Confessions of a Pregnant Woman | Raw & Honest

[@sophiachang]

My emotions were out of control while watching this! I smiled with you, cried with you…laughed with you. Thank you for your vulnerability and ability to keep it real at all times. Your storytelling capabilities are out of this world! I’m so proud of you Jegg 🥺 Lennon is so lucky to have a mom like you 💕

[@imjennim]

Ahhh thank you for being a part of my journey! Love you so much! x

[@WombToWorld]

Saaaaaame

[@lashellecoleman2754]

​@@imjennimu look pretty

[@VictoriaMagrath]

You have such a gift for storytelling in the most beautiful and articulate way. I adored every moment of this and your real and unfiltered emotions. I wish there was so much more of this online. Thankyou Jenn xx

[@imjennim]

Thank you, Victonia! Miss you! x

[@chubiin20s]

Jen is so articulate and that’s what gravitates me towards her personality. She is such a sort out, clear mind, expressive, genuine and thoughtful person. Love to you, Ben and angel baby boy 👼🏻 ❤️

[@chubiin20s]

@Jing Li oh

[@mangoqueen825]

@Jing Li was that really necessary

[@ansamkhalefah3073]

@@mangoqueen825 right??

[@shaniceshresthavlog]

This video was so wholesome! Im 27 weeks pregnant at the moment and I could feel every emotion that you went through and sobbed like a mad lady watching this! Especially when you said talking to ur mom about being pregnant lifted the weight off ur chest and made u feel more comfy. The same thing happened to me!

[@emotionalboii]

Good luck!!

[@simple_naildesigns]

Congratulations 🥰

[@imjennim]

Ahh congrats Shanice and thank you! x

[@jenstersable]

Exactly how I feel 💕

[@nina_park]

Aw jenn I said this before but you express your emotions so clearly. “I feel lonely but there isn’t anyone I want to see” damn. That’s so relatable. I’m still watching the rest of the video but thanks for being so transparent 💗 sending you love

[@imjennim]

Thank you so much, Nina!

[@DontKeepAskingMe]

That hit so hard.

[@natattacc99]

I felt the same way!

[@naledisegoe4586]

I feel like this most of the time. I don't know how to deal with these kind of emotions.

[@Aayley]

12:22 "They don't have any trauma yet and I'm afraid of what I might pass down to them" one of the reasons why I don't want to have children tbh,but I'm so glad this smol one is born in such an environment. This kid will help change the world. Wishing you and your family nothing but light and happiness, Jenn xx

[@catalinamaldonado5710]

I'm so glad someone pointed this out. I cannot see myself having a child because of what I experienced growing up. My parents tried their best but everything they went through (trauma, hardships, etc.) wasn't expressed in a healthy manner. As a result it was passed down to me, and I don't think they thought about this when parenting. The fact that Jenn considers the physical, emotional, and mental health/safety of her child speaks volumes of her character as a mother and human being in general. ❤ By no account am I blaming my parents; what's done is done. All I can do now is heal and learn to cope with the past, and strive to be at peace in my body, mind, and eventually my soul.

[@julianachaparro5840]

Your willingness to be vulnerable in front of a camera & showcase the raw emotional reality behind something as lifechanging as having a baby makes me sob everytime time and really adds a whole other dimention to your content. The way your express yourself and the ways the videos are edited are basically cinematographic and truly capture the depth of this human experience. Thank you for sharing, it truly adds value to my life.

[@imjennim]

Thank you, Juliana! This message is so sweet! T__T x

[@LOLEliSays]

Yes!!! Spot on

[@chloerosewood]

The part where you said you don't want to pass down your traumas resonated with me so much. I'm not pregnant nor do I have a child but I've never seen myself becoming a mum because I am so terrified of passing down my conditioning and trauma because I had a terrible childhood that I'm still trying to recover from at the age of 26. I cried a little but you are going to be so amazing Jenn 💛

[@vesaterstena7977]

This literally brought me to tears :( Jenn you've been like a mother to us,giving us advice, providing us with love and support, that's the signs that Lennon is going to have the best parents ❤

[@imjennim]

Aww, thank you, Vesa! x

[@vesaterstena7977]

@@imjennim sending you lots of love xoxo

[@theganiiyat]

So true 💯

[@AudreyVictoria]

