[CHUNG HA Vlog] EP 8. 청하의 항마력 테스트ㅣ'C'HUNG HARANG 시청하랑

[@nuranisya3170]

Chungha

[@KookieandHoney]

repeat after me, Chung Ha is the queen

[@Chaerrioz]

She is just so pretty and cute

[@skyzone35]

아 진짜 너무사랑스러워ㅠㅠㅠ 왤케 하는행동 하나하나가 귀여울까요 갓청하 짱이야❣❣❣❣

[@chunghashubby2808]

THEY RE-UPLOADED THE VIDEO BECUZ, IN THE 1ST ONE THEY DIDNT MENTION THE SOURCE AND DIDNT PROVIDE LINKS TO THE PARTICULAR CLIPS THAT'S THEY THEY RE-UPLOADED THIS WITH THE LINKS OF THE PARTICULAR CLIPS

[@Itsme_yna09]

Ohh thank you now i know

[@Roy-ti8tp]

This time no subtitles lol 😂😅😅😂

[@chunghashubby2808]

@@Roy-ti8tp haha that can be added later

[@ri__na__]

누나 이사 축하드려요! 그리고 사랑해요 제가 뒤에서 지켜줄게요.최대한 누나가 피해보는 일,상처받는일 없게 열심히 해서 그런일 앞으로 없게 제가 지켜줄게요 빠르게 대처를 못해서 미안해요 진짜 사랑해요 우리누나♡

[@야옹쓰-j7d]

데뷔초 웃기 힘들었단 얘기는 언제 들어도 넘 맴이 애려.. 울청하 웃는모습 많이 보고싶어요! 사랑해 😍💚💙💜

[@Coca-Cola-Zero]

청하눈나 이쁘고 귀엽고 섹시하고 매력 개쩔어

[@swanskch4829]

why did they reupload? ANYWAYS I DON'T MIND WATCHING THIS QUEEN AGAIN

[@eduardosimao9056]

Ok🌷

[@lisadablink1115]

İ love you chunga 🥰😍💞

[@ailenceroo]

Te amooo

[@dhanylkhrissnamijares7966]

chungha saranghaeyo

[@주상낑]

읭 왜 다시 올라왔지??? 아 어쩔 수 없이 한 번 더 봐야겠당 ㅎㅎ

[@visitascoloniales]

l love

[@콩몰이]

청하 너무 좋아!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[@vasudevtiwaritales20]

Chung ha thanks for vlog love you ♥️👍

[@kle5187]

넘귀여워사랑스러워♥♥♥진짜하나하나가만히있어도 귀여워 ㅎㅎㅎ

[@michaelkim5977]

미국 좋아요 미국 Number 1 nation in the world.

[@chungharangbyulharang0209]

청하는 겁이없고 웃음이 많으며 애기와 동물을 좋아한다 ㅋ 💚💙💜 근데 다 좋은데 시청하랑 분량이 너무 짧아ㅜㅜ 늘려주세요 💚💙💜청하 오래 보고싶어 💚💙💜

[@kimbaeng]

진짜 내 결혼할 여자스터일이다

[@da1sy_y]

💚💙💜

[@v-kei_alein6531]

💓💓

[@maisarahothman8460]

I love your laugh😆

[@user-fc3pr2du2w]

i love your smile 🥺🥺

[@bluetaeng]

she's the cutest 😔💔

[@amyrosejounier5246]

You are so cute 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

[@mmmesudegg8625]

I Love youuuu

[@d2bame]

🌈☁️

[@butheinafaiq8227]

💗💓❣️❣️

[@너와나의솥뚜껑]

울청하 이쁘고 넘삼 귀여워 ㅠㅠ

[@raseellll8195]

🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

[@llc1645]

I love you very much 🖤🖤🖤

[@halamialsaqlawiio4469]

you are the best

[@halamialsaqlawiio4469]

love you chungh

[@gabbysalvador20]

Mahal kita ang ganda ganda mo mwaaa

[@2yangbigboobs773]

Girl i can watch this video everyday. I don't mind

[@까만홍시]

💞💕💟❣

[@히위고우-p3x]

청하는 사랑입니다.

[@Sweetiechungha]

❤❤❤

[@halamialsaqlawiio4469]

cutee

[@batrisyiasyazwanibintikama7556]

unnie please do a house tour in your new house

[@bluexo8728]

CHUNGHA EONNIE HWAITING!! I LOVE U

[@bon3336]

I love how they’re all a family, Chungha and her staff ❣️❣️❣️

[@kimyeen2643]

Amazing ❤

[@nadine445]

You're SOOOOOOOOO ADORABLE💖💖

[@halamialsaqlawiio4469]

queen

[@luminousvante9412]

I watched this yesterday , i am confusion explain america explain

[@Jessica-balussou]

They reuploaded to put the sources in the bio

[@luminousvante9412]

@@Jessica-balussou oh thank you 💙

[@thecoldestm0ment]

웃는 청하 귀여워 ㅠㅠㅠ 항상 활짝 웃는 일만 있기를

[@김제니퍼-z5u]

누나 사랑해요

[@jiwon1712]

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@jannahdioquino5038]

Love from Philippines❤❤❤❤Actually I've been supporting you for years😉I stan😌✊

[@user-fc3pr2du2w]

they reuploaded by specifying the source but where is the english subs...

[@밈점밈]

아 예뻐 ㅠㅠㅠㅠ

[@Lucky-qv7rp]

Wow, chungha doesn't even flinch watching the horror one. If it was me, i have scream the whole of my heart.

[@halamialsaqlawiio4469]

amazing

[@손일동-r8r]

🧡❤💗🧡🧡🧡

[@자담이]

웃음참기 꿀잼😁😁

[@ailenceroo]

♡

[@moonstar1973]

자료화면 출처땜에 재업됐나보네요^^ 다시봐두 청하는 넘넘넘 사랑스러😍😍💜

[@njyowww5096]

english subtitles please 🥺💙

[@dhruvsondkar23]

I want English subtitles 😲😲💕💕

[@마석도-dosk]

쉬췅화뢍 뫊위뫊위 솨뢍홰 쥬쉐요

[@maestroricardo3809]

I love You Chung Ha 🥺, me encantan mucho tus videos:3, ojalá leas mi comentario y llegues a venir a México pasando la Pandemia😭sería un sueñoooooo🥺❤️

[@newguyinarea]

They must forgot English subtitles when the video re-uploaded. MNH comes back n fix my happiness (put it on)

[@mikaellaandrea7517]

iloveyou babie

[@월야킴]

울 김씨가문의영광! 청하공주님 👍화이팅 !

[@마석도-dosk]

쉬췅화뢍

[@you_tube1107]

시청하랑은 더이상 안나오려나…보고싶다..

[@v-kei_alein6531]

8:18

[@benegan.as95]

Does anyone have the gif version of 7:45 ?

[@Jessica-balussou]

Hey Chung Ha could you talk about your experience as a trainee dancer in the USA? 💃🇺🇸😁

[@fadlytheworld]

Why this video repost?

[@bappo1525]

IM EARLT

[@malvagaming6645]

i wish i can understand 🥺

[@chno.3561]

MNH please bring Chungha and Wjsn Exy together I'm begging.....🙏🏻ㅜ.ㅜ

[@kk_djmm]

17 views and 28 likes. mmm makes sense.

[@jkui14909]

무슨일이에요?왜 이게 다시 올라왔나용?

[@kaist00]

Unnie maybe you could attend a dance class of your dancers' friends and vlog it. I think it would be so much fun and unique content for your channel. Since we byulharangs know that you and your friends known each other for so long😊 MNH Entertainment pls let it happen~~🙏🙏🙏

[@ELmayberry]

oh.. yes

[@구독자-t2s]

웃음 써놓고 공포를 보여줬으면 반응꿀잼인데 아쉽네요ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

[@rosieannaros]

where the english sub🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺👉🏻👈🏻

[@karthikeyanarumugam03]

English subtitle?

