what it feels like to be a memory (playlist)

[@LSTSOUNDS]

Listen on Spotify - spoti.fi/3l0BFgw 💙

[@GAMEOVER-bb7uu]

😅 ‏‪12:21‬‏ ‏‪12:22‬‏ ‏‪12:25‬‏

[@brawlgirl3036]

​@repentandbelieveinJesusChrist8😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅 1:45 😅😊

[@ГеляЛиндерманн]

​@repentandbelieveinJesusChrist8😅

[@Onymane]

Thank you very much Can you add the music "Do You Know What Color Loneliness Is?" to the playlist ?

[@jaelcolorado5562]

​@repentandbelieveinJesusChrist8.

[@pinkytressathomas2382]

''Sometimes you will never know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory.'' -Dr. Seuss

[@Enky.]

This is why you need to love every moment you past with a person beacuse you will meaby Never see them again...

[@amvalley88]

Beautiful and heartbreaking at the same time ❤

[@aminagasizade3165]

"Sometimes, I pull so hard, I rip the skin!"

[@TheLilTenant]

"ass we can!" - the legend@@aminagasizade3165

[@2gotsomefries]

doctor sus

[@CloneWarsFandom]

"My life is just one constant battle between wanting to be alone, but not wanting to be lonely."

[@guvenbir]

Same.

[@deadcatbounce3865]

same

[@addynka144]

Yeah kinda. I need a lot of space for the giant cloud of thoughts and ideas above my head to grow and bloom, but I can get really lonely when I think of my friends. I only have three people I talk to actively but I know about all the amazing people around my state and they know about me.

[@Lolopiki]

⁠@@addynka144go for it and take action ask them to go out or something

[@tiffany8861]

What is the answer to this 😞

[@kitsune_reyna]

the more i fail to remember my past, the more i realise how precious it is to my heart. it hurts to know that i am forgetting myself by the time i grow up. i am changing so fast and it feels like i'm betraying my older self, my inner child. (UPD: I had no idea so many people would resonate with my feelings. I wish we all will be happy someday)

[@niamhy5941]

I agree

[@jde_qz]

Same

[@arobindudas4863]

I feel that way as well

[@NicDeVersatile]

😥

[@homerothompsonliberal7653]

😭😭😭😭

[@ChillKnightAmbient]

I am so happy to know that somewhere in this world there are others who love the same music that I do. We may not know one another, but we are connected

[@heathercraig8329]

🥰

[@AselCihan]

Your comment makes me smile

[@AselCihan]

And you're quite right 💯

[@Roaster523]

so true, I love this kind of music!

[@nailaama]

i love this kind of music vibes☹️

[@suhaskanamadi6128]

You know this playlist is going to be hard-hitting when it begins with Snowfall.

[@Mia_ALBIN0]

I wanted to say the same.

[@Veskar01]

Snowfall is honestly one of my favourite late-night songs.

[@tranian22]

I fell to my knees in public n yelled no

[@maryamfaziazam4356]

@@tranian22 I hope you're joking

[@zoenoelle8844]

heard the first note and my emotions went

[@sw1ss_ch33se]

while listening to this playlist, I think of all the people who I don’t come in touch with anymore. It’s weird how they were a part of my life, but now they’re just in my memories that I replay in my head and nothing more. I wonder if they think of me the way that I think of them. Edit: I made this comment during a vulnerable time of my life. I was having conflicts with a close friend of mine, and we had stopped being friends. I was devastated. Someone who I would talk to everyday, someone who I thought I would grow old with, someone who I trusted deeply, we grew apart and for a reason I still don't have an answer to. I constantly questioned to myself if I was the reason we stopped being friends or If I had done something wrong, because I just missed having a close friend like him. Recently this year, he messaged me happy birthday. I was honestly shocked. It was out of nowhere and I didn't think we would ever talk again. But when I talked to him, it wasn't the same as it was 2 years ago, I felt like the way I messaged was awkward and forced, no matter what I said, it didn't feel right. I can say we're on good terms again, but I no longer had this longing to be close again. We're not acting as if we're strangers to each other anymore, but we're not going to be how we were before.

[@tjhasley4688]

They think of you too, definitely

[@thestrengthwithin4249]

That’s a powerful thought 💭 I feel the same as you friend as I’m sure we all feel like this 🙌 Be happy and safe friend 👍

[@ethanlolution8282]

when ur vlogs coming out u liar!!!

[@Björntobewild]

The biggest love of my life is disappearing, and slowly my sanity is doing the same...

[@plasmacube3437]

@@Björntobewild dont lose urself man, ive been there, breathe slowly, steadily and try to shove all the crazed thoughts into another corner as she passes in memory or in real life and let them out in ur room or write a paragraph on what goes through ur mind. it helps, get well soon

[@JB_OldVoltBike]

Ahh yes.. The time socialising was easy The time you didnt care about school The time your home was healthy The time you never had to think about not having friends The time where we cried when we didnt get to watch more TV The time when we learned new things The time life was filled with color, rainbow and unicorns The time life felt like home The time life was worth living ... Will never be forgotten.

[@leonderprofie123]

True. And gotta love people trying to lecture you to be more positive without giving any instructions on how to do so 🤷‍♂

[@Slamm1nSalm0n]

When you're a kid, you are fully present in reality, not thinking about before or after. Nostalgia is simply the act of longing for the present moment. Once you relearn how to be present, the colors will start coming back. You should give yourself credit, because you are truly more powerful than you realize.

[@StonedTotheBones0000]

and then again in 30 years, youll be looking back on these moments with fondness as well. never truly appreciating the present, always just looking back on things. This is your wake up call to start learning how to appreciate the present because when you're always looking back, you realize how good you had it but never actually appreciated it. henceforth, your life is not well lived by always looking back instead of being in the moment. right now.

[@Umsersimples]

@@leonderprofie123 There is no better sermon than eating well, practicing physical activities, sleeping well, studying and focusing on your personal evolution, learning about emotional intelligence. Be inspired by people who have great behaviors and people. Strength!!

[@esthergonzalez3628]

😪😪😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@lonely-z3e]

I like the fact that all of us, listening to that playlist simultaneously, though far apart, are like visitors of the same library, lost between contemplation and concentration... I wish you the best with whatever you're working on (or dreaming about) guys :)

[@ytsuxmuhd4998]

👍 to you too.

[@jacksonsimmonds8799]

The only thing I wish for, dream about, and am working towards is to be happy again.

[@areusX1]

«Самое страшное одиночество - это когда ты там, где тебя никто не понимает»

[@PikaPluff]

Thanks you too!!

[@luminous_music05]

Beautifully said! It's like we're all sharing a moment in this vast library of thoughts.

[@thePuskycrafts]

“Sometimes the best memories are sad because you know they will never happen again.”

[@Baishampayan_Mishra]

It hurts me the most😢

[@ПланшетПланшетов-д2ж]

Yes

[@loganlucas5330]

that ones deep

[@lordofmagma455]

Yes your right Rn im crying because of my best memory...like...Its gone..😭

[@istmiregalwieichheiss]

But it has happened again..

[@ris1006]

"I miss my memories when I was a child, nothing to worried, and nothing to cry..." *sometimes i have that feeling, and I feel like I want to return to that memory*

[@MrKONING]

❤

[@dizawer4549]

Плакса ха ха Ну а вообще я посмотрел комментарии и теперь я думаю что иностранцы типо такие пиздец правильные а на деле хуйню какую-то пишут

[@Jam.lvp1]

I didn’t really have a good childhood my family died in a fire

[@ببجيببجي-ف8د]

bro I'm sorry for you if you want any thing i can help you ​@@Jam.lvp1

[@super.verse2.0]

​@@Jam.lvp1☹️

[@Shadowpaw_1618]

I'm struggling with depression.. These types of music help me cry, and it helps me calm down afterwards. Thank you.

[@Kevintott]

get well man.

[@RamceyKnowsIt]

Love bro💙 you’ll be fine🙏🏼

[@daivermonroymonroymejia9741]

I'm drowning in a puddle, it's just a matter of time when I fall without stopping, this hole inside my chest gets bigger

[@baileydixon8960]

You’re not alone sometimes crying is all we need to do we have to act strong so the world doesn’t chew us up

[@Pencilmmi]

🙏

[@nox...1111]