Jen, thank you for making this video. I’m with you on the lonely thing. I feel like people are just having kids a lot later. I’m in my late 20’s and have only 1 mom friend. It’s extremely lonely. It hit me harder after I gave birth to my son. And then throw covid on top of that, and it’s just an extremely lonely experience. Sending you lots of love. Also, the intense fear/anticipation of the upcoming life change is really scary. It’s like a feeling of overwhelming anxiety. And of course, you mourn the loss of your old self. When I think about myself before I had my son, it sometimes makes me cry. It’s literally like you’re experiencing a LOSS…like a legit loss of life, and you’re reborn as a mom. Don’t get me wrong, I absolutely love being a mom. I spend everyday with my son, he’s the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. But there are just so many things that people don’t talk about when it comes to pregnancy/motherhood.

[@simple_naildesigns]

Congratulations 🥰

[@annabelle7123]

True, I'm 35 and only half of my friends have kids which is a big serious social issue in Korea actually. Congratulations and you are doing good to the society bu raising good children.

[@theshinythings123]

@@annabelle7123 At least in america it's because so many people need to get a master's degree now for a good job. Add in time to find the right person and date then marry for a few years. By then you are probably 30+ years old already.

[@oneofthosemoments4564]

there's nothing wrong with having kids earilier/later in life. After you become 21 age becomes meaningless when it comes to friendships. You can find friends both in thirty and fifty year old mothers, if you wish so. Of course it varies based on your home country, but that's the way it should be.

[@immaculatenakawooya2206]

@@oneofthosemoments4564Uhmmm I feel the same as am 20 years but ever regretting why I got pregnant and its really torturing me 🤦🏼‍♀🤦🏼‍♀🤦🏼‍♀

[@okayirene0927]

Even though I’m not pregnant, this is so relatable. We all know how it feels to be anxious and uncertain about the changes in the future. Thank you always for your transparency and can’t wait to meet Lenny soon ✨💜

[@chelspanda927]

"i feel really lonely but there's no one i want to see" is exactly how i've been feeling with my friends too. it feels like our priorities and paths have diverged and i feel so far from them

[@NnekaShakeZ]

“I feel really lonely; but there’s no one I want to see” wow. I’ve never been pregnant (though I do desire marriage and children) But i relate to that feeling so much. And I have never eveeeeeer been able to articulate what it is. Because it honestly feels and sounds crazy…. But it’s real.

[@imjennim]

Loneliness is so difficult to grapple with sometimes. The main takeaway is that you're not alone in this! x

[@jennylee2123]

“I feel lonely but there’s no one I want to see”. Woah! Totally how I felt but never knew how to word it. You’re so insightful and articulate!

[@shalomikemba]

I felt warm when she told the baby "It's okay, just take your time.". It felt like she was talking to me. Thank you Jenn, for this tender video. It felt good to see honest confessions beyond "pregnancy is so wonderful" or "pregnancy is horrible". Not because these reviews are bad, but because it feels like they gloss over everything in between. Thank you♡.

[@nataliesoutlet]

So pure, so honest love you Jenn! 🌈✨ I watched every bit!

[@imjennim]

Thank you, Natalie! xx

[@rachaelmonnelfit]

Cried my eyes out watching this. Jenn you are amazing, truly are a blessing. Honestly, your going to be such a good mum to your son. You literally exude wisdom, kindness & grace. Sending you soo much love ❤️

[@imjennim]

Thanks so much, Rachael! x

[@TomiwaRodia]

I am not pregnant nor do I plan on getting pregnant anytime soon but I absolutely LOVED every second of this video! Thank you for sharing your journey with us ❤️❤️❤️

[@lilsistha25]

Off topic but your really pretty

[@TomiwaRodia]

@@lilsistha25 Aw thank you 😊❤️

[@geezSH]

The way you articulated how you felt a gap between your friends because you're transitioning to a new phase of life ahead of your friend group, and how you felt lonely but don't want to see anyone, is raw. And I've felt the same way. You acknowledged my feelings and hesitations with being a mother in the future, and it's so refreshing to hear someone else feel similarly. We love you, Jenn! Thanks for keeping it real.

[@ojxolape]

You documented your journey so beautifully. As a doctor who’s never actually experienced childbirth, this was such a delight to watch a “patient’s” beautiful experience. 🍃

[@ChloeTing]

Aww Jenn.. I LOVE THIS VIDEO!

