cleaning my apartment + talking about "things" i've avoided 🤓

* ❤️ CLEANING MY APARTMENT + TALKING ABOUT THINGS I'VE AVOIDED ❤️*
basically an uncomfortable vlog where I clean and talk marriage, being bipolar, OCD, music, new hair, mental health, and more sh*t I've avoided.
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[@cinnabonangel8434]

“what i realised is being happy doesn’t mean you’ve reached a goal and not jus always happy. it means you’ve just had bad days and accept they’re just bad days” that’s something i needed to hear.

[@AtinyKitty]

Once I learned this, I’ve felt a lot better about life!!

[@alext3480]

same. this week has been terrible

[@cinnabonangel8434]

Michelle M hope things get better for u, sending a lot of love n light ur way. 🤍🤍

[@ErinBrookes]

This is what I've been learning too in the last year. So important

[@annajoie700]

This statement really hit hard! 💛

[@lordcheesewhiz7613]

ok but the reason behind this whole video is honestly a MOOD.

[@isay7152]

Issa Reed A HUGE mOoD😂💙

[@yes-pv1bt]

I've been noticing a whole new vibe with Niki. She seems like she's really been working on herself and trying to be her, just her, without trying to be like anyone else. In the reality show Niki said she was working on herself, but it was kind of hard to see that, but now I can tell she's changed and I get good vibes from her and her channel. Love you Niki

[@finaveret]

Yes❤️

[@Pearl-iw4lf]

“what i realised is being happy doesn’t mean you’ve reached a goal and not jus always happy. it means you’ve just had bad days and accept they’re just bad days” ~Niki Demar That was something i rlly needed to hear, especially during this year 2020... (and I am aware this is similar to many comments but its just that i agree with all of 'em.

[@isabella3909]

I have a lot of respect for you because you didn’t use “I’m bipolar” as click bait. You were actually tested and diagnosed. Thank you for not just throwing words around.

[@aliyahrenee3154]

She kind of did tho....

[@itslarissagomes3489]

She actually did..

[@uhnye]

Alyssa Allen Chill out.. by “throwing words around”, they meant saying you’re something without being diagnosed with it. For example, Trisha Paytas. She said she had did, but was not actually diagnosed with it. You’re going on full rants for absolutely no reason, calling them mean. It’s really not that serious.

[@uhnye]

Alyssa Allen Chill..

[@uhnye]

Joe BARNABAS Yes there is.. you get tested and diagnosed with it.

[@carolinaann6912]

Watching people clean up and like “getting their life together” by cleaning calms my anxiety so much haha

[@emrencejanes9607]

Same

[@lunansheiwat9293]

Who else thinks that Niki's red hair is better than her orange hair I love her red hair!

[@froggyishe3577]

Yessssss sameeeeeee eeeeek

[@cassidyquirk4986]

I loved Niki's blue hair but now seeing the red I love it even more 💓

[@mht4908]

I still prefer her blue hair, but she looks amazing with red hair as well

[@eleanorhobson6145]

I loved her orange so much but I’m living for her new look ✌️

[@AY-hs5ju]

Me

[@jennytsch1875]

The way she color codes her clothes makes her closet awesome

[@aliciaannette3113]

Fire goddess 🔥🔥🔥 this chick can go from black to blue, to orange, to red and make every single one look bomb af.

[@jahnavigrace4592]

right

[@jahnavigrace4592]

@JAAYDE BAKER whatev sis

[@aliciaannette3113]

Yeah not sure why my comment made her responsd like that 😂 hUn nO iT wAs bRoWn. Like okay?? When I say black I mean dark hair in general. She’s over here trying to nit pick my comment like it makes a difference

[@ramirezvaldez8372]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/e3qwqoatd8Z3p68

[@idk-df1kb]

she dye her hair purple once

[@Tommyfebruary6_]

I feel like her ''70s'' phase is over and now she dresses like people in the late 90s and early 2000s EDIT: Bro what why did i get so much likes and btw i love the new happy niki and the new style and i also loved when she was leaning more towards the 70s style. Her style was just something that I saw changing lately.

[@llanasofiall]

well she's just following trends

[@Missmagazinebura]

I love the 1970s , the 1990s and the 2000s too. She’s just changing with the trends

[@alex-yk5mu]

she just likes it.