[@Whosthisbyul]

Please added the eng sub back on.

[@dhanylkhrissnamijares7966]

pls with somi next ep. in chungh harang.......

[@whatifidownload]

CHUNGHA MUKBANG PLS

[@y0onseo_n]

why repost?

[@anshwerice]

why did they repost this?

[@theubayd9207]

English subtitles ?? 😔

[@causeforeverfade419]

지웠다가 다시올린건감?

[@박창현-x4n]

창현 94년9월18일 무당

[@whyranowhyrano4518]

뭐야 왜 좋아요하고 조회수가 리셋 된거야? 영상 다시 올림??

[@banoh6644]

데뷔무대 멋있기만한데 어디가 어때서 항마력 테스트야 ㅡㅡ

[@최재호-g2f]

똘삼 똘러코스터 들어주시길 기원 1일차

[@hiya1399]

english subs?

[@65teachman]

왜 다시 올라왔징..

[@devinjo2318]

Oink Oink.. You are all I want.. You are all I truly Need.. I remember I was at the Woods.. walking by myself.. and setting UP the campfire.. Just had to get Out because I started to Miss YOU so Bad.. lately.. I am starting to miss YOU again.. so I am going back.. I have received a message.. and YOU told me to Come to the woods.. and this Time YOU are going to be there.. of course.. I know I am going No matter What.. I am walking into the Woods.. I have the Empty Glass Jar.. and YOU are wondering.. WHY am I holding this Empty Glass Jar.. it is because I am going to ask something.. I am going to ask for Your Heart.. For a long time.. only thing I can see through this Glass Jar.. It had NO Life.. it has been empty for a Long time.. so I am going to ask.. If I can Have Your Heart.. as I am holding the Empty Glass Jar.. and walking deep into the woods.. I have the flash Light and I am looking on the ground.. I stop.. and I see YOU standing there.. I am wondering.. Is it really YOU.. of course It is YOU because who else can come deep into the woods Late at Night.. I am standing still.. YOU are so Brave.. Aren't YOU not afraid of the Dark.. but at the same time.. I see that YOU have a Courageous Heart.. a strong Heart indeed.. which makes My Heart to Beat.. Of course I am Not afraid because if it is ALL about meeting YOU.. even with My Heart be beating.. I will be here.. I will be there for YOU.. and I would take a step closer.. but.. enough to give YOU some space and distance.. Can I step a little Bit closer.. or DO YOU want me to stop right here.. I haven't been to this woods for a while.. But.. After receiving.. The last time I came.. I remember I was sitting down by the fire.. and I walk into the waters because I started to Miss YOU.. I woke UP in the Hospital.. but.. here I am.. still wanting to be with YOU.. and it was surprising to see that YOU asking me to come.. I am speaking and asking.. wishing that This will happen.. I know that when YOU speak from YOUR Heart and believe.. I do know that Dreams and wishes can come true.. and that is why I am Speaking and Sharing.. that is How I know I truly Believe that One day.. some day I will see YOU.. I will meet YOU and will be able to tell YOU How my Heart feels and How My Heart has never changed of Loving YOU.. I know it can happen.. as I am waiting for YOU.. I see you lift UP and you turn to face Me.. YOUR Beauty.. makes me Crazy.. when I stare at YOU.. and YOU are so Beautiful.. it drives me crazy.. Do you know that.. Makes me Heart to skip and sometimes.. It beats faster than Usually.. so I am asking YOU.. DO you know why I am here are this very Night.. Look at my hands.. I am holding onto something.. and I lifted UP the Empty Glass Jar.. if you have send a message to Me.. and I know you want to tell me something.. Please tell me what is IN your Heart.. WHY did YOU send me a Message and I received from YOU.. Please tell me that YOU want me to be by your Side.. Please tell me that YOU have chosen me to be the One who can Love YOU.. Is it that Hard to make a decision.. I already knows who I want.. and WHO I need.. I already knows my answers.. so.. Please tell me that I am able to Love YOU.. there must be a reason why YOU wanted me to come to this Woods.. I had to walk many miles.. and it took me days to come this far.. because I knew that I wanted to meet YOU.. Please tell me so I know if I can ask YOU a Question.. so do YOU want me to go first.. to ask YOU what is in my Heart.. if you look at my hands.. I am holding unto this Glass Jar.. One night.. I sat UP from my Bed and this Glass jar was set on the Desk.. I just could not look at it because the Glass Jar was empty.. I tried to put a Flower inside this Empty Glass Jar.. But.. the Flower did not make It.. it withered and died few days later.. after that kind of experience.. I just left it like this.. Empty.. I would look at this Empty Glass Jar.. made me feel so Sad.. made me feel so Gloomy.. and made me miserable because It was useless.. felt like myself Empty.. and felt it had NO LIFE.. just did not feel right being in my Room.. so after receiving a Message from YOU.. something Hit me from my Heart.. How about Your Heart.. I know if it is YOUR HEART.. I know that I can grow to Love YOUR HEART.. I know it would give me a meaning.. give me a Life.. I know I would not be sad and blue.. but Joy will spring UP like the Flower I put when it was alive.. so I had this thought.. I started to Day Dream of what