CLOUDIE VS DEATH (In Loving Memory of Bianca)

[@CloudieMcDoom]

Thank you all again for being patient with me while I slowly got my desire back to create content. It's been a struggle & it's never easy to lose the people you love. Support Cloudie: www.patreon.com/cloudiemcdoom [or] ko-fi.com/cloudiemcdoom 🔥

[@cloudavenwaravengaming]

DAM man Im So soo sorry man...... I wish you didnt have to go through this fuck man I lost my first cuz last week so im grieving to i know its not my sister but dam man he was like my brother it feel like a whole is in my heart and i grieve for you too man...

[@Real_Infinity95]

Hi Cloudie. I’m sorry that you lost your sister. I know the pain of losing someone you love. I lost my grandfather 4 years ago to cancer.

[@greyland2849]

Keep it real Cloudie, she’s within you, within all her loved ones

[@MarCoViTV]

Gomennosai Cloudie-san

[@143067]

Thanks! I lost my sister way too soon as well over some bs. It's good to know that I'm not the only who processes trauma in this manner. It's like you were in my head.

[@phazttraxx1980]

I lost my younger sister too. You are right. That pain is still there even 10 years later. Take your time, grieve. If folks drop off, that's fine. The real fans will be here

[@Layzi05]

Damn man this hit deep. I'm only 18 and seeing this just makes me want to spend more time with my family and friends more. At this moment of time I could never understand how hurt you truly are. But even though I will still say sorry for your lose and I hope you get better man. My mum lost her dad 2 years ago and it still tears her up thinking about him. So please cloudie, be strong and we love you. I love you all. And I wish for the best of all of us.

[@Leaktheproblem]

My grandmother just died the other day Raised me all 24 years this definitely helped

[@tokufan22]

This seriously got me in the feels. I was tearing up towards the end. My condolences to your sister.

[@Coytshrim]

I've watched this one repeatedly and had to send it to my sister and tell her how much I love her. Your portrayal of "Death" here is so amazing. The character feels spot on to me. I'm sure Bianca is so proud of you man. Amazing.

[@DrewMakesBeats]

I've lost my granny, two very close big cousins, and several friends in the time span of four years. I had to be a pallbearer for the first time in my life three weeks ago. And man... this video really hit me, because it's absolutely right. And I have no choice but to appreciate the tears you've helped me cry today. Thank you and keep doing what you do for the people.

[@villaniousmustache4898]

Cant believe its been almost 3 years since you uploaded this. Yeah I've been thinking about stuff. Reminded me of this video. I understand that death is a natural state of our realm. But the grief and loss is no less soul crushing.. but there's hope because death also reunites us with those we lost later on as well. That's why we should do as much as we can in this world so that people don't have to suffer like we have. It's what i believe anyways! I hope youre doing well cloudie. Youre my favorite creator when it comes to remembering the great games Stay strong and God Bless your very existence, cloudie kun

[@blindOni]

I know this feeling. Mine was taken by blood sugar and falling into a coma. There was guilt, anger, just sadness from not actually being there. But yes you have to remember the memories. For me its making homemade french fries, or her sass. On another tangent, conversations with Death are actual poems too if you need another bout or end game dialogue inspiration for the algorithm :) nice to have you back. Also my condolences to you and your family.

[@Gamerdude9317]

That was beautiful, the whole message to this video is completely true. Cherish life and loved ones cause you just don't know when time will end for yourself or someone. That ending hit me hard and I teared up. Condolences man, keep doing what your doing! Edit: Came back and watched this a few times, 1:30AM here now. Received a message from my mom that my grandma, her mom, passed away at 12:00AM. Here thinking about the times we got to spend with her. Thank you again.

[@TruS4139]

My younger sister had a seizure and passed away 10 years ago. The road is long and winding and you'll never get over it, only get through it and make due. You have my support. Blessings to you and your family, Cloudie. Please take care of yourself.

[@eduardopena2919]

I don’t even need to be sad to come back to this thank you so much for the healing particles in this. To your whole family

[@NerdintheBay]

Bro I lost my late wife & the mother of our 6 month old son this past February. Grief is a roller-coaster you never able to get off from. It can get better with time but it'll always drop back to day 1 when you least expect it. I miss her soo much like I'm sure you miss your Sister. I'm soo sorry for your loss even after time passed.

