Messages from Your Soul🌀✨ PICK A CARD🔮 Timeless In-Depth Tarot Reading

[@EsoTarot]

Thank you so much for being here, I love you and I hope your day is as beautiful as your soul 🥺💗 🚨🚨BEWARE OF SCAMMERS IMPERSONATING ME ON SOCIAL MEDIA ESP ON INSTAGRAM🚨🚨 🕐Timestamps🕓 Intro: 0:00 Pile Selection: 0:27 Pile 1 (Apophyllite): 2:02 Pile 2 (Pink Spiky Guy): 42:46 Pile 3 (Azurite & Malachite): 1:22:49 Pile 4 (Amethyst Cluster): 1:55:33 👻Follow Me👻: Instagram: instagram.com/realesotarot Twitter: twitter.com/realesotarot TikTok: vm.tiktok.com/ZMR8yghKN/ 👚My Merch👚: crowdmade.com/collections/esotarot 💎Beau Life Cards, Crystals, Jewelry💎: beau-life.com/ (Use code ESO10 for 10% off!) Get your first 10-minute reading with Keen by clicking here: trykeen.com/esotarot I will receive compensation from anyone who signs-up through my link, thanks for supporting my channel! 💸Leave me a tip💸 PayPal: @esotarot Cashapp: $palehag Disclaimer: you are absolutely not required to donate anything ever!! However, if the reading touched you and you want to leave a tip I’m keeping that option open :) I am grateful for anything but please never feel like you have to!

[@evelinkrasznai9493]

(Pile 2.) 🙏 Thank you so much. 🙏 Our world is so lucky to have You, Kino, and Hermit. Beautiful, shiny stars. I love your energy and soul too.🥰💖 You are amazing, special gift. A girl from a small town in Hungary

[@ijiomahalexanderhamilton9204]

Pile #3. Thank you 💖. And I love you to you're amazing 😘

[@CrissySims]

“You’re afraid to see all you’ve missed out on by not being fully yourself” wow🤍

[@brittanyeyrich2360]

thankyou so much for pile 3 babe I needed to hear that.

[@PlatinumPotat]

Hey, thanks so much for the awesome video!! I was wondering if you would possibly consider doing another "can you trust this person" reading? Your love readings have always been spot-on for me and Im in kind of a rough patch rn 😅 Feeling very confused and overwhelmed

[@TheMermaidPriestess]

Pile 2, I'm still listening but I'm at the part where you mentioned that I've been beaten down and rejected so much and how I can still be kind, and I'm crying 😭💖 My soul needed this, thank you. I feel so seen.

[@EllieBettins]

❤

[@sarvin4471]

Same girl same 😔🫶 love from a fellow pile two-er

[@tequilamockingword9666]

Pile 3 - Sometimes you don't realise how much you needed to hear someone, with a foam finger, reassure you you're doing the right thing. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart

[@Jeje-e4y]

😮😢😢ةةةةةن😅😅ننة..😮😢😮😢🎉🎉😮😢😢😢😢😢😢

[@Jeje-e4y]

😮😢😢ةةةةةن😅😅ننة..😮😢😮😢🎉🎉😮😢😢😢😢😢😢

[@Jeje-e4y]

😢😮😢😮😢😢😢😢😢😮😢😢😢😢😢😢😮😢😢😢😢

[@Lovely-ku9rn]

💛💛💛 Pile 3 HIT HARD. Several tower moments in my life had crumbled... My friendships, career and my marriage all failed within the past 2 years... But I was saved from what did not serve me my highest good. This reading made me cry. I'm hanging on by a thread but the point is-- I'm still hanging on. Anyone out there going through a really hard time-- you're stronger than you ever know. Many blessings to you. THANK YOU, ESO for this wonderful reading. 🙏🏼🙏🏼💛💛💫💫

[@taushapurcell1732]

I’m here for you, fellow struggling human. You are strong too. Keep hanging, and I will too. Sending love and strength vibes your way. 😘

[@noonefornow1514]

Pile 3 same past 2 years have been really difficult for me I have felt lost and constantly struggled with sucidal ideation, "I am hanging on by a thread but the point is-- I am still hanging on." couldn't have phrased it better. I hope as eso said, sun really rises tommorw and that there is love and light in moments to come ahead for me and everyone who's been struggling and hanging on.

[@Tara0777]

Im hanging on too. Love, friendship, career..all crumbling.. dear friendship became business partnership, he started from 0 with me. Then when all becomes stable, i also helped him in successfully being in the relationship. Then he stabbed a right big sword in my back.. it was so painful that i see my future was just about to shine began to crumble…i cried out loud and try to see how can i - restart all over again… i dont know yet but Eso say… the sun is coming out. Wish we all soon will be well…

[@ijiomahalexanderhamilton9204]

🤗💖

[@Lovely-ku9rn]

@@noonefornow1514 @no one for now Remember my friend, as painful as our situation can be... it is only temporary. It took me a long time to realize that and tell myself, "I choose happiness today." We will get there and this too shall pass. Sending you so much love and positive vibes 💛💛💛

[@keerthystyles2279]

Pile 2 : eso i just want you to know that your readings are like therapy. The way you communicate with us is soo special. Its like hanging out with a friend. Please do more of ''comfort messages'' type of readings if you called to do so.. Love you lots 🙏🏽❤

[@bratass7144]