would it be Like if I can Have Your Heart.. how would it be like in the Room.. so Now.. I am here.. Of course I want to know why did YOU send a message to me.. but also.. I want to know.. Can I have Your Heart.. before YOU can answer.. I want to know.. Can I have Your Heart.. I need Your Heart.. I want to see Your Heart.. if I am able to put Your Heart inside this Glass Jar.. I know it would Not be empty any more.. it is because.. without Your Heart.. it be useless.. without meaning.. but with YOUR HEART.. I want to tell YOUR HEART.. that I love YOU.. if I can Love Your Heart.. Now.. looking at YOU much closer.. If I am able to come this far.. and able to be this close to YOU.. At least give me a chance to speak.. I want to tell YOU something.. but I first need to tell YOUR HEART.. I would hold the Empty Glass Jar and I would show YOU.. LOOK.. Please look at this Glass Jar.. If you look inside this Glass Jar.. YOU are not going to find anything inside.. this is how it feels.. without YOU.. I feel so Empty but.. I know that I have so much to give.. so much to tell YOU.. tell YOUR HEART.. to tell you every Night.. just like this Night.. How much I want to be with YOU.. I want to hold YOU.. holding YOU close but looking at Your Heart.. I love YOU.. so Please.. Please.. show me Your Heart.. I want to see Your Heart first.. before I am going to ask to Have Your Heart.. but first.. where is Your Heart at.. I need to see.. I did not come all the way here for nothing.. even though I know I have Nothing to give YOU.. that is why I am asking YOU for one thing.. YOUR HEART.. WHY can't you tell me Yes.. Why can't you answer my Question.. Why cant you give me Your Heart.. YOU KNOW that I love YOU.. I love you enough to tell YOU that I want Your Heart.. all to myself I want.. I need Your Heart.. so that I can pull you closer to me and to MAKE YOU MINE.. and I stood there.. just waiting for YOUR ANSWER.. but I can see that YOU did not want to give me because I see YOU start to back UP.. I am wondering.. AM I being just too fast.. or too aggressive of asking you.. BUT.. YOU do not know How long I had to wait for this very day to come.. I had to wait for a long time.. it is Not easy for a person Like me to get this kind of chance to ask YOU for just One thing.. I am only wanting to Love Your Heart.. If only that is possible.. if I can love YOUR HEART.. I know that another waiting period will take time.. but If you do NOT give me Your Heart.. I will crumble.. I do not want to put this Glass jar in the room.. because it makes me feel so Sad.. so sad that tears show UP at many nights because I miss YOU.. How can I love YOU if I can't love Your Heart.. Please tell Me.. How do I get to Your Heart.. Show me Your Heart.. How do I get to Your Heart.. Please.. I just can't wait any more longer because I waited already a Long time.. Do you know How hard it is to be only a shadow and to love YOU from miles away.. distance has become a friend of mine cause I need to Love YOU.. but you won't let me Love YOU.. Help me to love YOU.. I am asking YOU.. but as I wait in the woods.. there is a logs set on the ground.. and I see the fire.. burning the logs and woods.. and I look down.. DO you see that.. and I see you turn your head to look down at the Woods and the logs.. fire is burning it Up.. that is How My Heart feels when I look at YOU.. When I think of YOU.. that is How my Heart feels many nights.. and when I look at the Empty Glass Jar.. which is set on the top of the desk.. I get so sad.. I want Your Heart.. I need Your Heart inside this Glass Jar.. but why can't YOU even show me Your Heart.. Did you not bring Your Heart with YOU.. if you know that YOU cannot live without Your Heart.. I know YOU have your Heart with YOU.. Please show Me How Your Heart looks.. am I allow to see Your Heart.. because I need to see Your Heart first.. I want to tell Your Heart.. if My lips can speak because My Heart speaks.. I want to tell Your Heart.. MY Heart is always beating for YOU.. It never stops its beat.. I can hear the sounds of the beating inside of Me.. MY Heart tells me.. I love YOU.. why can't I just stop loving YOU.. but I keep on telling myself.. I do Love YOU anyways.. I don't know why I can't just stop.. sometimes I think of YOU many times of day.. it goes through until Night.. but it hits me the most before I go to bed because I know I just love YOU.. why can't I stop.. I just don't know.. that is why I know I have to first see Your Heart.. I want to know the color of Your Heart.. the Shape of Your Heart.. can I touch Your Heart.. can I hold Your Heart and tell Your Heart.. My Heart keeps on beating.. it beats so much that I say.. Beat it.. I just feel like I am going crazy because I need YOU.. I need YOU to be my Love.. I need YOU to be here in my life with me.. I want to love YOU with all I can.. so Please.. Show me Your Heart.. tell me that I can see Your Heart.. as I would look Up.. and I would look at YOU.. can I please take a step closer.. I want YOU to hear something.. Do