[@imjennim]

Thank you, Chloe! x

[@lovestephee]

Jen - as a 9 week pregnant lady, my emotions were not prepared for this… I ugly sobbed and had to pause halfway through. Thank you for being so genuine and making this video, truly feel less alone in this whole process. Sending love always.

[@danibee]

omg THIS!! Same! I'm 11 weeks now, and I felt ALL of the emotions. Was. not. ready. 😆

[@jch7261]

I am 7 months pregnant and can't tell you how grateful I am that you shared this video. I was laying bed last night and suddenly found myself in the bathroom sobbing into a towel. I just feel so stressed and alone and scared. SO MANY good feelings too but the negativity is real and I can't seem to escape it. I am so grateful to watch this, it makes me feel so seen and validated for feeling this way. I am adopted and my mom hasn't ever been pregnant long-term and even though she is an amazing support to me, she never felt this way and can't console me in the way I feel I need. You have consoled me in that way. Thank you for this. Truly.

[@yulinsu2185]

At 12:56, “ I guess I’ll just have to actually use this towel” made me burst out laughing while crying with you. I’m not a mom yet but I hope one day I will be. Watching you go through your process emotionally and documenting them physically, I really resonate with wanting to work through your own emotions to best provide for the baby. I’m so proud of you as a human being and it makes me feel reassured that it’s the mindset that brings us success. Success being whatever comes with peace, love, and growth. So happy for you and wishing you all the very very best. You’re in my thoughts Jenn.

[@fathyazana5236]

It's not dramatic, it's not sugar-coated, it's just a raw and pure emotion 😭 Been watching you since high school and now I have my son can you imagine how long I've been loving you Jen!! ❤️❤️

[@fathyazana5236]

@Jing Li lol ok???

[@noonsway]

What a genuine, emotional, strong and beautiful video ! Thanks Jenn, you’re a great mama ❤️

[@Luciferford]

This was so great. As a single momma w a toddler i know you’re gonna help so many people with this vid Jen! You are like a sister to all of us. Thank you for your transparency through this journey and i hope you and little angel are doing great

[@imjennim]

You're doing incredible too, Dayn! Sending love to you and your little one! x

[@lidiak123]

Today is my due date and I cried watching this. We go through so much physically and mentally during pregnancy and you’ve put it together in such a beautiful video. Thank you!

[@sh0efridge]

This video couldn’t have come at a better time. I found out I was pregnant this week and have been struggling with a lot of fear and self-doubt. After listening to you, I feel reassured that I’m not alone in these feelings, and that everything will be okay. Wishing you and your family all the best, Jenn 💛

[@Kareragirl]

All your feelings are valid. Have a safe pregnancy!

[@liezlmacabuhay]

“I feel really lonely, but there’s no one I want to see.” How I felt/feel in a nutshell with both my sons. It’s like you crave company but it’s a lot of work to socialize and there’s nobody (other than other mom friends which are hard to find) that can truly relate. Hope you and Lennon are coping well in what’s probably the biggest transition you will experience in your life!

[@nadaaqeel]

I cried when i first heard the news and now, watching this, i feel so emotional and overwhelmed. It is an experience that i desperately want to have one day. Jenn you are great. Thank you for holding in tight. Thank you for sharing this.

[@georgiarw]

"I feel really lonely, but there's no one I want to see" - I have never heard a phrase that so accurately sums up how I have felt for most of my adult life... what a strange feeling indeed, but perhaps it just shows that the people in my life are not serving the kind of energy I am looking for right now. Thank you for sharing your vulnerable moments, it really means a lot to see that a lot of the emotions I have that make me feel like I don't belong, might actually be pretty normal.

[@sandhyaramesh5068]

Have never clicked so fast for any other video...Jen and her genuine content is what we need to start the weekend..🤍 Lots of love to you and Lenny ❣️

[@imjennim]

Aww thank you! x

[@sunnyr2917]

It broke my heart when she talked about her body image because honestly beofre she even talked about it, I was thinking "she looked BEAUTIFUL during her pregnancy" , her skin was glowinggg and looked so radiant. She looked like such a cute mom-to-be. If I looked like that guring my pregnancy, oh I would be so happy.

[@cici7704]

Exactly what I was thinking!