Pile 2 , “ you dnt need to set yourself on fire to keep others warm” Hearing that out loud hit different 😩

[@MissEisiel]

Pile 2, I started crying when I heard you cried, that's how disconnected I am. I loved the reading! Especially the part where you talked about how we absorb the bad energy around us and redirect it towards ourselves... I've never thought about it but I probably do. It's just... People are so selfish and they could do so much better but they don't because it's harder doing what is right. It just hurts. Sometimes I dissociate because the only thing I'm able to feel is pain. And it's f****** exhausting 😔 thank you so much for you kind words ❤️

[@emmi5581]

what crazy timing, i refreshed my subscription page while thinking "please show me a meaningful reading" and yours suddenly showed up! i'll go listen to it now

[@BohoBroCHOREO]

I did the exact same thing. I was so ready for a reading with some guidance

[@ninarae3368]

somthin similar for me too, my shorts stopped loading and i was like okay what do u guys have to tell me lmaooo

[@maddie_kopp]

me too!

[@NYX6ECLIPSE]

Pile 2: my soul REALLY needed this and I’m so so grateful to have found you at the start of my spiritual journey last year and to see the progress I’ve made. Thanks so much for holding space for us with your healing messages ❤️‍🩹 I love you, and I love you Pile 2. Stay strong, stay YOU 🤍

[@SubliminalJunky]

Pile 2 sending you lots of love and support xxx

[@agada7974]

I chose pile 3. This year has been an absolute hell for me, losing my job, friends, my plans and really my whole self and the person I wanted to be. I cried the whole day today after another exhausting job interview. Hearing that, even though I'm in so much pain right now and feeling like a failure, there will be a moment I'm finally believing myself again felt great. Thank you.

[@tiana2906]

That's exactly how I feel, I've gone through a lot of hell and everyone betrayed me. But I'll just move on and get over it with god. 🙏💜

[@kaypowers3353]

God Blessed You Amen 🙏🙏🙏

[@goabsara]

❤️

[@tylerlasarow]

Sweetheart I promise it'll be okay, you will get through this difficult time. Sending light and love ♥️

[@joshuapeters1289]

It’s unreal how accurate the reading is, it’s impressive. I can really relate to the first pile and I feel like I know myself more.

[@lindsayklesko7516]

Pile 4 screamed to me.. and now I know why. That couldn’t be more true. I’ve recently came into spirituality and to be honest.. you played a big part in that. Every pick a card I’ve done of your in the past 7 months (which is when I started watching) has been insanely spot on every time. I don’t even know how I found you. Girl..this has been a crazy journey and a start to a new chapter for me.

[@NicoleIndie2]

Thank u 🥺 I chose pile 2 and I really needed to hear everything u so lovingly said, thank u, love u 🤍

[@myfriendkatelyn669]

Pile 4 : My motto of 2022 has been “I don’t chase, I attract” … crazy

[@everydayvacaytaj]

Pile 3!! Made me cry. You channeled my soul. No one else has ever seen that or recognized that in me

[@lauralegacy7346]

Pile 2. ♡ I am sobbing. I needed this so much, thank you. I have wanted for so long to have someone speak to me with such kindness and sincerity. I'm working on telling myself how much I matter but to hear you say it, with such emotion in your voice, I could feel it and believe it so strongly. You have no idea how much this means to me. ♡ Thank you. ♡

[@wildflowersadie]

I chose the same pile and feel exactly like you described!

[@marisolm.8753]

I just found this video and felt drawn to Pile 3. I’m general, it was very emotional for me. I lost my father a year ago and ever since then I have felt like I haven’t been taking breaks-- only striving to be the best I can be at everything in order to make him proud (with a lot of success) I havent heard anyone say that they are proud of me since he passed. When you kept telling me that you were proud, I burst into tears because I felt like it was something that he wanted me to hear. Thank you.

[@gracie3363]

Im sorry for your loss. You're doing so well and I am so proud of you, too.

[@analisaruiz6846]

pile 4 truly brought me to tears, it is true that I am hard on myself and definitely need to open my arms out to new things in the world and embrace what the universe has set in store for my future. I needed to hear that, thank you ❤

[@tierrahinkle]

pile 2: this resonated a lot with everything about myself and my life. i’ve always been the giver and have trouble with giving that love to myself. i’ve felt misunderstood by people and people would always project their insecurities onto me for me being my authentic self. but i’m learning every day that those projections aren’t me and will never be me. i’m been battling with my mental because of the negative thoughts that always come up and make me feel less of who i am. but i know i will get there where i’m able to figure out when my soul is talking and when the negative mindset is talking. thank you so much for this reading ❤️

[@pxcepeda]

Thank you for this. It resonated with me and its not easy to be open and honest.

[@tagedele3336]

This is just my story girl 😭❤️

[@nayodez]

Pile #2 made me fight back tears because it's so real how crippling it is to go through being your own worse enemy at times. I know that this is part of my healing to be kind to myself thank you so much 💜

[@karinareyes6692]

Pile 3 here! I can't believe how spot on you were. You always make me feel so validated and understood, but today's was sooooo confirming and reassuring. So many tower moments and changes - you saying I'm starting to put myself first after I cut ties to things that made me feel so bad inside. I cried 6 minutes in

[@alinaroxann]

I’m going through such a rough patch right now, crying and literally asking the universe to show me a sign and i just went onto youtube and your video was the first one to pop up. crazy timing and much needed. thank you for being the sign i needed.

