Comforting Messages from the Universe🥰🧸| PICK A BEAR🐻 *Timeless* Detailed Psychic Tarot Reading

[@EsoTarot]

I'm *beary* happy that u are here and I can *bearly* contain my love for u hehehehe 🚨🚨BEWARE OF SCAMMERS IMPERSONATING ME ON INSTAGRAM! I DO NOT OFFER PERSONAL READINGS AND I WILL NEVER SOLICIT ONE FROM YOU THROUGH DIRECT MESSAGES🚨🚨 Get Your Own Cards here!: www.etsy.com/shop/SchoolofMagicArt?ref=shop_sugg The Deck Creator Herself: instagram.com/starseedshelter/ 🕚Timestamps🕥 Intro: 0:00 Pile Selection: 1:08 Pile 1 (Pink Bear): 2:13 Pile 2 (Green Bear): 47:22 Pile 3 (Blue Bear): 1:22:30 Pile 4 (Purple Bear): 2:02:08 👻Follow Me👻: Instagram: instagram.com/realesotarot TikTok: vm.tiktok.com/ZMR8yghKN/ 👚My Merch👚: crowdmade.com/collections/esotarot Get your first 10-minute reading with Keen by clicking here: trykeen.com/esotarot I will receive compensation from anyone who signs-up through my link, thanks for supporting my channel! 💸Leave me a tip💸 PayPal: [e-mail] Cashapp: $palehag

[@paolasuarezs]

Thank you 🥰 you are so right, I needed to hear that, I love you Eso. Pile 3 🤭

[@javeriaijaz8558]

Hehe we love eso and her cute lil puns😁🥰🥰😘

[@aaronholt8475]

Did you just say Eso Bearo? I bearly sat down with my blackbeary smoothie. No that's my GF's panda slippers I put on to come downstairs. Sorry I didn't know pandas were bears thought they part of the cat family. That's a lie before I become overbearing ......,

[@mariannamitring3355]

Omg this was so cheezy I loved it I beary much love you💞💞

[@EsoTarot]

@@aldebaranmoon7777 I said it in the intro I think but I got them for Christmas 10-13 years ago so I have no idea hehe

[@MissHilPaige]

You said “Eso BEARO” and I squealed. Lolol So adorable! I need more of these. Thank you!

[@danico3070]

SO CUTE I CAN'T

[@samanthaadams2576]

that rant you go in pile 3, yelling at us to step into our light... was the nicest most uplifting experience of being "told off" LOL - it felt like a HUG

[@catherineelliott2856]

Agreed ❤️

[@emiliemaltais3540]

This was posted as i was having a panic attack and desperately trying to find something calming as i was crying. I can't thank you enough for doing readings you are such a blessing in my life, the messages always resonate and help me so much!! You are amazing 💕 💕 💕

[@yes.1374]

I hope you and the situation you are going through get better as fast as possible. You are so brave sharing your story, and hope you get all the advice you need from this! Be sure to love yourself and accept all your shadow to keep working and achieving the life you want and deserve. SO SO much love, you sure are beautiful 💓💓💓

[@hectsblood6200]

Hope you are fine. I am having so much anxiety lately, I feel you. Stay strong cause you are amazing💓

[@natalierachellouisesantana]

💗💗💗💗💗💗

[@avantigayxian952]

Sending you so much love and healing energy 💞 I wanted a sign from the universe because of my obsessive thoughts and anxiety, I needed to know they're on my side, and this helped :') Stay strong, my love. We got this

[@mansi0304]

Same happened to me today.. exactly after I was done crying and thought to divert myself, I saw this reading..

[@taylorwilliams6520]

"you shouldn't settle for what doesn't align. And it's okay to not have that figured out" gurl Im literally choking on tears rn 😭

[@laurdowns]

AND YOU WAVED THE LITTLE BEAR HAND WHEN YOU SAID "hi there pile two" WHY AM I CRYING, THAT WAS SO ADORABLE 😭💖

[@adamcartwright4826]

I literally was searching for someone to comment thisss😭

[@isaacjones6804]

“With peace and love, they can eat shit.” I HAVE to get that on a shirt 😂

[@ievaievaieva]

Oh my god the thumbnail made me cry. It felt like the most comforting thing I had seen in a long time. Thank you for your precious heart, Madison, you are so special. Lately I've ben thinking of ending my life, and today was incredibly hard for me. I have no reason to live, yet your lovely voice, humor and videos have been like a little beam of sunlight in my bleak days. Thank you for your warm soul, you mean a lot to me.

[@EsoTarot]

I’m so so sorry you’re going through such a difficult time. I know what it’s like to feel that way and I wouldn’t wish it on anyone. I’m so grateful you’re still here but PLEASE get help! It’s so hard to be in that state and function. I promise you there are so many reasons for you to live and with time and healing you’ll see them too. Thank you so much for existing and continuing to fight. Life is so very hard but please know your life is worth living and you deserve love and care. You are so so precious and I’m rooting for you. Please be kind to yourself and remember your outer circumstances have no bearing on your worth or value as a human. I’m sending you so much love and encouragement 💗 I believe in you!