[@naomi6450]

maxine chan want to support each other:)!

[@sydneyl9732]

The way she jut decorated her “beauty wing” is very 60’s/70’s though

[@jordanshrinks]

I am so happy to see you expanding and doing what makes you happy, girl. I feel like we are very similar and I am always so proud of your progress! Creative queen!! Can't wait to support your brand. Please release something in black hahahahah.

[@charlottemarchbank6169]

Btw I'm subscribe to your channel ❤😄

[@amymansfield8063]

there is no one who is “off the hook”. It’s just a matter of wether you bother to ask people what they are struggling with or not..............

[@TheSweetForever]

True. Some people are better at hiding it 🤷🏾‍♀️.

[@aliciawistrand2014]

She meant some people aren’t diagnosed with mental health disorders.

[@amymansfield8063]

yeah but just bc someone doesnt have a mental disorder doesnt mean they are “off the hook”. there are other disabilities and disorders and diseases that are just as bad or even worse.

[@anastasiarobinson2223]

Amy Mansfield right I have health issues from Two auto immune diseases plus mental health issues.. and the physical affects my life more then the mental.. she is very naive I like niki but she wants to act as if she’s the only one with these issues but she has all the blessings in the world with a kush ass life.. yes she worked for it but if I didn’t have to stress over bills money and my physical health I would be one happy girl

[@kennedypereyda8285]

Anastasia Robinson forreal Niki is not being considerate of others with comments like that

[@d.s169]

Does anyone also do this, but instead of talking to a camera, You talk to yourself😂.

[@nualalobley1610]

Yeppp

[@maddiemon7231]

Yep I do that 😂😂

[@themango9644]

Yessss lmfaooo

[@averygibbens7839]

every single day

[@naomi6450]

Nuala Lobley want to support each other:)!

[@roxey3779]

"i hate cleaning" the taurus came out

[@khadijamumtaz92]

rox[e]y I love it me a ♉️

[@anwynchapman5842]

All the zodiac signs have actually changed...

[@idunnofam4857]

I'm a Taurus!!! ♉

[@Death.Angel_0]

Not every taurus is like that 😂 one of my friends is a taurus and cleans a lot

[@idunnofam4857]

@@Death.Angel_0 actually, same (except I'm the Taurus) I LOVE cleaning

[@katelynbenschoter2614]

When she said it’s a red era i instantly thought of Taylor Swifts Red album haha

[@yashvimaurya9948]

Ikr!! Me too!

[@alialaura8358]

Yasss new subscriber just because of this comment

[@alexiaflores7973]

Stop. That broke my heart when she said “some people are off the hook or lucky and I have this”. Niki don’t look at it as a burden. With a certain perspective it could be a blessing in disguise. Yeah no doubt it can suck at times but it only builds you up more and more. You have such a strong support system behind you. We got you.

[@victoriasteelman1595]

It is not a blessing to have constant suicidal thoughts when you are in your depressive states and not feeling in control of yourself in your manic phase and ruining your life and hurting those in your path. toxic positivity out of here

[@evietatt4]

Why did I literally need the 'this is the happiest I've been in a while' she makes me smile so much 🥺💗

[@cinnabonangel8434]

the red hair is lowkey a vibe !!!

[@hannahlist9840]

You've commented so many times, like BRUH.

[@emilygardner3895]

i love how her "closet" is the spare room in her flat

[@ifqtimq]

Niki: Im bipo- *Ad*

[@megantandon4343]

“DowNloAD SimPlY pIanO”

[@silviejulian3489]

OMG same

[@Meijibby]

This sentence is grammatically correct, But its wordy and hard to read😃

[@cherrycola6127]

Something I love about Niki is that she’s not afraid to be herself. She’ll always express herself in every way possible, which is really inspiring to me. Luv u so much Niki 🧡 also love the red it looks so good on you!!