[@EsoTarot]

Sending you so much love💗💗

[@thatswhatshesaid6326]

I read your post and immediately had a smile come across my face and feel warmth and see the color yellow strong. You will be just fine! I keep hearing “know you worth.” The color yellow, sunshine, warmth is coming through strong! By the way I’m not a tarot reader or a spiritual leader of any kind. I just felt drawn to tell you this. Bless you 💛☀️⭐️🌼

[@jessicadupuis2593]

Pile 1: I absolutely agree with the energy of having to make little dramas (minus other people) as motivation! It's EXACTLY how I handle situations where I'm not motivated

[@theempress1919]

Pile 1 People throw rocks at things that shine. Yup we got this pile ones! we have a deep, magnetic, radiant soul just like Eso said. Never ever dim your light for others 🌈✨

[@LaraY44488]

❤️❤️❤️

[@surrealbeauty4520]

That’s right 💕✨💗

[@ladymondegreen]

Pile 2 - when you started crying, so did I. I love your readings first of all - your energy is so pure and kind. Thank you so much. Today was so hard. After an argument, I felt absolutely horrible all day. I really needed this message because I was feeling like a terrible person, and then I remembered how my best friends always say how much they love me and they’re really my soul family. My soul has been wanting to shine, and I’m trying to heal and allow my authentic self to step forward. I’ve been giving my energy away too freely and beating myself up. This reading was so poignant, and because it resonated so much, I feel better like I do have something worthy to contribute and that I am a good person, and not as bad as I think I am; I just need to nurture myself.

[@gabrielapeloso8979]

Pile 2. Eso, you are a light. 💕 I have so much love and devotion for the people around me. However, not everyone is opened to receive love and most certainly not ready to give back. That often leaves me feeling rejected, clingy, taken advantage of. I guess that made me think of my nurturing nature as a huge flaw, something that makes me less than or just overall… dumb. I really needed to hear this message. May I always remember from now on, my kindness is not weakness. Thanks, Eso! You outpour love in your readings.

[@noellam788]

Pile 2 and you are so right about everything! I’m a Taurus sun ♉️ and I’m so critical of myself but I’ve been trying so hard not to be 😭 I’ve already healed so much, like deep transformation, alone without a therapist and it’s not been easy. I’m almost done with my healing, and now I’m teaching others how to do the same but it’s so hard because I think I’m not doing enough to the point where it’s crippled me and now I’m not able to teach people anymore even though I love to do it. I’ll try being more creative, I’m gifted in all the ways you mentioned, art, singing, dancing, writing and I haven’t done any of them in a while so I will take your advice and listen to my soul. I am connected to my soul. I can hear it all the time but I’m so scared, and I don’t know why, but I’ll start listening and taking everything I hear into account even if I know it’s scary because I know I’m covered. And every step I take, big or small, backwards or forwards, I am divinely guided and protected and that’s why my soul’s voice is so loud. Thank you so much for everything 🙏🏽 you’re making such a difference in my life, you don’t even know😭

[@thatswhatshesaid6326]

Pile 4 - You are my favorite tarot reader on KZbin. I’ve definitely become more spiritual in the last year. I went through a mental breakdown almost 2 years ago. I feel as I started building myself back up I’m more aware of my surroundings, more presence in my mind and body and I believe in the universe has lead me to where I am at this exact moment. I know for a fact all the things that have not worked leading up to this point was to lead me on the path that I’m on now. I am blessed and recognize the gift of self awareness I’ve been given and still learning. 💜

[@tatiyannahw1015]

pile 3: omg i cried , that was such a beautiful reading, thank you so much.💕

[@Sakurabura]

Pile 2... Im a Taurus sun and honestly girl you had me in tears from this, this is the most on point reading I've ever received 😭 you described me to a big fat T. I've never had so much resonate before and I've yet to find the confidence to be able to love myself whole ♡♡♡ Thank you so much for the reading, sending love from the UK!♉🇬🇧❤

[@jenniibean9121]

Oh my god, I chose pile 2, and you basically called me out. I kept looking up, "humanitarian," because I read books 2 weeks ago and that word drawn out to me. I felt so much with being a humanitarian because I do care about humankind. I just want to say, thank you, so much. For your words and encouragement. I started crying when you said how I keep looking negatively towards myself. I've been so overworked and burnt out from working all the time.... It's really hard for me to find a balance for MYSELF. I cried even more when you said you were starting to cry for pile 2... I felt that. Thank you! I'm still working on myself and LOVING myself. To be MORE SELFISH with myself. It resonated with me so much when I find books and IT DRAWS out to me for sources to my TRUTH. Thank YOU for reminding me how SPECIAL I truly am. You are so amazing and I'm glad you exist! You only deserve great things.

[@bertaandrew9889]

Pile 4 wow. Woman, you never cease to amaze me. I embody every bit of where you see me & I so needed to hear it’s ok to rest. Thank You Sweetie you truly are a gift. Love & Light.

[@nori7529]

Pile One✨ Eso I feel so understood by every single word you mentioned in this reading, it brought tears to my eyes, there are times I worry about all those questions you talked about, wondering “ if I am too deep” I cannot tell you how big of a service you’re doing to all of us! Thank you genuinely Queen! We love you🥹♥️

[@jasmijnvantricht6400]

Pile 3: these last few weeks I've been going through a very creatieve flow, but struggeling to get it all done. I manage to reach my goals, but are then completely burned out.. this cycle has been repeating itself and hearing you talk about that just brought me to tears. Thank you! 🖤 And I quit my job which was no longer serving me and focusing on making my music dreams come true. This was an amazing confirmation!