[@Userhandle7384]

I’ve been feeling the same and thought this image was comforting too

[@Sara2016a]

Sending you lots of love and prayers ❤️🙏🏻 I hope you get better and God Blesses you!

[@Sara2016a]

@@Userhandle7384 Please get help and I believe you will feel better. Just don’t give up. Sending lots of hugs and prayers 🤗

[@noonefornow1514]

I chose pile 1 and 3, I have had few really tough years though I thought it was just me being bratty, unreasonable and unproductive, in hindsight bouts of anxiety and phases of depression but I think I have come to almost otherside of those thoughts of not wanting to exist, although they linger and scare me sometimes I don't want to do that anymore I want try and not give up I want to be able to love and respect myself, I have just completed my graduation five-six months ago, it was difficult for me to function and I thought it's hard it's overwhelming I just don't want to be, I felt numb then and the thought of ending my self didn't felt sad or cruel , I felt stuck I felt lazy unproductive etc. etc. I felt I would never be able to do anything I felt scared of living like that frozen, or as a failure I felt guilty of not being productive as people expected me, too guilty for not doing anything well for making excuses for frezzing like that and Even more scared that I might not be able to anything even if I tried. But as I started feeling a bit again and as I tried to hold on to life and looking for reasons to live I remember this moment being really exhausted and asking for a singnal from the universe praying for a reason to hold on to life and suddenly there this really upbeat song on the tv(youtube) a k-pop song perhaps cuz cus my cusion listened to it on the account as I read the engsub it said "never die today".." today is a to good day to die" some day flowers will fall but it is not today " today we fight" If you can’t fly, then run Today we will survive If you can’t run, then walk Today we will survive If you can’t walk, then crawl Even if you have to crawl, gear up this might seem weird or insignificant but I remember being in tears and I would like to believe it was a signal for me and not a mere coincidence I remember listening to it in metro everyday from then on listing to it whenever I felt like giving up, telling myself "no not today", I don't feel I am where I wanted to be I don't think I am successful, I have many regrets, I think only if I was mentally stronger, only if I wasn't so sensitive, only if I worked harder only if I reacted in better ways only if my attitude to things would have been different, I still feel stuck like I am taking to much time I feel stuck in regards to my carrier decisions etc. etc. and I am scared of failure and I feel time is running on me, but whenever I listen to eso it's always you are where you need to be, you have come a long way you should give yourself credit and be nicer to yourself, no need to hurry you will get the answers figure it out, (theme even when I am looking for clarity regards decisions and future I hear same things in Every reading I go back n forth between believing them n not) and that Fog example also fit it, something I have said to myself over this time is that it's okay to not be very productive,it's okay as long as you are breathing just hold on, that is enough that's a big achievement in itself, we value ourselves through the work we do sometimes to such extent that we feel we don't deserve to exist if can't do it anymore if we can not be useful, is it worthy to stress yourself so much regarding worldy parameters of productivity and success that it makes it you want to not live, I don't know what you or other people who read this are going through but something that I have learnt is that sometimes life is so overwhelming and it's enough just to breathe so if you are having a hard time it's okay to pat yourself on the back just for that, and it's okay to ask for help if you need it, please ask for help when you are struggling and I know it can be difficult, there are different ways one can do that, I was lucky enough for my college's psychotherapy clinic to offer free therapy though as psychonalytic approch n not CBD I feel it hasn't been as helpful to me, all I want to say is that though there are no gaurented solutions to things all we can do is try because leaving is not a gauranteed resolution either who knows what lies after, you may not be able to see it now but there is atleast hope with life but it's "forever winter if you go🎵"(another synchronity signal song I heard) not just for people who love you but yourself do not give up on your self so easily, most people I believe who are struggling are so empathetic we won't ever think of killing anyone criminals or so called " inconsequential" PPL animals etc . then how can we think of murdering ourselves, that's cruel and cold, I remember having a very dear grandpa like spiritual figure in my life being from a Hindu background I remember him saying about sucide that it doesn't ends the suffering that only chance at resolution is life that we decided to incarnate to resolve our karmic issues, regardless of the spiritual perspective or beliefs, what seems to be a message is that with life there is hope for resolution and we might be able to find the summer within us again if we stay but it's forever winter if we go, if you are reading these lyrics if you go and listen to these songs I hope they bring you some inspiration I hope you believe they bring messages from the universe to you, I hope you believe that you are valued and loved enough to recieve them and I hope you get through this and get all the help you need. For me I am trying to believe that I have come a long way ahead, I recently discovered I have adhd and though others around me won't understand, I want to believe I have done well, as procastination and anxiety become worst in college I tried being practical leaving theatre and painting trying to focus but it only made me depressed taking away my only coping mechanisms, it has been hard for me doing simple chores being misunderstood as irresponsible etc. being called retard by my parents who love me, being insecure about it all, I always thought I am weird and my saving grace is that I am a bit good at academics I at least got 90( it's not much in competitive atmosphere of India)at least got accepted in a govt University got scholarship for first semester but failing to keep up in college being unproductive failing few courses things came crashing also realising that I can not faniancialy afford to explore the feilds of my interest or take risks doing what I felt passoniate about in sometime I was lost and didn't even knew what I liked anymore, I felt like I was valued only for my potential yes weird n clumsy but atleast she has academic potential and wins some art n theatre prices small things at school but freezing and not being good at anything anymore failing academically I thought I might just be a mad kid that PPL would get sick of me, I never acknowledged the fact that I felt hurt by other people's perception of me I didn't wanted to accept the reality of some type of treatment I got n that it effected me at all be it at school or family, in hindsight I think it's was for better the slowdown I got time to greive and console myself to find out the reason for my strugglels getting my diagnosis, it's difficult because I feel like I need to parent myself when I feel like an bratty child who doesn't wants to grow up and do that, who still wishes for more understanding parental figures to make her feel loved and protected. and I think it's a success completing my graduation despite all of this without failing a semester getting 67 % I don't want to feel ashamed of it, living with ADHD all these years without any help it could have been worst(still haven't started the medication due to certain circumstances).it's a success I guess most of all not wanting to end my life anymore, fighting the darker impulses and trying to move past and heal, feeling again Even if they are not always positive I feel I have come across faraway I guess it's an achievement. And I don't want to give up on my childhood dreams Even though I feel disconnected confused and scared right now I want to try, I tell myself it might take more time but I am going to try. I still feel lost about big decisions and future but I am trying to focus on the present taking care of myself my health eating right respecting my body, trying to make a routine for myself I think investing in yourself never goes in vain so we can start with that. Maybe this was quite incoherent and tmi n I feel a little lazy to express consisely but I still wanted to express myself. So thanks to eso for the readings and all the best to everyone who is struggling I wish you the best and I request you to please keep trying and hold on to life you don't need a reason every life has inherent value, I hope you find inner peace and strength to navigate this phase of your life I hope it's the same for me to.