[@camille98tt]

She also bratty

[@isay7152]

Urmomkaren that’s so sweet💕

[@Adrianaisapissbaby666]

@@camille98tt shush dont ruin the moment

[@oldschool_loul]

So true!:)

[@addie8910]

Niki stays 💯 all the time like she’s so honest abt her apartment being a mess Like MOOD 🤣🤷‍♀️💕

[@inkacrawley3558]

It’s so humbling to hear about these aspects of your life, I’ve struggled with OCD for as long as I can remember but never said anything it’s comforting to hear I’m not the only one but I wish you didn’t have to struggle with it. Ps love the red hair so much ❤️❤️

[@kayleemarceau5992]

I adore her energy in her recent videos. You can see that she’s having fun with her channel and in her day to day life💓plus her outfit is killer yesss we live a glowing niki💕

[@laurenhurley2909]

last time I was this early niki was mingling with their CaMeRa GuY

[@alesarkissian4377]

Omg😂

[@hayaalmasri1247]

Nate u just yelled at ur boss

[@tatianavelasco1335]

That was insane

[@thankunext5602]

He's oUr cAmErA gUy

[@charlottiep9366]

“soo me and nate a-“ “hEs OuR cAmErA gUy” LOVE THEM BOTH BUT 😂😂

[@shelbymink4658]

Love how she is so real with us and not fake and pretend she isn’t messy when everyone is pretty messy and yeah you go girl and love your top it looks so good 😊❤️

[@eliafora4403]

She’s so quirky

[@monique3390]

Elia Fora AHAHHA

[@Cutiecaryn00]

niki, you breaking out of your shell and actually glowing personality wise is my motivation everyday. i feel into a deep depressing hole and your videos are just so relatable 💗

[@aralygomez8043]

I luv how niki is loving her self she has been really open lately and that’s good .she’s really inspirational and showing us we don’t need ppl to make us happy .

[@jessicaevans584]

It's a bedroom, a bed in a room- Niki 2020

[@hayaalmasri1247]

Her apartment is giving me friends vibes

[@talaalruhaili9752]

RIGHT???

[@jordan-tg6nx]

i haven’t watched her or gabi in like 4 years and i have to say she looks so much happier! literally glowing. it’s so nice to see :) glad she’s working on herself now, she deserves it

[@daniellehawver9610]

I also don't understand why she keeps putting money into apartments she doesn't own.. buy a house and invest in your money.

[@gracecarlander1964]

Agreed

[@devonyturner6134]

She and gabi bought a house they use it for work. There’s a video about it

[@savv4371]

I don’t think she’s a commitment type of person lol she likes change

[@emr_poems2272]

Personally when it’s time I’m getting a condo or apartment and I’m making sure it’s cute cuz I’m living in it. It’s a decision she has to make.

[@sineadraleigh1562]

It’s her choice and her decision, you don’t know her financial situation.

[@lanasami740]

As someone with OCD, I am truly inspired about her coming out about it on her KZbin channel. We need to stop normalizing not discussing mental health and prioritizing physical illnesses over mental illnesses 💖

[@Dog-ju9up]

Right

[@juuuujuuu4751]

I love how you can say all this on KZbin there’s some really horrible people out there love you I will support you through anything

[@maroahbueno5275]

This is by far one of my favorite videos you’ve done. love the authenticity and you seem so genuinely happy within yourself, I am so happy for you.

[@kyley9366]

I just absolutely love how honest and open you are like you have no secrets nothing your ashamed of to the point where you would never tell anyone you are amazing keep doing what you do

[@anashaellis2269]

I'm feeling the red hair PS she looks so confident

[@emmylemons3846]

*moves to nikis hometown so I can buy the clothes she donates at the local thrift stores*

[@sydnie3705]

THATS A WHOLE MOOD

[@bellamauri291]

I was think about this lmao

[@nickiy.9153]

I love her energy in this vid. tbh in all her vids now. I feel like her goals for this year are happening. She's just so real and happy. We luv u niki and wish u the best in everything u do !:)

[@jessicaoliver612]

So proud of you niki, been watching you and gabi for the last 3-4 years and it’s been amazing to witness your growth and you finding yourself. You are a bright light in this world! ❤️

[@teresaneves8839]

*everyone here*: she taught me a life lesson *me*: her clothes are GORGEOUUUUUUSSSSS!!!!!!!

[@naomi6450]

Sarah Cha want to support each other:)!

[@ashleysternowski2783]

SAME!!

[@cheyennes8235]

I’m loving the new hair though! 😍

[@maxineardelean7826]

I'm so proud of you Niki! This video took a lot of courage and it was one of my favorites you posted just being real and answering questions while opening up about so much.