[@devinjo2318]

MAH MAH.. I am Looking at YOU.. You with the White Dress.. and I just can't believe it is YOU.. MAH MAH.. It is My Princess.. NEH CONG JU NIM.. Still can't believe that I am standing next to YOU.. Never imagine that I be able to share my Heart to YOU.. Always felt Like I am a Shadow.. just Distance and Miles apart.. Separated from YOU.. How is it that I am able to share my Heart.. Share this Heart of Mine.. How is it possible that I am able to tell YOU.. How much I love YOU.. I remember.. this Place.. BY this Tree.. only thing that I can do was to Look across.. and Only I can be dreaming.. Wishing upon the Stars.. I would watch over.. Looking at the Sky.. Looking at the Night.. Looking at the Moon.. and just be wishing.. Only It may happen.. but.. I would only put my Hand on this Chest.. and Only can be thinking.. dreaming.. even though I may be dreaming.. will it ever come true.. Is it possible that I am able to express my Heart and share my Heart direct to YOU.. How can it be.. As I am standing By YOU.. I turn to face YOU.. Looking at YOU.. Can YOU feel what I feel.. Can YOU Hear my Heart beating for YOU.. YOU are so Near to Me.. How can this be True.. and I put my hand on my Chest.. DO you see My hand.. it is touching my Chest.. but Inside is My Heart.. touching my Heart because My Heart is beating only for YOU.. Because I love YOU.. I just can't take my eyes off of YOU.. As I look Up.. I see the Sun.. and I pull the Sword Off the sheath and I show you the Blade of the Sword.. and I turn to YOU and I show you the Sword I am holding.. For a Long Time.. I dreamed of Holding a Sword.. I dreamed of holding this Sword to Protect YOU.. to protect the Nation.. the Palace.. to protect YOU CONG JU NIM.. I wanted to show YOU someday that I can be a Warrior.. that I can fight so that I can protect YOU.. to take Charge over to show YOU that I am also a MAN.. When I first saw YOU.. I do remember that I could Not even Hold a Sword.. only a Stick in my hand.. but what can a Stick do if a Person has a Sword.. I will die and I can't even protect myself.. I remember the first time I saw YOU.. I couldn't do anything.. holding a stick.. for what.. to do Nothing on my part.. I saw YOU riding on the Horse.. the White Horse and YOU blew my Mind.. I couldn't think straight.. I felt I was going crazy over YOU.. just fell on my knees.. because YOU are so Beautiful.. I remember I asked a person who I knew.. the Person said that Young Girl who is riding on that Horse.. She is the Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH is what the person told Me.. and there is NO way YOU can even lift UP your eyes unless YOU wish to Die.. if YOU want to dig up your Own grave.. YOU can love but WILL die if the King.. or the Queen finds Out.. I remember I just could Not stop Looking at YOU.. YOU were wearing the same dress.. the White Dress on a White Horse.. going through the Fields.. fields of Flowers.. your hands would be holding.. grabbing unto the Flowers.. it was at this Same garden.. not Here at the hill top.. but at the Bottom below.. I was holding a Bucket of waters.. working and I saw YOU.. I remember the Bucket fell off my hands.. and I see YOU Off the White Horse.. walking across the field.. Your Smile.. the twinkles in your eyes sparked and felt like I saw a Shooting stars from your lovely Eyes.. and I would stand there.. the Bucket on the floor.. water across the ground.. My Heart would be pounding.. it be pounding with Beatings coming with it.. I felt like My Heart has been attacked.. Never felt this way in my Life.. I stood there.. wondering.. what just happened to My Heart.. another Boy who works with me comes and stands next to me.. and he looks at my eyes and turns to look.. and He could not believe.. I turn to look at the boy who worked with me.. he says.. that is MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. SHE is MAH MAH.. CONG JU MAH MAH NIM.. and I just couldn't believe it.. How does He knows but I don't know that.. I felt so Ashamed and I felt hurt for Not knowing but what was going to Happen to my Heart.. My Hand kept on touching my Chest.. I wanted my hand to stop.. but My Heart from the Inside kept on Beating and Pounding.. I felt I am going out of control.. HE looks at me.. He was another person who told me.. Not to think of YOU.. Don't even think about it because YOU will die.. YOU will be killed by Guards.. and yes.. I saw few Special Body Guards and Guards standing.. with Swords.. and they were watching over YOU.. and I started to Cry.. as the Boy who works with me left.. I can't believe it.. WHY.. WHY do I have to Love YOU.. I know that I am going to Die.. I know I will not live a Long time but WHY.. I asked myself.. I know it is IMPOSSIBLE to love someone who is the Princess.. But What can I do.. How can I stop if I already started to Love YOU.. I just couldn't believe it.. I be holding a stick in my hand.. and I lift to look at it.. I told myself.. Can I ever hold a sword.. what can I do with this Small stick.. Nothing I can do.. can't even protect my own self then How can I protect YOU My Princess.. as I watch YOU come and go.. I remember YOU love flowers.. I started to gather some seeds.. and I would start to sow seeds and to start planting in the Garden.. I know that the Princess.. CONG JU NIM comes to this Garden from Time to Time.. So I want to at least give YOU a Flower.. I see One Flower.. it catches my eyes.. as it begin to produce and grow and Mature.. It was the SUN FLOWER.. I would look at this Flower.. I told that Flower.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM is going to show UP to this garden again.. SO I am going to prepare so that the Princess may have this Flower.. I want to give so that It speaks what is in my Heart.. there is Nothing that I can give to MAH MAH.. what can I give.. but I want to give this Flower showing it has a special Place in my Heart.. I remember YOU came.. brought an Army with YOU.. who stood BY to watch and guard YOU.. I remember I Heard the News that YOU came to the Garden.. Would walk through the field of Flowers.. and I ran.. I grabbed the SUN FLOWER.. and I saw YOU at the field.. and YOU turn to face me.. My Heart.. I am not sure why My Heart would act UP.. I can hear loud beatings coming from the Inside.. can Hear like someone is knocking at the door.. so Loud and Clear.. Holding the SUN FLOWER in my Hand.. I asked for Your Hand.. if I can give YOU this Flower.. will YOU take and accept this Flower.. I know there is nothing I can give.. what can I give.. I am a Lowly servant Boy.. I can't give YOU anything but please.. Just remember that THIS SUN FLOWER has a Special Place in my Heart.. I was gathering some seeds.. a friend of Mine told me he had a SUN FLOWER SEED.. and gave it to me.. it be the Most Beautiful Flower in the Garden because of HOW it brings a True JOY OUT.. so I would smile as I planted and sowed with other seeds.. and MY FRIEND was right.. I feel in love because this Flower always reminds me of YOU.. Makes me Smile and stands Out of the crowd.. after I saw this Flower.. I just wanted to give and show YOU.. My Heart always felt this Happy when I saw YOU.. when No one else was around or came.. the Smile YOU GAVE ME.. the Love that is IN MY HEART started because YOU are More Beautiful than this SUN FLOWER.. and wanted to say.. How much I love YOU.. will you please take It.. will YOU please receive this Flower.. I saw YOU open YOUR HAND.. and YOU took it from My hand.. I never felt so Happy in my life.. I would be crying because I was so happy.. as I saw YOU leave.. My Heart be beating as I watch YOU.. Holding unto the Sun Flower.. Ever since that day.. I needed a Picture of YOU.. I wanted to keep on looking at YOU.. I did not want to lose my sight.. I did not want to stand here missing YOU.. but to keep on thinking of YOU and just loving YOU looking at your Picture.. I remember Standing on the Hill TOP.. I wanted YOU to come to this TOP of the HILL.. by this tree.. I wanted to ask YOU for a Favor.. if I can have a Picture of YOU.. YOU TOOK my breathe away that day.. WHEN I saw YOU walking UP the Hill TOP.. I felt like why are YOU doing this to Me.. a Part of me is saying.. I know YOU should not come.. it is wrong on my part.. but the Other side is telling me.. I love YOU.. does Not matter about my Life.. As long as YOU KNOW CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH How much I love YOU.. I am doing this to tell YOU.. this is my Heart.. it goes much More than this because I want YOUR FULL ATTENTION.. and yes.. I need Your Heart and I want Your Love as much as I want to give YOU everything that I have.. as I saw YOU walking UP the Hill top.. I am standing there.. CAN THIS BE TRUE.. and YOU asked me why I send a Word.. but YOU came.. it is MAH MAH.. it is CONG JU NIM.. the Princess.. WHY would YOU even come.. WHY WOULD YOU show UP when YOU are at the Highest level.. why would YOU come to this Poor Boy.. this lowly Life servant.. WHY WOULD YOU even come here.. but I asked.. I have a favor for YOU.. and a Boy.. who is great artist.. who draws great sketch Paper.. Picture of YOU.. WHEN I saw YOU.. YOU had a BABY BLUE DRESS.. SO beautiful.. my eyes wanted to wander away because I did not want YOU to think I am a creep or think I be making YOU feel uncomfortable.. But I would watch YOU stand By the Tree.. with a Smile.. the Boy would sit.. started to draw on the sketch Paper.. and I