i lost my father 11 years ago from a heart attack, i was 7 and in a first grade, that tragedy hit me so hard especially me being a girls dad that my life ends with him that day and it changed me as a person. i got into such deep spiral of depression for many years, not only bcs of losing him but bcs of the abuse i endure, sexually, mentally, and physically. also bcs of the financial problem it cause my family to be in. in 2019 my mother fell ill, she got diabetes, stroke, and high blood pressure. mainly bcs of her lifestyle, she worked in a factory for us to live. i love my mother so much, once she fell ill she resigned and became a stay at home mom while i was 14 and have to take care of her and have to go to school and do chores. i do have a brother but he is no help. all the time she got into the hospital i stayed with her 24/7. ny brother graduates 2 years after my mom fell ill, he got no job for 3 years, me and my mom tried to understand him but he has no help inhelping me taking care of mom. i have such a caregiver burnout all the time that it turned me into an angry person, even to my mom, i felt massive guilt. on August 17th this year, she fell sick again after almost 2 years with no sickness or health dropping. she fell on the bathroom and it caused bleeding and probably concussion 10 days before she was sent to the hospital. she stayed there for 6 days, and then back to the hospital again in the 31st of august. she fell into a coma for a whole day and was placed in a hcu. turned out her gangren or diabetic wound got worst on her toe thumb that it has to be amputated. we stayed there for 12 days. we got sent home. at that moment i was frustrated cs i never got full deep sleep since she fell ill cs she won't stay still, ik it's probably her nerves but im still frustrated and no one really helped me, im stuck in the role of being the daughter in a patriarchy family and neighborhood. on the 16th of September we went for a routine checkups and to change her band aids, she won't listen to me and won't stay still when the band aids was changed, im struggling to hold her and to pick her up, yet the nurse refuse to help and just stare at me while im struggling, thankfully my cousin was a male nurse there. he helped me. and then on the 18th she got sent to the hospital again cs she almost had a seizure. her blood sugar is low. idk im inexperienced in this, i thought diabetes just meant u couldn't eat sugar no more. so i didn't give her sugar a lot but i sure did give her just a little amount of special sugar the hospital gave me to put with her hot tea. but it's no help, she stayed in the hospital again for the 3rd time. we got put in the same room as before and even the nurses and doctors recognized us. but i was kinda confused to why we stayed here less than 6 days. it was only for 5 days, but i told the nurses that my mom still fell ill and that i don't think sending her home was a good idea cs she'd probably gonna be sent here again, i just wanna make sure she's well when she was sent home. that was in the afternoon. around 5pm my aunt came as usual to visit us, at this time my mom's breathinh worsen and she started making sound whenever she exhaled, she already got an oxygen but she's stubborn and kept taking it off, even pulling her infuse and it resulted in her getting injected over and over again cs she did it multiple times, she's bruised up all over, i felt bad. then around 9:30pm she started to move a lot along with her struggle breathing, so i called the nurse and he gave my mom the biggest oxygen with the biggest pressure there is for her. and turned out her blood sugar is low again and he gave my mom this meds 5 mini bottles to stabilize her but it didn't work, and he said that the saturation of oxygen in her brain is very low, it was supposed to 90+ but hers was far below it so he told me i just gotta pray and whistle in her ears like a prayers and chantings to calm her and guide her. and i was crying at this point, he told me to call my family to be on her side. so i did, she was still unstable by this point but got a little better and was able to sleep for a short period of time and when she was awake she frantically tryna hug everyone there like my older brother, my aunt and me, she tried to hug us and so we hugged her whenever she tried to. in the morning i went to shower and go get food in around 6am. then around 8am my mom's breathing started to lower and stopped for a bit too long in between breathing. so i frantically called the nurses and they got there and gave my mom the monitor for her heart rate or line. turned out there was almost no pulse, there is but it's not going super high, and i was frantic guiding her with prayer and religioous chants in her ears i couldn't even have the time to say i love you to her, just prayers. and the nurse perform a cpr on her but it's no work, then he dropped the news that my mom was pronounced dead on the 20th of September at 8:27am. i cried so hard but i gotta get up bcs i was grown. i don't wanna act too much, fearing i would be judged. when we got home there's no tears in our eyes bcs we couldn't even cry. even at the funeral. but deep down i personally felt my life is over, im thinking how am i gonna live like this? knowing my routine as her main caregiver was ended. despite all the caregiver burnout and anger i had, i don't wanna grieve, not again. but here i am typing this living my reality as a 19yo with no parent and no job, i couldn't even get up in the morning to cook and do chores like i used to when my mom was alive. ik my brother go through the same thing i did, but idk why i have no motivations at all. my aunt become more controlling, and ppl around me started to distance from us even wwhen there's a prayer for my mom each evening like how it is in my culture, only a little amount of ppl came and i felt crushed in my heart. i love my mom so much. and i also love my dad a lot. i couldn't believe my life would end with them and i couldn't believe that i lost both my parents before the age of 20. when i have a spouse, how am i gonna tell my future in laws that i don't have parent or grandparents anymore. are they gonna accept me? would they look at me like i was a broken home kid? would they feared that it would be the same fate to our marriage or live? why my life is full of grieve? why do i have to live like this? is it even possible for me to be happy like ever? we would never know but wondering abt it make me realize that i could never know how am i without or before grieve. grieve would probably the reason i met my future spouse and im trying to take the good side of it, im trying to be grateful. bcs at the end of the day this is my destiny, i can't do anything about it now. just gotta live through and with it the rest of my life. even if i don't even know if i ever gonna find happiness, ik my mom most probably never had a happiness, she lost her mom at 40days old and her dad won't take care of her, she only have a junior high education, and she lost her husband when we were little, she worked hard for us. but im trying to stay alive to make all her dream and hopes come true, i wanna be happy for her. despite me being mean to her bcs of my frustration and her praying i would failed in my dreams, i'd never stopped trying(hopefully not). why am i even alive? im already dead for so long and even more after all that anyway.

[@Midorka-19]

Я очень Вам сочувствую.Если бы не расстояние между экранами телефона,я бы Вас обняла.Я верю,что Вы справитесь со всеми трудностями.Вы всё сможете,я верю в это.Мне остаётся пожелать Вам лишь удачи и достижения ваших мечт.Надеюсь,сейчас с Вами всё более-менее хорошо.🫂

[@fundissko]

You are a very strong person, I couldn't control my tears while reading, I would like to be with you, life is sometimes up and down, we don't know exactly what will happen when, I am proud of you, you are very special and valuable, your mum and dad are watching you like a star from the sky, Whenever you miss them just look up to the sky and I am sure they are proud of you, you are very lucky to have each other, I send you a big hug, love and good wishes from the screen, please don't give up, I hope everything will be much better for you. Whenever you want to talk I will always be here take care of yourself stay healthy ı love u💕🫶🏽🥹

[@Ilysth]

Hi stranger, I love how you are so strong after all that you experienced, I couldn't control my tears when I wrote your story but I remembered my grandfather who was one of my beloved friends I had incredible memories with him and when people told me he had cancer I was in total chock and I couldn't believe it, days passed I graduated high school my grandfather got worse and worse he lost all his weight and wasn't eating at all, I couldn't do anything I felt miserable days passed and I was preparing for my medical exam all of a sudden when I woke up one day and I was told that grandfather is dead I couldn't cry I couldn't let it out I was in despair, during the funeral everyone was crying but I couldn't because I always thought that he didn't want me to be sad and ruin my life he wants me to be a better person and make myself a good life, but I couldn't help I failed my exam and I got into a mental crisis that I was so sad in the inside that I couldn't get it out but then I broke down I couldn't help I cried for me and for him and for every person who lost they're loved one it's so weird that he's just a memory now I still love him and I promised myself that I'm gotta do my best to achieve better things not forget him because I always believe that he's with me I just can't see him or hear him but once I get older and it's my turn to die I would love to meet him and tell him that I didn't lose hope that I made myself a great person and that I always remembered how much he loved me, YOU ARE LITTERALY A WARRIOR DON'T LOSE HOPE PLEASE, I would really love to hug you and kiss and tell you to go on with your life because they never wanted you to lose hope and give, I believe they want you to built a life for yourself a life that they're gonna be proud of, I love you stranger ❤

[@LumTheAlien]

I so sorry to hear about your situation, caring for sick family is both physically and emotionally draining. To be on your own like that when you are still trying to figure how to be an adult must be difficult. The only advice I can give is to find something you enjoy doing. It can be a helpful distraction while you heal.

[@MichaelPowell-s3s]

you need Jesus He will help you

[@ElectricGamez37]

When you realize you're just a memory, that thought in itself becomes the thought that sticks around in your head. It doesn't go away. You just have to live with it. When you realize they don't have the same appreciation for you that you do. When you realize they don't love you back. When you realize they may never come back. When you realize that they're the true memory, only then can you realize true and honest peace. They can't hurt you, if they're only a memory. They can only linger. That's all they can do.

[@williamdischler7352]

but what if they were every friend you had what if you are all alone with no one to talk to

[@scottdiverty7239]

😢

[@swimdude16]

You always got yourself. You need to learn to show up for yourself. If you can befriend yourself you'll never be lonely. Cheer up!

[@bossinnast6845]

exactly

[@vvyugytur1]

THE LOVE ONE HITS HARD AFTER GETTING REJECTED BY SOMEONE

[@APCreations45]

The most painful part in life is remembering the old good memories with people who are now changed

[@DG-kl9om]

Currently going through this..

[@Minarockz_]

Me 😢

[@Snaga-rt8zu]

and gone

[@EnderDeaD14]

Even worst when the guy who changed is you.....

[@Awengent]

or, you can't do the same, cuz emotions won't be the same...

[@Pilps]

How amazing would it be that if there truly is an afterlife, we could revisit and relive our favourite memories? It doesn't seem all that bad if we can do that.

[@Malikabuhsn]

There is in after life you just have to believe in it idk what religion you are but im sure there is something anot heaven in your book

[@imactuallyHimtho]

Of course there's something after this life, it's the only logical conclusion. Exactly what that looks like, who knows. But, if I could go back and relive the memories of the time with my favorite person on this planet, I'd disappear into them. I'd live them on loop until the heat death of the universe.

[@stokes.]

@@imactuallyHimthoi truthfully love this idea and this mindset, but part of me wonders if it's nothing more than optimistic delusion. i guess the only way to know for sure is when the time comes, and i admire your hope but it's hard for me to replicate that hope for myself.

[@imactuallyHimtho]

@@stokes. I don't have hope, it's the only logical conclusion. The idea of a great nothingness after death is illogical and not based on anything rational.