[@ghost.888]

Yoooo, cloudie, this is other level content... omg. You are the only content creator on here that can express what EVERYONE feels about death or life in general in a deep form that everyone of all ages can understand. Dude, you really are becoming a GOAT. Rest well for your sis too. I know the feeling cause i lost mines as well man.

[@143067]

This had me in god damn tears 😢This needs to be animated by the best anime artist and shared to all.....holy fack dude. My sincerest condolences.

[@DoubleBrownieofRage]

Cloudie come back here once a year, near my mother anniversary of her passing. i hope everything been going good for you. i always look at your content because it bring me peace of the 3 years i have been going through a hard time after dealing with being in a coma, Then losing my mother to cancer. I'm glad content creators like you are around. i always look forward to what you come out with. even when you're streaming on twitch i will always be fan of yours. Thank you for being the person you are.

[@LaziestBassist]

Dude I lost my little sister tragically in an accident when she was 17 back in 2001, and not a day has gone by that I haven’t thought about her or missed her. In all these years the best advice I can give, you’ve already learned it: cherish the memories and use the pain brother to appreciate life through death.

[@Allplussomeminus]

I love this existential writing. I'm a sucker for it. Life, Death, Eternity, Reality. I'm all down for it.

[@Clayaga]

Anyone who dislikes is having death show up on their doorstep.

[@kotlolish]

Well that was a good insight on the human mind!

[@crowstyx]

Man... This one hit close to home. I lost my sister last year and all those emotions run through me like a waterfall daily i understand and am sorry for your lost loved one. Im still grieving and its gonna take a while for me to even get my actual smile back. If i could id have given you a big hug.

[@ryanc5572]

I was straight up crying in the end. Seeing Bianca in the clouds and when you looked up... that hit so hard. I'm so sorry mate. Our time on this world is so limited, and we must make the best of it. I think your sister would be honored you made this video. We love you mate.

[@zeen95]

I wish I could’ve coped with things a little better. Thank you for sharing your grief and showing another side. Good luck to you. You helped me today.

[@klaw547]

Wow! Now that's how you create! I couldn't imagine the inner strength it took to create this. My condolences brother. God Bless you man!!

[@lulutwentytwo]

So unfair 💔 I pray for her kids and husband and your whole family 💙

[@rinoiya]

This is by far the best video on this channel. I'm sorry for your loss. Keep hustling and wish you and your family the best.

[@rondoobie69]

This popped up in my feed as I thought about my younger brother I lost almost a year ago and it’s hard not being the “Red eyed” version of myself for sure. But I move forward because that’s how he knew me up until he transitioned so I intend to honor that. Appreciate you being able to turn something as painful as losing a loved one into something as beautiful as this

[@chaosvincent3480]

I'm sorry for your loss. I hope this project helped you a lot dealing with your grief. It was very touching even for an outsider. Everyone knows loss and the various emotions it brings.

[@japan100100]

Legit, that depiction of death was awesome and convincing. Someone who just does their job and has no emotional connection to it, whilst having a mix of all trends and quotes that exist through different timespans. Death's words actually had truth to them as well, which makes it more convincing. And of course, my condolences. P.S. I could totally see that death character in a video game or movie. Definitely one of your best ideas.

[@thegamersden4824]

Lost my big bro to a car accident. The pain stays but it makes us strong.

[@jesusosorio3013]

Your sister was surely lucky to have you in her life , as I’m sure she was glad to have you in hers. She’s in a way better place now Cloudie, she has no need to deal with all this BS this world has become. And like you said, cherish the memories. Just because a persons heart stops beating means we’ve lost them, we only are truly dead when no one is reminded about us. I wish the deepest of condolences 💐

[@SourceACHV]

My condolences for your lost buddy. I literally cried at end. She would be very proud of you Cloudie. Never stop what you're doing.

[@kevindaley5117]

This is legit the best skit I’ve ever seen about the process of death. Great job Cloudie.

[@0BigRed0]

Why haven't people recognized this art and channel yet?!

[@CoreBlasterNEURALzx0]

Wow, this is one of those topics that no one feels comfortable talking about because of how physically and mentally draining it is. I don't think I've seen a more in depth analysis of the human psyche and its coping mechanisms for dealing with death than this. I appreciate you making this and hope nothing but the best for you.

