cleaning my apartment + talking about "things" i've avoided 🤓

[@cinnabonangel8434]

“what i realised is being happy doesn’t mean you’ve reached a goal and not jus always happy. it means you’ve just had bad days and accept they’re just bad days” that’s something i needed to hear.

[@AtinyKitty]

Once I learned this, I’ve felt a lot better about life!!

[@alext3480]

same. this week has been terrible

[@cinnabonangel8434]

Michelle M hope things get better for u, sending a lot of love n light ur way. 🤍🤍

[@ErinBrookes]

This is what I've been learning too in the last year. So important

[@annajoie700]

This statement really hit hard! 💛

[@lordcheesewhiz7613]

ok but the reason behind this whole video is honestly a MOOD.

[@isay7152]

Issa Reed A HUGE mOoD😂💙

[@isabella3909]

I have a lot of respect for you because you didn’t use “I’m bipolar” as click bait. You were actually tested and diagnosed. Thank you for not just throwing words around.

[@aliyahrenee3154]

She kind of did tho....

[@itslarissagomes3489]

She actually did..

[@uhnye]

Alyssa Allen Chill out.. by “throwing words around”, they meant saying you’re something without being diagnosed with it. For example, Trisha Paytas. She said she had did, but was not actually diagnosed with it. You’re going on full rants for absolutely no reason, calling them mean. It’s really not that serious.

[@uhnye]

Alyssa Allen Chill..

[@uhnye]

Joe BARNABAS Yes there is.. you get tested and diagnosed with it.

[@yes-pv1bt]

I've been noticing a whole new vibe with Niki. She seems like she's really been working on herself and trying to be her, just her, without trying to be like anyone else. In the reality show Niki said she was working on herself, but it was kind of hard to see that, but now I can tell she's changed and I get good vibes from her and her channel. Love you Niki

[@finaveret]

Yes❤️

[@margaret.adwoaa]

“what i realised is being happy doesn’t mean you’ve reached a goal and not jus always happy. it means you’ve just had bad days and accept they’re just bad days” ~Niki Demar That was something i rlly needed to hear, especially during this year 2020... (and I am aware this is similar to many comments but its just that i agree with all of 'em.

[@carolinaann6912]

Watching people clean up and like “getting their life together” by cleaning calms my anxiety so much haha

[@emrencejanes9607]

Same

[@evietatt4]

Why did I literally need the 'this is the happiest I've been in a while' she makes me smile so much 🥺💗

[@cherrycola6127]

Something I love about Niki is that she’s not afraid to be herself. She’ll always express herself in every way possible, which is really inspiring to me. Luv u so much Niki 🧡 also love the red it looks so good on you!!

[@camille98tt]

She also bratty

[@isay7152]

Urmomkaren that’s so sweet💕

[@Adrianaisapissbaby666]

@@camille98tt shush dont ruin the moment

[@oldschool_loul]

So true!:)

[@lanasami740]

As someone with OCD, I am truly inspired about her coming out about it on her KZbin channel. We need to stop normalizing not discussing mental health and prioritizing physical illnesses over mental illnesses 💖

[@Dog-ju9up]

Right

[@jordanshrinks]

I am so happy to see you expanding and doing what makes you happy, girl. I feel like we are very similar and I am always so proud of your progress! Creative queen!! Can't wait to support your brand. Please release something in black hahahahah.

[@charlottemarchbank6169]

Btw I'm subscribe to your channel ❤😄

[@aliciaannette3113]

Fire goddess 🔥🔥🔥 this chick can go from black to blue, to orange, to red and make every single one look bomb af.

[@jahnavigrace4592]

right

[@jahnavigrace4592]

@JAAYDE BAKER whatev sis

[@aliciaannette3113]

Yeah not sure why my comment made her responsd like that 😂 hUn nO iT wAs bRoWn. Like okay?? When I say black I mean dark hair in general. She’s over here trying to nit pick my comment like it makes a difference

[@ramirezvaldez8372]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/e3qwqoatd8Z3p68

[@idk-df1kb]

she dye her hair purple once

[@shelbymink4658]

Love how she is so real with us and not fake and pretend she isn’t messy when everyone is pretty messy and yeah you go girl and love your top it looks so good 😊❤️

[@eliafora4403]

She’s so quirky

[@monique3390]

Elia Fora AHAHHA

[@roxey3779]

"i hate cleaning" the taurus came out

[@khadijamumtaz92]

rox[e]y I love it me a ♉️

[@anwynchapman5842]

All the zodiac signs have actually changed...