[@mikeoxlong7310]

​@repentandbelieveinJesusChrist8stfu you religious sheep, following what other people say. In todays world we can't even communicate properly, how tf are we believing a book that was altered over centuries. Smh

[@straseedbaddie]

Hey everyone. I’m going to tell you about me and my day. My names Winter. I’m 24 years young. I was born in march of 2000. I’ll be 25 soon. It’s nice to meet you. So today has been a blurry day. You know it’s not necessarily bad or good. It’s just been one of those days. I did get a job today, I’m really excited about that. I ate some macaroni and made some tea took some vitamins and showered twice. Went to the mall , ate chili. Tried to drink water but I don’t have any bottle water at my house. (Not all in that order) That’s what I drink because my water at the house tastes bad. I drink bottle water. My boyfriend is playing video games currently in the room next to our bedroom. I was trying to find a playlist to “cry to” but I don’t want the comfort of anyone by me. It’s like I just wanted to cry by myself. And crying made me feel better. It actually made me happy to feel the emotions and feel the sadness. It made me happy to let it go. I believe when we hold onto things that it just becomes an illness. I wasn’t fully ready to feel the emotions I’ve been feeling as if I was embarrassed by myself for feeling big emotions. I wanted to keep ignoring things that were bothering me in my head. I didn’t want to give it space to feel or let it out. I’m glad I did. I was listening to another playlist called “songs to play to cry to” it felt nice. It also feels nice writing this. Knowing I’ll probably never see my comment again. Or get notifications from this comment because maybe they just won’t come in. But I’m okay with that. It’s kinda like I’m giving the part of me that I didn’t want out this Digital world. In this digital comment section. But maybe something or someone will need it more than me. So thank you for listening to my day and taking the time to read this. I’ve never really felt heard. So my soul is happy you’re listening and reading this comment and reading my energy. It was so nice to meet you. Bye stranger. You have a beautiful life. And I say that with tears in my eyes because know we will never talk but you have brought me joy in just reading and just validating my existence. I love you. Thank you. Bye stranger. ❤️🙌🏼

[@enjoy7897]

You got a nice way to relax .. Just written without any purpose But you know what you are incorrect....some people might read your comment

[@soumiabenessalah7288]

I do relax while listening To Quran its peaceful i cry with joy advice u to try it wish the best of luck stranger❤️✨

[@gliderfs621]

Hi, just a shadow passing by. Are you happy ? I hope for you. I’m not. I’m tired, broken, lonely, humiliated, ignored. Just waiting for Jesus to take my soul far away from this valley of tears… Tears, my eyes are now dry, like the river in the desert. I’ll wait for my time to leave, I’ve had enough of all this pain.

[@okguerrero]

Bless your heart Winter, stay warm and be safe.

[@straseedbaddie]

@ thank you. 💕

[@Chris-pg1ux]

*It's actually really soothing living and knowing that someone has you as their memory.*

[@erika4ktrucking]

I hope.

[@Chris-pg1ux]

@@erika4ktrucking *Do not worry, sweetheart. You matter to your people so much that the only thing they have in their memories about you is only good ones!*

[@Bdogdidit]

Not always.

[@Chris-pg1ux]

@@Bdogdidit you should go out more often and develop in society. No pressure fella, just an advise

[@lawtraf8008]

I don't think I'm the memory of anybody other than my siblings and parents. I've always kind of been a closed off person who doesn't let people in his life. I don't think I've really ever have friends. I'm in college rn, I'm about to graduate in 4 months and I don't think I have had a single real friend in my 4 years of college. But it's my fault tho for not opening up to people and always isolating myself.

[@boredundertalefan9898]

sometimes i forget how it even felt to be a child, i wish i had been able to enjoy my childhood for just a bit longer

[@dio-go7440]

I bet you like feeling children

[@Nhatlampoke]

the childhood where you don't need to think about anything, don't need to be worry, don't need to stay awake for the whole night, don't feel so sad and unhappy. The childhood we have missed T_T

[@rizswitheral6304]

Once in a while, when everyone is busy or out (which happens only twice or so per year), I just go off on my own. Drive into a isolated location and do random things in forests and hills. Picked up a stick, pretending it's a sword, killing invisible monsters. Singing out loud, screaming into the foggy lands down, with my own echo relpying back 'like hey yeah I hear you'. One of the few things in life I really enjoy, you are also the first person I have said this to. p.s. don't tell the wife

[@INHALERS_PRODUCTIONS]

Brother, u have inspired me to do the same thankyou. God bless u.

[@plasticpaper8725]

I feel like I didn't cherish it as much as I should've. I feel so horrible.

[@KonikaTheWhiteChihuahua]

I can’t sleep… I haven’t been able to for what seems like a while now. I’m just going to sit in my mother’s balcony and gaze into the outstretching suburbs and forests. I don’t know what will happen tomorrow, I don’t know if I care. I just want to stop fighting with myself, and finally give into the urge to be awake at this unholy hour and enjoy the present… I both feel sick, apathetic, yet strangely calm. Thanks for making this album, it’s helping with the ambience and is keeping the loud thoughts away.

[@Gavril7070]

May Jusus heal you.

[@jailee07]

What hits different is finding your old playlist and connecting with your inner child and realizing how broken you really became

[@daopdemon]

If we are broken, we can try to help others not become as us. In whatever capacity possible.

[@XtreMeACG]

Damn…… u right….

[@joeltomy9220]

Broken?!?! It's the truth, you're a small piece of microdust in this huge universe and if you don't love and care for yourself no one will. You have this one life in front of you, open your eyes and start living it

[@coreycox2345]

Broken like a tame horse. @jailee07?

[@coreycox2345]

@@joeltomy9220 Why are you here?

[@wallyfib4616]

The part that sucks the most is you wanna love and care so hard, but it feels like being alone is better for a piece of mind.

[@29th.]

It sounds like there are certain people in your life that you want to be around more?

[@curbkreature7488]

This describes me perfectly

[@Kianishoops]

the truth I want her back so bad but ik its probably for the better

[@Jonbovi69]

Me2 i avoid risks because if i find someone and lose them i will feel more worse than now.. i live by the saying "if you dont have anything you have nothing to lose"

[@robertgone7618]

So true

[@Sudenazgaliba]

To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life. edit : Thank you all for being strong and still being able to overcome difficulties. No matter what we experience in this world, let's do our best to make it better. Hope you all have better memories. love you all

[@_strawberrynyquil]

thank you.

[@rayrocky5364]

Thank You

[@sayyorakim4406]

you made me cry even more🥺thank you 3>

[@MateiFun4Matei]

Thank you great person that you are but I still have a big battle with depression but yet again this helped

[@Nysiyy]

thanks

[@One_Bass_lastpitch]

Nothing is ever lost as long as someone still remembers.

[@BoluPandan-x6h]

Agree

[@birdx5177]

Imagine listening to this, recalling memories with your father that passed away a year ago, laying in your bed,alone,at 2 am,broke,poor, jobless,went through everything,but never felt anything when he was alive, because he was like a shield. Goodbye Dad, I'll never forget about you, I'll keep fighting.

[@Loona11111]

I hope everything goes well for you, I’m so sorry, I lost my grandma yesterday and I can never forget the sad face of my mother crying over it, I can never put myself or imagine myself loosing my parents, you are very strong ❤️ inshallah everything goes well

[@birdx5177]

@@Loona11111 I'm sorry about your grandma, she's in a good place, loosing a parent is like loosing the reason to live, nothing feels the same anymore,but we're all going there,god bless your parents, inshallah.

[@normanno8514]

i dont have to imagine this

[@birdx5177]

@GDHexagon69 thank you my dear brother ❤️

[@birdx5177]

@@normanno8514 i hope you'll never have to.

[@teddybearmei8713]

i feel like alot of people feel sad when listening to dark ambient music. But when i listen, it makes me feel spiritual, like i left my body, leaving my troubled mind, while i just sway around in the worlds air and in space almost. I get to feel like i leave this troubled world for just a moment. Its so precious to me to listen to this type of music, i like being lifted away like the wind is carrying me. I wonder if anyone else gets the same feelings as i do with this type of music??

[@violitpink9440]

Same

[@AthenaIsabella]

You described this beautifully, I know exactly what you mean. This is the only type of music I’ve been able to listen to for the last couple of months

[@exoticMiga]

For me it's like, i feel sad I cry but then, it stops, and ur neither happy or sad ur just there existing, nothing matters anymore, you don't wanna move ur in your mind reliving memories or just be there, finding yourself within, that can be 20 min, can be 1h or more, but I have those moments,

[@way2pressure59]

Yess my feeling is similar. But I feel both said nd out of this world at yhe same time nd just peace

[@martaewaromaneczko1590]

Exactly, it does not entail sadness at all. I'd call this feeling an outerspace calmness.

[@Aygol__]

Honestly, the only reason i’m staying alive is to experience love. I feel like i have never experienced it before, i want to love someone and want someone to love me. I want to bake bread with them, get a cat, live a domestic life. I know this cannot be archived without pain and struggling but i didn’t know it would be this painful. I just have to study hard to get a good job in the future, and then hopefully i can work on my dreams of a domestic life filled with hugs, baking bread, and love.

[@RaviKiranGoswami]

I am about to turn 25 male, looking for a girl to have same same

[@julianlolol3544]

You just hit me like a truck with that.. I just had an girlfriend and i really loved her and out of nowhere she didnt.. And here i am back to the roots looking and looking for the moment in my life to happily love and not feeling lonly anymore I dont want to live in the first place i always wanted love to be my savior i do have contact with the girls i am a flirty person but noone is more than a little toy for me But she really were different i really did love her.. I cant describe how much i carried about her i thought every single second about her and her i am remembering the words: "i dont know why i just dont love you anymore" It really hurts man

[@AceofAcre]

@@julianlolol3544 Jesus is the only one that will love you unconditionally turn to him and you will be free

[@andrewd.6072]

@@julianlolol3544you’ll never be truly happy this way. Basing your happiness on the attention and love of someone else will bring you only that far, if you don’t love yourself first then you won’t truly love someone to the fullest. Believe me. I learnt it the hard way. And I can say that now I really feel as a complete person I’m still not perfect, I’m still not satisfied with myself, but I love me and my life and I wouldn’t change a single thing about it. I’m happy the way I am and I don’t need the love of someone else to be so. Only when you’ll learn how to love yourself then you’ll learn how to truly love someone else and at that point you’ll be more happy then you could have ever imagined

[@sebastianjohansen2142]

Love is nothing special. Do not go into a relationship thinking it will help you: if that is the case the breakup most certainly will. Sorry but we are all completely alone in this world forever and absolutely isolated mentally from eachother. Love yourself. It's impossible yet there lies it's meaning: loving someone else is too easy, it can be accomplished therefore it will never last. Life is suffering, life is pain, enjoy it because it's the only way a human truly feels alive: on the verge of death. Thinking up pain about people long gone will grant us no peace, only a certain false pride, that the self torturer recieves, believing that their whiplash made them closer to justice itself.