[@taylordavidsen4610]

My mom is diagnosed bipolar and OCD and she has been the best mom ever. I'm glad you got tested and are willing to share. I was diagnosed OCD many years ago and it was because of people like you that I did. love ya Niki

[@kxo10chandelie20]

Who wishes Niki can do a lookbook bcuz u have the same aesthetic as her?🙋🏻‍♀️❤️

[@leasugar8228]

“you guys are lucky, you don’t understand.” i do, actually. i have ocd and anxiety and i’m currently in the hospital because of it. it freaking sucks, but i’m glad you are open about it and getting better 💗💗

[@rueclouds1156]

sending love and strength your way, so proud of you

[@thalyroger6928]

Wow stay strong!

[@KatieJackson]

i love how your apartment looks, it’s so cosy💚 we all really appreciate how open you are💓

[@malaikaarafatkhan1477]

Gurl u go! I feel like u can just tell Niki has this new spark in her ,and u can tell in her vids she's grown to b so much more confident Luv u 😘

[@ceciliamaione7548]

Niki: "why do some people have nothing, and there is me with these two things." Me: depression, anxiety, bipolar, schizophrenia, OCD, maniac :)))

[@lilakarp1823]

girl same but replace schizophrenia and ocd with insomnia and adhd 😭 i feel u tho

[@musicforthefrogs1936]

Same

[@musicforthefrogs1936]

Depression anorexia bulimia bipolar disorder insomnia ocd BPD

[@macyscharpf404]

stay strong girl ❤️

[@ramirezvaldez8372]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/bn2Wh4Oer6achqc

[@sangitamadhusudan6091]

This girl coming into her own is just so damn inspiring

[@aliasakinah8768]

thank you for being open about your mental health struggles. I've been dealing with OCD for 10 years now and i'm trying to tell myself it will be okay.

[@lauravioletvlogs972]

I've been going through so much in ky life right now. I've been watching your vlog channel, gabi's vlog channel, the both of yours main channel, and Alisha's vlogs/main channel to help me cope through all of the stuff that is going on in my head and personal life. Thank you for existing. 💖

[@chriss3450]

Your content literally gives me life. Your personality is just amazing. Like. Wow

[@kennedy8008]

Awww I kinda liked the orange better but she’s still rocking the red

[@sophiea831]

I think the red is muuuuuch better

[@kennedy8008]

scuse me honestly she looks gorgeous in both but I loved the orange. But I know she’s rock this too

[@moonlight-he6rj]

I'm loving the red, I think it's her best color so far

[@sophiea831]

@@moonlight-he6rj ye I thought she couldn't top the blue but the red is amazing

[@sarahmarie3317]

I haaaated the Orange Lol but it’s not my hair so idc. I like the red a lot tho!!!

[@ngazomaphosa7151]

I love how relatable Niki is and she's just so real and she's dealing with shoot yet she still manages to film her videos

[@kayleeslater6345]

20 seconds into the video and I wanna cry you have such a glow and a light to you!!! I’m so happy to see you in this energy.

[@lindseyar7576]

Okay but she really said ‘you guys have it easy’ 🤣 while we’re depressed and struggling to pay bills...

[@Lavrnjaa]

Wait when did she say that?? Yikes 😂 I’ve gotten over it but what comes to mind is the iced coffee fiasco lmao...

[@astrabula329]

Lavrnja 😂🤣😅

[@any-qm3sf]

if you're talking about 9:26, i think she meant people who don't suffer from mental illness

[@lindseyar7576]

any I really know what she meant I’m just saying she has the resources to treat her mental health at least, she has to realize how blessed she is in general

[@cristelaflores8918]

I still love the orange hair on you but red doesn’t look bad either. I just think with your skin tone orange brightens you up❤️

[@TrendyTalia]

I love cleaning videos, they’re so satisfying. I can tell how happy you are, Niki. That’s wonderful! I’m so happy for you, and excited for all of your upcoming projects and content. Loving the red hair, too. 💋

[@trtlduv07]

Thank you for being so honest and transparent about your mental health! I had no Idea you had OCD like me. I have OCD anxiety snd depression. I’m so sorry you suffer with that and Bipolar but at least you know about the bipolar now so you can understand yourself more. You’re awesome. 💜💜

[@RomneyRanjo]

i seripusly told my boyfriend about cleaning vlogs and he’s like “no. people don’t want to see that” me showing him how many i’ve watched and the views each vid has ..... 🤣

[@jemarineau4851]

I missssssssssed those type of videos !! Like personal and just talking and everything!!