[@idunnofam4857]

I'm a Taurus!!! ♉

[@Death.Angel_0]

Not every taurus is like that 😂 one of my friends is a taurus and cleans a lot

[@idunnofam4857]

@@Death.Angel_0 actually, same (except I'm the Taurus) I LOVE cleaning

[@jennytsch1875]

The way she color codes her clothes makes her closet awesome

[@lunansheiwat9293]

Who else thinks that Niki's red hair is better than her orange hair I love her red hair!

[@froggyishe3577]

Yessssss sameeeeeee eeeeek

[@cassidyquirk4986]

I loved Niki's blue hair but now seeing the red I love it even more 💓

[@mht4908]

I still prefer her blue hair, but she looks amazing with red hair as well

[@eleanorhobson6145]

I loved her orange so much but I’m living for her new look ✌️

[@AY-hs5ju]

Me

[@Tommyfebruary6_]

I feel like her ''70s'' phase is over and now she dresses like people in the late 90s and early 2000s EDIT: Bro what why did i get so much likes and btw i love the new happy niki and the new style and i also loved when she was leaning more towards the 70s style. Her style was just something that I saw changing lately.

[@sincerely.anasofia]

well she's just following trends

[@Missmagazinebura]

I love the 1970s , the 1990s and the 2000s too. She’s just changing with the trends

[@alex-yk5mu]

she just likes it.

[@naomi6450]

maxine chan want to support each other:)!

[@sydneyl9732]

The way she jut decorated her “beauty wing” is very 60’s/70’s though

[@juuuujuuu4751]

I love how you can say all this on KZbin there’s some really horrible people out there love you I will support you through anything

[@addie8910]

Niki stays 💯 all the time like she’s so honest abt her apartment being a mess Like MOOD 🤣🤷‍♀️💕

[@amymansfield8063]

there is no one who is “off the hook”. It’s just a matter of wether you bother to ask people what they are struggling with or not..............

[@TheSweetForever]

True. Some people are better at hiding it 🤷🏾‍♀️.

[@aliciawistrand2014]

She meant some people aren’t diagnosed with mental health disorders.

[@amymansfield8063]

yeah but just bc someone doesnt have a mental disorder doesnt mean they are “off the hook”. there are other disabilities and disorders and diseases that are just as bad or even worse.

[@anastasiarobinson2223]

Amy Mansfield right I have health issues from Two auto immune diseases plus mental health issues.. and the physical affects my life more then the mental.. she is very naive I like niki but she wants to act as if she’s the only one with these issues but she has all the blessings in the world with a kush ass life.. yes she worked for it but if I didn’t have to stress over bills money and my physical health I would be one happy girl

[@kennedypereyda8285]

Anastasia Robinson forreal Niki is not being considerate of others with comments like that

[@alexiaflores7973]

Stop. That broke my heart when she said “some people are off the hook or lucky and I have this”. Niki don’t look at it as a burden. With a certain perspective it could be a blessing in disguise. Yeah no doubt it can suck at times but it only builds you up more and more. You have such a strong support system behind you. We got you.

[@victoriasteelman1595]

It is not a blessing to have constant suicidal thoughts when you are in your depressive states and not feeling in control of yourself in your manic phase and ruining your life and hurting those in your path. toxic positivity out of here

[@leasugar8228]

“you guys are lucky, you don’t understand.” i do, actually. i have ocd and anxiety and i’m currently in the hospital because of it. it freaking sucks, but i’m glad you are open about it and getting better 💗💗

[@rueclouds1156]

sending love and strength your way, so proud of you

[@thalyroger6928]

Wow stay strong!

[@cinnabonangel8434]

the red hair is lowkey a vibe !!!

[@hannahlist9840]

You've commented so many times, like BRUH.

[@laurenhurley2909]

last time I was this early niki was mingling with their CaMeRa GuY

[@alesarkissian4377]

Omg😂

[@hayaalmasri1247]

Nate u just yelled at ur boss

[@tatianavelasco1335]

That was insane

[@thankunext5602]

He's oUr cAmErA gUy

[@charlottiep9366]

“soo me and nate a-“ “hEs OuR cAmErA gUy” LOVE THEM BOTH BUT 😂😂

[@katelynbenschoter2614]

When she said it’s a red era i instantly thought of Taylor Swifts Red album haha

[@yashvimaurya9948]

Ikr!! Me too!