[@CatherineKol]

Pile 2, wow. I’ve been having a bit of an identity crisis lately and worrying about truly if I’m a good person. I’m just speechless, thank you so much for the gorgeous reading. All I could think was that you have such a beautiful soul too!

[@elenaonline1579]

Pile one....I cannot tell you how accurate and deep your reading is. Beautifully done, delivered with such gentleness... thank you for this gift. I needed to hear all said tonight ♥ Purple and magenta are my colors, my soul colors.

[@EsoTarot]

Thank you so much! 💗

[@elenaonline1579]

@@EsoTarot you are so gifted and full of light , I am glad I found you ♥

[@cloud_lost_in_thought]

Same here! Sending you love ❤️

[@NicoleOlivia]

Amazing Eso!! I woke up to pile 2 playing on my tv screen because I fell asleep and its almost like my spirit woke me up outta no where to hear what you had to say. It resonated at 6am randomly woken up .. tv wasn’t loud at all. It’s like you must’ve said something and my body immediately woke up and started soaking in everything said. Thank you so much. It’s hard not to cry.

[@EB-fe2pr]

I picked pile 3 -- started crying almost immediately. This resonates a lot. I've come a long way in the past year. Things have been really hard but I trust in Spirit.

[@desireer6915]

Pile 2: Thank you so much 🥺❤ I really appreciate the kind words and sentiment. I needed a reminder to take better care of myself, to include setting healthy boundaries and honoring them. This made me feel better ❤ Thank you so much! I hope you have a wondering day, whether you see this comment or not. Love yah girly!

[@midnyghtryder.]

Pile 4 is SPOT ON‼️It really is the doubt and fear holding me back and that's been my main struggles internally. Everything you said i already knew and needed to hear again. Thank you for validating exactly what I been going through. I will continue to rest in my cocoon until it is time to emerge as the beautiful butterfly that I am 🦋☀️

[@ArielDresser]

You know....thank you so much. I was your pile 2- def the black sheep, def over challenged and over giving, def harder on myself than I ever mean or want to be. I cried when you cried; there is something so moving to the soup to have a stranger cry for you because they understand you more than 95% of any and all others I have come across and given to, so endlessly. Listening to you was like hearing a mother say to me things I have never heard from my own mother. You have a gift for channeling and I appreciate from my whole heart the message you gave today. I really needed it apparently. I think I needed to be seen more than anything. So odd to have a stranger peer into the mirrored veil of "the waters of life" and see me so well without ever having met me. But it also helps me to realize, yes...this is what I have deserved all along. And instead people have resisted my empathy, my light, my sensitivity, and my big Aquarius energy, which is an acquired taste apparently. Thank you again for this gift you have given me today 🙏🏼✨🥺😳

[@reclaimyourdivinity]

Pile 1. Wow. One of the most insightful readings I’ve received. So much of what you said in regards to how my soul is, is a brand new perception for me. But it makes absolutely perfect sense, being too deep, not feeling integrated. I definitely think that people all want to be on the same level of healing journey / shadow work that I’m on and then I’m too much for them with my insight and really they just aren’t ready for that. Really needing to work on that. So much more of what you said really resonated, especially getting the mind to stop with the holding back!

[@GeekInSequins]

Pile 2. Gave me happy chills when you mentioned roller skates! I bought some recently, but have been putting off using them.

[@adajaadeyemi5726]

I came from pile 2.. I cried while watching it everything that you said resonated I’m so grateful to have been able to be guided to your channel and I just couldn’t thank you enough for all your words of kindness it really helped me to realize and notice how hard I’ve been on myself I’m really grateful for your time thank you I’m just so grateful ❤️💯

[@charlottemorrison5136]

I was in the middle of a severe anxiety attack , popped onto to try distract myself , almost instantly felt a sense of calm , my anxiety almost disappeared. Thank you 😊 ( btw picked pile 4 and all was spot on ) 💜🤍

[@tls4022]

Wow pile 4, I’ve been seeing dragonflies everywhere 🌈✨💗♾ I realised that if I want to live a happy life I need to do things that makes my heart sing. Logic can solve problems but it can never satisfy the soul. Thank you so much for your clarity as always ✨♾💗🌈🪴🌿🥰

[@Eureka.Alphonso]

Pile 1 here Eso, I am floored by your reading. When you pulled out the AA card I burst into tears. Every bit of my being is forcing me to move ahead cause I know I am meant to shine and today I feel like the FOOL card walking into a whole universe of opportunity. Thank you for guiding us always. When things get blurry and heavy, we look to you for light. I hope to come to this very thread someday when I've reached alignment and write my journey just to prove to you and me that 'You' and your channelling were the catalysts. PS: as soon as your message ended, a friend sent me a video message that was 4:44 mins long at 8:44 pm, i rarely check these numbers but i was internally called and I'm taking this as confirmation that the message had to be divinely timed.