[@jadynlariviere5808]

“With peace and love- they can eat shit” that was what we needed to hear right now. The humor and power. Thank you

[@sarvin4471]

Hahahaa I was about to come quote that in the comments 🤣 thank you for commenting it. Someone had to!!

[@bbmatc]

Picked pile 3. Literally sobbing rn. Can’t tell you how much I needed to hear all those things. So overwhelmed. I feel so seen and appreciated. Tysm eso 😭❤️

[@ducky_urban]

Honestly, she came with the sauce on pile 3. Like go off, queen!

[@amarisdsage]

Pile 3 - Mr. Blue Bear: I'm a single mom with 3 jobs trying the college thing over again in my mid-thirties. I definitely needed to hear this, so thank you for taking the time to make this video. It was really nice, and also kudos on the ridiculously adorable setup.

[@florestrella1305]

Same here dear. Single mother of two, going through legal matters, going to school and working as a teacher full time. We are trying very hard, dear. Our time will come. 💖

[@crayolaclouds2696]

Good luck in college! Im not a mom but I'm 31 and in my second year so I know its intimidating sometimes. You're doing great, and i bet your kiddos are gonna be so damn loud at your graduation ceremony lol

[@amarisdsage]

@@crayolaclouds2696 Many thanks ☺️

[@MauradeAbreu]

Pile 2: "You guys have this silly energy, I love it". OMG. And that's why I resonate so much with you 🤭❤️

[@z.y.4555]

You have a whole vibe to you that is so spiritual… no matter if/what higher power you believe in, you’re readings are so authentic and creative but also they cheer me up on my lowest of lowest points. I mean it! Thank you so much.

[@EsoTarot]

That means so much to me thank you! 🥺💗

[@janiceleung9207]

Giggled when you said Eso bearo, too cute 😭 the intro has already made my day!!

[@audreydabolt482]

not to sound dramatic but those bears make me the happiest ive ever been in the entire world

[@JAMSHARK98]

Picked pile 4 and I was in awe because of how much I needed to hear everything. I’m crying because for so long I’ve felt like I haven’t been doing enough with my life and feeling frustrated because I just feel incapable, but I recognize that those feelings come from my mind telling me I can’t and I’m more capable than I think I am. It really is hard when your own brain is fighting against you. Once again, I really needed to hear this and I thank you so much for this reading.

[@karalynspeaks4267]

Yes I feel the same way I’ve been struggling with where I’m going next and what I am doing

[@dnoelani5588]

I've been struggling with this for years...

[@karalynspeaks4267]

@@dnoelani5588 yes and sometimes it’s hard to get out of that state

[@aurora_boketto7746]

I feel you guys. It's so hard to learn to believe in ourselves. Well, I believe in you! U can do it! Let's change the narrative 🥺☝️!

[@channing6265]

pile three i’ve had this same talk from parents and multiple of my teachers, and i haven’t fully taken it in until now. thank you, seriously. i REALLY needed to finally fully hear it

[@ellielouise7005]

pile 4 holy fuck this seriously feels like a personal reading so far, (im like 4 minutes in) your readings recently have felt kind of like they werent for me which was cool (i was just like ill know when she puts one out for me hahaha) but then this is like catching up with everything ive been needing guidance on, seriously thank you so much. you are such an angel big big love!!!