[@rishi1685]

Dude, that death monologue was so cleverly written. Love your writing & your insight.

[@KeyoXKeyo]

I know what it feels like to lose a sibling. I’m Sorry you went through this. But what you said in the end is right. I love how you used this medium as a means to deal. Keep moving king.

[@ExHero627]

I’m still sorry for your loss, Cloudie. I lost my sister as well to depression so I know how rough it can be. It’s great that your uploading but don’t force yourself if your still not ready. Everyone will understand if you still need more time.

[@iraetchaos4729]

I'm sorry for your loss man. Condolences to you and the family. Can't imagine how difficult this was to process all the while making this beautiful video. It hit even harder to see we were born the same year. Stay strong, warrior.

[@KingXOreo]

What a great way to express yourself and these feelings. We can fight death tooth and nail but it will take us and our loved ones, eventually. All we have are our memories. Make many and cherish them.

[@VonSharpington]

Bruh these Cloudie VS. are my favorite part of your content, it shows the inner struggles that a lot of us deal with and don't talk about. And you do it so organically! I appreciate you G.

[@Isaac-ie9qc]

Ain't never been this early to a Cloudie vid, and it had to be the deepest. I'm sorry for your loss, brother. All my love to you and your family. Stay up!❤❤

[@rezievil4ever]

Rip Bianca condolences cloudie she was beautiful were here for even though Im 2 years late doing this comment 😢

[@thaisennj9781]

My heart goes out to you, please take all the time you need. We’ll be here after.

[@brenale_heartsJesus]

Wow. That was actually really tragically beautiful. Death sucks because none of us can't escape it, especially when a loved one dies. I pray all will be well with you and your family ❤

[@rozzie3701]

I lost both my little sisters in a car crash four years ago. Never gets easier. Take care of yourself, love the people you have left.

[@roveezy]

You have my most sincerest condolences! Continue to make her proud and always know that she is always with you in spirit.

[@leviadair1491]

Hey Cloudie I'm sorry for your loss brother... I lost my eldest sister last year and I know it's a hard thing to go through. No parent should ever expect to bury their child and no brother is ever prepared to lose their sister. I can tell she meant very much to you and she would be proud to have seen this video knowing you used what you love doing as an outlet to mourn and process and remember her by. I'm crying watching this video. There is so much thought and feeling and I felt every bit of it. You put things into words that I never could have explained on my own. It's one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen and I just wanted to say thank you for giving me another way to look at life and death. Keep doing what you do best but do it one step at a time. Again... Thank you Cloudie.

[@Baralai]

Omg the moment her face appeared in the clouds 😭😭 I’m so sorry for your loss and the pain that accompanies it. This was beautiful

[@AlphaRiff]

We love you. I know this was hard to put together. Thank you for sharing her life, spirit, and energy with us. Let's make her proud of where we go from here.

[@Intelligent370]

This actually brought me to tears and was not expecting it.

[@dantaeindigo5674]

I loved how you played death that was dope

[@ashleythepanda4025]

I cried at this. When I lost my mother in 2013. I didn't know what to do. Thank you for expressing how you felt...how many felt losing a loved one, especially someone so close to you.

[@TheOriginalDarkGlitch]

'83? Thats my birth year. That's way too short. One day, we will conquer the ancient foe called Death. My sincere condolences, Cloudie.

[@Rexmon98]

My condolences. I unexpectedly lost my sister four years now back in February and the pain is still there. The thing is that from the times I spent with my sister, those treasure memories are deeply rooted in heart and the memories will ever fade away.

[@dillasoul2228]

I understand how you feel and I'm sorry for your loss man. My sister passed away a few years ago and those feelings become a part of you. The ending helped the memory of her feel comforting. Thank you for that, I wish you and your family be well

[@foufoustv2060]

Be strong and be proud for Bianca cloudie. Dammn your parody really hit hard. I ve lost my grands parents 10 years, I still miss them. Since 2017 I ve lost 2 former classmates, they were both stabbed (literally) one by her little brother and the other by a f friend😔

[@rh3medy]

man Cloudie this must've been so hard to make, rest in peace.

[@578t7645uyb5]

The way you wrote Death is very, very good. He's incredibly endearing.