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MAH MAH.. would be behind HIM looking at the Picture of YOU.. as I watch the Art.. when the Boy finished drawing on the sketch paper and He showed me the Picture of YOU.. It took my breathe away because the Image of YOU.. as beautiful as YOU are.. so was the Picture of YOU On the Sketch Paper.. I remember I showed YOU the picture.. this is How good this boy was and I paid HIM and I asked YOU.. if it is okay.. I am asking a permission if I can have this Picture of YOU because I want to look at YOU.. whenever YOU are far away and I know that I be missing YOU.. only way to get through the most difficult times is when I look at the Picture of YOU.. so that I won't miss YOU.. and YOU looked at me and gave me a smile.. I started to Love the Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU because I wanted to be close.. I wanted to feel close to YOU and tell YOU.. I love YOU.. what can I do if I love YOU.. missing YOU hurts.. but Loving YOU hurts more when YOU are not around.. I remember that Night YOU left.. I wanted to see YOU.. I wanted to be near YOU even though YOU left.. I started to cry because I kept on missing YOU.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. Do you know how much I love YOU.. that YOU means everything to Me.. Can YOU say a word to me and tell me what do YOU think.. MAH MAH.. ever since I first laid my eyes on YOU.. I told myself that One day YOU are going to notice me.. that One day YOU are going to see me the way I am.. as I am looking at the Blade of the Sword and I look at the reflection.. able to see my face.. I turn to LOOK at YOU.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. do you know How hard it was for me to have this Sword.. DO you know that My Heart had to break into pieces that I wanted to Hold this Sword in my hand.. I did lost My vision and My dreams once I got to know.. trying to get Close to YOU.. I became foolish in my own eyes until I saw that even the Prince.. WANG JA NIM.. He too also wanted to have YOU close in his arms.. WHEN I saw the Prince and how you brought him over.. to this same Place.. this Hill top by this tree.. My Heart.. it broke.. I couldn't believe that YOU would bring when YOU knew How much I wanted to be with YOU.. How much I adore and admire YOU and How much I love YOU.. WHEN I saw the Prince and saw HIM standing near to YOU.. I knew that it was all over.. everything went into the trash of my Heart.... I knew that I was Not the One but.. of course.. how can I be the One to be with YOU anyways.. YOU are MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. so I knew that I was finally finding my place as I was walking down.. YOU do not know How many days I would cry.. felt like mourning for a loss.. and I felt so Lonely... I feel so depressed and empty.. I would look Out the window.. walking UP the Hill top alone during the Night.. I would be at the TOP of this Hill and I would stand by this Tree.. of course I wanted YOU to be Near CONG JU NIM.. I would be waiting for YOU even though I knew YOU were Not going to Come.. just remembering the Prince.. he would be smiling Looking at me and telling me.. CONG JU NIM is going to be marrying Him.. he would laugh out loud with such a Great proud that it hurt My own Pride.. I would stand alone by this Tree.. Only If I can see YOU again.. when can I see YOU again but.. Marrying the Prince.. I should Not be thinking about YOU.. When I would be walking to the Hill TOP.. I would see a blur vision of figure.. Hoping that It was you standing by the Tree on this hill top alone.. when I came here.. I am just dreaming.. I would be unfolding the sketch paper.. the Picture of YOU.. my hand touch the face.. I would cry looking at the Picture.. the drawing art sketch Paper.. that is when I made UP my mind and started to dream.. I would hold the Stick. and Knew it was time to Hold a Sword.. and I just wanted to say Thank YOU for giving my dreams Back to me.. As a Boy.. I saw YOU in a distance.. I was holding a stick off a Branch.. Now I am holding this Sword in front of YOU.. I can protect myself but Now I know I can protect YOU with this Edge of the Sword.. because I know how much I love YOU.. I am waiting for You.. I send a Message to YOU CONG JU NIM.. and I am waiting for your Answer.. I am standing by this Tree.. it is so Hot.. so Under this Tree.. there is a Shade to COOL me Down.. I am asking YOU.. if YOU can Come and Meet me.. I saw YOU leaving.. and YOU had to Go.. it has been several weeks passing.. and I still can't get YOU off my Mind.. I want to be with YOU.. even though I know I can't.. YOU are wondering.. then WHY do I keep on asking for YOU if YOU know in your Heart.. YOU belong to a Prince.. I know that YOU belong with the Prince.. Someone who is Larger in Life.. who can give YOU so Much More than what I can give YOU.. I know.. Even though YOU be asking WHY.. I know in my Heart.. I too know that YOU do truly Belong with a Prince.. even though I may Never be A Prince.. I know that I am a Servant.. I am a Low Born Slave.. But.. I keep On thinking of YOU.. But even though YOU may be with a Prince.. WHO is able to give YOU so much More.. WHO can take you to Places and YOU can travel across the Globe.. and the Prince can buy YOU whatever YOU want.. and WHATEVER You need.. but.. I love YOU.. Can he loves YOU like the way I can Love YOU.. I know that I can give YOU LOVE and tell YOU more than Thousand.. even More than Million times.. HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.. will you accept thousand kisses on your Heart.. and if my lips tell YOUR EARS.. I love YOU.. will that truly Make you Smile.. make you laugh.. give YOU happiness.. I know that I may Never be able to give you the things what A Prince can give YOU.. But.. I can tell YOU.. all from the Bottom of my Heart.. I love YOU.. I will love YOU forever and keep on loving YOU.. YOU can get sick and tired of me telling YOU I love YOU.. But.. I know that I am Not afraid to Love YOU.. I am unwilling to give UP on loving YOU.. but.. Only YOU can open your Heart.. Princess.. My Princess.. MAH MAH.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. No matter WHAT.. I can love YOU more.. I can love you where YOU can tell Me.. STOP loving YOU but.. I will still love YOU even if YOU tell me to stop.. How can YOU tell me to Stop loving YOU.. it comes within my Soul.. it comes within Me.. It starts right here.. my hand touch the Chest.. inside.. MY Heart awaits for YOU.. I am waiting for YOU.. I am holding the Sketch Paper.. and I unroll.. both hands holding the sides of the Sketch Paper.. and I am looking at the Drawing of YOU.. I hold up to see YOUR FACE.. How come YOU don't want to see Me.. Please tell me that you will come.. CONG JU NIM.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. tell me that YOU are going to keep YOUR PROMISES.. that YOU will come to visit Me.. YOU TOLD me.. that after a short Time.. we will be meeting by this Tree standing on the Hill side.. now.. several weeks went by.. I have been walking UP this Hill.. and I been standing here by this Tree.. Underneath which gives me Shades.. I would stand.. LOOKING.. at the Distance.. I see the Palace.. I see YOUR HOUSE.. and Wanting is this the Day YOU are going to show UP.. as I would walk UP the Hill.. I would stand.. watching the SUN SET.. and I would see the SUN.. and I would seen the SUN going down.. Opening up the Sketch Paper.. Looking at the Picture of YOU.. I want to tell YOU.. WHY don't you show UP.. WHY DON'T you want to see Me.. I know that I have done any wrong.. with me is the Basket.. inside is the Sun Flower YOU have left Behind.. I would watch the Sun going down.. I feel so Hurt.. I would look as the Stars fills UP the sky above Me.. I would see the Moon show UP.. I would look at the Sketch Paper.. Picture of YOU.. I feel so Hurt.. disappointed.. I was very excited waking UP.. and getting Out and walking UP the Hill top.. I hear voices.. TIME TO EAT.. I don't feel like I want to eat sometimes.. WHAT if I go down the Hill Top and I eat.. and YOU show UP when I am coming down.. I would missed YOU.. I don't want to do that.. I don't want to disappoint YOU or hurt You.. I rather be the One who feel the Pain.. and I will be the One to suffer.. Because I know that I am the One who Loves YOU.. as I would stand there.. looking at the Moon.. I know that the Hour goes by fast.. I would roll the Sketch Paper.. the Picture of YOU.. and I would grab the Basket.. with that One Sun Flower.. and walk down the Hill top.. it can be a long walk when YOU are sad and Heart broken.. because I want to see YOU.. that I do believe that YOU will show Up one day.. I do believe that YOU will keep your Words.. YOU WILL keep your Promises which it brings a True Happiness when I get UP.. as I am standing on the Hill Top.. waiting for YOU.. I see a Boy running UP the Hill top.. and It must be a Good news.. a Boy is coming to give me some News.. a Message.. the Boy runs up and He reach to the Top and takes a deep Breathe.. I look at the Boy.. SO.. what About CONG JU NIM.. what About CONG JU MAH MAH.. did YOU