[@Amymilee8]

pile 2: been in a funk (again, ik) lately and stuck in my thoughts a lot thinking about the ppl who did me wrong and i realized that's probably why i keep doubting myself. thanks for the reading, Eso. I'd probably have to rewatch my pile just to remind myself again to decide how i want to carry on from here

[@haydennicole178]

group 3 CALLED ME OUT in the best way possible!

[@bedhairismybae5480]

i’m going to wrap myself into a blanket burrito and listen to this video to get maximum benefits

[@alenawillbur4481]

Pile 3: I genuinely needed to hear every bit of this. I have dealt with codependent tendencies in the past because of trauma work and I have been working on it for the past year, and I am learning how to have healthy relationships. My present world I am doing so well and there is no present threat, but I’ve been so used to threats in the past that it is strange to live in a reality where I genuinely can just focus on putting my healing in action. I am truly missing part of my emperor energy 🤣 good at manifesting and envisioning my future, but I’ve brought it all about and I’m like “Okay… what now? This is weird. Do I even belong here?” Definitely still healing those trauma responses from my brain /: but I know I’ve come a LONG way.

[@latriciaferris8555]

Green Bear: I’m not finish with the reading yet but so far you’re absolutely right. Things have crumbled fast last year but I am finally realizing it is for the better. Thank you for the reading

[@MarieClaude_claudia]

I got green bear too and when i tell you I felt PULLED to it. I've never felt more aggressively drawn to a "pile" before. It almost felt painful being pulled in that direction like spirit was trying to make it crystal clear that the green bear was what I needed to hear

[@annabumane5616]

Wow, Eso...You said everything I needed to hear. It's hard to put into words how much this means to me, how healing it is to be seen, cheered on and celebrated! You, Your readings are an incredible gift to this world! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!! ❤❤❤

[@soniavarghese6196]

Pile 1: I'm literally bawling my eyes out because everything you just said hit me harder on the head than Rapunzel's pan had hit Eugene's head. I am so so tired and exhausted all the bloody time and I have been through some really shitty circumstances. I don't want to be so hard on myself anymore, and I want to genuinely try and grow and heal myself. Thank you so much for such an honest message, I needed it desperately. ❤

[@bubblegore]

Pile 2 here ! i literally feel like a changed person after this reading this might sound so dramatic but 30 mins ago i didnt have the perspective that you just talked about and i feel like i needed this reassurance. im so ready for a new beginning and im so more confident than i have ever been, ready for growth :) thank you so much for this much needed reading love you

[@teebabettum9188]

Pile 2...Excellent reading

[@Rebekahwriter13]

Pile 4: Heart vs head. Blockages. It's hard to simply be when I'm a planner, but nothing goes as planned..

[@romyenrose]

Pile 3 here! At 1:55:59, when Eso was shuffling the cards, I got a glimpse of two cards that said "don't dwell" and "you're small, you're doing great", which really made sense for me. I don't knock over myself (that much) anymore over the things I got, but there is more I wish I could do and this "I wish I could" ends up defining me more than the blessings I got, which end up looking small. These and Eso's rant on not being so hard on myself made so much sense; even my "small" achievements are big compared to where I came from, and I should stop dwelling on my lack and focusing on the cards I already got (pun intended). Thank u so much, Eso! You're the one tarot reader that always comes through to me

[@TheSunflowerGoddess]

I've been feeling so low depressed lately and this reading (pile 1) was so timely. I'm literally bawling my eyes out because of how accurately you've gone over what I'm going through and although we're total strangers, it's comforting to be seen. Hyper independence and being hard on myself are things that I've struggled with for as long as I can remember. I hope that sooner rather than later, I can look back on this period of my life from a better place where I am healed and better at letting people in/being ok with asking for help. Thank you 💙

[@ms.tinygiant]

I chose like 1 too and I’m with ya girl. Been extra depressed lately, although I will say around the winter time it’s much harder to be happy and I think it’s because of the weather. But you’re not alone girl, we WILL get through this

[@shadoerayne]

Saaame ❤️

[@samanthaadams2576]

"If other people are uncomfortable they can go inside or they can put on sunglasses." hahah i love you!

[@lsg7964]

Pile 3 .I will listen to this daily until I will truly recognize my hardwork and my progres :)I work my arse off everyday for my future and I still feel like I don't work enough.I def sabotage myself and I have the impostor syndrome. Everytime I had a succes I would say ,,naah anyone could do that''. Everytime someone would make me a compliment I would refuse it and think that they're just being nice. Everytime I take a break I criticize myself for not working hard enough.I live in the future and it's really tiring .Always hated my phisical appearance and compared myself to others. Also virgo rising here :) Thank you so much for this reading! I won't sell myself short anymore.