[@alialaura8358]

Yasss new subscriber just because of this comment

[@inkacrawley3558]

It’s so humbling to hear about these aspects of your life, I’ve struggled with OCD for as long as I can remember but never said anything it’s comforting to hear I’m not the only one but I wish you didn’t have to struggle with it. Ps love the red hair so much ❤️❤️

[@d.s169]

Does anyone also do this, but instead of talking to a camera, You talk to yourself😂.

[@nualalobley1610]

Yeppp

[@maddiemon7231]

Yep I do that 😂😂

[@themango9644]

Yessss lmfaooo

[@averygibbens7839]

every single day

[@naomi6450]

Nuala Lobley want to support each other:)!

[@teresaneves8839]

*everyone here*: she taught me a life lesson *me*: her clothes are GORGEOUUUUUUSSSSS!!!!!!!

[@naomi6450]

Sarah Cha want to support each other:)!

[@ashleysternowski2783]

SAME!!

[@chriss3450]

Your content literally gives me life. Your personality is just amazing. Like. Wow

[@taylordavidsen4610]

My mom is diagnosed bipolar and OCD and she has been the best mom ever. I'm glad you got tested and are willing to share. I was diagnosed OCD many years ago and it was because of people like you that I did. love ya Niki

[@jordan-tg6nx]

i haven’t watched her or gabi in like 4 years and i have to say she looks so much happier! literally glowing. it’s so nice to see :) glad she’s working on herself now, she deserves it

[@anashaellis2269]

I'm feeling the red hair PS she looks so confident

[@cheyennes8235]

I’m loving the new hair though! 😍

[@ceciliamaione7548]

Niki: "why do some people have nothing, and there is me with these two things." Me: depression, anxiety, bipolar, schizophrenia, OCD, maniac :)))

[@lilakarp1823]

girl same but replace schizophrenia and ocd with insomnia and adhd 😭 i feel u tho

[@musicforthefrogs1936]

Same

[@musicforthefrogs1936]

Depression anorexia bulimia bipolar disorder insomnia ocd BPD

[@macyscharpf404]

stay strong girl ❤️

[@ramirezvaldez8372]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/bn2Wh4Oer6achqc

[@Ambermnguyen01]

niki, you breaking out of your shell and actually glowing personality wise is my motivation everyday. i feel into a deep depressing hole and your videos are just so relatable 💗

[@aralygomez8043]

I luv how niki is loving her self she has been really open lately and that’s good .she’s really inspirational and showing us we don’t need ppl to make us happy .

[@hayaalmasri1247]

Her apartment is giving me friends vibes

[@talaalruhaili9752]

RIGHT???

[@emmylemons3846]

*moves to nikis hometown so I can buy the clothes she donates at the local thrift stores*

[@sydnie3705]

THATS A WHOLE MOOD

[@bellamauri291]

I was think about this lmao

[@MisaMisaAmane]

There's no one, who's "off the hook". Leaving in a reality as human being will never set you off the hook. I'm happy to see people, feeling themselves and being comfortable in their own skin.

[@luxlifewithmeg2552]

Love ya I have anxiety / panic disorder/ attacks / OCD / seasonal depression & depression systems during my period ! It’s always a cycle for me ! A great phycatrist & therpist does that trick love how unique you are !

[@w0kerockst4r]

When I saw the rug moved that just scared me like whattt!!! 4:53

[@jessicaevans584]

It's a bedroom, a bed in a room- Niki 2020

[@mariamnoureddine346]

i love how your open about your mental health it makes me feel like i’m not alone since i deal with anxiety and chronic depression 💜

[@kxo10chandelie20]

Who wishes Niki can do a lookbook bcuz u have the same aesthetic as her?🙋🏻‍♀️❤️

[@sja1014]

I love that you said that bad days don’t = a bad life, they are just bad days. So many need to get that perspective!

[@marnijane6672]

I’m so glad you said that about marriage and children! I’m 27 and single, and it’s so nice hearing that someone doesn’t want to get married until a bit later on in life, makes me feel a little less alone when I’m surrounded by engaged friends!

[@jemarineau4851]

I missssssssssed those type of videos !! Like personal and just talking and everything!!