[@Vallleeek]

Jenn, you really know how to put everything into words. I had my son this past April, and I learned he was breech around the 36 week mark. I freaked out and was so sad to learn in the end that I would need to have a C-section. I had been preparing for a vaginal birth all along. In the end though, I was just grateful that my son was healthy and that there were no complications. Thanks for sharing your experience!

[@imjennim]

Congratulations on your son! I'm sorry to hear he was breech but so relieved that you're both healthy and happy! x

[@wamyy5]

06:28 is amazing. If each person takes a step back and thinks this way, we would all be happier and the world would be better too.

[@Nerdstroma19]

Watching your emotional vulnerability and clips of you crying fill me with this sense of Fellow Humanity that brings me courage to allow myself to be vulnerable myself. You bring me more comfort in me? Thanks Jenn💜

[@baileycook4136]

Jenn, THANK YOU for this video! I am currently 32 weeks + 3 days pregnant and stumbling across your videos has given me so much peace and comfort. I know exactly what you mean...I am so lonely yet there is no one that I want to see. Pregnancy is such a wild, isolating (yet beautiful) time. You have encouraged and inspired me! I'm so happy you guys now have your gorgeous boy in your arms. You made it! Congratulations! Sending blessings from Austin, TX.

[@JameeNiehoff]

Thank you for sharing. I'm currently 23 weeks pregnant with my first baby. It has been very emotional and isolating and scary, but also a happy and exciting time. I'm glad there are people like you who share their stories so us other pregnant women don't have to feel so alone

[@nicoledeleon8737]

I am in my 37 weeks of pregnancy. I went to all those stages. I fully understand you. Thank you for sharing. I send you peace and love!

[@alexandramontminy8251]

Wow, seriously! I’m 31 weeks pregnant now and I felt every single minute of this video as if watching myself. Especially the part about feeling this kind of loneliness and also grieving your life before baby. It’s just so good to feel that all mothers go through these emotions and that you are not alone. I have an anxiety disorder and sometimes hearing other women saying how wonderful pregnancy is (don’t get me wrong it is, I like it a lot so far) puts this weird pressure like your not enjoying it as much as you should, but it’s not true that it’s just rainbows and butterflies. So I want to thank you for showing that it can be a bit of a roller coaster ride, where you feel really lost and scared at times, but really happy and confident as well! Also congrats for your precious baby boy! 💕💕

[@arajoypacoma6883]

Jen, this video is a gem. Thank you for being transparent and for documenting your real and raw emotions. I felt it when you said, “I feel so lonely but there isn’t anyone I want to see.” I’m 4 months postpartum but this video made me cry, made me say “I experienced that too.” I hope there will be more of this online.

[@elizabethparrish8174]

As a mom already, thank you for telling our story so perfectly and beautifully. The ups and downs, the extremely raw emotions, and all the thoughts!

[@sweetpotatey]

Your raw telling of your feelings and emotions around grieving your old self is incredibly helpful to watch. I want to be a mum in the next few years, but like you, what I love doing and basically where my personality is centred will no longer be possible and I'll have to leave it behind. You reminded me how it's okay to grieve the loss of your former self when such a massive change occurs in your life.

[@solarsatori]

I really admire the honesty. I'm 30 and in this phase where i'm wondering if i'll ever get married or have kids or if I even want either of those things. I feel like everyone refuses to talk about the hard parts because maybe they feel guilty? It's just nice to hear your honest experience.

[@noname.account]

I have never seen a more beautiful, honest and heartwarming documentation about pregnancy! I never wanted to be pregnant and I am very afraid that I have to give birth one day ... but there are not many woman who are able to understand this fear! Instead they are telling you how beautiful it is and conceal all the bad things - it seams like nobody wants to talk about it and that makes me super angry!!! Your honest words helped me way more and gives me the felling that I could be able to go through these things too - way more than the concealed stories others told me about ... thanks for that :)

[@KuronekoJS]

I’ve been in a relationship for almost 5 years and I still do not see me and him having a child anytime soon. Because I just have 23 years old haha but your journey makes me feel less anxious and makes me think that someday I could be a mom! Thank you so much for sharing with us❤️

[@jessicamariche3999]

i love you for being so real bc every one is so scared to talk about the hard parts in pregnancy. its not a bad thing to feel this way but others who dont understand will make you feel that way! im 25wks preg with my 6th! had my tubes tied after my 5th and they grew back so this was hard to except for me but im starting to become happier.