[@flyfaraway111]

Omg i do the same and chose pile 3 too

[@purpleserenity137]

Pile 4 🧸💜 - This pile was SPOT ON. It's probably the most accurate reading I've had from selecting a pile. Purple was my favorite color so I chose that. Sunday, I had an argument with my toxic parent. I've been considering moving out to get away from my toxic parent but I've been scared because of finances. At this time, I'm working to get myself into more stability with finances and creating a plan so I'll be ready when I do move out. I have a hard time connecting with others because of this toxic person along with some past history I've experienced but I want to get better with getting myself out there. Jupiter is my ruling planet for my zodiac sign Sagittarius. Thank you for this message Eso. It was comforting to me, and is helping to remind me about what I want for myself to get better. Your messages are appreciated! 💜💜💜

[@Aisha-tm8er]

Wow, I have a similar situation with narcissistic and toxic parents. I’m also working on moving out. I’m glad that others are in a similar boat. Good luck 🍀

[@lb7151]

@@Aisha-tm8er I am in a very similar situation as well! I wish y’all loving energy

[@kelseyjeann240]

I wanted to tell you I am so so blessed to have found ur page. U have become my favorite reader in just one day of me finding you. You've brought me the most comfort and happiness of any readers I've ever came across. Ur time is appreciated so much and I hope God blessed u and ur life. Thank u so much for ur time. Thank u. Namaste. Love and light.

[@isabel8526]

Pile 3. Wow i really needed to hear this! I kind of rolled my eyes like “ugh I know, I know” but it’s like I tell myself these things in the quietest voice that I ultimately ignore and push aside. ITS TIME TO LET HER SPEAK. You yelling really did wake me up. That voice joined you and the universe and it was heard! Thank you so much Eso. Thank you thank you. Something has really shifted :)

[@SoUmThisIsMe]

Group three: I am actually not upset or sad that you got a bit angry. That is exactly what I needed. It woke me up, opened my eyes and made me realize that I really messed up. I usually keep doing the same mistakes until someone gets mad at me. You shouting was honestly so refreshing. Now I don't even worry anymore, I know the Universe is probably really mad at me for being so desperate and afraid of not getting what I worked for. This motivated me. Thank you SO much.

[@marveled.maggie]

4:18 I've been putting a huge effort into my health, both mental and physical and hearing that really was comforting

[@raeryan1457]

Hey ESO, pile 3 and I really needed this. It confirmed that my guides and the Universe were like, “WE’RE SO F***ING PROUD OF YOU!!”

[@anacovarrubias9963]

Pile 1: I’ve been dealing with depression and it’s honestly so exhausting but this was so meaningful thank you so much

[@j3n.jen12]

your bears are adorable!! 🥺🥺🥺

[@sahardesert7102]

I feel this is a safe space to share what I have been going through recently. I’ve been having a little bit of hard time. I work in a suit shop. Over the last few weeks there has been a huge spike in customers that are coming in to buy suits for loved ones that have passed away. Watching and feeling the emotion and pain of each family member that comes into our shop is getting more and more real. I try to leave work at work, but now I see life and death from a different perspective. Often times the customers shop for their mother’s burial suit, this has caused me anxiety and panic attacks even when I’m at home, or when I try to sleep. Today I had to step away from work because I felt I was going to have a breakdown, home life has been stressful. Today, I had to find the courage to not be afraid, and I stumbled across this video while sitting on my bed with my giant teddy bear. Thank you, Eso for creating this video, it resonates deeply with what I am feeling. I am trying to not let nature, life, and the world chip away at what childlike innocence I have left. Everything is so fragile right now. Anyways, I have never been this open before, and I’m beginning to not be afraid of letting others know I don’t feel good. So thank you for giving me the chance to express what I wanted to say.

[@josaboglarka5490]

Pila 1 on point again. Actually, this reading was so fitting it actually made me tear up. The HP references too, especially now when I have been immersing myself in that world again.... Just WOW! Thank you!

[@sapphire09xruby07]

Pile 3. Thank you for your empowering words 😊 I really need to hear those messages.

[@finnijer07]

Eso: *scolds pile for several mins* Eso: “so if you don’t start recognizing your successes I will come for you” 😂💕 much peace and love

[@DerinK.]

Pile 2, watching this right after I've decided to cut the sugar in my life, loving the candy reference. :) Thank you for this reading

[@TheShacq]

Pile 2! And today is Thursday 1.20.22 the reading resonates with me! Full time career, in a master's program, balancing motherhood, friendships, family, and working on my relationship all while questioning my relationship of 8 years! A lot on my plate however finding balance and taking time for me! You mentioned Patiance ...im trying! Trusting the universe I need a spritual cleanse maybe even need to fast !

[@annickmiller585]

The bears are SO CUTE! Pile 3 was exactly what I needed to hear. Don't apologize for speaking what you feel, it felt like Spirit working through you 💚

[@crayolaclouds2696]

Pile 4: You and spirit are right, I'm so scared. But i did take a step towards being intimate with someone and for the first time in almost a decade, I'm not scared of men being that close to me. I'm healing, but this reading has helped me realize I'm doing great and I can do more. I am not a monster nor undeserving of love and respect. Thank you, Eso, your readings are amazing and help me a lot.

