇧🇷

[@denisespurlock7869]

Good luck on your exams!

[@kayyydeee9841]

Eyyyy thank you so much for always inspiring me! Ily! Take care and keep safe always

[@sushantsriram6905]

Can you show a little bit how you do bullet journal set up in some vlogs Loved the vlog New subscriber 🥰🥰

[@felicepalma]

nice to watch your vlog 😊 keep safe always 😍😍😍

[@woolala2556]

exactly the same!! I'm also feeling like losing all my motivation these days...

[@MaritsaDarman]

Where is that off white sweater from? I love the chunky and coziness of it all

[@sarahcorbin-garant2248]

you're the cutest! love you

[@freyazhu6412]

I was waitlisted to Harvard and recently found out that they were going to accept 0 kids from the waitlist due to high yield and probably the huge #s of gap years last year. While I was devastated, I will still be attending school in Boston and I will make the most of it! This video was very nice and I definitely relate to the loss in motivation. This past month (whole year tbh) has been so hard for me with college and covid and it's nice to know that I'm not alone!

[@lislis5599]

u give me lana condor vibes !! i love ur vids hehe

[@ItsMeJudie]

yaaay! New upload ❤️

[@kadiglr5223]

your Videos are so Good 😍👍🏽

[@aarna7128]

Loved this video!!

[@aarna7128]

@veganlife Mira How do you need help?

[@lizaestaquasela]

loveee ya!

[@cor1nn3]

your ipad case is soooo cute! where is it from?

[@m3gr3x]

when catherine hits 1 million subs im gonna tell everyone i knew her since the time she was giving book reviews!;)

[@Sofia-gk9sn]

wow here within a minute feel very honoured... hello future watchers😚

[@ezgi3987]

6:24 you are literally so cute and pretty pls

[@kritikasingh6775]

Can you plzz do a vdeo on how you edit your vdeos like in full detail version❤

[@melodys.4746]

I’ve been waiting for this video thank you christineeee💜💜😭

[@naomiisaiaholive4576]

Amazing 🤩

[@mohamadmansour3818]

You're back.... ❤

[@chanchus381]

I’ve just noticed that you used ms teams, is it kinda platform for online classes to you? Cause we also use it

[@meggosaccharide]

where did u get ur mask!!!! the Apple Store workers in my area wear them and they look much more comfortable and roomier than the blue ones

[@PinkyyyJ94]

Thank you for making this video and being so raw and open about whats going on. since this pandemic started I think a lot of people have been feeling this way and then with everything else going on as well with BLM and the Asian hate going on its just been rough to really have the motivation or stay focused. I feel like the last year opened a lot of wounds for people and forced some to really open their eyes to the world that we live in and a lot of people weren't ready for that.

[@denisespurlock7869]

Will you be going straight into getting your masters degree after undergraduate school?

[@isasoller]

Never been so early 🥰🥰

[@CrissieTan]

I did seek counseling myself too through my uni. I stopped attending after nearly 3 weeks because it did not help me to resolve my root problems. The counseller only provided me with solutions based on questions like it was a decision tree, so I decided to take the high road in resolving on my own.

[@davidparnell3241]

I love you!

[@LuliaSamson]

how did i just find out abt you! ps. would love to see a 'how i edit' video!!

[@niteerai9117]

Had to say it Christine , you have one of the beautiful eyes.Love you ❤️

[@pinedovlogs417]

wow i wish i was as smart as u :) and atleast go to two years or four of community college before retiring lol

[@sespi474]

what keyboard do you use?

[@jackielynlarosa1952]

as an MCU ho, love the age of ultron shirt xtine 💯

[@SpecyBox]

If i select economic in my application as intended major, after admitted at the time of shopping week for fall can i changed it to C. S or international. Major. Does they allow

[@kennethkwai1519]

Yeah u can

[@helenmbazima2524]

❤️💛

[@Jams-bs6cw]

Wait Harvard did WHAT... what type of message is that🤦🏾‍♀️

[@emilynicholson8160]

You are adorable

[@francescapuy.]

here from discord :D

[@simrangorasia6354]

Do more college vlogs

[@ishitatarun4380]

Are you living on campus or off campus??

[@liannahyt]

early!!

[@jadedflims]

[@denisespurlock7869]

I have a feeling as you get older you will pursue the creative side as a career instead of neuroscience.

[@denisespurlock7869]

Sounds like depression.

[@tjay8433]

please try to avoid any political content and news platform this time it really helps ..