[@OffRoadRedneck]

Some songs have a way of reaching deep into your heart, like the first snowflake falling softly, but leaving an impression that lasts. 'Snowfall' feels like a journey through quiet moments, where the noise of the world fades and you’re left with just your own thoughts. this song captures something special here, a reminder that even in the coldest times, there’s beauty in stillness and in the memories we hold. This isn’t just a song; it’s a feeling of what it means to be human-of being deep, feeling everything, and finding peace in those quiet moments

[@SOUEIYAMAOKA]

Thank you for your wonderful comment! please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA『無人島』

[@psychozebical1579]

Many years have passed since the last time I saw her. Life goes on as usual, I’m a grown man, I graduated from a higher education school, went through the army... Now I’m minding my own business, I travel a lot, I can’t deny myself much. But the memories of her do not disappear anywhere. During the years of ruthless student poverty, I remembered her, during the war I saw her eyes in the quiet sky at night, now, having traveled from Crimea to Kamchatka, it seems that I catch her at the crossroads of every city. I can’t forget everything, I remember it from school. I so want us to be 16 years old again, we were kissing in abandoned buildings, walking along country roads, walking in the park after school. Do you remember how I made my way to your house while your parents were sleeping... Anya, I still love you, do you hear me? I still write poems to you, write my thoughts in our chat, send postcards to your old address. How stupid I was. I so hope that everything is fine in your life. I so hope that you are in love and happy. I hope to see you someday in one of these immensely lonely cities. I promise that I will also give you that summer in Yalta, autumn in St. Petersburg and winter in Moscow. Please forgive me. Appreciate your youth years. There may not be anything more beautiful in life.

[@stw4rm3ll]

this is so sad but sweet. i hope you have a good life ❤

[@DraconixCore]

do you know what happened to her?

[@Robloxsimx]

Damn that hurts I have a very similar situation buddy, just know we all need a helping hand or a comforting soul to help guide us through our lives when we feel lost, just know that more people care than you think you just have to go out and find your person... We are all the same we are all beautiful and all need love.

[@NonstickSQYD]

man i sure hope she knows man i sure hope she does.

[@imichimi309]

Мужик, брат, мужик!

[@MysticFoxPlayzz]

The worst pain isn't a cut or bruise, it's seeing those you considered so close turn into strangers

[@annebourbonnais7558]

my soul tonight😢

[@Mizuki-wp7kg]

should i cut with them?

[@Kerfus_unit001]

true😞

[@tartaglia_huesos]

true

[@demonic_angel_68]

she was my best friend and now it's like we've never spoken before..

[@j.ascension7]

My Girlfriend of 7+ years is going through a mental health depreciation, she has recently been going through schizophrenia and she seems so distant from me. It's like she is being held hostage in her mind and the girl I remember is trying to find her way back to the surface, but in the blink of an eye, she is gone again. I miss her and I tell her this all the time, what kills me the most is when she says, "She misses herself too"... I just look to the future with hope that I can support her enough that she gets better and maybe someday she can be her real self again, for the past year I have watched her get progressively worse, it started with depression, and then it progressed into paranoia, she thought I was against her and everyone was conspiring to hurt her. The truth was, I was trying to work hard so we could have a better life together. And now it feels like we lost it all, she can't even have a full conversation with me anymore without returning to talking to herself. All I can do is hug her and give her a kiss and tell her that I'm here for her no matter what. She was my highschool crush and we found each other again 13 years later. We lived together in pure happiness for a few years, but ever since 2018 is when things started to take the turn for the worse. I am being as strong as I can be, because I'm not weak and I have a resolve that has been strengthened for decades, My patience is greater than most people that I know. There have been some dark days where I felt like giving up and just ending my life, but when I look at old photos and the memories we created, I think about if she hasn't given up, then why should I? When you love someone if they are worth fighting for then fight...even if you have to fight yourself ❤

[@emmabennett4814]

Kia kaha my bro

[@emmabennett4814]

Kia kaha bro

[@JAISHpubgM]

am proud of u bud

[@guschertchertgus3967]

Люди странные одни хотят жить и умирают другие не хотят жить и не умирают одного раза мало тысячи не достаточно

[@olmeno]

it must be horrible both for you and her i hope you can find strenght to perservere and maybe find hapiness with her, maybe there is happy end for us all a light in the tunnel maybe God's plan,

[@Romeo32_ghost]

I don’t even know how I sleep with all the pain and memories I have 🤦🏽. I pray everyone that reads this has a blessed life filled with peace. Stay strong 💪🏽 19:10

[@SOUEIYAMAOKA]

Thank you for your wonderful comment. I hope you ride the wave of good fortune. please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA『無人島』

[@xtfgrw]

I like how videos like this create a sort of sacred space where everyone opens up about their life. The music creates some kind of digital sanctuary. We need art to keep going.

[@SOUEIYAMAOKA]

This is amazing .I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島

[@football-vj8rh]

True❤

[@TheHellWorker_]

It doesn't have to be music that's why it's good. psychiatrists and doctors also work well to make us all healthier)

[@liesse4291]

“We need art to keep going” yesssss✊🏼✊🏼✊🏼✊🏼🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@mantosh56]

YESSIR!!! Art is a form of expression and a medium that helps people channel out thier inner self..so it's not a rocket science that art IS important!!!! And you are right

[@therainmusicc]

For everyone who is going through a hard time in their personal life and also trying to study...I am with you my friend. Hang in there. We'll make it through this 😍

[@thestrengthwithin4249]

@Matejo_ hello my friend, you are not a mistake, so please do not think you are, you are like me, and everybody else in this world, who suffers every single day to keep their head above water and keep their selves sane, and it’s not easy, it’s not going to be pink fluffy clouds every day if you can accept that you will begin to move on in life, we are all fighters in life and we have to keep moving. You deserve to be happy my friend the same as I deserve to be happy and everyone else deserves to be happy and it is not too much to ask! what ever you are going through it will change and it cannot last forever, try breathing, exercises and meditation to help you through life. It really does help. I wish you all the success and health in your life and I want you to be happy again. Stay safe friend always here if you need somebody to say hello to 👋 stay safe and keep smiling 🙂

[@thestrengthwithin4249]

@Matejo_ps peace love and strength I send to you from the uk 🇬🇧👍

[@noamaritjackson]

@Matejo_ You are not a mistake. I believe that God chose you to be alive. He created you. He is the God that made everything. From the largest mountain to the smallest grain of sand. He has everything in his hand and still, He Cares About You. You are precious and a masterpiece. You are worth having around. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Keep holding on and keep fighting.

[@InteracciónAnimal]

​@Matejo_Even though life can be difficult. Nothing is more impressive than existence. Turn on your light in the darkness of existence

[@Stoff_030]

@Matejo hang on Buddy, there is so much to explore for yourselfe. We stand with you little soldier! Remember, youre not alone ❤️

[@hallow2387]

“I once created something, and then it crumbled with in my hands and my anger let loose like a flame… until one day I realised that the wind will only blow the ashes away if I stop holding onto them so tightly” -My quote

[@hikonz]

That's really beautiful. And completely true.

[@skn1Qast]

Deep.

[@iDoComputers]

Wow....

[@cortinastone]

Beautiful quote (And nice scout pfp)

[@blanckdubz2225]

So this year I'm turning 27, realizing I am now growing older than my sister who passed away 2 years ago. Having the same age as her right now still feels unreal... I miss you so much sis, hope you found peace wherever you are now. I will always consider myself as the little one, knowing you are looking over me

[@Nemesis_nyx8623]

“When I stand in front of a mirror I could see my younger self smiling so much and laughing, we’re her eyes shined so bright and filled with happiness,but now when I look in the mirror all I see is a person who’s trying to get through her life day by day. The light and brightness that was once there is now gone.”

[@Pookiewookieladybug]

Somehow this comment is so real.

[@BigBallerBry]

Having a relationship with Jesus can restore that bright light in the eyes, it’s happened to me. God bless.

[@OhTheRiverWasDeep.]

I hear you. I hope that things, life and living gets better for you and for me to.

[@Pookiewookieladybug]

I hope life gets better for you too, i really hope it does

[@lawtraf8008]

Not the place for your religious nonsense, go away. @@BigBallerBry

[@emaddodeencayongcat8800]

I have depression, anger issues, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts but the way this music makes me calmer by the second makes me remember the good days when I used to have fun but then this playlist is more calming than anything else

[@Sniper_UA]

Bro me to we love you you are top number-1

[@rajveerkanojiya2985]

I have all and I'm done with life 😢 I have nothing to live for I don't deserve anything

[@adharyankurniawan7856]

Maybe You can try Qur'an recitation bro surah ar-rahman..

[@tmking7483]

The research says it's repressed anger _ if depressed _ the current model says your a angry child _ we need to process baby abuse _:cause the cultures were told to ignore their babies _ bizarre when the family is no more. No more families - buy your babies at the Walmart store _ get the skin color and sex and brain u want for your child at the Walmart.

[@emaddodeencayongcat8800]

@@rajveerkanojiya2985 bro hold on to that small percentage of hope I feel your struggle

[@gabrielterrenal8222]

“Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad.” ― Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

[@MD-lw7oq]

are you sad when you are cold or cold when you are sad? (think about it)

[@junxgle9055]

Ahhh yes. Henry Wadsworth Longfellow, American poet and educator. A true gem to society. Too bad he was assassinated :( dude i miss him

[@dio-go7440]

you moms secret is that you my son

[@Royal_Fortune]

@@junxgle9055bruh what you can’t just leave me like that. I just learn about this guy and the next thing I find out is he was ASSASSINATED. Tf? I need more on that

[@junxgle9055]

@@Royal_Fortune Yeah it was actually by john wilks booth if u dont know (it was the same one who assassinated abraham lincoln) basically he shot mr lincoln and then bullet went through him and hit mr longfellow as well. It was super big in the news when it came out surprised u missed it. Found out the other day that Im actually longfellows great great great great great great great great grandchild so i found out family history out from my father who he deid of cancer when I was 8 years old but he wrote a book about the longfellow family history and it included how Henry Wadsworth Longfellow, American poet and educator, was assassinated by john wilks booth. Just ask if u want more about the Longfellow family lol im happy to share im in my thirties now but love sharing about my family history its so interesting and i think u will find it interesting too. I have pictures of Henry Wadsworth Longfellow in my home from the year he was alive tell me if u want the picure.