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MAH MAH.. sent a Word to the Princess.. the Boy Looks UP and gives me a SMILE.. and tells me.. YOU are coming.. that CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH is coming.. and I just can't believe the Words I hear.. I feel this Tears.. and I would stand there with tears falling down My Eyes.. it has been a while.. it seems so much Longer.. Even though time goes by fast.. when YOU STAND here at the Hill TOP just waiting.. it feels a TIME goes so Slow.. and the Boy smiles.. and He turns and runs down the Hill top to the village.. I am wondering.. SO.. Where is the Princess COMING.. where is MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. where.. and I LOOK down.. I see.. I see YOU walking UP the Hill.. I am wondering is this a Joke.. Am I dreaming.. or is this Real.. I see YOU walking up and I can't believe it.. it is really YOU.. WHY did it take so Long.. I have been waiting.. waiting and waiting for a Long Time.. By this Tree.. do YOU SEE.. and I see YOU walk up to the TOP of the Hill and YOU stand there.. and I am wondering.. WHAT does this Means.. I am so excited that YOU CAME.. and Yes.. I look down.. My hand grabs the SUN FLOWER.. and I look at YOU.. WHY are you leaving this Flower Behind.. He has been waiting for YOU.. and each time you drop this Flower.. YOU are hurting HIM.. like How you hurt me.. YOU have been hurting my Heart because YOU just don't want to show UP.. Please tell me.. that YOU did come for me.. or is it for this Flower.. as I am looking at YOU.. The Boy comes too.. and I look at YOU.. can YOU DO me a Big favor.. Can YOU stand by this Tree.. and I would move aside and I see YOU coming underneath this Tree.. I look at YOU.. the Boy is Not just a Messenger.. But He draws.. He is an Artist with Ink and paper.. I wanted to ask YOU that I want a New Picture of YOU.. the Rain.. When the rain hit on me.. it also got to this Sketch Paper.. Now.. it is so hard to see Your Beautiful Face on this Sketch Paper.. I can't go On without Looking at YOU.. so I had to ask this Boy to send me a Word.. to Ask If YOU can COME CONG JU NIM.. Princess.. will YOU PLEASE do me a favor.. can this Boy draw a Sketch Paper.. Picture of YOU.. WHEN YOU stay far away.. and I be miles of distance away.. I don't want to forget Your Face.. I would be looking at the Inkless Sketch Paper.. barely see the Face.. the Rain had it almost ALL gone of the Ink.. Please stand by this Tree.. This Boy.. He is so good a drawing.. HE told me.. YOU are so Beautiful.. Like this Sun Flower.. YOU are the Most Beautiful Flower in the World.. I would show you the Sketch paper I am holding.. and YOU see that YOU can barely see Your Face and I see that YOU have agree to the my word.. I walk away from the Shade.. and The Boy sits down.. with Ink and Sketch.. a New Sketch Paper.. He dips and starts to draw.. I feel so emotional right Now.. as I am watching this Boy Draw.. and It looks Just Like YOU.. and my Heart.. YOU are hurting my Heart because YOU are so Beautiful.. take my breathe away as I am watching YOU stand by this Tree.. underneath the shades.. as the Boy smiles.. I want to cry.. because I love YOU.. do YOU want to see a Man cry.. YOU are so Adored and Loved.. Because I love YOU SO.. I love YOU so much CONG JU NIM.. I can stay all through the Night.. Looking at the stars.. and wishing on those stars.. for YOU TO SEE me count the stars.. and hoping that YOU can soon.. I have been waiting through the Nights too.. Maybe YOU would show UP in the night.. the Moon watching over YOU.. my Princess.. I would look at the stars.. my princess.. I would look at the Moon.. CONG JU NIM.. do YOU HEAR ME.. I am waiting by this Tree.. across I can see Your palace.. and I still wait until YOU COME.. and I would wait.. I watch the Boy finish the drawing with Ink.. and I am able to see the whole Picture.. The Boy is so talented and gifted.. as the Boy gets UP and He shows me.. and I grab it with both hands.. So Beautiful.. CONG JU NIM.. please come over and take a Look.. I see YOU smile and walk over.. and I show you the Picture of YOU.. Looks exactly Like YOU.. DO you see what I see.. it is YOU.. My Princess.. and as I watch you look at the Sketch Paper.. I want to Hold YOU.. I want to Hold YOU close and tell YOU.. I love YOU.. I don't want YOU TO GO.. but I know that SOON.. the SUN is going to go down.. and I see.. it is getting Late.. I just can't let YOU GO.. why must YOU GO.. I don't think this Sketch Paper.. this Picture of YOU is Not enough with me.. I can't let YOU go.. WHY go.. Please stay with me.. I want YOU TO STAY with me so that I can Love YOU.. I only got started.. I just got started loving YOU.. so Let me grow this Love that I have for YOU more.. I want to be with YOU.. I want to be the One who Loves YOU.. don't go.. I am standing and On the Night Post.. I am guarding the Gates of Your Palace.. As I look Up.. I see the Moon.. It is so Peaceful and so Quiet.. In One of my Hand.. I am holding a Flower.. I have been waiting for YOU to Appear so that I can give YOU this Flower.. But.. for a while Now.. I have not seen YOU come Out.. Where are YOU My Darling Princess.. My Beautiful Lovely Princess.. My CONJU NIM.. I am wondering.. where are YOU.. As I lift up my arm.. my hand is holding this Flower and I am looking at It.. I wanted to show YOU.. How much I love YOU.. and How much YOU mean to me.. Where are YOU.. I close both eyes and I go back to the Garden.. walking through the Garden is many flowers out in the field.. from Daises.. to roses.. Blue bonnets.. and Sun Flowers.. I see even the Dandelions all around and across this Field in the Garden.. I look at this One Flower as I am walking across the field and I stop.. It is my Favorite.. it is the Sun Flower.. when I see this Flower.. always seems to make me smile and I think of YOU.. because Not just being so Beautiful.. Not just being so sweet.. but My Heart is glad.. I get so Happy when I see this Flower because.. just the colors shines Out to reach into my Heart.. I would bend to lower.. I grab by the Stem.. I break it off.. I want to show YOU this heart of Mine.. I want to tell YOU.. For a long time.. I have been waiting for a day for YOU to show up.. I want to give this Flower to YOU.. I stand Up straight and I toward the Sun.. I wonder if YOU can help me.. Help me to call My Princess.. NEH CONJU NIM.. make this Day so SUNNY that My Princess.. YOU would come out to join me.. and I turn and I walk away from the Garden.. as I am walking Off.. I stop.. I see a Beautiful Horse.. and As I look Up.. I just can't believe.. when I look UP.. I see YOU.. I see the Princess.. and I would lower myself.. and bend.. CONG JU NIM.. I see many of the Servants.. Maid servants and male servants.. all the noble men and guards behind YOU.. even the Generals of the Palace all came out.. all Lowers themselves.. One of the Maid servants runs to Help YOU off this Horse.. and I am just breathe taken by Your Beauty.. I am wondering.. why to this Garden.. I am wondering.. from all the places out where the Princess.. YOU can go.. why here.. I am Just Nobody.. just a person who take cares of this Garden.. but My Heart.. what have you done to me.. I know I can't love YOU.. YOU are the Princess of the Palace.. YOU are the Chosen one to succeed to the Next in line.. but HOW.. I know this is going to Hurt me because I know I can't love YOU.. but.. I feel like I am going to love YOU any ways even though It will kill me.. CONG JU NIM.. CONG JU NIM.. I am looking at the ground.. what brings YOU here.. to this Low shabby Place.. there is another Garden.. But for the Royals.. council Noblemen and women.. for the Highs of this world.. Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. It is better for me to die for you to enter here.. I see YOU walk pass me by and go into this Garden.. My Heart.. It is going to bleed inside of me.. Princess.. what Happens if the King and the Queen finds Out.. YOU are not suppose to be here.. I turn around.. Looking to the ground.. I am a low born.. and YOU know that Your Father told you not to come here.. and WHY are you so Beautiful.. and It stops everyone and looks at me.. I am so Sorry.. But.. I just had to say from my Heart.. YOU are so Beautiful.. YOU are so Wonderful and so Lovely.. but.. YOU just can't come here.. can I please raise my head to see YOU.. and I see YOU telling my to go head and I look Up.. I am on my fours.. YOU are so Beautiful.. But.. Please.. this is Not the place for YOU.. and I look at YOU for the first time.. YOU have shaken me from the Inside.. My Heart tells me.. Stop looking.. it is Not meant for it to happen.. Lower and look at the ground.. and My Head goes down to look at the ground.. I hear your voice.. and YOU have asked me to be the guide