[@ksy4747]

Pile 2. Thank you so much. I was sobbing through most of it. I've had 2 people within this past week tell me I am being too hard on myself. And the entire reading I keep saying I'm not doing enough or anything at all. Thank you for seeing me. Thank you for voicing my inner pain and turmoil and constant self deprecation. I honestly just want to die bc I feel like such a waste of space and a parasite.. or like I took someone place and now wasting my life and this body. I have so many different voices inside me.

[@EllenDux]

Pile 2- I just talked with a counsler about working on negative self-talk and switching my narrative yesterday. I REALLY appreciate your encouragement and loving words. This video really pushed me into that new mindset and made me cry. I deserve to keep some of that love for myself! Thank you

[@mereSwamp]

I'm one of the multiple pile listeners because my guides tell me that there's messages for me across multiple piles. So this time it was 2 ,3, 4 and the overall message was like a progression of how far I've come in such a quick time and where I'm continuing to head towards. I have had a lot to heal from having ptsd from abuse and grief along with currently living family members with a lot of passive aggressive behaviors. So the past year alone after moving out to live on my own, I have done and continue to do so much work having gone to therapy, creating healthy boundaries and energetically distancing from certain people, still seeing my psychiatrist and finally finding a medicine that helps me with mood stability, eating healthier and slowly incorporating light exercise, finally getting a new job, getting my finances in a steady place, all the while being able to rest and get in touch with spirituality. I appreciate your uploads because your energy is nice and the readings resonate for me. Also, I was thinking of buying rollerskates so I was surprised and smiling when you mentioned buying rollerskates!

[@alessandra2855]

pile 2, spot on. i needed this so much to remind me that i need to take care myself and cant keep neglect my needs cause i put other people's needs above mine

[@ilovemyself2028]

Pile 4. Thanks! I need that rest and to know good people are coming in. That I don't need to worry about making everything work. 💜✨

[@nicholesise7697]

So serendipitous to hear this reading about Pile three. I have been working on my land last few days pruning back all my trees so they can breathe. I feel the gratitude coming from them in ways that I can’t explain. I am a 44-year-old woman who has invested so much time and others . I have let myself be abused and have abused to myself. However, there has been a shift. The time has changed and I can feel the old programming falling away. I can feel the light shining from inside my core. Thank you so much for your intuitive reading. Everything that you said is what I’ve already known but just needed to hear. I’ve been looking for you all day and here we are! Bless you, infinite soul

[@riverkay]

Pile 2 really hit home Eso 💖 Sometimes I don’t watch certain tarot videos because I don’t feel called to or it’s not the right time, but I am so glad I watched this one. Also, I rarely rewatch readings but I think I’m going to have rewatch this one a few times to let your message really sink in. I got teary eyed when you started crying 🫂 Thank you for such a beautiful and encouraging reading. I really appreciate you! 💕💗

[@garnetgoddess2059]

Same I’ve been a rut and nothing resonates or calls to me and I was drawn to the same pile. Wishing you luck and sending you love

[@nicoleperez3999]

First time I've ever watched a tarot video and I'm so glad I did...I need this message more than I knew and everything she said was spot on!!

[@KimJiMi45]

I also started to tear up😁 I needed this so much

[@Earthspirit555]

@@KimJiMi45 Same here, I literally cried. Not to emotionally dump but the orphan card and ancestral healing card hit home for me. I recently lost my mom and I felt this video calling out to me. She literally had the most spot on reading I have ever watched.

[@MissJoy16]

@@garnetgoddess2059 Same 😅

[@onwardandupward808]

Pile 2 here and I was looking at roller skates an hour before listening to this reading. Mind blown. You explained me so much as far as being hard on myself. I feel that I have some things to offer to my community and the world and I don’t know which way to go. I do need to ground myself because when I meditate, I do see so much clearer. I am hard on myself and I give the world to others. If I try to give myself any light or shine I almost feel like it’s selfish of me to do so. Which is crazy I know but I’m on a journey to get out of these thought patterns and you have put so much into perspective for me. My husband, mother, kids and friends tell me that I’m a great person but sometimes it’s so hard to see because I am an empath that takes on so many peoples energies. It’s all good though. I’m getting better and better each day. Thank you!

[@brandonfloyd5270]

I'm pile #1. Thank you so much! This reading changed my life. I've known all the things you mentioned all along, but didn't realize it until I heard this. I have moments when I'm like, "yeah, I know I'm a badass" but most of the time, I struggle with self esteem issues and allowing other ppls opinions to tear me down. The things that you clarified for me rang so true...I knew it was right as soon as I heard it. My soul spoke up and said, "she's right". All the way down to using mundane tasks to turn in and also creating little silly scenarios to motivate me. Wow! This is so detailed, and I wanted to let you know that I listen to these quite often and yours stood out among them. Again, thank you from the bottom of my heart! I needed to hear this and am so very grateful I found it. I think I'll go be great now! Sending my gratitude, love, and light to you. 🙏❤