[@amyshealingdiaries]

Pile 1: WOWWW I have been so exhausted with my current circumstance and it is so hard because I have been so tired, then I got covid and I am behind on rent and just overall stressedddddd. I literally just made a TikTok talking about how I recently became overwhelmed with negative emotions because part of me is all sunshine, rainbows, happy and positive 24/7 but part of me was tired of it because I would never allow myself to open up to my friends because I didn't want them to see me as a burden since I am always the person they turn to in their time of need. I am wayyyyy too hard on myself and I am realizing that I need to be okay with not being okay 24/7. I also really struggled with anger so when I started healing I realized it was never anger just a mask but because of this, I have been afraid to feel anger since I used to be so violent & emotionally abusive towards people. Now when I am angry I am not like that but I have been so afraid to express anger in fear that I am going to risk all my growth. I really struggle asking for help still but I am going to work on it for sure.

[@chillsmith8377]

Thank you for letting mother speak through you. You have no idea how on point you are. Keep reading. Very powerful.

[@gingeebread6737]

Eso called me out like “shut up and stop criticising yourself, you are great!” 🥺🥺🥺 thank youuu

[@krystalpawlak]

Wow!!!! This was just incredible. It’s time to listen to this on repeat, and take action. This is just unreal. After years of literal physical pain, spending most of my life on my own, limited extracurricular activities, no sports, because I was so limited in my ability to be up and active, even just spending a day with friends or family could take everything out of me, mentally and physically. I finally had a hip replacement this summer, and am still healing, it’s been a really long tough journey but there have been so many opportunities to write, blog, share my story and I set up the page, and froze. And I’ve been struggling with talking myself into starting up, every day, even if not right from surgery, it’s still a journey. I still loved it, and survived it. I guess this is my sign.

[@ЕленаМальчикова-ш1п]

Pile 1 - resonated so much, i don't even know where to start.. just thank you for the bottom of my heart. The reading I needed badly

[@curiousdove6617]

Hi.. even keeping the spiritual side aside the comfort that you are giving is priceless, we as human sometimes just need some compassion.

[@laurdowns]

I haven't even watched the reading yet, I just had to say that these bears are bringing me so much joy right now and are the cutest idea ever 🐻💖

[@cecibudar1738]

Pile 3. I felt so yelled at with peace and love. 😂I'm sorry Eso, I'll start giving myself a little bit more credit. Love every single reading

[@irisdescent777]

Hi, I chose pile 1 and for real, all that I’m struggling with right now was perfectly described. I specifically love this channel because of that, the piles that I choose always go perfectly with what is happening in my life at the moment.

[@culturedquestions]

Forever my favorite reading from you and one I return to frequently when I’m in a low mood. Thank you for such heartfelt messages ❤

[@Madieland]

The "EsoBear-o" pun at the beginning, we love it. Honestly Eso, this was such a needed reading, thank you very much ❤️ (Also Pile 3 here, that Virgo placements callout "there's always something to critique"... YEP 😂 Virgo moon here, can confirm).

[@annamunson5824]

i was friends with this boy for so many years and during the summer he finally broke off the friendship and for a long time i was happy about it cuz it was what i wanted then i started to get really upset about it. today was the first day of second semester and i have a class with him and the second i saw him i had a panic attack, i’ve cried so much today. he was such a terrible person who abuse, manipulated, and was just an awful person to me. i chose pile two and i honestly really really needed to hear this. from the bottom of my heart thank you so much

[@jennaybabyy]

pile 3 ;-; thank you. i felt every word and live for the moments I’m reminded of my power🥺 sending you much love & blessings! 💖

[@momandic7686]

this pick a bear idea is already comforting on its own, it‘s so cute 🥺🥺🥺

[@Spicy_writer]

This is beautiful Eso! Pile 2 and it felt like a direct and specific read to me. You are amazing! Keep doing what you do 🧿🖤🙏🏻

[@jean-yw8yk]

2:22:22 (Love the 2s) I love how Eso just casually leaves table to grab a book while continue talking to us🤣 so darn cute

[@nicolasdf3597]

i chose pile 4 because purple is my favorite color, this reading is insanely accurate, i have been struggling the past few years because i burdain myself with limiting beliefs, also, i'm a hufflepuff soooo if i needed confirmation, here it is

[@aurora_boketto7746]

Me too. Why the heck do we do this to ourselves!! We've been through to much not to be proud 😭😭

[@kimjolly1911]

I just adore you. Instant validation on pile 2..you say a friend yanks the rug out and just yesterday one that FAKED HER OWN DEATH tried to resurface. Unreal. I almost fell right out of my chair. I really liked this type of reading it was a nice change. Thank you. Namaste.