[@brandorando6377]

its like finding an angel, never knowing you're not suppose to hope for one to come and watching it fly away as you're searching for her.

[@tommyy301]

There are nights that we remember, with people we’ve forgotten.

[@Kamlesh__04]

Gone but not forgotten !!

[@DFCtoullie]

I hope you never have to realize what bro means she's gone hes broken I'm definitely reflecting on personal situations i been in. That's how I know

[@immortalocelot]

@@DFCtoullie why are you guys hitting home so hard...

[@Rh3aaa]

I remember him letting me come over to his place for fun, we had the best night of our lives, we giggled,we laughed,we played horror games. but that was a year ago. He is in a better place now. I love you.

[@henobani8039]

i'm sorry to hear that

[@Spicy-Beans]

I remember her taking me to parks when I was little and taking my dog on long walks with me and the way she smelled,,, this woman smelled so good, I have one of her old bottles of lotion that she was saving for me for when she died I will always love you grandma

[@sofiavadala9390]

I cried

[@FlorCamarena-p6i]

Aww I'm sorry 😢 you still have the memories though always cherish that !!

[@flossingjonah9066]

I'm crying. I hope he is in Heaven too 🕊

[@Takes_3Month_Breaks]

Ykwhat, it's actually insane how people actually take the time to make an hour long playlist, needs more appreciation ngl

[@MrPoison1]

What is it "Ykwhat" and "ngl"? I'm just learning English and now I want to know what it means.

[@Takes_3Month_Breaks]

@@MrPoison1 "You know what" and "Not gonna lie"

[@Aithalothes]

I'm not even sad, I just love how peaceful this music sounds.

[@JohnDoe-o1e6y]

lucky

[@ariana.ansteyy]

a couple years ago i honestly just felt like giving up. the memories i used to have are not the same. as a child, the trips, the smiles, the moments. i wish i could go back. this makes me sob. all these songs relating to how i used to not care of what others say about me. now its like my head is filled with thoughts. wanting to go back, its stressful being a teenager so whoever is reading this that is still a kid please know live being a kid the longest you can .

[@dylanbaker2268]

Try to enjoy being a teenager to, trust me. Older you get harder life becomes in most cases.

[@marciesandoval5533]

i wish i did that… lived as a kid for the longest i could

[@Enmaphael]

That’s sad knowing that you have the right to be happy only thirteen years of your life… i am sixteen and i wish i could go back and bd happy again…

[@Daytheeditor]

I'm crying, why? I had no childhood. I watch as others stay young and innocent. Living in childish wonder. I wish I had that...I'm turning 18 in 4 years. Time flew before I had the chance to try to stay child-like. Now I'm a teen. Without knowing what it was like to play princess, or be allowed to live in peace. I wish my mother wasn't abusive, and a drug addict. I wish that I never lived poor young, I wish I had been able to play instead of being hurt bleeding all the time. Having to protect my little brother. Having destroyed toys. Being forced to clean at the age of 4 just so that my mother could feel good about herself. I wish that when I was younger I could have freedom and have lived in colors. But instead my childhood was taken and replaced with fear, maturity, harm, concern, and confusion. So I watch these kids. Hoping, they never have to go through that yet being jealous that they could be kids, and I couldn't. I live with my step-mother, brother, and father now. Often scolded for trying to live how I should've, finding myself not acting my age. Yearning for a chance at innocence and childish wonder I'll never get to have.

[@michellalexandra4866]

Lo sé, mira la película " soul" y no llores más..

[@lakshayraj8746]

🙂♥️

[@kaylembriscoe3213]

Dam

[@vortex9438]

Have faith buddy.

[@SOUEIYAMAOKA]

This is amazing .I'm not confident that I can do it . Still, please give it a listen if you like . SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島

[@05-3thekid6]

Currently listening to this at 3:00 am. Unfortunately, this year, my friend passed away due to cancer; it’s bizarre how I talked to him and played with him, and now he’s gone. It’s fucking awful just how shitty cancer is. He was so fucking young too, he really didn’t deserve to leave this world. I hate how I can’t make anymore memories with him, I hate that I can’t message him and he’ll reply; it’s just sad how he became a memory. I’m scared I’ll lose my friends as well, I don’t want them to forget me and think of me as someone they can just ignore and stop talking to. Thankfully, they haven’t. My main goal in life is to become a therapist, so I can help others a in need, I just hope I can make it to that age and that moment in time. I’ll miss you Andre. I love you man. Rest in peace

[@05-3thekid6]

@@Angel-9182-Blanchet Thank you. All honesty, I don’t really usually feel like this as much, just been feeling like it for the past few weeks or so. Thank you for your kind words, I really really appreciate them. ❤️

[@finnmathiasleuleu2350]

having no friends can be hard, but having friends and then losing them is worse

[@andrerebelo7854]

A moment comes and goes, but the memories... The memories stay. Take them with you and grow your wings, make them strong and help lift those whose memories became too heavy of a burden. Love you and keep strong.

[@05-3thekid6]

@@andrerebelo7854 All appreciated. Thank you for your wonderful words. Thank you so much.❤

[@fireninja422]

take care G

[@firdianasabita9609]

Mom! I have recovered from my illness, I have also started to live my life well as we planned together before... I am happy that I was able to get through it well, but I am also sad because you are not beside me.

[@SOUEIYAMAOKA]

t looks like your life is going to be good from now on. Your mother must be very happy about it. please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA『無人島』

[@RomanBraixen]

Congrats man!! I’m sure she’s happy looking down at you bro

[@HallowGood]

Relatable, wish you the best.

[@pegleggreg3627]

Snowfall really hits. Reminds you of good times that are now a memory. All those times playing outside with friends, those times playing video games and being lost in that world, our worries being so insignificant and unimpactful. Weird we will never do that again, no matter how hard we try.

[@mirage8]

So true

[@hazley5404]

I hope they all remember me, living as a memory is better than dying forgotten.

[@cyber-knife]

same, i hope they still remeber me 😕

[@junxgle9055]

bro fr

[@dekoflores3637]

I hope so

[@TheOneinthewoods]

When you're dead u won't care

[@dio-go7440]

you aint forgetting these backshots lil bro

[@brekae7140]

When I hear these songs, I feel like I lost the childhood I’ve always wanted. Happy, bright… I wish I could feel and see those things. But as a mom, I will do for my kids what was never done for me. Thank you for this.

[@suzanfonville7455]

You are a great mum, i´m sure about that! Stay safe

[@jacobandino6692]

Your a good mom I hope things go as you planned God bless

[@junxgle9055]

I'm not a mom but i also would anything for your kids

[@umairaahh]

I love how comforting it is studying my course while listening to this on a rainy day, with my blanket and cozy bedroom.

[@moduIus]

People die twice. The first time is when their heart stops beating. The second time is when they are forgotten

[@rarebird_82]

Unless we make history, in 150 years no one will remember us. Just another unkempt grave in the "old" part of the cemetary. Sad but true...

[@myg1od]

Так и есть...) 🌪

[@oSamiSrzo]

This is the premise of the Disney movie "Coco". Really sad movie, actually...

[@Sakura-72924]

I’ve seen these type of comments on Technoblade videos and other stuff, but I’ll never get sick of them.

[@ColtenMaulding-mr3ct]

Getting older, I realize it's not always in that order

[@anastazimoza]

Imagine that you are one of those people who spent your whole life talking about knowing exactly where your "navigator of life" is going and where it is leading you to. And then one day you look up, see the dawn, and suddenly realize that you have no idea where you are after so many twists and turns and all those clear logical instructions… But in spite of all this, even if you don't know where you are, maybe it's not such a bad sunrise.

[@evangelinasolanosolis7514]

Wow..

[@CoolHandLuch]

I read through a lot of these beautiful comments, but this took away my ability to hold my tears in. I needed that

[@robyn_birb2990]

I am that person. It's horrifying and devastating realizing you have no idea what you're doing. I feel so lost and so alone. I'm about to go to college and I have no idea what I'm doing. I'm terrified

[@anastazimoza]

​@@robyn_birb2990just enjoy this day, the present. don't be afraid, the future still holds so many wonderful moments for you ♡

[@AirCheco2345]

@@robyn_birb2990you’re just getting started my friend. Don’t go softly into the night but instead lose yourself wholeheartedly in your dreams. I’m a senior in college and all I can say is, whether you want to be a doctor, lawyer, or anything else, make that mistake. Have your heart broken by some girl blinded by your love. Pass out with those friends on the floor and try to make out the memories of the night. Ask that girl in your class on a study date. Approach that girl at the bar you think you have no chance with. Better yet, challenge yourself to be the best student in every class you’re in. No matter what. Don’t be afraid to make a mistake for seeking perfection can you leave with nothing to learn from. To tell an old man’s tale, nobody’s perfect. So if that’s who you’re trying to be; that’s all you were will be, nobody. Not just the wrong version of yourself. Just not yourself at all. Good luck! You have 3-4 years left now I’m guessing? Now go out and cherish them. - Love, just a guy trying to make the most of his mistakes 😄

[@larasilva-ti4mh]

I can’t believe a single melody can bring up so much back to mind. I just cried for 20 minutes straight. Thank you.

[@Stoff_030]

Hang on, were with you ❤

[@junxgle9055]

​@@Annika_Schwozsorry im just naturally competetive maybe it's my high testosterone

[@anything_alt6173]

​@junxgle9055 beat 40 😭 (My eyes hurt so bad rn it's cause me to cry even more not even the memories hurt anymore its the pain in my eyes 😭)

[@junxgle9055]

@@anything_alt6173 I set myself on fire and cried for 3 hours beat that

[@anything_alt6173]

@@junxgle9055 sounds like my last JO session

[@ふうち-k6d]

These songs always help me. いつもありがとう I want to come over my PTSD soon. Today I couldn’t sleep well because of it. Blessings to you all

[@vuongnhithelostsoul]

I feel terrible these days. I don't have motivation in life. I am totally lost in my memories in good time that never existed in my whole life. I don't know exactly when was the last time I feel happy. This playlist brings me to fake happiness I created for my own soul. Thank you for a good playlist.