[@chickenwing2k2]

I can't imagine the pain you're going through. Just know, that you'll always have a support structure around you. Be it being family, friends, or even your followers. You always a real one .....even if Sora is getting bopped every video 😁

[@silvrshado7]

I'm late but God bless you, Cloudie. Didn't expect to be crying this early in the morning. As someone who fears death knocking on the door at any moment this got to me. May your sister rest in peace. ❤️

[@mechajdi]

Man. I'm speechless. I lost my mom last year so I definitely felt this. No one else but you could have done this. 👍🏿

[@elementallobsterx]

What a beautiful and awesome video man. We're all here for you!

[@OchiSama]

This hits home cause I grew up with only my mom and recently lost the only father-like figure in my life, my uncle. stay strong fam. Stay strong

[@KeithCidano]

My heart goes out to you and your family. This video showed me that there’s more then one way to express ones feeling.

[@EquivocalGamer]

I doubt you'd see this Cloudie, but first and foremost--thank you for this video. My condolences to you and your family for losing someone so paramount to the way you carry yourself. The only way to keep her legacy and kindness alive is to live your life. Know that she's smiling down from the heavens right now at the kind of man you've become and even better than you'll be from here on out. I also want to say thank you for helping me realize some things about myself with this metaphor of death. I'm wiping tears from my eyes typing this response, but we really did miss you bro. Continue to be great and be sure to take care of yourself out there. Much love from TN.

[@t0pit074]

Cloudie-Sama. I'm terribly sorry for everything happened to your dear sister. Truly so. It is really horrible to see. I understand you. If it had happened to my sister i would never forgive myself. You have my condoliances and the greatest support in this moment of grief. 😢😭

[@nashbros2937]

Sorry for your loss, this was a beautiful and original way to remember her forever

[@cyrus9424]

I felt the same way when my uncle passed in 2016. It sucks but you gotta keep moving forward.

[@ft4403]

Damn, Cloudie. I think I'm going to make up with my lil sister! Thanks!

[@suburbanindie]

My dude, I'm so sorry for your loss. That was such a beautiful video and just the right amount of JRPG weirdness to not be out of place with the rest of your content. You're a great writer and this was a fitting tribute. You brought me to tears and I never met you guys...

[@decusq]

I hope you and your family will be ok and that you heal little by little with time.

[@jazminewilliams8259]

This was what I needed to here. My mom had passed when I was 13, and I had lost my dad to cancer 3 years ago. The grief is still there, but they are never really gone, they are just not with you in the flesh, but in spirit. And we are a living proof of their memories.

[@BarkuShow1087]

That...hits deep and it's so beautiful too..Rip to your wonderful sister and God bless your family 😭❤️

[@joshhale777]

Absolutely beautiful.. she IS proud. How could she not be? No words, just a thunderous applause in the form of respectful silence. My thoughts go out to you and your family.

[@AZ-uq7kn]

The message behind the video is incredible. It was a huge reminder that regardless of the money/fame/monotony of everyday life we shouldn't forget that at the root of everything we are human and to feel pain and to feel joy is to be human. We love you Cloudie, you make life better! Also your editing/filmography skills are top notch!

[@thelazyripp]

top tier cloudie! Your doing it the right way man, poor that emotion into your craft -- you're producing some of the rawest work that really hits. I'm so sorry for your loss, condolences and I wish for healing to you and and your family

[@Samueldonovan2007]

What an absolute beautiful way to honor her memory. This is incredible

[@justindeclet3454]

Damn bro I just saw this for the first time rest in peace to your sister I love your content bro I know I’m late to the show but wow your mind is as vast as any final fantasy game made my brother love you for making these videos thank you 🙏🏽

[@ultrajojo2712]

Mad respect for what u do I lost my father in 2016 RIP

[@Kassalan]

I'm sorry if this comes off ass insensitive. But I just wanna say this is exactly why I'm loving your channel more and more. You have humor and fantasy. And you tie all of it together with moments of somberness that grounds it all. Your channel has actually been helping me at a moment where I'm starting to give up fighting for the next day. I really hope you know that your content not only is enjoyable but is kind of a space for someone like me to find comfort in. It helps me laugh while also reminding me to not give up. You're a good dude man

[@MonstrousRegiment]

I lost my parents in April. You articulate that raw pain and rage well. Thank you for making this Cloudie, and take care.