[@katy-annechamberland-gagno7991]

Yess jeromee allooo

[@juliemarion1021]

Katy-Anne Chamberland-Gagnon AHAHAHAHAHA Katy omg hahahahaa

[@aubrie2835]

I love u so much Nikki I feel like ur so raw and positive and inspirational keep going!!! I also just love how creative you are and it makes it fun to watch your vids

[@HalleyDrechsler]

wow girl, i used to be obsessed with you but now i’m REALLY obsessed with you!! just your style and your energy is so amazing keep doing you boo

[@MisaMisaAmane]

There's no one, who's "off the hook". Leaving in a reality as human being will never set you off the hook. I'm happy to see people, feeling themselves and being comfortable in their own skin.

[@cinnabonangel8434]

i’m watching this while my room is a mess... maybe this was the sign i needed

[@katie.b7835]

yo ill clean my room if you do

[@cinnabonangel8434]

Katie Brown we have a deal !!

[@Lucy-fg8le]

sameeeee! lamooooooooo!!!!!

[@ramirezvaldez8372]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/e3qwqoatd8Z3p68

[@janicegrailmer912]

I need more motivation to clean

[@eviehart628]

This whole video I’m just sat here smiling 😂 she’s so happy and it makes me happyyyyy

[@alex-yk5mu]

i like the new openly positive niki. i came back and i’m like, woah she changed. and i like it! :) glad your good now niki. (not like you weren’t before but you seem so positive in this video!)

[@infpedits]

LOVE the red hair but out of all the hair colors you’ve had, I like the orange best on you. It brings so much warmth and color to your face and is such a look on you 🧡

[@selenaarmendariz4158]

the red hair is a look Me "Is she going trough a cheeto phase fist the orange now red "lmao

[@serenafrkovich6016]

I SEE THAT UNTAMED BOOK GIRL - THAT BOOK IS BEYOND EMPOWERING

[@karaking4871]

You inspire so many people and you should be so incredibly proud of everything you've accomplished, even if you don't think it's a big deal! Love you!!

[@bethanyfisher532]

Honestly the red fits her so well it’s honestly my favorite out of all the colors she’s dyed her hair

[@thelaurenwatt]

this is the motivation i need to clean my room.

[@layliciousgaming]

Nikki, this is why I love you. You are so open about everything and your unique style which helps me in so many different ways that I’m just realizing I think you opened me up to a style I never thought I’d be into. At the moment I’m actually going to be testing for bipolar. I have already been diagnosed with depression when I was 12 I am now 17 going to be 18 in 3 months and there’s a lot of times my emotions are unexplainable and don’t know why I feel a way at certain times or my past actions and why I did the things I have done. I need to know what other things I may be. Today I got scared since there’s just simple questions being asked just on the phone and texting to my mom because she’s the one filling out the forum and now I know things are actually gonna be happening and I’m now exposed to my past and not the good past but the bad. I was actually hoping you made a cleaning video because I have been into those a ton with quarantine as well and now I have inspiration to go clean my room which honestly isn’t that bad but I love deep cleaning. I love you Nikki and your hair looks fire 🔥👌🏼😻

[@riley8455]

Niki is such an inspiration. I also suffer from many things like anxiety, depression, sensory processing disorder, and ODD. She is really relatable and gives great advice

[@palomabuckleymcdonald6734]

I’m so happy for her honesty she seem like she’s in a really good place 💗

[@mileygrace6618]

I love the red such a vibe ♥️🍒

[@nikkim5135]

you're so brave Niki, its amazing to watch another person on their self growth journey as someone who is also on one. I don't see my own growth a lot of times but its so obvious on another person. I just want to say im so proud and I can't wait to see where you get to

[@mahumada1024]

Niki thanks for opening up about your bipolar I’m sure this will help other people going through this ❤️

[@beckyyccarter]

My bf has bipolar depression disorder and i love him with all my heart and his moods and patterns are just a part of his being and I’m so lucky we work together and the bipolar stigma is getting smaller and smaller

[@ggggggggg3597]

You are brave

[@maddiemon7231]

same , my bf is bipolar

[@axoxo7545]