[@toleenkilani7729]

pile 2- "youve been working through alot of heavy energy youve been working through alot of healing" thats literally all i have been doing last few months. im doing such deep healing that i realized ive been holding so much inside of me and havent been the most forgiving person, i started forgiving those who harmed me and not allowing myself to even think for a second about such matters, its been thought about endlessly and to keep touching the wounds wont do my present any justice and keeps me feeling trapped in an endless loop in the past. and i do feel like im in the right place in life and im taking really small steps towards where i wanna be in life while appreciating what i have, who ive become, and where i am now. one of the things ive also been working on is being grateful, we have so many blessings literally each one of us and yet we focus on all the bad in this world, we are allowed to ofc but theres always good waiting for us to appreciate. i started praying again, reading more into my religion, been eating better and fixing my food, been sleeping better, taking care of myself in whatever way possible, if im stressed from uni i take the day off, if i feel anxious i face the anxiety and it always turns out okay. all i wanted to do is heal, view myself differently, ive been more confident in my body and liking wearing things that i choose to wear and love myself in them, wont lie ive been feeling "messy" as you said but i let it feel messy cause thats life, thats what i am at the moment a mess, trying to figure it all out and its alright. and no matter how hard i am on myself im still trying to remind myself "its alright". i just finally look at the full side of the cup no longer looking at the empty side, and that has helped me ALOT in every aspect in life. also no longer having anger towards anything anymore cause i realized i dont wanna be angry over things that happened or did not happen, cause i need to let go. it was such a rough few months i was so incredibly depressed and still i am but its less bad duo to how ive been trying to view things. ive even started to appreciate those around me instead of focusing on the ones that went away. met many people actually and all is well. " you feel lonely" i do. despite knowing im appreciated or liked. OMG. you literally just said taurus energy and i am a taurus hahaha. youre way too good. its still work in progress and thats what life is, work in progress. and yes im drawn to books, movies and media, i even had dreams about being drawn to some movies and books and that dream woke me up and made me realize i need to forgive people and which started the real inner healing journey. which is pretty near past. and media its the step im taking towards where i wanna be since i am a journalism and media major :)) , also ive been wanting to read books alot but i havent read in years and not sure what to read so if anyone reads this comment and has suggestions feel free to share some. i loved this reading i felt like it was a literal map in my soul that i was just unfolding and exploring. :)) sorry im writing as i hear, and i feel like ive overshared but i feel like this place is a safe space and your energy is amazing. so thank you. now time to finish the rest of the reading... :)) and i love you too

[@ruthgilliland4583]

Pile 2 - I've been having a really hard time lately, and spent most of today crying. I really needed this, thank you.

[@GypsyInThirteen]

pile 4. just. medicinal. tysm i really can't tell you how needed & perfect this is. i am in tears of feeling cosmic support thru ur reading here. 😭🌟📿

[@kiimchhay_637]

Pile 2: this was so personal & emotional 😭 I'm just shook w this reading. Thank you for sharing your talent & energy 🙏🏼. Ur amazing! Thank you so much💖

[@TheAuroraerika]

Pile 2: everything you said is accurate. I am the black sheep of the family. I don’t practice religion the way my other family members do. I am really trying to live authentically me. I am on a healing journey and putting myself first. I resigned from my job and taking the time for myself. I have been working with a psychologist who determined my pattern is “I’m not good enough”. He has been so helpful and i have become a lot more self aware. I do give so much to my friends and put them on a pedestal. I’m learning to set boundaries. My personality type is CONSUL-ESFJ-A. I am always eager to help and a people pleaser. I literally cried when you started crying. I totally got this. Thank you for the messages. I’ve taken notes and will continue to work on myself. You are a freaking star Eso, so much love to you, you are amazing and I am very grateful to you. Love and light from Australia 🇦🇺

[@bobbijohoward]

Pile three and yes, definitely resonates. Been healing so much and can tell I’m “flying” like the Phoenix. I’m also pursuing my business goals and definitely feel like I’m on the right path. 😍😇

[@jessa444]

Chose Pile 4. My own doubts and fears are what's holding me back. Legit had this conversation with a friend earlier today about how I can't allow my past to hold me from my future.

[@leyricleyric4691]

Love your videos omg I’m first comment 😊 I selected pile 4 and I am a artist. I sing , I draw, and I have been dibbling in tarot. I haven’t touched my own deck in a while but I am learning a lot about tarot.

[@sarvin4471]

"Pink spiky guy" 😂 god I love you. Thank you for giving me so much love ❤ I really appreciate everything that you do. I hope you also extend that love to yourself and don't push yourself too hard 🤗

[@mysticpeace]

Piles 1 & 4 really spoke to me! Your kindness and wisdom is so soothing! Thank you for the very useful advice that resonated deeply! I get so happy when I see you’ve put out another video. It feels like, ‘here is someone who actually “gets me!”’❤️ You do such wonderful work, thank you!!

[@kaykayyforever]

Omg I cannooootttt believe it. I'm literally only a few minutes into pile 2 and I'm in tears. I used to be a figure skater and just today I was tearing up watching figure skaters on the ice... I've considered getting roller skates plenty over the years, and especially feeling drawn to it more these days. Your comment about that made my jaw drop and more tears come out so THANK YOU!!! 💖💖💖 The black sheep energy is me to a teeeeee!

[@kaiakoloa9381]

Pile 4, thank you so so much!!! I feel like I’ve unlocked a deeper level of my intuitive/psychic gifts, even in the dream world as well. I really appreciate your reading and you sharing your gifts, this reading made me smile so much & totally helped me raise my vibe

[@janab2900]

I connected to the 4th pile and it was so nice to hear your reassuring words 💔 I am claiming this energy and I really hope that things will get better

[@justiceedness333]

pile1: never have i ever in my life had a reading that resonated soooooooo clearly throughout the WHOLE thing. i literally teared up, wow. thank you so much 🥺🤍

[@justiceedness333]

some things, even down to your wording, i've literally received in downloads... 'bad bitch energy', 'creating a routine', 'rome wasn't built in a day'... confirmed so many things for me, i'm so grateful 🙏🏽

[@micaelaoyarzo8441]

Pile 2. Thanks Eso 💖 It resonates so much! It's really hard to see myself with loving eyes, clearly easier to do it for others. I'm still learning to accept and embrace myself, hope it gets better on the road.