[@Valeri_Alexeeva]

I'm proud of you. I hope everything will be fine soon🙏💫

[@kellinitzsche3103]

Let’s all get together

[@greatestcomebackoftheyrr]

Hey Maybe you suffer from maladaptive daydreaming, consider reaching out to a therapist

[@guschertchertgus3967]

Ты творец своего счастья это не фальшивка ты счастлив

[@jklwls]

i'm proud of you. i hope you're better now.

[@jimmyneutron7686]

Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened. -Some random guy

[@Postaldude2002]

I really miss them all

[@seanlorenz-ck9nm]

thats some overused quote right there, but its still true.

[@mbinanunuhe-4487]

That hit deep Really need that.....thanks

[@d4set.p]

Bittiği için üzülme, Yaşandığı için sevin...

[@ANAIS-o2v]

❤❤

[@summerxedits]

The best memories are from the strangers you used to love.

[@izzymerced2349]

man

[@doofenshmirtz5971]

[@bhavikbhat]

This just hit so hard!! 😢

[@matthewoostende9456]

Merry Christmast ❤❤

[@NinjaZXRR]

I don't know never loved anyone

[@0yasumi_PunPun]

Hey, you, yes you random person That i will never meet. I truly hope that you will find happiness in life,today is going to be a great day

[@SOUEIYAMAOKA]

good morning. have a nice day!!! please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA『無人島』

[@Мина-с5з]

I feel so bad

[@Fayer11Tube]

😢😢😢

[@RuxsoraTurajanova]

Hello 😊

[@RuxsoraTurajanova]

Ooooh don't worry everything will be fine okay😊

[@projectsleeper1334]

After 4 years I broke up with her. Last couple months showed me that I am only one who fought for us. I was with her yet I fet lonley and angry all the time. Here I am now sitting in my basement smokong cigs and drinking beers, lookin at our pictures and memories. I will cherish those moments for the rest of my life. This playlist will remind me of her for the rest of my life. Thank you for posting it.

[@denkokim8243]

If only I could hug u man.

[@pandaplayz1283]

@@denkokim8243 same.

[@Dior.h]

"i wanted to go to the past, but when I went, there was no one there."

[@SGUARE]

Hello, Listen, I made a similar song but only for the film, I would like to know your opinion 🙏

[@ramnikstudywithme]

@@SGUARE pls don't promo here

[@DarkMatrixNeptune]

Can you share us your personal timeline how would it be it would be interesting to hear, Mr.jessossenkopp let me ask you something do you feel like you have lived in some other planet before in some other time in some other life when you sleep do you feel like not waking up and when you wake up do you feel like reality is all a dream let me tell you this Mr.jessossenkopp do you know what the limbo is oh I belive you been there many times the fact that the matter is that this is a dream Mr.jessossenkopp you are leaving in the so call paradise a image and mind of something more greater then the universe itself until rebellion took over the heart and conscience of the spirit and living is like a virus it spreads until it consumes you with evil hmm Mr.jessossenkopp compare to the whole universe planets stars and beyond we are nothing but slaves hmm have you ever pause for one second and for that second you knew you have been there before like if you saw it in a dream of course you know, guide yourself to the truth and you will say what truth hmm and I will say you already know the truth. This is the First Encounter:Theres more then just Sleep Wake up! Wake up! Because we where meant to fly with the stars

[@DarkMatrixNeptune]

​@@LiltimeleftCan you share us your personal timeline how would it be it would be interesting to hear, Mr.jessossenkopp let me ask you something do you feel like you have lived in some other planet before in some other time in some other life when you sleep do you feel like not waking up and when you wake up do you feel like reality is all a dream let me tell you this Mr.jessossenkopp do you know what the limbo is oh I belive you been there many times the fact that the matter is that this is a dream Mr.jessossenkopp you are leaving in the so call paradise a image and mind of something more greater then the universe itself until rebellion took over the heart and conscience of the spirit and living is like a virus it spreads until it consumes you with evil hmm Mr.jessossenkopp compare to the whole universe planets stars and beyond we are nothing but slaves hmm have you ever pause for one second and for that second you knew you have been there before like if you saw it in a dream of course you know, guide yourself to the truth and you will say what truth hmm and I will say you already know the truth. This is the First Encounter:Theres more then just Sleep Wake up! Wake up! Because we where meant to fly with the stars

[@iSpeakTheTruth101]

They're all gone and never coming back. It suddenly hit me this morning that it really is the end. If life goes how it should.. I have many decades left. Except, I don't quite know how I'll ever get to "it's been 20 years without you". Sorry for the all over the place reply.

[@dukethefox205]

I'm currently going through a depressive state in my mind right now but hearing and seeing music like this is the best hug to my mind I'll ever experience

[@mr.gocrazyonem]

Pray to God bro. Trust me. Be vylnerable and earnest.

[@tinytempa3093]

I don’t know u bro I wish u all the best man just know people are there for u and u got this.

[@junxgle9055]

Can I hug your mind too

[@dio-go7440]

try hugging some hoes lil bro

[@Loganpaulsboxers]

just stop being a furry

[@kyojurorengoku489]

I found this and I was at a loss of words, I just clicked on it and listened, put the link of this masterpiece in my About Me on Discord so others could hear it, and almost cried to this. Thank you for making things like this, people like you should be blessed 💜

[@madeleinelombardo1334]

It currently 2 in the morning. And I’m crying because today my grandma told me that she tried to message and chat with her old friends through facebook and most of them have passed now. It gets me thinking about how I’m going to grow old and all the people I grew up with and loved all my life will end up being memories in the end.

[@jonathandaniel6539]

Bro…

[@Random-sk6hm]

😔

[@CharlesConlin-hn4gk]

I totally feel that this teared me up cause of how true it really is

[@Ghostnroulettee]

It hurts when you go through spiritual growth knowing it is time to let go of the people who meant so much to you.. when you finally take a moment to visualize who you cared about deeply and start revisiting the good times you once had with them, just for you to realize those good times can no longer flourish.. letting go is hard, the memories are real, nostalgic moments linger, but the growth you must obtain is more important for more meaningful, new relationships, and new beginnings..

[@SeabizCit79]

Also feel what you wrote deep in my soul. Letting go is hard but not as hard as staying the same. I cherish the moments with those I have had to let go. Without them I wouldn’t be who I am today. ☺️

[@supreme4killa]

Everyone in my life eventually becomes a memory, and I've gotten to a point where it doesn't matter anymore. My deepest desire is to truly find myself, but when the world is so loud and the pain is just as deafening, it's almost as if I'm frozen in time longing to be released from this suffrage that leads to the epitome of my demise.

[@JP-kr7ku]

I lost and am in the process of losing everyone. It is what it is no, point in trying

[@annebourbonnais7558]

you speak my soul

[@guschertchertgus3967]

Смерть начало пути❤

[@nightingale330]

You think no one understands your pain, and no one cares? I understand the feeling. The world seems like such a dark and empty place sometimes. I hope you find your peace. I have begun to find mine, in Christ, but I still have a long way to go. All I know is that He makes sense of this "suffrage that leads to the epitome of my demise." Somehow, no matter how painful it is, He always manages to show me the purpose for my pain. I hope you begin to see the purpose for yours. None of us every goes through anything without a reason. Perhaps yours was so that we would know that we are not alone in the world. I don't know. All I know is, I hope you find your peace. God bless you ❤

[@frqncy_sup]

The best thing we can do, fellas, is work on ourselves. If you're here, listening to this beautiful music, because she doesn't or didn't love you, we're in the same boat. I hope you guys are stronger after this. We shouldn't just give up.

[@finnmathiasleuleu2350]

finnaly we have a theropist.

[@frqncy_sup]

@@finnmathiasleuleu2350 Yup, that's me. I'm gonna be an electrician and drift a Ford Mustang GT500 Shelby 2020 edition.

[@371_56]

Sometimes when you open your eyes you may see the one you adore the most, but the most painful thing is remembering that they are in your memory, living a different life, far away in the world, or watching you giving you clues that they're still here on Earth, watching after you because they love you so much Life is hard sometimes, but after the storm comes a rainbow

[@finnmathiasleuleu2350]

only if it rains after the storm

[@Cat_pawz120]

"Nothing is more painful than seeing someone you love move on."~life

[@IdentifiantE.S]

I hope things get better for you you're not alone ❤️

[@anthonysizemore4877]

That's definitely true from my experience. Especially when you still love that person.

[@yailashasmith3952]

And you did everything you could to try and get them to stay.​@anthonysizemore4877

[@guschertchertgus3967]

Они уходят в лучший мир я верю и ты верь мы обязательно встретимся

[@Jimster822]

This music has saved my life, whenever I’m feeling stressed or depressed or anxious or anything, I just pull this up to calm my self down, it’s never failed me, I trust this playlist more than I trust some people

[@okiseenow]

It feels so comfortable

[@blueberry0840]

Idea 22, idea 10 idea 9....... try these!

[@Unboundmakesvideos]

I'm on the opposite team and whenever autoplay brings this up, its just making me sad, depressed and emotional.

[@Jimster822]

@@blueberry0840 what are those? More music, if so I’m down to give them a try

[@blueberry0840]

@@Jimster822 yeah, their song from gibran algranber or however you pronounce that name😅

[@bloodyrosegarden]

"nostalgia, is a form of regret that you did not truly let yourself get lost in a particular moment of life. Where you and the world around you for once truly needed you to be around, and now, it is a memory where you got yourself lost in. Are you truly living now?"

[@Toby-j6y]

Damn

[@hoskins10]

deep

[@AffectionateEyeglasses-lo3pm]

Idk all I have is memories of me in a place that doesn't even exist 🫠.

[@Iv6ryv]

"The most painful thing in life isn't a cut or a burn. It's seeing people you have made memories with turn into memories." Stick to Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior. He is coming soon. Repent and change your life! John 3:16 "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." Jesus can change your life. God has your hole life planned. Accept him. We're in the end times. You cannot deny the overwhelming evidence. Psalms 37:13 "But the Lord laughs, seeing that their day is coming."

