You know your having it bad when you start listening to citizen slowed but the nostalgia of being depressed makes it so much worse if your having it in the first place. To anyone who feels like there drowning wanting to fill the cavity inside them just remember that you read this and that I love you all. You are wanted and people love you but most important is that you are valued for you inputs and your words and character are needed to fill the happiness of your family and friends. Talk to them about your emptiness and find a solution cause you are good