[@katy-annechamberland-gagno7991]

Yess jeromee allooo

[@juliemarion1021]

Katy-Anne Chamberland-Gagnon AHAHAHAHAHA Katy omg hahahahaa

[@sangitamadhusudan6091]

This girl coming into her own is just so damn inspiring

[@tayablair8276]

it makes me really happy to hear someone talk about ocd for the reality of how hard it is i hate to see it spoken about incorrectly (i.e. oh ur organized must be ocd!!) because i’ve struggled with it my whole life and it’s exhausting and confusing. I also struggle with bipolar disorder so to see someone struggling with two of the same things I do is nice to know i’m not alone. I always felt this draw to watch your videos and only started last year and weirdly i think maybe this is why!

[@jeimyreid]

as someone who is also bipolar, its no surprise seeing your diagnosis, I've been watching your videos since a long time ago and we clearly see when you are in mania and depression. tip: keep a track of your moods and what triggers each thing no matter how big or small you think it is. stay strong love you

[@aliasakinah8768]

thank you for being open about your mental health struggles. I've been dealing with OCD for 10 years now and i'm trying to tell myself it will be okay.

[@mjs1753]

Niki literally makes me feels so good about my self. Like she's so honest about everything, even her apartment being a mess, I just love watching it ❤️❤️❤️

[@cinnabonangel8434]

i’m watching this while my room is a mess... maybe this was the sign i needed

[@katie.b7835]

yo ill clean my room if you do

[@cinnabonangel8434]

Katie Brown we have a deal !!

[@Lucy-fg8le]

sameeeee! lamooooooooo!!!!!

[@ramirezvaldez8372]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/e3qwqoatd8Z3p68

[@janicegrailmer912]

I need more motivation to clean

[@kennedy8008]

Awww I kinda liked the orange better but she’s still rocking the red

[@sophiea831]

I think the red is muuuuuch better

[@kennedy8008]

scuse me honestly she looks gorgeous in both but I loved the orange. But I know she’s rock this too

[@moonlight-he6rj]

I'm loving the red, I think it's her best color so far

[@sophiea831]

@@moonlight-he6rj ye I thought she couldn't top the blue but the red is amazing

[@sarahmarie3317]

I haaaated the Orange Lol but it’s not my hair so idc. I like the red a lot tho!!!

[@emilygardner3895]

i love how her "closet" is the spare room in her flat

[@palomabuckleymcdonald6734]

I’m so happy for her honesty she seem like she’s in a really good place 💗

[@selenaarmendariz4158]

the red hair is a look Me "Is she going trough a cheeto phase fist the orange now red "lmao

[@RomneyRanjo]

i seripusly told my boyfriend about cleaning vlogs and he’s like “no. people don’t want to see that” me showing him how many i’ve watched and the views each vid has ..... 🤣

[@kyley9366]

I just absolutely love how honest and open you are like you have no secrets nothing your ashamed of to the point where you would never tell anyone you are amazing keep doing what you do

[@elizabethcryans1434]

Niki’s style is so unique and cool she could pull of anything

[@cristelaflores8918]

I still love the orange hair on you but red doesn’t look bad either. I just think with your skin tone orange brightens you up❤️

[@beckyyccarter]

My bf has bipolar depression disorder and i love him with all my heart and his moods and patterns are just a part of his being and I’m so lucky we work together and the bipolar stigma is getting smaller and smaller

[@ggggggggg3597]

You are brave

[@maddiemon7231]

same , my bf is bipolar

[@axoxo7545]

I appreciate you

[@infpedits]

LOVE the red hair but out of all the hair colors you’ve had, I like the orange best on you. It brings so much warmth and color to your face and is such a look on you 🧡

[@leslyyy4731]

Honestly even tho some youtubers dont like to air their dirty laundry or be totally transparent with their fans i really loved that gabi and niki dod that it makes the audience understand them and accept them and makes us feel like we know them personally and lets us relate i like that they don’t necessarily make it their whole identity or the bad stuff their whole brand but they dont hide it they just show us that layers that everyone has

[@leannetjuuuh]

I love how you mentioned how bad days will always be there, but you can still be happy. It's just about accepting there will be bad days and they will pass. I feel like in our society there is too much pressure on being happy all the time which makes people not talk much about their bad days/weeks etc. while we all have them

[@EmilybCoaching]

I’m actually so proud of her for opening up about her mental health 😭❤️ & I LOVE THE RED HAIR

[@mileygrace6618]

I love the red such a vibe ♥️🍒

[@fowlkesfamily159]

Me watching this: I’m 23 going to be 24 in August. Got married at 22, a year and almost eight months. Also currently 8 weeks pregnant. It is definitely different for everyone, I wanted to be young, always have. Nothing wrong with people also wanting to wait. ❤️

[@Crazy28079]

Congratss on your pregnancy! 💕

[@haileyanne8968]

Good luck too you girllll

[@fowlkesfamily159]

Mimi Znh Thank you, it was hard for us to get to this point. I’ve had recurring miscarriages and struggle with infertility. ❤️ This baby is a blessing!