[@yabeelaine]

Jenn Thank you for sharing this video and those vulnerable moments during pregnancy. I'm 30 weeks now and feels so connected to the bittersweet parts. I feel you as a first time mom!! I had very difficult first trimester and doubts myself thousands of times(almost everyday in the first 3 months), but when I feel baby's kicking and know she's healthy, it's rewarding and strong validation-- it's like oh you didn't do any harmful things to the baby. In short, this is a very powerful video that make me feel I'm not alone. Thank you again, wish you and your family the best!

[@imjennim]

The third trimester blues are sooo real. You got this though and you'll be an incredible mother. x

[@calicattv]

When Jenn cries, I cry. Never been pregnant but her journey gives me hope for when that time comes. Thank you for sharing 🙇🏽‍♀️

[@ElenaMarieSewing]

This was so nice to see. I feel like on social media you only see the excitement and highs of pregnancy, and it’s made me feel different and not normal because of how emotional and draining it can feel. Thank you for sharing!

[@gabief123]

I’m glad you showed us this part of pregnancy. It can be emotionally hard. I felt like this and when I saw all these picture perfect pregnancies it made me more alone. So thank you!!!

[@chanterelledesign8310]

There is also the guilt feeling when you are not happy about being pregnant and that this should be one of the happiest time of your life. Especially when struggling with infertility and previous loss. I was miserable. I was so afraid because of previous losses that I had a major anxiety attack first trimester. Then found out we were having twins and that feeling intensified. The fact that I dealt with years of trying and 2 losses, tainted my pregnancy. I had to leave work at only 18 weeks due to depression and anxiety. Covid didn't help either, I felt alone during my appointments. :( We even left buying all the baby stuff til about 33-34 weeks and they were born at 36 weeks 😅 It is certainly not all rainbows and puppies. It was extremely difficult emotionally, mentally and physically. There is a whole other side of pregnancy that barely gets talked about. Even though the babies will be 2 months on Sunday, I am still finding it hard adjusting. :( But the parking spaces are a bonus! Lol.

[@nadd1241]

Congrats on your twins also wish you happiness in the future

[@anahiimeza]

Thanks for being honest about your pregnancy. Some women out there glamorize their pregnancy experience, leaving out the anxiety, fear, and restless days/nights that come with it. But for that little miracle of life, it is all worth it. Not thinking of having kids anytime soon, but this lets me know that when I do, it will all be worth it 💛

[@maddiethiele8843]

Thank you for these videos! I am absolutely terrified of pregnancy, I always have been. It makes me very anxious to think about even though I’m nowhere near having children. These videos really help me with understanding what happens and that it will be ok. Thank you for the raw honestly ❤️

[@coutureitup]

Omg Jen. I’m 32 weeks pregnant and every single thing you dealt with emotionally is how I felt. I relate to this so much and it’s such an ebb and flow of emotions. Thank you for sharing and helping me feel normal. So many women don’t talk about these things and just act “so happy” all the time like everything is perfect and it’s the best thing ever. But it’s so much more than that. This is a huge transition and thank you for sharing this raw stuff.

[@shamelessmaya]

Up pumping at 4:45am and watching this. You’re such an amazing story teller Jenn. I’m here for whenever your book drops. K, back to watching 💕

[@gnat2406]

the number of times that i almost cried while watching this video … can’t even imagine the actual roller coaster your nine months have been!

[@KatrinaWade1]

I have never related to something more. I thought my feelings through this pregnancy were weird and I was uncomfortable with all my negative thoughts but you make me feel human. So grateful for you and sending lots of love to your family. ❤️

[@simka4libitum]

Thank you for sharing your precious experience. I'm 21 weeks pregnant now and I laughed when you laughed and there were tears in my eyes when you cried in this video. You truly ARE wise and brave in both ways as a mother and as you. Huge support from a big fan of you in Korea.

[@JSJ22]

This video was so beautiful Jenn! At certain moments I literally started tearing up with you 🥺. Thanks for letting us into your world so intimately like this!

[@imjennim]

Thank you, Jamie! x

[@hilaryowen1160]

I’m so thankful for this video. I’m pregnant for the first time and never heard someone else voice these very intimate thoughts that I too have been having. Being pregnant is intense.

[@kakeline]

I don’t know why I put myself through watching your videos. I lost my Trisomy 18 baby 5 years ago and it’s still very painful for me. But I’ve loved your videos lately and love your honesty and candor while you share details of your journey with us. Sending your cute lil fam so much love and happiness!!