I appreciate you

[@mariamnoureddine346]

i love how your open about your mental health it makes me feel like i’m not alone since i deal with anxiety and chronic depression 💜

[@shaelynsworld7576]

I'm bipolar as well and I have anxiety and depression and slight OCD it's hard but I'm glad your coming out about your bipolar seeing as no one talks about so as someone dealing with it it means alot for it to finally being talked about also I love you and I love seeing you happy I've been here sense the beginning and it's amazing to see how much you've grown

[@alyssa._.a.710]

✨I absolutely love video's like this. I've struggled my whole life and still currently struggling bad with my moods. Watching this makes me feel better and like I'm not alone. Thank you for all that you do. It really does help others going through the same thing.✨ I pray 🙏 I can find the strength to get through this and find happiness.

[@mjs1753]

Niki literally makes me feels so good about my self. Like she's so honest about everything, even her apartment being a mess, I just love watching it ❤️❤️❤️

[@tayablair8276]

it makes me really happy to hear someone talk about ocd for the reality of how hard it is i hate to see it spoken about incorrectly (i.e. oh ur organized must be ocd!!) because i’ve struggled with it my whole life and it’s exhausting and confusing. I also struggle with bipolar disorder so to see someone struggling with two of the same things I do is nice to know i’m not alone. I always felt this draw to watch your videos and only started last year and weirdly i think maybe this is why!

[@1Dcupcakes]

thank you for being so transparent and honest, so glad to see how far you've come:)

[@ducktalia12]

love u niki. i felt so comfortable watching u it was like i was literally there with u listening. that doesn’t happen a lot 💓

[@addie8910]

Niki is such a queen honestly 🤷‍♀️🥴😘👑 also she is GORGEOUS 😡😤🤷‍♀️😭💕💕 I’m a small youtuber btw y’all postin tmrw 🤷‍♀️🤣🤣👀

[@macyscharpf404]

ikr she’s so pretty and such a queeennnn

[@addie8910]

Macy Scharpf yessir

[@Emilyb_coaching]

I’m actually so proud of her for opening up about her mental health 😭❤️ & I LOVE THE RED HAIR

[@tylerhamilton2463]

Niki I love you so much you are such a huge inspiration and I feel like you can truly change someone's life for the better

[@luxlifewithmeg2552]

Love ya I have anxiety / panic disorder/ attacks / OCD / seasonal depression & depression systems during my period ! It’s always a cycle for me ! A great phycatrist & therpist does that trick love how unique you are !

[@fowlkesfamily159]

Me watching this: I’m 23 going to be 24 in August. Got married at 22, a year and almost eight months. Also currently 8 weeks pregnant. It is definitely different for everyone, I wanted to be young, always have. Nothing wrong with people also wanting to wait. ❤️

[@Crazy28079]

Congratss on your pregnancy! 💕

[@haileyanne8968]

Good luck too you girllll

[@fowlkesfamily159]

Mimi Znh Thank you, it was hard for us to get to this point. I’ve had recurring miscarriages and struggle with infertility. ❤️ This baby is a blessing!

[@fowlkesfamily159]

Hailey Aurora Thank you!

[@kp782]

All the best ❤️

[@kachiedward7918]

Ooo have you ever thought of making a Depop for the clothes you don’t want anymore?

[@ginamarie4973]

i completely saw a new side of you during this vid. i love it so much omg!! love u niki ❤️

[@sudecandemir987]

I have so much respect and love for you Niki. You are the most real and beautiful person I have ever seen. And red looks good on you ❤️ Thank you for being you because I have always felt like you are my sister. Thank you for everything ❤️

[@AviSecretArchives]

i really love that both of the twin are telling us how their life is i am so inspired by all of them we love you niki and i hope to see you one day you are my role model :)

[@ashleyjanelleyar]

hey niki! what's the name of that backpack that you use as a" personal item"? love this vibe!

[@isay7152]

Yesss

[@amylewing3270]

i love these videos so much. niki your really inspiring by the way. ily

[@RosaRamos-ev6dc]

Niki! I love these kind of videos! I love that you look so happy, and that you are finding yourself. You look more confident of yourself than ever before. Idk what it is but you look so comfortable and confident. YOU GO GLEN COCO! Keep making content like this. These are so entertaining. Love you! 🧡🙂