[@jamaekaquean264]

This is ABSOLUTELY the Most Beautiful reading/lecture/encouraging words I have EVER heard ...PILE 3...THANK you so much for allowing our spirit family to speak through you...hugs and kisses

[@alexislamberson1901]

Pile4. I’m planning on moving back with my mom. I lost my job. Due to my anxiety being so bad. God knows I’ve been doing so so so so much inner work. Like a lot you guys. And my heart is ready to put myself back out there because 3 years ago I was this confident and little social butterfly but my mind is constantly fighting against me. I opened up to my mom this last weekend about my finances and how I lost my job and she was so supportive saying for me to come home. I’ve also been wanting to follow my goals of going to school to become an esthetician and she knows how bad I’ve wanted to pursue this for so long. I also have a little boy and god knows I cannot do this next chapter of my life alone… thank you for this reading. 🤍

[@ellaizcool]

pile 3 made me burst into tears when u said u were mad at the world for making me think i have to make myself small LOL !!! the whole reading resonated SO well thank u so much and i love the littol bloo teddy

[@randomviews59]

Pile 3! Felt like a personal reading for sure. My guides have been communicating to me over and over again that there’s no more to do I just need to accept my blessings. I work with Hekate and when you were getting mad over the people I’ve encountered and the limiting mindsets I’ve carried from past relationships I felt like you were channeling her energy through and through. That’s exactly how she comes through to me and it was huge confirmation lmfao😂 Sometimes she just gets to the point where she’s like “IF YOU DO ANY MORE WE’RE NOT GONNA HAVE THE TIME TO FOR ALL THE EXTRA BLESSINGS ON TOP OF WHATS COMING! KNOW URSELR BISH!!!” I loved every minute of it🤣 Also we were making bear puns in synchronicity that whole reading😂 Kindred spirits for sure lmfao 😆👌🏻

[@hoohoodidie4722]

Pile 2 and literally cried! I am really waiting for blessings ☘️💕

[@cidwash]

Eso Bearo 😭❤️ you’re too pure. This reading is EVERYTHING I needed today. Cried for the first time today in a looong time & of course you post a comforting reading. Gosh you’re just the best ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

[@junosswans]

I picked the green bear and it is honestly SO ACCURATE like... everytime I click into your video I am astonished by how deep and specific your interpretations are. It is crazy that the two sailor moon characters are my top favourites in the show too! I adore Sailor Jupitor's peserverance and positivity despite having lived a mostly lonely life, and Sailor Uranus is just incredibly charming for a wlw like me. I am from a single-parent household, and I have a lot on my shoulders. I have paid for my own university tuition and even covered home expenses with part-time jobs and scholarships, and even though I wish to continue my education, my parent expects me to pay for my younger siblings' university and don't want me to "waste time" on getting higher education... balancing work, night school, home issues and encountering constant disappointments in my own aspirations, the past few years have been incredibly taxing for me. I always thought it is normal until it took a devastating mental breakdown for me to realize how my situation is not healthy. After that, I have been seeking medical help and also revisiting my aspirations-- but I have been so confused in the past year and still could not make up my mind on where I want my career to go. So everything you said was incredibly accurate, and I was speechless by how on point your analysis are. As always, I am told to be patient, which is something I really really lack in life, and has been causing me great torment. I can't help but feel that I have waited long enough, and everyone around me are progressing so fast, since they are so much more talented than me and have more support than me as well.... but I suppose its precisely why I need to learn patience. As much as I am saddened by the current situation and how it doesn't look like it will go up anytime soon... I will try my best to cope and allow myself to rest.

[@lias2880]

Pile 3: i was shaking my head up and down the whole reading, everything resonated Wow, this was much needed thank you !

[@zoeywheeler9606]

I made it like three seconds into pile one before getting emotional, like i was perfectly fine-ish before starting the video but second you said “i can just tell you feel exhausted” i was suddenly and unexpectedly freakin’ sobbing.

[@LW-wg4ny]

I have to say that I am probably not in the demographic you appeal to, but I just love your channel. I am amazed by the wisdom you have at such a young age. You give such great advice and the sweet way you giggle while you do it! I’m going to tell my 19 year old daughter to follow you, I think there is a lot she can learn from you!

[@northern315]

Pile #3 1:55:52 a glimpse of don't dwell card from the pile she was shuffling, 1:55:57 the card all is one separation is an illusion is peeking, 1:55:59 you are small you are doing your best, 1:57:24 jupiter and behind is all is one, just some cards that caught my attention for some reason while she was shuffling then she actually picked them like they were asking to be called.

[@donttalktomebye]

All these retrogrades and you're coming in clutch with comfort!!! Ive been coasting so far with my sanity but as my threshold of tolerance rises so does the stuff trying me. Youre a blessing!

[@megh2890]

Eso, I have to thank you for always keeping it real. You don't sugarcoat and you're never vague about the negative influences at play in a reading, and I find your messages that much more healing because of it. You are far and away one of the most accurate readers on KZbin for me - thank you so, so much for everything that you do!

[@seaturtle979]

I picked pile 1. I know 2021 was a rough year for many. I lost my Momma in April to stage 4 metastatic breast cancer. It was during the process of us looking to move so I had quit my job and could be the primary caregiver for her. It was the worst and most beautiful thing at the same time as I could feel her pain, but I could be there and help make it better. We have been struggling to complete the move and running into a multitude of shit storms, but I try to stay positive and keep moving forward, but it can be so hard. I really needed to hear this, more than you can know. Thank you for your blessings.

[@hae-jungaliciakoh18]

👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

[@themagickalodds5172]

oh my god dude, the pile i watched was so accurate. thank you so much, this is so much confirmation.