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MAH MAH.. here.. I am wondering.. is this what I just heard.. I am asking YOU that YOU should not go pass through.. But YOU want me to guide you around.. and take you around this garden.. and I get Up and stand to look.. YOU have to remember that my Father was also working at this Garden.. He was taken away from me.. He was taken to become a soldier.. he was only a foot solider and died on the battle field.. My Mother was taken to be a slave.. I was told to take care of this Garden.. I don't want this garden be taken away from me.. this is the only memories I have of my family line.. if you walk pass through and Your Father the King finds Out.. this Garden will be taken away from me.. I have lived all my life and worked for this garden.. I see YOU telling me to Go and be a Guide.. How am I suppose to explain if YOU are so Lovely.. if YOU are so Beautiful.. I am speechless.. my words.. I can't say a word.. LOOKING at you so close.. But as the Princess for the Nation.. I mean.. why here.. why to this Garden.. and I don't think you will see anything different from the Other Garden.. It has so much More.. and I would walk next to YOU.. I just can't stop staring.. YOU are so Beautiful.. I did hear about how the Princess.. CONG JU NIM is so Beautiful.. but looking at YOU so Close.. the words just can't come out.. and I see YOU stop by this One bed of flowers.. and I am looking at it.. I smile.. this is the Little Ones.. The Sun flowers I am growing.. it took me months to start to see the process of their Growth.. but they are my babies.. my children flowers.. and as I lift up the arm.. hand holding the Sun Flower.. This is the one that grew.. NOW mature and full grown.. ready to show YOU the Beauty of the Flower.. I see you turn your Head and you are looking at this Sun Flower.. DO you want to have this One.. I was thinking of YOU.. of course I have never seen you or met you before until Now.. But.. I was thinking of YOU Princess.. Cong JU NIM.. I was thinking and I pulled it off.. right when I turned and to leave to go somewhere.. YOU just came.. This One is for YOU.. would you like to take this with You.. this is the very first.. it grew in this garden.. My first to see a Sun Flower.. and Now.. it has matured and fully grown.. I waited for more months to see.. waited for the rain to come down.. for the Sun to rise up.. watching the Moon over.. as I would sit right here.. waiting for this Sun Flower to come alive.. Now.. this Flower.. the Sun Flower belongs to YOU.. I see your hand grab the Sun Flower.. and I see YOU smile.. Oh wow.. YOU are much more prettier.. More beautiful when YOU smile.. YOU make the Sun Flower cry because YOU are more prettier than She.. she will call YOU sun Flower instead.. BUT PRINCESS.. I am not sure how far YOU want to walk.. and I look at the Maid servants next to you.. a Man comes into the garden with a Message from the King.. and I see you.. My Princess.. My Cong JU NIM.. I see you look at me and I see you turn away as YOU walk away from this Garden.. The rain slows down.. and I am guarding the Palace door.. For a long time.. I been loving YOU.. I am not sure how many years went by.. day and Night.. I would be standing by the Tree that was in the garden.. someone told Me.. if YOU wait by the Tree and YOU make a wish of loving someone.. it will happen.. SO I would be waiting by that tree.. when I first heard the news.. I would be looking at the Sketch Paper.. picture of YOU.. wishing and praying that it would be you.. but Now.. I am here.. still I am waiting for YOU.. Not in the garden.. Not underneath the tree.. But by the Palace Gate.. I know that I have come Long ways.. I would ask the MOON.. WILL YOU LOVE ME.. WILL you see the Heart of Mine how much I love YOU.. would you know how many days.. weeks months has passed by.. years went by.. I be loving YOU STILL.. waiting and waiting for the Princess.. CONG JU NIM to know how much I LOVE YOU.. would you ever know this Heart of Mine.. still.. but much closer.. I am here still be loving YOU.. I love YOU.. I love you like there is NO tomorrow.. I love YOU like today is my last day.. It can be the last breathe I take.. I am able to tell YOU.. Princess.. I never stopped loving YOU.. if YOU are asking me WHY do I love YOU.. it is because YOU are just really YOU.. My Princess.. NEH CONG JU NIM.. because to my Heart.. to my eyes.. I see YOU as the Princess.. I see YOU as the ONE who is the best.. I just wanted to say.. I love YOU.. even I miss YOU so Much.. missing YOU but still loving YOU.. I love YOU.. This Sun Flower.. why did YOU show UP.. WHY KEEP ON HURTING ME.. my Heart.. A small box.. and I open the top Lid of the Box.. The SUN FLOWER is laying inside.. I still feel the Rain falling Down.. I hear the Thunder roar and Lightening flashes through the dark sky.. as I am being soaked Wet and I am looking at the SUN FLOWER.. I know that the third time can be the WINNING TIME.. and I put the TOP LID over the small box.. and I turn and LOOK UP at the TOP CHAMBER.. as I look up at the window.. I see YOU standing in your room and YOUR EYES meets mine.. I am Now a Soldier.. guarding the door of the Palace.. and I think YOU see me.. and I am not sure if YOU recognize me at ALL.. I see your figure disappear.. I am not sure if YOU KNOW WHO IS loving YOU.. I have come all this way because I love YOU.. I want to be close too you My Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. as I get UP.. the rain slows down.. and I am guarding the Palace door.. For a long time.. I been loving YOU.. I am not sure how many years went by.. day and Night.. I would be standing by the Tree that was in the garden.. someone told Me.. if YOU wait by the Tree and YOU make a wish of loving someone.. it will happen.. SO I would be waiting by that tree.. when I first heard the news.. I would be looking at the Sketch Paper.. picture of YOU.. wishing and praying that it would be you.. but Now.. I am here.. still I am waiting for YOU.. Not in the garden.. Not underneath the tree.. But by the Palace Gate.. I know that I have come Long ways.. I would ask the MOON.. WILL YOU LOVE ME.. WILL you see the Heart of Mine how much I love YOU.. would you know how many days.. weeks months has passed by.. years went by.. I be loving YOU STILL.. waiting and waiting for the Princess.. CONG JU NIM to know how much I LOVE YOU.. would you ever know this Heart of Mine.. still.. but much closer.. I am here still be loving YOU.. I love YOU.. I love you like there is NO tomorrow.. I love YOU like today is my last day.. It can be the last breathe I take.. I am able to tell YOU.. Princess.. I never stopped loving YOU.. if YOU are asking me WHY do I love YOU.. it is because YOU are just really YOU.. My Princess.. NEH CONG JU NIM.. because to my Heart.. to my eyes.. I see YOU as the Princess.. I see YOU as the ONE who is the best.. I just wanted to say.. I love YOU.. even I miss YOU so Much.. missing YOU but still loving YOU.. I love YOU.. I am standing by the Palace Gates.. Watching through the Night.. A guard who is next to me looks at me and tells me the One Window.. When I look back.. That is Your Chamber.. Where CONG JU NIM sleeps.. I am Looking UP.. I see the Dark Skies.. I see the Stars twinkling High Above.. I am missing YOU.. I am thinking about YOU.. the More I keep on missing YOU.. I keep on thinking.. The Guard Next to me says.. I am so Crazy.. What if the King finds Out about this.. What if the Queen Finds Out.. It is going on my Death Row.. and I look at the Moon.. I see Your Beautiful Face.. So beautiful.. and I reach on the back Pocket.. pulling Out is the Sketch Paper.. the Drawing of YOU.. I wish that I can see YOU right Now.. I wish that I can tell YOU HOW MUCH I miss YOU.. I miss you so bad.. feels Like I am going to have an Heart Attack.. DO YOU NOT KNOW HOW much I love YOU.. as both hands are Holding the Sketch Paper.. the drawing.. this Picture of YOU.. I am wondering.. WHEN can I see YOU again.. can it be really Soon.. I need YOU.. I need YOU close.. and I want to tell YOU.. put your hand on my Chest.. right here is where my Heart is at.. Can YOU feel how Fast My Heart is running.. How Fast my Heart can beat when YOU are so Close.. Please tell me.. my Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. Can I go to Your Chamber.. I need to see YOU right Now.. I need to tell YOU.. How much I need Your Love.. and see YOUR PRESENCE.. I miss YOU.. I really Miss YOU my Princess.. as I turn to LOOK back.. I look UP at the Window.. I am wondering.. Are YOU sleeping.. Are YOU sleeping.. Please come to the Window.. if YOU look Down.. I am sure YOU will find the Smaller Gate.. I am here waiting for YOU.. and I am waiting to see if