[@oldyosesawinchv2780]

like....when your favorite KZbinr pass away.......

[@veragage]

@@oldyosesawinchv2780who???😳

[@pokemonbrickbronze5947]

@@oldyosesawinchv2780or the feeling when you need to say goodbye to someone you like/love, knowing you will never see them again

[@oldyosesawinchv2780]

@@pokemonbrickbronze5947 or you don't even say the last goodbye to someone you know or love..cuz you don't know when they going to pass away

[@Andre98M]

❤

[@glamwithjenni]

Snowfall will forever be my favorite❤

[@SOUEIYAMAOKA]

Snowfall ,,,It's really very popular I, too, would like to create a song that will be loved by many people around the world for a long time. please give it a listen if you like.　SOUEI YAMAOKA『無人島』

[@ronnie9608]

undoubtedly the hardest part of life is having to let things go, whether it's a lover, a friend, or a really fun day that you know is gonna end even when you're in it... there is really nothing more painful. but the only solace for that is the fact that if you didn't miss it afterwards, it wouldn't be nearly as special in the moment. good things come and go and we do unfortunately have to pay a price. but life is full of good moments and for every memory you miss, another good one will come.

[@SOUEIYAMAOKA]

This is amazing . I'm not confident that I can do it . Still, please give it a listen if you like . SOUEI YAMAOKA　無人島

[@AimeeCox-dd6nc]

I really needed to hear that today life is really trying it's hardest on my right now lol

[@Chincontaka]

This! 💔

[@xian8132]

your right about paying that price, and if you take things for granted you will be paying more than you will ever know. Enjoy and cherish your loved ones everyone, it can all change in an instant. we think we will always have someone until they are just a memory and a picture..

[@luisbarron2993]

Alive or dead I now exist as a memory. In the hearts and minds of those who loved me. Wherever I go I will be there. Wherever they go I will be there.

[@justaaronshelby3261]

Today I lost my bestfriend, my childhood friend, I still cant believe, I wish I could turn back the time and hug him while I can

[@KGan-kd4jr]

Stay strong my brother, don't worry those memories that you spent with him will always be with you... Cherish it...

[@Tateyddd]

Im sorry brother

[@pandaplayz1283]

Sorry for ur loss bro

[@CharlesConlin-hn4gk]

Awwww I’m sorry I’ve had that before too😢

[@LostWorld-Comus]

To whoever is reading this, I hope you heal from the things you don’t speak about. I hope you find peace within your day. If all you did was get out of bed today, have a glass of water, or even just did whatever you could, just know that’s the best you could do at that moment and that’s okay. Everyone sleep well and I hope the waves of relaxation wash over you. Sending love and healing and light to all of you.

[@pandaplayz1283]

thanks so much bro

[@Bearrmom]

Когда ты становишься старше, мир становится будто бы серым, так много всего опускается на наши плечи. Сейчас уже ночь, а я смотрю на звезды и вспоминаю тех людей, которые ушли из этого мира.Мои дедушка и бабушка, я так по вам скучаю, я бы так хотела снова вас увидеть и сказать, как сильно вас люблю. Мне очень жаль, что иногда я веду себя грубо по отношению к своим близким, ведь когда то и их не станет. Единственное, что хоть как то дает мне энергию жизни это мои мечты, они меня зажигают изнутри, я не знаю что меня ждёт в будущем, но я верю, что когда то я буду также стоять под ночным звездным небом, осознавая, что все чего я желала исполнилось и я стала чуточку счастливее💕✨

[@ПОМИДОРКА-н8и]

Все получится!)

[@ofeliya432]

Это было мощно.

[@ProstoBro02]

Очень сильно

[@abdullahalazmi5187]

Every time I listen to these musics, it makes me feel deeply sad with soft smile about the old memories, and how the time pass so fast 😢 pace to everyone ❤️

[@Iove_bug]

@repentandbelieveinJesusChrist8shut up

[@thestrengthwithin4249]

I know exactly what you mean friend 🙌be happy and smile 😊 stay safe and healthy with strength and love ❤️👍👍

[@dio-go7440]

nice spelling lil bro, you a cornball fr

[@thestrengthwithin4249]

@@dio-go7440 really 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️

[@TheSadMonke]

@@dio-go7440 They did spell something wrong, but really? Leave them alone.

[@AMIGOBG]

I am from Russia and I am tired of everything that is happening, I want to go back to 2006... when we had no worries, when we were little, when we perceived life as happiness, when phones were just for calling, when you spent time with your parents together - it all remained in our memories... I hope someone is reading this to have you. everything was fine so that you would be happy, remember these memories

[@Basya579]

I was 0 years old at that time, I’m also from Russia😊

[@Sweet-masters]

Понимаю, бро😢

[@fun4830]

Я тебя очень понимаю, брат. Более того, я живу в Донецке и весь этот пиздец ударяет по мне вновь и вновь. Люди стали ужасными, меркантильными, все живут ради выгоды. И это ужасно. Надеюсь, ты справишься со своими проблемами и мыслями и будешь жить счастливо :)

[@screww2701]

Pre 2014 ❤

[@amitsh9713]

You should come to India visit Dalia lamba Dharamshala

[@lilmattculli8740]

to anyone seeing this, im a teenager who tried drugs at a young age and now ruined the rest of my life. shrooms is no joke, and in other terms i had a bad overdose/trip and forever have lost my mind. my precious memories all gone and any chance of creating new ones, gone. constant anxiety attacks/panic attacks, you name it! day to day, life goes on by and i no longer feel the hype or amuse anymore yet i have a strong soul and will continue to fight for as long as i can. this will not bring me down, though i have my good and bad days i will continue to work and strive with this new challenge of mine. this is a message to anyone who's in their early "having fun" stages and to warn them not to go to extreme and mess up your life how i did. thank you if you take the time to acknowledge this message, as i hesitated a good five times before releasing. stay safe, and enjoy the rest of your day overcome all your challenges, and life will get so much better for you.

[@m1ttvfx]

Im with you bro.

[@lilmattculli8740]

@@m1ttvfx same shit happened to you? or you feel what im saying? either or, thank you bro much love

[@SOUEIYAMAOKA]

Please live your life to the fullest from now on. please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA『無人島』

[@nandoferreira9428]

It will come a day that this video will have been posted 7 years ago and now will be just a memory.

[@charlie-_]

factS!!!

[@TheHangedMan617]

Hopefully

[@finnmathiasleuleu2350]

omg true not like we didnt know that no not at all. very original.

[@Flork_the_puppet]

"Don't judge each day by the harvest you reap but by the seeds that you plant"

[@Timmerrr23]

No

[@alonaplishko3205]

Just have it on my wall printed to remember about who i am :)

[@Weeping_W1ll0w]

hello, world. i feel like crying, this playlist hits so hard. i miss when everything felt simpler when crushes were fun when i was a child no worries. but now, what is the point of living knowing that no matter how high you go, no matter how happy you are, it's nothing compared to the past. perhaps i am screaming into the void. but i must tell someone. my earliest memories are being thrown in a cold shower and left outside in the middle of the night. my parents weren't the healthiest. i swung back and forth like a pendulum suicidal and full of hatred to happy and loving of the world 2nd grade was the grade i was diagnosed with autism. adhd as well. i had so many crushes during primary school: their names i will not list for obvious reasons. but i had about 4? 5? 1st grade was my first breakup. of course, it being 1st grade and all, i really didn't care. i just said i didn't want to be boyfriend and girlfriend anymore, then drew heartbreak emojis on all my worksheets. classic 1st grade stuff. 2nd grade, i believe, was my first rejection i had a crush on a boy we'll call E. i laughed at all his jokes played along with him for months. i told a popular girl, A, about said crush. she told him, and it being 2nd grade and all, he was pretty repulsed. he avoided me at all costs. i hated A for telling him.. and myself for telling her. that was the day i learned my lesson about confessing. eventually it's online school. i was so overwhelmed with work. i had a great teacher the first online year, second not so much. i left halfway through the year. back to the first online year. my incredibly nice teacher, Mrs. G, let us stay on after school, for clubs or chatting or whatever we wanted. actually, let's go back a bit earlier. i remember everything about him. Mrs. G introduced him to the class. "please welcome Q!" (obviously not his real inital) he was a bit of a late transfer, but not by much. this was the first time in so many years where i actually felt something for someone. we got to chatting, especially after school and in the zoom chat section. we had these in-school tutoring sessions once a week. i met him there as well, where i got an invitation to the city museum. i had a great time. and, perhaps more importantly, a crush. anyways it's been a month or so and i'm back at his house. we're playing some random game, and he snaps and screams at _me_ . i discovered youtube videos discussing toxic relationships. 🚩🚩🚩 yet i stayed. it was under the stars we kissed. "don't tell anyone about this," he said. me still being fairly young, i went straight to my mother. we didn't pursue anything else romantically. anyways it's been a few years. we're in touch and i go over to his house regularly. i've had a fair amount of crushes by then. and suddenly, at around 12:00am, i text my best friend ever. "X, i think i'm in love with Q." and i tell her everything you've heard now. so one day due to a family emergency i'm stuck at his house. we're doing stuff that friends just don't do, but my naïve self thinks nothing of it. we've come back from swimming. and he confesses everything. Q loves... me? i was terrified to confess due to what E had said all those years ago. so we sit together and chill, again doing things that friends just don't do. then i realise. i can't do this. so i get up and tell him so. he was rightfully crushed. Q tried a bit after that to make more moves. i shut them down. the romance i'd dreamed of came crashing down. i was never able to love like that again. but yet... i tried to get him to come back. he'd made up his mind. i wanted to tell him i still loved him but that fear of E stopped me again. so it's been another year i'm making more friends than just him and so has he so i'm chilling with one of my friends, called Y, and she's written a fanfiction about 2 people in our class. i think it's funny and send it to Q. he proceeds to send it to around 10 other people, including the 2 people mentioned in the story. oh no. my soul - crushed. my friendship - destroyed. what if this gets to the staff? my plans - student council, the honors society, i could be kicked out. final period hits. i have it with Y and Q, along with another friend of all of us, called K. it's pretty laid-back, i just have to pretend nothing happened. dismissal rings. i'm in the locker room with Y and K. we're talking about Q. Y gets K updated on the whole fanfiction thing. and the conversation switches to Q. how he can never be trusted will do anything for a cheap laugh only cares about one thing: himself. likes almost every girl in the school. and a switch in my brain begins to flip. he lied to my face that night after swimming. i can't win him back. even if i could, it would be an endless loop. and as this lightbulb illuminates my mind, Y blocks Q. and so do I. now it's tuesday, the day after, and i'm ill. perhaps that's good. i don't have to deal with Q. but god, i can't do this. a part of me wants him back. i'm thinking about how much he misses me, how he wishes he wasn't blocked. but i can't do this anymore. this is me coming to terms with what happened, i guess. a quick side story though the day the fanfiction thing happened K's acting mad flirty and it's super weird is it just her personality or..? and suddenly i feel it. when Q entered my life, my love life burned to the ground. but now he's gone. and with K, it feels like a single flower has risen from the ashes. healing is possible. and so is acceptance. i'm doing much better mentally. no longer suicidal, however i still am slightly disconnected. i think i deserve better than this.p