[@fowlkesfamily159]

Hailey Aurora Thank you!

[@kp782]

All the best ❤️

[@caitlynknight485]

I had been a subscriber for years and I never knew that you were bipolar. I knew that you changed traumatically and it’s beautiful. I have learned to love myself and not care what people say or care about me. I love you Niki and you look beautiful in any kind of hair.

[@angelwallace-miles5020]

i feel that those who are “off the hook,” often haven’t gone to the psychologist and bottle their feelings. so good on you for taking the leap to better your mental health x

[@melodymay4888]

There are a ton of people who don’t have mental illness who “are off the hook”. Those people can never understand fully what it’s like to live like this. It’s horrible but you have to get through it so yes some people are sort of “off the hook” because they don’t have mental illness. Going to a physiologist doesn’t mean you’ll be diagnosed with something

[@bethanyfisher532]

Honestly the red fits her so well it’s honestly my favorite out of all the colors she’s dyed her hair

[@ashleyjanelleyar]

hey niki! what's the name of that backpack that you use as a" personal item"? love this vibe!

[@isay7152]

Yesss

[@lindseyar7576]

Okay but she really said ‘you guys have it easy’ 🤣 while we’re depressed and struggling to pay bills...

[@Lavrnjaa]

Wait when did she say that?? Yikes 😂 I’ve gotten over it but what comes to mind is the iced coffee fiasco lmao...

[@astrabula329]

Lavrnja 😂🤣😅

[@any-qm3sf]

if you're talking about 9:26, i think she meant people who don't suffer from mental illness

[@lindseyar7576]

any I really know what she meant I’m just saying she has the resources to treat her mental health at least, she has to realize how blessed she is in general

[@riley8455]

Niki is such an inspiration. I also suffer from many things like anxiety, depression, sensory processing disorder, and ODD. She is really relatable and gives great advice

[@ngazomaphosa7151]

I love how relatable Niki is and she's just so real and she's dealing with shoot yet she still manages to film her videos

[@prettypolishes]

Is it normal to not fold your clothes in your drawers? Not judging, just want to survey the comment section. What do you do, fold or not?

[@NinochkaRodriguezNinanoni100]

I only fold: sleep / stay at home clothes, Jeans, Swimsuits, Socks & underwear. The rest goes to my closet 🐼

[@prettypolishes]

@@NinochkaRodriguezNinanoni100 Me too! I gave up on folding underwear only

[@ErinBrookes]

I try folding but it quickly turns into a mess :P

[@marykillian2778]

My clothes start out being folded but they end up unfolded when I go through my drawers. Now I kind of just throw them in my drawers

[@pwr2th3peaceful]

I'd go insane with unfolded drawers

[@babykyu8838]

"Quarantine gave me so much clarity to realize the things I'm doing for other people and not for myself" SAME Quarantine really made us realize and discover things about ourselves that we didn't knew existed and knew things that we could actually do and thought we couldn't do. 🧡✨

[@thelaurenwatt]

this is the motivation i need to clean my room.

[@shaelynsworld7576]

I'm bipolar as well and I have anxiety and depression and slight OCD it's hard but I'm glad your coming out about your bipolar seeing as no one talks about so as someone dealing with it it means alot for it to finally being talked about also I love you and I love seeing you happy I've been here sense the beginning and it's amazing to see how much you've grown

[@LaurenEJ101]

As a fellow bipolar gal, I can tell you it does get easier. I was diagnosed at 17 and before then I had a feeling that I was but actually being diagnosed was a lot to take in, nobody wants to hear that diagnosis. I had a hard time for a while even telling people due to all the stereotypes. It becomes easier to manage with time as long as you take the time for yourself each day even if it's just five minutes.