[@darnellkinsel2453]

I am sorry for your loss cloudie. Loosing a family member so close is really tough to go through. Even though mourning is eternal we hsve to remember the memories that we have. She is looking down on you amd your family.

[@angelicxwings]

This hurts deep. I lost someone close to me who raised me as a young child 6 years ago and still to this day, it still hurts and I hate it every single day. My anger got the best of me and made me regret the times I missed with her. At one point I hit a low blow with it, almost lost important people in my life due to me feeling hurt each day. My family and friends helped me through that hard stage of my grief and that helped. Always here if you need someone to chat too and in time, you’ll get there. My condolences to you and your family. ❤️❤️❤️

[@TragoudistrosMPH]

There's no correct way to grieve, yet you found an artistic and beautiful way to do so. Very few have that strength or that talent. My condolences.

[@1smash18]

I have no words. This video was amazing. I had a moment a few years ago where there was a point of time where I almost passed away during a car incident, and unfortunately I have not learned my lesson. My condolences go to you and your family.

[@Shyfi_Fantasy]

In my short life, I've experienced so much loss (just last year I lost my aunt and grandma in a two week span) and this just felt good. Watching this felt good. Like I could stop screaming "Why?!" And accept that they're gone and enjoy the memories. Thank you for that ❤️

[@jesusa.adorno6933]

That was so beautiful. You’re one of my favorite content creators for a reason, and I hope you’re doing well. My condolences to your family.

[@darkfangthekingishere4425]

This is so heartfelt and touching and sad but cloudie still made us snicker and laugh this man is a hidden gem and I hope he gets the fame he deserves

[@alanfieri4350]

When I got the news that my father figure died on me a few years back i was riddled with so much grief I couldn't deal with college for a whole week and I know it's not easy to lose someone so close to you in life but one thing that keeps me going is remembering that wherever they are they're rooting for me to keep being me and I hope that this will bring some comfort to you n everyone else out there that struggled through the same stuff

[@rlndcntrrs]

Condolences to you Cloudie, and the Family. Rest in peace Bianca

[@henrymanahan2764]

This is a truly unique and beautiful way to articulate your love and grief for your sister. RIP. We all love you Cloudie ❤💪

[@MultiGamerchick]

I am watching this video and I felt the same way when my grandpa died and a few months later my cat Gabriel passed away 12 years ago. Take your time, as a fan of yours I will be ready for new content!

[@lavitz95]

I'm so so so so sorry... I can't imagine losing my brother and keep going as you do... You're truly an inspiration and very, very strong. I got to know you a couple of months ago in one of your FF videos (I must say it's the best content I have seen of Final Fantasy, you are able to transmit in a unique way that feeling of "HOME"), and what I did mmediately after watching it? Send it to my brother... As a nurse I deal with death almost everyday, and man... they say we get unsensitive with the years, but in my case, except some cases, I get more emotional. Discovering that you just passed through this when I was checking if you uploaded another FF video... Hit me hard. I hope you get unlimited joy from your sisters memories.

[@evolutionarylight9694]

After seeing this video, I still do not understand how people have not learned to appreciate life since the pandemic began. Thanks for sharing this amazing work. I'm sorry to hear of your loss, and proud to see you transform that pain into a powerful message.

[@6rudgegaming]

I've said it before, but I'll say it again, rest in peace, and we're glad you're back

[@UltimateXorn]

My truest condolences for you and your family. The fact that you have turned your pain into such an art piece shows how gifted you are and how proud your sister is of you as she watches from above. Thank you for sharing your message with us.

[@dizzybabe707]

First off very sorry for your lost I know this is a very tough time for you i can't even imagine Cloudie 😔 Second we all know the editing gonna be on point thats no surprise there. But last of all can we all take time to really appreciate his dialog in this video! This was written so well definally alot of time and effort and emotion went into this. It felt like I was playing a RPG and this was the intense part of the game that part where it hits home even makes you cry and resonate with you after your done. I really happy your expressing your self in your craft and not bottling it in. With that being said if you need more time please do so! Yes we miss your content but we will always be here waiting thank you so much for sharing this with us i know your sister is very proud of you! Cherish those memories Cloudie ❤

[@averagegaming3900]

I really had tears... It all was just, So perfect. Keep going for her Cloudy. For all of us.