[@Vibe.with_kaela]

I hope you feel better now. You definitely deserve better

[@The_sqt]

womp womp

[@ericcg7806]

@@The_sqt That's crazy

[@The_sqt]

@@ericcg7806 🤣🤣

[@ZealousWins]

Congratulations on making it this far. Thank you for being here. I appreciate that you have been able to move on past all the hurt that people can make you feel. My hope is that you are able to pursue a relationship with someone who truly counts for you. Keep your head up and do good in school. Keep going, and do amazing things.

[@theotv5522]

Someone once told me: Smile, and the world laughs with you. Cry and you'll weep alone.

[@МарияМалютина-л9л]

Yes, but one day in your life there will be that person who will be by your side while you cry❤️‍🩹

[@HACKER...01]

You are cute​@@МарияМалютина-л9л

[@itsbee7986]

I like this music because it helps me separate myself from my emotions. Temporarily I am outside of my own body, watching back all my old memories and going over how I feel as though it is a movie. Almost as if I don't actually relate myself with any of it. And it helps me feel okay for just a little while. I like to think of this sort of music as my bridge, because for me, it like when you're in a car and it's raining. You know how when you first get in the car, the rain hits the roof quite hard and loud, but eventually, it starts getting quieter and you either get used to it or find some sort of comfort in it. And then you go under a bridge and everything goes quiet and almost peaceful, and you realise you forgot how lovely the silence was. But you still know eventually the bridge has to end, and when it does, once again the raindrops fall onto your roof and it seems as though they are hitting just a little heavier and louder than before but its fine because on the way, there may be another bridge that can help it all be quiet and peaceful again, so you go the rest of the car ride waiting for that bridge. Yeah, this kind of music is my bridge.

[@blue_vr2127]

That made me think in a different perspective for a second. You should be a writer.

[@EXCLUSIVE44]

This is a profound illustration of music.

[@Punky156]

Reading your comment with the music playing made me get lost in your words like a book. I felt like I could see myself getting in that car and driving in the rain and feeling peace. I wish I could read more from you and just get lost. I hope you continue to always write what you're feeling. ❤

[@sherriherbert6338]

That message was for itsbee9486 so if your out there I hope you get the replies

[@adrianimatez]

I feel what you said and I got a nice memory of going under a bridge while it's raining with my family in a car. peaceful times

[@firestonerock7985]

I lost my grandpa to cancer on 05/05/20, these songs make me feel like he's with me again

[@henobani8039]

i'm story about your grandpa, stay strong

[@Coral333]

❤❤❤

[@Liguang-md8yt]

Stay strong.

[@ratlook7479]

100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, l love you

[@WX325]

Most don’t read theses types of comments bc how much their is to read but I am reading comments for inspiration and this makes me smile to read this

[@БогданВишневский-ы8г]

Thanks, your comment is great and charming. Good luck everybody in their lives.

[@Egadeon]

Everyone don't have parents. But live and be good person. Don't waste, You can help lot of peoples using this life

[@devingardner9355]

But at some point that just isn't enough😅 life becomes gray after while people family friends everything just loses its happy tone when you get older it feels like you're falling forever no one listens no one cares we get stuck doing the same thing over and over again every day with little distractions but the feeling is always there

[@SA-rr1oy]

@@devingardner9355 The good thing is that there's one person who can change your perception, to enjoy things again, and will absolutely never leave you until the end. Yourself. So it's up to you to fight to have a better life and make you the best you for you. Otherwise, no one will. I wish you the best of luck. Everything is temporary, but that's part of the beauty of life.

[@lafelicidad6075]

I have lost my lover this September and it's heartbreaking enough to actually breathe without him around. It feels as if my soul is taken away from my body and I am just a lifeless body with nothing to feel or hope for. I pray he is happy and safe with God. I hope he can see me making his dreams come true. I hope I can see him sooner. . . .. . .........

[@ellovesyr]

songs like these make me remember how i barely have any real life friends and how starting from the age of 6 all my friends have been online. they were also the people who wrecked me the most, but i still miss them so much.

[@shard8285]

Well at least I know I'm not the only one

[@thibaultrossi9922]

It is never too late to just go out somewhere, anywhere even if it’s by yourself. Worst case scenario, you’ll have discovered a new place, experienced a new thing. Best case scenario, you might also just have met new people who might change your life for the best. You’re always one conversation away from meeting someone who counts

[@I-am-a-non-existent-user]

Unfortunately, the same thing. I can't create memories for myself, namely friendly memories for my future self.

[@vmiyvkv]

times frl flies, it’s just like yesterday I was laughing in the hallways walking with my boyfriend and now we dont even talk anymore

[@suzanfonville7455]

Im sorry that sucks!

[@Kaylamariedawson]

my sister and i became homeless by choice running away from abuse and addiction in our family at 16 and 20. had no clue what we were doing. worked like hell and prayed. Our mom is sober this year and slowly we’re making amends within our family. We’re celebrating our third apartment this month and i hope we never get to stop making memories. Lord thank you for giving me my sister and the day you call us home will be the most painful departure my heart will ever know.. Glory to God

[@Coral333]

Hallelujah ❤️

[@finnmathiasleuleu2350]

damn, that's like some movie type stuff

[@howdymygoodsir]

god bless

[@L.t.819]

2 o'clock in the morning, I was sitting alone in my apartment, listening to these songs, thinking about someone who has become a memory. I just truned 18 in this August, I got a twin's brother, but he decided to end his life in this September. It was a peaceful afternoon untill my mom gave me that phone call, her voice sounded broken that I could hardly hear her, "We lost him." I didn't expect that at all, I don't know how to react for a moment, when I realize what she just told me, my face was already covered with tears, It's really hurts to lost someone close to you, especially when he is my brother. It's been few weeks now, but i can still hear my mom's words in my ears, I become absolutely numb to all my emotions, it feels like everything in this world has nothing to do with me, my heart is been ripped into pieces, and I don't know how to fix it. I haven't live with my family for several months, I'm studying abroad alone, I got several friend in here, but i still do everything by myself, most of time I feel that the world is so quiet, as if I'm the only one left, But I still wanna say that, Although it will be painful to lose someone, But if your life is too hard to live, then don't force it. Sometimes things always backfire, at least don't make it worse. Life goes on, and always remenber people who love you will still love you, we just want you to be happy, rather then see you live in pain, Sleep easy my baby boy, I love you more than you think.🕊 I know you been trying so hard, but you got no worries now, every thing is gonna be fine, and we'll be fine. Thank you for becoming a part of my life, I was so glad that you were my twin's brother, I'm glad I met you in my life, thank you for been my family, thank you for everything. to my brother Henry, and all of people who struggling in thire life.

[@HotBoyRigo]

Thank you for sharing this story, I’m currently up right now, it’s 1 am in Pittsburgh PA. Sorry for your loss. Keep your head up high as I will do the same. 🙏🏼

[@buttermilk_bob8254]

My grandma passed away Thursday September 21 2023 and I've been crying for a long time but this music helps, thanks.

[@henobani8039]

sorry about your loss

[@xiaoxia3943]

life goes on, i wish you well❤

[@audioface420]

Rest in peace Grandma, my brothers birthday. The juxtaposition is melancholy

[@Spicy-Beans]

My grandma and grandpa passed a few years apart but it felt like days apart and I love lost everything I’ve ever had and it’s all changed it just hurts

[@stagdeal]

Hurting someones feelings is easy as throwing a rock in the ocean , but do you know how deep that goes.

[@frootloops02]

they don’t. hence is why they hurt others

[@nostalgic2431]

Daum i cant imagine the feeling ill have when this playlist is 15 years old and i look back at what im living right now in the present moment... ill keep this hear for my future self... i love you man... stay strong as you've always been...you were in a shitty place during this time... but you made it man...nobody will have your back like i will....everything we been through man the struggle and pain.... we still here... im proud of you...

[@UrBssLeaker]

''You never realise the true value of something until it's gone''

[@Zeutrus]

I'm still a child, well I believe I'm still considered a child at least. They say growing is when you experience the hardship and error of an adult person. While I never did understand what that entails, reading what is happening with everyone else, what is going on in the lives of people here, made a crack that slightly opened my eyes to the truth of what an adult is. I never really though about it, how joyful my youth is, I suppose I was taking it for granted the entire time... I will not be making this mistake again. I do want to express my empathy for everyone here, for what it is worth, but also my gratitude for showing me what lies ahead. I will try my best to enjoy the little I have left in my childhood. Thank you again.

[@SOUEIYAMAOKA]

This is amazing . I'm not confident that I can do it. Still, please give it a listen if you like. SOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島

[@pandaplayz1283]

dw just stay strong itll all be okay

[@MonzerHassanSnow]

To the person reading this comment, it's okay, it's okay to feel lonely sometimes, if you're going through tough times, keep pushing through, but never give up, I wish you success. success in health, love and happiness!❣♥♥