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MAH MAH.. YOU would ever come BY the window.. can I at least say Hi to YOU.. I know that I am a Lowly Born.. and I have NO rights to Love YOU.. but what can I do when My Heart does Not listen to Me.. Does Not listen to my Voice or Hear my Words.. It just does what the Heart do the Best.. to Love YOU.. can I please Love YOU.. and I turn to Look down.. this Sketch Paper.. the drawing of YOU.. this Picture.. I would feel so Sad.. because It has no colors.. just a Black and white.. but if it had some colors.. I think it would Hurt me More than YOU.. because loving YOU always Hurts my Heart.. I am wondering.. Do you think about Me.. or maybe YOU are just too busy in life that YOU HAVE no time to think.. But.. it seems like I am waiting for the next Military Camp.. and SOON it opens the door.. I am going to join to become in the Army Forces.. I can hear the Crumbling.. I see the Clouds forming and The Sky Grew Dark.. As I can see light rains falling from the Sky.. and has Become chilly.. I roll the Sketch Paper and Put it back into the back pocket.. As I look UP.. I am looking at the Moon.. Do you see me.. I see the Light on the Chamber.. if YOU are not asleep right Now.. can YOU Please come closer.. and I would turn to Look back.. and I see YOU.. standing by the Window and I see YOU looking at the Moon.. we are both Looking at the Same Moon.. CONG JU NIM.. if you can lower your head and Look down.. I am sure YOU can find a Figure.. a man who is standing Out.. who is guarding through the Rain.. Can YOU Please Look down.. and I would be Looking back.. LOOKING at Your Chamber.. the Window.. and I would wait for awhile.. But it seems Like YOU don't look down.. so I turn around.. LOOKING UP.. it is okay.. It is Alright if YOU don't look down.. YOU don't have to because YOU WILL not find anything down here.. as I look UP.. looking at the Moon.. How do YOU feel CONG JU NIM.. we are Both looking at the same MOON at this Night.. Of course I did not know that the Chamber back there was Your ROOM.. I just heard it today.. a new Guard has come and has replaced the Old Guard.. and He told me that the Chamber back there belongs to YOU.. when I heard about it.. IT took me by a surprise.. I wanted to turn back.. Open this gate and RUN towards that Window.. of course it is way HIGH up on tower.. But.. I wanted to let YOU know.. I came here for YOU.. I wanted to come to Protect YOU.. even though I may not be able to do Much.. at least I wanted to show YOU.. I am here.. A lot closer then YOU think.. as I keep on looking at that Moon.. I feel the rain drops coming.. and lightly.. as I am getting wet through the Night.. I am missing YOU.. we are here so Close but so Far because I want to be with YOU.. why can't I be with YOU.. as I turn to Look back.. I look UP towards the Chamber window.. I see YOU still there.. and I see Your Head Lowers to look down.. I am not sure if YOU know this is me.. and I see Our eyes meet.. but.. Seems like YOU don't recognize Me.. I see you turn your head away and YOU leave the Window.. I am standing by the Gates.. Back of the Palace.. I see the Sun.. A Messenger cries Out.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. PRINCESS.. Where are you going.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. and I turn around.. I see the YOU.. YOU are on the White Horse.. and I see YOU with a Beautiful White Dress.. my Both hands grabs the top of Bars.. and I look at you from the Distance.. MAH MAH.. I am here.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. if you can turn YOUR HEAD.. I believe YOU can Find me here.. I am at the back of the Gates.. CONG JU NIM.. PRINCESS.. MAH MAH.. where are you going.. The Messenger Lowers.. on fours looking on the ground.. and I am wondering.. WHY are you on that White Horse.. I know that YOU are suppose to get married right.. YOU know that I want to go to YOU.. But.. I heard YOU are going to get married to the Prince.. But.. its been years gone By.. many years went By.. WHY are you still here.. is that means.. Do you have a room in your Heart for Me.. Am I not the One.. or AM I wrong.. I know that YOU KNOW how much I love YOU.. what must I do to get close to YOU PRINCESS.. CONG JU NIM.. Please Tell me HOW do I get close to YOU.. if you have a secret that is sealed in your Heart.. please make me a ROOM.. give me TIME.. I need some time so that I can tell YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.. CONG JU NIM.. if you can turn aside and Look.. YOU will know that I am here.. the guard next to me looks.. giving me a Sign Not to look at YOU.. but.. I know YOU make my Heart to come Alive.. I can relive the days when I was younger.. When I loved YOU.. But My Heart has never changed in Loving YOU.. just give me a time.. space.. make a Room for me.. so that I can grab Hold of Your Heart.. MAH MAH.. tell me that I can Love YOU again.. Please.. allow me to Love YOU.. and I see YOU get on the Horse.. a Crown on top of the Head.. and the Horse.. the White Horse going toward the back.. I can't believe it.. is it really Princess.. the Guard next to me.. He announces.. CONG JU NIM is COMMING.. BOW to knee.. BOW to Knee.. and me and the Other Guard.. UNLOCKS and pulls the Gate Open.. and the Other Guard Bows to Knee.. I Bow to the Knee.. My Head looking on the floor.. I am wondering.. why does the Horse stop.. I know that It is the Princess.. and the People on the Other side.. all on the Fours.. looking at the Floor.. I hear Your Voice.. asking me to lift UP my Head.. But.. I can't.. I am going to be the One to be hurting.. YOU already Hurt me before.. I just can't look at YOU CONG JU NIM.. HOW CAN I.. I ran from the Garden.. but did not think that this Palace would lead to Your CHAMBER.. I am a coward.. I can't look at you and say.. I love you.. I would turn my head looking away.. to the Floor.. I can't.. I must Not.. The Other Guard looks up and looks at me.. I hear soft words.. Another Guard comes.. he grabs my Helmet and Pulls my Head.. I am now forced to LOOK.. I see YOU.. YOU look down from the Horse and YOU see me.. I have tears in my eyes.. I am Hurt.. I am Angry because I love the Garden.. After YOU broke My Heart.. I can't look back.. as two tear drops rolls down my eyes.. I just know I can't.. you know I told YOU many times I loved YOU.. sincere from My Heart.. YOU brought the Prince to that Tree.. it was a special place I wanted to show YOU.. How I wanted to see You Near.. because when YOU are so Far from Me.. and I can't reach YOU.. Only thing I have was the sketch Paper.. the drawing of YOU.. but.. I just couldn't look at the Picture of YOU.. I wanted to see YOU.. so I would walk UP on that Hill TOP.. and would Yell Out Your Name.. CONG JU MAH MAH.. CONG JU NIM.. I would be standing by that Tree.. Under the shades.. Hands close to my Mouth and call Out to YOU.. CONG JU NIM.. DO YOU HEAR ME.. I am standing at the Hill top.. if YOU ever miss me.. Please join me by this Tree.. YOU can see me standing there.. I be waiting for YOU because I love YOU.. why can't you hear me.. WHY can't you ever Love me.. Even though YOU are a Princess.. YOU are CONG JU NIM.. YOU are MAH MAH.. Love has No size.. Love is Not about How much Money you have.. I believe Love is all about giving and sharing with someone I love.. I just want YOU to know.. YOU should never Hold Back if YOU want to release it.. DON'T hold it back because you will regret when YOU DO.. I don't want to ever lose YOU.. I don't want to have NO regrets.. that is why I am able to tell YOU and share with YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.. WHY are you holding back.. WHY are YOU when I believe YOU deserve to be Loved.. But I am here to Love YOU.. I remember I would be calling Out.. standing on the Hill top.. underneath the Shades of leaves.. saying I will Not stop until YOU COME.. DO you hear Me.. YOU know that I am Hear.. Just waiting for YOU.. if YOU do not COME.. just remember that One day I will go to YOU.. I will show you that I too can go.. But YOU have to know that it is because I love YOU.. I will Not stop until YOU LOVE ME.. But Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. HELP ME to know that if I do come.. WILL you make a ROOM for me.. Give me a chance.. make a room for me too.. at least what I can do is just Love YOU.. from Far.. I would stand on the Hill top calling out your Name.. Princess.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. I love YOU.. I want to be gone with the Wind with YOU.. and from Near.. I still would like to tell YOU I love YOU.. and as the Private Guard holding the Helmet.. and I am forced to LOOK UP at YOU.. I see YOU.. and I say.. CONG JU NIM.. I am sorry that I did NOT listen.. But.. I just did Not want you to see Myself.. Because I am a coward of running away.. I know that I should not.. After I heard you getting Married.. My Heart was shattered.. I just could not stay at the Garden.. I did not know this was your Palace.. I heard the News you Got married.. But.. I don't know.. As I look at YOU.. I asked.. CONG JU NIM.. MAH MAH.. Where are YOU going.. Are you going somewhere Far.. Because I stay here now.. I am the Guard at the back Gate.. I wanted to grab Your Hand.. I wanted

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