[@simoneandceleste]

why is room cleaning always so satisfying lmao also love you niki! always our inspo 🥰💖

[@sal-onyt]

Niki: has a good excuse for why her apartment is messy Me: sitting in my messy room with no excuse i'm just lazy

[@keerat5858]

let’s take a moment to look at how STUNNING SHE IS lysm niki

[@Winterdays01]

“Passion for Fashion” looool I love it girl bratz doll for lifeeeeee

[@QwertYuiop-on5pv]

Just watched Niki and Gabi video and honestly think Gabi still doesn’t understand. I love you so much and I’m so proud of you! I just hope she’ll understand you one day and you’ll have your time trust me.

[@Josielynn07]

I love how open niki is with her subscribers we love you💞

[@kachiedward7918]

Ooo have you ever thought of making a Depop for the clothes you don’t want anymore?

[@megxmarie.kalani]

the fact that the ad cut off the intro to her confession of being bipolar makes it so much more dramatic lol

[@lanasami740]

omg I thought the same 😂

[@chelsea6395]

omg me too like she said bipo- then the ad just came up

[@Lavrnjaa]

I Lowkey wondered if she did it so people would think she was saying “I’m bi-“ LOL

[@megxmarie.kalani]

Lavrnja 🤣 didn’t think of that, that’s clever but funny lol

[@victoriawolfe9188]

niki, I'm bipolar too. I was diagnosed at 3 and its always been a struggle. Thank you so much for coming out about your bipolar. Its SO much more common than people realize.

[@ifqtimq]

Niki: Im bipo- *Ad*

[@megantandon4343]

“DowNloAD SimPlY pIanO”

[@silviejulian3489]

OMG same

[@Meijibby]

This sentence is grammatically correct, But its wordy and hard to read😃

[@damarisseda]

Just a reminder that you’re amazing, beautiful, and inspiring!! I love you ❤️❤️

[@eviehart628]

This whole video I’m just sat here smiling 😂 she’s so happy and it makes me happyyyyy

[@daniellehawver9610]

I also don't understand why she keeps putting money into apartments she doesn't own.. buy a house and invest in your money.

[@gracecarlander1964]

Agreed

[@devonyturner6134]

She and gabi bought a house they use it for work. There’s a video about it

[@savv4371]

I don’t think she’s a commitment type of person lol she likes change

[@emr_poems2272]

Personally when it’s time I’m getting a condo or apartment and I’m making sure it’s cute cuz I’m living in it. It’s a decision she has to make.

[@sineadraleigh1562]

It’s her choice and her decision, you don’t know her financial situation.

[@hehethatsme9592]

I love how niki is so open with us about her life situation

[@babaylovebears3094]

I really like this version of niki it made me realize that it’s ok to not be ok and take time to rebuild ourself

[@katb6112]

“I have really good video ideas” THIS is a great video and THIS is what we needed 💚 love you girl

[@serenafrkovich6016]

I SEE THAT UNTAMED BOOK GIRL - THAT BOOK IS BEYOND EMPOWERING

[@summera5266]

When niki said she dropped nik naks my heart dropped !!!🥺

[@nikkicole54321]

Me too. I never got a chance to order a piece. :(

[@carolinacerpa7223]

I saw it coming, she never really pushed it besides a few name drops

[@natj25]

I have OCD as well and it is refreshing to see your transparency and you may not realize this but you are spreading awareness! A lot of people think OCD is about being tidy and solely about cleaning rituals or contamination rituals. There are several categories that OCD falls into! There is a lot of misconception in the world about OCD. People will say they love to clean so they are OCD not realizing when a person who has OCD has cleaning rituals, it’s not something that makes them happy, they are compelled to do so and it’s not fun. I have intrusive thoughts and irrational fears (OCD). Thank you for using your platform for this! I didn’t seek help( diagnosed at 13 years old but didn’t want to believe it because of misconceptions and stopped going to therapy shortly after my diagnosis!)until I saw someone talking about what I was going through! I felt crazy and was scared to tell anyone what was going on! ❤️ Love you Nik

[@kayleeslater6345]

20 seconds into the video and I wanna cry you have such a glow and a light to you!!! I’m so happy to see you in this energy.

[@Gineyinabottle]

Nobody: Not a single soul: Niki: I just need to put a *pause* Me: *and subscribe if you guys haven't done so yet*

[@elenj8162]

😂if your on a mobile device it’s down below and if your on a desktop click around😂

[@lauragladden8379]

@@elenj8162 omg the memories😭

[@Adrianaisapissbaby666]

I miss Those times :(

[@elenj8162]

adri gaming same

[@Errrca_h]

Yesss she even did the hand thing like they did on Niki and Gabi Channel🤣