[@imjennim]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm sending you all my love. x

[@kakeline]

@@imjennim Thank you Jenn. Honestly you’ve helped me feel more at peace with myself. I felt guilty for being freaked out and stressed in my first trimester and then having it end so horribly. It’s been therapeutic to watch your range of emotions and ultimately be okay and handle the whole motherhood experience

[@chiarasicilya]

it’s so refreshing to see that i’m not the only one feeling these emotions especially the loneliness… when you said i feel so lonely but there’s no one i want to see i felt that !! thank you for this ♥️

[@NicoleAllisson]

This is exactly how I felt when I was pregnant. The overwhelming feelings, the loneliness and isolation, the fear, the highs and the lows. It’s crazy. But look how far we’ve come. My son’s a toddler now and it’s been the most amazing journey being a mom. ❤️ Thanks for putting it all in a video.

[@zoeh.2361]

I cried every time you did, not even kidding. Jen I adore you!! I can relate to your emotions and thoughts and way of thinking things through, so watching this and just hearing the introspective part of pregnancy (that is often overlooked, especially with such an articulate eloquence that you possess) hit home with me. I’ve been having massive baby fever and can’t wait to start a family, but also feel very not-ready, and still very naive sometimes. I adored this video so much!!! Thank you for sharing.

[@teosarah4087]

currently 36 weeks, crying and relate with this so much. My anxiety still gets to me everyday. Hope I will be ok

[@teosarah4087]

@@veronicajata3121 thank you!!

[@goob474]

you’ve got this babe!! you’re gonna do so great! congratulations and lots of love!❤️

[@teosarah4087]

@@goob474 (': I feel like strangers care more for me than my own baby daddy

[@estherferrari2107]

I’m currently 36 weeks pregnant and watching this gave me so much comfort, seeing someone else be so real with their emotions and how much I can relate to your process during this pregnancy has given me so much peace, becoming a mother is truly life changing experience. You’re so strong !

[@estefaniaramos6437]

I relate to you in so many ways and I’m not even a mom yet. Your reaction was so honest and this video was so honest. Undoubtedly Im sure motherhood is magical but no one talks about the roller coaster it is. When I think of motherhood I get so scared but seeing how it’s possible to overcome all those scary emotions is relieving. Thank you so so much for this.

[@ErikaRenee89]

I am currently a FTM at 26 weeks pregnant and this is one of the realest pregnancy videos ever. Thank you so much for posting it because it is SO relatable and helps me remembmer how normal it is to feel all of the things during this journey, both wonderful and not so wonderful.

[@esthermorgan9395]

This is the most relatable pregnancy blog I’ve ever seen. THANK YOU ❤️ I’m just about to enter my second trimester and as much as I’m excited it’s definitely a scary time!

[@leahbarajas7478]

Just entered into my third trimester as a first time mom and I found this video! So spot on and made me feel like you were a big sister helping me through the last process of being pregnant and awaiting my son! Super nervous but also excited but then super nervous again! Lol thank you for sharing me your experience, I really appreciated it at this time when times feel lonely and nerve wrecking!

[@hereforhaiku]

You are so well spoken. Everyone can see and ✨feel✨ your genuine soul. I hope you are having a wonderful experience learning to be a mom ❤️

[@imnotnormalimjoanamaria]

You're so amazing Jenn, I love how real you are about everything, I relate so much about how you felt! My baby is 10 months now and I'm always saying to my boyfriend "I want to know how Jenn is living her 4th trimester so much! She gives voice to my own feelings!" I know it was an emotional rollercoaster for me, I really hope you're great! Sending you love from Portugal 💜

[@cymtri4119]

when your friends cried in happiness for you 🥺 that was so precious and it's clear how much they love you

[@madelinehixon]

god i love how honest jenn’s content is. and its just edited so well, i’m not even pregnant but this gave me peace for whenever i am one day 🥰

[@iamkateo]

I just had my baby almost a year ago and watching this really brought back the memories. Thank you for your honesty and for letting women know everywhere that they are not alone with the multitude of emotions that come along with pregnancy. It’s not all sunshine and happiness as everyone makes it out to be. There are moments of vulnerability, fear and worry and it is ok. Emotions come in waves and at the end of the day, everything will be ok. 💕

[@kikis2686]