[@csmith101]

Pile 2 (pink spiky guy), I was straight up called out on that self care. Thank you Eso, for your content and sharing these channeled messages with us! You’re a gift to this world! ✨♥️✨

[@milica4819]

Pile 2. Been thinking that my kindness is my weakness my whole life. So far to call myself a fool. And still I could never change that. Thank you so much for opening my eyes ❤

[@afreendee9274]

Pile 2. Thank you so so much for this beautiful, insightful reading. You have put into words so eloquently what i needed to speak to myself. blesssss.

[@harmonyyy5438]

Pile 2 💖💖🌱girllll I’m in tears I needed to hear this right now🌍❤️I really appreciate the truth

[@stephers1169]

Pile 2 and you brought so many tears. You read me perfectly and hit so many things that hit hard to me. I'm a Taurus too lol I'm a mom and so hard on myself and everything you said is what I needed to hear. Thank you so much! 💓

[@unicorne19804]

💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

[@Minxx8726]

Pile 2: I'm not crying you're crying! 😭😭😭 that was like a free therapy session girl seriously thank you so so much 🙏 you said sooooo many things my heart and spirit needed to hear ❤️❤️❤️ you're such a gifted reader bless you!

[@bridget8687]

Things have been so so hard for the past year. I was immediately strongly intuitively drawn to pile 2. I fell asleep listening to it, and something was telling me that I need to go back and re listen cause I missed a lot of it going in and out of sleep. I feel like I was definitely supposed to hear your messages. Thank you for channeling. You are really talented at what you do, it’s a really special thing how you channel. Thank you. :)

[@ritaamor283]

❤❤❤ Pile 3, ESO being the kindest to us ❤🎉😊

[@kylestage590]

Pile 2, it really hit me when the strength card came out because ive never felt very strong and yet its all i want for people to see me as

[@kayladaaz]

I haven’t used KZbin in a full week, and when I got on this morning, I selected like two JUST FROM THE THUMBNAIL. It was a strong urge to watch and skip right to like two. And oh my goodness, this just read me like a book. I needed this.. there was so much confirmation there for me. Thank you 🤍✨

[@nanismit2353]

This reading kept coming up and I wasn’t ready for it each time, but for some reason, today I clicked on it. Thank you, EsoTarot - I needed this💚

[@MiriDLicious]

Pile 2 here... I have been in a fog the last couple of weeks... constantly giving and not leaving anything for myself. My heart actually ached while you were reading like my soul was saying "See, I've been trying to tell you.". I always feel better after being in nature or after a long car drive. I will try to send some of my love to myself for once. THANK YOU! ❤

[@themysticlotus]

pile 4 is so spot on. This aligns so well with the journey I am currently on. Thank you so much. ❤

[@BriBoops]

I chose pile too. I have absolutely been running myself into the ground lately, and I am really hard on myself and the part that really hit home was internalizing other people’s problems and apologizing for them. I really appreciate this reading!

[@petalswirls]

Pile 2 + 3 - Aww Madison, I'm sorry for making you cry. Thank you for the reading, encouragement and all the sweet compliments! I also want to tell you that you're such an amazing reader and that your messages always hit soul deep. I think this reading confirms a lot of the feelings that I've experienced while I'm going through my spiritual awakening, so thanks for that. I also want to point out that towards the end of the reading, I saw 11:11, so it feels like another confirmation that this is my pile and that my soul genuinely is trying to reach out to me with the messages that you mentioned. I also resonated with pile 3 and I saw similar messages here as well. I think this pile confirms that I'm on the right path, so I'm glad! Thanks for the reading :)

[@manen5510]

every video i already scream "ESO! WTH! I LOVE YOU ESO!" from the very first minutes because of how well resonated everything she says are. How is this girl not gettin billions subscribers yet??

[@Jade-lj9kz]

Pile 2: Wow literally within the first few minutes this resonated to my exact situation!! Your incredible thank you 💖🙏

[@Outlawsrevenge1020]

I chose pile 2. I am currently healing from the abuse that I suffered as a child. A lot of my progress has come from breaking down lies that I internalised, and building up truths about myself that resignate with me. I am too hard on myself. I keep comparing myself to other people, and in doing so lose sight of the fact that I'm right where I need to be. I will start working on grounding activities, and try to be kinder to myself.