[@jejaadams3768]

Pile 3: I’ve been on my healing journey for so long and I’ve finally reached a point where I’m glowing from the inside and sometimes I feel the need to tamper down myself for those around me, but I needed this smack on the head so thank you Eso 🙏🏾🥰

[@angelicaannegreen6709]

Pile 3. Soooo spot on, the whole reading. I love the analogy of " you are Xmas lights but you want to be a flower" and the body shaming. I resonate with the scenario of jealous, insecure people who have to tear me down because i am successful and that my accomplishments invalidate them.. I am now sitting on my throne and enjoying it. I built it myself and therefore earned it. All messages i really needed to hear. Thank you.

[@tamarafox6968]

Pile 3.... It's comforting to know that I'm not the only one that thinks my subconscious mind is not being very nice to me, and I'm also kinda feeling called out. Now just to work on what needs healing cause I'm winning and will continue to win 🏆 gonna switch this mindset on a dime and claim all my abundance 🥰 also definitely just gonna take a break

[@katrinafletcher7306]

Thank you Eso. I can't even begin to tell you how much you and Moth Goddess have helped me through some tough situations. Always on point. Idk how you ladies are so in tuned, but you are appreciated. I vouch this channel is legit. Much love 💕

[@eyeball4036]

I’ve never been this early before! I think this was posted at the right time- I lost my grandmother (who I lived with) five days ago, and I am in need of comforting messages for the universe. Thank you tons for this video!

[@EsoTarot]

I’m so sorry for your loss, I am sending you so much love! 💗

[@klaireburrows7969]

So sorry about your grandmother 🙏💕

[@strawberrikat]

I was drawn to all of them. So I decided to watch them by the day of the week. Perfect advice each day. Thank you.

[@nathxlie_b1663]

Pile 3: I really loved this reading because I am going to fly to Canada next week. And I am so struggling right now and having fear of forgetting something important. Maybe I can't fly or maybe I do something wrong because all of that just seems too good to be true right now. But with your reading I just got my hopes up. So thank you so so much. It was as always so accurate🙏

[@missz700]

pile 4 . . .Every single word was/is true and on point for me in my exact situations in life . . .needed to hear this so very much. I am terrified of trusting . .love, people, friends, universe, surviving, living everything have been so hurt . . .but I want to put one foot in front of the other and try. And this message came in a kind way, the only way that can help me understand and learn and grow. Feel long overdue for any and all good in my life. happy, hopeful, eye opening tears hearing this

[@InfinitePisces]

This is the cutest reading 🥺 my inner child is so happy

[@dejavu201]

THE WAY I SCREAMED ESOBEAROT 😭💕

[@maskedproductions]

STOP ESO-BEAR-O IM GONNA CRY 🥺😭🧸💖

[@sophieh.4097]

I picked bear 2 and it’s just exactly what I needed to hear. I’m a fresh grad in this pandemic and I’m currently job hunting. Been regretting a lot of my college life because I started out in this really toxic relationship, fought with a friend and was so isolated in my first two years. I made up for it in the last two years tho but lately I’ve just been comparing myself to others and beating myself up about how so much didn’t go my way. This was exactly what I needed to hear. You have no idea. Now I have faith in spirit that I’m exactly where I need to be and that I’m improving slowly but surely 💜 Thank you

[@TheColettive]

You are truly amazing, Eso. That’s all. 🥰

[@melaniedejonge5234]

Pile 2. That was so comforting and helpful!

[@bunny-mi2yw]

it felt like my world was falling apart and i felt so low and like things were out of my control. i couldn’t see past that before this. i can’t really put my emotions into so many words, but i just feel more clear and lvl headed. like a sigh of relief, as if i needed to hear this. i kept seeing angel numbers too (444) and it feels good to hear all this, putting my trust in myself + nurture myself. to know that i’m worthy. i need to take care of my body w sleep and water. i feel so seen.❣️🧸 thank you for this vid!

[@briellemoriah2427]

The green bear gave me cozy comforting heart warming vibes✅💚 I wanted to immediately hug and hold the bear in my arms. This definitely resonated I am definitely struggling with patience and I’m proud of myself for not giving up even though I have my days I want to but I know when I need to be alone and take time to myself and when I need to I do so💚

[@laurenribble]

it's not like it was easy to sit through but i knew the second i saw the green bear it was for me. it's so oddly synchronistic because when my mom and i used to go shopping for stuffed animals, we would look like crazies in the store.. moving the hairs away from the teddy bears' eyes to see them come to life better so that me as a little girl would know which was the "one." and the second i saw the green bear's eyes compared to the rest it sparked that memory in me and i just knew. so yeah, it's wild how source orchestrates literally everything together, even the tiniest little pieces of the universal puzzle.

[@VelvetKatOfficial]

Omg the bears are freakin adorable!!! Pile 4 was super resonant💜 & I loved both Sagwa & Harry Potter😆

[@shaghayegh5711]

Idk why pile 3 makes me wanna cry from the beginning like just looking at the blue bear from the start made my eyes teary and it felt like you gave me a virtual hug through this video and thats why it makes me emotional damn❤

[@haleyhines1328]

You’re such an angel, Eso! Thank you for all you do ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