Ive never been pregnant and never really had a "real relationship" however, i do often think about marriage and pregnancy specially now that I'm 35 years old. I also struggle with body image, ive never been slim, but never super obese either. I have had stretch marks in my lower back and arms since i was 13 years old which im super self conscious about it. it is so bad that i don't like wearing sleeveless shirts. I always think if im so self conscious about these things imagine being pregnant and seeing the changes your body goes through when growing a baby. A Lot of women after giving birth get stretch marks in their belly and to me that would be the worst thing that can happen. To me stretch marks are the worst thing. The reason i am sharing this is because i feel you Jenn expressed so well the feelings women have in their mind. Even before you were pregnant you were always so open about your struggles. so thank you for always being transparent with us!!

[@BbGun-lw5vi]

Wow! It’s like I wrote this comment. My whole life my stretch marks have been a constant source of insecurity. And they’re not even bad. The thought of pregnancy having the possibility of leaving wide stretchmarks all over my belly and hips is just horrifying. I’ve always felt like it would damage me too much. I’ve now turned 40 and I’m starting to change. I’m getting older and the realization is hitting that soon I’ll have to deal with other damage to my body. I also was diagnosed with cancer in March. The tumor was taken out but I have a 30% chance of it coming back in the next 10 years. It made me focus less on appearance. I think you may become less scared in a few years and then you can decide. And there is nothing wrong with choosing your own mental health by not having a baby.

[@jenniechen821]

You're beautiful no matter what :)

[@kikis2686]

@@BbGun-lw5vi thank you for sharing something so personal with me. I am so happy for jenn’s community because we were able to share our own story and struggles. In a way it was therapeutic. Change is the only constant in life. I pray for your health, your comment made my day!!!

[@kikis2686]

@@jenniechen821 thank you 🥺🥺🥺🥺🤗🤗🤗🤗

[@moonchild708]

i've honestly always loved my existing stretchmarks - i don't mind them because the ass and thighs that they came from are awesome and overshadow any potential insecurities i would have. i don't want to be pregnant now or maybe ever, but i wouldn't mind stretchmarks that look like the ones i have now because they would just be a reminder of where my baby came from. however, one of the things that terrifies me most about pregnancy are those red and purple stretchmarks that some women get. those really deep ones. the appearance scares me because they look like someone dragged a knife through the skin multiple times and then it healed without stitches. and the funny thing is, i'm black and most likely wouldn't get these types of stretchmarks anyway. so technically in my case, my fear is a bit irrational, but it should still be accepted! while we don't have exactly the same issues, i commented this so you can see that not wanting pregnancy for fear of physical change is perfectly fine! different women don't want to be pregnant for different reasons and that is okay. it is not wrong to be "vain" and put your mental health and physical body first. and if you want to have a child in the future, i will pray for no stretchmarks for you and a happy healthy pregnancy!

[@alissagoodnough6225]

I just found out in pregnant and found this and I was crying this entire video. This is so beautiful thank you so so so much. I have felt so alone but I know it’ll be okay.

[@rosief3766]

You hit the nail on the head with every thing you went through and felt. Especially the loneliness… So your not alone 🙂

[@brittanyb6889]

Oh Jen my heart broke for you when you cried during your 2nd trimester. Thank you for sharing this with us. I’ve seen you grow so much in your parenting journey and we’re proud of you!!

[@Ana-ix8ve]

I love how open you are about your feelings and the ups and downs that come with pregnancy. It's important to show reality and not to magnify the truth when you know that so many women go through the same thing. It is also very interesting and healthy. Being a women is a life long journey and I am sure you are an amazing mommy

[@planningwithalo]

To know there’s others who think and process being a mom similar to the way I do is so comforting . Thank you so much for your rawness and honesty . I feel like not many share this side of pregnancy so I appreciate it . A lot .

[@ToniRichter11]

Thank you so much for this beautiful and raw gift you gave us. I’m at the end of my 14th week and feel so different. I feel a growing a gap between myself and my friends. I feel so lonely and just like you said, there’s no one I want to see. It’s an interesting paradox to be in. I want to stay positive and I can’t force myself to feel different ways. I definitely feel like people treat me differently and it’s hard to adjust

[@User_A23A]

Thank you so much for this beautiful genuine dialogue and for being not afraid or shy of showing your vulnerability. felt so much the same way during my first pregnancy and I’m grateful you helped me process my emotions I thought I left behind.