[@kayhillman8628]

Pile #1 - what an amazing reading❣️You nailed my personality and gave me reminders to value myself more and not to be so hard on myself. Yes, I do need to feel secure and at the same time, I need inspiration/challenge to make me thrive and feel alive. Thank you for all that you have done to increase my desire to train my brain and trust myself instead of listening to others. K 💕

[@zoeandrews7422]

Oh gosh oh man, oh gosh... pile 2. You really made me cry. It’s true, I do put so many people over myself. I want to help other people! But I have always had a hard time putting myself first. And I’m trying to get into the energy of putting myself first, but it’s hard man. I’m so not used to it haha. I know SO MANY others that would love to put themselves first, but it’s so incredibly difficult for me. My kindness and compassion has actually been frowned upon in my family especially with children or with strangers, and for always in the back of my head I thought it was a weakness, but recently I discovered it’s my strength. I’m a lover and a healer. And there’s nothing to be ashamed of

[@MFD841979]

Pile 3 YASSSSSSSS! I am in my best moment, enjoying myself for the first time in my life and trying to focus in my goals not only to reach them but also to be happy in the process knowing that obstacles are part of it and I can overcome them easily if I am charged with the energy of the good moments. Thank you so much, darling! Your cheering energy in this reading filled me with joy and hope. Love you! ☺🤗☺

[@smileystemperance8749]

I had 222 get up and out all tucked from my blanket just to say that I needed 222 hear the “roller skates” like seriously- crazy! It connected in 2 different ways, thank you!

[@kellydunham1790]

Pile 1. I can't put into words how much I needed this beautiful reading and your words of encouragement. Thankyou so much for helping me to connect with my soul again. Sending you so much love ❤

[@hannahd8815]

This was incredible. I chose Pile 2 and found myself often knowing exactly what you were about to say before you said it. Exact wording and all. It resonated so much. I’m sick with Covid right now and my friends have been incredible, bringing me groceries, meds & homemade soups and I’ve been feeling so guilty trying to find ways to make it up to them when I’m back to my usual health. I do that a lot, so you telling me to sometimes just accept things and that I don’t always have to give something in return, it resonated a lot.

[@emmajane7539]

Pile 2 couldnt have been a more wonderful reading! Thank you thank you for always communicating so well and with such reassurance 🥺🥺

[@funtimealex232]

Pile 2: The first thing on my mind when I saw your post was like "My favorite reader is back!" Cause everytime I hear from you, I just get a sense of happiness, like if your my guidance. I also in the beginning of the video was like "Hi Eso!!" And then "OMG I LOVE YOUR NAILS" "why are they always so pretty Eso? Maybe cause YOU make them pretty". (I also noticed the froggies on your nails and thought they were so cute!)Its just always my response for some reason but I honestly love you and I hope you see this, and know that I completely adore you cause laughing and smiling while having you read my tarot just brings me joy in the weirdest of times and its so perfect. Also when you cried during the reading my first actions towards you that I said out loud was like "Dont cry!! Dont cry Eso!! If you cry your gonna make ME cry!" and honestly I just have a lot of empathy and overall joy for you, so I hope you know you help me embrace all my sides in the most kindest form, I love you 💛 Thank you for being my amazing friend that's more than just the reader of my story ✨ -love, Amerie (p.s. I also even told my grandmother after you posted I was like "Grandma! My favorite tarot reader actually posted today! 💛" and she told me "Really? That's great!" and I was all smiling like "yeah!!" I was literally so happy to see you back, you have no idea how much I missed seeing how you were or even to come talk to me for that matter, omg Im rambling on.. but omg Eso I fricken adore you 💛💛 You shine, and that's what makes you so perfect 💛)

[@blessedbutterflytarot3060]

Pile 4 is screaming at me and I can’t wait to listen on my downtime tomorrow!

[@rashidatarot2696]

I have a feeling you will love it 🤞🏻❤

[@blessedbutterflytarot3060]

@@rashidatarot2696 yesss it was lovely 🥰

[@orbithana7607]

Pile 2, I almost cried while listening to your reading. It's true that I've been misunderstood and mistreated so much in my entire life, yet I couldn't be angry about that. I can't even hate someone because I always try to see what's behind all the issues, I try to understand people's mistakes. And to understand myself, be gentle to myself is the real one struggle for me. Thank you for the comforting words. I love you so much! 💕💫

[@aamoraamores6784]

Pile 2 thanks so much! My main issue is that I'm currently in survival mode but I'm tryin my hardest to wiggle my way out of it. I've actually made great progress in 2019 and felt wonderfully connected and a lil bit in 2020 aswell but then my financial situation and other stuff went to shit and since then I feel so disconnected and scattered and I feel like I'm constantly trying to use the methods I used in 2019 to get out of it but I keep finding myself in this mindset of "once I'm out of this difficult siuation I can start feeling myself again" but since I dont know when or if my situation will change, it seems rather unhelpful to put my internal existence on hold until things may or may not get better. but with all that said, I still have been making internal progress in the past 2 years, it just feels like because of my external circumstances, the difficulty level has shot up like crazy and I have much longer periods of feelin insanely disconnected I usually dont comment on your videos cause I just usually enjoy being a silent enjoyer, but this time I kind of felt like writing something I really dont mean to load my stuff onto you like this, its just all kind of frustrating since I felt so far along on my journey by the end of 2019 and now I feel like I've fallen years behind in some ways Sorry if this was a lil too much but thank you so much again for your amazing videos, they give me quite a bit of hope on days where I fail to dig it out of myself (ps: when I wrote - pile 2 - in here I heard "pile 3" so imma check that out after finishing this comment)

[@Jordan-me9pq]

I don't know you, but you don't need to apologize for needing to vent or speak your truth. You are beautiful. Idk you, but you're beautiful and I'm sending positive things your way.

[@serialmanifestor3387]

I wish you the best.Lots of prayers for you 🧡🧡

[@aamoraamores6784]

​@@serialmanifestor3387 thank you so much! 🌷

[@aamoraamores6784]

​@@Jordan-me9pq thank you so much! 🌻