[@cynabyun]

Every time I see Jen cry I just want to hug her and tell her everything is going to be fine 🥺

[@cgli7191]

Jenn, I've been watching your videos since 2013. Seeing you traveling all around the world, get married, broke your teeth, move your house....I have been growing with you and you really feel like a very dear old friend to me. I rarely leave comments but I want to say a big THANK YOU to you. These precious videos full of your meaningful thoughts, confusions and reliefs, are just soooo valuable to others who are or will be in similar journeys in the future. I am one of them. Thank you Jenn! You are the best! Love you~~

[@Stephanie-ki5oz]

I know this is pure parasocial relationship stuff here. but Jen, I love you! I cant tell you how refreshing, inspirational and joyous it is to enjoy your content on here. It brings me so much joy and reflection to be able to watch all these raw moments edited and compiled in such a meaningful way. Thank you for what you do!

[@natasharomero8]

I'm so glad I came across this video! It made me feel less alone knowing that other people have the same feeling and being very scared of getting postnatal depression because I'm so emotional all the time. Thanks this was great!

[@sahmommamang]

You are so real and raw & I love that about you, Jenn 🤍

[@user-jg5wy7to2p]

Jenn, it's hard to express how comforting and inspiring this video is. I'm in my early 20s, and have always thought of pregnancy (esp. labor) with such trepidation, anxiety, and fear. I am so grateful for your vulnerability, and it brings me so much comfort that if/when I start a family, I'll have this video and your pregnancy content as a guide of sorts. Thank you so much for sharing these moments with us!

[@kaylalee3329]

Hey Jenn, Sending you lots of hugs! I myself am a first time mama and definitely understood every emotion you felt. It’s overwhelming, exciting, and just a lot to intake. I’m so glad you shared your transparent journey. It brought back memories for myself when I was once in the same shoes as you. You’re going to be such a wonderful mom. Being a good mama, doesn’t always mean you will be perfect. I’ve made so many mistakes as a first time mama and after a year, I can actually laugh it off now. It’s trial and error. Love you and stay strong! I’m super happy for you and excited for you. And remember that you are human, it’s okay. You are worthy and enough. Baby is going to love you so much just as my first baby boy does me. ❤️

[@Melissa_Warr]

I’m currently 35+3 and am feeling all the emotions. You sharing your feelings, fear, grief, and excitement all struck a cord with me and made me feel less lonely. Thank you for sharing!

[@dallasmccurdy530]

Girl no matter what we do there will be something that we are not happy within ourselves as parents. Haha! I know that doesn't sound encouraging, but it's reality. You are not alone in those feelings. Just remember the fact you feel that way means you are going to be a great mom! The fact that you worry if you're going to be good enough means you already are. ❤

[@SamJam92]

25 weeks pregnant myself, and I resonated with this video so much! I think the day to day changes of pregnancy can be so subtle…until they’re not! It’s easy to not give yourself enough credit for what you’re going through in the moment.

[@WHOAyouguys]

I absolutely love how you sort out your thoughts and document it. It helps us feel like we're not alone in our scariest moments. I appreciate and your work you so much. Lennon is very fortunate to have both of you. ♡

[@jazzycollins1957]

i'm 25 weeks pregnant and all the emotions you were discussing during your second trimester I FEEL!!! You nailed it right on the head. Thank you so much for being open, honest and raw.

[@karendequesada6248]

Thank you so much for sharing this totally normal side of pregnancy! Although it is a beautiful thing it can be a scary thing and that's ok, it is a huge life change. Your videos have been a breath of fresh air.

[@AR-xs6qk]

Thank you so much for being honest, real, and vulnerable! This is such an amazing video and you are such an amazing person. I’m currently going through IVF treatments and suffer from depression, anxiety, and previous eating disorders so this was amazing to watch so that when I’m pregnant I’ll know all the emotions that I may feel are normal and ok to feel.

[@MayCR07]

I love how raw and wholesome this video is! I'm at that age where people around me are asking when I will have a baby and to be honest, I don't know. I felt all your fears and doubts because kids are big responsibility and I'm not sure if I'm ready to tackle that. My fiancé and I like our kid-free lives. At the same time, I feel like I may regret the decision if I dont or wait until it's too late. I know there are the options of adopting. Anyway, Thanks Jenn for this video. love you